Being alone. What a fun pastime. You can do everything and nothing at your own will. No one to stop you. No one to impose their views. I like loneliness. Depending on how you act upon it you can choose to stand out or blend in. It's really up to you. Have a good day loner.
Sometimes you can grow from loneliness, like guts from Berserk. I read it and it taught me that you can still grow from loneliness and you can do a lot if you know your potential. It’s only up to you to decide
First 6 months of 2023... Pure sadness, loneliness, and problems in my life... I don't know how to express how thankful I am to the live from putting my loving family, my new group of friends and *her* again in my life... They really saved, not only this year, but my whole life
@@imaitaliansk8er Thanks mate, well reality is that things have got worse, but it's just life, sometimes up sometimes down, I'll get along this surely. Anyways, it isn't as bad as last year, I don't feel sad, lonely and all of that fortunetly. Wish you the best too
This song makes me think all of our lives will one day end and the realization of that makes me so sad and scared not just for my own life but everyone who I know and will ever know. Hope everyone enjoys life to the fullest.
The feeling of everyone around you dying is otherworldly, its the worst form of heartbreak. Cherish the ones you love because one day you will lose them... and lose yourself in the process.
I don’t feel anything anymore, I just feel empty and without any emotion, I’m violent to others but I don’t feel any sadness or happiness anymore, my life just feels like this music
7 months later now. This is a reminder for you that you are not where you want to be. Be better than you are now. Achieve what you think is unachievable.
10 months later, this is a reminder to come, listen again, feel that same feeling and then go beyond the limits you've set on yourself...surpass your expectations.
I cant spill my thoughts and feelings to my friends bro it's always so inconvenient for me because i've been blocked from doing so multiple times by their own vents and i cant just vent when my friend's venting, and i dont like doing it after they vent too because it makes me feel like i've done a taboo. they also have enough things to worry and be bothered about and i dont want to add up to it. the least i can do is be there for them and not let them feel like how i feel at this point _ Im actually sorry but I just want a place to vent so I'm doing it here Guys im sorry I cant keep acting like im happy im so sorry im really not I genuinely cannot stand everything right now im above my breaking point and I feel so hollow with every breath and blink I take I don’t feel like an individual person anymore I feel like a spectator my disassociating has gotten so bad I cant focus on anything and everything around me whenever I keep my mouth shut I actually cannot cope properly anymore I don’t feel like a normal kid anymore I cant keep bawling my eyes out at night and going to school the next day with a smile like nothing happened im so sorry if this is weird and cringy I really am I feel so bad for crying in class 2 times and being the only and first person to break in tears I cannot stand myself anymore I’ve had thoughts again and I feel so guilty for wanting to disappear and hide away 6 feet underground im so sorry for feeling like this guys im supposed to be the happy and annoying friend for you I cant keep waking up and doing everything on repeat till next year im on the verge of crumbling down I feel like I shouldn’t be taken seriously guys I feel weird whenever I type out my troubles in all caps and get a skull reaction as a response i feel so odd I don’t feel humane and I don’t even think I am one at this point because what type of child tells themselves to learn everything and anything to get a reaction from anyone that only shows up for a few seconds before disappearing and getting faced with indifference until I can show up with another learnt skill or information to get at least a smile out of I don’t feel good I don’t feel nice I don’t feel ok I don’t like distracting myself anymore I don’t like having freetime because of how it ends up making me think about myself for once guys im so sorry I haven’t been getting a peaceful night’s sleep for weeks now its either me staying up late staring at my ceiling or crying myself till I fall asleep because of exhaustion or both im so sorry guys I cant keep this to myself anymore im on the verge of crumbling im typing all of this down without giving a second thought about what im saying im sorry I haven’t been taken seriously a lot while I was growing up so I think my episodes are a yearly occurrence and try to treat it indifferently because everyone else was and I end up taking myself unseriously like everyone else im so sorry for seeing myself this low im so sorry for ending up in this state guys I shouldn’t be like this in the first place I should be happy and annoying and stupid and comedic im so sorry for breaking like this guys I really am please don’t leave me because of this I wont break like this again I promise i swear im really sorry about crying and feeling like this please forgive me I know everyone else has their own troubles but I feel so cornered I just want to spill all of this im so sorry if this is overwhelming you im so so sorry I never meant for this to happen I never meant to cry I never meant to feel sad im so sorry please don’t think im weird im sorry im trying as hard as I can im waiting for the day i'll be treated the way i treat others
Put your worst foot forward, you will find the friends who have genuine interest in you and a partner who also has genuine interest as well, ditch those who just use you for things, and keep the ones who enjoy being with you.
i . i don't understand .. everyone told me to get into a relationship it would be great all I learned is yes its great but when you lose it your loneliness just returns worse than it was before.
I was going to type something else, but I’m so worried about sounding stupid or faking being incisive. And my left headphone cup broke, so unless I bother the people around me, I’ll enjoy this half as much.
I have got my Mid term exam tommorow. My admission in school was 1.5 months late, first day in my class got to know my exams are happening in just 20 days. Meanwhile i had to do my pending work and projects, got no time to study and here I'm already fucked up in last 2 exams gonna do the same tommorow probably. Got no motivation to study, school reduced the little time i had to workout. Body is just weak. My parents don't talk to me, if i try to tell them my problems they take it literally to target me for no reason. Last year gave my board exams scored real good, they promised to get me a piano ( which i deliberately wanted as i loved to play it ) a year after that promised date they didn't gave me any gift, nothing at all. My home doesn't even have a environment to study I'm starting to like nobody around me but myself alone. My heart and mental health is shattering day by day. Nobody wants to talk with me, I'm all alone
I don’t only feel loneliness im the loneliness i never had gf in my 18 years never had hug only pain and this is not “cool” this is sad and i hate my life i hate everything fuck
The loneliness is coming back. What am I doing wrong? Is there really a way around this? How can I prevent it from coming back? What do I need to do to make it stop? Am I going to be lonely forever? I don't know if I can take this anymore.
I moved to Indiana almost a year ago now and finally had a friend that cared for me All my other friends were gone after I graduated middle so he’s the only friend i have Im going into high school finally and just when i thought i finally had friends for a while I found out he’s going to a different school So now i still have him as a friend but i have to try making friends in school so I’m not lonely anymore in my classes for the 4th already and to be honest I might just not because I’m just done making friends so i might just have to go through school with no friends and I know that the older I get the harder it is to make friends so yeh Im done
In this Endless abyss there is a light and his name is Jesus Christ. Get to know him and you will be filled…why not give him a chance…it will be the best decision you make for your soul. Also anything that’s not feeding your soul in a positive way... cut it out.
Hello. It’s me again. I made it out, but now that I’ve come to terms with whoever/whatever/whyever it/that was I’m at Peace because I found the piece that I missed long ago. The Inner Me Is The Enemy The words “inner” and “me” can make the word “enemy” rearranged although broken, but the understanding is the same. Enem-i with the letter “i” at the end. Enem-i Enemi
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the loneliness came back. worse than i remember. i don’t get it. im doing the right thing. why do i feel this empty void inside?
Person it is me death
Help
Help
Help
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Being alone. What a fun pastime. You can do everything and nothing at your own will. No one to stop you. No one to impose their views. I like loneliness. Depending on how you act upon it you can choose to stand out or blend in. It's really up to you. Have a good day loner.
This is why i love to visit the abandoned part of my city and listen to my favorite songs alone
@@Oussama_On_LadderI wish I could do that, but that part of my town is messed up. Crackheads and muggers everywhere.
Sometimes you can grow from loneliness, like guts from Berserk. I read it and it taught me that you can still grow from loneliness and you can do a lot if you know your potential. It’s only up to you to decide
The loneliness has followed me everywhere: in school, home and in the streets. There is no escape
I god's loney men
🚕
its called the void effect welcome to hell
First 6 months of 2023... Pure sadness, loneliness, and problems in my life... I don't know how to express how thankful I am to the live from putting my loving family, my new group of friends and *her* again in my life... They really saved, not only this year, but my whole life
happy for you man, i hope you're still doing good!
@@imaitaliansk8er Thanks mate, well reality is that things have got worse, but it's just life, sometimes up sometimes down, I'll get along this surely. Anyways, it isn't as bad as last year, I don't feel sad, lonely and all of that fortunetly.
Wish you the best too
@@omaralamo475 happy for you mate 🫂
this is the best one
calm music warms the soul
the loneliness came back. Worse than i remember
I LOVE THIS. THE COLOR OF THE ALBUM THE SLOWNESS IS JUST AMAZING 😫
this song describes exactly how i feel inside a dead dark black empty void
real real
Real
real
Depressed loser
what the sigma
This song makes me think all of our lives will one day end and the realization of that makes me so sad and scared not just for my own life but everyone who I know and will ever know. Hope everyone enjoys life to the fullest.
"remember, a mistake isn't a failure"
-my piano teacher
The feeling of everyone around you dying is otherworldly, its the worst form of heartbreak. Cherish the ones you love because one day you will lose them... and lose yourself in the process.
r u ok?
Brian really was the most beautiful.
Pov: you sinned again
for real dude
Literally me
sinned again, so what? do it again 💢👺☝️
@@cardiacarrest2429for it is written , “For a righteous man may fall seven times and rise again, but the wicked shall fall by calamity”
"The void arises"
I don’t feel anything anymore, I just feel empty and without any emotion, I’m violent to others but I don’t feel any sadness or happiness anymore, my life just feels like this music
This makes me want to think of me gaining muscle and becoming something stronger and better than I am now
3 months later now. This is a reminder for you to listen again and to get the same feeling.
5 months later now. This is a reminder for you to listen again and to get the same fucking feeling all over again.
7 months later now. This is a reminder for you that you are not where you want to be. Be better than you are now. Achieve what you think is unachievable.
then go fucking do it loser get off youtube
10 months later, this is a reminder to come, listen again, feel that same feeling and then go beyond the limits you've set on yourself...surpass your expectations.
I could listen to this for like hours on repeat :D
I love this song so much
This version but looped is what I’m looking for
Brian is truly the most beautiful.
Ong
Fr fr ong
sometimes i wish i could make myself disappear
real
off topic but who's on your pfp?
@@ssophh222 myself😭
*This song knocks me straight out of reality. . It’s so oddly peaceful.
When you've been having a really bad time for years feelinglonely af and someone finally sits next to you and asks "Hey, what's wrong?"
The guitar arps... so good!
This sounds awesome in drop b guitar tune
Everything was fine until may 11th, 2023. I dont think I've ever gotten over it.
goosebumps rn (it hurts)
She's getting married. Idek what i should do with my life anymore
Start hitting the gym and never look back
@@Ezra_Unfunny ooohhhhh yeeeeaaaaaahh, "just do some workout" thank i would never gonna need to go to therapy again 😂
I cant spill my thoughts and feelings to my friends bro it's always so inconvenient for me because i've been blocked from doing so multiple times by their own vents and i cant just vent when my friend's venting, and i dont like doing it after they vent too because it makes me feel like i've done a taboo. they also have enough things to worry and be bothered about and i dont want to add up to it. the least i can do is be there for them and not let them feel like how i feel at this point
_
Im actually sorry but I just want a place to vent so I'm doing it here
Guys im sorry I cant keep acting like im happy im so sorry im really not I genuinely cannot stand everything right now im above my breaking point and I feel so hollow with every breath and blink I take I don’t feel like an individual person anymore I feel like a spectator my disassociating has gotten so bad I cant focus on anything and everything around me whenever I keep my mouth shut I actually cannot cope properly anymore I don’t feel like a normal kid anymore I cant keep bawling my eyes out at night and going to school the next day with a smile like nothing happened im so sorry if this is weird and cringy I really am I feel so bad for crying in class 2 times and being the only and first person to break in tears I cannot stand myself anymore I’ve had thoughts again and I feel so guilty for wanting to disappear and hide away 6 feet underground im so sorry for feeling like this guys im supposed to be the happy and annoying friend for you I cant keep waking up and doing everything on repeat till next year im on the verge of crumbling down I feel like I shouldn’t be taken seriously guys I feel weird whenever I type out my troubles in all caps and get a skull reaction as a response i feel so odd I don’t feel humane and I don’t even think I am one at this point because what type of child tells themselves to learn everything and anything to get a reaction from anyone that only shows up for a few seconds before disappearing and getting faced with indifference until I can show up with another learnt skill or information to get at least a smile out of I don’t feel good I don’t feel nice I don’t feel ok I don’t like distracting myself anymore I don’t like having freetime because of how it ends up making me think about myself for once guys im so sorry I haven’t been getting a peaceful night’s sleep for weeks now its either me staying up late staring at my ceiling or crying myself till I fall asleep because of exhaustion or both im so sorry guys I cant keep this to myself anymore im on the verge of crumbling im typing all of this down without giving a second thought about what im saying im sorry I haven’t been taken seriously a lot while I was growing up so I think my episodes are a yearly occurrence and try to treat it indifferently because everyone else was and I end up taking myself unseriously like everyone else im so sorry for seeing myself this low im so sorry for ending up in this state guys I shouldn’t be like this in the first place I should be happy and annoying and stupid and comedic im so sorry for breaking like this guys I really am please don’t leave me because of this I wont break like this again I promise i swear im really sorry about crying and feeling like this please forgive me I know everyone else has their own troubles but I feel so cornered I just want to spill all of this im so sorry if this is overwhelming you im so so sorry I never meant for this to happen I never meant to cry I never meant to feel sad im so sorry please don’t think im weird im sorry im trying as hard as I can
im waiting for the day i'll be treated the way i treat others
Put your worst foot forward, you will find the friends who have genuine interest in you and a partner who also has genuine interest as well, ditch those who just use you for things, and keep the ones who enjoy being with you.
Those who don't care about you don't deserve your time, care, or love.
Hey man do you wanna talk? We can talk if you want
you are enough my friend
A música que resume a minha vida
Currently working out till absolute failure with this masterwork of a song
This song goes hard while working out ngl
All I can think of when I hear the intro to this song is the high/low honor sound effect in red dead redemption two because of all of the edits
I ain't sad this song just hits different
"R E A L"
Sometimes just i watch my face on the mirror and think who im and who im supossed to be.
I want to be happy but i cant, there is something in me that i cant control i just dont know what to do anymore😊
i . i don't understand .. everyone told me to get into a relationship it would be great all I learned is yes its great but when you lose it your loneliness just returns worse than it was before.
I was going to type something else, but I’m so worried about sounding stupid or faking being incisive. And my left headphone cup broke, so unless I bother the people around me, I’ll enjoy this half as much.
its makes me feel like a real person
I am alone not lonely
~the Irish man
I don’t even know where to start with this loneliness I have.
real.
real real
how i felt after dark ended:
my pain and suffering… (i’m soo lonely..)
Don't be. There's always someone out there who gets it you just have to meet them
Real.
It’s been so long. I still miss her every day. I miss what we used to have.
She was a hor like the rest of them, let it go
I have got my Mid term exam tommorow. My admission in school was 1.5 months late, first day in my class got to know my exams are happening in just 20 days. Meanwhile i had to do my pending work and projects, got no time to study and here I'm already fucked up in last 2 exams gonna do the same tommorow probably.
Got no motivation to study, school reduced the little time i had to workout. Body is just weak. My parents don't talk to me, if i try to tell them my problems they take it literally to target me for no reason.
Last year gave my board exams scored real good, they promised to get me a piano ( which i deliberately wanted as i loved to play it ) a year after that promised date they didn't gave me any gift, nothing at all.
My home doesn't even have a environment to study I'm starting to like nobody around me but myself alone.
My heart and mental health is shattering day by day. Nobody wants to talk with me, I'm all alone
Plus my diet and body is just shit. I'm getting nothing on my body since last 6 months bcs of 90% carb 9% fat diet. Weak as hell
hey man, hope you;re doing better right now and ifr you arent things are gonna get better ok?
this making me bawl
Wish someone thought I, was the most beautiful
Robbed me of solitude and provided no companionship
real bro
are we all really lonely if everyone feels the same loneliness
I don’t only feel loneliness im the loneliness i never had gf in my 18 years never had hug only pain and this is not “cool” this is sad and i hate my life i hate everything fuck
The loneliness is coming back.
What am I doing wrong?
Is there really a way around this?
How can I prevent it from coming back?
What do I need to do to make it stop?
Am I going to be lonely forever?
I don't know if I can take this anymore.
go gym
the loneliness came inside of me
@@user-gr6nj8wc4p go gym brother/sister
Oh hey my name is Brian, thanks.
this song really like a loneliness
My mercy prevails over my wrath-Rick grimes
I moved to Indiana almost a year ago now and finally had a friend that cared for me
All my other friends were gone after I graduated middle so he’s the only friend i have
Im going into high school finally and just when i thought i finally had friends for a while
I found out he’s going to a different school
So now i still have him as a friend but i have to try making friends in school so I’m not lonely anymore in my classes for the 4th already and to be honest I might just not because I’m just done making friends
so i might just have to go through school with no friends and I know that the older I get the harder it is to make friends so yeh
Im done
My best friend forgot to meet me at a Starbucks in walking distance from our school for my birthday. I would have paid
These comments goofy af
AUUU 🇹🇷🐺🇹🇷🐺🇹🇷🐺🇹🇷🐺🐺🇹🇷🐺🇹🇷
she leaved me and loneliness came back
real real
Left*
@@Bartholomew_the_smart_fella dude Im not english
@@kafayisiyirdim31 neither am I
Sometimes I look at this earth and wonder if im real
In this Endless abyss there is a light and his name is Jesus Christ. Get to know him and you will be filled…why not give him a chance…it will be the best decision you make for your soul.
Also anything that’s not feeding your soul in a positive way... cut it out.
I was happy for a short time a couple years ago, surrounded by people. Still I felt like an outsider looking in.
This songs makes me feel like I got shot in the head..
real
Me in 3 days be like
real (i just want one hug)
This is it
A l o n e
im empty
Real
Amazing.
When the homie says the most outta pocket thing in existence:
Real
This is so fucking relaxing and depressed
real (I js wnt a hug.)
me pulling out my shawtie while the math teacher is half-through yappin
I can't imagine what is happenning in your mind to write this way. It's so ugly and disheartening that it makes me want to gouge my eyes out.
At the end of the day I ask myself, why should they care? They have their own lives to worry about, why add another?
La soledad me está comiendo
domingo a noite
I live inside my head 😂
real
Maybe I’m the problem
Memo boy
Hello. It’s me again. I made it out, but now that I’ve come to terms with whoever/whatever/whyever it/that was I’m at Peace because I found the piece that I missed long ago.
The Inner Me Is The Enemy
The words “inner” and “me” can make the word “enemy” rearranged although broken, but the understanding is the same. Enem-i with the letter “i” at the end.
Enem-i
Enemi
Tf is you yapping about
Sounds like music for a zombie apocalypse
THERES NO POINT IN ME GOING PAST 16 🗣️💯💯💯
the lonliness came back
it did😔
@monkeBeastTitan reall
You know you're cooked when you search this
Why are all the comments so depressing :
REAL
Life sucks.
Real..
me when Brian is beautiful
The song of Kevin levrone 🦍
Me dijo mi hermano que su cara esta cemada😢
Read my search history and you will find “how to tie a noose”
its all a show now
And the second place goes to kevin levrone!
😢
Its good and all but the begining makes me think thwre is a mosquito somewhere in my room and I HATE MOSQUITOS
👌🏽
makes me want to suffer more