Tom thirsting over her (even jokingly) depresses me even more. Any other generation would be repulsed by someone so deranged but mental illness is just part of zoomer baggage and we all just accept it. I don't think I've met anyone my age not fucked in the head u kno?
No, this is a depressing look into the mental state of the mentally ill at any point in history. She's not just some sad product of the times, she's just ill.
Only if you ignore all the others in the same generation that actually think and lead normal lives, a whole generation seen only through one persons lens on the internet isn't real.
Relax. The guy that did that had ptsd and the middle management was actually doing lite psychological torture on postal workers during the 80s productivity boom. This girl was bullied by people she consented to bully her for the possibility of internet clout.
@@hx2975the whole idea is you take a bunch of fucked up rejects and stick them in the same house. If that's not funny to you, you probably don't understand the appeal of Jerry Springer either.
This is giving me flashbacks of my last relationship. The amount of times I was screamed at, then handed a handwritten note..... Careful out there lads
@@SpentLastDamn. I am so sorry, truly. Listen, there is more to enjoy and experience in your life than what you feel she stole from you mentally and emotionally. I truly understand and I'm trying to recover from some experiences that have destroyed my state of mind, too. Mental illness and being stuck around someone who has it I truly hell and it feels or seems like it can spread from one person to the next. Take some time for yourself. Rediscover what you used to like, what you used to enjoy and just do you for a while. I think it will get better with time and focusing on what YOU need instead of what that relationship did to you. I'm glad if you're out of that toxic relationship now and can grow and move on and enjoy your life again.
I absolutely love that Vance is now part of the crew. He was my favorite fish in season 1 and seeing him running around with a camera and stuff makes me happy LOL
interestingly enough their was a movie about this thing here but it was aired in the dark web and the show was a snuff film.... too bad I forgot the name of that movie, I watched it often......
@@deltaforce2780 I mean didn't she cheat on him with another commentary youtuber or something lol? And regardless, you don't openly lust over another person when you are with someone. D:
@@YoushouldloveyourselfNOW1738 I started watching Tom b/c a friend of mine knew him I think and told me he collects LEGO too lol see the shelf behind him.
Sam sees she's about to cry and just grabs his drink and goes to lay down in her bed. 😂 And then proceds to ask only the stock important questions hed legally be required to "care" about. Do you need to go to a mental hospital?Do you want to leave the show?Are you going to harm yourself? Okie dokie. Whatever. Sam is someone we desperately need in current year.
Sam's apathy is toxic imo, he takes questions on his show and answers them is such an unhelpful way. The advice hes giving is right, but I only know that as someone who's already privy to the advice. I can imagine a younger guy being confused by Sam's delivery and getting the wrong idea. You will never get good advice from an entertainer. Even if they're attempting to be candid, their main focus will always be saying something engaging rather than helpful.
@@xenn4985 I love Sam, but I *absolutely* have spoken to people who try to implement it. I went out and got an ugly girlfriend for example. It was awesome advice.
You missed summer puking from panicking, you also missed her coming onto shinji and most of the context, they were also all the infiltrator which they figured out It’s actually shocking how little research and time you put into your videos but manage to get views
I first saw his other channel, which seemed well enough produced, researched, etc. But after seeing some of the stuff on this channel, you realize he is mostly just another memeing douche bag... 😂
Listen everything is 20/20. Though what your saying is true and those seem like interesting details. It’s not like a creator is gonna watch all 1,000 plus hours of fish tank for this one vid. I don’t think ur wrong but it’s honestly pretty harsh, this is TH-cam not HBO, it’s not gonna be perfect. It’s not made in months but days.
Can say what you want about Tom but that dude is grinding like crazy. Almost every day he pops out videos and every other week or a huge documentary about some weird Internet personality. Respect.
I know a girl just like this and as tough as it can be to deal with, just having someone around her to reassure her thats shes okay helps her a lot. Tough to see someone in this predicament honestly.
yea def a highlight, ion think i'm messing with the relationship drama atm unless they bring in the asian girl as a free loader then itd be interesting
It's not the spreading that matters you plebian; it's being able to squeeze hard enough to uncork a magnum of champagne. That's what's made Tim Dark the successful Destiny orbiter he is today.
Yessss stoked you covered fish tank!! Listened to the first ten mins without video and was like wow Turkey Tom’s dad sounds like a real cool guy, helping his namesake research internet lore.
You know she put on a big act to get through the vetting process. And for her to turn into this after is what people like her do in relationships. Gotta get help and work through it.
Would have been the best contestant if she was actually well enough to compete. Sam's personality when talking to her is so perfectly designed to cause her anxiety, and to her specific brand of anxiousness, it was great to watch their interactions but it went downhill as it became more and more clear the show was actually hurting her and it wasn't a bit.
Tom the type of guy to say "Where's the ice cream in this joint? Ha ha nevermind." (please be a freeloader this season, I need this crossover in my para social friendship simulator)
Tom the type of guy to see a woman have a mental breakdown live then have a floating light bulb light up on the top of his head while wearing a sinister grin.
Tom the type of guy to cheat on his girlfriend parasocially with the most anxious contestant of fishtank season 2 and sing the song "kiss me through the phone" except replace "phone" with "screen" and pretend she can hear him
@@juarezamorim Nooo haha, I'm just a fellow girl who thought she dressed cute and I've seen their pics before, so i just checked if they were still there lol
i appreciate you Tom. ilove your comments on how theres something about her. there is. theres innocence. my name is Erin and I am Summer and Summer is Me. That right there was me years ago when i was super insecure, hyper aware, intensely empathic, and emotionally unstable and also most importantly, unaware. i am high on the Spectrum, i am Neurodivergent and i suffer from a sort of manic bipolar depressive disorder. and of course borderline personality diorder... this was me when everything was a fight to survive, emotions were always at 100+, im doing something vastly outside my comfort zone, exhausting myself because i could not keep up with everyone and everything around me yet i was so far ahead of everything around me, just in my own way. i cried all the time, everything i was seeing hearing feeling worrying about even, everything was frightening and overwhelming. any attention was too much attention, every comment on myself too loud to bear, driving me insane, every little insecurity i had or obstacle too large loomed over me constantly like an approaching storm youre feeling the drizzle of, just off in the distance. she was having a psychotic breakdown and the people on this show intentionally tried to bully her to make it worse probably for more views having a camera in her face as shes having a mental breakdown? trying to push buttons or take jabs---the doghouse? really? lets shine a spotlight on and vote on this girls mental breakdown she was having earlier. hilarious. that man screaming in her face??? like tf she is just very direct, which i still struggle with. im going to tell or show you exactly how youre making me feel. how im feeling. 100000000% after he screamed at her, him thumbs upping the cam?? like??? the comments he made at her, her trtying to block out all the bullshit happening on the couch, that was her trying to reign it in, calm herself down i know that feeling all too well. it feels like you could literally kill yourself or kill everyone else and thats the ONLY way things will get better RIGHT NOW because RIGHT NOW the emotional or personal attack youre feeling coming from everything and everyone around you has your senses screaming alarms piercing FIGHT or FLIGHT now i may have never been combative or up in peoples face or so socially inept that i was screaming at multiple people. but a part of me inside was, through that person's life. i have felt the very same. and i wish i could have been because it would have saved me from so much pain, kept me out of a lot of trouble, kept me clean from feeling the filth of this world. if i had just fought back. if i could have just lashed out. if i could have had the strengh to speak up. that is all she feels like she is doing when reacting to percieved threats. for each person of course it is different. people react differently. people drive differently. some lead to murders, suicicides, forgiveless mistakes. some lead to accidents or mishaps, just inconvieniencing life in general. its all the same when youre so many different things making so many different clashing decisions or choices i wish things were handled a lot more seriously on this show, whichi ve never even heard of btw. or watched. i just watch your channel. but i know Summer all too well. that once was me shes just young and wild and like a rose on fire. beautiful and feminine. soft. but untouchable, prickly, lashing out, the fire that surrounds everything about you. spicy but her base personality is really calm and sweet. this is what happens when you have to be too many things for too many people you have moments of clarity because of course you dont want to hurt people, you dont want to be rude or be a burden. you dont want to be seen as the monster youre struggling with in who you are.. but then literal hell pulls you back to reality and that reality is you have to constantly put up with people who hurt YOU. its so tiring now you have to become youre own defense, a weapon. and its against youre very nature. so you just become this almagalmtion of raw sharp fluid raging intense strong energy and emotion. you become terror, almost. in defense of terror. Summer has a lot to learn and a lot of growing to do. just as i did. she has to find strengh within herself and wake up. we can learn and we can fight. we dont have to live our lives driven solely by our emotions, driven fiercely by our reactions. it is possible to breakout and break through how we naturally are. now i am more articulate. i can regulate my emotions from within. and in real time, mind you!! i am so proud of myself. im still not on the level an adult my age should be but i am able to manage myself and contribute to my situation around me without being too much of a burden. i may have become cold, my natural fire dampened....but its not burned out. never. i may have given myself a literal mental labotomy over the years, but i am no longer a walkig tsunami it took years. years of self reflection, self analysis, meditation, study of Psychopathy, how the human mind works(general psychology), how human energy works ect, extreme loneliness, therapy, years of insanity trying to change my very core being. but i did it. its a part of getting old for me personaly i took responsibility for myself because no one else will ever have my back like i have my back so i must always strive to better myself so i am not a burden on others around me or upon myself. tom dark: much love you had me blushing because the comments about summer made me feel so seen
❤ Honestly, she seemed to be suffering from sleep deprivation or atypical depression. It creates this sort of emotional lability with the screaming & crying. I wish her the best ❤
the part of the discussion where shes like "i swear i can stay on the show" and hes like "okey dokey" it reminds me of conversations between me and my parents. that girl is NOT going to be able to handle this show even if she says she is. shes seriously dealing with mental issues and needs to leave lol shes clearly at her limit
She 100% was thinking the audience would feel for her. But it totally comes across as looking for sympathy and attention lol. I wonder if she will look back at this and think it came across as intended.
I made a conscious decision to not watch S2 to preserve my physical and mental health and boy am I glad because this Summer girl is tapping into a stressful part of my brain
Watched season 1 from the moment it dropped to its conclusion since I was out of work during that time but now that I've been working I haven't really had time to watch season 2 at all. Feel like I've missed so much.
Girls like this they're always fiending for somebody to go "Oh nooo! It's okay! You're so cool and awesome haha don't worry!". Every scenario is an excuse to pity seek
Bro for real, that shit gets old so goddamn quick. That's why they have to keep hopping from group to group or man to man every few months, they'd get chased out of town with pitchforks otherwise. The type of dudes that allow that behavior to continue just for some ass are even worse than she is, they created her
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tom you could at least pretend you're not cranking one out under the desk
The one advantage of a 🤏🥜 is that you can flick it off anywhere and anytime. Don't take that away from Tom. Don't be mean.
tom staying a true gooner
hog boys STAY hard
idc is he is I am
Mans gotta be stealthy, even implying it ironically will get you BELETED forever on youtube as a guy with less than 5m subs.
Tom the type of guy to give his dad money for Christmas and say "Don't spend it all in one place, champ."
Finally, i get the 69th like.
These comments are fucking lame.
@@zombietrash416not as lame as yours
@@zombietrash416 get off toms 2 inch *worm*
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Summer is actually a super depressing look into the mental state of people in our generation. Her upbringing really let her down.
Tom thirsting over her (even jokingly) depresses me even more. Any other generation would be repulsed by someone so deranged but mental illness is just part of zoomer baggage and we all just accept it.
I don't think I've met anyone my age not fucked in the head u kno?
Ya maybe. She was really hard to listen to
@@SneefyQuaffles you have to live at a mental ward if everyone you know is fucked in the head, that or you're warped and project a lot
No, this is a depressing look into the mental state of the mentally ill at any point in history. She's not just some sad product of the times, she's just ill.
Only if you ignore all the others in the same generation that actually think and lead normal lives, a whole generation seen only through one persons lens on the internet isn't real.
When she goes postal and offs the entire cast and production staff, this will get the attention it actually deserves.
POSTAL MENTIONED🗣️🗣️🔥🙏🗣️🔥🔥 WHAT THE FUCK IS SANITY🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🗣️🔥🔥🔥⁉️
Relax. The guy that did that had ptsd and the middle management was actually doing lite psychological torture on postal workers during the 80s productivity boom. This girl was bullied by people she consented to bully her for the possibility of internet clout.
Summer Hyde can't keep getting away with this
send her a sub-2000 and let her rip
@@lilcaptain1014 man with an ACTUAL brain detected.
Poor girl, why would you join such a train wreck if you're that emotionally fragile, shit I'm too emotionally fragile to withstand that nightmare.
Attention
@Ben-uc9xn I mean if that's the case, then she deserves no mercy.
she had her first manic episode in the tank
dont worry guys im fixing her at this very moment
Me too. Eiffel Tower high five!
Fixing her to train tracks with ten chains
@@loger6995na fam, it's The Pterodactyl or none
@@sonsofkojimarip I'm afraid I don't know that one, lol
@@sonsofkojimarip Is that what you kids are calling
1st base today!? 😋
Tom never fails to provide us slop to listen to when doing the dishes. Thanks gooner guy.
Read this after I finished doing my dishes
This is so real
I literally just watched this while doing the dishes lol I'm glad I'm not the only one who does my housework with Tom in the background
Fish tank is something that could only exist in a generation of people raised on total drama who became incels
That describes a shocking amount of autistic zoomers
Yea I don't understand this, I can't watch any of it
@@hx2975the whole idea is you take a bunch of fucked up rejects and stick them in the same house. If that's not funny to you, you probably don't understand the appeal of Jerry Springer either.
@m1nw4ge57 imagine total drama island but it’s five nights at Freddie’s but it’s filled with retards. That is fishtank.
If you say so@@kyokokirigiri100
i dated a girl like summer. i now live 1000 miles away from her. i genuinely feared for my safety.
Bpd is a one and done situation, once you date one girl with it you never risk it again. Legit traumatising
real…same situation here. she tried to poison my dog after we split and she broke into my house at one point
Same
Same. Was fun at first, but the constant shit just puts a huge burden on ya.
I think...not sure... Im dating one rn... maybe idk yet...
This is giving me flashbacks of my last relationship. The amount of times I was screamed at, then handed a handwritten note..... Careful out there lads
Bro there's some cooked chicks out there that feel like "mental illness is cute tee hee" and it's odd how common it is
Same I don't know if I will ever recover. She took the little of life that I had left now I'm a walking corpse operating on autopilot
@@SpentLastDamn. I am so sorry, truly. Listen, there is more to enjoy and experience in your life than what you feel she stole from you mentally and emotionally. I truly understand and I'm trying to recover from some experiences that have destroyed my state of mind, too. Mental illness and being stuck around someone who has it I truly hell and it feels or seems like it can spread from one person to the next. Take some time for yourself. Rediscover what you used to like, what you used to enjoy and just do you for a while. I think it will get better with time and focusing on what YOU need instead of what that relationship did to you. I'm glad if you're out of that toxic relationship now and can grow and move on and enjoy your life again.
This is the type of woman that ruins your life for 5+ years. Absolutely unhinged
I absolutely love that Vance is now part of the crew. He was my favorite fish in season 1 and seeing him running around with a camera and stuff makes me happy LOL
Josie for the Win!
interestingly enough their was a movie about this thing here but it was aired in the dark web and the show was a snuff film.... too bad I forgot the name of that movie, I watched it often......
What?
Most sane TH-cam commenter
3:31
Tom after 50 consecutive gooning sessions to summer: im only human after all
He's been spending to much time around Destiny, now Tom is also starting to be attracted to cute mentally unstable women also.
@@deltaforce2780 I’m so confused on that - doesn’t he have that girlfriend Kai?
@@lilu6416 yeah but she is to mentally stable and normal
@@deltaforce2780 I mean didn't she cheat on him with another commentary youtuber or something lol? And regardless, you don't openly lust over another person when you are with someone. D:
@@lilu6416 no idea cheating, tbh i just think tom is doing a bit
"Thanks for listening."
"What?"
Can't write this comedy gold.
A cute girl with a nose ring being crazy? That's insane! I've never seen that one before!
@johnblackburn9574she 100% is. I can fix her btw
Nah it's just because her bangs hide half her face and she has fetal alcohol syndrome lips
Tom the type of guy to save her.
King shit
Love the content, Mand! Been watching you for years, didn't know you watched Tom, how incredibly based!
@@YoushouldloveyourselfNOW1738 I started watching Tom b/c a friend of mine knew him I think and told me he collects LEGO too lol see the shelf behind him.
Sam sees she's about to cry and just grabs his drink and goes to lay down in her bed. 😂
And then proceds to ask only the stock important questions hed legally be required to "care" about.
Do you need to go to a mental hospital?Do you want to leave the show?Are you going to harm yourself? Okie dokie. Whatever.
Sam is someone we desperately need in current year.
Sam's apathy is toxic imo, he takes questions on his show and answers them is such an unhelpful way. The advice hes giving is right, but I only know that as someone who's already privy to the advice. I can imagine a younger guy being confused by Sam's delivery and getting the wrong idea.
You will never get good advice from an entertainer. Even if they're attempting to be candid, their main focus will always be saying something engaging rather than helpful.
@@SneefyQuafflesalmost like thats the point...
@@SneefyQuaffleswow you clearly are a moron.
@@xenn4985 I love Sam, but I *absolutely* have spoken to people who try to implement it. I went out and got an ugly girlfriend for example. It was awesome advice.
@@SneefyQuaffles yeah but he funny tho
You missed summer puking from panicking, you also missed her coming onto shinji and most of the context, they were also all the infiltrator which they figured out
It’s actually shocking how little research and time you put into your videos but manage to get views
She came into Shinji? wtf
This comment is why people from poor countries shouldn't be able to access the internet
I first saw his other channel, which seemed well enough produced, researched, etc. But after seeing some of the stuff on this channel, you realize he is mostly just another memeing douche bag... 😂
@@rapeofficialfacts
Listen everything is 20/20. Though what your saying is true and those seem like interesting details. It’s not like a creator is gonna watch all 1,000 plus hours of fish tank for this one vid. I don’t think ur wrong but it’s honestly pretty harsh, this is TH-cam not HBO, it’s not gonna be perfect. It’s not made in months but days.
Can say what you want about Tom but that dude is grinding like crazy. Almost every day he pops out videos and every other week or a huge documentary about some weird Internet personality. Respect.
Tom is the type of guy to call Summer, June, July, and August
I know a girl just like this and as tough as it can be to deal with, just having someone around her to reassure her thats shes okay helps her a lot. Tough to see someone in this predicament honestly.
Never give advice again. People like this will suck the happiness out of you.
Has she destroyed your life yet? Are you still convinced you can fix her?
Ty Tom for covering fishtank. I don't have enough free time to watch it myself and you allow me to still be able to see the insanity.
Summer was the best part of this season so far
She was never my hope to win but she got me to watch every day to see what kind of meltdown she was going to have
Nah she has a toll to pay
yea def a highlight, ion think i'm messing with the relationship drama atm unless they bring in the asian girl as a free loader then itd be interesting
I can fix her
I couldn't stand her
I always forget how tall Sam is. He's a nasty physical beast.
got HGH head too
Can we appreciate how Tom always spreads his cheeks for us? 🖤
😩
Tom the type of guy to spread his cheeks and then smugly ask "So do you bad boys want the thug shaker?"
It's not the spreading that matters you plebian; it's being able to squeeze hard enough to uncork a magnum of champagne. That's what's made Tim Dark the successful Destiny orbiter he is today.
she's gonna get stalked by gooners till the end of her days after being on Fishtank
And people trolling her. She's going to be a total lolcow wherever she rears her head on the internet now. 4chan and Kiwifarms never forget.
i guess that's why she rather hang out with Apathetic dudes then the ones that claim to be the most "empathetic", Empathetic as in grooming.
Tom is the type of guy to try to “fix” her and make a trad wife
Make her pay your rent for five years before even considering marrying her
😂😂
@@TheBananamongermaby split rent because that just makes you sound like an utter piece of shit
Unironically me. I heard she's homeless now. I would buy her a 1 way bus ticket to me if I could contact her
@@daxxjesterffs
Yessss stoked you covered fish tank!! Listened to the first ten mins without video and was like wow Turkey Tom’s dad sounds like a real cool guy, helping his namesake research internet lore.
Tom the type of guy to have a girlfriend and still thirst over this woman
went thru his instagram, shes scrubbed clean and i cant find her page in following, i dont think theyre together anymore
@@Fogpods zamn
@@Fogpodsgood for him, got out before it was too late. People like her are never worth it
You know she put on a big act to get through the vetting process. And for her to turn into this after is what people like her do in relationships. Gotta get help and work through it.
Would have been the best contestant if she was actually well enough to compete. Sam's personality when talking to her is so perfectly designed to cause her anxiety, and to her specific brand of anxiousness, it was great to watch their interactions but it went downhill as it became more and more clear the show was actually hurting her and it wasn't a bit.
this whole season is filled with fans of the show/mde and its showing that no matter what you think you cannot handle fishtank
Tom the type of guy to fall in love with a crazy girl through the internet
Unironically true
_"Hey wiseguy, what's the big idea!? Where's the ice cream in this joint!??"_
Tom is the type of guy to write a dm to summer be left on read and then write "is anyone hooomeee???"
😂 fyi all boys do stuff like that
Tom's the type of guy to say "taste the pain" in the middle of fight.
That a Xavier reference??
@@Liquid_Mike yes
instantly knew what you were talking about
summer is like a real life kobeny
legit lmao
1:25 Imagine a 40ish-year-old 6'5 guy standing over you Tom at 5'4 110 lbs. No wonder you're both nervous!
3:10 is when the paid sponsor is over.
Tom is actually taller and fairly built. I'll make a wager you're a slob compared to tom's oily faced, public haired homeless look
YOU SHOULD DO REGULAR UPDATES ON FISHTANK. THIS WAS GREAT. LOVE TO THE CHAMUNITY!
tom is a type of guy
Tom indeed is a type of guy. Perchance.
TRUE!
guy is a type of tom
Tom the type of guy to say "Where's the ice cream in this joint? Ha ha nevermind."
(please be a freeloader this season, I need this crossover in my para social friendship simulator)
Tom the type of guy to cut the fish tank logo into his chest
Kai
If you know, you know
Nobody has explained what this means or where the proof is for Tom supposedly doing this??? Like why are people saying this?
There's nothing wrong with that
Been 2 days and still no explanation or proof so I'm just gonna assume this was bait or a piss poor attempt to spread misinformation 🤷♂️
Summer's feminine energy awoke the inner chad of Tom.
Tom the type of guy to under throw a wadded up paper ball into a trash can while exclaiming “Kobe!”
Jodi Arias phenotype
Holy shit
Tom the type of guy to see a woman have a mental breakdown live then have a floating light bulb light up on the top of his head while wearing a sinister grin.
There's just something about bdp women that makes you want to disregard the fact they will straight up ruin your life.
REAL
Skill issue
tom is the type a guy to wear red cowboy boots and think he's megaman
Astro boy
For real, Tom's the type of guy who gets his hand stuck in a flesh light and thinks it's a buster cannon.
fishtank has to be a schizo’s worst nightmare dawg 💀
Tom the type of guy to cheat on his girlfriend parasocially with the most anxious contestant of fishtank season 2 and sing the song "kiss me through the phone" except replace "phone" with "screen" and pretend she can hear him
went thru his instagram, girlfriend is scrubbed clean and i cant find her page in following, i dont think theyre together anymore
@@Fogpods stalker
@@juarezamorim Nooo haha, I'm just a fellow girl who thought she dressed cute and I've seen their pics before, so i just checked if they were still there lol
Tom the type of guy to watch a cute girl reading a schizo letter and say "I can fix her."
Tom’s the type of guy to stumble upon money and say “oh buddy ole pale”
Ole pale? Your "joke" sucks.
BRING BACK SUMMER
tom the type of guy to think people actually give a fuck about fishtank
Cant wait to see this in HD once the Doc drops
Tom the type of guy to buy a 99 cent candy, pay with a dollar bill and say to the cashier "keep the change" while winking.
i appreciate you Tom.
ilove your comments on how theres something about her. there is. theres innocence.
my name is Erin and I am Summer and Summer is Me.
That right there was me years ago when i was super insecure, hyper aware, intensely empathic, and emotionally unstable and also most importantly, unaware.
i am high on the Spectrum, i am Neurodivergent and i suffer from a sort of manic bipolar depressive disorder. and of course borderline personality diorder...
this was me when everything was a fight to survive, emotions were always at 100+, im doing something vastly outside my comfort zone,
exhausting myself because i could not keep up with everyone and everything around me yet i was so far ahead of everything around me, just in my own way.
i cried all the time, everything i was seeing hearing feeling worrying about even, everything was frightening and overwhelming. any attention was too much attention, every comment on myself too loud to bear, driving me insane, every little insecurity i had or obstacle too large loomed over me constantly like an approaching storm youre feeling the drizzle of, just off in the distance.
she was having a psychotic breakdown and the people on this show intentionally tried to bully her to make it worse probably for more views
having a camera in her face as shes having a mental breakdown? trying to push buttons or take jabs---the doghouse? really? lets shine a spotlight on and vote on this girls mental breakdown she was having earlier. hilarious. that man screaming in her face??? like tf
she is just very direct, which i still struggle with. im going to tell or show you exactly how youre making me feel. how im feeling. 100000000%
after he screamed at her, him thumbs upping the cam?? like???
the comments he made at her, her trtying to block out all the bullshit happening on the couch, that was her trying to reign it in, calm herself down
i know that feeling all too well. it feels like you could literally kill yourself or kill everyone else and thats the ONLY way things will get better RIGHT NOW because RIGHT NOW the emotional or personal attack youre feeling coming from everything and everyone around you has your senses screaming alarms piercing FIGHT or FLIGHT
now i may have never been combative or up in peoples face or so socially inept that i was screaming at multiple people. but a part of me inside was, through that person's life. i have felt the very same. and i wish i could have been because it would have saved me from so much pain, kept me out of a lot of trouble, kept me clean from feeling the filth of this world. if i had just fought back. if i could have just lashed out. if i could have had the strengh to speak up. that is all she feels like she is doing when reacting to percieved threats. for each person of course it is different. people react differently. people drive differently. some lead to murders, suicicides, forgiveless mistakes. some lead to accidents or mishaps, just inconvieniencing life in general. its all the same when youre so many different things making so many different clashing decisions or choices
i wish things were handled a lot more seriously on this show, whichi ve never even heard of btw. or watched. i just watch your channel. but i know Summer all too well. that once was me
shes just young and wild and like a rose on fire. beautiful and feminine. soft. but untouchable, prickly, lashing out, the fire that surrounds everything about you. spicy but her base personality is really calm and sweet. this is what happens when you have to be too many things for too many people
you have moments of clarity because of course you dont want to hurt people, you dont want to be rude or be a burden. you dont want to be seen as the monster youre struggling with in who you are.. but then literal hell pulls you back to reality and that reality is you have to constantly put up with people who hurt YOU. its so tiring now you have to become youre own defense, a weapon. and its against youre very nature. so you just become this almagalmtion of raw sharp fluid raging intense strong energy and emotion. you become terror, almost.
in defense of terror.
Summer has a lot to learn and a lot of growing to do. just as i did. she has to find strengh within herself and wake up. we can learn and we can fight. we dont have to live our lives driven solely by our emotions, driven fiercely by our reactions. it is possible to breakout and break through how we naturally are.
now i am more articulate. i can regulate my emotions from within. and in real time, mind you!! i am so proud of myself. im still not on the level an adult my age should be but i am able to manage myself and contribute to my situation around me without being too much of a burden. i may have become cold, my natural fire dampened....but its not burned out. never.
i may have given myself a literal mental labotomy over the years, but i am no longer a walkig tsunami
it took years. years of self reflection, self analysis, meditation, study of Psychopathy, how the human mind works(general psychology), how human energy works ect, extreme loneliness, therapy, years of insanity trying to change my very core being. but i did it. its a part of getting old for me personaly i took responsibility for myself because no one else will ever have my back like i have my back so i must always strive to better myself so i am not a burden on others around me or upon myself.
tom dark: much love you had me blushing because the comments about summer made me feel so seen
❤ Honestly, she seemed to be suffering from sleep deprivation or atypical depression. It creates this sort of emotional lability with the screaming & crying. I wish her the best ❤
@@kysinc88what? They are documented and studied conditions, but please explain how they aren't real
@@kysinc88 try staying up for a week and you'll see shadow people
I think she’s psychotic lol
Tom is the type of guy to gently whisper to his car when it has a hard start on a cold morning
the part of the discussion where shes like "i swear i can stay on the show" and hes like "okey dokey" it reminds me of conversations between me and my parents. that girl is NOT going to be able to handle this show even if she says she is. shes seriously dealing with mental issues and needs to leave lol shes clearly at her limit
Summer is literally the chick from Sams Three B’s of Business skit
She 100% was thinking the audience would feel for her. But it totally comes across as looking for sympathy and attention lol. I wonder if she will look back at this and think it came across as intended.
tom the type of guy to treat his parent's with respect.
Tom’s dad the type of guy to be a loving and supporting father.
Tom the kind of guy to say, “I can fix her” unironically.
SUMMERCELS RISE UP
Tom is the type of guy to put a hat on instead of brushing his hair… but same bro
I made a conscious decision to not watch S2 to preserve my physical and mental health and boy am I glad because this Summer girl is tapping into a stressful part of my brain
It sucked
"I dont want to give you a bad reputation." It's sam fuckn hyde lol
tom the type of guy to fix a girl named summalummadingdong
tom the type of guy to yell "tali ho" before jumping in the pool
Tom the type of guy to say “I can fix her guys”
Oh no, look at her face she’s not crazy she just a sweet little baby she couldn’t do anything wrong
Watched season 1 from the moment it dropped to its conclusion since I was out of work during that time but now that I've been working I haven't really had time to watch season 2 at all. Feel like I've missed so much.
Tom the type of guy to Buy a Bad Dragon Toy
Tom is the type of guy to buy a bad dragon toy and use it for playing fetch with his dog
Tom is the type of guy to buy a Big Bad Wolf toy
I have one of those
@@ZeroFische I have like 30
@@SprinkledFox we should share
Tom the type of guy to cry while he takes a shit
Wait is crying not normal? 😿
@@atomicnectarit's normal
toms business model is posting a video about a topic 2 weeks after anybody cares
Oh god I feel for her so much, this is why I could never do shit like this
Tom the type of guy to rizz a mentally ill girl through the computer screen
He went through an entire emotional arc in this video
My wife waking me up in the middle of the night
Tom the type of guy to still upload daily videos so I have bank of stuff to watch after losing power in a storm for several days
Tom looks like 15 year old Nick Rochefort
Tom is the type of guy who changes his tires early for safety.
Tom the type of guy to buy an audi but dress like a 14 year old that still buys outfits from hot topic
Toms the type of guy to play the piano with his feet
Girls like this they're always fiending for somebody to go "Oh nooo! It's okay! You're so cool and awesome haha don't worry!". Every scenario is an excuse to pity seek
Bro for real, that shit gets old so goddamn quick. That's why they have to keep hopping from group to group or man to man every few months, they'd get chased out of town with pitchforks otherwise.
The type of dudes that allow that behavior to continue just for some ass are even worse than she is, they created her
tom looks like a 30 year old pretending to be a 16 year old lol
Tom the type of guy to say weeeee when driving across a busy road
Tom lookin like a god damn action figure! I love it
Tom the type of fella to upload a video and have me puzzled at to what rabbit hole I’ve just witnessed
What is happening why are these Facebook pages harboring notifications. Hey
It’s him!! The infertile candle eater!!!!
Maybe I’m being soy, but idk how I feel about the ethics of this. She’s not well and this feels like exploitation
Tom is the type of guy to watch fish tank on steam (please laugh)
😐
Thanks for uploading this tom, i didnt know fts2 was even a thing
He called her a coal burner lmao 😵😮💀🤣💀😮😮😵
this is the most mentally ill comment section i've ever seen
Tom the type of guy to change the title of the video to try to get more views
Tom be like “I can fix her”
Watching that guy scream back in her face was hilarious. Instantly shut her mouth 😭
tom your like 2 years younger than me but like 10 times as zoomer wtf happened in 2 years
The jab
He's on estrogen, going to fully trans