xMakoKuroNeko I know how you feel. I get inspiration for stories, but sometimes I get so much inspiration at once I find myself working on lie ten different things ;v; I have a bad habit of losing that inspiration though, so a lot of times I end up dropping the story. Sometimes though, they turn out pretty good ^^
I found this song years ago when I was in my freshman year and I related to it so hard when graduating from middle school. Now that I’m about to graduate high school and it still rings just as true. Now that I’m 18, People either patronize like a child (my mom) or expect me to know everything and do things exactly like an experienced adult (my teachers). I’m not either. I just want to live in that in-between space where I know where I want to go but not how to get there. I can’t even live up to my own expectations, much less everyone else’s. I’m anxious and unfocused and I’m still learning but I don’t want to be confined to a small nursery either. And it really sucks how many other kids relate to this. Then adults wonder why our generation is so depressed...
listened to this when i was in 7th grade, but now i'm in 11th grade and honestly, this is so relatable. kudos for being able to create a song like this!
You have so much potential and talent, and I believe that where ever you decide to go in the end, you'll go far. College is a completely different ball park from high school, but you learn so much more about yourself. Definitely take advantage of the events and communities! c:
this needs more views :D I really appreciate this song because..well when i first found it i thought "oh haha senioritis, this is gonna be pretty funny cx" but this actually addresses a different "condition" (?) seniors or any high schoolers (especially the upper years) could go through. we like to joke around about how seniors slack off due to going to/being accepted to college, but there can be another, possibly hidden, side to them too. fear of moving on, while in that awkward transition state between child and adult. what if the future's not fine? there still remains a bunch of unknowns. seniors may be graduating, but it's not like they're all totally prepared. sorry, rant. but i really, really, really love this song.
I can't tell you clearly about how much this song relates to me. The lyrics talk about a person that doesn't mind being respected, but isn't all that ready to take on too much responsibility. Throughout my life I've had moments when I wished people remember that I was also a kid despite any maturity I showed. But I also wanted people to treat me with respect and not belittle me so much because I'm younger. Also the part about *tell me lies, but do it honestly*, struck home for me as well. I can't go into too much detail, but I'm a really gullible person, *past and present tense*. I'll leave it at that. *THANK YOU* for this song *Cora* thank you very much! :) Arigatou, *~~The Oliver Addict!!*
This song hits harder when you're on an online class in your (almost) last year of highschool :'c Update: I'm graduating tomorrow and currently on the verge of tears :))
I remember listening to this song back in middle school, and now that I'm here during my senior year, and man I really understand it now. Still a favorite of mine, 6 years later :)
I heard this song when I was in eight grade, in the height of my depression, and i knew I didn’t get it quite yet but I loved it all the same. It popped into my head every now and again but for the most part I forgot about it, but now I’m a senior and...it just hits so hard. I love this song, thank you
Found this while browsing Vocaloid content of yours and it... struck me. I'm in a pretty shitty home situation, and have been using Vocaloid to escape it lately- I'm a High School graduate, and a College dropout. I went for a month and couldn't handle it mentally, so I returned home. These lyrics hit home for me as someone whose family treats him childishly- I don't want to be treated as such, but I can't handle being like an adult, either. Thank you for this, and I hope whatever path you chose is going well. ^-^
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Yesterday was also my last day of mandatory schooling. Although I still have cram classes etc. for graduation exams, I still feel like a great part of me has been shut up. A page has turned, a book chapter has closed forever. I feel mixed, I don't know what to feel, and this song represents it exactly - put it into words better than I ever could. Thank you for the beautiful and absolutely relatable piece.
i love how beautiful and melancholic this song is with a sort of up beat melody// all of your songs are so relatable so nothing entirely feelings cinematic and i love that. your songs are the ones i come to at any time in my life
its been 9 years, and i came back to this song. i listened to it through highschool and college and it still hurts and hits true. thank you for making this
I'm almost finishing school and I relate to this so much ;-; Honestly, all your songs are so beautiful and meaningful. You're truly an inspiration for me
This song came out right after I graduated middle school and I certainly related to it. Came back to this song when I graduated high school last year and HOT DAMN, it’s like you were describing my life!! Still cry a bit every time I hear it. This one is one of your timeless pieces, imo.❣️
This is a sweet and nostalgic song! The guitar samples work really well and it has a similar feeling to some of my favorite vocaloid rock songs. I graduated high school a long time ago by now, but this song does a great job of capturing the feeling of taking on more responsibility and freedoms. It’s exciting of course but also very anxiety-inducing, and it’s nice to see that feeling expressed in a song. (The song is 10 years old this year, wow! Happy 10 years!)
Almost a decade since I first listened to it, when I was in highschool and tried to sing it. It always felt so relatable and comforting. Now it brings back the bittersweet memories of these times, and I keep loving this song just as much as back then. Some feelings didn't change. Once again, thanks for creating it.
Such a shame you're not more popular; this song is amazing and concerns a lot of people. It made me sad and hopeful at the same time, what a wonderful sensation of humility.
Oh wow. I'm very nearly finishing my junior year now in high school, and the time's come when I really have no time for anything but studying, thinking about college, or taking exams and mocks. I feel this song a lot - it's as if I'm entrapped and just worrying my time away when I can be doing better things, things I actually WANT to do during my own youth. Best of luck to you in college, I hope you never regret your choices. :)
I'm actually in this era of my life right now. It's incredibly relatable to a lot of things that I am going through. Plus, I've been looking at personality types a lot recently. This song is a perfect representation of the 6w7 personality type. "Tell me who to trust" "I want to choose, no someone else decide" it's all the conflict of wanting to make choices but also fearing doing the wrong thing and lack of support so pledging loyalty to an outside influence.
I rember when I first found this song I was like 14, I really liked it but that was about it. Then I got to senior year and my mental health was the worst it had ever been, it was then when the song really resonated with me for the first time: the uncertainty of the future, the worries of losing my friends, feeling lost, not feeling like an adult, etc. Now I'm 21 and in my third year of university. My life has changed a lot since I graduated high school as I'm studying a completely different degree from the one I had planned originally (decided to follow my passion!), I am also a very different person today from who I was back then. I'm not my old-me's expectations but I am happier, more confident and I have much more control over my anxiety,, I dont feel like an adult yet, but I know where im going. Coming back to this song makes me emotional, it reminds me of how lonely i used to feel, but it also shows me how far I've come Thank you for being a part of my teeenage years Cora, years might pass but I'm still in love with your music, thank you really
I'm really happy for you that you're following your passion! And honestly, even I don't feel like an adult, and I'm 28 now. I'm so glad my song resonated with you for so long and that it could be part of your life, so thank you for this comment.
As someone who is about to graduate in 50-ish days, this hits hard. Thanks for this song, I'm def gonna be listening to it to get through the rest of this year!
This song so beautifully captures my feelings in leaving high school behind and moving forward to college (I'll start at UCF in the fall). Thanks so much for making this! I love it so much ^_^ By the way, how is college treating you? Did you decide to attend or do something else?
This song is beautiful! ;A; I graduate this time next year xD But I still felt this song spoke to me! Good luck for your future ; u ; Also which Guitar library did you buy? XD It sounds incredible!
Whoa, I really love your musics, they're so deep... I'll need some of these when I go to school :3 Well, can I translate some of your songs? I'll credit you!
I wish you many good lucks in college and the rest of your life. It must be very tough for you at this point and although I'm not in a position to say, I have a good feeling you'll go far. And this song is very beautiful.
i know this song was posted 9 years ago- so im really late to this, but ive been listening to this song for years now. and now that im graduating highschool, im afraid ill loose touch or forget who i was or what ive wanted to do. im afraid of being isolated. i never hang out with people outside of school and with a week left im afraid ill spend 'the best summer of my life' completely alone. i like growing up, but at the same time i dont want to. theres too much responsibility on me now. which i 100% get being part of growing up. but i just want to go back in time and make the most of these years- because im at the end of them and that is weird, its all ive known for the past 6 years. edit- im out of there- i never get to see my teachers or classmates again if i dont want to
I love all of your songs, but I think this one really touched my heart... I just feel like this everyday even if I have 2 years being an university student... can I make a cover of it? :)
Damn, this is relatable as fuck. As someone who's just started college, all of this is pretty true. It's such a confusing time and honestly, I wish it was so much easier. I usually don't comment, but like I teared up at the chorus hhh.
Sorry for commenting again, but hhhh. I still understand this feeling so much. Like, I had to drop out of college due to the stress and my worsening mental health, and honestly, dropping out has just made me long for school more. I wasn't ready, I knew I wasn't ready, but at the same time I just wanted to show everyone that I could do it. I miss the happy times, i miss the jokes, i miss my friends, I miss the staff, hell, I even miss the building. I just wish i could go back. Sorry, this turned more into a vent then anything. Its just, i feel like this is the only place where i can go now to just spill all of my thoughts.
Hey Cora, I can't read sheet music, but I was wondering if I could get the chords for this song. I'd like to play it on keyboard as a final goodbye to my high school since I graduated.
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He sounds older and you don't know how much I love that
+naovbcool exo
She probably played around with the age or somthin' :P
do u still love it?
How about now do u still love it?
Do you still love it?
@@adeuce wait im confused and late to the fandom, what happened?
"Tell me lies but do it honestly."
For some reason, that sentence struck me....
Same dude. I have that and the sentience before that glued to my brain.
For some strange reason, that sentence really resonated with me, too. Sort of like saying, "Tell me I'll be okay even if it isn't true".
same,i don't know why,but it gave me inspiration for a webcomic (althou there are about 6 other webcomics i'm working on TT---TT )
xMakoKuroNeko I know how you feel.
I get inspiration for stories, but sometimes I get so much inspiration at once I find myself working on lie ten different things ;v;
I have a bad habit of losing that inspiration though, so a lot of times I end up dropping the story. Sometimes though, they turn out pretty good ^^
I found this song years ago when I was in my freshman year and I related to it so hard when graduating from middle school. Now that I’m about to graduate high school and it still rings just as true. Now that I’m 18, People either patronize like a child (my mom) or expect me to know everything and do things exactly like an experienced adult (my teachers). I’m not either. I just want to live in that in-between space where I know where I want to go but not how to get there. I can’t even live up to my own expectations, much less everyone else’s. I’m anxious and unfocused and I’m still learning but I don’t want to be confined to a small nursery either. And it really sucks how many other kids relate to this. Then adults wonder why our generation is so depressed...
listened to this when i was in 7th grade, but now i'm in 11th grade and honestly, this is so relatable. kudos for being able to create a song like this!
I don’t know how to explain it but this gives me a nostalgia that older vocaloid songs have. This feels like a classic
You have so much potential and talent, and I believe that where ever you decide to go in the end, you'll go far. College is a completely different ball park from high school, but you learn so much more about yourself. Definitely take advantage of the events and communities! c:
Thank you! I hope you're right, and I'll try to do that!
this needs more views :D
I really appreciate this song because..well
when i first found it i thought "oh haha senioritis, this is gonna be pretty funny cx" but this actually addresses a different "condition" (?) seniors or any high schoolers (especially the upper years) could go through. we like to joke around about how seniors slack off due to going to/being accepted to college, but there can be another, possibly hidden, side to them too. fear of moving on, while in that awkward transition state between child and adult. what if the future's not fine? there still remains a bunch of unknowns. seniors may be graduating, but it's not like they're all totally prepared.
sorry, rant. but i really, really, really love this song.
One of the few musics I never get tired. From times to times I come back to it and find comfort again. Really, thank you for have done it.
The chorus speaks to my soul.
I'm graduating from college in a couple of weeks and I still don't know what to do with my life...
+xDeydeyxtartelette
Best of luck ^o^
Josi_The_Piplup Aww that's so sweet, thank you!
^_^ welcome
What did you end up doing?
How did it go? Did you find your path?
I can't tell you clearly about how much this song relates to me.
The lyrics talk about a person that doesn't mind being respected, but isn't all that ready to take on too much responsibility.
Throughout my life I've had moments when I wished people remember that I was also a kid despite any maturity I showed. But I also wanted people to treat me with respect and not belittle me so much because I'm younger.
Also the part about *tell me lies, but do it honestly*, struck home for me as well. I can't go into too much detail, but I'm a really gullible person, *past and present tense*. I'll leave it at that.
*THANK YOU* for this song *Cora* thank you very much! :)
Arigatou,
*~~The Oliver Addict!!*
Thank /you/!
+RedFlyer411
So many Oliver Addicts @^@
RedFlyer411 :v
a year later as a senior now this is exactly how i feel
5 years have passed, and this song still could be the opening theme of my life
This song hits harder when you're on an online class in your (almost) last year of highschool :'c
Update: I'm graduating tomorrow and currently on the verge of tears :))
I remember listening to this song back in middle school, and now that I'm here during my senior year, and man I really understand it now. Still a favorite of mine, 6 years later :)
*P.S.* Between YOU and *Momocashew*, I *automatically* get excited *every time* you have *Oliver* updates
*~~The Oliver Addict*
i agree °o°
I see you everywhere in Oliver's song x33
Oliver powa
RedFlyer411 :v
Omg LoWkEy
Are you still an Oliver addict
Good luck in college!!
Also I love how Oliver sings the chorus part.
I heard this song when I was in eight grade, in the height of my depression, and i knew I didn’t get it quite yet but I loved it all the same. It popped into my head every now and again but for the most part I forgot about it, but now I’m a senior and...it just hits so hard. I love this song, thank you
Found this while browsing Vocaloid content of yours and it... struck me.
I'm in a pretty shitty home situation, and have been using Vocaloid to escape it lately- I'm a High School graduate, and a College dropout. I went for a month and couldn't handle it mentally, so I returned home. These lyrics hit home for me as someone whose family treats him childishly- I don't want to be treated as such, but I can't handle being like an adult, either.
Thank you for this, and I hope whatever path you chose is going well. ^-^
Yesterday was also my last day of mandatory schooling. Although I still have cram classes etc. for graduation exams, I still feel like a great part of me has been shut up. A page has turned, a book chapter has closed forever. I feel mixed, I don't know what to feel, and this song represents it exactly - put it into words better than I ever could. Thank you for the beautiful and absolutely relatable piece.
i love how beautiful and melancholic this song is with a sort of up beat melody// all of your songs are so relatable so nothing entirely feelings cinematic and i love that. your songs are the ones i come to at any time in my life
Thank you so much, I'm glad people appreciate my music. ;v;
Sigh. You deserve more subscribers. There are youtubers with way less original content and millions of subscribers. Ah well. You have one more.
Your description box made me feel like tearing up. I feel the same way, I hope you had found what you were looking for!!
This is sooooooo relatable!
Oh my god, I relate to this song so much. I'm so close to crying. Thank you creating this song.
I'm in my freshman year of High School, but i can relate this to my friends who are seniors. The struggle in my future.
its been 9 years, and i came back to this song. i listened to it through highschool and college and it still hurts and hits true. thank you for making this
I'm almost finishing school and I relate to this so much ;-;
Honestly, all your songs are so beautiful and meaningful. You're truly an inspiration for me
This song came out right after I graduated middle school and I certainly related to it. Came back to this song when I graduated high school last year and HOT DAMN, it’s like you were describing my life!! Still cry a bit every time I hear it. This one is one of your timeless pieces, imo.❣️
This is a sweet and nostalgic song! The guitar samples work really well and it has a similar feeling to some of my favorite vocaloid rock songs.
I graduated high school a long time ago by now, but this song does a great job of capturing the feeling of taking on more responsibility and freedoms. It’s exciting of course but also very anxiety-inducing, and it’s nice to see that feeling expressed in a song.
(The song is 10 years old this year, wow! Happy 10 years!)
Almost a decade since I first listened to it, when I was in highschool and tried to sing it. It always felt so relatable and comforting. Now it brings back the bittersweet memories of these times, and I keep loving this song just as much as back then. Some feelings didn't change.
Once again, thanks for creating it.
I appreciate comments like this so much. Thank you!
stop making me cry >:(
Im about to cry. This brings back memories of high school freshman year. 💔
Edit: 4 yrs later, still moved to emotion. Damn.
Such a shame you're not more popular; this song is amazing and concerns a lot of people.
It made me sad and hopeful at the same time, what a wonderful sensation of humility.
This song hits close to home to me. This is great!
Oh wow. I'm very nearly finishing my junior year now in high school, and the time's come when I really have no time for anything but studying, thinking about college, or taking exams and mocks. I feel this song a lot - it's as if I'm entrapped and just worrying my time away when I can be doing better things, things I actually WANT to do during my own youth.
Best of luck to you in college, I hope you never regret your choices. :)
I'm glad I could put something a lot of people are feeling into words. And thanks a lot.
I'm actually in this era of my life right now. It's incredibly relatable to a lot of things that I am going through.
Plus, I've been looking at personality types a lot recently. This song is a perfect representation of the 6w7 personality type. "Tell me who to trust" "I want to choose, no someone else decide" it's all the conflict of wanting to make choices but also fearing doing the wrong thing and lack of support so pledging loyalty to an outside influence.
I've been listening to this none stop for like three days I love it and it is very relatable and well put together you do amazing work.
this is really a deep voice for oliver, but amazing none the less
WOW super nice work!!! I love how you used Oliver!!! This is by far one of the best oliver and vocaloid songs I have ever heared
"Tell me lies but do it honestly"
I love that line~
This song is perfect. I truly love it, and u even used Ollie, I love him.
Thanks! Even though he's 12 and sounds like it, he still has more power than any of my other Vocaloids, so he was the best fit for the song.
I rember when I first found this song I was like 14, I really liked it but that was about it. Then I got to senior year and my mental health was the worst it had ever been, it was then when the song really resonated with me for the first time: the uncertainty of the future, the worries of losing my friends, feeling lost, not feeling like an adult, etc.
Now I'm 21 and in my third year of university. My life has changed a lot since I graduated high school as I'm studying a completely different degree from the one I had planned originally (decided to follow my passion!), I am also a very different person today from who I was back then. I'm not my old-me's expectations but I am happier, more confident and I have much more control over my anxiety,, I dont feel like an adult yet, but I know where im going. Coming back to this song makes me emotional, it reminds me of how lonely i used to feel, but it also shows me how far I've come
Thank you for being a part of my teeenage years Cora, years might pass but I'm still in love with your music, thank you really
I'm really happy for you that you're following your passion! And honestly, even I don't feel like an adult, and I'm 28 now. I'm so glad my song resonated with you for so long and that it could be part of your life, so thank you for this comment.
As someone who is about to graduate in 50-ish days, this hits hard. Thanks for this song, I'm def gonna be listening to it to get through the rest of this year!
This song so beautifully captures my feelings in leaving high school behind and moving forward to college (I'll start at UCF in the fall). Thanks so much for making this! I love it so much ^_^
By the way, how is college treating you? Did you decide to attend or do something else?
hi
Ah man, this song.. I feel really connected with it.
I love this song, thank you!
Super nice song, I'm kinda sad I'm finding it so late. I'm actually tempted to cover it~
I can kinda relate to this right now because this year is my last year of high school. Lol
This song is beautiful! ;A;
I graduate this time next year xD But I still felt this song spoke to me!
Good luck for your future ; u ;
Also which Guitar library did you buy? XD
It sounds incredible!
Thanks for the well-wishes. I bought Electri6ity. I think I'm finally getting the hang of using it! ^-^
man this lovely song still makes me cry
Your so talented
I just love too much this song
Nyeh... Ima cry. This song. Gosh... Lol I already am crying.
Whoa, I really love your musics, they're so deep... I'll need some of these when I go to school :3
Well, can I translate some of your songs? I'll credit you!
Sure, feel free!
I love it !!!
I wish you many good lucks in college and the rest of your life. It must be very tough for you at this point and although I'm not in a position to say, I have a good feeling you'll go far.
And this song is very beautiful.
Thank you for the encouraging words. ;o;
No puedo parar de escucharlo! Es genial y Me recuerda a la música del juego comix zone
Dos canciones de Oliver que me gustaron tanto que ya merecen suscripción! *-*
Me relaciono con este comentario en un nivel extremo...
this is beautiful!!
perfection!
Thanks, though I wouldn't call it perfection!
corasundae
i mean,i love it xD
6 years have passed and i still know the lyrics to this song
I love this! It's amazing! (Earned yourself a subscriber more) :D
i know this song was posted 9 years ago- so im really late to this, but ive been listening to this song for years now. and now that im graduating highschool, im afraid ill loose touch or forget who i was or what ive wanted to do. im afraid of being isolated. i never hang out with people outside of school and with a week left im afraid ill spend 'the best summer of my life' completely alone. i like growing up, but at the same time i dont want to. theres too much responsibility on me now. which i 100% get being part of growing up. but i just want to go back in time and make the most of these years- because im at the end of them and that is weird, its all ive known for the past 6 years.
edit- im out of there- i never get to see my teachers or classmates again if i dont want to
I love your music very much
Nana chan Aww, thank you!
@@corasundae its me again from 5 years later 😭listening to your songs again, such a nostalgic feeling
I love all of your songs, but I think this one really touched my heart... I just feel like this everyday even if I have 2 years being an university student... can I make a cover of it? :)
I'm glad my song connected with you like that. And sure, go ahead! You don't have to ask for my permission.
Perfect! NICE work!
(My fav song of Ollie from today ♥)
It's lonely and sentimental, straightly sensitive song・・・・・
Aw, thank you for listening to all of my songs!
Damn, this is relatable as fuck. As someone who's just started college, all of this is pretty true. It's such a confusing time and honestly, I wish it was so much easier. I usually don't comment, but like I teared up at the chorus hhh.
Sorry for commenting again, but hhhh. I still understand this feeling so much. Like, I had to drop out of college due to the stress and my worsening mental health, and honestly, dropping out has just made me long for school more. I wasn't ready, I knew I wasn't ready, but at the same time I just wanted to show everyone that I could do it. I miss the happy times, i miss the jokes, i miss my friends, I miss the staff, hell, I even miss the building. I just wish i could go back.
Sorry, this turned more into a vent then anything. Its just, i feel like this is the only place where i can go now to just spill all of my thoughts.
this song is so relevant rn haha ;;
owo it's awesome!! I graduated last semester ;n; I felt like this!!
If you lowered the volume so you can hear Oliver better? It's overpowering a bit to much. Otherwise it's beautiful!
I mean at the beginning
Great job!
What program do you use for your videos?
Thanks. I use AviUtl alongside Satsuki's scripts.
Lol before it’s too late to comment this, I’m a senior and... I RELATE COMPLETELY. SOMEONE HELP PLS.
agh Im a junior right now and Im really relating to most of the lyrics
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So beautiful 😍💖
Hey Cora, I can't read sheet music, but I was wondering if I could get the chords for this song. I'd like to play it on keyboard as a final goodbye to my high school since I graduated.
Lol, I can't read sheet music either, and I also don't know the chords, so I'm writing them down for you. Do you need it by any particular time?
I’m a highschool senior now ahaha when I first heard this song I was like an 8th grater or something
*spams my fellow friends that are angsty Oliver fans with this*
I love this song but I cry whenever I hear it...
my life in a song ;-;
Don't mind me, I'm just liking everyone's comment so they can remember this masterpiece
Is the background vocal Oliver too? (The backup sounds a little like Hio)
Will you be releasing the VSQx?
I released it now. ;D
corasundae Ah! Thanks so much!
Would you mind if i made a UST from your VSQx? (wont give it out unless you say i can ^.^)
Feel free to. Distribution is fine.
+corasundae Thank you so much!
someone cover this with avanna or sweet ann right now tbh
WHAT THE FUCK??? HE IS OLDER AND CUTER HERE???
The MP3 link is broken ;-;
Sorry about that. I fixed it. It's annoying how Google is doing this... >_>
Eee! Thank you! (btw I love how you use Ollie ^^)