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I never thought I'd see the day where Brandon Herrera made me cry. That was an incredibly heart felt monologue on helping those that suffer from depression. Bravo.
Maybe I'm just jaded, but whenever I hear someone speak about suicides, I always think it's virtue signalling. Source: cigarette burn scars and wrist cut scars.
Just here to remind everyone why this series exists. It is to bring awareness to gun safety and how even the smallest of errors can lead to horrible consequences. So remember kids grab your AKs eat your wheaties and always follow firearm safety. #AKGnotificationsquad.
Actually, a reason why reasonable Gun Control is needed too... If you are too stupid to follow the most basic rules in gun safety you shouldn't have a gun ever
I had a friend “punch their own ticket in the self checkout line” just a couple months ago. Thank you for not showing the end of that video and also thanks for your words about mental health. It was super hard processing that someone I had taught to shoot years earlier would do that. It is so true that only you can protect yourself from yourself. R.I.P Matt
Several years ago, I missed an opportunity to "have that one lunch that might make all the difference". My buddy randomly came over really late, just wanted to talk, but I was tired and I had work very early in the morning -- last time I saw him. I still think about him all the time. RIP Chad, and RIP to your friend, Matt. They won't be forgotten.
As someone who struggles with depression regularly, I have so much respect for the "call a friend" statement and how genuine the talk about suicide awareness was. I luckily have people that help keep my chin up and I hope that anyone who deals with similar feelings, doesn't hesitate to reach out to people around them. There are people who care no matter how dark it gets
I just showed this to a bunch of my fellow soldiers, and my sergeant straight up said you handled the suicide portion at the end exceptionally well. This is why I keep showing my friends this series; theres always a lesson to be learned from them.
The latter one you commented on really sucks having to deal with and clean up. I've got to see end result of Darwin Award winners more times than I want. This will sound crass but now you know or understand why extra cleaning supplies and paint available. It might be days before investigations is finished or a few hours.
I told this to Brandon on a Twitch chat, well over a year ago now, he is a shining and invaluable example to young people worldwide. He deserves more credit than he gets, Tom Cruise needs to take him up in his P-51 as a thank you for his service to humanity with this channel... it would take no pre-planning for gear, they probably wear the same size flight suit! 😂
Recent mass shootings, deaths/injuries. such a good laugh. look around at other countries who do it better, take notes 328374 June 12, 2022 California Los Angeles 3300 block of E 14th St 3 4 View Incident View Source 2328532 June 12, 2022 Michigan Roseville 27000 block of Kelly St 0 4 View Incident View Source 2328265 June 12, 2022 Indiana Gary 1700 Grant St 2 4 View Incident View Source 2328215 June 12, 2022 Indiana Indianapolis 9200 block of Sussex Ter 0 5 View Incident View Source 2328912 June 12, 2022 Texas Austin 12600 block of Oro Valley Trail 1 3 View Incident View Source 2328117 June 12, 2022 Louisiana New Orleans 3940 Tulane Ave 0 4 View Incident View Source 2328342 June 12, 2022 Colorado Denver 4600 block of Colorado Ave 2 4 View Incident View Source
Really appreciate how Brandon talked about mental health awareness and how most of the time you never know how others are struggling. As well as helping new shooters about how firearms are fun yet need to always be taken very seriously.
Brandon handled that segment really well Sadly, not all people are as nice and understanding as he is Most think that if they can't relate, then whatever it is you're dealing with is some kind frivolous crap that is not even worth mentioning Be well, everyone
And just an FYI, because suicide hotlines are now having to put people on hold due to high call volumes, you can always call 911 or go to your nearest ER.
Brandon Herrera is talking about real stuff while promoting gun safety and mental health. I love to see it. Need people to understand that there is always someone out there willing to talk to you.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded? From Russia with love.
Brandon, that last bit wasn't something I expected but something I appreciate. The most dangerous thing about people in that headspace is that they will do EVERYTHING they can to appear OK when they aren't. It takes a great deal of care and trust between two people for someone in that situation to be open about it. For anyone reading this, if you got someone who always tries to shoulder things, stares off into space or loses attention from time to time, or is generally fine being a complete loner (but doesn't mind company) hang out with them. Just chat. Just do SOMETHING. It doesn't matter if its just sitting with them staring at the ceiling and cracking open a beer. Just having there helps know that they're not alone. And if you're someone who's going through things, be open. I know its hard but find your closest friend and lean on them. Everyone's going through shit in their life, you're probably not alone out there. Sometimes too: the best people to help you out of those things in life are people experiencing the same problem, because when you both know how it feels its easier to navigate the pitfalls. I've been there, I've worked with people who've been there. Its a terrible place to be, and hard to escape when you're alone. Therapy and Antidepressants aren't a silver bullet. If you don't have a support structure the change will only be temporary. So be that support structure for someone, or be willing to accept one so that you can get better. Just don't punch your own damned ticket.
That Russian soldier obviously didn't mean to do it he was just stupid and it's thinning the herd. I've seen other people acquaintances that I have known drunk off their ass putting the barrel of a pistol in their mouths with their finger on the trigger and laughing hysterically. Again I just look at them and freak and say thanks I'll be leaving now. By the door, on my own two feet and get in my car and go home!
It’s not the deepest depths of depression when people self end. It’s when they come out of that deepest point when they do. In fact they are often super cheerful because they now have a horrible plan. Knowing this terrible bit of knowledge may actually help you to save someone, maybe even a loved one.
The ending of this video is exactly the reason why Brandon is the best gun youtuber, shows perfectly how you can have fun with guns but should be safe and uses every possible moment to teach/help
ngl tho it kinda sounded like he has personally experienced someone go to self checkout, and thats his personal biz and whatnot but like, if he needs a shoulder i think anyone of you sexy youtube mother lovers would let him cry on their shoulder
@@zzzetsulive I agree, I felt a deeper meaning as if there was a connection and I am not really happy. Not hating ofc. Just worried about Brandon’s mental health. I feel like we should check on our favorite TH-cam mother lover more. Because he’s out national treasure. Advocate, the man himself. Ofc everyone is. And we shouldn’t ever leave anyone by themselves when it comes to mental health. I can’t wait to become a citizen of this country and advocate for everyone, let everyone know that mental health matters. But also advocate for our gun rights. Stay safe. And have a good night my friend
this is why most call him the akdaddy he is a father figure that teaches use about guns and how to use them but he is human so I find this moments of talk about other things. relaxing. people are the same so talk to someone you haven't. If you don't have anyone then talk to us the family of gun lovers. so reminder you my feel worthless but you are strong then your regrets your fear your hate. so find help
@@zzzetsulive To be honest man, and this is a bad thing but not a criticisable thing, nearly everyone in the world has been personally touched by friends or family commiting unalive. You will br very hard pressed to find someone who has not had a friend or family member at least attempt. I used to be a person who thought all people who commit unalive are selfish losers who cant handle being sad, that was until I was in that deep pit and learned for myself what it was truly like. I learned that its not the person's fault for wanting off this Earth but its just a sad fact that this rock is a bitch to live on.
Ok, this episode hit way closer to home than I was expecting and I have to give props. What Brandon says about, and to use his words (sorry 😅) “punching his own ticket” is extremely powerful, this may not get seen, this may not get to anyone, but I feel it’s my duty. I had a friend of 10 years decide to commit. And he’d always joked for years, none of us took it seriously. I still wonder to this day 6 years later that if I had seen him the summer before and showed him how great of a friend he was, and how much he meant to me that he might still be here. But because I didn’t call him up for lunch as Brandon eloquently says, I will never know. Don’t take people for granted, nor their feelings. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk, stay safe everyone! 😊
Having lost a friend to a gun suicide, your heartfelt words are greatly appreciated. Thank you, Brandon. I agree, no one wins a Darwin award by committing suicide. It was also a great episode overall!
Sorry for your loss, had one of those quite recently in my family as well. There are nowords for a situation like this, only the emptiness and heartbreak. take care.
5 years ago almost to the day I lost one of my good friends to suicide by gun. Someone I loved done in by one of my other loves in life. If sucks and its a very real thing. I should have understood more when he said he was depressed. I should have done more. I still love with regret for not doing enough.
Honestly everytime I hear him say anything about it I start tearing up because it's an honestly noble thing and I could be behind it 100%. As someone who suffers from depression thanks to many things and have seen people exclude themselves from life permanently, it strikes somewhere close. If you are reading this Brandon, I love what you do and you're an awesome man!
Thanks for having the common sense and compassion to know the difference between someone being stupid and someone in a dark place that doesn't see any other way to deal with it but to hit their on/off button. You're a class act and a stand up guy that more people should aspire to be like Brandon. Love from the east coast beaches of MD!!!
@@sakariaskarlsson634 some people don't find the pleasures in certain tasks like you might. As men we are told to stuff it down and not seek mental health help. So we sometimes find the easiest way out. Even though that guy might have been doing everything that you find fun and entertaining it might have been boring to him or remind him of a sad time he cant change from his past. Be safe out there bud
@@sakariaskarlsson634 Never know what his circumstances are, could have a war-torn mind with PTSD or something like that. No longer able to cope and punches their own ticket.
That last bit shows that Brandon is the sincerest and most caring kind of person. And love how he pointed out that everyone watching likely knows someone battling depression and with those thoughts. People love virtue signaling that "they wish they knew," when often times, people do know, it just doesn't benefit them to reach out.
@@rjmac3001 Oh no. How dare he have fun as a gun youtuber. There's nothing you can do to fix stupid. There is something you can do to reach out to those with depression.
@@rjmac3001 Humor often comes from dark topics because it helps us relate with each other. It's a healthy coping mechanism. Of course, some people are just sick but I'm not going to decide that for you.
I find that it's people who try to guilt trip and lambast others for considering suicide to be the problem. I haven't heard yet of people who virtue signal that they wish they knew
Back in the 1970's, when I was in my 20's, my friend's older brother was "flagging" me with a handgun he was showing off to his brother, mother, and others. I was sitting reclined in a lawn chair, and several times, as he was showing various features of the gun (some semi-auto, I think a 1911 but don't remember), the barrel was pointed at me. I politely asked him, "Please don't point that at me". That "triggered" him into a rage, and he took a few steps toward me, pressed the barrel of the gun against my forehead, and yelled, "YOU DON'T WANT THE GUN POINTED AT YOU???", and "HOW ABOUT THIS???". Then he and his wife stormed off. I was stunned. The next thing that happened was just as ridiculous and disturbing: my friend and his mother made all sorts of excused for him, telling me that "I never should have said that". They assumed I knew... but didn't... that he and my friend had been in court a few years before in a case where their third roommate had killed my friend and high school classmate, a girl. I was not hanging out with my friend until after high school, and didn't follow the details of the case. But somehow it was, supposedly, MY fault that they were considered culpable to some extent for knowing that their roommate owned the illegal revolver he used to murder my friend, but never reported it to the police. And further, that it was understandable that he threatened me with a gun to my head for making the supposed "mistake" of challenging his judgement around guns. I still get riled up when I think of this incident, so many decades ago, if it doesn't show in this rant. By the way, all this didn't happen in some rough inner-city environment, this was the relatively crime free and peaceful suburbs of a major city.
If you were carrying back then, that would have been a legit self defense case. People like that who are willing to point guns at people for no reason have no right to continue to do so.
Shout out to you Brandon. I really appreciate how you handled the last clip. It is a very different scenario and frankly upsetting that so many people think it's a "Darwin Award" type of situation. These videos make me cringe, as they should. As someone who has lost a professional aquaintance due to a friend's negligence at a typical range day, thank you for reminding everyone how quickly things can go wrong just by not paying attention. And also thank you for bringing attention to the growing mental health issue. You never know, you might have just saved a life somewhere.
Having seen the video a few times I think it’s because it looks like someone being stupid with his weapon rather than something intentional. It could easily be either or both.
@@mjtechnoviking44 As someone with insight behind that video yeah it was intentional as his squad mates were bullying him prior to into doing it and there were several reports of him being mistreated by his squad mates, but hey that's just a literal statement from a friend of his.
Kinda fucked with the video of the kid killing his friend. They look young, and that was at least a lung shot and possibly heart. Ive seen the last video too, would not recommend, its probably the same as you could imagine so dont waste ya serotonin.
Just going through and watching these videos for entertainment, but that final clip and what you had to say really has spoken to me at a time that I actually would say for the first time in my life that I needed to hear it. Thank you Brandon, you are truly a hero
As someone who has seen the uncut version, it is a hard, sad watch. You can tell he's serious about it, his "friends" are encouraging him, and he's wanting to give them a show as he does it. Very hard watch. I hadn't thought I'd see it here, as this is a sensitive topic, but the context and talk he gave were well done. And much needed in today's world. Thank you, Brandon.
Love that you tossed up the suicide prevention hotline man. My mom lost her brother to suicide. A man I never got a chance to meet in my life because he unfortunately left this world before I was even born. but now some 30+ years later my mom doesn’t go a single day without the pain it left her. To anyone struggling. There’s always hope and there is always someone to talk to. Even a stranger off of TH-cam or a stranger on the street.
Brandon, 2 months ago, I was in a very dark place when I came across this video. I lost my father in January, and while still dealing with that, my mother passed in April. My life seemed to be spiraling, and the thought of doing that horrible action had seriously crossed my mind on more than 1 occasion. Hearing what you said about the only person who can protect you from yourself is you is what prompted me to talk to someone and seek help. 2 months later, I'm doing so much better and on a path to continue to overcome life's obstacles. There are still difficult days, but I now have people and, most importantly, the will to "keep on keeping on." I could go on and on, but I won't. Just wanted to say thank you, brother. You didn't know it, but you saved me.
Wow if a TH-cam video stops you from unaliving yourself, imagine what getting off your butt an stop wasting your time, watching TH-cam videos, where u will be , no one has said anything but I will, not only is it cringe asf, but life isn't gonna get any better for you,wasting your time on TH-cam videos, life sucks for everyone at some point and time, taking your life ove a rough patch is incredibly short sighted, your best day could be tomorrow, you won't know unless you are here to experience it.
@@mikeysgametime8914 I apologise in advance if i sound rather like im insulting you. But people go through depression in different ways. if a Video of someone who they follow gave them the "inspiration" to put it somehow to seek help, that's what matters, doesn't matter how someone gets that inspiration to seek help but the fact that they do so. The Lad's still around and hopefully doing better than ever. That's what's important Also, i was able to see where you where going with you're message, but might be my opinion but kinda ruins a bit the message when you say that their motivation to seek help is "cringe af"
Your closing monolog was wholesome. You truly never know when that phone call, that text message, that getting a lunch or a coffee with a friend can be the ONE thing they really needed to pull them out of a dark place. I've been told that I've been that person before, and I know I can think of several people who have done that for me just when I needed it the most. Your knowledge of com bloc weaponry is insightful, your comedic charisma is entertaining, but seeing this side of you is heartwarming. You're a good human Brandon, you're the kind of guy I'd love to know and hang out with, on and off the range.
Day by day my friend, we are in this together, hang in there man, life can change and good things can come. Don’t take that opportunity away from yourself mate.
Beautiful message at the end. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for years. Last year I sold my P365XL after I started having bad panic attacks. I thought it just didn’t make sense to own a gun and not have 100% control over my mental state. I’m proud to say I’ve come a long way and now responsibly own two handguns and have developed a passion for safety, grip, stance, etc. keep pushing guys!
Good for you. That self control of selling the 365 for others safety is commendable, but building up the self confidence and responsibility to own guns again is even more commendable!
Its really great to see the progress you made. And the responsibility of a gun owner that you showed when you sold your 365. Glad to hear you are doing good again.
I've been battling depression for as long as I can remember. It comes and goes in waves and some days I handle it better than others. I've been in a rut for the past 2 weeks but the end of the video honestly brought a tear to my eye cause it was something I really needed to hear, thank you Brandon for being so passionate not just about firearms but also about people. I speak from experience when I say that sometimes, all anyone needs is a little reminder to keep on going, thank you for mine.
I don't know you, but I love you man (no homo, of course). Life is already too short, please don't make it shorter by making a decision that you can't un-make.
Aye. Was definitely a noticeable change of mood. Sobering, I hope, enough to flash in the minds of any viewer considering a foolish stunt, or to quote the man himself, "opting for the self check-out line".
My brother is a 22 year old former Marine who lost about half his boot camp battalion to self-checkout lining. He also battles those same demons his friends did. Thanks for using the last clip as a message to those others who may be thinking of unaliving themselves. You just never know who may need that message ❤️
I think the best description I've every heard is "being a soldier (member of the Army) is something you did. Being a Marine is something you are." He's still a Marine. Semper Fi. Tell he we appreciate him, and what he did. Even if he thinks he didn't do anything, that he chose to serve before knowing the ramifications of what it meant to serve. But the when he truly chose to serve was after he learned what it would cost him, and he did it anyway. Few have truly faced the abyss and stood their ground.
Thank you Brandon for including that last bit. It actually physically sickens me to know that people were sending that to you HOPING you'd put it into the Darwin Awards, thinking that it's okay. Suicide isn't funny, and the people who think it is are gross, disgusting, and I hope they never have to go through it.
@MrComfyFrog. Oh yeah, dark humour is funny, you just have to be aware of your audience, but from how Brandon phrased it, it seemed like the people sending him that last video thought it was hilarious, and that makes me mad.
I've struggled with chronic depression for the past 15 years, and I've been lucky enough to have those lunches (figuratively) that you mentioned on a few occasions. I've never been good at asking for help, but I've made friends who somehow always know when I'm reaching my breaking point. Your words in this video had more heart than I think I've ever heard from a youtuber. Not to discredit them or imply that they care any less, but man, you really just nailed it, and it made things a little bit better in some very tough times. Keep being a great dude, and I'll stick around and keep watching, Brandon. Thank you.
@@robinderoos1166 but it's even better to focus on love instead of hate. Focus on the things you love, and love yourself. Don't give too much power to your hate because that will only make you bitter, no matter who it is directed at.
At 15:20 in the video Herrera ends up making a great joke about trade deals and then gets super serious with the national hotline for suicide prevention. That was the fastest roller coaster ride i have ever been on. Thank you for the ride.
Brandon, that message, man. You really are a real one. Here's to another fan's life potentially saved including mine. I haven't been in the most decent of head spaces lately. I considered the easy way out a couple times, but, hearing that message is really what I needed to hear. Suicide is not to be taken lightly, it affects millions of people and so many actually take action. Whether it be via moving vehicle, heights, drowning, and like shown, a live firearm, etcetera. We were born into this world for a reason. I believe the meaning of life is to be what your life experiences have molded you to be. Sure, I may enjoy smoking, drinking, and partying, but that doesn't make up my entire personality. I love welding, I love shooting for sport and entertainment. I was trained in firearm safety, I was trained in how to handle a firearm, I was trained in how to shoot a firearm. This was all in my time in the Junior Reserved Officer Training Corps for the United States Army. I love my family, I wouldn't trade the world for their love and support. I'd rather live my short life knowing I have things I love doing than stuck in the times that have left me inside out. 6 years, 1 month, and 19 days ago. 9:00 am, my dad was pronounced dead. I was only 12 at the time... It still haunts me to this day. But what I remember vividly was the look on his face. He was... smiling, I knew he wasn't suffering anymore, I knew that it was his time. After his bone marrow transplant in February the new T-Cells were rejected. When that happens, your body will begin to shut down and kill you. Well, he was given at least 2 weeks to a month to live. He kept fighting, to stay alive for as long as he could, for us. He was the type of man you could always respect and rely on. Hard working, tough, serious when he needed to be, and not so serious having a good time. I've finally reached a level of some sort of acceptance. The whole event still doesn't feel real to me, its like I was plunged into a completely different reality. But, all the advice that I've been given one has really stood out to me. "You are what's truly left of your father, he would want you to keep going, to live your life. What good is the easy way out going to do if you don't carry his legacy? Its just going to make life harder for your family, do you really want that, Josh? To hurt your family more? I love you, man. I would hate to see your name on the news. Keep on fighting, for me, for your family and friends, and for your father."
All the best to you. I lost a loved one to suicide, and knew ever since that day that I'd never want to put any of my loved ones through the same sorta pain I felt, and still carry to this day. For those we've lost; We gotta keep pushing forward, to (at the very least) honor them and share their memory. Telling others their story and who they were helps keep them alive in our hearts and those of others, which forever immortalizes them, imho. Life is one rocky rollercoaster; You may start to feel sick from all the sharp turns and unexpected ups & downs, but if you take the time to experience it, you may find something about it you enjoy. Look after yourself out there, stranger. Everyone deserves some happiness.
That's an awesome story bro... Glad you're still here... I too attempted to "cash out" like three times after my grandma passed away... She was my life, the only one I felt ever cared about me... I lost contact with my family for over 30 years... I was alone... I even considered suicide just recently... But now I'm glad I didn't as I just heard from my cousin "Joey" and aunt Karen after 30 years... Had I of "cashed out", I would have never heard from them... At least now I don't feel so alone...
Hey man. I just want to say your not alone. I lost my grandparents when I was 13 (my dads side) I wasn’t as close to them as my moms mom but I still loved them so much and I learned a lot of stuff about cars from my grandpa. I learned how to love people even when they wrong and hurt you from my grandma. No one was wiser in the words of love and forgiveness except Jesus Christ and she’d give him a run for his money. Well my family would tell me that I was grandpas favorite and I didn’t believe it, how could I be. I was the weakest of the men in my family, I was no where near the smartest and I wasn’t successful or anything. Honestly I thought id be his least favorite and when I read a note he left me I began to weep. I mean just ugly cry because he told me that he saw so much inside me I didn’t see in myself. That I was gonna be one hell of a soldier, mechanic or whatever else I decide to do with my life and that whatever I choose I need to do it the Pierce way, to the best of my ability and never accept mediocrity. I sat at the foot of his casket and sobbed asking if he was proud of me and that I hoped he would be. When my grandma died I did the same thing, I was just a scared and sad little boy only wanting his families pride and approval. When I saw my dad crying it put the last nail in the coffin. I hugged him toght and began to weep not for me but for him. That I saw my hero so upset and hurting he was crying. One of the only 3 times id ever seen him cry. Fast forward one day and my dad And I were fighting about something because I messed up some work we were doing and he said something and I screamed at him that he was right, that I couldn’t even succeed in taking my own life and he stopped and asked “what” I told him I tried killing myself twice and he walked towards me and asked me if it was true. I told him yes and that it was because I made him and my mom so ashamed of me that I wanted to end my life. He gave me the biggest hug and began to ugly cry and told me how sorry he was for making me feel that way. He looked at me and asked me how long id felt that way and told him since I was a little boy. We both stood there hugging and sobbing and he just kept telling me how sorry he was that He made me feel so awful. We’ve since mended our relationship and when I told him how I had a full ride scholarship through college he made sure to tell me just how proud he was of me. Suicide can affect anyone, even those who aren’t depressed
keep pushing man your not alone alot of people are suffering in these times but they keep on going and im one of them there are hard times we living in but i do everything i can to push forward. idk what i was put on this planet for but until i find that out im just gonna ride things out and hopefully when i get there later in life it should be sun shines and rainbows.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded? From Russia with love.
Damn. I was not expecting the end of that video to be that real. That made me tear up hearing the suicide talk. It takes a real man to bring that up. Thank you Brandon for being that guy. I hope it brings hope to people that have none.
That last one was tragic to hear about. I’m glad you go outta your way to educate gun safety. We need a better society that is willing and able to protect their own
People like Brandon and Donut are really helpful when it comes to gun education. I'm from Germany so I didn't grow up with guns. Went shooting for the first time when I visited a friend in Indiana and thanks to Brandon and Donut I already knew the gun safety rules. It helped a lot and made me more comfortable. Thanks guys
The best way to teach pistol mechanics is with an airsoft, students learn really quickly that Keanu Reeves is a beast because of PRACTICE. Pointing a short barrel weapon is not instinctive and patently unsafe for you and those around you, until hundreds if not thousands of rounds are send down range to get the skills necessary.
I had a friend of mine take the self checkout lane the summer of my senior year. 8 years later I still remember that funeral like it was yesterday... One of the very few people who ever stood up for me. Stay golden kid.
Never thought that Brandon would ever give me an emotional reaction, let alone the chills… But, it was good to hear him speaking out (and his obvious respect) for the gravity of suicide at the end of this episode.
As someone who has dealt with depression all his life I appreciate your support to people who deal with it man I love seeing your videos the cursed guns are the best/worst thing ever
I have actually unknowingly saved my father before. He reloads bullets and made a double charged hollow point 9MM he was going to well you get the idea but i walked in and just chatted with him not knowing what was going on. Till this day I still have that round in my room too this day I’m just glad that one day i could tell something was up
I did try to kill myself once, you can probably guess that it didn't work. Since then I've been able understand and accept the meaninglessness of life and to just do what makes me happy and what I enjoy.
@@I_am_currently_chill well thats meaning right there friend. Life isn’t a game it isn’t about a score or how much you can achieve despite what many say what’s important is you find the things that make you happy i hope your life improves and i hope you find true happiness also fwi ignore the othet comment I thought a filter deleted it for some reason
@@geico_drip9878 him and I both are lucky to have eachother he keeps my hopes alive and I keep show him the good of life thank you for your concern i wish a good day for you
As someone who just came out of a big depression, your words touched me deeply. Thank you for being who you are, and doing what you do. Keep on rockin' my man!
@@anonymousnotthegroup6013 Dragon's Prophet, a game that closed their official servers a bit more than a year ago. There's still 2 big private servers active, Adept and Nekrova. Adept is run by someone I'm not really familiar with and focuses on stuff that has not been done in the official game (dragon redesigns, recolors, new content etc). Basically the official game from a parallel universe. Nekrova on the other side focuses on keeping the game as true as it used to be and is actively trying to buy the actual game IP so they can start on developing and improving on the base game. It's also ran by a friend of mine which I know isn't a total scum (not saying the big shots at Adept are, but I don't know them and private servers always need to be taken with a grain of salt). I think I may or may not have some videos of the game on my channel, can't remember if I set them on public or unlisted. Either way, if you wanna check out the game for what it was I recommend checking out Nekrova's version (aka Dragon's Prophet Legacy). Edit: as you can see from the wall of text I dedicated way too much of my life to that game lmfao. Also the pic itself is the character I was playing back on the official servers.
Really appreciate your honesty and reason for not showing that video. Depression is real, and yes there is that one friend that may have prevented it. More people suffer from it and don't even realize they are. Thank you for everything you spoke. I pray that you may actually help someone seek help before it's to late.
Hey thats ok, I work on muscle cars and drag cars a lot. You need to always remember that things can and do fail. There was a guy who accidentally went too lean on the nitrous. Meaning the engine didn’t get as much fuel as it needed and got too much air. Well with nitrous that can blow up your engine and blow up his engine it did. One of the pistons decided it was gonna leave work a bit early and went BOOOMMM! Out the side of the block and past some poor SOB’s head almost killing the poor man. Then another guy learned why they make shatter proof bell housings. Word to the wise, DO NOT try to neutral drop your car to win a race, get a proper trans brake. (Neutral dropping is when you rev up the engine in neutral and then drop it into drive. The issue being it can fucking explode and grenade through the floor)
Yeah I had a 17L go FA approximately 25years ago after putting in a titanium firing pin. Obviously out of spec🙄. Fortunately I had it firmly on the shooting bench and it stopped when I got my booger hook off the bang switch. But it did go through 8-10rds pretty quick.
Auto Pistols with 1000rpm are a dumb idea in general...that's why you don't see many designs...Beretta 93R, Glockenspiel 18....The Mauser 712 at least had a stock
Absolutely this. I'm a professional chef and bassist and I've had both an expensive, high quality Japanese knife and new expensive bass strings break on me under what is arguably normal use and add to my scar collection lol. The good thing about expensive products is that they tend to have good warranties if they do fail.
Thank you Brandon for being entertaining while being educational, a down to earth guy and for promoting the importance of good mental health. You're a good man brother
Brandon, massive respect for your message at the end of your video. I lost a good friend to suicide a good few years ago now but I always regret not reaching out to him more. Sometimes life gets in the way but that was a powerful, positive message to make to reach out to the people you care about most. Thank you brother God bless 👍🙏
Hit me right in the feels with that last bit. Thank you for bringing awareness to the topic of suicide. It is a huge and growing problem that needs more public discussion.
Although that last video was incredibly dark, I appreciate your bringing awareness to a very dark topic. I've lost too many to the demons out there that lead to that "self check-out". You are never alone, reach out, make that call, check on those friends you haven't heard from in a while. One call, one drink, one lunch can make all the difference.
As someone who’s dealt with PTSD and depression from that, I love how you handled the end my friend. Like you said life’s to short to miss that call or lunch with a friend, hell if you’re dealing with depression life is to short to not make that call to a friend or family member. A great lesson I learned from an old Vietnam vet was that if you’re wanting to end it all, try something risky that you’ve always wanted to do first like starting a business, moving across the country or world, ask that cute guy or girl out, things like that because if you’re so depressed you don’t want to live what have you got to lose? That advice stuck with me, I moved across country took some loans and started a farm, wouldn’t change it for the world now. I’m married now with a 2 year old and another on the way. Don’t be afraid to make that call if you feel like you can’t go on, don’t be afraid to try something you’ve always wanted to do, the days may feel dark but they will get better. Thank you Brandon for bringing light to a dark subject at the end of this video. #AKGNotificationSquad
Great advice and happy to hear you are doing better, finding your happiness! To anyone out there that does not have friends or family, send me a message. I'll be your internet daughter, mother, whatever. Everyone in the gun community needs to know, we are there for our fans and even our haters. Just reach out, we'll talk, maybe you feel better when we are finished, maybe you get pissed off because we don't like the same things or have the same opinions. What matters is that we keep the conversation going, preventing loss of life is our goal... always.
16:25 Brandon, thank you. Mental Health is incredibly important and your speech was incredibly moving. I think you might've just saved several people's lives there. Thank you Brandon.
Hey Brandon, as someone who has gone through some rough shit regarding depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation, I just want to say Thankyou so much and I truly appreciate that little segment at the end of the vid about that poor fella and things relating around that clip. You’re a truly great man and Thanks for your words. Keep up the awesome content brother
Coming out about a very personal and sensitive topic shows strength and mental discipline. You are strong. Do not let anybody tell you different. Especially yourself.
To be completely honest I'm glad this one ended on a 100% serious note about what any of us could possibly be going through to cause us to want to as Brandon says "punch our own ticket" Because as someone who tries their best to deal with that kind of feeling I appreciate the fact that there are people that are willing to address dark topics like this. And I resonate with how he feels about that video because it really is truly sad and unfortunate.
Brandon, the last few minutes of this video were more powerful than anything else featured on your channel, and there have been some powerful weapons on here. Kudos to you and if it makes 1 person think, then your a hero in my eyes!
Your message at the end and the way you handled the discussion around the last video and such a serious topic were incredible! I'm so glad to see a major figure in the gun community address mental health so sincerely and tactfully especially since there are some big issues surrounding both various toxic-mentalities as well as ignoring men's mental health.
Hey Brandon, thank you for showing the difference between Darwin Awards and intentional self-delete. It's a world of difference, as I can attest to. As a responsible firearms owner who also is clinically diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, I know my limits. I know who I can turn to if the thoughts get way too bad for me to fight them on my own. I have my coping mechanisms that my therapist helped me develop over 6 years. Most of all, I have friends I have deliberately asked, time and again, "If I ever call you and ask you to take possession of my guns, you know why." None of them asked any questions, and all of them said they would immediately hop over and keep me safe and my guns safe, until I felt good enough to take possession again. It's important, vitally important, to build a support structure when a person struggles with mental illness. I implore every single person who has a mental illness of any stripe, get the help you need.
good on ya for getting better and i wish that you wont relapse like i did. you are blessed to have good friends wish you luck in all life's endeavors. sincerely a french canadian goose
Great message, Brandon. I had a great friend when I was a teenager - we were inseparable for about a year. Sadly, his family moved a few states away and we lost touch after a while. I searched for him just a few years ago, only to find that he had committed suicide not long before I tried to find him. I always wonder if I had found him before, might it have made a difference for him? That thought haunts me terribly.
It's not your fault. Remember the good times, it is what your friend would want. They are never gone as long as we keep them in our minds and talk about them to those we love and care for. Losing friends along the way is something you need to understand and accept as an inevitable part of life. Talk to an older person, they will tell you to reminisce and remember, don't grieve without end.
Thank you for respecting and giving that message at the end, more often than not people will simply say it was too graphic or didn't fit the bill and simply move on, we need more people like you.
You handled that last part of the video like a champ. It takes a man to talk about their issues. And a one way trip to the forever box isn't one. Check on your friends and keep them close fellas.
much respect for taking a moment to address real issues that many face. while we all enjoy your educational videos with a touch of humor to make them entertaining, I believe it is important to address serious topics such as mental health. keep up the fantastic work!
It was nice to see someone finally talk about raising awareness to help your friends before its too late. Almost makes me wanna pay this man money, he does positive things for people. Thank you.
Sad part is that even reaching out can be too late. A few years ago I organized a trip to the zoo with a couple of my coworkers. When the day arrived only one of them showed up. Tried to contact the other one but got no answer so we just went ahead and enjoy the day. When we came into work the next day we found out she had killed herself. Apparently she had a bad breakup a year before and had undergone major changes. Gaining weight and dyeing her hair black. I only knew her for a few months so it was only when we tried to find out about her funeral on Facebook that we figured it out. I question sometimes if she used the zoo trip as an excuse make her family think she wasn’t at home.
Thank you, Brandon. Your message at the end needs to reach so many more people. I hope most everyone shares your video just for that message if not for the entertainment value.
While I was in the Navy, I was taking a course that had a lot of small arms training. Before we even got to fire a round, we had to do about a week of combat first aid training (applying tourniquets, nasopharyngeal tube application, sucking chest wound, etc.). In my opinion, it's wise to get trained on first aid before considering getting your first gun. I believe firearms are important and can save lives but I guarantee you, your usage of first aid knowledge is more likely to be used throughout your lifetime. Stay safe and stay trained.
I got first aid training when I worked a job for the government back when I was in highschool doing some landscaping over the summer. Was definitely a fun time because of all the cool cpr dummys and gadgets. Ect. Probably wouldn't be a bad idea for me to take a new course since that was probably going on near ten years ago any all that stuff they taught me is probably outdated. I don't think stuff like that should be required but you're right, it really is some good stuff to know. And if you get a good instructor it's a fun time
Thanks Brandon. I suffer from depression due to my time in USMC. Hearing someone like you say what you said really hits home. Again. Thanks. Both for what you do and the message you conveyed in this video. It is hard. So very hard at times. I have been tempted before. But I got help. Thanks to people like you. Who actually CARE. Thank you AK Daddy.
You might not realize it but people appreciate and care for you. Life is worth living and most people are kind and willing to help. There is no shame in asking for help, it only proves strength and bad shit can happen to anyone. Glad that you are still with us.
Thank you for including the last clip. I truly appreciate the way you handled it, the respect, care and concern you gave for someone you do not know. Thank you for sharing the suicide hotline number. Some people have never felt the despair of hopelessness and do not understand what it does to a man. I was there a few years ago; just knowing that someone care is often enough to change a persons mind.
I lost a friend in 2017 due to his struggles with PTSD. Brandon I am man enough to admit your talk at the end made me cry a little. Thank you for spreading awareness for the suicide prevention hotline.
I know I’m a year late but Brandon that little talk for the last like 3 mins it made me tear up man I’ve felt invisible for the past couple months of my life and looking into you’re eyes even if it was through a screen made me feel seen again so thank you man
Thanks Brandon, keep spreading that love and awareness I tried hard, I Was in Afghanistan in 09. Lost a buddy there, I got home, went to school, became a medical professional. I thought that I could help myself by helping others. I descended into madness, lying to myself. I eventually lost my job and my apartment, nearly lost my life to my own hand. I was on a waiting list for the VA for months until the police got involved because I tried to kill myself. I can no longer work and am fully disabled, even though I look fine on the outside. Counselling and medication keeps me functional, but just barely. There are not enough resources out there to help all the vets that need it and I know there are guys and girls much worse off than me. And we are also part of the problem, because someone who is a warrior, who is willing to die for others and sees themselves as a protector feels weak and powerless when asking for help. It takes more strength than we ever showed in battle to admit that we can't beat something, when all our lives we've been beating the odds, overcoming impossible obstacles, doing things that normal people would never attempt. But even we can't fight the demons in our head alone. Nobody can.
For coming out about such a sensitive topic, even carrying on and not trying again, you are strong. You are strong and do not let anybody, especially yourself, tell you any differently because that's who you are. You deserve all of the dedication and compassion you've given to other people and more. It may have been nothing but a trail of tears and dust, but there is a rose ahead somewhere. Maybe two for a person like you.
Big ups to you brother stay strong. Life has an odd way of showing you the lighter things in life everyday. Whether it’s the birds chirping, you looking around, remembering that there is no one around to hurt you anymore. And everything gon be okay. So sit back, light a dart, enjoy every sunrise and sunfall for what it is.
Keep going man. There’s a light at the end of the tunnel. You were made with a purpose. Thank you so much for your vulnerability and sharing this with others who need it. Take care.
I am not a man of many words. However, all I have to say is you're not alone. Do your best to keep a clear and healthy mind. There will always be things in life that try to keep you down whatever it is. It is your job to stay strong for yourself and others, even if that means you need to ask or confide in someone for help. Thank you for everything you have sacrificed, you are loved.
8:00 I think what saved this guy was her incompetence was so high, she was trying to insert the mag backwards... giving the RA enough time to react. Had she inserted the mag correctly the first time... I'd honestly give this guy a 50/50 chance of getting ventilated.
Brandon, thank you very much for the extremely mature handling of the Russian soldier clip. I completely agree with your take on it, and the manner in which you chose to address it. I may be an avid gun collector/enthusiast, but I would be lying if I said that I am not forever haunted by the memory of my older brother doing this in front of me when I was 14. As you said, be the friend that your friends can talk to. Maybe you can save a life, even if you never know you did.
I’m so sorry you had to deal with that. I hope you’re able to take that pain and use it to help others back away from the edge and become better people.
That final talk about "punching your own ticket" was beautiful. Made me want to call some of my friends to see it they're okay. Thank you Brandon, for what you do, and for being a great "Comrade" (coming from a Ukrainian) love your content
7:52 gave me a heart attack omfg 😂 most handguns slides release as soon as a full mag is inserted and with the finger on the fucking trigger too holy SHIT!!😂
The part at the end about not realizing that someone is feeling suicidal hit home for me. A few years ago, a friend killed herself. The last time that I saw her, she was smiling and seemed happy. A few weeks later, I learned that she had taken her own life. Thank you for putting this thought (checking up on your friends) out there, Brandon.
These videos are actually very effective when it comes to encouraging gun safety. In my opinion this type of content should be monetized and encouraged because it fr can save lives. Well done Brandon.
"These videos are actually very effective when it comes to encouraging gun safety." How is this in anyway effective? "monetized and encouraged" So laughing at people who end up accidentally shooting their friends/acquaintance should be encouraged? Like don't get me wrong I'm in no way hating on Brandon but to act like these videos make a difference or are in anyway "helpful" is not only stupid but incredibly disingenuous.
You are the best personality for the 2A community, teaching those that didn’t have the fathers like some of us have and spreading positive words and convictions. Thank you, I appreciate you. ❤
If I wasn’t already subscribed to Brandon, I would have subbed just from the fact he has such good words for those who are suicidal he’s probably helped loads of those who happen upon this video randomly good job Brandon
Great video Brandon! And all kidding aside, that message at the end was one of the kindest things I’ve heard in a very long time.. I’ve known too many people who haven’t thought to make that phone call. They are, hopefully in their creators presence but those who love them are scarred for life. I’ve heard it called “a cowardly act”. I disagree. Takes a lot of balls. But it is among the most selfish things one can do. You’re a good man.
Brandon, that was incredibly well done. I refer to the whole video, but especially the last bit. Thank you, both for the message, and for sharing it so well. Seriously. Thank you.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded? From Russia with love.
I am glad that Brandon put the note about self-alt-F4 at the end. I've always found it disgusting that people think actual suicide is a hilarious. And as someone who suffers from depression (not to *that* degree), it's always nice when people spread awareness and try to help make sure we don't pointlessly lose anyone else.
I know. Why do people actually find it funny to look at gory images and people killing themselves/being executed by the Taliban etc. I don't even get it from a sort of fucked sense of humour standpoint. It's just depression fuel imo.
@@conradleffman8393 some people laugh cause they've seen shit like that irl and laughing about it makes it easier to live with what they've seen... At least that's how it is for me xD I know it's completely fucked up but hey if I can laugh about it it can't be that bad, and if it ain't that bad it doesn't hurt me as much
@@conradleffman8393 the only thing i founf funny about isis type execution videos are how cinematic it is and how they probably rehearsed those things to make it more like that
brandon, you have no idea how much i needed to hear that speech at the end. your videos are really the only thing that makes me happy anymore, and when you said those things it felt like you were talking to me, personally. not the millions of others of people that watch your stuff, but me. youre the only reason im even alive right now, i was feeling like "punching my own ticket" about a year and a half ago, already had stolen my fathers handgun, when i fountd one of your videos and it made me laugh. made me feel something i havent felt in a long time. im now 17, and not feeling much better, but know this; youve touched the souls of millions and, even though you may think youre a regular guy, to me, youre my idol. the parent i never had. i love you, and your videos, and your ability to make a lesson from a tragic/potentially tragic situation. i doubt youll even read this, but if you do, i hope you take this to heart: your videos make mine, and im sure many others days, better. even 15 minutes, turns my mood completely aroud. anyway, im rambling now, apologies, have an amazing day to whoever reads.
I'll likely never know you but I just wanted to say that it does get better. It still hurts but you learn to live with it. It really does get better. Living is damn hard work and there's no days off but it's absolutely worth it. The world is beautiful and worth experiencing. If you feel like clocking out of life, just treat it as a reason to step up your game. If you've got nothing to lose why not do something crazy to make the world better for someone else before you go?
Never be ashamed to reach out for professional help! Also don’t be afraid to approach someone else sitting alone and make a friend, you might just find that act changes two lives for the better. Life sucks sometimes but it gets better, you got this brother!
@vtj4503 I had experienced daily criminal abuse, neglect, pain & torment growing up. I know all to well the hell you feel. I can promise you one thing, what you are going through is temporary. You may not see it now but you have a beautiful wife & amazing children in your future & you need to meet them. Life will be fulfilling, you just have to choose life & fight for them. You got this! I believe in you because I was you & I now have the loving family that you will create as well 💙
Hey brother, do you want my phone number? I try making a difference wherever I find it, and I want you to know that I, a complete stranger, value your life. You have so much love to give those you have yet to meet, and I am willing to do as much as possible to ensure they receive it. I won't twist your arm, but know I DO care.
That part at the end brought tears to my eyes, as I have both known people who tried to take the express exit and been one myself. Normally these sorts of PSAs come off as pro-forma and not really meant. This was one done very well, with the abrupt shift in tone and the explanation of why that video was different. From the bottom of my heart, Brandon, thank you.
New follower. I'm a vet and must say how much I appreciate what you have to say at the end. I've lost brothers stateside and what you said really hit home. Thank you and I LOVE the content!
Wow, that got dark real quick. You almost got me attacked by onion-slicing ninjas at the end. Accidental NDs are one thing. Intentional NDs, not so much. But a gold star for the RSO who jumped in quickly to point that gun away from her friend's lungs. We all know what happens to lungs when they get hit with a 9 mm.
Just whenever I thought Brandon Herrera couldn't be any more of a bro and a friend he hits us with that outro that really hit close to home. As somebody who enjoys Firearms myself and occasionally deals with depression it was really nice to see your encouragement of people who are dealing with suicidal depression to reach out and encouraging them not to commit suicide. Goes a long way man. Huge respect.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded? From Russia with love.
@Austin Smothers it's the same for me as well. I deal with this shit on a daily basis but I surround myself with great friends and family who knows about it and they check on me a lot. I have told ppl that I didn't even know that well that deals with this that they could always call me if they go to far down the rabbit hole. It's tough at times but to anyone who reads this and deals with this just know it will get better. Don't let this health issue take you out bc not only do you leave behind your family and friends but ppl who care and love you. Tell someone you can trust at the very least.❤️ ❤
I actually got into firearms just to find out what would do the job the quickest until one of my friends taught me about guns and told me he had a place to stay and I've almost been here for a year now living nicely with my guns and friends
Good talk brother, in these times everyone should have someone they can lean on rather than using the self checkout. I think it’s noble of you to make people aware through your platform, you may never know but you alone might have helped someone from doing silly things
ty for the talk abt mental health. it is so important that i dont get why more ppl dont talk abt it. my best friend is struggling from depression & im always checking in w/ them & making sure theyre ok. they always say that they appreciate me being there for them. i genuinely dont think they would be here rn if it wasnt for me
I know I’m late Brandon, but your suicide talk at the end of the video hit me hard, and made me end up crying because, literally 2 weeks ago I tried to end my own life, as a soldier in the US Army, and the only reason I am still alive is because a teammate of mine had come to check on me, and I am still struggling with the depth of my depression and am still on the road that can lead me away from suicide or back to it, but listening to you made me take a few steps away Brandon. You are a fantastic guntuber and i just want to say please keep up the amazing work you do.
Hey Brother. I've been through a lot myself with three tours of Iraq and being the immediate military response to 9/11. Vet Centers helped me through it all!!! There's great people there and the organization was started by Vietnam Vets for exactly that reason. I've never been let down by my compadres that I've met there and we all keep tabs on each other. We all lost too many Soldiers to making a permanent decision on a temporary issue; I truly lost count of Soldiers I served with that took that route. If I can, you can. I hope this helps.
Surprisingly, the ones there for me when I was at that point were my leadership. Times were tough and we were so understaffed I was an E3 being made acting squad leader. Eventually all the stress tipped me over the edge, and I really thought I was going to do it. It was the NCO on CQ at the time that for certain reasons noticed I was having a breakdown and reported it. Surprisingly, a lot of effort went into accommodating me once leadership knew how much I was struggling. My workload diminished and 12+ hour days were no longer common, the battery commander even sent me back to the barracks a few times I was staying late to work on something. For a couple months the battalion commander and SGM would personally stop by to see how I was doing. What I'm saying is don't fall into the mindset of being afraid of your unit finding out when you're losing it. When you hit your breaking point, say something.
Hold in there brother, respect to you for working on recovery and for your service! Good luck on journey it’ll be difficult and you might face set backs but if you do you should use those set backs as motivation to push forward💪
Thanks for watching guys! If you enjoyed this episode be sure to subscribe for more! And if you have your own clips to submit, you can send them over on the subreddit r/BrandonHerrara (misspelled on purpose, lol) Thanks, and be safe guys!
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Howdy brandon
Greetings from Hungary🇭🇺🇭🇺 , never surrender your guns!
Where da new hair do?
Thank you Brandon, very cool!
I never thought I'd see the day where Brandon Herrera made me cry. That was an incredibly heart felt monologue on helping those that suffer from depression. Bravo.
Same here
Yeah, he looked like he was about to cry. I wonder if that hit close to home for him in some way.
Absolute chad move. Brought us here for laughs and sent us into the feel..
what is wrong with you? i was also surprised for his serious talk. But get your shit together and grow a beard.
Maybe I'm just jaded, but whenever I hear someone speak about suicides, I always think it's virtue signalling.
Source: cigarette burn scars and wrist cut scars.
Just here to remind everyone why this series exists. It is to bring awareness to gun safety and how even the smallest of errors can lead to horrible consequences. So remember kids grab your AKs eat your wheaties and always follow firearm safety. #AKGnotificationsquad.
Actually, a reason why reasonable Gun Control is needed too...
If you are too stupid to follow the most basic rules in gun safety you shouldn't have a gun ever
Amen brother.
And keep your damn booger hooks off the banger for fahks sake!
Or eat your Wheaties before you grab your AK. 😉 so you don't add yourself to this growing list.
@@Claymore790 Amen.
I had a friend “punch their own ticket in the self checkout line” just a couple months ago. Thank you for not showing the end of that video and also thanks for your words about mental health. It was super hard processing that someone I had taught to shoot years earlier would do that. It is so true that only you can protect yourself from yourself. R.I.P Matt
Sending good vibes to you my friend
Several years ago, I missed an opportunity to "have that one lunch that might make all the difference". My buddy randomly came over really late, just wanted to talk, but I was tired and I had work very early in the morning -- last time I saw him. I still think about him all the time. RIP Chad, and RIP to your friend, Matt. They won't be forgotten.
he can't show the end no matter what it'd be removed or age restricted
@@dannyboy5086 same but it was a couple years ago
Sorry your friend did that.
As someone who struggles with depression regularly, I have so much respect for the "call a friend" statement and how genuine the talk about suicide awareness was. I luckily have people that help keep my chin up and I hope that anyone who deals with similar feelings, doesn't hesitate to reach out to people around them. There are people who care no matter how dark it gets
I have yet to find those ppl to talk to 🫤🥀💔
I just showed this to a bunch of my fellow soldiers, and my sergeant straight up said you handled the suicide portion at the end exceptionally well. This is why I keep showing my friends this series; theres always a lesson to be learned from them.
The latter one you commented on really sucks having to deal with and clean up. I've got to see end result of Darwin Award winners more times than I want.
This will sound crass but now you know or understand why extra cleaning supplies and paint available. It might be days before investigations is finished or a few hours.
Just do it and get it over with. Pull the trigger. I dare you.
that guy died with a smile on his face
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No shit, man, very true. We normally don't think about this.
I told this to Brandon on a Twitch chat, well over a year ago now, he is a shining and invaluable example to young people worldwide. He deserves more credit than he gets, Tom Cruise needs to take him up in his P-51 as a thank you for his service to humanity with this channel... it would take no pre-planning for gear, they probably wear the same size flight suit! 😂
Time to learn why gun safety is a must while having a good laugh
Recent mass shootings, deaths/injuries. such a good laugh. look around at other countries who do it better, take notes
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Probably stopped laughing at the end 😬
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@@jad3700 yeah yikes...
Well making mistakes are a good way to learn what not to do.
Really appreciate how Brandon talked about mental health awareness and how most of the time you never know how others are struggling. As well as helping new shooters about how firearms are fun yet need to always be taken very seriously.
Like robin williams. Always the last person you’d expect
Brandon handled that segment really well
Sadly, not all people are as nice and understanding as he is
Most think that if they can't relate, then whatever it is you're dealing with is some kind frivolous crap that is not even worth mentioning
Be well, everyone
And just an FYI, because suicide hotlines are now having to put people on hold due to high call volumes, you can always call 911 or go to your nearest ER.
coodos to brandon for the PSA, as for that russian soldier...I mean...meh, that's just one less invader to kill in Ukraine
@@aftmkt8181 well unlucky you cause that's a Ukrainian not Russian
The reason why homeboy was so casual about accidentally shooting himself in the hand with the G17 Automatic is because he was most likely in shock.
Brandon Herrera is talking about real stuff while promoting gun safety and mental health. I love to see it. Need people to understand that there is always someone out there willing to talk to you.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded?
From Russia with love.
Sadly getting to that ONE important lunch is getting more and more difficult with how expensive basic stuff like minced beef has become.
So just go talk. It's still free.
It's not the price of the lunch that counts, it's being with someone.
Wanna see a nazi? Look in the mirror buddy
Darwin or just russain? th-cam.com/video/8rx9X6CM9lk/w-d-xo.html
Brandon, that last bit wasn't something I expected but something I appreciate. The most dangerous thing about people in that headspace is that they will do EVERYTHING they can to appear OK when they aren't. It takes a great deal of care and trust between two people for someone in that situation to be open about it. For anyone reading this, if you got someone who always tries to shoulder things, stares off into space or loses attention from time to time, or is generally fine being a complete loner (but doesn't mind company) hang out with them. Just chat. Just do SOMETHING. It doesn't matter if its just sitting with them staring at the ceiling and cracking open a beer. Just having there helps know that they're not alone. And if you're someone who's going through things, be open. I know its hard but find your closest friend and lean on them. Everyone's going through shit in their life, you're probably not alone out there. Sometimes too: the best people to help you out of those things in life are people experiencing the same problem, because when you both know how it feels its easier to navigate the pitfalls. I've been there, I've worked with people who've been there. Its a terrible place to be, and hard to escape when you're alone. Therapy and Antidepressants aren't a silver bullet. If you don't have a support structure the change will only be temporary. So be that support structure for someone, or be willing to accept one so that you can get better. Just don't punch your own damned ticket.
we need more people like you. Thank you.
i do almost everything you described & am not currently suicidal.... but still good message :P
That Russian soldier obviously didn't mean to do it he was just stupid and it's thinning the herd. I've seen other people acquaintances that I have known drunk off their ass putting the barrel of a pistol in their mouths with their finger on the trigger and laughing hysterically. Again I just look at them and freak and say thanks I'll be leaving now. By the door, on my own two feet and get in my car and go home!
It’s not the deepest depths of depression when people self end. It’s when they come out of that deepest point when they do. In fact they are often super cheerful because they now have a horrible plan. Knowing this terrible bit of knowledge may actually help you to save someone, maybe even a loved one.
@@blackdeath4eternity i am, but i still love my family too much to do it. But being a loner thing is very true
The ending of this video is exactly the reason why Brandon is the best gun youtuber, shows perfectly how you can have fun with guns but should be safe and uses every possible moment to teach/help
ngl tho it kinda sounded like he has personally experienced someone go to self checkout, and thats his personal biz and whatnot but like, if he needs a shoulder i think anyone of you sexy youtube mother lovers would let him cry on their shoulder
@@zzzetsulive I agree, I felt a deeper meaning as if there was a connection and I am not really happy. Not hating ofc. Just worried about Brandon’s mental health. I feel like we should check on our favorite TH-cam mother lover more. Because he’s out national treasure. Advocate, the man himself. Ofc everyone is. And we shouldn’t ever leave anyone by themselves when it comes to mental health. I can’t wait to become a citizen of this country and advocate for everyone, let everyone know that mental health matters. But also advocate for our gun rights. Stay safe. And have a good night my friend
this is why most call him the akdaddy he is a father figure that teaches use about guns and how to use them but he is human so I find this moments of talk about other things. relaxing. people are the same so talk to someone you haven't. If you don't have anyone then talk to us the family of gun lovers. so reminder you my feel worthless but you are strong then your regrets your fear your hate. so find help
@@zzzetsulive To be honest man, and this is a bad thing but not a criticisable thing, nearly everyone in the world has been personally touched by friends or family commiting unalive. You will br very hard pressed to find someone who has not had a friend or family member at least attempt.
I used to be a person who thought all people who commit unalive are selfish losers who cant handle being sad, that was until I was in that deep pit and learned for myself what it was truly like. I learned that its not the person's fault for wanting off this Earth but its just a sad fact that this rock is a bitch to live on.
Ok, this episode hit way closer to home than I was expecting and I have to give props. What Brandon says about, and to use his words (sorry 😅) “punching his own ticket” is extremely powerful, this may not get seen, this may not get to anyone, but I feel it’s my duty. I had a friend of 10 years decide to commit. And he’d always joked for years, none of us took it seriously. I still wonder to this day 6 years later that if I had seen him the summer before and showed him how great of a friend he was, and how much he meant to me that he might still be here. But because I didn’t call him up for lunch as Brandon eloquently says, I will never know. Don’t take people for granted, nor their feelings. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk, stay safe everyone! 😊
Having lost a friend to a gun suicide, your heartfelt words are greatly appreciated. Thank you, Brandon. I agree, no one wins a Darwin award by committing suicide. It was also a great episode overall!
Sorry for your loss, had one of those quite recently in my family as well. There are nowords for a situation like this, only the emptiness and heartbreak. take care.
5 years ago almost to the day I lost one of my good friends to suicide by gun. Someone I loved done in by one of my other loves in life. If sucks and its a very real thing. I should have understood more when he said he was depressed. I should have done more. I still love with regret for not doing enough.
Honestly everytime I hear him say anything about it I start tearing up because it's an honestly noble thing and I could be behind it 100%. As someone who suffers from depression thanks to many things and have seen people exclude themselves from life permanently, it strikes somewhere close. If you are reading this Brandon, I love what you do and you're an awesome man!
Yeah, that hit close to home for me too. I lost my wife to gun suicide.
Same my friend.... Same.
Thanks for having the common sense and compassion to know the difference between someone being stupid and someone in a dark place that doesn't see any other way to deal with it but to hit their on/off button. You're a class act and a stand up guy that more people should aspire to be like Brandon. Love from the east coast beaches of MD!!!
I dont get it, he got to shoot a ak74 every day and still he wanted to die?
@@sakariaskarlsson634 some people don't find the pleasures in certain tasks like you might. As men we are told to stuff it down and not seek mental health help. So we sometimes find the easiest way out. Even though that guy might have been doing everything that you find fun and entertaining it might have been boring to him or remind him of a sad time he cant change from his past. Be safe out there bud
@@sakariaskarlsson634 Never know what his circumstances are, could have a war-torn mind with PTSD or something like that. No longer able to cope and punches their own ticket.
well said medic and you too Brandon
fart... this giving me anxiety
such stupid
That last bit shows that Brandon is the sincerest and most caring kind of person. And love how he pointed out that everyone watching likely knows someone battling depression and with those thoughts. People love virtue signaling that "they wish they knew," when often times, people do know, it just doesn't benefit them to reach out.
Right before that was the video of a kid killing his friend and he immediately started talking about not being monetized for showing it. Kinda sus
@@rjmac3001 Oh no. How dare he have fun as a gun youtuber. There's nothing you can do to fix stupid. There is something you can do to reach out to those with depression.
@@rjmac3001 Humor often comes from dark topics because it helps us relate with each other. It's a healthy coping mechanism. Of course, some people are just sick but I'm not going to decide that for you.
I find that it's people who try to guilt trip and lambast others for considering suicide to be the problem. I haven't heard yet of people who virtue signal that they wish they knew
Back in the 1970's, when I was in my 20's, my friend's older brother was "flagging" me with a handgun he was showing off to his brother, mother, and others. I was sitting reclined in a lawn chair, and several times, as he was showing various features of the gun (some semi-auto, I think a 1911 but don't remember), the barrel was pointed at me.
I politely asked him, "Please don't point that at me". That "triggered" him into a rage, and he took a few steps toward me, pressed the barrel of the gun against my forehead, and yelled, "YOU DON'T WANT THE GUN POINTED AT YOU???", and "HOW ABOUT THIS???". Then he and his wife stormed off.
I was stunned. The next thing that happened was just as ridiculous and disturbing: my friend and his mother made all sorts of excused for him, telling me that "I never should have said that". They assumed I knew... but didn't... that he and my friend had been in court a few years before in a case where their third roommate had killed my friend and high school classmate, a girl. I was not hanging out with my friend until after high school, and didn't follow the details of the case.
But somehow it was, supposedly, MY fault that they were considered culpable to some extent for knowing that their roommate owned the illegal revolver he used to murder my friend, but never reported it to the police. And further, that it was understandable that he threatened me with a gun to my head for making the supposed "mistake" of challenging his judgement around guns.
I still get riled up when I think of this incident, so many decades ago, if it doesn't show in this rant. By the way, all this didn't happen in some rough inner-city environment, this was the relatively crime free and peaceful suburbs of a major city.
If you were carrying back then, that would have been a legit self defense case. People like that who are willing to point guns at people for no reason have no right to continue to do so.
Your brother sounds like a jerk. You should probably have called the cops on him
Its criminal that TH-cam doesn’t monetize these videos, they’ve done more for gun safety than the US government. Mad respect to you my friend
They can't see the difference between gun safety videos and irresponsible gun videos. Because they don't want guns, period.
Those who hate boomstick vids I think want people hurt when boomsticks are used, so they can call for more boomstick restrictions.
Uhmm… show me the law? Lol. It’s not “criminal” it’s stupid, kinda like you.
I agree 100%. The way Brandon is handling the seriousness of gun safety should be commended, and appreciated.
...Because they're not a stupid tendency shit...
Another episode of "Brandon definitely can't show the end of this video."
This comment was originally a joke, but with that somber ending, it feels quite fitting.
Oof
Accurate though
Can you explain it for me ? I’m knew to this channel ?
@@MM-qi5mk Brandon usually does gun content and one of his pieces is "the Darwin awards" most of the time the end is nsfw so yeah.
Shout out to you Brandon. I really appreciate how you handled the last clip. It is a very different scenario and frankly upsetting that so many people think it's a "Darwin Award" type of situation. These videos make me cringe, as they should. As someone who has lost a professional aquaintance due to a friend's negligence at a typical range day, thank you for reminding everyone how quickly things can go wrong just by not paying attention. And also thank you for bringing attention to the growing mental health issue. You never know, you might have just saved a life somewhere.
"A lunch away".......that was actually touching
Having seen the video a few times I think it’s because it looks like someone being stupid with his weapon rather than something intentional. It could easily be either or both.
@@mjtechnoviking44 As someone with insight behind that video yeah it was intentional as his squad mates were bullying him prior to into doing it and there were several reports of him being mistreated by his squad mates, but hey that's just a literal statement from a friend of his.
@@Basedpolewithguns this world is a fucked up place
Kinda fucked with the video of the kid killing his friend. They look young, and that was at least a lung shot and possibly heart. Ive seen the last video too, would not recommend, its probably the same as you could imagine so dont waste ya serotonin.
Just going through and watching these videos for entertainment, but that final clip and what you had to say really has spoken to me at a time that I actually would say for the first time in my life that I needed to hear it. Thank you Brandon, you are truly a hero
As someone who has seen the uncut version, it is a hard, sad watch.
You can tell he's serious about it, his "friends" are encouraging him, and he's wanting to give them a show as he does it.
Very hard watch. I hadn't thought I'd see it here, as this is a sensitive topic, but the context and talk he gave were well done. And much needed in today's world. Thank you, Brandon.
Love that you tossed up the suicide prevention hotline man. My mom lost her brother to suicide. A man I never got a chance to meet in my life because he unfortunately left this world before I was even born. but now some 30+ years later my mom doesn’t go a single day without the pain it left her. To anyone struggling. There’s always hope and there is always someone to talk to. Even a stranger off of TH-cam or a stranger on the street.
Im not crying. Your crying.
Brandon, 2 months ago, I was in a very dark place when I came across this video. I lost my father in January, and while still dealing with that, my mother passed in April. My life seemed to be spiraling, and the thought of doing that horrible action had seriously crossed my mind on more than 1 occasion. Hearing what you said about the only person who can protect you from yourself is you is what prompted me to talk to someone and seek help. 2 months later, I'm doing so much better and on a path to continue to overcome life's obstacles. There are still difficult days, but I now have people and, most importantly, the will to "keep on keeping on." I could go on and on, but I won't. Just wanted to say thank you, brother. You didn't know it, but you saved me.
Good to hear mate
Stay strong
hang in there kenneth....life is worth living
Wow if a TH-cam video stops you from unaliving yourself, imagine what getting off your butt an stop wasting your time, watching TH-cam videos, where u will be , no one has said anything but I will, not only is it cringe asf, but life isn't gonna get any better for you,wasting your time on TH-cam videos, life sucks for everyone at some point and time, taking your life ove a rough patch is incredibly short sighted, your best day could be tomorrow, you won't know unless you are here to experience it.
@@mikeysgametime8914 thanks for your opinion
@@mikeysgametime8914 I apologise in advance if i sound rather like im insulting you.
But people go through depression in different ways. if a Video of someone who they follow gave them the "inspiration" to put it somehow to seek help, that's what matters, doesn't matter how someone gets that inspiration to seek help but the fact that they do so.
The Lad's still around and hopefully doing better than ever. That's what's important
Also, i was able to see where you where going with you're message, but might be my opinion but kinda ruins a bit the message when you say that their motivation to seek help is "cringe af"
Your closing monolog was wholesome. You truly never know when that phone call, that text message, that getting a lunch or a coffee with a friend can be the ONE thing they really needed to pull them out of a dark place. I've been told that I've been that person before, and I know I can think of several people who have done that for me just when I needed it the most.
Your knowledge of com bloc weaponry is insightful, your comedic charisma is entertaining, but seeing this side of you is heartwarming. You're a good human Brandon, you're the kind of guy I'd love to know and hang out with, on and off the range.
Thanks brandon been going through a dark part of my life and u honestly snapped me back into reality
Day by day my friend, we are in this together, hang in there man, life can change and good things can come. Don’t take that opportunity away from yourself mate.
Beautiful message at the end. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for years. Last year I sold my P365XL after I started having bad panic attacks. I thought it just didn’t make sense to own a gun and not have 100% control over my mental state. I’m proud to say I’ve come a long way and now responsibly own two handguns and have developed a passion for safety, grip, stance, etc. keep pushing guys!
That's a cool story. Selling the 365 was the right thing to do. And besides, you can always buy another one later. Cheers!
@@viniciuslima88 thank you man! I just got a P320 M18. I’m really stoked
Good for you. That self control of selling the 365 for others safety is commendable, but building up the self confidence and responsibility to own guns again is even more commendable!
I voluntarily chose to hand over my firearms to a close friend for two weeks in 2021 for the same reason. It’s a smart thing to do.
Its really great to see the progress you made. And the responsibility of a gun owner that you showed when you sold your 365. Glad to hear you are doing good again.
I've been battling depression for as long as I can remember. It comes and goes in waves and some days I handle it better than others. I've been in a rut for the past 2 weeks but the end of the video honestly brought a tear to my eye cause it was something I really needed to hear, thank you Brandon for being so passionate not just about firearms but also about people. I speak from experience when I say that sometimes, all anyone needs is a little reminder to keep on going, thank you for mine.
Stay strong
Just like joe dort said. In these hards times no matter what life brings, you gotta keep on keepin on. God bless brother. You got this.
That's so sweet, good luck man
Please don't give up.
I don't know you, but I love you man (no homo, of course). Life is already too short, please don't make it shorter by making a decision that you can't un-make.
The words said after that last clip sent chills. Brandon talking seriously is such a strange thing.
100% agree but it was really good to see and hear about.
Yeah, I had to look away on that one.
Aye. Was definitely a noticeable change of mood. Sobering, I hope, enough to flash in the minds of any viewer considering a foolish stunt, or to quote the man himself, "opting for the self check-out line".
@@thijsvandervoort8261 the last video was Ukrainian soldier and his mates were encouraging to kill himself
Agreed. He definitely chose an appropriate moment to prove that he is only funny the overwhelming majority of the time.
"sending him to the big crumpet party in the sky"
As a Brit myself, i'm actually dying at this joke
My brother is a 22 year old former Marine who lost about half his boot camp battalion to self-checkout lining. He also battles those same demons his friends did.
Thanks for using the last clip as a message to those others who may be thinking of unaliving themselves. You just never know who may need that message ❤️
Tell him Thank you for his service and Keep Truckin 🇺🇸🤙
As a 27 year old vet myself, I'm sorry for his loss, and I can relate.
We'll all regroup one day.
Tell your brother, Semper Fi. We're there if he needs us. He doesn't need to fight alone.
I think the best description I've every heard is "being a soldier (member of the Army) is something you did. Being a Marine is something you are." He's still a Marine. Semper Fi. Tell he we appreciate him, and what he did. Even if he thinks he didn't do anything, that he chose to serve before knowing the ramifications of what it meant to serve. But the when he truly chose to serve was after he learned what it would cost him, and he did it anyway. Few have truly faced the abyss and stood their ground.
Survivor's guilt is a hell of a thing to go through.
Thank you Brandon for including that last bit. It actually physically sickens me to know that people were sending that to you HOPING you'd put it into the Darwin Awards, thinking that it's okay. Suicide isn't funny, and the people who think it is are gross, disgusting, and I hope they never have to go through it.
Epstein's was pretty funny.
@MrComfyFrog. Oh yeah, dark humour is funny, you just have to be aware of your audience, but from how Brandon phrased it, it seemed like the people sending him that last video thought it was hilarious, and that makes me mad.
@@CorndogCrusader laughter is a coping mechanism. however the people trying to get him to post it were certainly not coping for the loss of that man.
Yeah fr wtf
Yea usually the suicide gore videos are the goriest
I've struggled with chronic depression for the past 15 years, and I've been lucky enough to have those lunches (figuratively) that you mentioned on a few occasions. I've never been good at asking for help, but I've made friends who somehow always know when I'm reaching my breaking point.
Your words in this video had more heart than I think I've ever heard from a youtuber. Not to discredit them or imply that they care any less, but man, you really just nailed it, and it made things a little bit better in some very tough times.
Keep being a great dude, and I'll stick around and keep watching, Brandon. Thank you.
Keep fighting, it's absolutely worth it. You are worth it.
Remember that it is better to hate others for making life miserable instead of hating yourself!
@@robinderoos1166 but it's even better to focus on love instead of hate. Focus on the things you love, and love yourself. Don't give too much power to your hate because that will only make you bitter, no matter who it is directed at.
You can do it man, I wish you nothing but the best and am glad you have those friends.
@@robinderoos1166 Or use the energy in a productive manner instead? Like changing yourself and your environment for the better.
At 15:20 in the video Herrera ends up making a great joke about trade deals and then gets super serious with the national hotline for suicide prevention. That was the fastest roller coaster ride i have ever been on. Thank you for the ride.
The emotional whiplash was strong, but it's the reason we love the guy, and the stuff he makes is so important.
I have a lot of respect for how Brandon handled the end of this episode.
Same, respect.
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Brandon, that message, man. You really are a real one. Here's to another fan's life potentially saved including mine. I haven't been in the most decent of head spaces lately. I considered the easy way out a couple times, but, hearing that message is really what I needed to hear. Suicide is not to be taken lightly, it affects millions of people and so many actually take action. Whether it be via moving vehicle, heights, drowning, and like shown, a live firearm, etcetera. We were born into this world for a reason. I believe the meaning of life is to be what your life experiences have molded you to be. Sure, I may enjoy smoking, drinking, and partying, but that doesn't make up my entire personality. I love welding, I love shooting for sport and entertainment. I was trained in firearm safety, I was trained in how to handle a firearm, I was trained in how to shoot a firearm. This was all in my time in the Junior Reserved Officer Training Corps for the United States Army. I love my family, I wouldn't trade the world for their love and support. I'd rather live my short life knowing I have things I love doing than stuck in the times that have left me inside out. 6 years, 1 month, and 19 days ago. 9:00 am, my dad was pronounced dead. I was only 12 at the time... It still haunts me to this day. But what I remember vividly was the look on his face. He was... smiling, I knew he wasn't suffering anymore, I knew that it was his time. After his bone marrow transplant in February the new T-Cells were rejected. When that happens, your body will begin to shut down and kill you. Well, he was given at least 2 weeks to a month to live. He kept fighting, to stay alive for as long as he could, for us. He was the type of man you could always respect and rely on. Hard working, tough, serious when he needed to be, and not so serious having a good time. I've finally reached a level of some sort of acceptance. The whole event still doesn't feel real to me, its like I was plunged into a completely different reality. But, all the advice that I've been given one has really stood out to me. "You are what's truly left of your father, he would want you to keep going, to live your life. What good is the easy way out going to do if you don't carry his legacy? Its just going to make life harder for your family, do you really want that, Josh? To hurt your family more? I love you, man. I would hate to see your name on the news. Keep on fighting, for me, for your family and friends, and for your father."
All the best to you.
I lost a loved one to suicide, and knew ever since that day that I'd never want to put any of my loved ones through the same sorta pain I felt, and still carry to this day.
For those we've lost; We gotta keep pushing forward, to (at the very least) honor them and share their memory. Telling others their story and who they were helps keep them alive in our hearts and those of others, which forever immortalizes them, imho.
Life is one rocky rollercoaster; You may start to feel sick from all the sharp turns and unexpected ups & downs, but if you take the time to experience it, you may find something about it you enjoy.
Look after yourself out there, stranger. Everyone deserves some happiness.
That's an awesome story bro... Glad you're still here... I too attempted to "cash out" like three times after my grandma passed away... She was my life, the only one I felt ever cared about me... I lost contact with my family for over 30 years... I was alone... I even considered suicide just recently... But now I'm glad I didn't as I just heard from my cousin "Joey" and aunt Karen after 30 years... Had I of "cashed out", I would have never heard from them... At least now I don't feel so alone...
Hey man. I just want to say your not alone. I lost my grandparents when I was 13 (my dads side) I wasn’t as close to them as my moms mom but I still loved them so much and I learned a lot of stuff about cars from my grandpa. I learned how to love people even when they wrong and hurt you from my grandma. No one was wiser in the words of love and forgiveness except Jesus Christ and she’d give him a run for his money. Well my family would tell me that I was grandpas favorite and I didn’t believe it, how could I be. I was the weakest of the men in my family, I was no where near the smartest and I wasn’t successful or anything. Honestly I thought id be his least favorite and when I read a note he left me I began to weep. I mean just ugly cry because he told me that he saw so much inside me I didn’t see in myself. That I was gonna be one hell of a soldier, mechanic or whatever else I decide to do with my life and that whatever I choose I need to do it the Pierce way, to the best of my ability and never accept mediocrity. I sat at the foot of his casket and sobbed asking if he was proud of me and that I hoped he would be. When my grandma died I did the same thing, I was just a scared and sad little boy only wanting his families pride and approval. When I saw my dad crying it put the last nail in the coffin. I hugged him toght and began to weep not for me but for him. That I saw my hero so upset and hurting he was crying. One of the only 3 times id ever seen him cry. Fast forward one day and my dad And I were fighting about something because I messed up some work we were doing and he said something and I screamed at him that he was right, that I couldn’t even succeed in taking my own life and he stopped and asked “what” I told him I tried killing myself twice and he walked towards me and asked me if it was true. I told him yes and that it was because I made him and my mom so ashamed of me that I wanted to end my life. He gave me the biggest hug and began to ugly cry and told me how sorry he was for making me feel that way. He looked at me and asked me how long id felt that way and told him since I was a little boy. We both stood there hugging and sobbing and he just kept telling me how sorry he was that He made me feel so awful. We’ve since mended our relationship and when I told him how I had a full ride scholarship through college he made sure to tell me just how proud he was of me. Suicide can affect anyone, even those who aren’t depressed
keep pushing man your not alone alot of people are suffering in these times but they keep on going and im one of them there are hard times we living in but i do everything i can to push forward. idk what i was put on this planet for but until i find that out im just gonna ride things out and hopefully when i get there later in life it should be sun shines and rainbows.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded?
From Russia with love.
Damn. I was not expecting the end of that video to be that real. That made me tear up hearing the suicide talk. It takes a real man to bring that up. Thank you Brandon for being that guy. I hope it brings hope to people that have none.
god dammit Brandon made me tear up
Wah wah
Tannerite is actually a high explosive. People underestimate it
@@rhyslogan6490yep
That last one was tragic to hear about. I’m glad you go outta your way to educate gun safety. We need a better society that is willing and able to protect their own
Just wanted to say massive respect for the end of this video, Brandon. Really classy move and a important message.
Dude your pfp though
watch youtube age restrict and demonetize it anyway in precisely 0.03 seconds
People like Brandon and Donut are really helpful when it comes to gun education. I'm from Germany so I didn't grow up with guns. Went shooting for the first time when I visited a friend in Indiana and thanks to Brandon and Donut I already knew the gun safety rules. It helped a lot and made me more comfortable. Thanks guys
Ja moin hier gibts ja noch mehr Deutsche
Would loan you my ar anytime
Germans need to return to the Jäger lifestyle.
The best way to teach pistol mechanics is with an airsoft, students learn really quickly that Keanu Reeves is a beast because of PRACTICE. Pointing a short barrel weapon is not instinctive and patently unsafe for you and those around you, until hundreds if not thousands of rounds are send down range to get the skills necessary.
Yes, but Germany has Jörg Sprave...
Brandon, I was not expecting that last bit, but I’m so glad you did it. Hats off to you man that was a phenomenal message that needs to be given.
Maybe hats off isn't the best way to express your appreciation in relation to the speech about that last video
I had a friend of mine take the self checkout lane the summer of my senior year. 8 years later I still remember that funeral like it was yesterday... One of the very few people who ever stood up for me. Stay golden kid.
Never thought that Brandon would ever give me an emotional reaction, let alone the chills… But, it was good to hear him speaking out (and his obvious respect) for the gravity of suicide at the end of this episode.
That’s good and all, where’s the full video?
@@drengillespie dude. Are you fucking serious? 😐
@@drengillespie go check the gore sites if that's what you like to watch...smdh
As someone who has dealt with depression all his life I appreciate your support to people who deal with it man I love seeing your videos the cursed guns are the best/worst thing ever
I have actually unknowingly saved my father before. He reloads bullets and made a double charged hollow point 9MM he was going to well you get the idea but i walked in and just chatted with him not knowing what was going on. Till this day I still have that round in my room too this day I’m just glad that one day i could tell something was up
I did try to kill myself once, you can probably guess that it didn't work. Since then I've been able understand and accept the meaninglessness of life and to just do what makes me happy and what I enjoy.
@@I_am_currently_chill well thats meaning right there friend. Life isn’t a game it isn’t about a score or how much you can achieve despite what many say what’s important is you find the things that make you happy i hope your life improves and i hope you find true happiness also fwi ignore the othet comment I thought a filter deleted it for some reason
@@reptiliandudemegee5520 I can’t even imagine how good it must have felt to realize what you did for your father, he’s lucky to have you.
@@geico_drip9878 him and I both are lucky to have eachother he keeps my hopes alive and I keep show him the good of life thank you for your concern i wish a good day for you
As someone who just came out of a big depression, your words touched me deeply. Thank you for being who you are, and doing what you do. Keep on rockin' my man!
Glad you made it out of a dark time!
Solider on! I know the feeling all to well. Best of luck to you and God bless!
I’m glad you got out, still currently in the throes of an episode myself. Where’s your pfp from, byw, if it’s not completely insensitive lol.
@@anonymousnotthegroup6013 Dragon's Prophet, a game that closed their official servers a bit more than a year ago. There's still 2 big private servers active, Adept and Nekrova. Adept is run by someone I'm not really familiar with and focuses on stuff that has not been done in the official game (dragon redesigns, recolors, new content etc). Basically the official game from a parallel universe. Nekrova on the other side focuses on keeping the game as true as it used to be and is actively trying to buy the actual game IP so they can start on developing and improving on the base game. It's also ran by a friend of mine which I know isn't a total scum (not saying the big shots at Adept are, but I don't know them and private servers always need to be taken with a grain of salt). I think I may or may not have some videos of the game on my channel, can't remember if I set them on public or unlisted. Either way, if you wanna check out the game for what it was I recommend checking out Nekrova's version (aka Dragon's Prophet Legacy).
Edit: as you can see from the wall of text I dedicated way too much of my life to that game lmfao. Also the pic itself is the character I was playing back on the official servers.
If I knew your number I'd call ya, friend. Keep your head up. Every day is a holiday and every meal is a feast. That's what I try to live by
Really appreciate your honesty and reason for not showing that video. Depression is real, and yes there is that one friend that may have prevented it. More people suffer from it and don't even realize they are. Thank you for everything you spoke. I pray that you may actually help someone seek help before it's to late.
The guy with the auto glock actually had generally good gun safety in general. I like including this one as an example of "equipment CAN fail"
Hey thats ok, I work on muscle cars and drag cars a lot. You need to always remember that things can and do fail. There was a guy who accidentally went too lean on the nitrous. Meaning the engine didn’t get as much fuel as it needed and got too much air. Well with nitrous that can blow up your engine and blow up his engine it did. One of the pistons decided it was gonna leave work a bit early and went BOOOMMM! Out the side of the block and past some poor SOB’s head almost killing the poor man. Then another guy learned why they make shatter proof bell housings. Word to the wise, DO NOT try to neutral drop your car to win a race, get a proper trans brake. (Neutral dropping is when you rev up the engine in neutral and then drop it into drive. The issue being it can fucking explode and grenade through the floor)
Yeah I had a 17L go FA approximately 25years ago after putting in a titanium firing pin. Obviously out of spec🙄. Fortunately I had it firmly on the shooting bench and it stopped when I got my booger hook off the bang switch. But it did go through 8-10rds pretty quick.
Yall seen that automatic deagle with a pistol grip?! I'd never shoot that shit. Thats just asking for a self headshot .-.
Auto Pistols with 1000rpm are a dumb idea in general...that's why you don't see many designs...Beretta 93R, Glockenspiel 18....The Mauser 712 at least had a stock
Absolutely this. I'm a professional chef and bassist and I've had both an expensive, high quality Japanese knife and new expensive bass strings break on me under what is arguably normal use and add to my scar collection lol. The good thing about expensive products is that they tend to have good warranties if they do fail.
I wasn't expecting that ending but I appreciate the gravity and seriousness you put towards it
Keep making banger content!
Thank you Brandon for being entertaining while being educational, a down to earth guy and for promoting the importance of good mental health.
You're a good man brother
Brandon, massive respect for your message at the end of your video. I lost a good friend to suicide a good few years ago now but I always regret not reaching out to him more. Sometimes life gets in the way but that was a powerful, positive message to make to reach out to the people you care about most. Thank you brother God bless 👍🙏
Hit me right in the feels with that last bit. Thank you for bringing awareness to the topic of suicide. It is a huge and growing problem that needs more public discussion.
Although that last video was incredibly dark, I appreciate your bringing awareness to a very dark topic. I've lost too many to the demons out there that lead to that "self check-out". You are never alone, reach out, make that call, check on those friends you haven't heard from in a while. One call, one drink, one lunch can make all the difference.
As someone who’s dealt with PTSD and depression from that, I love how you handled the end my friend. Like you said life’s to short to miss that call or lunch with a friend, hell if you’re dealing with depression life is to short to not make that call to a friend or family member. A great lesson I learned from an old Vietnam vet was that if you’re wanting to end it all, try something risky that you’ve always wanted to do first like starting a business, moving across the country or world, ask that cute guy or girl out, things like that because if you’re so depressed you don’t want to live what have you got to lose? That advice stuck with me, I moved across country took some loans and started a farm, wouldn’t change it for the world now. I’m married now with a 2 year old and another on the way. Don’t be afraid to make that call if you feel like you can’t go on, don’t be afraid to try something you’ve always wanted to do, the days may feel dark but they will get better. Thank you Brandon for bringing light to a dark subject at the end of this video. #AKGNotificationSquad
Great advice and happy to hear you are doing better, finding your happiness! To anyone out there that does not have friends or family, send me a message. I'll be your internet daughter, mother, whatever. Everyone in the gun community needs to know, we are there for our fans and even our haters. Just reach out, we'll talk, maybe you feel better when we are finished, maybe you get pissed off because we don't like the same things or have the same opinions. What matters is that we keep the conversation going, preventing loss of life is our goal... always.
16:25 Brandon, thank you. Mental Health is incredibly important and your speech was incredibly moving. I think you might've just saved several people's lives there. Thank you Brandon.
Hey Brandon, as someone who has gone through some rough shit regarding depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation, I just want to say Thankyou so much and I truly appreciate that little segment at the end of the vid about that poor fella and things relating around that clip. You’re a truly great man and Thanks for your words. Keep up the awesome content brother
Coming out about a very personal and sensitive topic shows strength and mental discipline. You are strong. Do not let anybody tell you different. Especially yourself.
To be completely honest I'm glad this one ended on a 100% serious note about what any of us could possibly be going through to cause us to want to as Brandon says "punch our own ticket" Because as someone who tries their best to deal with that kind of feeling I appreciate the fact that there are people that are willing to address dark topics like this.
And I resonate with how he feels about that video because it really is truly sad and unfortunate.
Good to know I'm not the only one
Brandon, the last few minutes of this video were more powerful than anything else featured on your channel, and there have been some powerful weapons on here.
Kudos to you and if it makes 1 person think, then your a hero in my eyes!
Your message at the end and the way you handled the discussion around the last video and such a serious topic were incredible! I'm so glad to see a major figure in the gun community address mental health so sincerely and tactfully especially since there are some big issues surrounding both various toxic-mentalities as well as ignoring men's mental health.
Hey Brandon, thank you for showing the difference between Darwin Awards and intentional self-delete. It's a world of difference, as I can attest to.
As a responsible firearms owner who also is clinically diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, I know my limits. I know who I can turn to if the thoughts get way too bad for me to fight them on my own. I have my coping mechanisms that my therapist helped me develop over 6 years.
Most of all, I have friends I have deliberately asked, time and again, "If I ever call you and ask you to take possession of my guns, you know why." None of them asked any questions, and all of them said they would immediately hop over and keep me safe and my guns safe, until I felt good enough to take possession again.
It's important, vitally important, to build a support structure when a person struggles with mental illness. I implore every single person who has a mental illness of any stripe, get the help you need.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and your story
good on ya for getting better and i wish that you wont relapse like i did. you are blessed to have good friends wish you luck in all life's endeavors. sincerely a french canadian goose
Must be nice. The friends I mean.
Great message, Brandon. I had a great friend when I was a teenager - we were inseparable for about a year. Sadly, his family moved a few states away and we lost touch after a while. I searched for him just a few years ago, only to find that he had committed suicide not long before I tried to find him. I always wonder if I had found him before, might it have made a difference for him? That thought haunts me terribly.
It's not your fault. Remember the good times, it is what your friend would want. They are never gone as long as we keep them in our minds and talk about them to those we love and care for. Losing friends along the way is something you need to understand and accept as an inevitable part of life. Talk to an older person, they will tell you to reminisce and remember, don't grieve without end.
Thank you for respecting and giving that message at the end, more often than not people will simply say it was too graphic or didn't fit the bill and simply move on, we need more people like you.
You handled that last part of the video like a champ. It takes a man to talk about their issues. And a one way trip to the forever box isn't one. Check on your friends and keep them close fellas.
much respect for taking a moment to address real issues that many face. while we all enjoy your educational videos with a touch of humor to make them entertaining, I believe it is important to address serious topics such as mental health. keep up the fantastic work!
With the last message you saved more lives than any gun control ever will!
It was nice to see someone finally talk about raising awareness to help your friends before its too late. Almost makes me wanna pay this man money, he does positive things for people. Thank you.
Sad part is that even reaching out can be too late. A few years ago I organized a trip to the zoo with a couple of my coworkers. When the day arrived only one of them showed up. Tried to contact the other one but got no answer so we just went ahead and enjoy the day. When we came into work the next day we found out she had killed herself. Apparently she had a bad breakup a year before and had undergone major changes. Gaining weight and dyeing her hair black. I only knew her for a few months so it was only when we tried to find out about her funeral on Facebook that we figured it out. I question sometimes if she used the zoo trip as an excuse make her family think she wasn’t at home.
As someone who’s felt many times like joining the self checkout line all I can say is that meant more than I know how to explain
I loved that end speech, I felt seen and heard. Lovely talk, I'm sure you opened a lot of people eyes.
Thank you, Brandon. Your message at the end needs to reach so many more people. I hope most everyone shares your video just for that message if not for the entertainment value.
While I was in the Navy, I was taking a course that had a lot of small arms training. Before we even got to fire a round, we had to do about a week of combat first aid training (applying tourniquets, nasopharyngeal tube application, sucking chest wound, etc.). In my opinion, it's wise to get trained on first aid before considering getting your first gun.
I believe firearms are important and can save lives but I guarantee you, your usage of first aid knowledge is more likely to be used throughout your lifetime.
Stay safe and stay trained.
I got first aid training when I worked a job for the government back when I was in highschool doing some landscaping over the summer. Was definitely a fun time because of all the cool cpr dummys and gadgets. Ect. Probably wouldn't be a bad idea for me to take a new course since that was probably going on near ten years ago any all that stuff they taught me is probably outdated. I don't think stuff like that should be required but you're right, it really is some good stuff to know. And if you get a good instructor it's a fun time
Can't agree more a good foundation on firearms safety and combat first aid is a great thing for people new to firearms
@@TheAnnoyingBoss maybe not outdated (ok with it being 10 years ago some parts may be outdated) but you may have forgotton small important details
Yes garand thumb alt
I hope your arms got bigger. I hope that you have built some muscles from that small arms training c:
Thanks Brandon. I suffer from depression due to my time in USMC. Hearing someone like you say what you said really hits home. Again. Thanks. Both for what you do and the message you conveyed in this video. It is hard. So very hard at times. I have been tempted before. But I got help. Thanks to people like you. Who actually CARE.
Thank you AK Daddy.
You might not realize it but people appreciate and care for you. Life is worth living and most people are kind and willing to help. There is no shame in asking for help, it only proves strength and bad shit can happen to anyone. Glad that you are still with us.
I'm glad you got help. Keep your head up bro and I hope things are good for you.
Stay strong brother ! Appreciate your service bro, Marines are crazy mother f*ckers ! ( in a good way )
Hey, aweome dude. keep going strong. You can do it. Greets from Belgium
Thank you for your service god speed and god bless
17:00 I am not suicidal but am in tears. You are a true good man, thanks for being who you are.
Thank you for including the last clip. I truly appreciate the way you handled it, the respect, care and concern you gave for someone you do not know. Thank you for sharing the suicide hotline number. Some people have never felt the despair of hopelessness and do not understand what it does to a man. I was there a few years ago; just knowing that someone care is often enough to change a persons mind.
I lost a friend in 2017 due to his struggles with PTSD. Brandon I am man enough to admit your talk at the end made me cry a little. Thank you for spreading awareness for the suicide prevention hotline.
Brandon taking a minute to impart some compassion and hit everyone right in the feelz.
I know I’m a year late but Brandon that little talk for the last like 3 mins it made me tear up man I’ve felt invisible for the past couple months of my life and looking into you’re eyes even if it was through a screen made me feel seen again so thank you man
Still waiting for the bunker branding t-shirt that says: "Guns are awesome idiots are not"
he liked this comment, your wish just might be granted
Yes, I would buy this shirt as well.
This comment is heavily under-rated and needs to be pinned.
and "dont be a Darwin" on the back at the top....
i need this in my life
As someone that doesn’t care for any “merch” I would buy this
Thanks Brandon, keep spreading that love and awareness
I tried hard, I Was in Afghanistan in 09. Lost a buddy there, I got home, went to school, became a medical professional. I thought that I could help myself by helping others. I descended into madness, lying to myself. I eventually lost my job and my apartment, nearly lost my life to my own hand. I was on a waiting list for the VA for months until the police got involved because I tried to kill myself. I can no longer work and am fully disabled, even though I look fine on the outside. Counselling and medication keeps me functional, but just barely. There are not enough resources out there to help all the vets that need it and I know there are guys and girls much worse off than me.
And we are also part of the problem, because someone who is a warrior, who is willing to die for others and sees themselves as a protector feels weak and powerless when asking for help. It takes more strength than we ever showed in battle to admit that we can't beat something, when all our lives we've been beating the odds, overcoming impossible obstacles, doing things that normal people would never attempt. But even we can't fight the demons in our head alone. Nobody can.
For coming out about such a sensitive topic, even carrying on and not trying again, you are strong. You are strong and do not let anybody, especially yourself, tell you any differently because that's who you are. You deserve all of the dedication and compassion you've given to other people and more. It may have been nothing but a trail of tears and dust, but there is a rose ahead somewhere. Maybe two for a person like you.
Big ups to you brother stay strong. Life has an odd way of showing you the lighter things in life everyday. Whether it’s the birds chirping, you looking around, remembering that there is no one around to hurt you anymore. And everything gon be okay. So sit back, light a dart, enjoy every sunrise and sunfall for what it is.
Keep going man. There’s a light at the end of the tunnel. You were made with a purpose. Thank you so much for your vulnerability and sharing this with others who need it. Take care.
I am not a man of many words. However, all I have to say is you're not alone. Do your best to keep a clear and healthy mind. There will always be things in life that try to keep you down whatever it is. It is your job to stay strong for yourself and others, even if that means you need to ask or confide in someone for help. Thank you for everything you have sacrificed, you are loved.
Heavy metal..
Godspeed
8:00
I think what saved this guy was her incompetence was so high, she was trying to insert the mag backwards... giving the RA enough time to react.
Had she inserted the mag correctly the first time... I'd honestly give this guy a 50/50 chance of getting ventilated.
On the bright side, revolutionary war part 2's gonna be quick.
She almost shot his lungs out
@El Mitcho Bushisms are up there too
The Mr. Burns school of gun safety right there.
@@fureversalty Ahhh I'm going to hell for laughing as hard as I did at this. C'mon MAN!
Brandon, thank you very much for the extremely mature handling of the Russian soldier clip. I completely agree with your take on it, and the manner in which you chose to address it. I may be an avid gun collector/enthusiast, but I would be lying if I said that I am not forever haunted by the memory of my older brother doing this in front of me when I was 14. As you said, be the friend that your friends can talk to. Maybe you can save a life, even if you never know you did.
Hugs 🥺 ❤️
Sorry for your loss man :(
Thanks for sharing.
I’m so sorry you had to deal with that. I hope you’re able to take that pain and use it to help others back away from the edge and become better people.
Well said mate!
That final talk about "punching your own ticket" was beautiful. Made me want to call some of my friends to see it they're okay. Thank you Brandon, for what you do, and for being a great "Comrade" (coming from a Ukrainian) love your content
It’s always a good day when Brandon uploads
Yep
Lets Go Brandon!
@@eagleone5456 LETSSSSS GOOOOOO BRANDONNNN
7:52 gave me a heart attack omfg 😂 most handguns slides release as soon as a full mag is inserted and with the finger on the fucking trigger too holy SHIT!!😂
Never thought I would get emotional watching your channel. It was an incredibly sincere monologue. Kudos.
The part at the end about not realizing that someone is feeling suicidal hit home for me. A few years ago, a friend killed herself. The last time that I saw her, she was smiling and seemed happy. A few weeks later, I learned that she had taken her own life. Thank you for putting this thought (checking up on your friends) out there, Brandon.
Reddit moment.
no one cares
@@pinkpanther2586 Said like a true wannabe edgy 12 year old who has zero social awareness.
@@wootska Oh no please don't downvote me :((((
These videos are actually very effective when it comes to encouraging gun safety. In my opinion this type of content should be monetized and encouraged because it fr can save lives. Well done Brandon.
Liberals will scream about this regardless.
If they cared about educating people on guns they wouldn't be trying to take them away
Note self....tanerite isnt a toy
@@greySloths
They don't care or think. They're just kinda.. there.
"These videos are actually very effective when it comes to encouraging gun safety." How is this in anyway effective? "monetized and encouraged" So laughing at people who end up accidentally shooting their friends/acquaintance should be encouraged?
Like don't get me wrong I'm in no way hating on Brandon but to act like these videos make a difference or are in anyway "helpful" is not only stupid but incredibly disingenuous.
You are the best personality for the 2A community, teaching those that didn’t have the fathers like some of us have and spreading positive words and convictions. Thank you, I appreciate you. ❤
If I wasn’t already subscribed to Brandon, I would have subbed just from the fact he has such good words for those who are suicidal he’s probably helped loads of those who happen upon this video randomly good job Brandon
Yeah He has some dog shit takes sometimes but he understands you can't be a total cynic
@@Alexander-cg1ey fax lmao💀
Great video Brandon! And all kidding aside, that message at the end was one of the kindest things I’ve heard in a very long time.. I’ve known too many people who haven’t thought to make that phone call. They are, hopefully in their creators presence but those who love them are scarred for life. I’ve heard it called
“a cowardly act”. I disagree. Takes a lot of balls. But it is among the most selfish things one can do. You’re a good man.
Spot on! If you get a chance, read my comment. I could not agree more. God bless you for your wise words. Peace
Damn i am from germany and i even with our gun laws i can only agree !! this goes to my heart! very well said Sir !
I absolutely agree. My English is not that good to describe my thoughts and feelings but even in German I couldn't have written it better.
Brandon, that was incredibly well done. I refer to the whole video, but especially the last bit. Thank you, both for the message, and for sharing it so well.
Seriously. Thank you.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded?
From Russia with love.
2:00. Squeezing the trigger can help keep the muzzle from hitting the ground, which is bad.
I am glad that Brandon put the note about self-alt-F4 at the end. I've always found it disgusting that people think actual suicide is a hilarious. And as someone who suffers from depression (not to *that* degree), it's always nice when people spread awareness and try to help make sure we don't pointlessly lose anyone else.
hey brother keep strong 💪🏼
Recorded & published suicides are few and far between, of course people want to see it
I know. Why do people actually find it funny to look at gory images and people killing themselves/being executed by the Taliban etc. I don't even get it from a sort of fucked sense of humour standpoint. It's just depression fuel imo.
@@conradleffman8393 some people laugh cause they've seen shit like that irl and laughing about it makes it easier to live with what they've seen... At least that's how it is for me xD I know it's completely fucked up but hey if I can laugh about it it can't be that bad, and if it ain't that bad it doesn't hurt me as much
@@conradleffman8393 the only thing i founf funny about isis type execution videos are how cinematic it is and how they probably rehearsed those things to make it more like that
brandon, you have no idea how much i needed to hear that speech at the end. your videos are really the only thing that makes me happy anymore, and when you said those things it felt like you were talking to me, personally. not the millions of others of people that watch your stuff, but me. youre the only reason im even alive right now, i was feeling like "punching my own ticket" about a year and a half ago, already had stolen my fathers handgun, when i fountd one of your videos and it made me laugh. made me feel something i havent felt in a long time. im now 17, and not feeling much better, but know this; youve touched the souls of millions and, even though you may think youre a regular guy, to me, youre my idol. the parent i never had. i love you, and your videos, and your ability to make a lesson from a tragic/potentially tragic situation. i doubt youll even read this, but if you do, i hope you take this to heart: your videos make mine, and im sure many others days, better. even 15 minutes, turns my mood completely aroud. anyway, im rambling now, apologies, have an amazing day to whoever reads.
I'll likely never know you but I just wanted to say that it does get better. It still hurts but you learn to live with it. It really does get better.
Living is damn hard work and there's no days off but it's absolutely worth it. The world is beautiful and worth experiencing.
If you feel like clocking out of life, just treat it as a reason to step up your game. If you've got nothing to lose why not do something crazy to make the world better for someone else before you go?
Never be ashamed to reach out for professional help! Also don’t be afraid to approach someone else sitting alone and make a friend, you might just find that act changes two lives for the better. Life sucks sometimes but it gets better, you got this brother!
@vtj4503 I had experienced daily criminal abuse, neglect, pain & torment growing up. I know all to well the hell you feel. I can promise you one thing, what you are going through is temporary. You may not see it now but you have a beautiful wife & amazing children in your future & you need to meet them. Life will be fulfilling, you just have to choose life & fight for them. You got this! I believe in you because I was you & I now have the loving family that you will create as well 💙
Hey brother, do you want my phone number? I try making a difference wherever I find it, and I want you to know that I, a complete stranger, value your life. You have so much love to give those you have yet to meet, and I am willing to do as much as possible to ensure they receive it. I won't twist your arm, but know I DO care.
Stay with us kid... you're not alone.
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That part at the end brought tears to my eyes, as I have both known people who tried to take the express exit and been one myself. Normally these sorts of PSAs come off as pro-forma and not really meant. This was one done very well, with the abrupt shift in tone and the explanation of why that video was different.
From the bottom of my heart, Brandon, thank you.
New follower. I'm a vet and must say how much I appreciate what you have to say at the end. I've lost brothers stateside and what you said really hit home. Thank you and I LOVE the content!
Wow, that got dark real quick. You almost got me attacked by onion-slicing ninjas at the end. Accidental NDs are one thing. Intentional NDs, not so much.
But a gold star for the RSO who jumped in quickly to point that gun away from her friend's lungs. We all know what happens to lungs when they get hit with a 9 mm.
"It's like a nuclear explosion in your chest, maaan, come on man!"
-Joe Biden probably
*THEY GET BLOWN CLEAN OUT*
Just whenever I thought Brandon Herrera couldn't be any more of a bro and a friend he hits us with that outro that really hit close to home. As somebody who enjoys Firearms myself and occasionally deals with depression it was really nice to see your encouragement of people who are dealing with suicidal depression to reach out and encouraging them not to commit suicide. Goes a long way man. Huge respect.
Brandon Herrera, 15:38 It is not russian solder, just ukranian nazi solder on donbas. he did not kill himself, he argued with his colleagues that he could not weakly press the trigger and check if the machine gun was loaded?
From Russia with love.
@@kilo2848 sources ?.
@@oldManJenkins0x I send you a link, but TH-cam deletes it ((
@Austin Smothers it's the same for me as well. I deal with this shit on a daily basis but I surround myself with great friends and family who knows about it and they check on me a lot. I have told ppl that I didn't even know that well that deals with this that they could always call me if they go to far down the rabbit hole. It's tough at times but to anyone who reads this and deals with this just know it will get better. Don't let this health issue take you out bc not only do you leave behind your family and friends but ppl who care and love you. Tell someone you can trust at the very least.❤️ ❤
I actually got into firearms just to find out what would do the job the quickest until one of my friends taught me about guns and told me he had a place to stay and I've almost been here for a year now living nicely with my guns and friends
Good talk brother, in these times everyone should have someone they can lean on rather than using the self checkout.
I think it’s noble of you to make people aware through your platform, you may never know but you alone might have helped someone from doing silly things
ty for the talk abt mental health. it is so important that i dont get why more ppl dont talk abt it. my best friend is struggling from depression & im always checking in w/ them & making sure theyre ok. they always say that they appreciate me being there for them. i genuinely dont think they would be here rn if it wasnt for me
I know I’m late Brandon, but your suicide talk at the end of the video hit me hard, and made me end up crying because, literally 2 weeks ago I tried to end my own life, as a soldier in the US Army, and the only reason I am still alive is because a teammate of mine had come to check on me, and I am still struggling with the depth of my depression and am still on the road that can lead me away from suicide or back to it, but listening to you made me take a few steps away Brandon. You are a fantastic guntuber and i just want to say please keep up the amazing work you do.
You got this ✊
Hey Brother. I've been through a lot myself with three tours of Iraq and being the immediate military response to 9/11. Vet Centers helped me through it all!!! There's great people there and the organization was started by Vietnam Vets for exactly that reason. I've never been let down by my compadres that I've met there and we all keep tabs on each other. We all lost too many Soldiers to making a permanent decision on a temporary issue; I truly lost count of Soldiers I served with that took that route. If I can, you can. I hope this helps.
Bro NO! Hang in there buddy! We all been there bro!
Surprisingly, the ones there for me when I was at that point were my leadership. Times were tough and we were so understaffed I was an E3 being made acting squad leader. Eventually all the stress tipped me over the edge, and I really thought I was going to do it. It was the NCO on CQ at the time that for certain reasons noticed I was having a breakdown and reported it. Surprisingly, a lot of effort went into accommodating me once leadership knew how much I was struggling. My workload diminished and 12+ hour days were no longer common, the battery commander even sent me back to the barracks a few times I was staying late to work on something. For a couple months the battalion commander and SGM would personally stop by to see how I was doing.
What I'm saying is don't fall into the mindset of being afraid of your unit finding out when you're losing it. When you hit your breaking point, say something.
Hold in there brother, respect to you for working on recovery and for your service! Good luck on journey it’ll be difficult and you might face set backs but if you do you should use those set backs as motivation to push forward💪
I heard their wedding song was ‘Shot in the Heart.’
what an absolute comedic coincidence
And she is to blame and probably gives love a bad name
@@JacKnife3705 *gives guns a bad name
Love your vids popo medic
We need more wholesome Brandon in our lives, thank you man, thank you, I didn't know I needed to hear your closing message
I watch this outro every day it keeps me from ending it all