I found this song 1 week before my 8 year relationship ended. I played this and I somehow knew that it was coming go a end. It was a horrible ending. I fell into depression and I was adopting toxic traits and habits. It's been 10 months since that break up has passed. I am doing great. I'm actually the healthiest I have ever been in my life. The ending is the beginning. Do not enable another human to have power over your thoughts and actions. You deserve love and you deserve a healthy lifestyle. If your reading this I want you to dig deep in your soul. I want you to find your strength. I want you to over come your trials and tribulation so you can become the best you that you can become. You deserve it. "Everybody comes to a point in their life when they want to quit. But it's what you do at that moment that determines who you are."- David goggins
your comment helps me as im going through some shit similar dont know you but sincerely props for being a better you and boucing back! that gives me hope for myself
@@sparkyphantom92 Yeah, sounds like they're implying it is outdated. 1. Emo was not popular anymore in 2009, it was big in the late 90s (underground) to mid 00s (mainstream). 2. What about this is 00s emo as opposed to emo trap? The fact he's not making shit up about wanting to commit suicide, referencing drugs half the song, and over a horror-core trap beat? Most emo trap is fake af and doesn't reflect the lives of most listening to it, it's just edgelord cosplay fantasy BS to get clicks from suburban teens.
@@Dudeanything I mean, he has a point. The exact thing pre-'07 emo kids were bullied for (skinny jeans, colored hair, etc.), along with music listened to by them, are now becoming commercialized, profitable, and most ironically of all, popular. He has a right (especially if he is one of those said "emo" kids.) to be bitter. Artists like X and Peep, and even guardin (for example) were/are fairly fake, and were/are clearly in it for the money of a scene quickly growing in popularity. Their lyrics drive that point home, zero relatability or truth in them. Whereas artists like, for example, guccihighwaters and nothing,nowhere are noticeably more convincing lyrically and emotionally. You can hear and feel what they are saying, and you can tell/hear that they mean/experienced what they are saying/telling. There's a difference between edgy modern-day scene kids trying to make a quick buck with minimal talent and true artists. But yeah, he probably needs to calm down a little.
meat dairy and eggs is not anywhere near worth the amount of violence and suffering that has to happen in order for us to get it every single animal that gets slaughtered has a face, a family, and thrashes around trying to save its life that is being needlessly taken away from it. its completely defenseless and innocent and it begs for mercy in its screams but is shown anything but compassion. it didn't do anything wrong and the only life it will ever know is one of suffering and death behind closed doors. dont be apart of this suffering and violence. there are alternatives like soymilk and veggie burgers and tofu and beans
this was the 1st guardin song i ever heard back when it was featured in pat cc video and i immediately loves it and ever since i’ve just fallen more in love with his music and i hope for many more great song in the future
Hello! Ive come back to reminisce and feel like its a better time in my life than how im doing nowadays. This song was apart of that better times. Especially around this time of the year.
I have a distinct memory of waking up early before anyone else on vacation up in the mountains and sneaking out to take a walk at dawn. I played this song on repeat and I will forever associate that memory with this song. He probably won’t see this himself but I’m really thankful for his music, it’s a rare thing when a song can take you someplace else for a few minutes.
walking while listening to this song and im having like one of those flashback moments in movies and seeing my past self at places as im walking by them, and it just makes me regret ever living past like 10 or some shit cus it all went downhill after elementary school lmao. edit: holy shit the music video was exactly what i was thinking of
This song found me a week ago, it's now part of my soul. It found me at the exact time I needed it. Astonishing, a perfect song made after the year 1996, I had given up expecting one. Yet this is God tier. Thank you Guardin, I owe you brother. An imagine my joy of going back through your discography, we are blessed. Love to everyone, especially those lost in this beautiful but crazy world. I'm dead in the head, so I guess you win...
My favorite part about guardin, demxntia, 9tails, convolk, etc is that they aren't just artists, they're relatable and like in the comments, demxntia points out that guardin spilled some milk and idk why but I love it. You guys the realest
this song came out YEARS ago, tbh ive followed guardin since he began, he was literally this good right from the start.. i couldnt believe it took him 3 years to blow up, his music was on another level.. i started to think he never would.. he deserves it so much, literally every song he makes is good.. and he has his own sound..
Amazing how absolutely everyone I show your music to can feel every word the way I do, you always manage to say the way everyone feels in a way everyone connects with
holy shit guardin is gettin millions of views now.. this song came out like 3 years ago and he still drops it like it's new.. guardin is an amazing artist..
Man, here I am listening to this again in 2024, I remember being in high school, going through some very difficult shit, this song carried me. Now 5 years later I’m doing well, moved on and am in a much better place.
I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I found the antidote I think I found another road I think I found some fucking hope, nope (Nope) I think I'm tryna find a way To rid of all these darker days But my mind's trapped inside a maze So I'll run so far from these shadows (From the shadows) Makeshift but my heart's still fragile (Heart's still fragile) I'd drown but the water's too shallow (Water's too shallow) My heads still caught in the gallows (Caught in the gallows) Your kiss is my remedy (Remedy) I fall to the ground so desperately (Desperately) Baby, I know that you're mad at me (Mad at me) Filling all the voids like cavities (Cavities) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I guess this feeling lasts forever (Lasts forever) I guess we'll never be together (Be together) You're colder than I can remember But the ice is melting quickly I'm still wishing that you'd miss me (That you'd miss me) But you're gone and I never could replace you (Never could replace you) Mistraced new face but it ain't you (But it ain't you) Rebuilding the forts that I made you (Forts that I made you) No love but my hearts tryna breakthrough My chest 'cause its caving in (Caving in) I dwell in a cell in a realm of sin (Realm of sin) Six shots to the face of rum and gin (Rum and gin) I'm dead in the head so I guess you win (Guess you win) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone (Better off alone, better off alone) I don't mind when I sleep all alone (I sleep all alone) Without you, without you
This is the first song i ever heard from gaurdin and forever and always ill always listen, his lyrics are so deep and meaningful, his music is timeless. I felt so grateful for this song in particular because it made me so happy/sad at the same time about my relationship tearing into shards before my eyes. I became an alcoholic around the time of that breakup and it persists to this day, hopefully one day i can be happy without her one day ❤️ thank you gaurdin for everything you publish
glad we got to work with you, more to come from us soon ✨
That's Sounds good
I hope
I found this song 1 week before my 8 year relationship ended. I played this and I somehow knew that it was coming go a end. It was a horrible ending. I fell into depression and I was adopting toxic traits and habits. It's been 10 months since that break up has passed. I am doing great. I'm actually the healthiest I have ever been in my life. The ending is the beginning. Do not enable another human to have power over your thoughts and actions. You deserve love and you deserve a healthy lifestyle. If your reading this I want you to dig deep in your soul. I want you to find your strength. I want you to over come your trials and tribulation so you can become the best you that you can become. You deserve it.
"Everybody comes to a point in their life when they want to quit. But it's what you do at that moment that determines who you are."- David goggins
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W dude
your comment helps me as im going through some shit similar dont know you but sincerely props for being a better you and boucing back! that gives me hope for myself
this song would blow tf up in 2009
deadass
@@sparkyphantom92 Yeah, sounds like they're implying it is outdated. 1. Emo was not popular anymore in 2009, it was big in the late 90s (underground) to mid 00s (mainstream). 2. What about this is 00s emo as opposed to emo trap? The fact he's not making shit up about wanting to commit suicide, referencing drugs half the song, and over a horror-core trap beat? Most emo trap is fake af and doesn't reflect the lives of most listening to it, it's just edgelord cosplay fantasy BS to get clicks from suburban teens.
I think you mean 07
@@the_letter_b relax
@@Dudeanything I mean, he has a point. The exact thing pre-'07 emo kids were bullied for (skinny jeans, colored hair, etc.), along with music listened to by them, are now becoming commercialized, profitable, and most ironically of all, popular. He has a right (especially if he is one of those said "emo" kids.) to be bitter.
Artists like X and Peep, and even guardin (for example) were/are fairly fake, and were/are clearly in it for the money of a scene quickly growing in popularity. Their lyrics drive that point home, zero relatability or truth in them.
Whereas artists like, for example, guccihighwaters and nothing,nowhere are noticeably more convincing lyrically and emotionally. You can hear and feel what they are saying, and you can tell/hear that they mean/experienced what they are saying/telling. There's a difference between edgy modern-day scene kids trying to make a quick buck with minimal talent and true artists.
But yeah, he probably needs to calm down a little.
_guardin is my guardian._
Guardin is guardin' my garden
444 likes
What's your fav song with him
Facts
Ur not saying this cuz u thought at first his name WAS guardian?🤔🤔🤔 hmMmM
I’m just happy he poured the cereal before the milk.
He's not a buffoon man c'mon
So you're happy when people do things completely normally
Trust
who tf purs cereal before the milk ?
Свалка экспы Normal people
yo nick u spilled something 0:16 my g
demxntia lmao
I wanna die
@@sunamitrash hey bro everything is gonna be okay, don't worry. Also expire is one of my favourite bands, your music taste is rad af sir.
@@sunamitrash hope ur ok
depression. im okay. thank you.
truly incredible
verified but only 8 likes, good on you tho
Didnt think I'd see fucking chubbs here
Chubbs knows where its at!
Who would have thought
Fucking chubbs lmao
oh shit guardin on astari
I was hella sick and couldn't go last night in boston : (
Also suh fammo
Fr saw him in my city Buffalo NY had the entire crowd lit because of us💜💜💜
meat dairy and eggs is not anywhere near worth the amount of violence and suffering that has to happen in order for us to get it
every single animal that gets slaughtered has a face, a family, and thrashes around trying to save its life that is being needlessly taken away from it. its completely defenseless and innocent and it begs for mercy in its screams but is shown anything but compassion. it didn't do anything wrong and the only life it will ever know is one of suffering and death behind closed doors. dont be apart of this suffering and violence. there are alternatives like soymilk and veggie burgers and tofu and beans
@@jonahlevi3178 literally who the hell asked
@@jonahlevi3178 you have a point but theres this burger they do at the pub near my house thats really good so ima have to pass sorry
This hits different when you realize you actually are happier alone. You don't always need somebody. Make your own way, your own happiness.
I’m an extrovert, so I’m not better off alone
guardin up this year.
every year for me
@@wakingupsad fr
If this only existed when I was 16 and edgy as hell, this would've been it
FIRST PEEP AND NOW GUARDIN, krass was für nen nicen musik geschmack du eif hast oha haha
@@lillith4602 que verga dijiste pendejo?
Nicer music Geschmack corrupted der gute Horror lets player denn ich so gern schau &(
that is fuckin facts
Relatable backhanded compliment.
guardin on astari omgggggggg and also my favourite song of him
nothing but love for both of you
What I like most about Guardin's music is that it feels so genuine and sincere.
This gives me the motivation I need to get out of my toxic relationship. Thanks Guardin.
so... you out yet?
hope you're doing good man.
Just got out of one not too long ago and i remembered this song
get out then
The world needs an update on this
My son listens to this in the car. He’s 20. I am 55. 😂 I bitch about his music. Secretly I love this
nice
based dad
AWW
that is incredible
Haha if my kids listened to this I would be proud 👌👌🙃😁
u should bring that balloon with u on tour from now onnn
I second this
I third this
I forth this
I fifth this
I sixth this
this song been my winter anthem for the past 3 years, listening to this while its freezing outside just hits different
this was the 1st guardin song i ever heard back when it was featured in pat cc video and i immediately loves it and ever since i’ve just fallen more in love with his music and i hope for many more great song in the future
Jack Daniel O’Sullivan same
I’m obsessed with guardins music it’s therapy and healing for me 😌
same im obsessed
s/o to astari for being a platform for new alternative artists
4 years later I've been saved again...this song will always help me find my light✨️I can release the dark. thank you guardin
HOLY SHIT GUARDIN ON ASTARI
Slenderbot that’s what I was thinking
I don't get it
56nny the channel 🤦♂️
Hello! Ive come back to reminisce and feel like its a better time in my life than how im doing nowadays. This song was apart of that better times. Especially around this time of the year.
Guardin is really attractive in a "that ex-boyfriend you wish you didn't break up with" kinda way
im a straight guy and i agree
Sounds like the worst way to be attractive in
69th like
Okay but I get what you mean 😅
@@renaultracer3739 Regret
I have a distinct memory of waking up early before anyone else on vacation up in the mountains and sneaking out to take a walk at dawn. I played this song on repeat and I will forever associate that memory with this song. He probably won’t see this himself but I’m really thankful for his music, it’s a rare thing when a song can take you someplace else for a few minutes.
“Friend” told me to listen to this song, if you see this: big mood.
Edialor felt like it was a personal attack 😂😂
I'm honestly finding guardins songs even more relatable each time I listen to one
This songs honestly so good, ive been bumping this for the past week on repeat aint getting bad, This guy deserves more recognition
10/10 would see in concert.
You should, k I saw him open for Oliver Francis and it was killer
walking while listening to this song and im having like one of those flashback moments in movies and seeing my past self at places
as im walking by them, and it just makes me regret ever living past like 10 or some shit cus it all went downhill after elementary school lmao.
edit: holy shit the music video was exactly what i was thinking of
I agree I’ve been there especially when it’s raining I put lil peep or this guy on and I get flashbacks to when I was young I swear 🥲
This song found me a week ago, it's now part of my soul. It found me at the exact time I needed it. Astonishing, a perfect song made after the year 1996, I had given up expecting one. Yet this is God tier. Thank you Guardin, I owe you brother. An imagine my joy of going back through your discography, we are blessed. Love to everyone, especially those lost in this beautiful but crazy world.
I'm dead in the head, so I guess you win...
lmao the most emo comment on the most emo song. bro said 0 good songs for 2+ decades 😂
Can't stop replaying, hits the feels.
My favorite part about guardin, demxntia, 9tails, convolk, etc is that they aren't just artists, they're relatable and like in the comments, demxntia points out that guardin spilled some milk and idk why but I love it. You guys the realest
I'm so happy to see a video for this! Very well done!
Lyrical genius ! This song has got that classic sound to it. If you listen to this in the years it ain’t sound old
I loveee him soo much !! My favorite songs are “I wonder” and “take away the pain”
this song came out YEARS ago, tbh ive followed guardin since he began, he was literally this good right from the start.. i couldnt believe it took him 3 years to blow up, his music was on another level.. i started to think he never would.. he deserves it so much, literally every song he makes is good.. and he has his own sound..
This is what I feel like on valentines day
Amazing how absolutely everyone I show your music to can feel every word the way I do, you always manage to say the way everyone feels in a way everyone connects with
I was deadass just listening to this song
It’s so hard to find new music that has this *sound* and this type of sound always makes me so happy.
guardin
Don't you just love it when TH-cam actually comes thru with the recommendations of some fire music for once
Love it ❤
bro get a hobby
@@blake8813 LOL
Wait u do?
@@blake8813bro's just mad he makes money lmao 🤣
i feel like january 2017 hit and gaurdin was like no thank you and just stayed in 2015/2016, and I'm here for it
this is getting a million no cap
Starts his day on a snowy day with count chocula . What a true G .
Guardin, if you’re reading this I love this, thank you for making the music I need to hear✊🏻❤️
holy shit guardin is gettin millions of views now.. this song came out like 3 years ago and he still drops it like it's new.. guardin is an amazing artist..
my favorite artist on my favorite music sharing channel... today is a good day
fire
i love this his voice literally reminds me of 2000s punk rock with a lil peep vibe love it
Currently trying to get out of a toxic relationship and finding this song right now is just what i needed to hear. Thank you
Just found this guy im going through a rough patch in my life and his music is actually soothing my soul thank you bro...
"I found some hope" there is no hope guys, but I am glad this million dollar artist found joy.
we did it guys
guardin on astari channel
this is so fire
guardin the goat 🤠
Ayyye just found this! We're all better off alone! This is straight heat!
Damm I need to see him Live
Majinery it is a wonderful experience
He’s touring with wiccaphase if you wanna see him live buy a ticket for wpse! They’re only $20 totally worth the money
It's wonderful
this video is so well made, i love it
verified, props
I used to listen to this in 2020 with no actual heartbreaks shit hits different with a drug addiction caused by my failed relationships
Stay safe man
Dawg this shit so real. Fuck a relationship, dem xans got my back.
smiles
Here before the millions of bandwagon teen girls ❤️
@Samantha Bell nope. they aren't bandwagons yet because hes still so underrated. its like calling 2017 denzel curry fans bandwagons.
Surely you want those? Dont you want him to become big? Nothing wrong with bandwagon girls... in fact they are good for the artist
Skiity S nooooo😭😩
Man, here I am listening to this again in 2024, I remember being in high school, going through some very difficult shit, this song carried me. Now 5 years later I’m doing well, moved on and am in a much better place.
Listend to this 7 times cant stop best song yet🙏
This song comforts me
guardin litty as hell
I love this song it's actually amazing
Guardin's finally getting the recognition he deserves :D
This ain't fake depression but emotional music so stop hatin it is different
We are a little over 1k before a million. Guardin FAM where are you?
i guess this feeling lasts forever...
guardin doing his own thing real goat :)
Listening to this daily. Make some more fire tracks like this 🔥💯
when guardin poured himself a bowl of boo berry, i felt that
this music kills me
Two best channels on youtube!
1) Astari
2) Sad Chill
3)biteki
~ Ｇ Ｕ Ａ Ｒ Ｄ Ｉ Ｎ ~
This music video and “dr.pepper is soda for cars” by verse vault is the two things getting me through quarantine. So thankful for music videos!
2024 Gang🤟🏽
Welcome to the family brother, we got you.
Thank god I clicked on this video
Good job guardin
I think I'd be better off alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I don't mind when I sleep all alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I think I'd be better off alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I don't mind when I sleep all alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I think I found the antidote
I think I found another road
I think I found some fucking hope, nope (Nope)
I think I'm tryna find a way
To rid of all these darker days
But my mind's trapped inside a maze
So I'll run so far from these shadows (From the shadows)
Makeshift but my heart's still fragile (Heart's still fragile)
I'd drown but the water's too shallow (Water's too shallow)
My heads still caught in the gallows (Caught in the gallows)
Your kiss is my remedy (Remedy)
I fall to the ground so desperately (Desperately)
Baby, I know that you're mad at me (Mad at me)
Filling all the voids like cavities (Cavities)
I think I'd be better off alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I don't mind when I sleep all alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I think I'd be better off alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I don't mind when I sleep all alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I guess this feeling lasts forever (Lasts forever)
I guess we'll never be together (Be together)
You're colder than I can remember
But the ice is melting quickly
I'm still wishing that you'd miss me (That you'd miss me)
But you're gone and I never could replace you
(Never could replace you)
Mistraced new face but it ain't you (But it ain't you)
Rebuilding the forts that I made you (Forts that I made you)
No love but my hearts tryna breakthrough
My chest 'cause its caving in (Caving in)
I dwell in a cell in a realm of sin (Realm of sin)
Six shots to the face of rum and gin (Rum and gin)
I'm dead in the head so I guess you win (Guess you win)
I think I'd be better off alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I don't mind when I sleep all alone
Without you, without you, without you, without you
I think I'd be better off alone (Better off alone, better off alone)
I don't mind when I sleep all alone (I sleep all alone)
Without you, without you
this song is amazing
Грустный пацан в адидасе и шапке ушанке сидит на берёзе, только попробуйте мне сказать что это не Россия
там ещё и площадки русские
Сейчас в Америке мода 90-х,как у нас в СРСР
пип #
Smorder 😞
Yes Yes I agree
We need more people like this. Pls guardin
9tails come back ;c
goob 9tails is back, look up sewerperson on SoundCloud:)
@@MP-wd7fp holy fuck you saved my life xx
Alex P damn thanks for the underground tip
astari always the plug for the best artists
Almost 500k
This is the first song i ever heard from gaurdin and forever and always ill always listen, his lyrics are so deep and meaningful, his music is timeless. I felt so grateful for this song in particular because it made me so happy/sad at the same time about my relationship tearing into shards before my eyes. I became an alcoholic around the time of that breakup and it persists to this day, hopefully one day i can be happy without her one day ❤️ thank you gaurdin for everything you publish
Hope ur stopped drinking bro
Update I’m about a year clean off alcohol
emo cole bennet
This song makes me think of her and that hurts but im glad she's happier now
Essa música do guardin era pra ter milhões de views... que música boa do caralho
Boa krl
palavra
absolute banger
holy fucking shit guardin on astari????
We must protect Guardin
00:10 А я не понял, что вы делаете в моём холодильнике? Вы хотите кушац?
Елисей Лисей чи да
Why did I know this song until 2021? I needed it from a long time ago