Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane I Singer Reacts I

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  • @ericgusman4673
    @ericgusman4673 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    Breaking Benjamin always makes me feel some type of way whether it's happy or emotional. That's why they're arguably my favorite band of all time.

  • @bradenconway9066
    @bradenconway9066 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Im 35 and this song came out when I was 19 and I have this song on my playlist along with alot of other Breaking Benjamin. I honestly do not know how you can’t like this song. Maybe if you’re die hard country or hip hop but this song hits hard and has great vocals and meaning to it

  • @InteliLEX
    @InteliLEX ปีที่แล้ว +60

    "A walk down memory lane" is quite right in my case... I worked on the production of this song/album. Wild to hear it again years later with a lot of memories of every part of helping make this song happen. - Thank you so much for your thoughtful & kind review. - I love your work darling... Cheers 💜

    • @EchoX860
      @EchoX860 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Just wanted to say thank you for helping create the album, it means so much to me.

    • @InteliLEX
      @InteliLEX 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@EchoX860wow thank you so much that really means a lot to me.. I really appreciate that and am so grateful you enjoy the album

    • @Deplorable_Garbage
      @Deplorable_Garbage 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​@@InteliLEX I agree with the other guy. BB is so cathartic for me

  • @chloestarshine
    @chloestarshine ปีที่แล้ว +21

    My favourite band alongside Linkin Park from my teens that I never lost love for! Ben's vocals are amazing.

  • @rcoopr66
    @rcoopr66 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Ben’s vocal style is thoroughly unique and mesmerizing. One of the best bands if the last 25 years. I have a complete playlist of this band by themselves! I could listen & have listened to Breaking Benjamin for weeks. I listen in the shower, in bed, in the car, etc. Definitely on my list of all-time favorite bands.

  • @johnzushin198
    @johnzushin198 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    BB is an amazing band!! I used to listen to them in high school all the time. I recommend the “So Cold” next. Amazing reaction as always ❤

    • @HeavyTopspin
      @HeavyTopspin ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ashes of Eden is another one that really highlights the uniqueness of Ben's voice.

    • @shibby551
      @shibby551 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@HeavyTopspin yep cold an ashes are such good songs..

  • @EchoX860
    @EchoX860 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The grave says 'Jane Bryan' she was an actress who started in the 1939 movie "We Are Not Alone" which is the same title as Breaking Benjamins 2004 album, "We Are Not Alone"

  • @roFloFlo
    @roFloFlo ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Awesome reaction as always! Had Enough is another great BB song

    • @joeymarshall7663
      @joeymarshall7663 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Agreed

    • @Jared_Dill
      @Jared_Dill ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh yes man I agree that's a badass song man.

  • @jerryworkman2521
    @jerryworkman2521 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Please do more of them!!!! They are by far my favorite band. I have a hand tattoo dedicated to them

  • @CombatVictory
    @CombatVictory ปีที่แล้ว +55

    With the spooky season coming up,
    can we finally expect some Ice Nine Kills?
    Their last two albums are inspired by famous horror movies and the music videos tell a connected story.
    For a standalone reaction I would recommend "Stabbing in the Dark", which is about Michael Meyers and the Halloween franchise.

    • @mattblatchley2061
      @mattblatchley2061 ปีที่แล้ว

      man, they did a concert up at the "Stanley Hotel" on Halloween I think it was 2019...DANG I wish I coulda made it!

    • @joshuas193
      @joshuas193 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I second this. Ice Nine Kills is really good and a lot of fun too.

    • @Beekmans_765
      @Beekmans_765 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Funeral darangements👌👌

    • @joshschwarzbauer8155
      @joshschwarzbauer8155 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh god, I adore INK

    • @spitz5183
      @spitz5183 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes! 'Me, Myself and Hyde' is a great one to react to as well.

  • @bradkohl99
    @bradkohl99 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    So much nostalgia for me with this one. They used to play this when I was in high school late night on the local rock radio station, but never before 10pm, and only on fridays.

  • @Tylertormentxx
    @Tylertormentxx ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I'd totally recommend a reaction to "Dear Agony" either the acoustic version or studio version, and "I Will Not Bow"

  • @Lock-Vlog
    @Lock-Vlog ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The diary if jane is so dope and underrated song 🔥

  • @Kelvin-ud4pz
    @Kelvin-ud4pz ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Saw them live and they sounded amazing, like better than albums. They were so good

    • @hatememyfriend3694
      @hatememyfriend3694 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Seen them with seether and 3 days grace like 15 years ago best night of my life, my wife and I were dating then and I introduced her to mosh pits lol I gave her credit for stepping out of her "comfort zone" seeing as how Aerosmith was probably the only "rock" concert she'd ever been to. Memories.

    • @oscaryanezzavala
      @oscaryanezzavala ปีที่แล้ว

      Both side it's great

  • @DragonUdo
    @DragonUdo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so glad you pointed out how he sings "Place" now I'm gonna be obsessed with it lol

  • @MansterBear
    @MansterBear 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    BB is so good. There's always these little subtle changes between the chorus, or something the guitars do in the back ground the second time through. There's so much going on you can listen to them endlessly and always find something interesting

  • @bobbydelamar606
    @bobbydelamar606 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of my favorite bands. I saw them twice.

  • @91GT347
    @91GT347 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I bet you would love “The Bleeding” by Five Finger Death Punch. Its exactly how you said you like (and I agree). The harsh vocals placed only on the key words or phrases. The rest is more actual singing. Its an early song hardly anyone, if anyone has reacted to. Many probably don’t even know it.Its also a relationship song. Keep on killin the reactions ! 👍

  • @fusion7246
    @fusion7246 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Absolutely love Breaking Benjamin, they are so freaking awesome, there's so much passion and emotion behind the music and lyrics that you can feel all of it, very rare in a band

  • @spitz5183
    @spitz5183 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Phobia is one of the best modern rock albums ever written.

  • @onyx5448
    @onyx5448 ปีที่แล้ว +462

    So his girlfriend committed suicide when he was younger, and when he found her diary he read it, and in it she talked about different men and cheating on him. So in an old interview he said something along the lines of "to me she was everything, to her I was nothing more then a few sentences in her diary" . And a few years later he created this song, to help him find closure for not being able to stop her from committing suicide.

    • @pitieratiopira3731
      @pitieratiopira3731 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Damn bro it all makes sense now

    • @nitro_001newman2
      @nitro_001newman2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Wow, didn’t know that. Ben really had so many bad things going on in his life. He’s doing great now. He has a family and he loves his new band members. Not sure if he’s overcome his fear of flying yet.

    • @jason42080
      @jason42080 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Ah wrong the song was born from the singer watching a bunch of Forensic Files series episodes and there was a Episode about a Jane Doe that washed up on shore and was buried with no story.

    • @fonzyharris7577
      @fonzyharris7577 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@jason42080 "Burnley has said that “The Diary of Jane” is about a toxic relationship he had and that the song is about letting go of someone who has hurt you. It’s a story of someone trying to move on but unable to because they’re still in love." not sure about the suicide part but that's directly from the singer/writer of the song.

    • @strnvii
      @strnvii ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dam thats dark :(

  • @danlee9788
    @danlee9788 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    BREAKING BENJAMIN, MY CHILDHOOD BAND!!!

  • @Soundtracks92
    @Soundtracks92 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You should definitely react to more Breaking Benjamin! 😊 I recommend the songs:
    I Wish I May
    Medicate
    Polyamorous
    Skin
    Natural Life
    Next To Nothing
    Water
    Home
    Phase
    No Games
    Sugarcoat
    Shallow Bay
    Forever
    So Cold
    Simple Design
    Follow
    Firefly
    Forget It
    Breakdown
    Breath
    You
    Evil Angel
    Until The End
    Here We Are
    Unknown Soldier
    Fade Away
    I Will Not Bow
    Crawl
    Give Me A Sign
    Hopeless
    What Lies Beneath
    Anthem of the Angels
    Dear Agony
    Into The Nothing
    Without You
    Torn In Two
    Blow Me Away

    • @Deplorable_Garbage
      @Deplorable_Garbage 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Lol I agree. Just do anything 😂

    • @Soundtracks92
      @Soundtracks92 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Deplorable_Garbageyessss 😍 all their songs range from very good to great

  • @Unofficial1998
    @Unofficial1998 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Diary of Jane, I Will Not Bow, Dance With The Devil and So Cold are probably their most well known songs that a casual demographic of people have heard before back then, either on the radio or on MTV, and for good reason too.

  • @johanras371
    @johanras371 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It's been my ring tone on my phone since it came out and I'll never change it

  • @christianwelker7383
    @christianwelker7383 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Breaking Benjamin is one of my all-time guilty pleasures. Should definitely check out more of their discography. Another one for me is the band Chevelle. Should give them a listen, their songs ‘The Red’, ‘Well Enough Alone’, and ‘The Clincher’ are my top faves.

    • @hatememyfriend3694
      @hatememyfriend3694 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you add Send the pain below, Vitamin R (leading us along), comfortable liar, and hats off to the bull to that list you've got yourself a half hour of Chevelle bangers that never get old.

    • @joshuas193
      @joshuas193 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I don't think you should feel guilty for liking BB. Chevelle is awesome too.

    • @leonel8831
      @leonel8831 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No guilt. Pure pleasure.

    • @ryanw3658
      @ryanw3658 ปีที่แล้ว

      Chevelle was so damn good and consistent

    • @qwwupp4763
      @qwwupp4763 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Guilty pleasure? the hell

  • @ddevil4980
    @ddevil4980 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    You should definitely do Breaking Benjamin-Ashes of Eden, guaranteed you'd love it.
    EDIT: Its also has a great music video and Bens vocals are amazing.

  • @Beekmans_765
    @Beekmans_765 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of the best lyrical songs made in my oponion

  • @HavokTheorem
    @HavokTheorem ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know it's a bit of a shallow compliment, but you have a really nice face to watch. Reactions like this are admittedly a self-affirming kind of fun, but it's always interesting to see somebody else's experience of a familiar song. It's interesting that you intuitively whisper in lieu of growling, because it's almost the same thing just at a lower dynamic and without shaping your mouth to create resonance. If you whisper loudly, you're basically screaming; nobody's death growl is as loud as their ordinary yell.

  • @farmboymi
    @farmboymi ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You Should throw 10 Years into the Reactions at some point, Such an amazing band, Dont fight it, Beautiful, Fix me. all great songs to start with

  • @oscaryanezzavala
    @oscaryanezzavala ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Breaking benjamin es muy buena banda,escucho música de metal,rock muy variado pero BB es mi banda favorita de todas

  • @brennanmiller6356
    @brennanmiller6356 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I will not bow, red cold river,dear agony, breath, polyamorous, so cold, blow me away are all great songs by breaking Benjamin

  • @sangmusafir2448
    @sangmusafir2448 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The Diary of Jane is so emotional song when you realize how Ben singing every line with angry, frustrated and sadness in same time.

  • @DragonUdo
    @DragonUdo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Soooo Freaking Awesome... Damn I Love This Song!

  • @932bandit
    @932bandit ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Great reaction, great cat, and great smile. Thanks for all the content and take care.

  • @ajstrauss55
    @ajstrauss55 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm so damn old. This was my MySpace song 😂

  • @jt9411
    @jt9411 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I think the tombstone says Jane Bryan. Interesting bit of trivia, she was an actress in the 30s and happened to star in a movie titled We Are Not Alone, which also happens to be the title of BB's 2nd album.

  • @wcaneyes1847
    @wcaneyes1847 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That was a very nice reaction. I saw video of a family band named "Missioned Souls" in the Philippines covered "The Diary Of Jane" as well. They are composed of Dad, Mom and 4 Kids, but only the kids performed in this cover and their ages are from 10 to 15 . Their own take of it turmed me into a fan. I assure you won't believe your ears. Hope you can do a reaction.

  • @Tainted_Canvas
    @Tainted_Canvas ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Breaking benjamin is such an incredible group.
    Benjamin Burnley has amazing voice.
    This brings back so much nostalgia 🖤
    I also wanted to say I love your reactions and how excited you get about the music & the artist!
    I wanted to ask you to do reactions to I see stars and Jonny Craig.... (Please!)
    If you wanted killer voices you should check them out!
    P. S. Your channel is awesome! 😊🖤

  • @jxstified7558
    @jxstified7558 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think it would be sick to see your reaction to Marilyn Manson - Coma White, the acoustic version and studio version are phenomenal.

  • @torn83gaming19
    @torn83gaming19 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The band Red is amazing as well. Darkest Part is fantastic.

  • @tactic80
    @tactic80 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    The song is about Jane, the event happened in reality, the girl fell asleep in a bathtub full of water and died. In the video she wakes up at the beginning of the music and is looking for a mirror, by the end when she found a mirror, she did not see her reflection, in many peoples, and their legends, ghosts do not see their reflection. The group dedicated this song to this girl, it is unknown if they knew her.

    • @jenk1ngs.tar.bz2
      @jenk1ngs.tar.bz2 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      No bro. Isn't the real case. The history is very different.

  • @wickedPrints3256
    @wickedPrints3256 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You look very nice in yellow! Love this song! I forgot how heavy it was. Something about the 2000's bands that set them apart from the grunge movement is how much heavier they were.

  • @anton2497
    @anton2497 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    0:55 Love those subtitles

  • @EstAlbusLupus
    @EstAlbusLupus ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Breaking Benjamin is and Alwayz has been in my top 5 All Time Favorite Bandz! Ever since I first saw the video to "polyamorous" video from there first album

  • @justinwilder3514
    @justinwilder3514 ปีที่แล้ว

    All time favorite band, all bias aside they have 0 bad songs.. every time someone reacts to this I have to see the vid, I wish I could hear this for the first time again.

  • @BrokePencil
    @BrokePencil 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    They have a thing for Jane Bryant, a 1930's actress (don't hold me to that time-period). I think it's Bryant as the second name on the gravestone.

  • @FroYo1305
    @FroYo1305 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Aah this song reminds me of Step Up 2 : The Streets. That's where i first heard it and was instantly hooked to it. It truly is a pleasant trip down memory lane

  • @bryanharding4359
    @bryanharding4359 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    another great track by the band. my buddy chad played drums for them for awhile. I miss him in the band.

  • @robmetalhead6185
    @robmetalhead6185 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good choice hopeless is another awesome song as well

  • @foxyh2
    @foxyh2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hello, please react "Breaking Benjamin - Dear Agony (Aurora Version) ft. Lacey Sturm"

    • @djj9675
      @djj9675 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes!

  • @briansanders6247
    @briansanders6247 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    More Breaking Benjamin....."I Will Not Bow".....personally dig in to Queenryche.....vocal superiority(Geoff Tate)....love your reactions 😎

  • @beaglejack2023
    @beaglejack2023 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    40. Remain my favorite band of all time.

  • @cobrasys
    @cobrasys ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Rachel, if you like strategically-placed growling vocals, I recommend you give Seether a listen. To start with, I'd recommend "Remedy", "No Jesus Christ" or "Needles".

  • @PintadoProjekt
    @PintadoProjekt 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is just one of the songs I love from them. Do Dear Agony also. The original one.

  • @JoawMebs-im6ix
    @JoawMebs-im6ix 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Better Days by Breaking Benjamin is a rare upbeat song from them and its good

  • @justitia257
    @justitia257 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful

  • @jerichosamson8556
    @jerichosamson8556 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yes!! More Breaking Benjamin pls 🤟

  • @rangoonparkresortdooars6342
    @rangoonparkresortdooars6342 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Just love the "yaaaaaaaas"

    • @Deplorable_Garbage
      @Deplorable_Garbage 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yaaaaassss 💅💅💅💅 😂

  • @Decipher2K7
    @Decipher2K7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the album was amazing, had it as my gym tracks

  • @kimferreirastifler2677
    @kimferreirastifler2677 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Uma das minhas preferidas junto com Give me a Sign 🖤🔥🤘🇧🇷

  • @greenpieceofmind
    @greenpieceofmind 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I always gravitated towards the "place" as well

  • @thehurtfam
    @thehurtfam ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Man I still listen to this album and Iam and metalcore deathcore guy evil angel is my fav but the whole album is gold

  • @ed9294
    @ed9294 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Breaking benjamin blow me away

  • @_Jax_12
    @_Jax_12 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love you Ray ❤

  • @hajimemashite210
    @hajimemashite210 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    If I may make a couple of song suggestions: Silent lucidity by Queensryche, one by Metallica , The Sound of Silence by Disturbed

  • @Mundo_do_Ray
    @Mundo_do_Ray 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    8:39 i believe what you are trying to say here is about the vocal tech of lowing the palate, so he can do a high note with a more deep voice.. (i can explain better in portuguese haha)

  • @josealejandro9827
    @josealejandro9827 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I recommend you to listen to Opeth Ghost of Perdition, Mikael vocals are insane

  • @FutabaSakuraaa
    @FutabaSakuraaa ปีที่แล้ว

    my favorite song

  • @bradenconway9066
    @bradenconway9066 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Check out So Cold by Breaking Benjamin as well, great great song

  • @denvy_flex26
    @denvy_flex26 ปีที่แล้ว

    Finally!! She noticed my request 🥰🥰🥰

  • @Oneway_myway
    @Oneway_myway ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There’s an acoustic version of this song, too, and it might be better! You be the judge

  • @IncoGnito-ji5du
    @IncoGnito-ji5du 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You eerily resemble a gal i once knew, mannerisms an all. It s weird coupled with this song, i haven t visited this foggy path for a long time.
    Bagner song though.

  • @thomasanderson2384
    @thomasanderson2384 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dance with the Devil, So Cold and Breath

  • @joshuasimmons1438
    @joshuasimmons1438 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Could you please react to “dear agony” an “evil angel” by breaking Benjamin

  • @justlyrics1838
    @justlyrics1838 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song isn't about love, Once Benjamin watching a TV Show called "Unsolved mysteries" He sees a dead woman with an undefined İD , There was nothing abour her , who was she? What she died for? how she lived? etc.. So benjamin wanted to give her a story and wrote this song for her . For undefined dead womans they use the name "Jane" (For men it is John ).

  • @robinh1224
    @robinh1224 ปีที่แล้ว

    Everyone keeps reviewing Diary if Jane for nostalgia, but im hoping to see more for Failure, Ahses of Eden, and Psycho 😭🙏🏼

  • @JasonMaxwell-k5j
    @JasonMaxwell-k5j ปีที่แล้ว

    Ben Burnley does not write bad music. This has been my favorite band since they released their first music. I recommend Ashes of Eden and Red Cold River for some of his newer songs

  • @Grindtone603
    @Grindtone603 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My fav Breaking Benjamin song to sing is Evil Angel. The instrumentation and vocals have such amazing melody to them

  • @ErickSilvaaa-25
    @ErickSilvaaa-25 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a rock, you know 🤘😩

  • @SBguitarcovers
    @SBguitarcovers ปีที่แล้ว +1

    MORE BB!

  • @rodrigobarua6673
    @rodrigobarua6673 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hola, tienes que reaccionar a más videos como este.

  • @Sweet_Submissive
    @Sweet_Submissive 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just realized this song is 18 years old. I'm fucking old lol

  • @stevengtx760
    @stevengtx760 ปีที่แล้ว

    old but gold

  • @christopherdunlap7028
    @christopherdunlap7028 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You should definitely do "Had Enough" by Breaking Benjamin. I doubt it's one you've heard before.

  • @hatememyfriend3694
    @hatememyfriend3694 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Saturate is imo the most amazing BB album, polyamorous, skin, water, home, shallow bay, phase, next to nothing, sugarcoat, and Medicate are all so good in that old school unpolished BB kind of way.

  • @lukewhite8609
    @lukewhite8609 ปีที่แล้ว

    there is just some thing about Benjamín Burnley that no one else has

  • @FutabaSakuraaa
    @FutabaSakuraaa ปีที่แล้ว +1

    next: until the end - breaking benjamin

  • @skylinerds
    @skylinerds ปีที่แล้ว

    Breaking Benjamin - cold

  • @SkaterNate1
    @SkaterNate1 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The juicy details of the diary…. I got the joke. lol.

  • @joshuas193
    @joshuas193 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    BB has quite a few good songs. I like Polyamorous, Blow Me Away(ft. Velora) and So Cold

  • @albertwesker2283
    @albertwesker2283 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Breathe is their best song

  • @Michael-xn7qz
    @Michael-xn7qz ปีที่แล้ว

    It should sound familiar Chris motionless has been sounding like them for years

  • @evolve7621
    @evolve7621 ปีที่แล้ว

    A7X and BB is the best for me.❤

  • @vsma70
    @vsma70 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This isn't a one time hear and forget. It's been in your head for years and you finally decided to review it. lol

  • @bigbluecollins6188
    @bigbluecollins6188 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You should react to Darkness Within, by Machine Head. You might like Robbs vocals. one of a kind

  • @philmiller99
    @philmiller99 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yeah...this is a good one.

  • @benndarayta9156
    @benndarayta9156 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Dance with the Devil next reaction👍

  • @Rizalamirul_96
    @Rizalamirul_96 ปีที่แล้ว

    BURGERKILL - AN ELEGY ... GREAT ORCHESTRA MIX METAL🔥🔥🔥

  • @SkaterNate1
    @SkaterNate1 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You could totally growl. You are right on the edge of it with your voice at times. I think it would be natural to you if you could accept the process of finding it.