Your voice, is so pure. So fill of love, life. It hits you in the heart. You help so many and you are the strongest person I know. Your so kind and you have such a big heart. The fact that you made this for those in pain, to bring them out of pain, says so much about you. Every time I hear your voice, it brings tears to my eyes. Your words have so much power and kindness. It truly takes my breath away. I love you so much and I with you all the good in the world. Thank you, for caring. lots of love!
i don't have friends, this story is me. i wish i wrote this so i can tell people that this is the way i lost my "friends" now i'm lonely but i'm better off that way... maybe .I'm just saying that the earth made us to be kind to each other. but look what we did to the earth? No one cares no one CARES we need to do better stop putting chemicals in foods FIND A WAY, earth made us because it was lonely but now earth rather be lonely then have us.
i didn't have friends too... i was so lonely and I've wanted to commit suicide.. But then i met an amazing person, a beautiful girl which totally changed my life... sometimes life is not fair and we can do nothing just to wait.. After rough times are good times..Go forward, hope u will find a friend to save u
Lorena Burlacu I don’t have friends. I sit alone everyday thinking what’s the point in life if I just don’t have one friend. I lost my best friend that I had for 9 years. She saved me. And then she left me to go to more new friends. She knew I was at my lowest in life but she still left. I miss her genuinely. And it hurts so much because no one seems to understand me. They think it’s just my mind playing with me. I tried to overdose. It didn’t work. I tried to starve myself. Nearly worked. I still don’t know where I begin. Loads of people laugh at me because I’m always the quiet kid in school. I’m lost genuinely lost. We were so happy in those days, what went wrong? I must have done something. I wish I had someone to talk to. I can’t even make friends anymore. I must be stupid. I feel worthless. I bc ant handle it anymore. I lost my grandma due to dementia and Alzheimer’s and she was my best friend for years I used to see her everyday until she passed 1st December 2019. I miss her too. A lot. I miss the old days, the old me, the one that always used to be happy. But now I’m here crying on a daily basis. Can’t stop feeling numb don’t know what to do anymore. I just want relief for myself. I’m sorry for living for this earth.
Phosilbloxy i’m sorry about your grandma passing i can relate with your story we’re in here together and you’re worth it. people need more friends like you who loves genuinely. please stay safe
Tan AP you too. Thankyou I just feel like the world it’s tough for us that are like this. If I texted someone or tried to tell anyone they just think I’m being silly. And it’s very hard because no one understands and it really kills me when it’s like that. Stay safe too❤️ I just want someone to stay for a while, it’s been very hard and if you can relate to that I’m so sorry stay strong.
Dear Jetpack Jay, "We" all your fans are your friends. And honestly you are amazing and talented. You inspire me with every single vedio. I can never imagine what you have went through. And never feel alone and when you do just think of us or you mom or any happy moment in your life or eat ice-cream. I am proud of you I would have comitted Suicide by now. And even though I have depression you inspire me to live. I have a lot of friends and I can not imagine life without them. I am proud of you that went through all of that and tell other people your story so that anyone like you can live and think that "there are many things in life which are worth living and even if I am lonely I know that God is there with me" You inspire me to live.I am sorry that you lost your best friend. But note that there might someone out far far away maybe even across the globe waiting for you. And just one last thing; if you took the time to read this than thank you and i just wrote this because I just wanted to cheer you up
This honestly made me cry. You remind me so much of myself. I sit alone with no friends, always thinking I'm weird, and there's a reason everyone else has at least one person they can count on. But instead I sit alone. Home. All day, everyday. I guess it's nice to see that I'm not the only person like this. So maybe I'm not so weird. I love you, and your work. This really is amazing, and so are you. Keep up the great work!
I never in my entire life felt included and wanted when it came to friends and recently, I found that at least three of my friends are the right people. When they know exactly if you’re feeling down that second they’re the right person at that time. And it makes me cry because I never felt wanted even when people made it clear they did want me to be their friend.
You're the best friend you can ever have. The biggest love you need in your life. I used to have no real friends. It used to bother me... But I am slowly starting to be my own friend. To be the one I need. Just... Talking to yourself is the only painfull thing. There were days I didn't even hear my own voice the entire day because there was just no one to talk to...
For so long I’ve felt like I was so different. Due to personal reasons I dropped out of high school. I never had friends growing up and after I dropped out I went completely invisible to the world. I’m 18 now and still do. I never realized that it does make you stronger and forced me to grow up. You have an amazing channel, I hope you the best and thank you for making this, it helped a lot 💛 hope to see more!
Miranda Romanic aren‘t we all different? Maybe different is actually not as bad as we learned to believe. You know what Tetris taught me? That when you fit in you disappear. Shine your light sunshine! Celebrate your individuality! I send you all my love & wish you nothing but the best! stay strong ❤️
to the ppl reading through the comments ad your sad/depressed:you matter dont end your life just because somewon bullies you be who you were ment to be a brave and strong person you are you when u fall dont just let ppl walk over you get back up and go about your day and try to ignore the mean words other say ty for your time and realizing you matter
Listening to these while madly depressed thinking about my brother who fell victim to man slaughter caused by an illegal immigrant that hit him with a car. He was my best friend me being only 14 him 18 he was the person I could relate too, the person I could always go to with all my problems. This is truly inspiring couldn't stop but write this with tears.
I don't think it's a lie. Love, no matter in which form, is the best thing in the world. I just never really had anybody to give my love to or who loves me in return.
Friendships the best I should know I lost a couple friends I gained some true love is something that you give and someone gives you it's hard cuz sometimes they don't give it in return I learned that and I'll never forget that
I was alone 4 two years and a half.. No frnd buh a frnd buh not a type of frnd to call a frnd...it's like they pity u😭😭 buh it's okay now..I've got frnds...I'm jst too happy that I'm not alone with myself...that right hug felt too good to be true...
Jet pack jay, you were right, we do act like we live forever. Which is why I’m just trying to always have fun and smile while I can, because let’s be honest, nobody ever truly knows when they are going to meet their demise. You are also a blessing to this world I want you to know that.
you are so amazing. I relate to all of this. it's great to know that I'm not the only one out here feeling like this. this left me speechless. thank you so much, I appreciate you.
I have been listening to your videos lately and honestly I smile at them because I feel like you understand me and you know what's going through my mind even tho I never met you yeah I love you too
Your one of the strongest people I know. I love this channel and I love your voice. Sometimes I feel just like this, it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I only have friends online, no one even talks to me in person. Thank you for creating this channel I love all of these videos great job! I hope we can be friends and you’re in my prayers also and you are also a blessing! ❤️❤️❤️
I love your channel and i feel where your coming from, you are a pure voice and if you every need a friend i will be there to help you. I was also bullied over the years and i wear a mask and i have a wall, i dont trust anyone at school. If i could go back in time and help you
I found myself alone...Alone at school back in elementary school but there were other people who had no friends and no one to talk to at my elementary school... I became their friend... Most of them were bullied... I defended them... I couldn't just stand there and let someone get hurt by words... I wanted them to know that someone cared a... I ended up getting bullied but at the time I was ok with it... I wanted them to be so occupied with bullying me that they would never have time to bully anyone else... I knew I could take the pain but if someone else couldn't they may start to hurt themselves and that is why I wanted to be bullied instead of them at the time... I would never hurt myself and I never did once... I'm no longer bullied and I hope my friends I once had have never been bullied again...
This describes my life and me. I never seen something so accurate about my life. I lost all my teenager years and now 18 i just want my childhood back. I was just a kid and felt like that, Thank you, keep strong and keep being you
@Jetpack Jay Your pain filled voice makes me cry, so proud of you tho. You have the confidence to share your soul filled feelings with us. Please know your viewers are here for you 24/7, much much love & big hugs, keep going strong warrior you will win X
we're all together sitting in a dark room around a crystal ball we know as reality. We watch everything happen without being involved, being secluded and keeping our thoughts to ourselves because our opinions dont seem like they matter. Slowly everything starts to lose meaning with time, and somehow so does time itself.
“As much as i wanted to die, i didn’t.” I honestly, relate to that so much. I’m too scared to take my own because i am not brave, I’m sensitive and weak.
This is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. You manage to convey what I'm feeling. This is exactly how I've felt for years. I'm sorry you had to go through all those years of loneliness.
This is absolutely beautiful. I love how much emotion is in your voice and how everything fits together so prefectly. The emotion hits you in your heart so strongly, and I love it. Keep doing what you're doing because honestly your content is awesome.
I feel your pain. You are loved by many people, you inspired many people and you make us feel proud of ourselves. Don't focus on one thing, focus on what you love and who you love. We love you, always remember that.
I found this at the right time. It helped me to figure out, that I can be alone and happy. So I can overcome my heartbreak. Thank you! This is perfect and you are a blessing or this world! You make this world a better place!
Jay, you couldn’t of said it better. You are just like me. Your videos helped me in times of darkness. I dunno if you will remember this, but you truly help me.
3:46 hit me real hard because it's true. I've been alone for so long now that I can't even remember what it feels like to be hugged. When someone tried to hug me once, i freaked out cause i didnt know what they were doing. I've been so isolated for so long now....
💐Ik how it feels love ur voice ur voice is so beautiful u sound so sad but so strong I want to be there for u I wanna be there for ppl shouldn't be alone I don't want u nor other ppl to be alone they shouldn't go threw this alone it's sad to feel like this...I have know one but I want ppl to atlist have someone I want other ppl to be happy not me other ppl bc I think it's the right thing to do in my opinion 💐
I only found your channel today.Honestly though your amazing! I hope the best for you your vids are so amazing and really mean something.Please keep up the work!
I wanna hug you now. But I'm alone too. I have friends but I'm alone though haha. Being alone is very very good. People that have been alone for a long time question things. Question yourself. Find yourself. You question your thoughts and the others. And it's good to be alone because you're forced to do something with yourself. ,,I honestly don't know anybody stronger than me" this is the greatest thing I've heard in a time so respect. Life is shut but it can also be beautiful and probably...sometimes you realise that you're alive. But it's a long way to then. Much much love right to you Xx
You’re videos honestly keep me alive you’re always say the right things just at the right moment. Thank you so much for that bc I can swear on my heart if I wouldn’t have found your channel I would have been dead about 3 weeks ago ❤️❤️❤️SO MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU
i know how this is cause im an orphan i have no friends here im bullied im not looked like im an equal no one talkes to me or look at me im so hurt in this place and this video brought me to tears cause i feel like its speaking to me
I can't even tell you or anyone how much I relate to this, I'm not going to tell stories or ramble on about what has happened to me in the past. All I'm going to say is that I feel the same, when I was younger most "recesses" I would sit there and crying just in second grade. Feeling like that I couldn't have anyone to love me, this feeling lasting until my 5th grade year when I met him, and we were friends for a long time. I had a few other friends but he was different, we would walk home together, and we were just such good friends. Of course we had some bumps in the road, like normal friends do, but we started drifting apart after 5th grade, as another one of my friends told him lies about me, accusing me of so many things. They would both tell me I was a terrible person, ignore me. I still loved them though, I mean I never had friends before, so I didn't know I this was just what friends did. They threatened me in 6th grade, telling me via note they know where I lived and were going to kill me signed anonymously, after figuring out it was them I started drifting apart, I felt so alone, like no one cared anymore, no one ever did really care. In 7th grade though I couldn't stay away I needed someone to love me, because I started hating myself, hating every action I had ever made, hating every word I've ever spoke. Me and the boy that I used to walk home with got closer though, I started crushing on him like a weirdo.. I'm 7th grade we would joke and stuff, but I guess one day something she said about me really turned him against me, when ever I would come around he would make snide remarks, and sometimes even insult me on things like apperience, and intelligence. That didn't stop my love and admiration towards him, but I was to stupid to realize what was happening behind the scenes. I slowly started drifting away from them again, and started hanging out by myself, trying to choke back the tears at lunch, sometimes after school he would ask me what happened, or why I was acting strange during lunch, not without late getting into an argument. I still loved both of them though, I loved them so much, I thought something was actually wrong with me, I built these walls that would save everyone else, she said something about it only being for attention, and people that were her friends would criticize me, telling other people friends or not that I didn't deserve to be there and I should just disappear... I was so caught up with my own doubt I couldn't see the depression my old friend was going through, we wouldnt really walk home with each other. I selfishly blamed it on myself and all of my wrong doings, fast forward a year later.. I find this girl, we hang out for alittle bit, I was finally happy again! I had a friend after about a year of being isolated, me and her had known each other before, because we were in some of the same classes, but something had clicked when we finally started talking. We became instant friends (minus the year and a half we hadn't said anything to each other) we flourished and so I soon forgot about the other group I was in, I would only ever talk to the boy I walked home with if we had accidently paved the same path to park, mostly ending up in me apologizing and hurrying back to the sidewalk to finish my journey home instead of relaxing at the park for a half an hour or more just to rid the thought of the day I had at school, or to finish my math homework (which was usually the case). That changed when I moved away from where I used to live to my mother's (new) boyfriends house. The last time I spoke to him... actually spoke to him was the last day of school before Thanksgiving break, he caught up to me, and I giggled when I saw the nerdy looking face he was wearing. "So you and your new girl friend huh?" I asked raising a brow "you guys are so cute together" I dragged on. He nervously laughed "Yeah, that's one way to say 'Hello'" before I had the chance to roll my eyes at his sarcastic statement he interrupted me "I'm sorry for everything". I was clearly confused as I said "Really? It wasn't any of your fault though, if anything I needed to be a better friend.. I really hope you can forgive me, and as for your apology I forgive you.." we both shared a conversation that I can't for the life of me remember.. it might have been me talking about how I moved, and I think I asked about his dog... he told me about how he was excited about thanksgiving, and he told me about his family.. it was so amazing, I remember laughing, and smiling, something I hadn't shared with him for about a year since then.. we spilt ways with a simple goodbye, a hug, and I said something around the lines of "I can't wait until we talk again! I'll see you in two weeks" with making some lame joke before him wishing the same. The only thing was that we never shared another talk, another hug, another breath together.. because on November 24... he committed suicide, I figured out on November 28.. all I remembered doing was crying and crying, it was all my fault, if I took two more seconds out my day to ask "how are you" maybe things wouldn't have gone this way.. maybe he would still be here.. I haven't felt the same after he left, I can't force him to come back, just like I can't force time to go back, so I can tell him its alright... I still have a friend... so I'm not completely alone.. but when I'm with her, I wonder if she will leave me as well.. I'm not going to make to make the same mistake by not telling her I love her, or how much she matters to me.. I don't want to loose anyone else, but I still feel like one day I'm going to be alone again, and you have no idea how terrified I am.. your words hit me so hard, this is the first time in a long time Ive felt like I've wanted to cry, because I've grown so numb to every thing around me. This video opened my eyes, made me feel something other then the pain I feel on a regular basis. I'm so happy, and greatful you shared your story with me, and I'm so sorry this has has happened to you, I would be than honored to call someone that has such a beautiful mind, such a strong will my friend. Thank you for everyone who has taken time out of their day to read this super long, repetitive comment I'm so greatful for everyone out here, and I hope everything in your life is going perfectly, and if not don't worry it will all get better. Because there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes it just takes a little extra walking to find it.
I lost my best friend to cancer.but of the worst feelings besides that is watching your only friend disappear and start ignoring you acting like they never knew you. I used to be the one where whoever i met would be my friend, now when i try to make a friend or talk to someone they ignore me act like I'm a shadow. I try my best to stay strong but i just cant i cry so much and i hate it people say its good to cry but i dont want to cry i want to be more happy and joyful, have someone i can share secrets with, someone who'll like me for who i am.
Thanks you... so so so so so much, you have no idea how many nights, and days that this has kept me going on.... that somehow another person on this earth knows exactly what it is like, to be somebody like me... thank you...
"What you don't know is I never really had friends at all. I was bullied for many years, always on the outside looking in. Friendship was something I always imagined but never really knew what it was like."//"I didn't have anyone to talk to, Always asking myself over and Over. Why am I so different? I felt like a Fish on Mars, I felt like I didn't belong here."//"The years I spent alone, taught me more than I ever thought possible. I believe that everything happens for a reason."//"I'd be lying if I said I didn't build walls, Put on a Mask. I heard alot of words but no actions. Do you know what its like to hug yourself Because you havent been hugged in such a long time youve lost track? Cause I do." Those along with many other lines in the video, hit me so deep. Because I honestly feel this, even now. I know fake friends, but I don't know real friends, everyones left at some point in my life. And I'm still asking myself. "Why am I so different?" and the ending of the video made me cry because yeah, .....So new subbie here, because while I'm gonna torture myself. Your videos are also touching.
most beautiful thing I have love to hear it because it's same as My Life. no one with you .you always helping and caring people .bout nothing come to you as a good thing you always lonely No 1 care about you.
I never had good friends never. I had a mentally abusive dad. My mom couldn't handle my dads yelling. I always cried myself to sleep. Then I started talking and it helped a lot. I was able to go to sleep not crying but talking. Talking to myself helps me.
Story time by well me....I was bullied most of my life ...yknow "oh my the weird kid" that was me so I stayed alone locked everyone out...until I had two people who liked me one girl and one boy I fell in love with the boy...he left me I blamed myself I kept asking "why did you let him in".:why did you trust him " I told no one soon I stopped trusting anyone not even my family...and that is what sucks that I have spent my days listening to this angel and cried myself to sleep because I'm scared to have people I am trying to help people so they don't have to hide under a mask like me....
My biggest fear is to lose my nest friend he may be a dog but i love him he is 6 and they live about 14 years man it will break me to peices when he dies but atleast another 8 years with him if he doesnt run away like he tries to the thing he doesnt relise that it would hurt me like hell if he died or ran away
I used to think that I did a mistake in life...and that I was going into a terrible place when I finally met my place and went to peace I thought I was going to commit suicide because I lost someone who I relied on who I told my dreams to who I told my jokes to and we had a connection she was the part of me that I lost for a long long long.......time and that she pulled me up from drowning in that deep end of the pool she pulls me up every day I sometimes put a smile on my face to keep me going through school and trying to be the girl I was when I was younger and I was a true smile not a mask that I put on every now and then everyday I wake for school and I struggle to get out of bed and put that mask that has been used up long enough that has been slowly tearing apart after I heard this video I fell like I can smile again and it feels like I'm free I can laugh I smile without that mask that has been used t'll it will tear of and I would of broke down Thank you for this video...
The end..."I love you" had me in tears, this made my day
Same
Me also
Your voice, is so pure. So fill of love, life. It hits you in the heart. You help so many and you are the strongest person I know. Your so kind and you have such a big heart. The fact that you made this for those in pain, to bring them out of pain, says so much about you. Every time I hear your voice, it brings tears to my eyes. Your words have so much power and kindness. It truly takes my breath away. I love you so much and I with you all the good in the world. Thank you, for caring. lots of love!
Nevergrowup wow thank you so much, this means more than just a lot to me ❤️
So true
It’s politeness not friendship
i don't have friends, this story is me. i wish i wrote this so i can tell people that this is the way i lost my "friends" now i'm lonely but i'm better off that way... maybe .I'm just saying that the earth made us to be kind to each other. but look what we did to the earth? No one cares no one CARES we need to do better stop putting chemicals in foods FIND A WAY, earth made us because it was lonely but now earth rather be lonely then have us.
i didn't have friends too... i was so lonely and I've wanted to commit suicide.. But then i met an amazing person, a beautiful girl which totally changed my life... sometimes life is not fair and we can do nothing just to wait.. After rough times are good times..Go forward, hope u will find a friend to save u
Lorena Burlacu I don’t have friends. I sit alone everyday thinking what’s the point in life if I just don’t have one friend. I lost my best friend that I had for 9 years. She saved me. And then she left me to go to more new friends. She knew I was at my lowest in life but she still left. I miss her genuinely. And it hurts so much because no one seems to understand me. They think it’s just my mind playing with me. I tried to overdose. It didn’t work. I tried to starve myself. Nearly worked. I still don’t know where I begin. Loads of people laugh at me because I’m always the quiet kid in school. I’m lost genuinely lost. We were so happy in those days, what went wrong? I must have done something. I wish I had someone to talk to. I can’t even make friends anymore. I must be stupid. I feel worthless. I bc ant handle it anymore. I lost my grandma due to dementia and Alzheimer’s and she was my best friend for years I used to see her everyday until she passed 1st December 2019. I miss her too. A lot. I miss the old days, the old me, the one that always used to be happy. But now I’m here crying on a daily basis. Can’t stop feeling numb don’t know what to do anymore. I just want relief for myself. I’m sorry for living for this earth.
Phosilbloxy i’m sorry about your grandma passing i can relate with your story we’re in here together and you’re worth it. people need more friends like you who loves genuinely. please stay safe
Tan AP you too. Thankyou I just feel like the world it’s tough for us that are like this. If I texted someone or tried to tell anyone they just think I’m being silly. And it’s very hard because no one understands and it really kills me when it’s like that. Stay safe too❤️ I just want someone to stay for a while, it’s been very hard and if you can relate to that I’m so sorry stay strong.
Dear Jetpack Jay,
"We" all your fans are your friends. And honestly you are amazing and talented. You inspire me with every single vedio. I can never imagine what you have went through. And never feel alone and when you do just think of us or you mom or any happy moment in your life or eat ice-cream. I am proud of you I would have comitted Suicide by now. And even though I have depression you inspire me to live. I have a lot of friends and I can not imagine life without them. I am proud of you that went through all of that and tell other people your story so that anyone like you can live and think that "there are many things in life which are worth living and even if I am lonely I know that God is there with me" You inspire me to live.I am sorry that you lost your best friend. But note that there might someone out far far away maybe even across the globe waiting for you. And just one last thing; if you took the time to read this than thank you and i just wrote this because I just wanted to cheer you up
thank you so much, this really means a lot to me. Much love to you
Jetpack Jay thank you this means a lot to me
I agree with this :3
I have nothing too say just respect...
thank you!
No problem!
Respect
Have lot of friends still alone .This just felt like my inner self speaking to me
You give me so much hope
It hurts to imagine a world without you and your festinating voice
You're my role model and I'm so proud of you
Einfach Anna thank u sunshine ☺️
This honestly made me cry. You remind me so much of myself. I sit alone with no friends, always thinking I'm weird, and there's a reason everyone else has at least one person they can count on. But instead I sit alone. Home. All day, everyday. I guess it's nice to see that I'm not the only person like this. So maybe I'm not so weird. I love you, and your work. This really is amazing, and so are you. Keep up the great work!
“And if nobody has told you lately...I love u” this made me cry
I never in my entire life felt included and wanted when it came to friends and recently, I found that at least three of my friends are the right people. When they know exactly if you’re feeling down that second they’re the right person at that time. And it makes me cry because I never felt wanted even when people made it clear they did want me to be their friend.
The "i love you" in the end💔💔💔
You're the best friend you can ever have. The biggest love you need in your life. I used to have no real friends. It used to bother me... But I am slowly starting to be my own friend. To be the one I need. Just... Talking to yourself is the only painfull thing. There were days I didn't even hear my own voice the entire day because there was just no one to talk to...
from the netherlands, a girl with severe depression and stuff, I truly truly hope, you're having a wonderful day, and, your work is amazing!
x lola♡
thank you so much! much love to you & have a blessed day
For so long I’ve felt like I was so different. Due to personal reasons I dropped out of high school. I never had friends growing up and after I dropped out I went completely invisible to the world. I’m 18 now and still do. I never realized that it does make you stronger and forced me to grow up. You have an amazing channel, I hope you the best and thank you for making this, it helped a lot 💛 hope to see more!
Miranda Romanic aren‘t we all different? Maybe different is actually not as bad as we learned to believe. You know what Tetris taught me? That when you fit in you disappear. Shine your light sunshine! Celebrate your individuality! I send you all my love & wish you nothing but the best! stay strong ❤️
to the ppl reading through the comments ad your sad/depressed:you matter dont end your life just because somewon bullies you be who you were ment to be a brave and strong person you are you when u fall dont just let ppl walk over you get back up and go about your day and try to ignore the mean words other say ty for your time and realizing you matter
Listening to these while madly depressed thinking about my brother who fell victim to man slaughter caused by an illegal immigrant that hit him with a car. He was my best friend me being only 14 him 18 he was the person I could relate too, the person I could always go to with all my problems. This is truly inspiring couldn't stop but write this with tears.
much love to you x
All these years I've been wanting to hear these three words,"I'm proud of u"
Thank you so much
Videl Uchiha that’s 4
So true friendship is just a lie💔
I don't think it's a lie. Love, no matter in which form, is the best thing in the world. I just never really had anybody to give my love to or who loves me in return.
Yeh because the love you gave to anyone is a true love and nobody wants that no body appreciate true love (sorry for my english i'am from lebanon)
Jetpack Jay I'll try my best
Friendships the best I should know I lost a couple friends I gained some true love is something that you give and someone gives you it's hard cuz sometimes they don't give it in return I learned that and I'll never forget that
Jetpack Jay can I have your love ?
I was already crying but the "i love u" broke me..
I was alone 4 two years and a half..
No frnd buh a frnd buh not a type of frnd to call a frnd...it's like they pity u😭😭 buh it's okay now..I've got frnds...I'm jst too happy that I'm not alone with myself...that right hug felt too good to be true...
Different means you’re unique, poor thing I went through that as a teen. Sending you positive loving vibes💫 💗 You are STRONG and it WILL benefit you!
Your words are so true people say they are your friends but when you have problems they are not there so it looks like you have none friends
The pain in your voice is so alluring, you sound very hurt and honest like you didn’t have to make it up xxx
I feel bad for the people around you,who could have been your friend. They missed out on someone really special.
Jet pack jay, you were right, we do act like we live forever. Which is why I’m just trying to always have fun and smile while I can, because let’s be honest, nobody ever truly knows when they are going to meet their demise. You are also a blessing to this world I want you to know that.
you are so amazing. I relate to all of this. it's great to know that I'm not the only one out here feeling like this. this left me speechless. thank you so much, I appreciate you.
Victoria R. I appreciate you for taking the time out of your day to listen and leave me a comment ☺️
Jetpack Jay anytime! 💛💛 I'm a great fan
how could you read my mind with this! 😥😔😔
I have been listening to your videos lately and honestly I smile at them because I feel like you understand me and you know what's going through my mind even tho I never met you yeah I love you too
Your one of the strongest people I know. I love this channel and I love your voice. Sometimes I feel just like this, it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I only have friends online, no one even talks to me in person. Thank you for creating this channel I love all of these videos great job! I hope we can be friends and you’re in my prayers also and you are also a blessing! ❤️❤️❤️
I love your channel and i feel where your coming from, you are a pure voice and if you every need a friend i will be there to help you. I was also bullied over the years and i wear a mask and i have a wall, i dont trust anyone at school. If i could go back in time and help you
I found myself alone...Alone at school back in elementary school but there were other people who had no friends and no one to talk to at my elementary school... I became their friend... Most of them were bullied... I defended them... I couldn't just stand there and let someone get hurt by words... I wanted them to know that someone cared a... I ended up getting bullied but at the time I was ok with it... I wanted them to be so occupied with bullying me that they would never have time to bully anyone else... I knew I could take the pain but if someone else couldn't they may start to hurt themselves and that is why I wanted to be bullied instead of them at the time... I would never hurt myself and I never did once... I'm no longer bullied and I hope my friends I once had have never been bullied again...
waoh, I closed my eyes and listened to the text, and I got tears, it's so beautiful, love you and.. thanks.
NouckRiño Love thank you for listening! much love ❤️
thank you have no idea how validating this is.... thank you keep up the great work
This describes my life and me. I never seen something so accurate about my life. I lost all my teenager years and now 18 i just want my childhood back. I was just a kid and felt like that, Thank you, keep strong and keep being you
I can't it is like he just took all the words that I can't bring them out and he just put them out there thank you Jay really!!
@Jetpack Jay
Your pain filled voice makes me cry, so proud of you tho. You have the confidence to share your soul filled feelings with us. Please know your viewers are here for you 24/7, much much love & big hugs, keep going strong warrior you will win X
Jay O'Brien thank you so much Jay! Much love right back at you x
we're all together sitting in a dark room around a crystal ball we know as reality. We watch everything happen without being involved, being secluded and keeping our thoughts to ourselves because our opinions dont seem like they matter. Slowly everything starts to lose meaning with time, and somehow so does time itself.
“As much as i wanted to die, i didn’t.”
I honestly, relate to that so much. I’m too scared to take my own because i am not brave, I’m sensitive and weak.
This has captured my heart.
This is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. You manage to convey what I'm feeling. This is exactly how I've felt for years. I'm sorry you had to go through all those years of loneliness.
Jetpack Jay thank you for inspiring me to start a TH-cam channel! You inspire me! I hope you read this!
Ash_ 2football That‘s awesome! Good luck with your channel ☺️
Thx ^-^
This is absolutely beautiful. I love how much emotion is in your voice and how everything fits together so prefectly. The emotion hits you in your heart so strongly, and I love it. Keep doing what you're doing because honestly your content is awesome.
I feel your pain. You are loved by many people, you inspired many people and you make us feel proud of ourselves. Don't focus on one thing, focus on what you love and who you love. We love you, always remember that.
thank you Pamela! Really means a lot :)
your actually amazing. you speak the truth and you have been through so much I hope life brings you the best of things. Things can only get better. ❤
Faith Robinson that‘s so sweet! Thank you ❤️
I found this at the right time. It helped me to figure out, that I can be alone and happy. So I can overcome my heartbreak. Thank you! This is perfect and you are a blessing or this world! You make this world a better place!
why do people unlike this. It's so touching and so many can relate. The emotion involved is just.... Amazing.
Jay, you couldn’t of said it better. You are just like me. Your videos helped me in times of darkness. I dunno if you will remember this, but you truly help me.
Completely relatable
I know exactly how this feels
3:46 hit me real hard because it's true. I've been alone for so long now that I can't even remember what it feels like to be hugged. When someone tried to hug me once, i freaked out cause i didnt know what they were doing. I've been so isolated for so long now....
I’m crying this is so wonderful thanks😓
I have friends, but I always feel so alone. I dont know wgat to do...
Olivia me to
@@Star-ut3mv me either its so painful..
I have friends but they all live far away from me. Sometime i feel alone and lonely too.
Me too
Yeah man same herw
I know how it feels to not have friends, but sometimes that can bring you better friends later on in life 😁
💐Ik how it feels love ur voice ur voice is so beautiful u sound so sad but so strong I want to be there for u I wanna be there for ppl shouldn't be alone I don't want u nor other ppl to be alone they shouldn't go threw this alone it's sad to feel like this...I have know one but I want ppl to atlist have someone I want other ppl to be happy not me other ppl bc I think it's the right thing to do in my opinion 💐
I only found your channel today.Honestly though your amazing! I hope the best for you your vids are so amazing and really mean something.Please keep up the work!
I just lost at the last 3 words...and starded to cry like crazy...
each lines means so muuuch😪, its just meaningful indeed💕
I appreciate you speaking for me.
Thank you
Everything you said is exactly how I feel! I no longer feel alone
This hits deep cuz all of my life is in this relatable thing god bless u cuz this made me love myself.
I wish I had friends so I could treat them better than how my old friends treated me.
Every time I listened to this made my cry... You are so brave, so kind and so wonderful. Thank you
Dear Best Friend... is the same thing as me...
i cry every time i watch your videos
I wanna hug you now. But I'm alone too. I have friends but I'm alone though haha. Being alone is very very good. People that have been alone for a long time question things. Question yourself. Find yourself. You question your thoughts and the others. And it's good to be alone because you're forced to do something with yourself. ,,I honestly don't know anybody stronger than me" this is the greatest thing I've heard in a time so respect. Life is shut but it can also be beautiful and probably...sometimes you realise that you're alive. But it's a long way to then. Much much love right to you Xx
You’re videos honestly keep me alive you’re always say the right things just at the right moment. Thank you so much for that bc I can swear on my heart if I wouldn’t have found your channel I would have been dead about 3 weeks ago ❤️❤️❤️SO MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU
Emily Fallon Stay strong sunshine ❤️ much love!
i felt this.
I have or had 2 friends that I was raised with but now I feel like those both are going their own way.Its been 14 years since we became friends
I love when I see your notifications pop up it always makes my day to watch your videos and to know people feel the same way as me sometimes!! ❤️
I'm really really glad you enjoy my content :)
Jetpack Jay of course I had seen your videos and instantly loved them!
i know how this is cause im an orphan i have no friends here im bullied im not looked like im an equal no one talkes to me or look at me im so hurt in this place and this video brought me to tears cause i feel like its speaking to me
I love you...and don't worry, because the loneliest person is the world is also the strongest☺
I can't even tell you or anyone how much I relate to this, I'm not going to tell stories or ramble on about what has happened to me in the past. All I'm going to say is that I feel the same, when I was younger most "recesses" I would sit there and crying just in second grade. Feeling like that I couldn't have anyone to love me, this feeling lasting until my 5th grade year when I met him, and we were friends for a long time. I had a few other friends but he was different, we would walk home together, and we were just such good friends. Of course we had some bumps in the road, like normal friends do, but we started drifting apart after 5th grade, as another one of my friends told him lies about me, accusing me of so many things. They would both tell me I was a terrible person, ignore me. I still loved them though, I mean I never had friends before, so I didn't know I this was just what friends did. They threatened me in 6th grade, telling me via note they know where I lived and were going to kill me signed anonymously, after figuring out it was them I started drifting apart, I felt so alone, like no one cared anymore, no one ever did really care. In 7th grade though I couldn't stay away I needed someone to love me, because I started hating myself, hating every action I had ever made, hating every word I've ever spoke. Me and the boy that I used to walk home with got closer though, I started crushing on him like a weirdo.. I'm 7th grade we would joke and stuff, but I guess one day something she said about me really turned him against me, when ever I would come around he would make snide remarks, and sometimes even insult me on things like apperience, and intelligence. That didn't stop my love and admiration towards him, but I was to stupid to realize what was happening behind the scenes. I slowly started drifting away from them again, and started hanging out by myself, trying to choke back the tears at lunch, sometimes after school he would ask me what happened, or why I was acting strange during lunch, not without late getting into an argument. I still loved both of them though, I loved them so much, I thought something was actually wrong with me, I built these walls that would save everyone else, she said something about it only being for attention, and people that were her friends would criticize me, telling other people friends or not that I didn't deserve to be there and I should just disappear... I was so caught up with my own doubt I couldn't see the depression my old friend was going through, we wouldnt really walk home with each other. I selfishly blamed it on myself and all of my wrong doings, fast forward a year later.. I find this girl, we hang out for alittle bit, I was finally happy again! I had a friend after about a year of being isolated, me and her had known each other before, because we were in some of the same classes, but something had clicked when we finally started talking. We became instant friends (minus the year and a half we hadn't said anything to each other) we flourished and so I soon forgot about the other group I was in, I would only ever talk to the boy I walked home with if we had accidently paved the same path to park, mostly ending up in me apologizing and hurrying back to the sidewalk to finish my journey home instead of relaxing at the park for a half an hour or more just to rid the thought of the day I had at school, or to finish my math homework (which was usually the case). That changed when I moved away from where I used to live to my mother's (new) boyfriends house. The last time I spoke to him... actually spoke to him was the last day of school before Thanksgiving break, he caught up to me, and I giggled when I saw the nerdy looking face he was wearing. "So you and your new girl friend huh?" I asked raising a brow "you guys are so cute together" I dragged on. He nervously laughed "Yeah, that's one way to say 'Hello'" before I had the chance to roll my eyes at his sarcastic statement he interrupted me "I'm sorry for everything". I was clearly confused as I said "Really? It wasn't any of your fault though, if anything I needed to be a better friend.. I really hope you can forgive me, and as for your apology I forgive you.." we both shared a conversation that I can't for the life of me remember.. it might have been me talking about how I moved, and I think I asked about his dog... he told me about how he was excited about thanksgiving, and he told me about his family.. it was so amazing, I remember laughing, and smiling, something I hadn't shared with him for about a year since then.. we spilt ways with a simple goodbye, a hug, and I said something around the lines of "I can't wait until we talk again! I'll see you in two weeks" with making some lame joke before him wishing the same. The only thing was that we never shared another talk, another hug, another breath together.. because on November 24... he committed suicide, I figured out on November 28.. all I remembered doing was crying and crying, it was all my fault, if I took two more seconds out my day to ask "how are you" maybe things wouldn't have gone this way.. maybe he would still be here.. I haven't felt the same after he left, I can't force him to come back, just like I can't force time to go back, so I can tell him its alright... I still have a friend... so I'm not completely alone.. but when I'm with her, I wonder if she will leave me as well.. I'm not going to make to make the same mistake by not telling her I love her, or how much she matters to me.. I don't want to loose anyone else, but I still feel like one day I'm going to be alone again, and you have no idea how terrified I am.. your words hit me so hard, this is the first time in a long time Ive felt like I've wanted to cry, because I've grown so numb to every thing around me. This video opened my eyes, made me feel something other then the pain I feel on a regular basis. I'm so happy, and greatful you shared your story with me, and I'm so sorry this has has happened to you, I would be than honored to call someone that has such a beautiful mind, such a strong will my friend. Thank you for everyone who has taken time out of their day to read this super long, repetitive comment I'm so greatful for everyone out here, and I hope everything in your life is going perfectly, and if not don't worry it will all get better. Because there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes it just takes a little extra walking to find it.
We are here for you Jay :')
You pretty much said exactly what I want people to know about me.
I lost my best friend to cancer.but of the worst feelings besides that is watching your only friend disappear and start ignoring you acting like they never knew you. I used to be the one where whoever i met would be my friend, now when i try to make a friend or talk to someone they ignore me act like I'm a shadow. I try my best to stay strong but i just cant i cry so much and i hate it people say its good to cry but i dont want to cry i want to be more happy and joyful, have someone i can share secrets with, someone who'll like me for who i am.
I’m so sorry about you friend
Ye I feel lost and lonely no one texted or calls or cares I really want to me loved in this world I just feel so different then everyone else😔
This is like my life that your talking about sometimes i feel like killing my self 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Your audios relate to me, I appreciate you
Thanks you... so so so so so much, you have no idea how many nights, and days that this has kept me going on.... that somehow another person on this earth knows exactly what it is like, to be somebody like me... thank you...
you're never truly alone. i send you much love x
Jetpack Jay thank you so much. And to you as well.✌&❤
Woow, YOU ARE THE BEST! You are very talented.. Thank you so much!💫🤗
Life is too short to argue about little things
"What you don't know is I never really had friends at all. I was bullied for many years, always on the outside looking in. Friendship was something I always imagined but never really knew what it was like."//"I didn't have anyone to talk to, Always asking myself over and Over. Why am I so different? I felt like a Fish on Mars, I felt like I didn't belong here."//"The years I spent alone, taught me more than I ever thought possible. I believe that everything happens for a reason."//"I'd be lying if I said I didn't build walls, Put on a Mask. I heard alot of words but no actions. Do you know what its like to hug yourself Because you havent been hugged in such a long time youve lost track? Cause I do."
Those along with many other lines in the video, hit me so deep. Because I honestly feel this, even now. I know fake friends, but I don't know real friends, everyones left at some point in my life. And I'm still asking myself. "Why am I so different?" and the ending of the video made me cry because yeah, .....So new subbie here, because while I'm gonna torture myself. Your videos are also touching.
most beautiful thing I have love to hear it because it's same as My Life. no one with you .you always helping and caring people .bout nothing come to you as a good thing you always lonely No 1 care about you.
I hope your doing ok these days jetpack jay stay strong
U make me want to be the girl that yr looking for yr voice is so pure with love that can brighten any girl heart
I never had good friends never. I had a mentally abusive dad. My mom couldn't handle my dads yelling. I always cried myself to sleep. Then I started talking and it helped a lot. I was able to go to sleep not crying but talking. Talking to myself helps me.
I have friends, very good friends, but i cry because your videos are so perfect and sad:(
I am just like you, i needed to hear this this morning. God bless you🙏🙏💗💗
Story time by well me....I was bullied most of my life ...yknow "oh my the weird kid" that was me so I stayed alone locked everyone out...until I had two people who liked me one girl and one boy I fell in love with the boy...he left me I blamed myself I kept asking "why did you let him in".:why did you trust him " I told no one soon I stopped trusting anyone not even my family...and that is what sucks that I have spent my days listening to this angel and cried myself to sleep because I'm scared to have people I am trying to help people so they don't have to hide under a mask like me....
I feel like a fish on mars... that hit so hard.
I really needed to hear this today, thank you
I was in metro while listening to this video ... Nd i almost cried at the last moment!
I thought I was the only one who feels this way... all those words....😭😭😫
I've never really had friends... i only really been bullied... i can really relate to your videos
I was bullied for many years myself so I know how you feel. Stay strong, days will get brighter, this is not forever!
your videos make me feel like there's someone who loves me out there......
My biggest fear is to lose my nest friend he may be a dog but i love him he is 6 and they live about 14 years man it will break me to peices when he dies but atleast another 8 years with him if he doesnt run away like he tries to the thing he doesnt relise that it would hurt me like hell if he died or ran away
I used to think that I did a mistake in life...and that I was going into a terrible place when I finally met my place and went to peace I thought I was going to commit suicide because I lost someone who I relied on who I told my dreams to who I told my jokes to and we had a connection she was the part of me that I lost for a long long long.......time and that she pulled me up from drowning in that deep end of the pool she pulls me up every day I sometimes put a smile on my face to keep me going through school and trying to be the girl I was when I was younger and I was a true smile not a mask that I put on every now and then everyday I wake for school and I struggle to get out of bed and put that mask that has been used up long enough that has been slowly tearing apart after I heard this video I fell like I can smile again and it feels like I'm free I can laugh I smile without that mask that has been used t'll it will tear of and I would of broke down Thank you for this video...
Thanks for all of the thing you said it really opened up to me it feels like it is just me in this world alone 😢😢😭😭😔😔
you're never alone!
Thank you I don't have anyone but I am sadly far from any damn blessing more like a bad omen to the world
When I heard the "I love you" I broke down