@@memeswereablessingfromthel3942 I can see that. For me, it's more like I feel I'm just not good enough for anyone or more importantly, myself. I'm so afraid of the world that I have yet to take real responsibility and move forward. I hate myself pretty much every day. I don't know when or if I'll ever get better. Sometimes I don't even care.
“Feels like I’m standing on the outside looking in. And I know this body’s not mine to begin with. I wish I could crawl out my skin and see the world” mannn that part hits different. How did shrimp perfectly encapsulate this feeling
Honestly a masterpiece. I find myself listening to this song every night when im too numb to feel. It just encapsulates everything. I love this song more everytime i listen to it so thank you
my ex used to say how much he liked Shrimps music and how i would enjoy it before we stopped talking. i saw this in my notifications and decided to listen to it after avoiding him for a year bc of our bad breakup. i miss him, thank you for reminding me of the good times with him.
“Feels like I’m standing on the outside looking in, and I know this body’s not mine to begin with. I wish that I could crawl out my skin and see the world”
I've cried so much to this song, I've ran over 15 miles just to this song, I cant stop listening to this song on soundcloud. Im hurting and this song helps so fucking much
I love how people are relating to this song in different ways and finding a variety of meanings. Personally, as someone with BPD, I find a certain comforting darkness is this song. This is how the helplessness feels; trying to get people's attention and seeking help but going unnoticed, the feeling of depersonalization and emptiness, this boring and depressing stillness of everyday being the same boring and isolating routine, hating yourself but mostly your own body; your skin a rotting shell simply used to harm yourself just to feel something, being blamed and made out to be the vilain because no one understands. This song feels like when you're deep in a crisis and just want to give up, everything is shit and nothing will get better. Thankfully is usually passes, but that doesn't mean those feelings aren't real or valid. They're very true in the moment, and this song perfectly encapsulates that.
i think anybody whos ever really been alone and depressed can relate, because guys like shrimp put into words, the things we cant. this song says so much i wanna say inside, without ever really saying any of it. Yknow?
@DreamyWorld19 The girl I’m talking to has BPD we were happy together and one day she just detaches herself from me and says she isn’t ready for a relationship and even blocks me from viewing her insta stories we don’t talk much but I really want her back what could this mean ??
Bro took the hardest left turn out of his original genre to create the most original sounding contemporary music with one of the cleanest riffs on earth and fucking dipped
Shrimp, if you're reading this - you should be extremely proud of what you have achieved with this song. All that it encompasses has left me in awe. Great work friend :)
So, i heard you had more songs like this? Wanna walk over to that ATM for a minute? I could really use a couple of them songs. Been a while since someone in town had any of those, where'd you find them?
I went 1 months sober and fucked up the other night and blacked out, woke up feeling like shit and wanting to crawl out my own skin. For anyone struggling with addiction, work, life in general, im with you. 🖤
Hey! You too! I'm proud of you that you already managed 1 month! That is incredible and I'm sure you are capable of breaking that record again and again! Maybe you even already did that! And even if not, it's okay. It's not about how many times you fail, it's about how many times you succeed! You've got this
@@roselaflare watch 6 dogs Adam22 interview. Shrimp and him were close asf! Shrimp produced alot of his shit and they are different people obviously musically there stuff isn't gonna be the same they grew up close watch the interview
Man this song is waaaay deeper than the average person realizes, truly an incredible piece of art… thank you for this one shrimp, must’ve listen to this thousands of times by now..
I love you not just for making this, but for what making this tells me about how good and true and warm a heart you have. And that a person like you is here on earth, doing this. You are a legend, homie. Much fucking love.
I been wanting to tell you for a while now, but I am in love with your music. You're brilliant and I don't need to know you to know that. I can hear it in your lyrics. I've been listening to your music for 2 years and it has gotten me through a lot. From the bottom of my battered heart I need to thank you for what you do. I hope you've been doing okay through this year.
I love shrimp a lot, probably the chillest underground artists who’s always close to his fans. And his progression in music and his endeavors is stunning
theres so much pain in this world. i know those who feel this song feel it too. it cuts the lonliness. im human with you guys, and that means something
Wow I cannot lie I'm blown away. The talent and expression and passion he had for his work is insane. I want to listen to something that's genuine if there isn't that its like watching an actor that can't sell his role.. and this guy brings authenticity. 100%
This was his favorite song. I wish he saw the truth in the way that I loved him, but he doesn’t even love himself. I hope one day he gets better, even if it’s without me.
This song means so much and hits so deep. I come back time and time again to feel and reflect. Shrimp thank you for expressing yourself with your music and helping people relate and feel understood.
Cannot tell you how much this song touches me. Living with a nerve condition and mental illnesses, it gets hard to describe how I feel. This song just makes me feel like someone knows the struggle, even if we aren't feeling the same pain🖤
I seen a comment that pointed out that someone else's comment was beautifully written. Were always just writing in youtube comments the way we would in a journal but it brings comfort knowing that others feel the same. Not that you should need youtube comment likes to validate your feelings. Just nice to have some cool people who understand your thoughts. Shoutout to everyone who shared their personal feelings in words.
i relate to this song because it feels like it fills this emptiness inside of me. the line "i just wish i could go outside withour this fear of harm" and "why am I always the bad guy when im just trying to help" just cut so deep inside of me, i have social anxiety so i pretty much relate to it
God, this whole video, music and visual combined all hits way too close to home for me. Especially with his "other" self chasing him down and then taking over control of his body; that symbolism so accurately captures what I've went through with my psychosis it's chilling to the bone for me every single time I watch this. And the lyrics all are too relatable to be healthy, especially "and why am i always the bad guy when i just try to help?" That line gets me every single time. Today though, i can proudly say that i no longer see the stranger in the mirror, and he is nowhere near myself and my body the way he used to be when he would take absolute control and force me to watch through my eyes as my hands destroyed everything good in my life without being able to stop it from happening Thank you for this one, shrimp. If you didn't speak to anyone else with this joint, you spoke to me in a way that i needed to be spoken to in my darkest hours.
I hope you're doing well brüther. You couldn't have said it more perfectly with the themes in this song that stood out to me with my Bipolar 2. The opening shot of him playing with the stuffed animal and then the cut to it burning describes how fast the darkness creeps up on me. That blank stare when it was burning is very familiar to me, unfortunately. "I know this body's not mine, to begin with" means a lot to me too. Because my body doesn't feel like mine when I'm spiraling. I could talk for a while about how impactful this song and video are together, but I hope a year later that you're doing well Kenny 🤙
@@jgravemans6076 bro thank u so much for ur comment this means so much to me I appreciate u, I also have bipolar 2 w schizoaffective tendencies :) I'm doing so fucking well dawg, life is beautiful, I'm setting up my kitchen at my job for success. Happy new year to u buddy, stay safe and I hope u heal from all of ur scars and trauma one day💖💖 I believe in u ilysm even tho I don't even know u 💖💖
@cutthroat kenny you're welcome man, I'm glad that your life is on the path upwards =) it makes me happy to hear that there is hope of a full and fulfilling life for people in our situation. I'm almost two years into therapy and treatment and thought I was doing so well. And then I met a woman who not only was everything I could have ever wanted in a person, but was someone who I was able to make feel more loved than they ever were. And even though I know my pitfalls and tried, I let my fear of losing her and the guilt and shame of when I would upset her overwhelm me and I shut myself away so much that I pushed even her away. It's been almost a month now and I'm not sure where I would be if this and 2 other songs hadn't found their way into my life at this right time. And even though I should probably be doing more than playing this on repeat on my 31st birthday. But I'm going to say fuck it and it's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to haha. Thank you for the love and the feeling is returned. your reply means a lot and I will try and use that love you sent to love myself more 🤙 happy new year
Been here since the first couple hundred K views, very happy to see Shrimp get love for one of his best songs, and one of the best songs on this channel
Hii, since you've been prolly following Shrimp for some time, may I ask if you know anything about the artist now? Cuz he's not active on socials, so I just wonder if he decided to take a break from everything or what happened? I'm new to his music.
When I found out that my true essence was not my body but my consciousness I felt as if my body was nothing. But I soon came to realize that all is one, and that this body too is a divine blessing.
very rare to see this level of brilliance, an honor to know this man and call him a friend
i like ya tiktoks fren
based. love n miss u g
so when's the colab coming 👀
ily
Collab bish 🖤🖤
"I just wish I could go outside without this fear of harm"
That line cuts deep.
@RONI FF the way I see it is, going outside; into life, without getting hurt. Whatever that hurt means.
It reminds me of depression & social anxiety
It's what happens when you have CPTSD, there's an irrational inclanation to view everyone as if they're trying to harm you in some way.
@@memeswereablessingfromthel3942 I can see that. For me, it's more like I feel I'm just not good enough for anyone or more importantly, myself. I'm so afraid of the world that I have yet to take real responsibility and move forward. I hate myself pretty much every day. I don't know when or if I'll ever get better. Sometimes I don't even care.
@@chefboiardeeznutz9881 never related to something more at least there is comfort knowing your not alone
this song means a lot to me, had it playing constantly during a turning point.
+1
Same
i feel you , same
Been there, still am
Same, it was my most played song this year
“Feels like I’m standing on the outside looking in. And I know this body’s not mine to begin with. I wish I could crawl out my skin and see the world” mannn that part hits different. How did shrimp perfectly encapsulate this feeling
That's how I used to feel 😔 but I'm comfortable in my own skin now🙏🏿
Honestly a masterpiece. I find myself listening to this song every night when im too numb to feel. It just encapsulates everything. I love this song more everytime i listen to it so thank you
You described the feeling this song provides so well.
I feel the same way
Listen to how to never stop being sad by dandelion hands
Pain is also a feeling :)
Same here
Love this so much 🔥
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Walter
@@yakub888 walter
@@yakub888 walter
He has it all. The visuals. The music. The looks. The talent. Can't wait for his project to drop. :)
@0 bomb Nahhhh, king krule has a different vibe and different kind of visuals. Especially king krule latest album sounds totally different.
@0 bomb bruh why so butthurt
@0 bomb sure
@0 bomb weird ass furry rasist fortnite kid😴
my ex used to say how much he liked Shrimps music and how i would enjoy it before we stopped talking. i saw this in my notifications and decided to listen to it after avoiding him for a year bc of our bad breakup. i miss him, thank you for reminding me of the good times with him.
@@XTkv. would be cool
Get back with that man
Legit hit him up
damn
Lol I know you aren't her but the situation sounds so similar
“Feels like I’m standing on the outside looking in, and I know this body’s not mine to begin with. I wish that I could crawl out my skin and see the world”
Yes
all the goddamn time
Lost my dog yesterday, 15 years of being a good boi, this song has been helping immensely.
I've cried so much to this song, I've ran over 15 miles just to this song, I cant stop listening to this song on soundcloud. Im hurting and this song helps so fucking much
Same here .....if u need someone to talk to hmu on snap jtprince6767 ....good luck
Same I'm just fucking falling apart getting high.. idk wtf I'm doing anymore.
same.. life going nowhere, song brings solace
what are we doing
Broke up with my gf. Those instances when I think life is garbage
For the scene he's in totally underrated. More people need Shrimp.
yes i love seafood tehe
I love how people are relating to this song in different ways and finding a variety of meanings. Personally, as someone with BPD, I find a certain comforting darkness is this song. This is how the helplessness feels; trying to get people's attention and seeking help but going unnoticed, the feeling of depersonalization and emptiness, this boring and depressing stillness of everyday being the same boring and isolating routine, hating yourself but mostly your own body; your skin a rotting shell simply used to harm yourself just to feel something, being blamed and made out to be the vilain because no one understands. This song feels like when you're deep in a crisis and just want to give up, everything is shit and nothing will get better. Thankfully is usually passes, but that doesn't mean those feelings aren't real or valid. They're very true in the moment, and this song perfectly encapsulates that.
i think anybody whos ever really been alone and depressed can relate, because guys like shrimp put into words, the things we cant. this song says so much i wanna say inside, without ever really saying any of it. Yknow?
Beautifully written
"I miss the comfort of feeling sad" - Kurt Cobain. Don't be afraid of when you feel sad, be afraid when you feel nothing
@DreamyWorld19 The girl I’m talking to has BPD we were happy together and one day she just detaches herself from me and says she isn’t ready for a relationship and even blocks me from viewing her insta stories we don’t talk much but I really want her back what could this mean ??
Most definitely, well said, it's also a autistic and gender dysphoria anthem lmao
Bro took the hardest left turn out of his original genre to create the most original sounding contemporary music with one of the cleanest riffs on earth and fucking dipped
Shrimp, if you're reading this - you should be extremely proud of what you have achieved with this song. All that it encompasses has left me in awe. Great work friend :)
this song will always make me feel something no matter how numbing life gets
This song has been on repeat a ridiculous amount of times
Reminds me of the indie scene back in the mid 2000s , packed small venues with songs like this everywhere .... good times .....
So, i heard you had more songs like this? Wanna walk over to that ATM for a minute? I could really use a couple of them songs. Been a while since someone in town had any of those, where'd you find them?
I went 1 months sober and fucked up the other night and blacked out, woke up feeling like shit and wanting to crawl out my own skin. For anyone struggling with addiction, work, life in general, im with you. 🖤
you clean?
It's not about how many times you fall...it's about getting back up into the fight
Hey! You too! I'm proud of you that you already managed 1 month! That is incredible and I'm sure you are capable of breaking that record again and again! Maybe you even already did that! And even if not, it's okay. It's not about how many times you fail, it's about how many times you succeed! You've got this
This song speaks to every part of my soul. I cant even explain
Honestly glad I didn’t just scroll past this. The first five seconds set the mood and tone and I love it
I’ve been listening to this song on SoundCloud for probably almost 2 years, and to see the video was amazing. Perfectly captured and aesthetic
its just crazy how much he changed from emo rapper with the bob cut to alt boy with mullet . love this guy
R.I.P 6 Dogs 💔🐐... This song hits different now.... Protect shrimp at all cost! Pray for shrimp. . . . .
Dude completely different genres.
@@roselaflare watch 6 dogs Adam22 interview. Shrimp and him were close asf! Shrimp produced alot of his shit and they are different people obviously musically there stuff isn't gonna be the same they grew up close watch the interview
Wow... first time seeing this.. this hurts, rip 6dogs..
@@woodrowproductions5199 yea but dont bring up his name in a completely different artist's song comments its disrespectful let him rest bro
@@fleshh how the hell is it disrespectful when there super close friends?? And my comment wasn't just about 6 Dogs? Try again.
Man this song is waaaay deeper than the average person realizes, truly an incredible piece of art… thank you for this one shrimp, must’ve listen to this thousands of times by now..
Was not expecting a video for this song... lit
woah, this is a good song
они не поняли в чем прикол) это все утрированная пародия на конволка)
it’s crazy seeing how much his sound has changed over the years, i fw the recent songs so much bro
2:11 minutes that cut like razorblades. What a great song dude.
I love you not just for making this, but for what making this tells me about how good and true and warm a heart you have. And that a person like you is here on earth, doing this. You are a legend, homie. Much fucking love.
finally shrimp getting some recognition 🖤
the lyrics really hit deep. so happy to have found this artist!!
Here before 200, can’t wait to see it at a million views.
See you in a year when this shit blows up.
@@Virginiareaper cya
@@Virginiareaper cya
see you then
@@Virginiareaper already half way there 4 months in. Let’s gooo!
this is the kinda music where you love it for a few songs and then are genuinely sorry for the artist cause u can tell just how real it is
I been wanting to tell you for a while now, but I am in love with your music. You're brilliant and I don't need to know you to know that. I can hear it in your lyrics. I've been listening to your music for 2 years and it has gotten me through a lot. From the bottom of my battered heart I need to thank you for what you do. I hope you've been doing okay through this year.
I love shrimp a lot, probably the chillest underground artists who’s always close to his fans. And his progression in music and his endeavors is stunning
I like this new generation of music
meat computer
@@inamenu4745 idk what you said, but I agree
@@DecayedZ its a music artist
@Deane the Snarkboy no live life fast die Young has been romanticized by society and culture. Often drug culture associated with young creative minds.
Good God it's all toilet sounds
Shrimp is truly a once in a century talent. Never fails to amaze
theres so much pain in this world. i know those who feel this song feel it too. it cuts the lonliness. im human with you guys, and that means something
Wow I cannot lie I'm blown away. The talent and expression and passion he had for his work is insane. I want to listen to something that's genuine if there isn't that its like watching an actor that can't sell his role.. and this guy brings authenticity. 100%
and i just wish i could go outside without this fear of harm
its talking about anxiety i wish people would stop making virus jokes
@@t6amygdala i know? it wasnt a joke
@@gilaaa oh sorry
@@t6amygdala don’t gatekeep people’s interpretation of music, makes you look like a fucking douchebag.
@@Noirxheart true. sorry
Such a wholesome guy. Much love shrimp
feels like im in 2016 again
This was his favorite song. I wish he saw the truth in the way that I loved him, but he doesn’t even love himself. I hope one day he gets better, even if it’s without me.
This song means so much and hits so deep. I come back time and time again to feel and reflect. Shrimp thank you for expressing yourself with your music and helping people relate and feel understood.
I found shrimp about two years ago and I am so glad to see how far he's come.
Cannot tell you how much this song touches me. Living with a nerve condition and mental illnesses, it gets hard to describe how I feel. This song just makes me feel like someone knows the struggle, even if we aren't feeling the same pain🖤
I dont know why people think this a new generation of music, being ignorant to the punk and alternative scene doesnt mean it never existed lmao.
deadass, the killers are a good example
New generation lol.
They didn't experience that time obviously
@@OmegaFalcorn as much as I hate to agree with you on that, his voice is pretty similar.
@0 bomb there's a little thing called getting inspired, and another little thing called separate people having similar ideas.
@EXPJenova sure but something is gonna be new for someone all the time.
When I listen to this. I cry inevitability.. I know how you feel Shrimp.
I have never had a song lyrically resonate with me like this ever
shout out to Forward observations putting me onto this banger.
So that's why this is my suggestions😂 Dude I was like what is this
Been listening to shrimp for the last few years man and i have to say what an undeniable talent, very few on the same level of artistry
this dude fire
So happy to find a dude out there making music like this. And his name is Shrimp!
I seen a comment that pointed out that someone else's comment was beautifully written. Were always just writing in youtube comments the way we would in a journal but it brings comfort knowing that others feel the same. Not that you should need youtube comment likes to validate your feelings. Just nice to have some cool people who understand your thoughts. Shoutout to everyone who shared their personal feelings in words.
One of the best music videos I’ve ever seen
A masterpiece for the broken.
A song has never expressed so much about how I feel inside
i relate to this song because it feels like it fills this emptiness inside of me. the line "i just wish i could go outside withour this fear of harm" and "why am I always the bad guy when im just trying to help" just cut so deep inside of me, i have social anxiety so i pretty much relate to it
God, this whole video, music and visual combined all hits way too close to home for me. Especially with his "other" self chasing him down and then taking over control of his body; that symbolism so accurately captures what I've went through with my psychosis it's chilling to the bone for me every single time I watch this. And the lyrics all are too relatable to be healthy, especially "and why am i always the bad guy when i just try to help?" That line gets me every single time.
Today though, i can proudly say that i no longer see the stranger in the mirror, and he is nowhere near myself and my body the way he used to be when he would take absolute control and force me to watch through my eyes as my hands destroyed everything good in my life without being able to stop it from happening
Thank you for this one, shrimp. If you didn't speak to anyone else with this joint, you spoke to me in a way that i needed to be spoken to in my darkest hours.
I hope you're doing well brüther. You couldn't have said it more perfectly with the themes in this song that stood out to me with my Bipolar 2. The opening shot of him playing with the stuffed animal and then the cut to it burning describes how fast the darkness creeps up on me. That blank stare when it was burning is very familiar to me, unfortunately. "I know this body's not mine, to begin with" means a lot to me too. Because my body doesn't feel like mine when I'm spiraling. I could talk for a while about how impactful this song and video are together, but I hope a year later that you're doing well Kenny 🤙
@@jgravemans6076 bro thank u so much for ur comment this means so much to me I appreciate u, I also have bipolar 2 w schizoaffective tendencies :)
I'm doing so fucking well dawg, life is beautiful, I'm setting up my kitchen at my job for success.
Happy new year to u buddy, stay safe and I hope u heal from all of ur scars and trauma one day💖💖 I believe in u ilysm even tho I don't even know u 💖💖
@cutthroat kenny you're welcome man, I'm glad that your life is on the path upwards =) it makes me happy to hear that there is hope of a full and fulfilling life for people in our situation. I'm almost two years into therapy and treatment and thought I was doing so well. And then I met a woman who not only was everything I could have ever wanted in a person, but was someone who I was able to make feel more loved than they ever were. And even though I know my pitfalls and tried, I let my fear of losing her and the guilt and shame of when I would upset her overwhelm me and I shut myself away so much that I pushed even her away. It's been almost a month now and I'm not sure where I would be if this and 2 other songs hadn't found their way into my life at this right time. And even though I should probably be doing more than playing this on repeat on my 31st birthday. But I'm going to say fuck it and it's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to haha.
Thank you for the love and the feeling is returned. your reply means a lot and I will try and use that love you sent to love myself more 🤙 happy new year
This song really helped me get through a terrible time a few months ago, thank you shrimp 🖤
This guy changed his style so much
“I wish that I could crawl out my skin and see the world.” This line hits so incredibly hard.
The fastest 2 minutes of my life fr. I feel like I've replayed it a thousand times and I still want more. Hope you're doing well, reader.
Been here since the first couple hundred K views, very happy to see Shrimp get love for one of his best songs, and one of the best songs on this channel
Hii, since you've been prolly following Shrimp for some time, may I ask if you know anything about the artist now? Cuz he's not active on socials, so I just wonder if he decided to take a break from everything or what happened? I'm new to his music.
@@that_confused_creature9197 wow I actually have no idea :c I'm sorry
Why am I always the bad guy when I'm just trying to help? 🔥
feel it
I feel this specific line in particular so much
this feels like a gift
This is still literally one of the greatest songs ever made. Shrimp creates pure art
Bro I watched this video like 5 mins after it was uploaded and didn't think much of it, but coming back now I can appreciate it a bit more.
Shrimp really hits different whenever you need it.
I love this song so much, I can't stop listening to it ever since I first found it.
this song saved my life in 2021
It’s crazy that the only thing I really enjoy in life anymore is listening to this new generation of music
try enjoying yourself
Meat computer
Nothing crazier than finding a 5 year old song that reminds you of you your teenage years 15 years ago, this song is nothing short of gold.
Song got me through some of the darkest times of my life. Glad im alive to find this song again, sober.
First time hearing this song i cried nice to see a visual assigned to it finally.
this song is so incredibly amazing, always on repeat
Woah finally a music video! his vibe is emmaculate
this song is nothing short of amazing.
Thank you for making me feel okay with talking about my pains again
this is actually beautiful im crying idky
RIP 6 DOGS ❤️
damn i just found out thats wild rest in piece
Just listened to this again I'm convinced this is a truely honest piece of work.
I'm so happy that I heard this song last year, and bumped it for literal months, and now theres a video and i've been bumping it for the past 3 weeks.
by far one of the best music vids to be on Astari
Holy shit, this song touched me so deeply when I first heard it. So glad it got a music video
Bruh even he fell into the rabbit hole
Favorite song at the moment
I randomly found this song and I’m so so in love with it. Pls keep making more.
だんだん寒くなってくるこの季節に夕方散歩しながら聞いてる
this song is so beautiful , i miss her so bad it hurts
Lame bro
@@raresabraleaks8216 nigga you took the time out your day to respond you down bad huh😂
@@deathlism simp
@@masvro9940 your channel is shit too😭
@@deathlism naaaah my vids better than yours
I’ve been listening to this song for a year and I’m still not sick of it lol
Never heard of him before, but this song is amazing, I think I'm in love
When I found out that my true essence was not my body but my consciousness I felt as if my body was nothing. But I soon came to realize that all is one, and that this body too is a divine blessing.
i genuinely think this is the best song ever
So good I can’t even begin to explain
I saw this the day it came out and a month later it gives me nostalgia how is that possible man this shits powerful
This slaps so hard it's unreal. Gives me ghoosebumps.. SHRIMP
This takes me back to some crazy and dark times. Still love this song so much.
how does this song have so much energy with literally a single drum hit and a guitar