I come back to rewatch this video once every few months, and it makes me cry every time. This aspect gives me such a fear of capability, along with major feelings of inadequacy. It's been quite the process to find the root cause of these feelings and figure out how to heal them. Though, within time, I know I'll overcome this. Thank you
Hey how are you doing on your healing journey I’m very curious, as I am embarking on my own. I’m not really sure how to begin with dealing with myself and the disconnect and the escapism and the fear of commitment to myself to show up authentic.
I am incredibly humbled by the depth of your understanding of how a person is truly experiencing themselves and the outside world. The reality of abandonment, mental illness and my mother is so key to my challenges in Neptune/Midheaven quincunx. My physiological reality or my immediate frame of reference has created profound feelings of being excruciating disability and inability to cope in life. This profound sensitivity has been at core of my emotional /sexual abuse as a child. There are no words to describe how much of a blessing this video you have provided has healed my view of myself today. I have been working tirelessly for YEARS in therapy and have discovered many insights but today your awareness, insight, intelligence, veracity and obvious divine guidance has allowed me to further humble myself and ease with letting my fears of being exposed as what I call a “loser” or “unlovable” as more of a dire fear of having my deepest needs met by another human being. Blessings to you...
Ive always wanted to be a professional dancer. This placement scares me because every page is telling me that it leads to failure. It's literally my dream and I don't wanna let it go
I have this but the square, my dad died in a halfway way house and my mom had Borderline personality disorder. So I have I PTSD and I really have this! Because I always got hit and screamed at so I get these " I'm going to get in trouble " and I sleep a lot and stay in bed because I'm tired. I have Neptune in the first and Saturn/Uranus in my 12th house on the ascendant. I've always been told that I have a fear of success. I think I couldn't ever be successful because my mother always wanted to use me to demonstrate how awful her boyfriends where " she'd say look what you are doing to her " it's taken a lot of effort to get out of my " victim mentality " and going really slow talking my self through things step by step and breaking things down. Knowing I can do it in small steps.
Thank you so much for doing this video. I have been so confused as to why i am the way i am. I have never looked into this aspect of mine until today and you literally just told me all about myself and it was so so me to a T. Thank you for the understanding!!
I have followed your work for a few years now and am just discovering inconjunctions in my chart; this was veryyyy resonant for me. This is in my 3rd house, also inconjunct Mars + Chiron at the midheaven. After your video, I now have a whole new outlook on this "weakness" in my life; maybe I can help others in some way through my own healing. Thank you once again! I'll try to thank you personally in the next subscriber's live ❤
I have Neptune squaring my MC (from my 7th house) and i resonate with so much of this. Especially the sense of sacrificing self for acceptance and then grieving myself for not being who I know I have the potential to be.
This is absolutely crazy. I've studied astrology for 13 years now and never noticed I had this aspect. Mercury closely conjuncts my midheaven and I have a neptune/Uranus conjunction that inconjuncts it. Neptune inconjuncts my midheaven as well. This video reaches me so deeply as well as your Neptune inconjunct mercury one. I thought these issues stemmed from a mental illness I can't explain or trauma in my childhood. I am amazed at how you understand and are able to explain astrology. This is a huge missing puzzle piece of myself. It's amazing to feel understood and through astrology. I'm in awe. Thank you for everything 💜💜💜
Wow this is really me I had no idea why this happens to me I didn’t realize it was because of this aspect crazy lol wow I absolutely love how you talk and teach aspects soo great 👍🏼
this was great, and very well explained. i have this aspect and venus inconjunct neptune. could you please do a video on that? thanks Jewel! I love learning from you!
Thank you Jewel. I've been watching your videos for a few months they are so helpful to understand how planets work . I observed a certain synchronicity between the topic you choose and some aspect in my own chart or in my synastry or composite chart with other people. Thank you for your in-depth psychological approach, it brings a lot of clarity.
Thank you for this video. I have this placement, but never paid attention to it - wow that feels like a heavy, yet an interesting one! I also watched your Pluto sq. Moon and that was kinda heavy too. I have both, Moon is in my MC (in Cancer) Pluto is in my 1st House with my Sun. On top of that I have Mercury combust Sun lol! I must sound like a heavily troubled individual, but actually I always considered myself to be very blessed (I also have some top-notch placements of my planets though). This only makes me more and more fascinated with the complexities of astrology!
Hi Jewel, I have this, as well as Pluto inconjunct MC (Saturn in Virgo 1st house conjunct AC). I have a comfy, well paid, safe job, but I've been dreaming for years of becoming a chocolatier. I make beautiful artistic bon bons and everyone recognizes my creativity but.. I've been afraid of taking the plunge. Just like you said, afraid of being overwhelmed and failing then having to return to another boring job with my tail between my legs. Thanks for the insight, it will make it easier for me to overcome this fear because I feel I understand it more now.
+Daniela CG This is the perfect Aspect for a chocolatier!!! Neptune is refined sugar and escapism, the midheaven is what we aspire to be....go for it!! We escape into chocolate, don't we? You have the ability, now of you get the confidence you can go as far as want with it. What a gift!!!
Hi !! I was wondering if you can make a video talking about the nodes, it’s been kinda hard to find information about the nodes in synastry. I have been talking to a guy where his north node (Leo) falls on my 7th house and my north done (aquarius) falls around his 5th house.
I have a question , yes a real question , is a inconjunction aspect the same as a conjunction ? Because I have a conjunction of this aspect , but this all what your saying is me ,
Hello jewel, i have a question. I have an issue with my career, i have always wanted to work in the Oil industry, issue is i have a fear of dissapointment and not getting what i imagined, being delusional and building up an image in my head that doesnt exist. Any thoughts??
gp I could hear the hard aspect between them in your language. For a Virgo ascendant, Mercury being inconjunct to the midheaven and semi sextile Saturn is going to be very hard because the confidence in public communication, success and ones skills is deeply challenged. The joke is on you, however. You have fabulous placements for working in precisely the field and industry you are desiring. Neptune rules gases. There is likely a higher then normal aptitude for working in the industry you want but the belief that the steps you must take and the road to getting there is too long and hard and also not realistic is the belief formed by the aspects that is limiting to your growth at the midheaven. Mercury in hard aspect to Saturn has us assuming we have failed before we even try but that is not the truth!!! Once you form a plan to succeed and take steps to do so, you will see that it is possible and that you achieve an unexpected amount of success.
I come back to rewatch this video once every few months, and it makes me cry every time. This aspect gives me such a fear of capability, along with major feelings of inadequacy. It's been quite the process to find the root cause of these feelings and figure out how to heal them. Though, within time, I know I'll overcome this. Thank you
Hey how are you doing on your healing journey I’m very curious, as I am embarking on my own. I’m not really sure how to begin with dealing with myself and the disconnect and the escapism and the fear of commitment to myself to show up authentic.
Me too , I’ve had the same struggle, with Neptune conjuct MC and because mines in Scorpio it makes it even worse because I hide it all
I am incredibly humbled by the depth of your understanding of how a person is truly experiencing themselves and the outside world. The reality of abandonment, mental illness and my mother is so key to my challenges in Neptune/Midheaven quincunx. My physiological reality or my immediate frame of reference has created profound feelings of being excruciating disability and inability to cope in life. This profound sensitivity has been at core of my emotional /sexual abuse as a child.
There are no words to describe how much of a blessing this video you have provided has healed my view of myself today. I have been working tirelessly for YEARS in therapy and have discovered many insights but today your awareness, insight, intelligence, veracity and obvious divine guidance has allowed me to further humble myself and ease with letting my fears of being exposed as what I call a “loser” or “unlovable” as more of a dire fear of having my deepest needs met by another human being. Blessings to you...
Ive always wanted to be a professional dancer. This placement scares me because every page is telling me that it leads to failure. It's literally my dream and I don't wanna let it go
I have this but the square, my dad died in a halfway way house and my mom had Borderline personality disorder. So I have I PTSD and I really have this! Because I always got hit and screamed at so I get these " I'm going to get in trouble " and I sleep a lot and stay in bed because I'm tired. I have Neptune in the first and Saturn/Uranus in my 12th house on the ascendant. I've always been told that I have a fear of success. I think I couldn't ever be successful because my mother always wanted to use me to demonstrate how awful her boyfriends where " she'd say look what you are doing to her " it's taken a lot of effort to get out of my " victim mentality " and going really slow talking my self through things step by step and breaking things down. Knowing I can do it in small steps.
You have like the most unique videos on aspects. Really informative
Thank you so much for doing this video. I have been so confused as to why i am the way i am. I have never looked into this aspect of mine until today and you literally just told me all about myself and it was so so me to a T. Thank you for the understanding!!
I have followed your work for a few years now and am just discovering inconjunctions in my chart; this was veryyyy resonant for me. This is in my 3rd house, also inconjunct Mars + Chiron at the midheaven. After your video, I now have a whole new outlook on this "weakness" in my life; maybe I can help others in some way through my own healing.
Thank you once again! I'll try to thank you personally in the next subscriber's live ❤
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I have Neptune squaring my MC (from my 7th house) and i resonate with so much of this. Especially the sense of sacrificing self for acceptance and then grieving myself for not being who I know I have the potential to be.
This is absolutely crazy. I've studied astrology for 13 years now and never noticed I had this aspect. Mercury closely conjuncts my midheaven and I have a neptune/Uranus conjunction that inconjuncts it. Neptune inconjuncts my midheaven as well. This video reaches me so deeply as well as your Neptune inconjunct mercury one. I thought these issues stemmed from a mental illness I can't explain or trauma in my childhood. I am amazed at how you understand and are able to explain astrology. This is a huge missing puzzle piece of myself. It's amazing to feel understood and through astrology. I'm in awe. Thank you for everything 💜💜💜
This was so in-depth and beautifully articulated. I deeply connected with it, and I thank you for sharing your gifts! -Steve
6mins in and you have absolutely read me to shreds 😫😫
Can you do Neptune on the midheaven?
love your super cool vids!
Wow this is really me I had no idea why this happens to me I didn’t realize it was because of this aspect crazy lol wow I absolutely love how you talk and teach aspects soo great 👍🏼
How do you even know this stuff?
It’s so specific to an aspect of life I’ve never been able to explain
Can you please do Neptune conjunct the Midheaven? Thank you!
this was great, and very well explained. i have this aspect and venus inconjunct neptune. could you please do a video on that? thanks Jewel! I love learning from you!
Thank you Jewel. I've been watching your videos for a few months they are so helpful to understand how planets work . I observed a certain synchronicity between the topic you choose and some aspect in my own chart or in my synastry or composite chart with other people. Thank you for your in-depth psychological approach, it brings a lot of clarity.
I watched this Again , who the hell are you ? Your amazing , so smart , the best ever
Neptune in Capricorn in the 4th house. Sun trine Neptune, Neptune trine ascendant, mercury square Neptune, Moon opposite Neptune, Venus trine Neptune, Neptune square Chiron, Neptune trine NN, Neptune inconjunct MC, Neptune sextile vesta, Neptune biquintile Lilith, Neptune conjunct Pallas.
Amazing. Truly helpful and much needed. Thank you for giving me a better understanding of myself. 🌟 ♎️
Thank you for this video. I have this placement, but never paid attention to it - wow that feels like a heavy, yet an interesting one! I also watched your Pluto sq. Moon and that was kinda heavy too. I have both, Moon is in my MC (in Cancer) Pluto is in my 1st House with my Sun. On top of that I have Mercury combust Sun lol! I must sound like a heavily troubled individual, but actually I always considered myself to be very blessed (I also have some top-notch placements of my planets though). This only makes me more and more fascinated with the complexities of astrology!
Makes a lot of sense, thank you for this thorough explanation
Thank you so much for this 🙏🏾🙌🏾
Wonderful explanation. Thank you
can you do this for the composite chart me and my boyfriend have this aspect and I have mental disorders but im confused about this aspect
It's exactly the description how I feel now.
Ok wow this is the 2nd wonderfully ,explained accurate personal mirror of me , so right on
Can you do Uranus inconjunct midheaven?
Hi Jewel, I have this, as well as Pluto inconjunct MC (Saturn in Virgo 1st house conjunct AC). I have a comfy, well paid, safe job, but I've been dreaming for years of becoming a chocolatier. I make beautiful artistic bon bons and everyone recognizes my creativity but.. I've been afraid of taking the plunge. Just like you said, afraid of being overwhelmed and failing then having to return to another boring job with my tail between my legs. Thanks for the insight, it will make it easier for me to overcome this fear because I feel I understand it more now.
+Daniela CG This is the perfect Aspect for a chocolatier!!! Neptune is refined sugar and escapism, the midheaven is what we aspire to be....go for it!! We escape into chocolate, don't we? You have the ability, now of you get the confidence you can go as far as want with it. What a gift!!!
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel Mayberry literally brought me to (happy) tears, thanks for the shot of confidence :)
+Daniela CG Keep me updated. I want to hear about your success!
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel Mayberry will do, for sure :)
I loved this video and, as someone else in the comments, it brought tears to my eyes. I really like your voice and how you express yourself
Still requesting pluto square midheaven.
Hi Jewel! Could you please do a video on Neptune conjunct the midheaven? 🙏
Hi !! I was wondering if you can make a video talking about the nodes, it’s been kinda hard to find information about the nodes in synastry.
I have been talking to a guy where his north node (Leo) falls on my 7th house and my north done (aquarius) falls around his 5th house.
Kurt Cobain had it.
Neptune Sesquiquadrate MC , similar?
I like your style of interpretation how much is a birth chart reading?!
Can you do a video like this for the inconjunct and squares in synastry?
Would traveling help this aspect new people placed and things more experiences
Thank you😘
Peace, is this the same for Neptune in opposition to the midheaven?
Yes
I have a question , yes a real question , is a inconjunction aspect the same as a conjunction ? Because I have a conjunction of this aspect , but this all what your saying is me ,
+Mike Koicuba Neptune conjunct the midheaven has many of the same themes.
How about Uranus?
I watched this video long time ago but I came back to say maybe there is another way to us , and u interpret this in negative way..
Is the square much different ?
Hello jewel, i have a question. I have an issue with my career, i have always wanted to work in the Oil industry, issue is i have a fear of dissapointment and not getting what i imagined, being delusional and building up an image in my head that doesnt exist. Any thoughts??
+gp Is your Mercury in hard aspect to Saturn or do you just have this Neptune inconjunct the midheaven?
@@JewelMayberry i have a presicely Exact semi sextile between mercury and saturn, neptune semi square saturn. Also mercury is my 1st and 10th ruler.
gp I could hear the hard aspect between them in your language. For a Virgo ascendant, Mercury being inconjunct to the midheaven and semi sextile Saturn is going to be very hard because the confidence in public communication, success and ones skills is deeply challenged. The joke is on you, however. You have fabulous placements for working in precisely the field and industry you are desiring. Neptune rules gases. There is likely a higher then normal aptitude for working in the industry you want but the belief that the steps you must take and the road to getting there is too long and hard and also not realistic is the belief formed by the aspects that is limiting to your growth at the midheaven. Mercury in hard aspect to Saturn has us assuming we have failed before we even try but that is not the truth!!! Once you form a plan to succeed and take steps to do so, you will see that it is possible and that you achieve an unexpected amount of success.
@@JewelMayberry Thank you jewel for that explicit and comprehensive explanation.
Is 5° orb still valid?
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I have Neptune sextile on the midheaven