Merry Christmas everybody! Thank you so much for an amazing year, over 41k subs, 6.2+ million views and all your kind and loving comments and support! I can't wait to see what 2019 holds but before we enter the new year, Imma leave you with the last audio for this one. Stay strong, keep your head up and much love x Thank you for everything! :)
You probably dont care but if you are stoned like me atm you can stream all of the latest movies on Instaflixxer. Been watching with my gf these days xD
today i stayed....I think i will try to watch it every time i didn´t want to stay. And who knows maybe it will work... Thank you for upload this today !
Jay! I have a lump in my throath,and a tear in the corner of my eye! All threw school i was being picked on and bullied,because i was fat and always keept to myself,i was abused as a kid when i was 9 years old,the food the movies and video games became my only friends,and was the only comfort i felt! We dont know what other people have gone threw,but we can se signs in other people that have lived and gone threw pain and have sufferd,if we can see or hear someone in pain we must do our best to help,we must stop and talk,try to help if we can! There was s time when i gave up and did not want to stay,but fate stoped me,my action failed due to malfunction! Everytime i feel down and tired i put the hand in my pocket,to reminde me of how lucky i am,and how fate can show itself,i still have that thing as a reminder to look at and feel! I will stay this time,and i will not do something to hurt other people by leaving this life before my natural time,and i too will try to help everyone that is willing to talk and say what is wrong in their life,and be there for them! "If you where a tear in the corner of my eye,i would never cry, because then i would lose you forever!" Just want to crawl threw the screen to get into your livingroom and give you a warm hug and talk a while! Sending you all the love and energy you need to get well! Peace Love and Joy! /Mike...
Mike Alter Mike your words are always a light in the comments! Thank you for being so honest and thank you for your kind words, they really mean a lot every time. I send you so much love x
Beautiful/honest/, An experience of life's journey, that so many have to painfully go through, But with wonderful soul like you Jay, you will contribute to the healing process of many lives. This short video is excellent and well produced, thank you so much for sharing this. 2019 will be a very special time for you. Remember to live in the moment, and be aware always. there is no stress in the present moment. Hugs be safe.
You are worth something. You are beautiful. Someone cares about you. Pain, death, they’re not answers to any of your problems, They just make your problems worse. So please, if you’re feeling suicidal, depressed, stressed Know that you’re worth something and someone out there cares about you.
That literally was so touching😢 and beautiful. I wish all the people in this world had a beautiful heart and a positive mind like yours. Love your voice❤ And all your videos are always worth the wait so thank you❤
💗💗💗 One day, one of my really good friends (pretty much my older sister) got pretty drunk and said some things. She got a tad bit sober. Someone talked with her about something. She had come out of the room, sobbing. She walked over to me, crying her eyes out. She had regretted everything she had said. She sat by me. "You don't have to fight alone." "I know the struggles." "Everything will get better." That made me feel so warm inside. (We were also sobbing, sitting in the middle of the living room) It made me feel less alone. So, if you are reading this, just know, you do not have to fight the battle alone. There will always be soldiers around you to help you win the war. Even if it doesn't feel like it. And if you quit the war, you will instantly regret it. Trust me, I've tried many times. So, like the video said, stay. 💗💗💗
Wow..I knew what the title was because of the stream yesterday but couldn't really imagine something by it. I had goosebumps the whole video. That was really beautiful. I'm so glad there are people like you who try to make others happy and help. You help. I'm sure there are a lot of people who hear your stuff and are at ease for that time. A clear mind and then thoughts running through their heads about you maybe being right. I wanna thank you for that. For the thought that maybe we are worth living. For caring.
Thank you Jay because of you I know my place in the world because of you I am alive, you help me everyday, because of you I stay, in yours words "It's an honor to share this world with you."
I will stay. And I so sorry for everything that you have been through. It amazes me that even after all you've been through you keep fighting. Its just... amazing. Thank you for being you. Never change plz.
Mariiska Wagnor Thank you so much. Things happen, not all of them good but everything holds valuable lessons for you to learn and get better. Let things make you, not break you. We all have the power to turn negatives into positives. It‘s simply a choice one has to make and act upon.
Thank you Jay. I’m in the middle of a huge break down that’s been going on since 2:30am (it’s about 3:30 now). You have no idea how much you make me feel better. This is the fourth audio of yours I’m listening to tonight. Thank you
i am very glad that you are doing these beautiful things, positivity, love i really listen to these when i ever feel down and when the video is done i smile and cry im really happy that you can do this to inspire me me to be happy again how i was before ! jay thank you so much ! 💕♥️ -adri 🖤
Omg! This made me cry. Cause if felt it! In highschool I was bullied all the time and people tried to hurt me. Then there was a day where I was bout to end my life. Then I had a few friends stop me. This was the best thing I ever could of heard. Most everyday I feel like no one likes me. But videos like this help me to relize people do
thank you. so much. I've been feeling worse and worse lately. So thank you. thank you for caring. thank you for making this video. thank you for your words.
I thank you dearly as your videos have helped me morn my two friends who both took there own life's with in this year thank you, you've really helped me out and that is the biggest thanks that I will ever give out
I’ve lost so many friends. And so many of them ment so much to me. Now I’ve got a new friend, I love her more than an6thing, she’s been there for me at my lowest. When I was harassed by another guy. Sexually. When I was going to end it all. I’ve seen her go through so much and she’s lost so much, I couldn’t take me from her world. But I know she deserves a friend better than me, and I’m scared she’s going to leave just like everyone else. She just lost her dog and watched her dad almost die. She’s getting piles of homework, and I don’t know what to do. She’s going to end it. I can feel it. I don’t know what to do, she’s my best friend and means so much to me. I love her. She’s the only person that hasn’t left me. But she might.
Please stay. I know it may be tough going through some pretty bad stuff.... I have been bullied for 4 years straight and no teacher or anyone who worked at the elementary school I went to at the time did anything to stop bullies. They didn't stop my friends from being bullied either... I had to help them because no one else would... I had to be there at school every single day so my friends could have the help they needed.. Even though I was bullied I just helped others who were also bullied... I didn't just sit there hoping they'd keep bullying someone else so I would not be bullied... I really wanted to help... I helped them because I really cared... When I went to middle school I wasn't bullied anymore but I lost all my friends and had no idea if they were bullied or not... I really hope they're never bullied again or had to deal with it again... It's been years since I last saw those friends and I still haven't been bullied. I'm in high school. Someone committed suicide last year and I barely knew him... He was my brother's friend. He went to the same school as us.. Everyone knew about it. He used a gun to do it and all I could think about was how it could have been different....So please stay. You could help someone else or make a difference in this world we live in. You could do something amazing in this world... So please stay...
i may just be a little kid but im 9 and i got told to kms it hurt and it made me feel worthless and make me feel like im a bad person even tho i do everything i can to make someone happy though i did have people i felt like i was alone and no one cared about me. in the year 2018 i got told to kms 3 times i wasn't in the best place in life when it happend my parents were gonna divorce and i was going through a breakup im a positive person to other people who go through this stuff i just cant give myself that kind of self postivty i would get judged and i started to get insecure i may not be the happiest in life but i made it through all that pain and im honestly so proud of myself :) im not saying this for attention or anything like that im just proud i made it through that
You make me want to share my story, and you make me kinda want to help and say things that other people are scared of saying, and i want to share it to the world. And maybe even change it someday (: Thank you Thank you for saying things im scared of saying (: i know this may not make much since but that's ok 😁 -Amber (a huge fan)
It does make sense and I think that‘s awesome! Don‘t be afraid to share what‘s going on inside of you ☺️ the world needs more honesty. Be the change you want to see in the world because that‘s how you actually change the world.
I really just want to say thank you. You are amazing. You help me a lot I really just think you deserve to know the people appreciate you because sometimes we just don't here it enough. Please keep going you are absolutely amazing. Thank you so so much
Jetpack Jay I love your videos. They inspire me greatly to continue on. May you write and produce a video about being depressed and how you get through that. If you would please take this suggest into heart it would help me and so many others. I think your words are so gifted and beautiful, I don't see how you could not make this suggestion beautiful too.
This story is so relatable. My classmate died in a car accident on his way back home at 11pm from visiting his hometown. His crash went viral and it has been five years now that I haven't seen him. May his soul rest in peace😔
when i was 8 i lost my only friend. and my only friend i would ever have. he was no cat. he was no dog. he was a cat and now he's something more. An angel
I'm sorry Jay. But I don't think I can stay. The world has already hurt me too much. So...if anything else happens...then it will be goodbye for me. But thank you for trying. It's good to know that someone actually cared about me. And just so you know...you're amazing...so please never change.
I was the same till I found one person. She became my best friend, she was my only friend. Made 5-6 years feel like 5 minutes. She also broke those 5-6 years in 5 minutes. I dragged it on trying to ask questions for 5 months. I know ironic right. Well I was replaced, she told me her self. “We do everything we use to do”, I guess even my best is replaceable. Even after that much time I’m replaceable. This is my story to why I just don’t care for anyone. To death and after I never wanna love or care for someone again. Because it’s all fake, replaceable, and just pain that I can never see or touch just feel.
I was once so close to taking my own life, but I thought that torturing myself would be better so I started to constently cutting my self and hurting my self up had a friend who I new I could talk to I was just to scared but then she caught me trying to cut myself with my scouting penknife so many people at school ask what's is it like thinking of killing your self and all I can say is is horrible and don't ever do it I try to hide from then that I'm dying inside I can hear my own heart been faster than it should I can hear voices in my head saying go and do it . Just go and get it over with . But I say to myself no im going to try to stand up to him but I carn't . Now 2 months have pasted and I'm still thinking should I cut myself should I not . I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO STOP . So I can live a safe and happy life 😢😭💔
I have a good life and people who are there and love me. But yet I still feel so alone. I still feel like I don’t deserve the at I breath. I may seem like the type of person but what people fail to see is the inside. It’s visible on the outside but yet people still refuse to think that someone with a good of a life as mine would be the way I am. So they refuse to see the inside. I really need help but I’m scared to let the person I’ve become take over the image people see of me. I’m 12 and yet still feel I’ve been here too long
I wish I could do stuff like this but I get really insecure about my voice(meaning I would probably just type it on the screen or smth) and I dont really have any ideas of what to tell people to make a whole vid out of it
I wanted to die 😭 from who I am but I diden,t tell anyone this and the next day when I didn't feel like coming outside of my room no more but later that my mom told me she wanted to talk to me soo I went sooooo ,my mom said hon I love u very much and u have people here who care about u and loves u very much ,♥️that night after dinner when I was done I went to my bedroom and thought about what my mom had said and I thought to myself my mom is right ,I have people who care about and loves me ♥️sooooo..... The next day I was better I was strong er than before and I don,t really care about what other people say's . Thank u for this video it help me sooooo much ♥️ thank u again♥️other people out there don't let other people get to ur limet any more be strong .stay in life BC u have people who cares about u and loves u and there is a place for u there even thou u might have found that place ,u will always be loved and cared for ❣️
I am a survivor of childhood cancer, you think I’d be happy about it right? Now don’t get me wrong at first I was but that’s only because I didn’t realize yet what I’d lost I didn’t realize I’d lost apart of myself somewhere along the way. I lost the kind hearted happy child I used to be and without him I’ve felt lost and alone inside and have been looking through the darkness trying to find him and wonder if he’ll ever forgive me for losing him there. ( I know talking in third person is a weird way to put it but it’s the best way I know to describe how i feel ) I started my fight at 5 years old I and thought I’d won 7 years later after I turned 11 but turned out I’d only won the battle but not the war. For the past 10 years I’ve been wondering why it even had to happen to me, It caused me almost nothing but misery an yet stranger still is I actually miss having it, I miss going to the cancer care clinic , I miss getting my treatments, i miss spending time in the hospital what does that say about me dose it make me weird? There are also times where I just feel frustrated or irritated and I don’t know why, and on the complete other end of the scale one time I felt so low that it quite honestly scared of what I might do. I know my mother, sisters and the rest of my family cares, but sometimes it feels like they care more for the me they want me to be rather than the me I am and that especially goes for my father. Oh my father there’s so much more I could go on about him too and how he played an still plays a role in my depression but he’s a product of his time and environment as am I. So I suppose he’s not entirely to blame but it’s still hard to deal with him. But he and they don’t really understand how I feel even if I tried to tell them about it how could they, they didn’t experience it they way I did. It’s only been the last few years that I fell into my depression or that I’ve come to realize anyway. An I’ve begun to think “I shouldn’t even have survived after all” that way I’d be free of this depressing sadness in my heart. Why I’d I live I’m not good at anything, I have no friends anymore and not even sure I ever really did , I thought I had friends once but because I was different they become more like low level bullies if you know what I mean, and the friends I might have had left I haven’t seen or heard from them in years since I moved. An I’m not the smartest I was never the greatest student, I’m not even that strong, what can I offer the world? I can’t even remember the last time I was genuinely happy sure I’ll get a chuckle now an then but the feeling never lasts it’s like lighting a match in the middle of a dark room an watching the moment burn away. There where so many children who don’t survive and any one of them would have been better off being given the life I was spared. An I doubt I’ll ever find love because of my flawed personality so what is left for me to live for I’ve got nothing left. Also my doctors have told me that my cancer could come back or I could get sick again in other ways, low odds but still I’ll forever live with that in the back of my mind. An it’s not like I WANT to die to end my pain but I also don’t want to keep living like this anymore. It feels like my strength is waning, like my will is weakening as each year passes. There’s so much more I could go on about or have explained better but I’ve gone on long enough I’m not looking for pity just getting it off my chest if only temporary to anyone who wants listen. An sometimes I wish I could start over again correct all my mistakes make better decisions keep friendships, try harder in school even though I’m a bit of slow learner on my own but who knows if this new life would actually be any better than the old one I’d essentially be erasing the current me..... sure Id probably lead a significantly better life in the short run. On the other hand I am who I am today because of what I went through an would it be worth it to throw all that away. Another thing is I’d be hard if not impossible to forget my feelings of the previous incarnation of myself to let go of the hate, loneliness, sadness left inside me. Sure I haven’t had the easiest life thus far but it also hasn’t been the worst.....or has it, see when I think about it I don’t know where the line is between the telling truth and telling an over exaggeration and is there even a line to begin with? I welcome any thoughts and advice you have to offer me. An If you’ve read up to this point I thank you for taking the time to listen me ramble an If there is a god I ask again why did this have to happen to me or anyone else for that matter especially for children. Finally if and that’s a big IF I ever find a partner and am able to be rescued from my darkness with their help or on my own someday, heaven help me should anything like this happen to any child I may have in the future because I honestly don’t know how I’d be able to handle it. This is not the person that I wanted to become. I know my younger self would be greatly disappointed in me. Here’s a quote to leave off with that kind of explains this Dorothy Rowe- “Depression is a prison where you are both the suffering prisoner and the cruel jailer” an unless you’ve gone through cancer of some kind you probably wouldn’t know what it is truly like but I guess you already knew that out without me having to tell you and I hope you or your loved ones never have to experience such pain. Anyway I’ve started to ramble again my apologize I’ve taken enough of your time this evening thanks again for taking the time to listen to some nobody. Good night- stranger.
You are an amazing person jay! You make me happy and you make such good quality! One like = 1 pray for all the the people that are suffering from depression. Love you guys have a wonderful day. #pleasestay #suicideawarness
Merry Christmas everybody!
Thank you so much for an amazing year, over 41k subs, 6.2+ million views and all your kind and loving comments and support!
I can't wait to see what 2019 holds but before we enter the new year, Imma leave you with the last audio for this one.
Stay strong, keep your head up and much love x Thank you for everything! :)
Jetpack Jay merry Christmas first comment I LOVE UR ACCOUNT ur awesome do never change!
Could you do something for me I'm Rilly deprest and my friend got in corintine and my best friend moved and she won't come back. :(
You probably dont care but if you are stoned like me atm you can stream all of the latest movies on Instaflixxer. Been watching with my gf these days xD
@@dwaynetrace3909 ok
Thank you for caring about others. The world needs more people like you.
Pontus Johansson it does
It truly does.
Yes.it does!
And the world needs more people like you! Sorry for such a late reply. LOL.
exactly
It's an honour to share this planet with you, Jay ❤️
❤️
@@JetpacksAudios I'm so deprest
@@sebastiancomahig2666 Jay is a woman not a man :)
Michaela Mayer sorry. just new to the channel.
@@sebastiancomahig2666 it's alright :)
"Suicidal people are not bad, they're just angels wanting to go home." These aren't my words pass these words on.
That is very very true and I found that quote on google and made it my backround
today i stayed....I think i will try to watch it every time i didn´t want to stay. And who knows maybe it will work...
Thank you for upload this today !
471739190 life is a beautiful thing and I want you to be alive to see it!
"You be you that´s your superpower"
You don’t die for your friends
You live for them
That’s something I had to learn the hard way
Wonderful person, wonderful audio! Thank you so much ❤️
Love all ur videos they're so inspirational
thank you so much :)
Jay! I have a lump in my throath,and a tear in the corner of my eye! All threw school i was being picked on and bullied,because i was fat and always keept to myself,i was abused as a kid when i was 9 years old,the food the movies and video games became my only friends,and was the only comfort i felt! We dont know what other people have gone threw,but we can se signs in other people that have lived and gone threw pain and have sufferd,if we can see or hear someone in pain we must do our best to help,we must stop and talk,try to help if we can! There was s time when i gave up and did not want to stay,but fate stoped me,my action failed due to malfunction! Everytime i feel down and tired i put the hand in my pocket,to reminde me of how lucky i am,and how fate can show itself,i still have that thing as a reminder to look at and feel! I will stay this time,and i will not do something to hurt other people by leaving this life before my natural time,and i too will try to help everyone that is willing to talk and say what is wrong in their life,and be there for them! "If you where a tear in the corner of my eye,i would never cry, because then i would lose you forever!" Just want to crawl threw the screen to get into your livingroom and give you a warm hug and talk a while! Sending you all the love and energy you need to get well! Peace Love and Joy! /Mike...
Mike Alter Mike your words are always a light in the comments! Thank you for being so honest and thank you for your kind words, they really mean a lot every time. I send you so much love x
Beautiful/honest/, An experience of life's journey, that so many have to painfully go through, But with wonderful soul like you Jay, you will contribute to the healing process of many lives. This short video is excellent and well produced, thank you so much for sharing this. 2019 will be a very special time for you. Remember to live in the moment, and be aware always. there is no stress in the present moment. Hugs be safe.
Thomas R Williams As always, I thank you for your kind words Thomas. It really means a lot coming from you! Much love & blessings for 2019 :)
Your audios are amazing. I might have to share with my guidance counselor. You are a inspiration. I love these audios. So uplifting.
You are worth something.
You are beautiful.
Someone cares about you.
Pain, death, they’re not answers to any of your problems,
They just make your problems worse.
So please, if you’re feeling suicidal, depressed, stressed
Know that you’re worth something and someone out there cares about you.
❤
I was thinking of taking my life a little while back then I heard this and it stopped me thank you so much your the reason why I am still here💞
That literally was so touching😢 and beautiful. I wish all the people in this world had a beautiful heart and a positive mind like yours. Love your voice❤ And all your videos are always worth the wait so thank you❤
maha thank you so much! ❤️🚀
Thank you...
Thank you so much ❤️
Your the voice from heaven above for me . Thank you for helping us. May u get all the happiness u deserve. We love u
Dharmendra singh love you too ❤️
💗💗💗 One day, one of my really good friends (pretty much my older sister) got pretty drunk and said some things. She got a tad bit sober. Someone talked with her about something. She had come out of the room, sobbing. She walked over to me, crying her eyes out. She had regretted everything she had said. She sat by me. "You don't have to fight alone." "I know the struggles." "Everything will get better." That made me feel so warm inside. (We were also sobbing, sitting in the middle of the living room) It made me feel less alone. So, if you are reading this, just know, you do not have to fight the battle alone. There will always be soldiers around you to help you win the war. Even if it doesn't feel like it. And if you quit the war, you will instantly regret it. Trust me, I've tried many times. So, like the video said, stay. 💗💗💗
Wow..I knew what the title was because of the stream yesterday but couldn't really imagine something by it. I had goosebumps the whole video. That was really beautiful. I'm so glad there are people like you who try to make others happy and help. You help. I'm sure there are a lot of people who hear your stuff and are at ease for that time. A clear mind and then thoughts running through their heads about you maybe being right. I wanna thank you for that. For the thought that maybe we are worth living. For caring.
Renzo Musik wow thank you so much for this comments, it really means more to me than you know & i appreciate it so much! ❤️🚀
Amazing & touching audio, again! :)
Thank you i needed this tonight. I lost a lot in the past year and a half. You song brought hope and life back into my life💗🌸🙏 good bless you🙏
You save lives! You understand me! Thank you 🙏🏻
Thank you Jay because of you I know my place in the world because of you I am alive, you help me everyday, because of you I stay, in yours words "It's an honor to share this world with you."
Your videos help me so much!
I will stay. And I so sorry for everything that you have been through. It amazes me that even after all you've been through you keep fighting. Its just... amazing. Thank you for being you. Never change plz.
Mariiska Wagnor Thank you so much. Things happen, not all of them good but everything holds valuable lessons for you to learn and get better. Let things make you, not break you. We all have the power to turn negatives into positives. It‘s simply a choice one has to make and act upon.
Thank you Jay. I’m in the middle of a huge break down that’s been going on since 2:30am (it’s about 3:30 now). You have no idea how much you make me feel better. This is the fourth audio of yours I’m listening to tonight. Thank you
248 am here
I cant even explain how powerful your words are. Everything about you is AMAZING!!! Never change!
Hello aliyah👋
Thank you for caring we love you two!💛🐺
Tyyyyssm for your amazing videos 💖 you’re the best
Idk why but I wanted to watch a couple of videos before I go, but then I saw this video and thank you for making this.
im so sorry you had to go through all that but i’m glad you’re still here ❤️. you’re stronger then you think jay we love you.
; kathy I‘m grateful for all my trials, it made me who I am and I am stronger because of it. Thank you ❤️🚀
i am very glad that you are doing these beautiful things, positivity, love i really listen to these when i ever feel down and when the video is done i smile and cry im really happy that you can do this to inspire me me to be happy again how i was before ! jay thank you so much ! 💕♥️ -adri 🖤
Adri Potato I‘m happy to help! Thank you for listening ❤️🚀
Omg! This made me cry. Cause if felt it! In highschool I was bullied all the time and people tried to hurt me. Then there was a day where I was bout to end my life. Then I had a few friends stop me. This was the best thing I ever could of heard. Most everyday I feel like no one likes me. But videos like this help me to relize people do
You are amazing person! 🤤😍
thank you!
I wish I could meet you...you’re amazing
You are incredible, you helped me a little. Thank you❤
The world needs so much more people like you you are the best man ever don't let those things get to you always belive
Sending you so much love❤️❤️
It’s jj right back at you ❤️🚀
i just love you
Laisa Köpfer thank you ❤️🚀
thank you. so much. I've been feeling worse and worse lately. So thank you. thank you for caring. thank you for making this video. thank you for your words.
Serenity the panther stay strong sunshine! it can‘t rain forever :)
@@JetpacksAudios thats true!
Thank you for giving me HOPE.
Thank you💖💜💖💜💖💜💖 more than I can ever say
Your voice is so calming and relaxing like i feel so relaxed when i listen to these
I thank you dearly as your videos have helped me morn my two friends who both took there own life's with in this year thank you, you've really helped me out and that is the biggest thanks that I will ever give out
I’ve lost so many friends. And so many of them ment so much to me. Now I’ve got a new friend, I love her more than an6thing, she’s been there for me at my lowest. When I was harassed by another guy. Sexually. When I was going to end it all. I’ve seen her go through so much and she’s lost so much, I couldn’t take me from her world. But I know she deserves a friend better than me, and I’m scared she’s going to leave just like everyone else. She just lost her dog and watched her dad almost die. She’s getting piles of homework, and I don’t know what to do. She’s going to end it. I can feel it. I don’t know what to do, she’s my best friend and means so much to me. I love her. She’s the only person that hasn’t left me. But she might.
The Masterpiece! 🌸
Please stay. I know it may be tough going through some pretty bad stuff.... I have been bullied for 4 years straight and no teacher or anyone who worked at the elementary school I went to at the time did anything to stop bullies. They didn't stop my friends from being bullied either... I had to help them because no one else would... I had to be there at school every single day so my friends could have the help they needed.. Even though I was bullied I just helped others who were also bullied... I didn't just sit there hoping they'd keep bullying someone else so I would not be bullied... I really wanted to help... I helped them because I really cared... When I went to middle school I wasn't bullied anymore but I lost all my friends and had no idea if they were bullied or not... I really hope they're never bullied again or had to deal with it again... It's been years since I last saw those friends and I still haven't been bullied. I'm in high school. Someone committed suicide last year and I barely knew him... He was my brother's friend. He went to the same school as us.. Everyone knew about it. He used a gun to do it and all I could think about was how it could have been different....So please stay. You could help someone else or make a difference in this world we live in. You could do something amazing in this world... So please stay...
Thank you I needed to hear this
This is so inpirational and you changed my thoughts about life and you changed my life in so many ather ways. Thank you for that🎶
thank you for listening :)
i may just be a little kid but im 9 and i got told to kms it hurt and it made me feel worthless and make me feel like im a bad person even tho i do everything i can to make someone happy though i did have people i felt like i was alone and no one cared about me. in the year 2018 i got told to kms 3 times i wasn't in the best place in life when it happend my parents were gonna divorce and i was going through a breakup im a positive person to other people who go through this stuff i just cant give myself that kind of self postivty i would get judged and i started to get insecure i may not be the happiest in life but i made it through all that pain and im honestly so proud of myself :) im not saying this for attention or anything like that im just proud i made it through that
You make me want to share my story, and you make me kinda want to help and say things that other people are scared of saying, and i want to share it to the world. And maybe even change it someday (:
Thank you
Thank you for saying things im scared of saying (: i know this may not make much since but that's ok 😁
-Amber (a huge fan)
It does make sense and I think that‘s awesome! Don‘t be afraid to share what‘s going on inside of you ☺️ the world needs more honesty. Be the change you want to see in the world because that‘s how you actually change the world.
Thank you ❤️
Belle Steel ❤️🚀
Bro that honestly made me cry
i lost my bestfriend due to suicide on December 1st 2018 and one of my friends on my birthday in 2017 so i understand your pain
Thank you... it means a lot for me
Merry Christmas ur very nice kind and caring keep doing ur amazing work^^❤
だまりs DRS thank you ❤️🚀
@@JetpacksAudios ur very welcome^^
I really just want to say thank you. You are amazing. You help me a lot I really just think you deserve to know the people appreciate you because sometimes we just don't here it enough. Please keep going you are absolutely amazing. Thank you so so much
Hannah wow thank you Hannah! I appreciate you ❤️🚀
@@JetpacksAudios thank you so much ❤
Thank you for this
Jetpack Jay I love your videos. They inspire me greatly to continue on. May you write and produce a video about being depressed and how you get through that. If you would please take this suggest into heart it would help me and so many others. I think your words are so gifted and beautiful, I don't see how you could not make this suggestion beautiful too.
You guys wanna know who's beutifull in there own way
Read the first word 😖😍
Tank you
This story is so relatable. My classmate died in a car accident on his way back home at 11pm from visiting his hometown. His crash went viral and it has been five years now that I haven't seen him. May his soul rest in peace😔
this helps a lot thx you. is hard sometimes in my life
It broke my heart because I feel the same
I love all of messages ❤️
Hello Betty 👋
“Please stay”
Me: *confused screaming*
What the heck!! You are amazing!
Awwwww❤😭😭
Thank you ❤
I really like to listen to your voice
Emma Vanopbergen thank you Emma :)
Thank you
when i was 8 i lost my only friend. and my only friend i would ever have. he was no cat. he was no dog. he was a cat and now he's something more. An angel
This kept me from ending it all ❤
Jewelia Lecrone I‘m glad you‘re here ❤️🚀
Thank u so much for all ur messages
I'm sorry Jay. But I don't think I can stay.
The world has already hurt me too much.
So...if anything else happens...then it will be goodbye for me.
But thank you for trying.
It's good to know that someone actually cared about me.
And just so you know...you're amazing...so please never change.
Everyday my brother asks "How are you?" I answer back with a lie good cause inside my day was terrible
you are amazing !!!
i love these and i love your videos
Wow this was beautifull😭❤❤
thank you
If you've ever wondered what an Angel's voice sounded like...
I was the same till I found one person. She became my best friend, she was my only friend. Made 5-6 years feel like 5 minutes. She also broke those 5-6 years in 5 minutes. I dragged it on trying to ask questions for 5 months. I know ironic right. Well I was replaced, she told me her self. “We do everything we use to do”, I guess even my best is replaceable. Even after that much time I’m replaceable. This is my story to why I just don’t care for anyone. To death and after I never wanna love or care for someone again. Because it’s all fake, replaceable, and just pain that I can never see or touch just feel.
this is DEEP
Thank you I've down for so long and have been thinking about suicide for so long but this stopped me from doing something I've wanted to do thank you
I was once so close to taking my own life, but I thought that torturing myself would be better so I started to constently cutting my self and hurting my self up had a friend who I new I could talk to I was just to scared but then she caught me trying to cut myself with my scouting penknife so many people at school ask what's is it like thinking of killing your self and all I can say is is horrible and don't ever do it I try to hide from then that I'm dying inside I can hear my own heart been faster than it should I can hear voices in my head saying go and do it . Just go and get it over with . But I say to myself no im going to try to stand up to him but I carn't . Now 2 months have pasted and I'm still thinking should I cut myself should I not . I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO STOP . So I can live a safe and happy life 😢😭💔
i feel a bit tired and deppressed but staying strong trying to stay strong i lost my friend from deppressed
I have been hesitating to watch this video bc I did not want to listen to what you were going to tell me. But I did and I just wanna say..thanks
Emily Fallon ❤️🚀
.. I'm in Depress too. Plz help me😢
Peter...
I have a good life and people who are there and love me. But yet I still feel so alone. I still feel like I don’t deserve the at I breath. I may seem like the type of person but what people fail to see is the inside. It’s visible on the outside but yet people still refuse to think that someone with a good of a life as mine would be the way I am. So they refuse to see the inside. I really need help but I’m scared to let the person I’ve become take over the image people see of me. I’m 12 and yet still feel I’ve been here too long
I wish I could do stuff like this but I get really insecure about my voice(meaning I would probably just type it on the screen or smth) and I dont really have any ideas of what to tell people to make a whole vid out of it
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You should make this a podcast on spotify.
God I’m here crying again 😭😭
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Stay!!! Unlike me
I wanted to die 😭 from who I am but I diden,t tell anyone this and the next day when I didn't feel like coming outside of my room no more but later that my mom told me she wanted to talk to me soo I went sooooo ,my mom said hon I love u very much and u have people here who care about u and loves u very much ,♥️that night after dinner when I was done I went to my bedroom and thought about what my mom had said and I thought to myself my mom is right ,I have people who care about and loves me ♥️sooooo..... The next day I was better I was strong er than before and I don,t really care about what other people say's . Thank u for this video it help me sooooo much ♥️ thank u again♥️other people out there don't let other people get to ur limet any more be strong .stay in life BC u have people who cares about u and loves u and there is a place for u there even thou u might have found that place ,u will always be loved and cared for ❣️
I am a survivor of childhood cancer, you think I’d be happy about it right? Now don’t get me wrong at first I was but that’s only because I didn’t realize yet what I’d lost I didn’t realize I’d lost apart of myself somewhere along the way. I lost the kind hearted happy child I used to be and without him I’ve felt lost and alone inside and have been looking through the darkness trying to find him and wonder if he’ll ever forgive me for losing him there. ( I know talking in third person is a weird way to put it but it’s the best way I know to describe how i feel ) I started my fight at 5 years old I and thought I’d won 7 years later after I turned 11 but turned out I’d only won the battle but not the war. For the past 10 years I’ve been wondering why it even had to happen to me, It caused me almost nothing but misery an yet stranger still is I actually miss having it, I miss going to the cancer care clinic , I miss getting my treatments, i miss spending time in the hospital what does that say about me dose it make me weird? There are also times where I just feel frustrated or irritated and I don’t know why, and on the complete other end of the scale one time I felt so low that it quite honestly scared of what I might do. I know my mother, sisters and the rest of my family cares, but sometimes it feels like they care more for the me they want me to be rather than the me I am and that especially goes for my father. Oh my father there’s so much more I could go on about him too and how he played an still plays a role in my depression but he’s a product of his time and environment as am I. So I suppose he’s not entirely to blame but it’s still hard to deal with him. But he and they don’t really understand how I feel even if I tried to tell them about it how could they, they didn’t experience it they way I did. It’s only been the last few years that I fell into my depression or that I’ve come to realize anyway. An I’ve begun to think “I shouldn’t even have survived after all” that way I’d be free of this depressing sadness in my heart. Why I’d I live I’m not good at anything, I have no friends anymore and not even sure I ever really did , I thought I had friends once but because I was different they become more like low level bullies if you know what I mean, and the friends I might have had left I haven’t seen or heard from them in years since I moved. An I’m not the smartest I was never the greatest student, I’m not even that strong, what can I offer the world? I can’t even remember the last time I was genuinely happy sure I’ll get a chuckle now an then but the feeling never lasts it’s like lighting a match in the middle of a dark room an watching the moment burn away. There where so many children who don’t survive and any one of them would have been better off being given the life I was spared. An I doubt I’ll ever find love because of my flawed personality so what is left for me to live for I’ve got nothing left. Also my doctors have told me that my cancer could come back or I could get sick again in other ways, low odds but still I’ll forever live with that in the back of my mind. An it’s not like I WANT to die to end my pain but I also don’t want to keep living like this anymore. It feels like my strength is waning, like my will is weakening as each year passes. There’s so much more I could go on about or have explained better but I’ve gone on long enough I’m not looking for pity just getting it off my chest if only temporary to anyone who wants listen. An sometimes I wish I could start over again correct all my mistakes make better decisions keep friendships, try harder in school even though I’m a bit of slow learner on my own but who knows if this new life would actually be any better than the old one I’d essentially be erasing the current me..... sure Id probably lead a significantly better life in the short run. On the other hand I am who I am today because of what I went through an would it be worth it to throw all that away. Another thing is I’d be hard if not impossible to forget my feelings of the previous incarnation of myself to let go of the hate, loneliness, sadness left inside me. Sure I haven’t had the easiest life thus far but it also hasn’t been the worst.....or has it, see when I think about it I don’t know where the line is between the telling truth and telling an over exaggeration and is there even a line to begin with? I welcome any thoughts and advice you have to offer me.
An If you’ve read up to this point I thank you for taking the time to listen me ramble an If there is a god I ask again why did this have to happen to me or anyone else for that matter especially for children.
Finally if and that’s a big IF I ever find a partner and am able to be rescued from my darkness with their help or on my own someday, heaven help me should anything like this happen to any child I may have in the future because I honestly don’t know how I’d be able to handle it. This is not the person that I wanted to become. I know my younger self would be greatly disappointed in me.
Here’s a quote to leave off with that kind of explains this Dorothy Rowe- “Depression is a prison where you are both the suffering prisoner and the cruel jailer” an unless you’ve gone through cancer of some kind you probably wouldn’t know what it is truly like but I guess you already knew that out without me having to tell you and I hope you or your loved ones never have to experience such pain. Anyway I’ve started to ramble again my apologize I’ve taken enough of your time this evening thanks again for taking the time to listen to some nobody.
Good night- stranger.
How do you keep saving me with your voice and audios?
I wanted to die from who I am but some of my friends changed my mind so I stayed and never comitted suicide thx for making me stay😊😟
I will stay thank you so much
And for some.. Depression always comes back and won't ever leave
You are an amazing person jay! You make me happy and you make such good quality! One like = 1 pray for all the the people that are suffering from depression. Love you guys have a wonderful day. #pleasestay #suicideawarness
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