Going home to your family is a good idea, being around people who love you will help. When you get back you will be refreshed and ready to take on the world. You are doing great x
You're doing great pal..my own brother was nearly 40 when he got clean and he was bad..as bad an addict as you will ever meet..he got into a program and 20 years later he's a life and health coach with 3 beautiful sons..its all waiting for you my friend ❤️ love and light from Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪
You are doing great .. you can not please everyone . You’re telling your truth ! Don’t be so hard on yourself ! I’m old enough to be your grandma we all have stories to tell ..they all are different but you are not only helping yourself but helping others others ! Best wishes !
I go to goodwill a lot, and I donate anything I can. You are doing great! You are helping others by just being you… being positive is attractive! Not all choose happiness however our hope is to show how “choosing” to live better is doable
When my husband returned from Rehab, he said that the best part was not having to lie anymore. Being sober is rough but it's what makes you brave. Others will judge, but they are not the people who you want in your life. It took me a while ( and AL-anon) to better understand the ins and out of addiction. You are exactly where God wants you in this moment. We may not always understand in the moment. But keep on keeping on and when you look back, you'll get to look up and say " ahhh... so that's why that happened " Ps. Go to Flordia. Being with family will heal peices of you that you didn't know hurt. ❤ Your Canadian friend
Wow, I’m so happy for you AND him! Living with rigorous honesty is certainly Freeing. My mother attended Al-anon too. I’m glad you were able to find support and a better understanding of what your husband was dealing with. Thanks so much for your support though, you guys help me stay resilient and give me so much HOPE. Peace and love to you and him. Tell him I’m proud of him too please. ❤️💯❤️🫶🥰☮️❤️
Hello from Florida. I have been a subscriber since day one. I am also a detox nurse and in my experience most addicts who remain on track are the ones that want a new life. The ones that want and are ready to " be clean" . I wish I was a person that was able to verbalize and educate people on addiction. Some people are well spoken. You are. Please continue. 🙏 ❤😊
🙏🙏🙏oh wow, that’s so amazing that you do that for work. You must be a great woman and I’m so glad you’re here Terri. Where in Florida are you? Thanks so much for stopping by! 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
don’t worry about lost subscribers. for every person that may reject you, there will be another person that will find you and receive inspiration they need. God doesn’t make mistakes 💃
I love hearing the stories of your past-positive or negative they are all a part of the life you lived. Your honesty and willingness to improve yourself are what attracts me to you. My son has been in recovery for many years and I remember all too well what he went through for so many years.
You should never be embarrassed about your past my friend because it literally brought you to where you are today and I hope you love where you are today because you’re doing great and you’re evolving more every single day. I pray you let go of that shame with time and I hope you’re never embarrassed about the man you’ve become because you’re a good man.
Thank you so much! Slowly but surely I’m working through all of that and letting go of all the trauma. It is a healing process and takes time but I’m just glad to be in a better place these days. Peace and love to you my friend ❤️☮️🙏🫶💯
Good morning, Four!!! Don't be embarrassed, you're human, we've ALL done things we regret. It's so evident you've changed and turned your life around, and that's what matters! I hope you feel better today!! Btw, I LOVE your Good Vibes and God Is Good shirts!!!❤ Keep being you, and have a great day!😊
Giant steps! Put the apologies to rest. Embrace your vunerability. It takes COURAGE to be vunerable. Sharing emotions, mistakes, poor choices and being honest isn't always easy. THIS is what saves and changes lives! Truthfulness and authenticity fosters genuineness and trust in relationships. It lays safe ground work for some who are afraid to speak their shame. This builds communities and forms relationships. It fosters open communication. Shame thrives in secrecy and silence. In self judgement too. Shame CANNOT survive being spoken! Keep going! The best leaders aren't afraid to be vunerable. Wear that confidence hat. You've slayed that beast. Go forward in your truth. Leading by example in your vunerability and genuiness. “We desperately don't want to experience shame, and we're not willing to talk about it. Yet the only way to resolve shame is to talk about it." Brene Brown ~
You don't have to keep apologizing for your past. This is the present and you are doing wonderfully. Drugs change people and turn them into someone they are not. You are in recovery and who you are now, is the real you. You are a genuine, kind and caring human being. Even the way you handled the whole Nika situation. You never bad mouthed her or let people pry details out of you. You are so respectful and that speaks volumes of the kind of man you are. Maybe a trip to visit your family will help you heal your heart and make you feel better. Sending much love and healing thoughts your way. Remember you are worthy, you are enough and you are loved.
I went through a rough patch in my life after Hurricane Katrina washed away my home, neighborhood, and security. My mom passed away 2 months before the big hurricane Katrina of 8/29/2005. I was fortunate in that my crime was a first time in all my 50 years of life! I was blessed to be sentenced with help & support of drug court. My record was expunged after a 3 year probation period! I’ve been clean for 19 years! 🙏🏼
This is your 80 yr old granny…rather than feeling shame and embarrassment, please focus on who you are now. Everyone that is following you, especially those that have unsubscribed, I can assure you they have skeletons in their closet, and are fearful of being found out. Putting it out there, cleaning our dirty laundry so to speak, we can start afresh!. Love your channel and your journey. Every heard of Kahlil Gibran?…you might like his words in The Prophet
Don’t worry about the subscribers that u lost because God is going to make sure the right people stay!!! I’ve been 6 yrs clean and u inspire me daily!!! Keep doing what ur doing!!!
Most likely your subs are people in recovery or relapse. We are not even going to flinch at things in your past. There are worse things that people get away with, and they are never accountable for, and those people need to go to therapy to rid those demons. Hearing you, seeing your honesty, showing that soberity has dull days along with uplifting days makes us all in recovery know it's worth it! We are worth it! So thank you Four! A sober sister here with 12 years clean 6/13!××
do not be embarrassed--as stated and in the comments--many could relate and you have helped many. Your testimony will not only free others but will continue to free you and help you become who God intended you to be.
I just wanted to express my genuine appreciation for the honesty and positivity in your posts. I hope you're feeling better soon and have an amazing trip to Florida! Keep sharing-I absolutely love this channel and look forward to more from you. 🌟😊
You never have to be embarrassed by what others think about you. I think your doing one amazing job just what you have accomplished so far. You stayed true to yourself and you speak true from your heart. In the beginning of my sobriety I too struggled with lots of issues but with my meetings and my sponsor I learned how to deal with my issues to stay sober. Believe me it was not easy. Bit I never gave up. I see you as a person who never gives up. You always take care of what you need to do for your sobriety and I applaud you. Sure life with get you down some days but you always get through it and you never give up. Your a true inspiration to many people out there whether they judge you or not. Don't let the negative people or negative comments get you down. Some people out there have no clue about those like understand about recovery. Keep up the good work and stay strong. And if you go to Florida have fun. You deserve to be happy and be with your family. Keep up the good work. Always praying for you ❤❤
Hi Four, thank you so much for being so honest. It really helps other people to know that they aren't the only ones to have done regrettable things in their past. Plus that past life is just that-in the past. You may not have had a good start but you do have a bright future. 🥰
You’re doing amazing and should be so proud of yourself, everyone has a past and no one has the right to judge you. It’s all about how you pick yourself up and move forward and you’re killing it 💪 your family will be so happy to see you and proud how far you have come ❤
Think about it this way, every great story has a dark chapter somewhere in it. You are incredibly inspiring. Don't be too hard on yourself for your past, it's not who you are today.
Great vid four! You're building subs like crazy and people unsubbing because you have a checkered past is on them because those are the people that usually have the false belief that people can't change. And your living proof that they can! 💙
Don't apologize for being honest, with hopes of helping others. Maybe God has called you for this purpose.. Keep looking up,, and keep smiling.. Thank You for sharing.. 😊
You don’t make nobody uncomfortable you are AMAZING don’t stop being who you are that’s what real hearted people love about following you the real FOUR the guy who’s been through it and still grinding in a better way !!!!! God is Good 😊 love you 😘 😊
Just speaking from the heart is good, God loves us all. No need to apologize about talking about your past, we all have one. This is your story and what you have been through. We are all here to cheer you on!! Head on to Florida, your family needs to see you as much as you need them!!!!!!!!
No need to apologize! Anyone watching you should know what your channel is all about, even if you help one person you have achieved your purpose, I am very proud of you😅
working is key, I have so many clients who once they got jobs and realised how good it feels to work and hear words like "good job" it literally changed their lives for the better. I could never endorse working more, what it does for a person is incredible on so many levels.
I totally agree, it’s always been HUGE for me in my recovery and just life in general. I hope I can get that point across eventually. Peace and love to you Alexandra and thanks so much for all that you do to help us. 🙏❤️☮️💯🫶👊🏻
The title of your channel says it all. It never ceases to amaze me how folk DO change. The effort, determination and support that's needed to do that, and sustain it!, is incredible. I think it is important for us to see that difference, that change, and how it's done one step at a time... I'm reminded of a phrase, don't know where it's from, 'every saint has a past, every sinner has a future', which I think is about reserving judgement and having hope.
You’re an amazing guy. Your sincerity is authentic and I love watching your growth. I’ve never been in your shoes personally but have been a nurse for many years and I applaud your strength in being an over comer. I say Fla is a great idea! Go get time with family, some sun and some space from the norm. Go be awesome Four!
Hi Four, You Are Doing An Awesome Job. I'm Old Enough To Be Your Grandma, So You Listen, Get On A Plane And Go See Your Family. (They Miss You). I Love The Man That You've Become. You Have A Lot To Offer All Of Us In Your Community. You Need To Be Proud Of Yourself, Don't Worry About Your Lost Subscribers. Let's Go On That Florida Vacation( We're Ready)!! Love You, Grandma
Aww thanks Pat! I just got to Florida tonight and am on my way back to where I was raised. I appreciate the support so much! Peace and love to you my friend. ❤️🙏☮️🫶🥰
Don’t ever think you’re past didn’t shape how you are as a person today! We all make mistakes, but the important factor is learning from it! It is so very hard to be on the up and up being around bad people. Those people who do bad things and bring you in aren’t your friend! God will never put you in an awful place! Keep your faith! God wins/God bless!
Your past is not your identity!! There’s a reason why we go through stuff in life and usually the ones who struggled the most love deeply and can reach people that others can’t cuz we can relate!Thanks for another video!! Keep it up!!
God bless the broken road, Four. We all have dark times in our past, but for me and you, it led us to God's love and salvation, so...God bless that broken road. You are doing great! I am proud of you, my brother in Christ. Knowing that there are people like you in the world gives me hope. Praying you will feel better soon! I am recovering from surgery, so please remember me in your prayers too. Blessings to you!
Hey Buddy, no need to apologize. You are keeping it real. You are reaching so many that need to hear your story and see that absolutely Anyone Can Change. Go visit your family in Florida and take us with you. We look forward to meeting them! ❤️🙏
❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏 I’m on the plane now and we just pulled away from the gate lol. Thank you so much it means the world. Hope you’re having a great evening. Peace/love to you and yours 🙏🙏🙏🥰
Most people don’t have the guts to be as vulnerable and open as you have been about your past. Myself included 😂 you are encouraging people like me to just own it and move forward. Don’t sweat people that unsubscribe, keep your blinders on and just keep doing you ❤
Thank you so much! Your support helps more than any of you know. Peace and love my sister! I’m racing down to Illinois trying to make this flight right now lol. Wish me luck 😜😅❤️🙏☮️🫶
I've been watching you for a long time, can you came a long ways don't let your past, define your future. Not one of us are to judge anyone all of us I'm sure have made wrong mistakes not one of us are perfect don't let it get you down because you're coming a long way let the past go the future is what you need to focus on and you're doing great you have a great destiny obviously the Lord saved you and he's got a good direction for you keep your head up stay in the word and just keep trucking brother. ..✨😔🙏😊
Forr, I've been watching your vlogs and you are so courageous to tell your story to the world, you are strong and such a good human keep doing you, those who left may not be ready to heal or to understand the hardships of life, we can only pray for them without judgement for the Creators healing. Keep on moving forward in your journey you have so much good healthy living to do young man❤ from an old woman 😅
Awww thank you so much!!! I appreciate you and am so grateful to have you along for the ride youngin! 😜❤️ Just touched down in Florida to see the family. Peace and love to you n yours sister. ❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰🥰
Don’t ever be ashamed of your past it got you to where you are now. No one is perfect and people learn from their mistakes as you have. You are awesome and a great example to people that need it. Keep doing you and the right people will stick with you and support you. You got this! If no one told you today you are special and appreciated 😊
Awww that’s so kind of you thank you for this comment. I’ve been busy trying to get ready to leave for Florida but I’m so glad I was able to see this. YOU are amazing and greatly appreciated my sister. ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
Hey friend, might be a good idea to keep a spare set of workout clothes and shoes and towel in a bag in the trunk of your car so youre always ready to go workout at any location youre nearby when the feeling strikes. Peace and love
@@AnyoneCanChange i’d rather see the raw side of things a addict or a person in recovery goes through then have things be sugarcoated and not truly as they really are happening or what you went through that tells me the better story. I just don’t wanna know the Rosie stuff I wanna know where you came from and how far you’ve been going to get where you are today.
Dont worry about people who unsubscribed! No need to apologize! Dont be embarrassed! Keep doing what your doing! Stay strong! I'm rooting for you! Cant wait to see your family! Love love love your videos!!!!! Hugs! From Newfoundland Canada❤️🙂🇨🇦
As I have always said, ya can’t please everybody! You’re the most important person to please😊. ❤ Just continue on your path to a more healthy lifestyle , you are so much better than in the past. So be proud of what you’ve accomplished! You’re worth it! We need more positive channels like yours. People helping people is what we need in our lives and you are trying to. Stay strong 💪 ❤
You are building something meaningful and with anything meaningful there will be all sorts of things that happen. Good things will happen, weird things, confusing things and bad things. All of these things are bricks in the structure you are building. You’re starting now at the foundation This part will feel the hardest. To make the whole thing from the ground up remain strong and sturdy you have to build with honesty, humility and vulnerability. With this God will be there by your side handing you the bricks, brick by brick. It’s normal to feel the way you felt after posting that video. That means you are completely genuine. What you are building isn’t easy, it’s very hard. The good news is you will keep working hard at this then get to the point where it feels easy. You will still have to keep up the hard work to keep that feeling, but it will happen. To all the people who leave your channel just take a quick moment to pray for them. They need it for some reason or another. Don’t feel regret in what you shared because there’s a chance one day even with the people who left they will have a moment where something you said touches them. You have what it takes to do something great and as I said God is standing there holding the bricks, keep taking them from him. And don’t forget about how many people walked away from Jesus. And don’t forget that Jesus loved you through all you were ashamed about and he loves you through your vulnerability and sharing these experiences and he loves you through this difficult process of you building something that will save others. Much love to you my brother ❤
Aww thanks so much sister! I totally feel like you’re right in what you said. That was a beautiful comment and it really means the world to me! I’m sorry it’s been taking me so long to respond to comments I’ve got a lot going on right now guys. I’m trying to get ready for my trip to Florida. I’ll be in touch asap. Peace and love to ALL of you! ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
@@AnyoneCanChange You’re very welcome! No worries ever on how long it takes to respond. Good luck on all you gotta do to get prepared for Florida and safe travels! I hope you’ll be able to vlog some of your trip 😊
Don't be sorry for sharing your truth. As you said that's not the person you are now and we really should not judge anyone. Visiting family sounds like just the thing you need right now. Hope you're feeling better today.
Keep going! Dont worry bout what others think. You are a evolving human. You are free to change I think it awesome. I wish my 76 year old dad could do it- stay strong. I love him and also its been a very tough road of loss and suffering. Love you dad. ❤
Aww I’m so sorry to hear about your father and that things have been rough for you. I appreciate the support and will be sending love/positive vibes your way. Thanks so much ❤️🙏☮️🫶💯
Hello petal. Thanks for yet another great video! All of us subscribers appreciate it, especially under the recent circumstances you’ve had to overcome. I feel your warmth and genuineness shining through in all your videos. Ignore any hate, those people aren’t worth the energy to stress over. Please don’t ever feel like you’re under pressure to vlog if you’re not feeling up to it. We all understand that people have off days, I know I sure do. Take it easy, take time out, treat your mind and body with respect, and keep looking forward 👍🤗
I really enjoy your videos and respect you very much. It’s not easy coming out of bad experiences and working hard. Time goes by so quickly. When we make a change it’s scary, feels uncomfortable and often times can be bumpy along the way. You’ll will see people come and go in your life, some for a short time and some for a long time and as strange as it sounds maybe you’ll meet someone at a bus stop or in line at a grocery store for a few minutes and never forget them. God knows who belongs in your life and the direction you need to go. I’m proud of you. None of us are perfect. We keep on walking and one day we’ll be surprised to find out we made it to the other side. Life is not perfect but it can be a beautiful trip! God bless you! You’re a good example, keep it up!🙏❤️🕊
I buy my clothes at Goodwill and garage sales. I only pay clearance prices in the store. Can't go wrong with thrift stores. 😊 You are the real deal and I love that you are honest and put the ugly out there that put you into the past life and steered you in the direction of your successful and fulfilling current life. Don't worry about the subscribers you lost. You will continue to move up with your channel and gain new subscribers.
Don't ever be embarrassed! Everyone needs to learn lessons to grow and thrive. Yours were just tougher and harder to get through but you are on the other side earning the rewards now for learning those lessons. Take those old lessons and let them go and keep moving forward. Do not look back.
Hi Four, I must say your a wonderful young man. You are so honest and very smart. I was going to say just in case if your not feeling well please take a Covid Test. You have the symptoms so just check it out ok? We admire you so much. Keep going with your channel. I watch everytime you post. Next month it will be a year my husband past. It will be hard for me. I'm praying. Thank you for being here for us. ❤. Have a blessed day
Aww I’m so sorry for your loss Betsy! Thank you so much for the support it means the world. I pray that you find joy and peace in your circumstances. God bless ❤️🙏☮️🫶💯
So happy you have the option to go home❤. Never be ashamed or embarrassed for your past, it's what made you the man you are today!. Sorry about loosing some subscribers. People shouldn't be so judgemental. We are all one step away from that lifestyle and poverty. Show us dem jeans 😅😅 Have a great day bud! L & R
Everyone has a past and have done things they regret. There are so many people out there who don’t realize their mistakes and keep going down the wrong path. You ARE moving forward and doing things right and the best part of that is you are here helping people get through their demons. Keep smiling and doing great things Four! ❤
Aww thanks Debbie! I can always count on you to be positive and supportive. It’s much appreciated and the world needs more people like you guys. Peace and love my friend, I hope this reply finds you doing well. God bless 🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🫶☮️☮️☮️❤️❤️❤️
Hello, i hope you see this. I want to first apologize to you. When you first appeared on the other channel, i was like he is going to be a bad influence on her!!! Shame on me!! And i am so sorry. Im 54 and i know better than to judge ANYONE!!!!! Boy was i all wrong about you! I am so very proud of you! You keep doing what you are doing. I will support your channel anyway i can. Life can be so hard, so please stay focused and be the best you can be!! Its so uplifting watching you work so hard!! Again i am so sorry for judging you!!! Much love from Missouri ❤........ Natalie
Awww thank you so much! It takes alot to admit when we are wrong and I appreciate/respect that greatly. Thanks for the support, it helps a lot. Peace and love Natalie ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
@Natalie-ym8pj You're very welcome. I think wonderful people who do kind things need to be told. I know how much it meant to him as well. ♥️ PS. I live in Arkansas so we're pretty much neighbors. 😃
I can’t understand why you have lost subscribers you were being open and honest about how you got to where you are now! Only the people who are true to themselves will stick around,non of us are infallible and we all have past experiences which were not proud of.I will continue to support you on your journey,13 years sober and life is good ❤
Forr, it's always hard to look back and see where we have been. Esp when transformation is happening. What's that verse. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God... Each of us has regrets. Grateful for forgiveness and grace. For real! The fact that your heart is inclined to reaching out and helping someone avoid or shorten their time of being lost is testimony of the change of heart and thinking...with actions that go along with that. 😊Keep looking up and making God and your family proud. Someone is watching who needs this so much. Keep shining, Forr. ( letting God shine through you). 😊Get yourself a nice big bowl of Pho GA.( Vietnamese chicken soup) if you can. Hits the spot when you're sick! And some Emergen-C..Will pray you feel better soon.
I'm so sorry four that people walked out I had the same thing happen to me. It's not about who you where then but the important thing is who you are now and the good changes you are making!!!
Your raw video did take me by surprise but knew you had to have a hard journey. Your journey and your story will reach so many people BECAUSE of your journey. That makes it so much more important for you to stay clean because there will be people listening to you and willing to take the chance to be clean because of your story.
I am sorry you're feeling badly about posting the last video. I just want to encourage you by saying that being vulnerable is hard & not everyone will have respect for that. But your willingness to be open & share your story - the hard parts of your story - is inspiring. I have no doubt that sharing what you did inspired & helped someone(s) feel hopeful. Or maybe they empathized with you. And some people don't get it because they are on a different journey & your narrative doesn't fit where they are at, so they unsubscribed. That does not mean that you are less of a person. You're just going down different paths. You're very cool in my eyes.
Your mess became your message, your test became your testimony. Dont worry about the subs you loose, trust me the ones that stay are meant to be here.
Very clever catchy statement! ❤
Ooooh i love that!
Aww thank youuuu!!!!❤❤❤
Going home to your family is a good idea, being around people who love you will help. When you get back you will be refreshed and ready to take on the world. You are doing great x
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Exactly 💯☺️👍
Don't worry about people who unsubscribed, Mate. Best to have folks onboard who can forgive, goodness knows we're not perfect. Keep on rockin!
Aww thanks so much! Means the world WarrenG 😜🙏☮️❤️
You're doing great pal..my own brother was nearly 40 when he got clean and he was bad..as bad an addict as you will ever meet..he got into a program and 20 years later he's a life and health coach with 3 beautiful sons..its all waiting for you my friend ❤️ love and light from Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪
That’s amazing! ❣️
Wow that’s so inspiring! So happy for you both, I really hope to have a similar story someday. Love and light from FLORIDA ❤️🙏☮️🫶🥰
@@AnyoneCanChange you're doing amazingly well 👏 ❤️
You are doing great .. you can not please everyone . You’re telling your truth ! Don’t be so hard on yourself ! I’m old enough to be your grandma we all have stories to tell ..they all are different but you are not only helping yourself but helping others others ! Best wishes !
Thanks so much 🙏🙏🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
I go to goodwill a lot, and I donate anything I can. You are doing great! You are helping others by just being you… being positive is attractive! Not all choose happiness however our hope is to show how “choosing” to live better is doable
Aww thank you! 🙏 I appreciate it a lot. Glad to see you again. Thanks for all that you do! 🙏❤️💯☮️🫶
When my husband returned from Rehab, he said that the best part was not having to lie anymore. Being sober is rough but it's what makes you brave. Others will judge, but they are not the people who you want in your life. It took me a while ( and AL-anon) to better understand the ins and out of addiction. You are exactly where God wants you in this moment. We may not always understand in the moment. But keep on keeping on and when you look back, you'll get to look up and say " ahhh... so that's why that happened "
Ps. Go to Flordia. Being with family will heal peices of you that you didn't know hurt. ❤
Your Canadian friend
Wow God bless him and you!! Thank you for sharing!!🙏🙏💖😀
My husband says the same thing about not having to lie anymore. That in itself was so freeing for him.
Wow, I’m so happy for you AND him! Living with rigorous honesty is certainly Freeing. My mother attended Al-anon too. I’m glad you were able to find support and a better understanding of what your husband was dealing with. Thanks so much for your support though, you guys help me stay resilient and give me so much HOPE. Peace and love to you and him. Tell him I’m proud of him too please. ❤️💯❤️🫶🥰☮️❤️
There’s no need to apologize. That’s your past and you never go wrong by telling the truth!
Keep doing what you’re doing!
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Hello from Florida. I have been a subscriber since day one. I am also a detox nurse and in my experience most addicts who remain on track are the ones that want a new life. The ones that want and are ready to " be clean" . I wish I was a person that was able to verbalize and educate people on addiction. Some people are well spoken. You are. Please continue. 🙏 ❤😊
Me too, I work in Seattle 💪🏻
🙏🙏🙏oh wow, that’s so amazing that you do that for work. You must be a great woman and I’m so glad you’re here Terri. Where in Florida are you? Thanks so much for stopping by! 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
don’t worry about lost subscribers. for every person that may reject you, there will be another person that will find you and receive inspiration they need. God doesn’t make mistakes 💃
Amen to that! ❤️🙏
Awww I think you’re right sister! ❤️🙏☮️🫶🥰 Thanks a bunch you guys mean so much to me and you give me strength 💯🙏❤️☮️🥰
I love hearing the stories of your past-positive or negative they are all a part of the life you lived. Your honesty and willingness to improve yourself are what attracts me to you. My son has been in recovery for many years and I remember all too well what he went through for so many years.
You should never be embarrassed about your past my friend because it literally brought you to where you are today and I hope you love where you are today because you’re doing great and you’re evolving more every single day. I pray you let go of that shame with time and I hope you’re never embarrassed about the man you’ve become because you’re a good man.
Thank you so much! Slowly but surely I’m working through all of that and letting go of all the trauma. It is a healing process and takes time but I’m just glad to be in a better place these days. Peace and love to you my friend ❤️☮️🙏🫶💯
Good morning, Four!!! Don't be embarrassed, you're human, we've ALL done things we regret. It's so evident you've changed and turned your life around, and that's what matters! I hope you feel better today!! Btw, I LOVE your Good Vibes and God Is Good shirts!!!❤ Keep being you, and have a great day!😊
Aww thanks so much Bethany I appreciate it more than you know! 🙏❤️☮️🫶
Giant steps!
Put the apologies to rest.
Embrace your vunerability. It takes COURAGE to be vunerable. Sharing emotions, mistakes, poor choices and being honest isn't always easy.
THIS is what saves and changes lives!
Truthfulness and authenticity fosters genuineness and trust in relationships. It lays safe ground work for some who are afraid to speak their shame. This builds communities and forms relationships. It fosters open communication.
Shame thrives in secrecy and silence. In self judgement too.
Shame CANNOT survive being spoken!
Keep going!
The best leaders aren't afraid to be vunerable.
Wear that confidence hat. You've slayed that beast. Go forward in your truth. Leading by example in your vunerability and genuiness.
“We desperately don't want to experience shame, and we're not willing to talk about it. Yet the only way to resolve shame is to talk about it."
Brene Brown ~
Very wise words. From you and Brene’ Brown
You don't have to keep apologizing for your past. This is the present and you are doing wonderfully. Drugs change people and turn them into someone they are not. You are in recovery and who you are now, is the real you. You are a genuine, kind and caring human being. Even the way you handled the whole Nika situation. You never bad mouthed her or let people pry details out of you. You are so respectful and that speaks volumes of the kind of man you are. Maybe a trip to visit your family will help you heal your heart and make you feel better. Sending much love and healing thoughts your way. Remember you are worthy, you are enough and you are loved.
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I went through a rough patch in my life after Hurricane Katrina washed away my home, neighborhood, and security. My mom passed away 2 months before the big hurricane Katrina of 8/29/2005. I was fortunate in that my crime was a first time in all my 50 years of life! I was blessed to be sentenced with help & support of drug court. My record was expunged after a 3 year probation period! I’ve been clean for 19 years! 🙏🏼
This is your 80 yr old granny…rather than feeling shame and embarrassment, please focus on who you are now. Everyone that is following you, especially those that have unsubscribed, I can assure you they have skeletons in their closet, and are fearful of being found out. Putting it out there, cleaning our dirty laundry so to speak, we can start afresh!. Love your channel and your journey. Every heard of Kahlil Gibran?…you might like his words in The Prophet
@@29felissKhalil Gibran was an amazingly gifted writer. Have you read Broken Wings? 💔
I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how devastating that must’ve been. But you share such an inspiring story, thank you. God bless.
Don’t worry about the subscribers that u lost because God is going to make sure the right people stay!!! I’ve been 6 yrs clean and u inspire me daily!!! Keep doing what ur doing!!!
That’s awesome! Good for you! 👏
Most likely your subs are people in recovery or relapse. We are not even going to flinch at things in your past. There are worse things that people get away with, and they are never accountable for, and those people need to go to therapy to rid those demons. Hearing you, seeing your honesty, showing that soberity has dull days along with uplifting days makes us all in recovery know it's worth it! We are worth it! So thank you Four! A sober sister here with 12 years clean 6/13!××
Let's not try to justify some bad choices because worse choices exist. That isn't helpful.
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Good for you! That’s awesome! 👏
Your doing the footwork. I admire your transparency.
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P.E.A.N.U.T.S. - Perseverance, Empathy, Affection, Nurturing, Understanding, Teamwork, Supportiveness.
Stay safe, stay strong, and be the wonderful person God has intended you to be. Your encouraging words certainly resonate.
Aww thanks again Gail, your kindness and support inspires me! Gnight my friend 🙏❤️🫶☮️
You are inspiring, thank you 🙏 ❤
Thank you so much Linda! Your kindness and support is inspiring too! 🙏❤️☮️🫶
❤love you keep on doing what you’re doing ❤
do not be embarrassed--as stated and in the comments--many could relate and you have helped many. Your testimony will not only free others but will continue to free you and help you become who God intended you to be.
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I just wanted to express my genuine appreciation for the honesty and positivity in your posts. I hope you're feeling better soon and have an amazing trip to Florida! Keep sharing-I absolutely love this channel and look forward to more from you. 🌟😊
Aww thanks so much! I appreciate it Emma! Hope you had a good day and get some good sleep tonight. Peace and love my friend ❤️🙏☮️🫶
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Love ya raw honest and true to the heart content. We love and appreciate you too.
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You never have to be embarrassed by what others think about you. I think your doing one amazing job just what you have accomplished so far. You stayed true to yourself and you speak true from your heart. In the beginning of my sobriety I too struggled with lots of issues but with my meetings and my sponsor I learned how to deal with my issues to stay sober. Believe me it was not easy. Bit I never gave up. I see you as a person who never gives up. You always take care of what you need to do for your sobriety and I applaud you. Sure life with get you down some days but you always get through it and you never give up. Your a true inspiration to many people out there whether they judge you or not. Don't let the negative people or negative comments get you down. Some people out there have no clue about those like understand about recovery. Keep up the good work and stay strong. And if you go to Florida have fun. You deserve to be happy and be with your family. Keep up the good work. Always praying for you ❤❤
Go Four, we are rooting for you!💯🫶
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Goodwill has plenty good stuff. Also, we help the planet by reusing instead of continuously filling our landfills
Exactly brother! 🙏❤️☮️🫶👊🏻
Hi Four, thank you so much for being so honest. It really helps other people to know that they aren't the only ones to have done regrettable things in their past. Plus that past life is just that-in the past. You may not have had a good start but you do have a bright future. 🥰
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You’re doing amazing and should be so proud of yourself, everyone has a past and no one has the right to judge you. It’s all about how you pick yourself up and move forward and you’re killing it 💪 your family will be so happy to see you and proud how far you have come ❤
Aww thanks so much Angela I appreciate that!
No shame!!! These stories are therapeutic! Keep up the great work!!!
Think about it this way, every great story has a dark chapter somewhere in it. You are incredibly inspiring. Don't be too hard on yourself for your past, it's not who you are today.
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Great vid four! You're building subs like crazy and people unsubbing because you have a checkered past is on them because those are the people that usually have the false belief that people can't change. And your living proof that they can! 💙
Awww thank you MG! I appreciate youuuuu 🙏🙏❤️❤️☮️☮️🫶🫶
Don't apologize for being honest, with hopes of helping others. Maybe God has called you for this purpose.. Keep looking up,, and keep smiling.. Thank You for sharing.. 😊
You don’t make nobody uncomfortable you are AMAZING don’t stop being who you are that’s what real hearted people love about following you the real FOUR the guy who’s been through it and still grinding in a better way !!!!! God is Good 😊 love you 😘 😊
Aww thank you! God is GREAT! Peace and love sister ily2 🙏❤️☮️🫶
Keep up the good work and visiting your family is great 😌
Thank youuuu I appreciate it Jennifer 🙏❤️☮️🫶
Just speaking from the heart is good, God loves us all. No need to apologize about talking about your past, we all have one. This is your story and what you have been through. We are all here to cheer you on!! Head on to Florida, your family needs to see you as much as you need them!!!!!!!!
Thanks for the shout out Forr!! I’m just happy I could help in some way ❤❤❤
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No need to apologize! Anyone watching you should know what your channel is all about, even if you help one person you have achieved your purpose, I am very proud of you😅
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Glad you can travel with your family enjoy.
Thanks Ruth 🙏🙏🙏❤️☮️
Much love to your family.
Aww thanks Gail 🙏🙏🙏❤️☮️🫶
working is key, I have so many clients who once they got jobs and realised how good it feels to work and hear words like "good job" it literally changed their lives for the better. I could never endorse working more, what it does for a person is incredible on so many levels.
I totally agree, it’s always been HUGE for me in my recovery and just life in general. I hope I can get that point across eventually. Peace and love to you Alexandra and thanks so much for all that you do to help us. 🙏❤️☮️💯🫶👊🏻
I’m so proud of you ❤Keep pushing and Enjoy Florida your a blessing to the world 🌎 HUGS
Aww thank you so are YOU! 🙏❤️💯☮️
The title of your channel says it all. It never ceases to amaze me how folk DO change. The effort, determination and support that's needed to do that, and sustain it!, is incredible.
I think it is important for us to see that difference, that change, and how it's done one step at a time...
I'm reminded of a phrase, don't know where it's from, 'every saint has a past, every sinner has a future', which I think is about reserving judgement and having hope.
Thank you Maddieeee 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
I live in florida . Going with your family will be awesome. Go four ! Your spreading good vibes and its helping people . Great job !
So glad you get to go to Florida to be with your family. Stay straight & keep doing the right thing.🙏💙
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I like you just keep being honest and with no blame to justify your honesty take care
Thanks Cher! 🙏❤️☮️🫶
So PROUD of the beautiful soul that you are becoming. Always KNEW that you could DO it!! ❤
You’re an amazing guy. Your sincerity is authentic and I love watching your growth. I’ve never been in your shoes personally but have been a nurse for many years and I applaud your strength in being an over comer. I say Fla is a great idea! Go get time with family, some sun and some space from the norm. Go be awesome Four!
Thank you sooooo much!
Hi Four, You Are Doing An Awesome Job. I'm Old Enough To Be Your Grandma, So You Listen, Get On A Plane And Go See Your Family. (They Miss You).
I Love The Man That You've Become. You Have A Lot To Offer All Of Us In Your Community. You Need To Be Proud Of Yourself, Don't Worry About Your Lost Subscribers.
Let's Go On That Florida Vacation( We're Ready)!!
Love You, Grandma
Aww thanks Pat! I just got to Florida tonight and am on my way back to where I was raised. I appreciate the support so much! Peace and love to you my friend. ❤️🙏☮️🫶🥰
I'm rooting for you!
Aww thanks Carol! 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
Thank you for continuing your channel. It’s supporting the TH-cam community in a positive way. 🎉🎉🎉hugs and prayers and your one of the good guys.
Thank you so much! 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯👍
☆☆☆ FYI - THE POST OFFICE SELLS MONEY ORDERS! I BUY MINE THERE ALL THE TIME. ☆☆☆
Don’t ever think you’re past didn’t shape how you are as a person today! We all make mistakes, but the important factor is learning from it! It is so very hard to be on the up and up being around bad people. Those people who do bad things and bring you in aren’t your friend! God will never put you in an awful place! Keep your faith! God wins/God bless!
🙏🙏🙏💯💯❤️☮️🫶 God bless YOU
Your past is not your identity!! There’s a reason why we go through stuff in life and usually the ones who struggled the most love deeply and can reach people that others can’t cuz we can relate!Thanks for another video!! Keep it up!!
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God bless the broken road, Four. We all have dark times in our past, but for me and you, it led us to God's love and salvation, so...God bless that broken road. You are doing great! I am proud of you, my brother in Christ. Knowing that there are people like you in the world gives me hope. Praying you will feel better soon! I am recovering from surgery, so please remember me in your prayers too.
Blessings to you!
Hey Buddy, no need to apologize. You are keeping it real. You are reaching so many that need to hear your story and see that absolutely Anyone Can Change. Go visit your family in Florida and take us with you. We look forward to meeting them! ❤️🙏
❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏 I’m on the plane now and we just pulled away from the gate lol. Thank you so much it means the world. Hope you’re having a great evening. Peace/love to you and yours 🙏🙏🙏🥰
Thank you for being so open and honest. It shows strength.
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Most people don’t have the guts to be as vulnerable and open as you have been about your past. Myself included 😂 you are encouraging people like me to just own it and move forward. Don’t sweat people that unsubscribe, keep your blinders on and just keep doing you ❤
Thank you so much! Your support helps more than any of you know. Peace and love my sister! I’m racing down to Illinois trying to make this flight right now lol. Wish me luck 😜😅❤️🙏☮️🫶
I've been watching you for a long time, can you came a long ways don't let your past, define your future. Not one of us are to judge anyone all of us I'm sure have made wrong mistakes not one of us are perfect don't let it get you down because you're coming a long way let the past go the future is what you need to focus on and you're doing great you have a great destiny obviously the Lord saved you and he's got a good direction for you keep your head up stay in the word and just keep trucking brother.
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Aww thanks so much! I’m just seeing this sorry. Peace and love to you n yours ❤️🙏☮️🫶
Forr, I've been watching your vlogs and you are so courageous to tell your story to the world, you are strong and such a good human keep doing you, those who left may not be ready to heal or to understand the hardships of life, we can only pray for them without judgement for the Creators healing. Keep on moving forward in your journey you have so much good healthy living to do young man❤ from an old woman 😅
Awww thank you so much!!! I appreciate you and am so grateful to have you along for the ride youngin! 😜❤️ Just touched down in Florida to see the family. Peace and love to you n yours sister. ❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰🥰
Never be a prisoner of your past,it was just a lesson not a life sentence ❤
Facts! Thanks so much ❤️🙏🙏🥰
I like that saying❤
Amen!❤
I subscribed. I think youve got a story to tell that will help and motivate in a positive way. Hello from Tennessee.
Also,in Tennessee😊
Aww thanks cyn, it means a lot! I really hope so! Peace and love from Florida sweetheart 🙏☮️🫶
Don’t ever be ashamed of your past it got you to where you are now. No one is perfect and people learn from their mistakes as you have. You are awesome and a great example to people that need it. Keep doing you and the right people will stick with you and support you. You got this! If no one told you today you are special and appreciated 😊
Awww that’s so kind of you thank you for this comment. I’ve been busy trying to get ready to leave for Florida but I’m so glad I was able to see this. YOU are amazing and greatly appreciated my sister. ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
@@AnyoneCanChange anytime! Safe travels and enjoy 😊
Hey friend, might be a good idea to keep a spare set of workout clothes and shoes and towel in a bag in the trunk of your car so youre always ready to go workout at any location youre nearby when the feeling strikes. Peace and love
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Nice to get a window into your recovery life. I hope your cold gets better!
I love goodwill ❤️❤️👍
Same lol! 👍🙏❤️☮️🫶
We all need family and keep sharing your life and feelings, this will help so many. Have a great day 😊
Thank you! You too! 🙏❤️💯☮️☮️☮️🫶🫶🫶
I like your candidness! I prefer a candid person that’s been thru it it helps others .
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@@AnyoneCanChange i’d rather see the raw side of things a addict or a person in recovery goes through then have things be sugarcoated and not truly as they really are happening or what you went through that tells me the better story. I just don’t wanna know the Rosie stuff I wanna know where you came from and how far you’ve been going to get where you are today.
Dont worry about people who unsubscribed! No need to apologize! Dont be embarrassed! Keep doing what your doing! Stay strong! I'm rooting for you! Cant wait to see your family! Love love love your videos!!!!! Hugs! From Newfoundland Canada❤️🙂🇨🇦
You are the best thanks so much! ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
"What I know for sure is speaking your truth is the most powerful tool we have" - Oprah ❤
It will be fun seeing you with your family and having fun in Florida. You are getting great at filming.
Defo go see your family! It can refresh you sometimes and they like to look after you so you get a break from looking after yourself..xx
Thanks Amanda I appreciate it my beautiful sister🙏❤️🫶☮️
Your doing an Awsome job ! Sending hugs and love your way keep up the great work.
Keep it up!! you are helping more than you may think! We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength! Lets go!!!!!
Amen! Thanks so much ❤️🙏☮️🥰
As I have always said, ya can’t please everybody! You’re the most important person to please😊. ❤ Just continue on your path to a more healthy lifestyle , you are so much better than in the past. So be proud of what you’ve accomplished! You’re worth it! We need more positive channels like yours. People helping people is what we need in our lives and you are trying to. Stay strong 💪 ❤
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You are building something meaningful and with anything meaningful there will be all sorts of things that happen. Good things will happen, weird things, confusing things and bad things. All of these things are bricks in the structure you are building. You’re starting now at the foundation This part will feel the hardest. To make the whole thing from the ground up remain strong and sturdy you have to build with honesty, humility and vulnerability. With this God will be there by your side handing you the bricks, brick by brick. It’s normal to feel the way you felt after posting that video. That means you are completely genuine. What you are building isn’t easy, it’s very hard. The good news is you will keep working hard at this then get to the point where it feels easy. You will still have to keep up the hard work to keep that feeling, but it will happen. To all the people who leave your channel just take a quick moment to pray for them. They need it for some reason or another. Don’t feel regret in what you shared because there’s a chance one day even with the people who left they will have a moment where something you said touches them. You have what it takes to do something great and as I said God is standing there holding the bricks, keep taking them from him. And don’t forget about how many people walked away from Jesus. And don’t forget that Jesus loved you through all you were ashamed about and he loves you through your vulnerability and sharing these experiences and he loves you through this difficult process of you building something that will save others. Much love to you my brother ❤
Aww thanks so much sister! I totally feel like you’re right in what you said. That was a beautiful comment and it really means the world to me! I’m sorry it’s been taking me so long to respond to comments I’ve got a lot going on right now guys. I’m trying to get ready for my trip to Florida. I’ll be in touch asap. Peace and love to ALL of you! ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
@@AnyoneCanChange You’re very welcome! No worries ever on how long it takes to respond. Good luck on all you gotta do to get prepared for Florida and safe travels! I hope you’ll be able to vlog some of your trip 😊
Don't be sorry for sharing your truth. As you said that's not the person you are now and we really should not judge anyone. Visiting family sounds like just the thing you need right now. Hope you're feeling better today.
Aww thanks Michelle I appreciate you! 🙏❤️🫶🫶
so glad your clean and safe. as a mom i never stop worrying about my kids even (they grown now). now im adding you to that list. praying for you
Aww thanks so much!!! We’re lucky to have you ❤️🙏☮️🫶💯
Keep going! Dont worry bout what others think. You are a evolving human. You are free to change I think it awesome. I wish my 76 year old dad could do it- stay strong. I love him and also its been a very tough road of loss and suffering. Love you dad. ❤
Aww I’m so sorry to hear about your father and that things have been rough for you. I appreciate the support and will be sending love/positive vibes your way. Thanks so much ❤️🙏☮️🫶💯
Your content is sooo good!!!!
Hello petal. Thanks for yet another great video! All of us subscribers appreciate it, especially under the recent circumstances you’ve had to overcome. I feel your warmth and genuineness shining through in all your videos. Ignore any hate, those people aren’t worth the energy to stress over. Please don’t ever feel like you’re under pressure to vlog if you’re not feeling up to it. We all understand that people have off days, I know I sure do. Take it easy, take time out, treat your mind and body with respect, and keep looking forward 👍🤗
I really enjoy your videos and respect you very much. It’s not easy coming out of bad experiences and working hard. Time goes by so quickly. When we make a change it’s scary, feels uncomfortable and often times can be bumpy along the way. You’ll will see people come and go in your life, some for a short time and some for a long time and as strange as it sounds maybe you’ll meet someone at a bus stop or in line at a grocery store for a few minutes and never forget them. God knows who belongs in your life and the direction you need to go.
I’m proud of you. None of us are perfect. We keep on walking and one day we’ll be surprised to find out we made it to the other side. Life is not perfect but it can be a beautiful trip! God bless you! You’re a good example, keep it up!🙏❤️🕊
Thank you Susan, you’re so right ❤️🙏💯
I buy my clothes at Goodwill and garage sales. I only pay clearance prices in the store. Can't go wrong with thrift stores. 😊
You are the real deal and I love that you are honest and put the ugly out there that put you into the past life and steered you in the direction of your successful and fulfilling current life. Don't worry about the subscribers you lost. You will continue to move up with your channel and gain new subscribers.
Don't ever be embarrassed! Everyone needs to learn lessons to grow and thrive. Yours were just tougher and harder to get through but you are on the other side earning the rewards now for learning those lessons. Take those old lessons and let them go and keep moving forward. Do not look back.
Hi Four, I must say your a wonderful young man. You are so honest and very smart. I was going to say just in case if your not feeling well please take a Covid Test. You have the symptoms so just check it out ok? We admire you so much. Keep going with your channel. I watch everytime you post. Next month it will be a year my husband past. It will be hard for me. I'm praying. Thank you for being here for us. ❤. Have a blessed day
Aww I’m so sorry for your loss Betsy! Thank you so much for the support it means the world. I pray that you find joy and peace in your circumstances. God bless ❤️🙏☮️🫶💯
Goodwill and thrift stores are the best❤ Especially with prices nowadays. Wishing you all the best. Hugs and love.❤🙏❤️
So happy you have the option to go home❤. Never be ashamed or embarrassed for your past, it's what made you the man you are today!. Sorry about loosing some subscribers. People shouldn't be so judgemental. We are all one step away from that lifestyle and poverty. Show us dem jeans 😅😅
Have a great day bud! L & R
Haha 🙏❤️☮️👍🫶💯
Everyone has a past and have done things they regret. There are so many people out there who don’t realize their mistakes and keep going down the wrong path. You ARE moving forward and doing things right and the best part of that is you are here helping people get through their demons. Keep smiling and doing great things Four! ❤
Aww thanks Debbie! I can always count on you to be positive and supportive. It’s much appreciated and the world needs more people like you guys. Peace and love my friend, I hope this reply finds you doing well. God bless 🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🫶☮️☮️☮️❤️❤️❤️
Hello, i hope you see this. I want to first apologize to you. When you first appeared on the other channel, i was like he is going to be a bad influence on her!!! Shame on me!! And i am so sorry. Im 54 and i know better than to judge ANYONE!!!!! Boy was i all wrong about you! I am so very proud of you! You keep doing what you are doing. I will support your channel anyway i can. Life can be so hard, so please stay focused and be the best you can be!! Its so uplifting watching you work so hard!! Again i am so sorry for judging you!!! Much love from Missouri ❤........ Natalie
Awww thank you so much! It takes alot to admit when we are wrong and I appreciate/respect that greatly. Thanks for the support, it helps a lot. Peace and love Natalie ❤️🙏☮️💯🫶
@@AnyoneCanChange well thank you for your kindness and understanding. Praying for you. You got this!!!!
Natalie, thank you so much for sharing that with him and apologizing. You give me some faith back in the human race. Have a blessed evening.
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@@teeh917 aww thank you so much. That means so much me 💕
@Natalie-ym8pj You're very welcome. I think wonderful people who do kind things need to be told. I know how much it meant to him as well. ♥️ PS. I live in Arkansas so we're pretty much neighbors. 😃
Love the God is good shirt brother. Where did you get it? I want one!
all we can do is turn our past into our testimony God bless you brother
I respect your honesty do not change that what makes you unique
Nothing wrong with where your at it’s where your going and at least your trying to change your life that’s what matters❤
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I can’t understand why you have lost subscribers you were being open and honest about how you got to where you are now! Only the people who are true to themselves will stick around,non of us are infallible and we all have past experiences which were not proud of.I will continue to support you on your journey,13 years sober and life is good ❤
Wow that’s so great, CONGRATULATIONS!!! I’m so proud of you and you give me hope that I can do it too. Peace and love my friend ❤️🙏☮️🫶🥰
Thankyou ❤you too can do it and I will be around to watch you succeed ❤love and light 🙏🏼🤍🫶🏻✨
Forr, it's always hard to look back and see where we have been. Esp when transformation is happening. What's that verse. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God... Each of us has regrets. Grateful for forgiveness and grace. For real! The fact that your heart is inclined to reaching out and helping someone avoid or shorten their time of being lost is testimony of the change of heart and thinking...with actions that go along with that. 😊Keep looking up and making God and your family proud. Someone is watching who needs this so much. Keep shining, Forr. ( letting God shine through you). 😊Get yourself a nice big bowl of Pho GA.( Vietnamese chicken soup) if you can. Hits the spot when you're sick! And some Emergen-C..Will pray you feel better soon.
Aww thank youuuuu🙏❤️☮️🫶
I'm so sorry four that people walked out I had the same thing happen to me. It's not about who you where then but the important thing is who you are now and the good changes you are making!!!
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There is no shame in the game. What’s true will remain ❤
Thanks Karie 🙏❤️🫶☮️
Your raw video did take me by surprise but knew you had to have a hard journey. Your journey and your story will reach so many people BECAUSE of your journey. That makes it so much more important for you to stay clean because there will be people listening to you and willing to take the chance to be clean because of your story.
Thanks so much Cher! 🙏❤️☮️🫶💯
I am sorry you're feeling badly about posting the last video. I just want to encourage you by saying that being vulnerable is hard & not everyone will have respect for that. But your willingness to be open & share your story - the hard parts of your story - is inspiring. I have no doubt that sharing what you did inspired & helped someone(s) feel hopeful. Or maybe they empathized with you. And some people don't get it because they are on a different journey & your narrative doesn't fit where they are at, so they unsubscribed. That does not mean that you are less of a person. You're just going down different paths. You're very cool in my eyes.