I was talking about you/your story with my wife last night. Crazy how close I have come to passing the point of no return. Thankfully I have found sobriety, and hopefully it sticks long term. This channel is my favorite corner of the internet I have found.
I recall Ron wagging his finger in my face..."No more doctors"..he gave up, and he's gone now. LD is a carbon copy with regard to symptoms and lifestyle, but LD didn't give up. I know now what could have been...with Ron. LD, it's your hard core honesty and transparency minus all sugar coating that has drawn us to you. Something about your sensitivity and your heart is what I just love about you! I am glad you have sought therapy. Prayers.❤❤❤
140 ish days in bro been watchin you since the begging. Had a lot of relapses but always came back and watched your vids to keep me on track. Thanks for what you do brother
Your underestimating the help and support you ve given. 13k subscribers have seen and felt it via your honest approach. It's no small thing to tell it as it is. And in your own words, nobody set off intending the outcome. But knowledge is without doubt power.
We never expect to become addicts. I was the last person anyone could have imagined would be stuck so deep in alcoholism. I was always such a shy, quiet, kind kid. And that didn't go away when i was stuck in alcoholism, but i did things and acted in ways i could never imagine even now that I'm sober again. I dont know how i was who i was in addiction. But that just goes to show you! There is no immunity. It takes just a few decisions to lock you in and then the alcohol is deciding for you. I mean, i continued to make the choices that i did. But i was warped and distorted by alcohol. It's so hard to explain, but if you lnow, you know. All my love, LD. This is a day late. But I'm grateful for you, and this whole community. Sending you continued prayers all day today! 😊❤😊❤
Hey Amanda, i was going to ask how you're doing..i feel you so much..I didn't even start drinking till my 30s..all 3 liver tests are high now and my creatin in my 1 kidney is high..I'm so hoping it's reversible..like you I was quite and shy and really we grew up poor so I never felt accepted..I'm wishing you well...take care, God Bless!...
@yvonneshaub6111 Hey, Yvonne!! It's so good to see you! I'm so sorry for the anxiety you must be going through. Just keep doing the best you can with abstaining and your diet! I'll be praying for you that all goes well and the damage is reversible. Just remember, though, that plenty of people still live well even with cirrhosis when they take their diet and sobriety seriously!! You will be okay no matter what because i know you'll do the right thing for yourself. Take a deep breath, my friend. Also, I can relate to never feeling accepted. I was always food secure, and always had a roof over my head, but grew up in a rich neighborhood wearing hand me downs and old shoes lol my siblings and i were the outcasts as well. But i learned quickly how to value true friendship! Have a great weekend ❤️🫂❤️🫂❤️
Been following you for a while now L.D. and when I discovered you I thought there was no one else like me. You showed me different and I'll allways remember that. Living with cirrhosis is hard enough as it is but being alone in that is worse. Now thanks to you I am not.
Just came upon you today…my best friend sounds so much like you. You have no idea me as the partner. Everything you’ve talked about same symptoms/behaviors. Thank you! All my best to you and your family. Prayers for a successful day tomorrow.
You are such an inspiration man. You really are. God has used you in big ways, and will continue to do so. I hope you know how much of a difference you make in people’s lives. You certainly have in mine. God bless you and yours. - Kyler in Kansas
Man, everything you said in this video hits home for me. I thought alcohol would make me into the person I thought I needed to be to get noticed. I looked up to the people who were social butterflies and were super outgoing/confident, and that’s what I wanted to be like! I didn’t realize at the time that some people are just naturally that way, and alcohol only enhances who they are naturally. That was never my personality, so I had to get drunk out of my mind to morph into that character. I went above and beyond with alcohol, more than anyone else, all because I wanted to fit in, and I ended up paying a higher price for it than everyone else! The point is that you are enough! Who you are naturally is just fine, and it’s not worth becoming obsessed with a poison to try and become someone you’re not! You’re just going to ruin your life for no reason and end up with nothing to show for after all that effort! Thanks for today’s message, LD! I think it will help many people out there who are struggling! Take care and God bless! ❤🙏
I was diagnosed with cancer a couple of weeks ago.Surgery on December 17th.Please tell everybody don't obsessively drink.You will end up like me or LD. love you guys
@veronicafoxx27 I’m so sorry to hear that. I’m wishing you healing and strength to get through this. Positive energy is very important for healing. I’m sending your way.
I am so sorry to hear that, prayers to you and please keep us updated on how your surgery goes on the 17th. You got this, we are all alot stronger than we think we are.
I am sitting here just gulping down tears and praying for you ceaselessly ... for God to guide your surgeon's hands...for your family as they go through this with you...even for all your friends and subscribers who LOVE YOU and want the best for you... Lord, keep your strong arms around this man, give him peace that goes beyond human understanding, heal him from this affliction, let him feel Your compassion, have mercy on him. I ask these things in Jesus's name...Amen...God bless you my good man...we'll be right there with you...
LD We love you my friend, Your helping so many people and I hope you realise how many life's your saving. You should be so proud of yourself. Keep positive, Your procedure will be a huge success & you have many year's to keep us all on the straight & narrow. Steve LONDON ❤
Please know that you are so important to all your followers. We love you and bless your good works. You may never know how far you reach, but please keep going for all of us who struggle. The world needs you, and we thank you sir.
may you relax and be at peace knowing that you are protected and loved every step of the way.may your surgery go perfectly and painlessly. may this be a long term solution for you so that you can continue to be there for your family and friends, and keep sending out your messages of hope to the world I'm right there with you as you go through this next chapter - along with about 13k other people. Godspeed
LD life is so hard mate and to me the UK is so hard compared to when I was in my 20,s. LD don't be too hard on yourself as you are so lucky to have the chance to help others. My friend we can't change the past, Only the future. Steve LONDON ❤
Hey Steve from a fellow (outskirts) of Londoner. Agree the UK is not what it used to be, the soul has been beaten out of it by many bad governments past and present. I bet addiction here is at a record high as people feel they have little to look forward to. I've had to look inward at what I do have and count my blessing each day. I've been following this channel from the second video he ever posted and find it a massive help and support in my sobriety. I do hope you find the same and feel your not alone in your concern for the country.
You had mentioned addicts/alcoholics tend to be some of the nicest most intelligent folks around, and I agree. I find it difficult slowing my thoughts down and being overly critical of myself. The comfort that alcohol gave me was incredible (to a point) as it slowed down my thoughts and got rid of my anxiety. Thanks LD! I dont attend AA, however, I find this channel is kind of my AA... thanks
Respect i have issues im or was in the medical field i worry all the time about my liver i wish i could private message you some questions its kinda funny i spent alot of time as a chef too its a breeding ground for drugs and alcohol
When you get to the hosp, make sure to tell everyone there you’re still on blood thinners. It could’ve been an oversight. Worst case, they’ll keep you for extra time but better safe than sorry. It’ll all be good!
We all know someone with a problem with alcohol. My husband is still in denial about his abuse, high liver enzymes for over 3 years and recent ct scan showed likely cirrohsis. He did give up hard liquor but still drinks a lot of beer. I’ve been going to Al-Anon which helps. It’s so hard to watch the decline in his health.
I have a friend who appears to be in good health, is 56 years old, never smoked, didn't drink too much and he hates doctors and refuses to go. You aren't the only person like that. Who knows what silent disorder or disease could be present. I've always read medical journals and textbooks - that is where a lot of my knowledge comes from. However, I also suffer from mild hypochondria because of it. I am just glad the drinking is over. I was selfish, self-destructive and nobody could tell me anything. I am different now. I am glad drinking is over. I hope your procedure goes well, L.D.
Continued prayers for you LD!Thanks for all you do for us out here who are in need of inspiration and the determination to get through our struggles..Your truly an awesome guy❤God Bless You
The part about addiction making us insanely resourceful is a very powerful.. It really shows how much we are capable of when we put our minds to something that's drives us. Just like you have redirected your energy towards making videos to help others.
I do think there is a good purpose for you to have outlived the life expectancy the doctors gave you before. You are fulfilling that purpose by helping so many people with your videos. You’re helping people stay sober and helping others with severe health problems not feel alone. Thank you for using your journey to help us all here! ❤
Wonderful, thoughtful, insightful video as always. I hope you can calm your nerves. You are in great hands at MUSC. The doctors, God and the love of your family, friends and everyone on this channel will see you through this difficult time! 😊❤😊❤😊❤
Hey thanks for uploading again man, I drank today and I know I'm already having bad signs for years now. I didn't mean to. I meant to be better. I'm intoxicated now and I honestly just feel embarrassment :that's a good thing. I am trying. I have no friends or family but I have to realize that I'm an idiot if I think that they wouldn't be pissed at me right now. Ironically, they aren't here because of alcohol. My parents, uncles, aunts, brother... Everyone. I'll be next if I don't stop. Thank you very much for these videos. You are helping me press the breaks and after today, I won't give in for a week or two at least. I have so much more to say and thank you for. I messed up but I will not again for at least a few weeks. I don't want to be this way but i feel that being realistic is valuable.
Sounds like you’re having good realizations and making strong efforts, with some backsliding here and there. Keep forging ahead!! You’ll make it!! Keep faith in yourself!! You can do it!!!! 😊
Don't beat yourself up, you're not an idiot. Keep trying knowing you have your people on here. Think of us, think of LD and all he's going through before you take your next drink, we all want you to succeed in your journey into sobriety. Stay strong! You can do this.
Dude the ignorance in the medical profession just amazes me. Checking the blood pressure in the doctors office is probably the worst place for accurate measurement. I am the same way. My blood pressure spikes when I am in the doctors office. And they are giving me a hard time as well even though I tell them it's fine at home.
Lost my nephew in September to liver and kidney failure due to alcoholism. Your sharing your story has better helped me understand addiction and liver disease. I am grateful that you chose to do this. You are making a difference in people's lives. Will keep you in my prayers.
You got this LD, you have an army cheering and praying for you! When I was drinking I did the same thing with Dr's I refused to go, 5 years ago I did buy antibiotics online and actually took them because I wanted to avoid my Dr due to how much I was drinking and didnt want to deal with it. Over the summer I started doing an experiment and started putting away the money I would spend on alcohol each week into an account. with that I was just able to pay off a nagging bill and I made a big purchase of something I have wanted for such a long time on black friday and still have money in that account. It feels great. Life is so much better without alcohol. Thanks for taking us along! I know how nerve wracking it can be, but you are strong and you got this! Much love to you and everyone here!
Praying non stop for you LD❤! Superman is real and his name is LD❤! You are truly one of GODS chosen❤Your passion for helping others is unbelievable. There will be over 13k subscribers sending you love & prayers for your surgery.
Your story reminds me a lot of my own, I luckily never got to the point you did but there are a lot of similarities. I was bullied pretty bad at school, I felt like I never fitted in, with like no one. The first few times I started getting drunk, I remember this so vividly - I remember thinking "this is where I belong, I'm so content about where I am right now"
Praying for you and your loved ones in this upcoming journey that you’re about to embark on! You give each of us so much hope and encouragement each day with your honesty and transparency. I will be sending positive vibes and prayers. Judit from Augusta
Our hearts are with you. You're not alone. Praying for you to feel peace going in, the Dr's to perform their best, and a beautiful recovery. Thank you for being you.
Thinking of you with healing energy for a positive outcome today for your surgery. Much love to you and your family as you continue to navigate thru. Thank you for sharing your story with such courage and humbling truth. Speaks measures to many! 💜💜💜
We are so blessed to have you LD. Please don't feel panicked, you have so many people praying for you and wishing you well and a wonderful family who have stuck with you through thick and thin in your journey. Please tell your mum that she's absolutely awsome! I saw her on here in past videos a couple of times and she's wonderful.
God Bless your sobriety journey and your upcoming surgery. Your honesty in sharing your story is priceless to the many of us who have/or are walking your life walk. I kinda think we all have a similar experience of always feeling socially anxious and uncomfortable
LD, all of us make mistakes, sometimes big ones (only speaking for myself). Your prayer warriors have your back! You're young and you will make it through this. Praying for you, your family and medical team. I'm praying that you can eat more than protein shakes❤🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️
You have been a gift LD. When I was obese I felt the same way, didn’t want to go to the doctor ever. You lift me up with every video. You are so incredibly insightful. Thanks for being so authentic and raw. You are in our thoughts LD.
Again, I am amazed that you managed to keep performing at your job despite so many health problems during active alcoholism. I guess that was a blessing as well as a curse: had you lost your job early on, you might have stopped drinking much earlier.
51 days so far.. it’s not easy ., every afternoon I pass so many convenient stores .. the thought of cold beer 😢..usually after fighting it the craving subsides😊
Been watching your channel a few weeks now. You’ve helped me so much by sharing your truth. Thank you. Best wishes for a smooth surgery & fast recovery. ❤
You and Slayer inspired me. Thank you for posting I try to watch every video. If you ever want another interview I'd be willing to come on I sort of want to start a channel like you did
Wishing you well. I’m 100% certain that the TIPs revision will be successful, but the apprehension is understandable. Keep us posted, and stay strong (I’m currently in hospital with a pancreatic flare). Best Wishes Adam
O good time Charlie is tuff to get rid of . I lost a best friend at 44 . He come from a great family . But that beer called to him day and night . I knew he was sick when we would drink the next day he could drink one beer and be slurring again . He went to the dr finally and true enuff passed away a few months later.
Thanks L.D. You are an inspiration to many people around the world. Your humility is amazing. We will keep you in our prayers. Thank you for your passion to improve lives, dont ever lose it! God bless you.
The people that claim they love you while your in the party life when you get broke or have a health issue where are they ? There gone . They are down the road mooching off somebody new
Thank you L.D you have reminded me of my past experiences with alcohol. I'm insulin dependent and don't want to die from my former obsessions. God bless u for your words of experience and wisdom ♡
Praying for you and your family. And for that medical team to do everything just right. Be strong for that wife and those kids like you always have been. Remember your life will not end until God is finished using you for His purpose, and I personally believe there is a LOT of purpose remaining in your life and that your time in earth will continue for years. Just remain faithful and focused on God.
Your suffering does not go in vaine. 3 months dry since I started listening to you. Thank you .
I’m right there with you. Hit 90 days a couple days ago. So grateful.
Good job Rose, keep up the good fight.
@@tjs1189 It gets easier. Healthy thoughts
So much truth and vulnerability in this entire share. Open to learning and good health over here.
Godspeed LD I'm almost 8 days without a drink and am going into a 3 week plus treatment in a couple days.
Well done to you. Awesome accomplishment so far, wishing you the very best in your journey to recovery.
That’s fantastic. You got this!
I was talking about you/your story with my wife last night. Crazy how close I have come to passing the point of no return. Thankfully I have found sobriety, and hopefully it sticks long term. This channel is my favorite corner of the internet I have found.
I recall Ron wagging his finger in my face..."No more doctors"..he gave up, and he's gone now. LD is a carbon copy with regard to symptoms and lifestyle, but LD didn't give up. I know now what could have been...with Ron.
LD, it's your hard core honesty and transparency minus all sugar coating that has drawn us to you. Something about your sensitivity and your heart is what I just love about you! I am glad you have sought therapy. Prayers.❤❤❤
So well said Ron's Mom❤❤❤!
I am truly sorry about your son. L.D. is a fighter.
Good luck tomorrow. I’ll be thinking about you and coming to your channel for updates- from an alcoholic 18 months sober.
One day at a time. We'll be with you.
LD you are the truth. Keep doing what you do Man! Pure inspiration much respect!
140 ish days in bro been watchin you since the begging. Had a lot of relapses but always came back and watched your vids to keep me on track. Thanks for what you do brother
God is using you, buddy. ❤ from Columbia SC❤
Your underestimating the help and support you ve given. 13k subscribers have seen and felt it via your honest approach. It's no small thing to tell it as it is. And in your own words, nobody set off intending the outcome. But knowledge is without doubt power.
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We never expect to become addicts. I was the last person anyone could have imagined would be stuck so deep in alcoholism. I was always such a shy, quiet, kind kid. And that didn't go away when i was stuck in alcoholism, but i did things and acted in ways i could never imagine even now that I'm sober again. I dont know how i was who i was in addiction. But that just goes to show you! There is no immunity. It takes just a few decisions to lock you in and then the alcohol is deciding for you. I mean, i continued to make the choices that i did. But i was warped and distorted by alcohol. It's so hard to explain, but if you lnow, you know. All my love, LD. This is a day late. But I'm grateful for you, and this whole community. Sending you continued prayers all day today! 😊❤😊❤
Hey Amanda, i was going to ask how you're doing..i feel you so much..I didn't even start drinking till my 30s..all 3 liver tests are high now and my creatin in my 1 kidney is high..I'm so hoping it's reversible..like you I was quite and shy and really we grew up poor so I never felt accepted..I'm wishing you well...take care, God Bless!...
@yvonneshaub6111 Hey, Yvonne!! It's so good to see you! I'm so sorry for the anxiety you must be going through. Just keep doing the best you can with abstaining and your diet! I'll be praying for you that all goes well and the damage is reversible. Just remember, though, that plenty of people still live well even with cirrhosis when they take their diet and sobriety seriously!! You will be okay no matter what because i know you'll do the right thing for yourself. Take a deep breath, my friend. Also, I can relate to never feeling accepted. I was always food secure, and always had a roof over my head, but grew up in a rich neighborhood wearing hand me downs and old shoes lol my siblings and i were the outcasts as well. But i learned quickly how to value true friendship! Have a great weekend ❤️🫂❤️🫂❤️
You’ve got a gift. Thanks for sharing your story in such a relatable way every day.
Totally Agree with the idea that LD has a natural gift to speak. It's his very natural organic delivery, honesty, & ability to be vulnerable.
Been following you for a while now L.D. and when I discovered you I thought there was no one else like me. You showed me different and I'll allways remember that. Living with cirrhosis is hard enough as it is but being alone in that is worse. Now thanks to you I am not.
There are many of us here 👍 I am alone in my venture as well
You are never alone, you have a whole community of people here to lean on.
It is COLD in South Carolina today!! It was real cold last night!!
Just came upon you today…my best friend sounds so much like you. You have no idea me as the partner. Everything you’ve talked about same symptoms/behaviors. Thank you! All my best to you and your family. Prayers for a successful day tomorrow.
My whole family is cheering for you and wishing you smooth sailing for the next few days. I can’t wait to hear the “post procedure” recap video ❤
I have no idea what sorta guy you were 10 years ago, or 20 or whatever, but what I do know is you're a helluva decent guy RIGHT NOW!!!
Saying a prayer for you and your doctors.
You are such an inspiration man. You really are. God has used you in big ways, and will continue to do so.
I hope you know how much of a difference you make in people’s lives. You certainly have in mine.
God bless you and yours.
- Kyler in Kansas
Praying for you dude that they get this done with no issues🙏🏽
Praying for your best results of being home this week and everything going well.
Man, everything you said in this video hits home for me. I thought alcohol would make me into the person I thought I needed to be to get noticed. I looked up to the people who were social
butterflies and were super
outgoing/confident, and that’s what I wanted to be like! I didn’t realize at the time that some people are just naturally that way, and alcohol only enhances who they are naturally. That was never my personality, so I had to get drunk out of my mind to morph into that character. I went above and beyond with alcohol, more than anyone else, all because I wanted to fit in, and I ended up paying a higher price for it than everyone else! The point is that you are enough! Who you are naturally is just fine, and it’s not worth becoming obsessed with a poison to try and become someone you’re not! You’re just going to ruin your life for no reason and end up with nothing to show for after all that effort! Thanks for today’s message, LD! I think it will help many people out there who are struggling! Take care and God bless! ❤🙏
I was diagnosed with cancer a couple of weeks ago.Surgery on December 17th.Please tell everybody don't obsessively drink.You will end up like me or LD. love you guys
Oh no Veronica 😢 you're in our prayers. Hugs friend ❤️
All the best with your surgery ❤
Veronica I send you prayers of healing. So sorry to hear this.. May God, in his mercy, heal and restore you.
@veronicafoxx27 I’m so sorry to hear that. I’m wishing you healing and strength to get through this. Positive energy is very important for healing. I’m sending your way.
I am so sorry to hear that, prayers to you and please keep us updated on how your surgery goes on the 17th. You got this, we are all alot stronger than we think we are.
I am sitting here just gulping down tears and praying for you ceaselessly ... for God to guide your surgeon's hands...for your family as they go through this with you...even for all your friends and subscribers who LOVE YOU and want the best for you... Lord, keep your strong arms around this man, give him peace that goes beyond human understanding, heal him from this affliction, let him feel Your compassion, have mercy on him. I ask these things in Jesus's name...Amen...God bless you my good man...we'll be right there with you...
@@Cat-oj4oz I stand in agreement!
LD We love you my friend, Your helping so many people and I hope you realise how many life's your saving. You should be so proud of yourself. Keep positive, Your procedure will be a huge success & you have many year's to keep us all on the straight & narrow. Steve LONDON ❤
You are so loved LD! And you are helping so many🙏❤️
He actually genuinely cares..thats refreshing, not just someone on TH-cam looking to make a buck..
Very, very relatable video LD👏👍🔥. Thank you ❤🙏🫂
Please know that you are so important to all your followers. We love you and bless your good works. You may never know how far you reach, but please keep going for all of us who struggle. The world needs you, and we thank you sir.
You are a bright light. Hoping for a successful surgery tomorrow and looking forward to your next update.
may you relax and be at peace knowing that you are protected and loved every step of the way.may your surgery go perfectly and painlessly. may this be a long term solution for you so that you can continue to be there for your family and friends, and keep sending out your messages of hope to the world I'm right there with you as you go through this next chapter - along with about 13k other people. Godspeed
LD life is so hard mate and to me the UK is so hard compared to when I was in my 20,s. LD don't be too hard on yourself as you are so lucky to have the chance to help others. My friend we can't change the past, Only the future. Steve LONDON ❤
Hey Steve from a fellow (outskirts) of Londoner. Agree the UK is not what it used to be, the soul has been beaten out of it by many bad governments past and present. I bet addiction here is at a record high as people feel they have little to look forward to. I've had to look inward at what I do have and count my blessing each day. I've been following this channel from the second video he ever posted and find it a massive help and support in my sobriety. I do hope you find the same and feel your not alone in your concern for the country.
Safe travels tomorrow, LD and mom! Sending all our love ❤️
You had mentioned addicts/alcoholics tend to be some of the nicest most intelligent folks around, and I agree. I find it difficult slowing my thoughts down and being overly critical of myself. The comfort that alcohol gave me was incredible (to a point) as it slowed down my thoughts and got rid of my anxiety. Thanks LD! I dont attend AA, however, I find this channel is kind of my AA... thanks
Respect i have issues im or was in the medical field i worry all the time about my liver i wish i could private message you some questions its kinda funny i spent alot of time as a chef too its a breeding ground for drugs and alcohol
Yes my daughter worked in the Restaurant business in downtown San Antonio & she passed away at 38 from cirrhosis 😢
When you get to the hosp, make sure to tell everyone there you’re still on blood thinners. It could’ve been an oversight. Worst case, they’ll keep you for extra time but better safe than sorry. It’ll all be good!
One day at a time . Wishing you and your team strength these coming days.
We all know someone with a problem with alcohol. My husband is still in denial about his abuse, high liver enzymes for over 3 years and recent ct scan showed likely cirrohsis. He did give up hard liquor but still drinks a lot of beer. I’ve been going to Al-Anon which helps. It’s so hard to watch the decline in his health.
I have a friend who appears to be in good health, is 56 years old, never smoked, didn't drink too much and he hates doctors and refuses to go. You aren't the only person like that. Who knows what silent disorder or disease could be present. I've always read medical journals and textbooks - that is where a lot of my knowledge comes from. However, I also suffer from mild hypochondria because of it. I am just glad the drinking is over. I was selfish, self-destructive and nobody could tell me anything. I am different now. I am glad drinking is over. I hope your procedure goes well, L.D.
Big hugs to you and yours. Get healing LD.
Continued prayers for you LD!Thanks for all you do for us out here who are in need of inspiration and the determination to get through our struggles..Your truly an awesome guy❤God Bless You
Everything it's gonna be alright.
Love and prayers headed your way brother!
I'm the same way, obsessed. I started hypnotherapy. It at least is good for meditation and is relaxing.
God bless you forever in the name of Jesus Christ. God is with you brother always.
The part about addiction making us insanely resourceful is a very powerful.. It really shows how much we are capable of when we put our minds to something that's drives us. Just like you have redirected your energy towards making videos to help others.
Thinking of you, LD, you are an amazingly strong and resilient human being! Sending love ❤️ & light 🌟✨ fir a smooth procedure! 🙏
I do think there is a good purpose for you to have outlived the life expectancy the doctors gave you before. You are fulfilling that purpose by helping so many people with your videos. You’re helping people stay sober and helping others with severe health problems not feel alone. Thank you for using your journey to help us all here! ❤
Wonderful, thoughtful, insightful video as always. I hope you can calm your nerves. You are in great hands at MUSC. The doctors, God and the love of your family, friends and everyone on this channel will see you through this difficult time! 😊❤😊❤😊❤
Hey thanks for uploading again man, I drank today and I know I'm already having bad signs for years now. I didn't mean to. I meant to be better. I'm intoxicated now and I honestly just feel embarrassment :that's a good thing. I am trying. I have no friends or family but I have to realize that I'm an idiot if I think that they wouldn't be pissed at me right now. Ironically, they aren't here because of alcohol. My parents, uncles, aunts, brother... Everyone. I'll be next if I don't stop. Thank you very much for these videos. You are helping me press the breaks and after today, I won't give in for a week or two at least. I have so much more to say and thank you for. I messed up but I will not again for at least a few weeks. I don't want to be this way but i feel that being realistic is valuable.
Sounds like you’re having good realizations and making strong efforts, with some backsliding here and there. Keep forging ahead!! You’ll make it!! Keep faith in yourself!! You can do it!!!! 😊
Don't beat yourself up, you're not an idiot. Keep trying knowing you have your people on here. Think of us, think of LD and all he's going through before you take your next drink, we all want you to succeed in your journey into sobriety. Stay strong! You can do this.
DONT STOP TRYING! EVER!!!! You CAN do this, things CAN and DO get better. KEEP TRYING!!!!.
Dude the ignorance in the medical profession just amazes me. Checking the blood pressure in the doctors office is probably the worst place for accurate measurement. I am the same way. My blood pressure spikes when I am in the doctors office. And they are giving me a hard time as well even though I tell them it's fine at home.
Love listening to you no matter what you bring up. Always good points. Hope you get some rest tonight and feel yourself in God's embrace.
Lost my nephew in September to liver and kidney failure due to alcoholism. Your sharing your story has better helped me understand addiction and liver disease. I am grateful that you chose to do this. You are making a difference in people's lives. Will keep you in my prayers.
Yes, Fish Mox, I've purchased to use for stray cats that i feed (and fix)!
You got this LD, you have an army cheering and praying for you! When I was drinking I did the same thing with Dr's I refused to go, 5 years ago I did buy antibiotics online and actually took them because I wanted to avoid my Dr due to how much I was drinking and didnt want to deal with it. Over the summer I started doing an experiment and started putting away the money I would spend on alcohol each week into an account. with that I was just able to pay off a nagging bill and I made a big purchase of something I have wanted for such a long time on black friday and still have money in that account. It feels great. Life is so much better without alcohol. Thanks for taking us along! I know how nerve wracking it can be, but you are strong and you got this! Much love to you and everyone here!
I love your inspiring story
@@RWVegan Thank you so much! I appreciate that!
We're with you thru this entire thing cheering you on. Love you LD! God bless
you are very sincere and relatable, and just a good guy so your you tube success is well deserved
We care about you..I'm only a 72 year old lady..looking up to you !..Good luck this week !..You will be good ! You have good info...❤
Love your comment!
The lord be with you and go before you in Jesus name. You’ll be fine.
Praying non stop for you LD❤! Superman is real and his name is LD❤! You are truly one of GODS chosen❤Your passion for helping others is unbelievable. There will be over 13k subscribers sending you love & prayers for your surgery.
Your story reminds me a lot of my own, I luckily never got to the point you did but there are a lot of similarities. I was bullied pretty bad at school, I felt like I never fitted in, with like no one. The first few times I started getting drunk, I remember this so vividly - I remember thinking "this is where I belong, I'm so content about where I am right now"
Thanks for the wedding advice LD 👍 We’ll be praying for you 🙏🙏🙏
Praying for you and your loved ones in this upcoming journey that you’re about to embark on! You give each of us so much hope and encouragement each day with your honesty and transparency. I will be sending positive vibes and prayers. Judit from Augusta
I'm praying for you, LD. Thanks for taking us along.
Our hearts are with you. You're not alone. Praying for you to feel peace going in, the Dr's to perform their best, and a beautiful recovery. Thank you for being you.
Thinking of you with healing energy for a positive outcome today for your surgery. Much love to you and your family as you continue to navigate thru. Thank you for sharing your story with such courage and humbling truth. Speaks measures to many!
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Praying for you, we all have to face our reality eventually 😩
We are so blessed to have you LD. Please don't feel panicked, you have so many people praying for you and wishing you well and a wonderful family who have stuck with you through thick and thin in your journey. Please tell your mum that she's absolutely awsome! I saw her on here in past videos a couple of times and she's wonderful.
You are loved by so many people…
Praying for you today x
God Bless your sobriety journey and your upcoming surgery. Your honesty in sharing your story is priceless to the many of us who have/or are walking your life walk. I kinda think we all have a similar experience of always feeling socially anxious and uncomfortable
🙏🙏🙏 God speed LD. Look forward to hearing all about it. Wishing you a speedy recovery.
prayers for you and your family. Stay strong
LD, all of us make mistakes, sometimes big ones (only speaking for myself). Your prayer warriors have your back! You're young and you will make it through this. Praying for you, your family and medical team. I'm praying that you can eat more than protein shakes❤🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️
You have been a gift LD. When I was obese I felt the same way, didn’t want to go to the doctor ever. You lift me up with every video. You are so incredibly insightful. Thanks for being so authentic and raw. You are in our thoughts LD.
Again, I am amazed that you managed to keep performing at your job despite so many health problems during active alcoholism.
I guess that was a blessing as well as a curse: had you lost your job early on, you might have stopped drinking much earlier.
51 days so far.. it’s not easy ., every afternoon I pass so many convenient stores .. the thought of cold beer 😢..usually after fighting it the craving subsides😊
Been watching your channel a few weeks now. You’ve helped me so much by sharing your truth. Thank you. Best wishes for a smooth surgery & fast recovery. ❤
You and Slayer inspired me. Thank you for posting I try to watch every video. If you ever want another interview I'd be willing to come on I sort of want to start a channel like you did
Fish antibiotics are great. Stock up
Big hugs for tomorrow LD. Will be thinking of you! 🥰
Wishing you well. I’m 100% certain that the TIPs revision will be successful, but the apprehension is understandable.
Keep us posted, and stay strong (I’m currently in hospital with a pancreatic flare).
Best Wishes
Adam
O good time Charlie is tuff to get rid of . I lost a best friend at 44 . He come from a great family . But that beer called to him day and night . I knew he was sick when we would drink the next day he could drink one beer and be slurring again . He went to the dr finally and true enuff passed away a few months later.
I’m praying to Jesus for you!
You have made such an impression on peoples lifes. You offer so much help to others fighting this addiction!! God Bless !!
Love you so very much LD! Go with God in your Heart and Thanksgiving in your soul in Jesus Mighty Name & Be Healed 🥰
Thanks, Laura.
God speed. Good luck. Praying for you.
I get you man!
I can relate to you so much!
You have given me direction. Thank you!
Thumbs Up 👍 and Shared Out.❤ We All Love You!!!♥️🙏
So happy you are back🥰
Thanks L.D. You are an inspiration to many people around the world. Your humility is amazing. We will keep you in our prayers. Thank you for your passion to improve lives, dont ever lose it! God bless you.
The people that claim they love you while your in the party life when you get broke or have a health issue where are they ? There gone . They are down the road mooching off somebody new
And he has us now! We're an awesome crowd looking out for each other.
Thank you L.D you have reminded me of my past experiences with alcohol. I'm insulin dependent and don't want to die from my former obsessions. God bless u for your words of experience and wisdom ♡
Sending tons of hope, hugs, and healing vibes! ❤️
It will all turn out well.
You are the best…. I love listening to your talks. Praying for you every day♥️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Chef ! Sending you prayers and hugs 🤗 to you & your family. ❤❤❤❤❤ And for a fast recovery ❤️🩹 and that things go well for your surgery tomorrow…
Praying for you and your family. And for that medical team to do everything just right. Be strong for that wife and those kids like you always have been. Remember your life will not end until God is finished using you for His purpose, and I personally believe there is a LOT of purpose remaining in your life and that your time in earth will continue for years. Just remain faithful and focused on God.
Safe travels and great surgery 🙏 ❤
Thank you.
Good video man love the videos keep up the amazing work