A Life of Regrets (An Original Chester See Song)

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  • @user-se5ko5lw1h
    @user-se5ko5lw1h ปีที่แล้ว +173

    To everyone listening to the song, regardless of what’s going on in your life at this moment, you are enough you are loved please hang on

    • @Janelle9467
      @Janelle9467 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      😢

    • @joyb6590
      @joyb6590 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      To what ?

    • @joycesarvidabongcawil
      @joycesarvidabongcawil 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you

    • @kirstenbinsted-barrie
      @kirstenbinsted-barrie 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank u for your kind words ❤, if only my cousin was around to hear those words.... your loved as well I guess not many people will tell you that

    • @kirstenbinsted-barrie
      @kirstenbinsted-barrie 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Sending love to all those who need it, Kia Kaha (stay strong)... We all have our demons, how we choose to deal with them depends on us... But I'm sending out as much love as I can to those who need it... Heaven has gained to many precious angels coz of all the dark places and they couldn't find the light at the end of the tunnel... So stay strong guys much love

  • @jeanettemankins7279
    @jeanettemankins7279 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    I feel this to the depth of my bones.....

  • @bennyhulsey5499
    @bennyhulsey5499 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    This song is so me. Years dedicated to serving others yet I stand so alone.

    • @jhariette
      @jhariette ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Life is hard...just keep moving..

    • @GASophie
      @GASophie ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I so understand how you feel. I spent 40 years of my adult life caring for both my parents and then "poof" they were gone and my world is turned upside down. I never had time to date or marry, so I am at loose ends with my harder responsibility of cleaning out the house and trying to figure out what to do now.

    • @awfullyprettystorm
      @awfullyprettystorm ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Soooo true so sad and brokenn

    • @awfullyprettystorm
      @awfullyprettystorm ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This song is so me. Years dedicated to serving others yet i stand so alone. I couldnt have said that any better. Powerful

    • @opalbrandow2468
      @opalbrandow2468 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'll have to say Amen to that..

  • @opalbrandow2468
    @opalbrandow2468 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    I can't stop listening to this song. I have so much sadness in my heart..Please pray for me

  • @usagi_the_bunny_chan3240
    @usagi_the_bunny_chan3240 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1549

    Chester needs a hug. I will give him a hug. Who else is with me?

  • @stevendubose9045
    @stevendubose9045 3 ปีที่แล้ว +577

    This song always helps me to realize that I'm not the only one who is constantly depressed and wanting to end my life at times😔💔😢

    • @noelledivito6039
      @noelledivito6039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      life is precious. don't go through it in pain. find a friend/doctor and get some relief from your pain. you don't want to die. you're needed here, but you could use a "hand". go get help, please?

    • @stacey5668
      @stacey5668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Reach out.....I did...it saved my life just 6 days ago!

    • @christinepulley1
      @christinepulley1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I believe if we do not take our own life we will have eternal life.
      I lost my son Stephen four years ago this March. He had suffered the last few years of his life more than normal. He had Cystic Fibrosis and was 30.
      We all knew he would be whole and with God when he passed. I can't believe it's been almost 4 years.
      I miss him so, we all do! My stepdaughter tried to take her own life a couple years back and she's going on 40 she shot herself through the chin and it came out her cheek. Fortunately she lived has some bad days and good but she's alive and her life is changed for the better no matter how hard life seems to get and as many things as it throws at you if you just keep it a moment at a time a day at a time a moment at a time a second at a time make it through that time period and it'll be okay

    • @colleenrainbowblack8762
      @colleenrainbowblack8762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Please read Colleenrainbowblack text. There are so many depressed, suicidal people thinking of taking their lives but if a person will just take a breath and then another, a step one step at a time.....

    • @rispacampbell5058
      @rispacampbell5058 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes i know.Its so sad

  • @krismaandreasolcalamba7546
    @krismaandreasolcalamba7546 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    he's literally singing my whole life story in this song..

    • @philnipperess7139
      @philnipperess7139 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I identify . . . understand > that those left behind will carry the burden SO plse seek assistance & share the load .

  • @marijuanamama1knelsen852
    @marijuanamama1knelsen852 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I pray again my Allmighty God in heal those who are hurting!!!!

    • @stephj9673
      @stephj9673 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Amen

  • @annikatovar2536
    @annikatovar2536 4 ปีที่แล้ว +905

    anyone 2020 no just me, okay. 😂 i love listening to him and going back. he’s so talented and an amazing singer and songwriter. edit (7/17/22) guys i’m still here

    • @jeanniecarter3403
      @jeanniecarter3403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I'm here almost every day, you're not alone!

    • @kcscott639
      @kcscott639 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I'm here.

    • @sisandalalendle9283
      @sisandalalendle9283 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I'm here ❤️

    • @dainalr
      @dainalr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Oh I’m here! This guy is AMAZING!! Wish I could buy his stuff in iTunes!

    • @saytimpug8881
      @saytimpug8881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm here still have all the thoughts of Elle.. 😞😥😭 I love you forever Elle..

  • @andrewtaylor7593
    @andrewtaylor7593 5 ปีที่แล้ว +248

    A song that describes how I truly feel inside

    • @kjandhill
      @kjandhill 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Andrew Taylor please get help. There is hope, there are possibilities that you cant see from the depths.

    • @d.m9718
      @d.m9718 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mine too

    • @lisarooks5823
      @lisarooks5823 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same❤

    • @lisarooks5823
      @lisarooks5823 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I completely am with you Andrew Taylor. You ate not alone, and you are worth it!! You are loved honey!!

    • @2TexasTuff
      @2TexasTuff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Andrew Taylor - peace be with you always and in All Ways....

  • @marciesellers7340
    @marciesellers7340 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    You nailed me to the wall with this song! You are an awesome singer! I am old now and I am just waiting around!!! Keep singing young man; you are awesome!!!🙏🙏♥️😇

  • @kylezeroine_fyi
    @kylezeroine_fyi ปีที่แล้ว +38

    a good song writer can really understand everyone's feelings

    • @kylezeroine_fyi
      @kylezeroine_fyi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you guys for the likes 🤗♥️

  • @vmtosh
    @vmtosh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +470

    This song was my refuge during the time when I was so depressed. For those who feel lone and depress, don't lost hope. WE only need to adjust ourself from this reality. WE need to embrace that we our not in control of this reality, that time will come soon we are able to surpass it all. Don't lost hope, continue to fight for every struggle, hardship, and loneliness. Just keep going, let the power and love of God, light your way. KEEP MOVING AND STAY POSITIVE FROM ALL THINGS.

  • @lrod5486
    @lrod5486 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This is such a true song for so many good people.

  • @tyan9736
    @tyan9736 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    3 years now and instead of getting better i got better at hiding how depressed i feel

    • @tyan9736
      @tyan9736 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm back 10 months later to feel the vacuum inside of me

    • @wakeborder44
      @wakeborder44 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang on love

    • @brendalee4782
      @brendalee4782 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same here. Life just isn't the same without my Onchies Conchis. How i miss him so much

    • @honeytranful
      @honeytranful 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@brendalee4782What is your Onchies Conchis?

  • @realharryballs1112
    @realharryballs1112 4 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    I used to complain about my life.
    Until I listened this song.
    No matter how bad you feel, there's always someone doing worst than you.
    It's sad but true.

  • @sorinion5265
    @sorinion5265 3 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    A Life of Regrets
    Time left scars on my soul
    dreams that I chased have all gone away
    Now I sit alone
    My past follows me close
    So much I have planned that never began.
    I'll never know
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    Life starting to fade
    My memory recalls as the tears start to fall
    From the memories not made
    And Love, I knew little of
    But deep in my eyes are memories I hide
    it's just not enough
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    To die

    • @maryamdaneen7190
      @maryamdaneen7190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was looking for the lyrics

    • @jhanleypalaran4270
      @jhanleypalaran4270 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thanks for the lyrics u write..i really like him i feel relax and many toughts in my life...so amazing his song its really meaningful

    • @marjorieresurreccion890
      @marjorieresurreccion890 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ♥️♥️♥️

    • @sorinion5265
      @sorinion5265 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@jhanleypalaran4270 You welcome !

    • @justyna4703
      @justyna4703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Will be alright!!!

  • @frankpayne787
    @frankpayne787 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I've listened to this song and many others but this song over a 1000 times in the past year. And it just speaks to me. I don't know. I'm just waiting around.

    • @marciesellers7340
      @marciesellers7340 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ditto! So true! A song if perfection for a broken heart!💔

    • @paulmiringu2033
      @paulmiringu2033 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know the feeling...me for 2 years and it never gets old,that one moment when everything in your life goes into flames ...

    • @go8469
      @go8469 ปีที่แล้ว

      😢

    • @morriswilburn9858
      @morriswilburn9858 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang on. It will get better.

  • @whybutwhy4137
    @whybutwhy4137 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It’s always the most tormented souls that give us the most beautiful songs.

  • @wik4037
    @wik4037 3 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    He just sang my long time feelings. I've lost most things. My fault.
    Thx Chester, you brought tears to the eyes of this so called "tough, angry, sad, and labeled violent 51yr old guy"
    You aren't alone in your tears.
    You're quite talented.
    Thank You
    GOD Bless.

    • @pamfargo7500
      @pamfargo7500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @pamkeener8248
      @pamkeener8248 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God Bless You 🙏

    • @beverlysidorski5434
      @beverlysidorski5434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Pray your doing better

    • @salasoqo3301
      @salasoqo3301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤❤

    • @evelynrizare2985
      @evelynrizare2985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are not alone Sir always remember that, pray to God and he will guide you...you can talk to me if you fell alone

  • @prodigy2591
    @prodigy2591 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1186

    Life of regrets.
    Time left scars on my soul
    dreams that I chased have all gone away
    Now i sit alone
    My past follows me close
    So much I have planned that never began I'll never know
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    Life starting to fade
    My memory recalls as the tears start to fall
    From the memories not made
    And Love, I knew little of
    But deep in my eyes are memories i hide
    it's just not enough
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    For years I been waiting for someone to take me
    tell me it will all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    To die

    • @r.avicenna1402
      @r.avicenna1402 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      prodigy2591 yeeessss! i know there will be some one post the lyrics.. thank youu :')

    • @bonnellandrew5096
      @bonnellandrew5096 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thanks

    • @Victoria-hk9ww
      @Victoria-hk9ww 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Too young to die and too old to be feeling sorry for yourself
      Man up Boy and get the Girl

    • @user-ot4jy7mo2j
      @user-ot4jy7mo2j 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      good!!♡

    • @sukikuri5360
      @sukikuri5360 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      prodigy2591 kia ora e hoa.
      TĒNĀ Koe.👌

  • @donnabradshaw2754
    @donnabradshaw2754 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    7 years ago I was on top of the world. I was married to my 2nd husband who was my true soul mate. He treated me like a princess and called me his Angel. He filled my heart with joy and happiness. He could make me laugh so hard with his antics. I was so happy and content with our storybook romance. Then on May 18, 2016, after I got our son off to school, I entered our bedroom to wake Eddie to join me for coffee. He didn't answer when I called his name, his hand was cold when I touched it, he wouldn't wake up no matter what I tried. The 911 operator told me to do chest compressions till paramedics arrived. They told me there was nothing more they could do and they announced his death. Ever since that day, I have felt nothing but emptiness, I'm all alone in this world. It was supposed to be my fairytale with a happy ending. All I have now in life is a broken heart.
    It's like someone came along and ripped the last few chapters out of my life. Now I'm just waiting around to die.

    • @rebeccadaniels9922
      @rebeccadaniels9922 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I Am So Sorry For Your Loss GOD Bless you 🙏

    • @soo77777
      @soo77777 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      So sorry for your loss.. I hope you can get some counselling because I am sure you know as much as I do that he would not have wanted you to suffer like this. such a sad experience you had.

    • @donnabradshaw2754
      @donnabradshaw2754 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@soo77777thank you for your thoughtful understanding and concern. I am definitely going to look into counseling. With losing Eddie and now my Mama, yes, I lost my precious mama on October 11, 2023. She was 77 yrs old but in better health than I am. It was unexpected. Now I have to wait for the autopsy to say why. Everything seems to be piling up on me again. I was supposed to have surgery to do a knee replacement back in July but I delayed it due to the unexpected death of my friend Tim. Then I lost my Mama, and the world just stopped spinning for me. I've lost so many friends in the past 3 years due to suicide, even lost one friend to drug overdose by fentenyl, and the last was due to diabetes 1. I try to keep myself busy being an advocate for suicide awareness. Besides losing 6 friends to suicide, I've also lost 5 family members to this terrible ideology of escape..

    • @judithmatthews8460
      @judithmatthews8460 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Love you knew that love , many don’t. Celebrate it. Hope you’ve come to terms. I know it doesn’t get better just easier to welcome a new day.

    • @ri_risyiem9701
      @ri_risyiem9701 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hang on 🙏🙏 hope is not lost

  • @tashing
    @tashing ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I hope you found that someone. I found mine when I was just a teen and his name was Jesus. He held me through my darkest hours and stood by me in my lowest. He said everything will be alright. Those regrets and scars, he took them and made them beautiful and turned them into my greatest strengths.

  • @raincandy4
    @raincandy4 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1052

    What ever you're going through now Chester, I hope you're alright. This song is so beautiful, but sad. And at some point, speaks to all of us. And everything's gonna be okay. It may not be right now, or tomorrow, but eventually it will. I hope you all the best, and I wish you'll get through this.

    • @jimmyalex9936
      @jimmyalex9936 6 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Marsh.Mieko not trying to discredit your comment, but this was a song he wrote a few years ago, based on a homeless man he met on the street.. But still, beautiful comment!

    • @raincandy4
      @raincandy4 6 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Jimmy Alex Oh! I am so sorry for misunderstanding. Then I hope for whoever is going through a hard time right now, finds my comment to be reassuring 😊

    • @jimmyalex9936
      @jimmyalex9936 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Marsh.Mieko I'm sure they will 😊

    • @argon2129
      @argon2129 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      but you realized he changed the lyrics from "he" to "Im" ?

    • @prestongarrettvlogs2959
      @prestongarrettvlogs2959 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Marsh.Mieko he wrote this for someone..pple sit down with him and talking about there life with Chester then he turns it to a song..he's also popular for remaking of other songs

  • @kcuno-stoeffler2078
    @kcuno-stoeffler2078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    Chester should be in lights, his voice is really good. I love his songs, and he sings them with so much emotion. I can relate to many of them.

    • @louismark1242
      @louismark1242 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      K Cuno-Stoeffler 🥰😍

    • @wendyleeeller9527
      @wendyleeeller9527 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nice one . Very immature name. Have a little more class. And yes this man sings with his heart. Needs follow it

    • @williamsparker8048
      @williamsparker8048 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi 👋

  • @tinareifsnider8542
    @tinareifsnider8542 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I came across this real song by accident. It is my feelings exactly at 53. I lost my only child, son 17, in a car accident 8 yrs ago. Single all by myself. waiting and ready to go to Heaven to see my boy!

    • @ginalicious3503
      @ginalicious3503 ปีที่แล้ว

      😢😢

    • @jamaicanlife-Myeyes
      @jamaicanlife-Myeyes ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Adopt another child and make new memories.. you have to keep living while you are alive , even though I know you are hurting still..😢😢. Share that love that you still have

    • @quincemeister5085
      @quincemeister5085 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He is prepared to wait, live a while longer.

    • @nonofyourbusiness3919
      @nonofyourbusiness3919 ปีที่แล้ว

      Live...for HIM 🙏

    • @bilhamutah164
      @bilhamutah164 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hug

  • @geoffreystajuana5267
    @geoffreystajuana5267 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    don't die...the life is precious.

  • @markartinVA
    @markartinVA 3 ปีที่แล้ว +308

    Dang.... a few minutes ago I found out that a friend of mine (who I haven’t seen in over a year or two) took his life this afternoon. This song was one of the last things he has posted on Facebook, just 11 hours ago. I don’t know what the last years of his life held, but the guy I knew, he was the last person you would expect. I am told he was going through a lot. But I imagine it goes deeper than just the last couple years. He leaves behind a young wife and kids. Just a reminder that people got stuff under the surface that we may know nothing about. And if you’re the one in this dark place, PLEASE reach out to Someone. Reach out to a million someones if that’s what it takes. You have people who love you, and whatever it is you’re dealing with right now, it will get better, and it’s not bigger than the pain you leave behind.

    • @ZombieDelicacy
      @ZombieDelicacy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Came to this video for the same person, I believe... I hope your comment is lifted up for anyone to see who visits this video with similar intentions. He was a youth pastor at my church just as I was aging out of youth group... 12 years ago now, but yes, you would never suspect he would die this way.

    • @whoathatsalotofdamage3718
      @whoathatsalotofdamage3718 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same person, go to church with his family he left behind, there are people there to support and be there for you

    • @Jsmelser0321
      @Jsmelser0321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I've known Chris since the third grade. We were room mates in college and our families shared a meal together not that long ago. I'm comforted that he's finally found peace, but it hurts tremendously that he's gone. It's hard to make sense of it all, but regardless of recent circumstances he leaves behind a legacy of thousands of lives touched and I will always remember him for his generosity and self sacrifice. Please continue to pray for the wife and the 4 young children he left behind.

    • @reyeszenpai7265
      @reyeszenpai7265 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Honestly... Thats the sad truth of life

    • @manymenlovemanywomen
      @manymenlovemanywomen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      😭people don't often reach out. My late brother in law went that way and I shared and shared the hell out of help lines and whatever I can to show people that even if they cant or won't call me, there is always someone to listen.... and my dear friend recently attempted. I thank GOD every day that she pulled through and is still with us. But even so... I wish she reached out to someone.... anyone.

  • @ChaosINFP
    @ChaosINFP 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Chester, know that you are loved and that if ever need someone to hug, ask. You have several thousand fans that care...

  • @normanfletcher8332
    @normanfletcher8332 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    A Life Of Regrets, do not regret listening to this, for Love, Perfection..

  • @totsfrreal9038
    @totsfrreal9038 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    POWEFUL!!!! Beautiful, I feel this so deeply.

  • @della9837
    @della9837 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    The moment he tried to compose himself made me tear up.

  • @michaelrhiew
    @michaelrhiew 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    this is one of those songs where you feel like uve heard it before and u instantly like it

    • @michaelrhiew
      @michaelrhiew 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      K S you are exactly right lol

    • @ZackyNWendy
      @ZackyNWendy 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      i was finding those lost words of mine..and there it is..thanks😃

  • @shanewallace2045
    @shanewallace2045 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This song really hits home now more than ever. How do you tell someone you love them when they don’t answer.
    Sometimes stars do fade out and now I’m just waiting around to die

    • @rebeccadaniels9922
      @rebeccadaniels9922 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ditto 💙❤💔💙❤

    • @stephaniebreedlove9493
      @stephaniebreedlove9493 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know the feeling all to well.

    • @KB-wh9bu
      @KB-wh9bu 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Or when u no longer can because they died before us 💔

  • @alanarichard-rg7fg
    @alanarichard-rg7fg ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Life is just so hard and unfair at times. I beat my depression to spiral right back into it years later. Its hard to smile or see the good in life. To many days alone in constant struggle and rejection beats a soul every time. Holidays are just a day. Days are just more days of sufferings. Nights are torturous nightmares and silent tears hitting the pillow of despair. The cries of your soul screaming so loud that it echos right back at you every minute, second, and hour. It just sits so heavy that life itself has no meaning or reason to fight for the next day or to even survive the echos of the cries in your mind, body, or soul. Tear stain face and not an ounce of life is seen through your eyes to your soul. Asking will today be my last day to fight the constant sorrows that tourture my soul.

    • @kaydickmann8353
      @kaydickmann8353 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sad song! But I love Chester and his music.

  • @marilynhigginbotham1429
    @marilynhigginbotham1429 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    During the Coronavirus 2020 I feel like I'm losing my mind I'm so tired of being alone during this horrible time and watching people die and praying that God chooses to take me before any of my loved ones, I know I couldn't go on if they were gone.... Praying for everyone during this very difficult time I hope you all are taking all safety measures to keep you and most of all your children and families. God bless you all 🙏✌️❤️

    • @2TexasTuff
      @2TexasTuff 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Marilyn Higginbotham - Ty dear lady. All is well here in Prescott AZ I tend to isolate naturally and for me it’s good. For you and those whom feel the same peace be with you all ways and in all ways.

    • @juliagregory5696
      @juliagregory5696 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hello marilyn you are not alone my husband of 50 years is very poorly now i go to bed at night and listen to my husbands breathing and i wonder if he will still be with me when i wake up i ask god every day to please just give me one more day with him. what will i do when he leaves me xxxx

    • @2TexasTuff
      @2TexasTuff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Julia Gregory - peace be with you always and in All Ways....

    • @Livelove111
      @Livelove111 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@juliagregory5696 i understand as i do the same with my lovely mom wondering how many moments are left and how to go forward afterwards. My heart is with you and all others caring for loved ones in the midst of isolation this pandemic has added to. Sending thoughts of care to heavy hearts, worried minds and tired souls.

    • @femmebot0128
      @femmebot0128 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know how u feel, I lost my older brother this year to Suicide and I’m scared that I’ll lose someone else which two weeks or so ago almost happened cus my cousins ex threatened to shoot her and was heading to her place, but she alright and I’m just scared that I’m gonna lose someone else and I don’t think I can handle it but I’m trying my best. I’m sick right now but it’s not corona and will be going back to school either this week or the next. Hopes your doing great and lots of love and prayers to u.

  • @joeydennis6078
    @joeydennis6078 5 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    I feel same way. I've waited all my life for someone to be there. Some said but never showed it and all walked away. Sad part is I put my all in them, my all. And what I get in return. Nothing. Some days are worse than others. It's painful to live this way. Everyday is a struggle....

    • @geez3917
      @geez3917 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Be strong...One day God will send someone that will understand you and take care of you...Just believe in God and always hope for a better times...cause the greatest power is often simple patience

    • @vden02
      @vden02 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Joey Dennis Joey put all you have to give into you sweet soul! Give like never before and watch God open the doors. Loving someone else hoping they will see your worth, that your valuable, that you need their love always fails until... you know your value and that you love yourself enough to never accept anything less.

    • @ankitabisht7641
      @ankitabisht7641 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Joey Dennis be strong buddy, I am sailing in same boat as you’re in.Reading your comment it seems like you have poured my heart out with your pen! Big hug! 🤗🤗Everything’s gonna be allright! Amen! 🤗

    • @katherineheimnick5340
      @katherineheimnick5340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I know your feelings when you love people too much and always put them ahead of your self they start taking you for granted. I feel like Chester most of the time.

    • @margaretivie8930
      @margaretivie8930 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This time I waited 25 Years. No dates no sex no one nite stands work home work work home. And I am dying again.

  • @karentasse762
    @karentasse762 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    My husband died 2005 and I feel this way so often. I struggle to go through each day.

    • @louannlang7471
      @louannlang7471 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so very sorry for your loss. 😔 My eldest daughter, 34... died 2017. I have felt this way, more often than not. One saving grace (5 actually) is my youngest daughter and her 4 children. Without them I would feel this in perpetuity 😔😔😔

    • @karentasse762
      @karentasse762 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😔 I'm sorry for your loss as well, but so happy you have your younger daughter and your grandchildren to love and cherish 💕

    • @louannlang7471
      @louannlang7471 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@karentasse762 thank you so much ❤️

  • @cheriecasey3072
    @cheriecasey3072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I'm still here not sure for how long just got released from the hospital I'm in end stage liver and spleen failure lord give me the strength to overlook the daily pain I hear and feel around me and inside my body help me be strong enough to wanna fight this just a little longer to feel at ease I want to feel comfortable and at peace thank you Chester for singing me to sway away some of my enteral pains thank you for blessing me with your gift and making me feel safe at times so that I can cry and let it flow out I needed this outlet more than you know I needed an angel even though I did t feel you show you were right here all along singing to me guiding me through this painful mystery

    • @Capzzzz882
      @Capzzzz882 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are u today? I semd love from East Africa

    • @Eaglesfree2009
      @Eaglesfree2009 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sending prayers to you!!

    • @juliettemills9661
      @juliettemills9661 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bless you, sending you love a positive vibes,

    • @christienzamari4059
      @christienzamari4059 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bless you my beautiful one, you are an angel in waiting. I send my love to you x

    • @demelzahunter8504
      @demelzahunter8504 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sending you healing vibes ✨ and to let you know that no matter what, you're going to learn what God above wants you to know. This message is wrapped in love

  • @monicagustina611
    @monicagustina611 5 ปีที่แล้ว +380

    "A Life Of Regrets"
    Time left scars on my soul
    Dreams that I chased have all gone away
    Now I sit alone
    My past follows me close
    So much I have planned that never began I'll never know
    For years I'd been waiting for someone to take me
    Tell me it'll all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    Life starting to fade
    My memory recalls, tears starts to fall
    From the memories not made
    And love, I knew little of
    But deep in my eyes are memories I hide, it's just not enough
    For years I'd been waiting for someone to take me
    Tell me it'll all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around to die
    For years I'd been waiting for someone to take me
    Tell me it'll all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    To die

    • @mylifemyrule5881
      @mylifemyrule5881 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you

    • @JackyMan22
      @JackyMan22 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      DAMMIT I'M BACK AT FUCKIN LIMBO!!! I'M NOT AN EMO YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!! D:<
      Also... please make a game where I go to a bar and drink stuff. Feels good. e_e

    • @Jmay411
      @Jmay411 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well that was depressing

    • @laveritetriomphera6165
      @laveritetriomphera6165 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Monica Gustina 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

    • @shwneewason5592
      @shwneewason5592 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I got scares on my neck..lol..

  • @TheMRbluemega34
    @TheMRbluemega34 6 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    This is the most relatable song you've ever written but Chester I've been watching you since I was in 8th grade and now I graduated highschool 2 months agon and half of the songs in my old phone was all yours. We met in a pool party cuz my brothers dance crew mix'd elements had a pool party at your spot I'm not sure if you remember, but above all you were one of the reason why I sing I felt like this song was really personal and I'm not sure if this just for entertainment purposes but IF you really feel those things I'm not gonna tell you some cheesy bullshit but I know it gets pretty tough... but i hope you also remember that you have fans like me who grew up listening to you and we never doubted you one bit man, it may not feel like you succeeded enough dk exactly what success is to you but you've manage to move a lot of people including me with your voice and music that makes you one hell of an artist to us. Hope your doing fine man🔥

  • @marciesellers7340
    @marciesellers7340 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This is so me! Me at the age of 15 til now at 73! It has been a lot of long and lonely years! Yes Chester! I know perfectly how you feel! Sad but true! God is our only hope to live when we die! Hang on to God even if it only by the thread of His garment! God loves us when no one else does! That has kept me living for God for a long time! Please hold me God and do not let go! Please hold Chester also! 🙏🙏♥️♥️🥰🕊️

    • @Selfemployedmildautisticperfor
      @Selfemployedmildautisticperfor ปีที่แล้ว

      well put however thats 1 of my worries is that some people way older then me have struggled alot longer more then not , and that things may never improve as needed , no sense of puporse or living potential most of my efforts flalling flat .short

  • @enjoyit81
    @enjoyit81 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I suffer from very severe depression and I feel every single word of this song. Don't be sad Chester and stay strong. Great song full of emotions ...... this is more than just music

  • @zeahelj8794
    @zeahelj8794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    If i can turn back the time i will fix my past so that i can live good in the present and future. If only i can turn back the time i will be wise and practical to choose my path.

    • @10RBREEZY
      @10RBREEZY 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is true. But with every experience it defined you. You can choose today to keep dwelling in the past or make a positive change today on forward. You got this!

    • @jamiedoran6567
      @jamiedoran6567 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Indeed

  • @lozgh
    @lozgh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    I hate that you feel this Chester I really do! And as one of your hardcore fans I really appreciate you and your work and talent. I think your awesome and the fact that you are still single makes me wonder if people are deaf and blind😂 Please don’t doubt yourself, we all love you. You are incredibly talented and you are such a good person! I love your work and I absolutely adore you❤️ xx

    • @CyanoAnjum
      @CyanoAnjum 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes I agree...

    • @jennitalbot6785
      @jennitalbot6785 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Just because he is singing a song doesn't mean that he feels that way, he could find it a beautiful song and know that its lyrics make it highly relatable, and that is why he knows people will like it, because they connect to its meaning. And because he is an actor and can really sell that he feels these feelings from his soul. He could sing a song as if he were a scared little puppy looking for his mommy and we would be crying by the end, it is the emotion he breathes into his work. His passion. He has just gotten rich and famous. He has his life ahead of him. No, this song is for people like me that are so tired of failing at everthing in life that they dont want to start over again, relationships have destroyed us so many times that we dont want to fight to accheive be loved anymore, beaten down by loving everyone and never getting loved in return. It hurts to much, the rise and fall. We dont want to invest in anyone anymore, certain to hurt more and more. Easier to stay out of it, and not have hope dashed into a million pieces. My heart's are so scarred it doesnt even resemble a heart anymore. I am outta bandages. I feel cursed. Everyone I have ever loved has gone away. Love isnt unconditional in this life. Everyone has their conditions and stipulations. No one will ever love you for who you are completely. He hit the nail on the head with "for years I've been waiting....for someone to take me,.... and tell me it will all be alright."

  • @sahriezha3491
    @sahriezha3491 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Every time I listen to this song, it becomes a tradition that I message or call a few friends (I talked to them recently or a few months ago). Just randomly ask them about their day, and how's life, tell them some of my stories as well, and listen to their stories as well.
    And yep, I want them to ask me questions as well. I wanted to hear those words as well. But somehow, I feel good after asking them how they are, I feel good when they reply "I'm doing fine, thanks". And of course, there are times the replies were "I don't feel good", or "I think I'm losing myself", I feel good when I offer them as much comfort as I can give.
    It feels good when you make someone feel good too.

    • @rebeccadaniels9922
      @rebeccadaniels9922 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Amen 🙏

    • @bohochic2459
      @bohochic2459 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      What a kind and thoughtful message. ❤

  • @wetmore1233
    @wetmore1233 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Dam!! First time hearing this song made me cry!!! Hell still crying!!! It hit home!!! Beautiful song. Keep. It up. I'm a fan now!!!!

  • @TheWorldAccordingToV
    @TheWorldAccordingToV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    Lyrics
    Time left scars on my soul
    Dreams that have changed have all gone away
    Now I stand alone
    My past
    Follows me close
    So much I had planned
    But never began
    And I'll never know
    Chorus:
    For years I've been waiting
    For someone to take me
    Tell me it'll all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around
    To die.
    Life
    Is starting to fade
    My memory recalls
    Tears start to fall
    From the memories not made
    And love
    I knew little love?
    But deep in my eyes
    The memories I hide
    Are just not enough
    Chorus
    *piano and crying with chester*
    For years I've been waiting
    For someone to take me
    Tell me it'll all be alright
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    Now I'm just waiting around
    To die.

  • @Francy375
    @Francy375 5 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    I wish i can sing my pain too.

    • @meymstv6601
      @meymstv6601 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      yes you can :) just right it on paper and include emotions ..
      rhyme it and try to sing into a silence place,
      inlcude tunes

    • @codycypher5668
      @codycypher5668 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sometimes I catch myself singing my pain everything just out

    • @mup05
      @mup05 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ioana Mititelu write your pain

    • @lykaespinosa1037
      @lykaespinosa1037 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah 😞

    • @Jmay411
      @Jmay411 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@meymstv6601 it's not easy

  • @demelzahunter8504
    @demelzahunter8504 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm here to tell you it's all going to be okay. I've been living with this pain for 7 years 💔 I understand beautiful spirit ❤💫💫

  • @elmerguevara4174
    @elmerguevara4174 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    were all just right here for everyone......we love u....more than anything else...

  • @nekkosasukesnoreoskywool2126
    @nekkosasukesnoreoskywool2126 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    This song cuts my heart like a knife.

  • @marcocarvalho1905
    @marcocarvalho1905 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    This one is for Chester and eveerybody else feeling this way. Its okay to feel sad, its okay to miss someone, its Okay to feel down and blue, but you are important! You are important for so many people, but most important is that You should feel inportant to you! Today the world might seem dark to you, but tomorrow the light could be right around the corner! Our life is so small in this universe, so we have to take it and enjoy everything that it gives us. Make the most of it. Be strong, you are special, you are unique. Today is a sad day, but tomorrow you will smile.
    Love for everyone,
    Marco

    • @carolinemahler821
      @carolinemahler821 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am still single and I feel down and I want someone and feeling like I could cry and I am having a hard time. Caroline Mahler

  • @susancarter7889
    @susancarter7889 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Not Just You...I'm A Big Chester See Fan...Though I Enjoy His Uplifting Music 🎶Better.. Wish He Would Come Back And Play And Sing, So Beautifully Talented🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @judithmatthews8460
    @judithmatthews8460 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This is the song I uploaded to my Facebook page after my marriage dissolved. It reflected my despair. Nobody asked why. I was so close to making a fatal choice. I’m ok now but I’m begging people to ask someone if they need a hug. They are used to hiding that embarrassing despair. Just be there don’t look away

    • @mazza290
      @mazza290 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Totally get where you are coming from. Been there myself ,nearly ended it as I couldn't cope, luckily my father & sister pulled me back from the brink.😢

    • @user-nw2hd5ts3u
      @user-nw2hd5ts3u 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I suffer from depression and anxiety and I have suffered alone quietly and I have struggled to the point where I truly believed that it was better if I was not here, I even felt that way when I was going through my own divorce and I also posted this song to my Facebook like I needed and was crying out for help that never came, but I kept playing it over and over again until I finally found the courage and strength to get myself through it and got myself help - I thank this song for saving my life and I continue to celebrate life every day and I am grateful for being present to especially because everything transpired a year and a half before going into lockdown and the pandemic..

    • @Barefootforestwanderer
      @Barefootforestwanderer 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m so glad you’re all okay❤

  • @spookazig
    @spookazig 6 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    Your songs have a way of breaking through all of the walls I put up and speaking to my soul. Thank you.
    This is a sad song, but it also has a message. Don't live your life in such a way that this would be your last song. Live a life of choices and risks so that you end up with very few regrets!

    • @TheKenna1214723
      @TheKenna1214723 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kimberly Lee such a beautiful way to put it.

    • @gigem1977
      @gigem1977 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said Kimberly Lee.

    • @kojikuza4661
      @kojikuza4661 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      nice

    • @colleenrainbowblack8762
      @colleenrainbowblack8762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I totally agree!!! I have conjestive heart failure and I'm waiting around to live in the next kingdom and here while I can.

  • @Nistha_Goyal
    @Nistha_Goyal 4 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    I don't know why but i luv this song i feel like this song is just like my life # The life of regrets ...
    Still listening in sep 2019

    • @mixartjohnson8968
      @mixartjohnson8968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here, in ways that I don't think anyone can understand but God. Every single word, every single Heaven blessed word of this.

    • @Nistha_Goyal
      @Nistha_Goyal 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@mixartjohnson8968 I think not god even...he's so silent in my life

    • @mixartjohnson8968
      @mixartjohnson8968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Nistha_Goyal He was not in mine, that is why I am still alive.

    • @Nistha_Goyal
      @Nistha_Goyal 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mixartjohnson8968 grt 🤞but here the pall of gloom never gonna take off from my soul...

    • @mixartjohnson8968
      @mixartjohnson8968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Nistha_Goyal Heavenly Father loves you.

  • @thuggishpriest9297
    @thuggishpriest9297 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I end up back to this song every few years.

  • @kathlenereents2494
    @kathlenereents2494 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Chester, you wrote that from my heart

  • @loriscofield2121
    @loriscofield2121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I've felt this way for months now. I can't listen to this song without crying.

    • @ronoyb219
      @ronoyb219 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well stop waiting around and take action, know that if the struggling persists day after day and you're falling deeper, it's possible that what are fighting is a very real physical disorder. A chemical inbalance that is diagnosable, and very treatable but you have to find strength to reach out to the right people. I hope you do

  • @scottwempner8787
    @scottwempner8787 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Exactly how I feel every day. I just keep it to myself and put on a smile at work and in public like nothing is wrong.

  • @user-md3mc9vk4l
    @user-md3mc9vk4l 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I can feel the pain in each word.
    He has a beautiful voice.

  • @r.A1980
    @r.A1980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Never put your happiness in someone else hands.”
    “I feel like I’m slowly dying inside.

  • @mr.broccoli3776
    @mr.broccoli3776 6 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Chester is a Legend .. Most of people who listens to his music can relate , because he speaks the truth about life ..

  • @brendaegan2988
    @brendaegan2988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I am 67yrs old and I lost the love of my life recently. So this song resonates with me in a different way.

    • @colleenrainbowblack8762
      @colleenrainbowblack8762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your pain. I too lost someone. Please read my texts Colleenrainbowblack. Just breathe, one step at a time. Colleen 😭💘

    • @10RBREEZY
      @10RBREEZY 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@colleenrainbowblack8762 indeed 1 step at a time. 1 day at time litterally is all I can handle.

    • @colleenrainbowblack8762
      @colleenrainbowblack8762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@10RBREEZY hope you're feeling better???

    • @jesusp8944
      @jesusp8944 ปีที่แล้ว

      I understand your pain.

    • @rebeccadaniels9922
      @rebeccadaniels9922 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      GOD Bless You I am sorry for your loss But They are waiting for you in Heaven 😊

  • @deenawestover9267
    @deenawestover9267 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    He has the most real feelings in his music I love him 😍

  • @lindaibarra384
    @lindaibarra384 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    THIS IS BY FAR THE BEST SONG EVER CHESTER REALLY CRIES WHILE HE SINGS THIS SONG I CAN RELATE TO HIS PAIN WOW ,WOW,WOW ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL SONG 💋💋💋💋💋💋🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💜💜💜💜💜💜❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Rizerr96
    @Rizerr96 6 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Im a guy turning eighteen soon, and although I have such a life ahead of me I can't help but hate the life behind me. For years I've struggled with depression and so far there is little to no indication of me ever finding a way out. The fear and the pain, the hopelessness is all just so deeply engrained. The worst of it is the loneliness. I don't know if it's me, or if its the sadness, but since I was even younger, I've always had a desperate heart. Longing to give love and to be loved. Sleeping on one side of the bed in anticipation that someday somebody will fill that space. Listenning to sweet songs, trying to get a taste of something you have not felt in a long time, or ever at all. Dreaming a good dream and crying when you wake up to find it was never real. Of course, I fight. Sadness has me seeing through a lens that make things seem worse than they really are, but sometimes it just gets too hard and too much. I, like many others, could go on for pages and pages but thats not necessary.
    I don't know why I was compelled to share this fragment of me. I don't have any advice to give, no wisdom to share. Im young, and naive, and perhaps my vision is twisted. All I know for sure is it's songs like these, stories like these, emotions like these that ease the loneliness.

    • @muflikhahdzurriyahuda4371
      @muflikhahdzurriyahuda4371 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Arri this is exactly how i feel.
      like seriously! 😔

    • @rogelyngerero7601
      @rogelyngerero7601 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same. Im 26 now but still feel the same.

    • @alinkabuzulan3782
      @alinkabuzulan3782 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      We are all missing something , that is why we can’t find any real fulfillment in this life.It is the longing for our beautiful creator Jesus Christ ,no greater love can be found than the love He has for us ..All things pass ,only He remains .Find comfort in him my brothers and sisters .And all other things will flow easily like loving another soul and being loved .

    • @OO-lm8qk
      @OO-lm8qk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alinka Buzulan not everyone’s Christian most people only believe 1 God

    • @johnyberra2982
      @johnyberra2982 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      all you people with this depression i just want to say i tried and almost pass away i was 24 years old i was tired depressed my dad my brother my sister dad 65.....brother 34.....sister 17 ....i was really hurt i took pills and i was gone i knew felt nothing all of a sudden i see this light up ahead and i started to follow it but i was pull back and i saw things like friends who really had already killed themselves they were calling me i thought it was really them .....but then i heard my wife like far way but i understood her she said hun you have to fight and i heard it over over then the ground opened up i was falling terrified cause i was like in my right mind i beg god help me please ......as i kept asking him i could hear people screaming and the next thing i know i see this light again and i'm in a hospital they are pumping me out horrible feeling but glad i made it.....people i still struggle with depression but i am now 56 don't drink smoke anything and for whatever its worth hang in there because what we suffer here is nothing compared to what will happen if we take our own life i don't know who you are but i do know you are unique no one like you remember that and i am very sorry for all who don't understand us who have this problem it is very real and can be deadly and [ari] just by hearing your comment that was me that person will come just be patient please be blessed all of you who struggle with depression and yes i converted my life to being christian 18 years ago its the only way to have a fighting chance god bless all of you.

  • @tbrasi5887
    @tbrasi5887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I can't believe thesesongs ain't on the radio...every song you write is really good and from deep down

  • @tabethabourgouin2614
    @tabethabourgouin2614 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    You don't know how much this song radiates with My soul, ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @chadangelicacob166
    @chadangelicacob166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I was just 12 when I first encounter Chester's music and now I am 20 but I still love his songs because it hits home. You deserve so much more!! Love lots Chester!

  • @Courage2bwell
    @Courage2bwell 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Chester See, thank you for being the key that unlocks the most precious and tender parts of my heart. You have a unique gift of breathing life into cold numb broken hearts helping them to put words and movement back in, bringing us back to life in a manner of speaking. Your music reaches deep. I am grateful for you and hope you continue to make your music, and sing your song.

  • @ashia7871
    @ashia7871 6 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    Don't cry... Everything's gonna be alright Chester!! 💕

    • @ashia7871
      @ashia7871 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beetle Juice Everything's okay but don't call me bitch, thank you 😊

    • @beetlejuice5747
      @beetlejuice5747 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ashia I said bitches and yes I will say bitches I refer to females when talking to other guys like that don't try your feminist crap with me you refer to men as pigs dudes etc

    • @ashia7871
      @ashia7871 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Beetle Juice I don't think all men are pig wtf. I just said it was a bit rude to call me like that or calling any girl like that...

    • @beetlejuice5747
      @beetlejuice5747 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ashia oh stop being over sensitive and taking it personally it was just an overall statement

    • @ashia7871
      @ashia7871 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Beetle Juice It's okay, just forget it

  • @stacey5668
    @stacey5668 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This is my goodbye song to those that I know....

  • @traceybass2663
    @traceybass2663 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    These lyrics are hard core to the Bone. It's hard to feel the pain that some feel being alone And haunted by the memories never made. I 😭😭

  • @cyberpanda3
    @cyberpanda3 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    When you first did this, you sang in the third person about a homeless man but now you sing in the first person. Don't give up yet, your life is still not over and you can do anything. Head up Chester

  • @rebeccahighfillpickard8563
    @rebeccahighfillpickard8563 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    This is one of the saddest songs I've heard😭😭😭.
    Through God comes healing. #prayers🙏

  • @kayznkno
    @kayznkno ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hurting someone's feelings is easy as throwing a stone on the Ocean,, do you know how deep it goes?

    • @nelliegutierrez-olivas7153
      @nelliegutierrez-olivas7153 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      😢Heart-felt Awesome singer sings with his soul a true man of Valor Heart-felt sings with his soul Heads Up 😂😢

  • @donnasexton716
    @donnasexton716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I really feel this. It’s like he looked into my soul and put my pain into words😢

    • @beverlym5465
      @beverlym5465 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly 😢

    • @jorsag3368
      @jorsag3368 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      My pain as well....its unbearable Donna, i know😢

    • @donnasexton716
      @donnasexton716 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@jorsag3368 🙏🏻

    • @donnasexton716
      @donnasexton716 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@beverlym5465 🙏🏻

  • @JESSIKAH1985
    @JESSIKAH1985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I believe there's Angel's among us. You sir, are angelic to me. If a man was ever called beautiful..you amaze me. A beautiful soul. I see you.

  • @jojozahau
    @jojozahau 5 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    This is my message for all the People who listen to this song.
    I pray, hope & wish you the Best for your future. I destroyed myself on my past few years & I won't be able to caught my Dream inside Music Industry anymore. I can barely move & all I can do now is hold my guitar in front of my Laptop & dreamt every hour I've spent playing Guitar with my buddies. Now, they're all gone & i'm no use. Still hope that I might play my guitar one day in front of the crowd before I die..
    So, If you're about to destroy your life or thought that you're lost on the Middle of the Ocean, please remember me & think about me. Even I do still hope to do what I love, you're alot way better than me. Not only in Music, even in your everyday's life. Have faith & say this in your mind (YES, I CAN), Trust your guts & move on to reality ... BLESS YOU
    My Last Message:--- Work like you're about to live 100 years & prepare yourself like you're about to die tomorrow..

  • @Jistxitty
    @Jistxitty ปีที่แล้ว +3

    it's so nice to see how this song reveals the innermost thoughts and feelings some persons have passed through and yet remains positive.. God please save our souls... sometimes it's hard to bear.

  • @juanhinojosa4532
    @juanhinojosa4532 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    He made me cry. I am living this song right now. It sucks knowing what lies ahead and there is nothing you can do to stop it. I am a Christian man, but it still gets me.

  • @minarooda
    @minarooda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I lost my son to a broken heart. I wish God had helped me save him and none of us felt this way. Please dont give up; there is hope!!

    • @brum9233
      @brum9233 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🙏

    • @juliettemills9661
      @juliettemills9661 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bless you, sending you a prayer circle, wish I could take people's pain away, we just lost a very close person who was there for my 2 as its been a hard road, I nearly lost both of them, the only way we can say it, is that loved one was just to pure hearted.

  • @saraisherry8060
    @saraisherry8060 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Amazing singer with his amazing songs. I feel that he went through deep heartbreak. His songs says so... 😭😭

  • @eugenestudio7534
    @eugenestudio7534 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are beautiful and strong .Pls. wake up every morning to see sunshine because you are worth living.I am sending hugs to every one in need.

  • @rajamanickam.e3004
    @rajamanickam.e3004 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Every one has pain we are hoping for someone to hear . That doesn't mean we are needy . It means we are human ..

  • @EIynea
    @EIynea 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    That was truly wonderful. I'm glad you revisited this song Chester!

  • @omarpatino5936
    @omarpatino5936 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I haven't had lyrics and a song like this get to my core and make me remember what I miss and love and lost.

  • @vangielitasalva6118
    @vangielitasalva6118 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This feeling made me cried over and over again but this verse reminds me to be strong (Ephesians 2:10 For we are God's handwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works , which God prepared in advance for us to do.) God had reason for our existence so, I have to forget the bad past, and enjoy my NOW LIFE even in trials, and cast all my worries to God who made me, and saved me as long as I live, coz I'm nothing without God. No room for wasting time. GOD BLESS US ALL💖

  • @kevinharris5797
    @kevinharris5797 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This one hits home....I've listened to it every night for the last week....

    • @treywest268
      @treywest268 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      As do I. It sinks deep into the heart and mind.

  • @parisleigh8156
    @parisleigh8156 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I actually listen to this song every night! It’s so deep, one of my fave songs!!!😩❤️

    • @Buck783
      @Buck783 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How very strange! I do the same

    • @davidparkinson6372
      @davidparkinson6372 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Its how I feel I'm broken

    • @Buck783
      @Buck783 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      David Parkinson dont feel down son! I've been there and you can come out the other side !

    • @davidparkinson6372
      @davidparkinson6372 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you I've just come out of a relationship after 5 months NY girlfriend finished with me and went back with her x all I do is cry

    • @Buck783
      @Buck783 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      David Parkinson stay strong stay active and be the man you know you can ! #godbless

  • @LaDonna80
    @LaDonna80 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I really love the raw emotion it’s so beautiful and real, makes you truly feel the pain in his soul...in my soul.

  • @reynaldoalejandroarmamento5371
    @reynaldoalejandroarmamento5371 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    2024 anyone ? :

  • @Beautyinthebreakdown.
    @Beautyinthebreakdown. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There’s not a moment in my day where I want to be here.. I don’t think I was made for this world.

  • @aijeonie
    @aijeonie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    2017 was my toughest year I had to go through.. And 2 years later it still doesn't get any better

  • @elijahjan7854
    @elijahjan7854 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Dear Chester,
    You are a great artist never let anyone tell you you’re not. You have become my inspiration since “nice guys” so whatever problems you are facing right now, know that you will always be bigger than those. You are not alone. Xoxo from the Philippines. 🤗

  • @jaimeegelhoff8549
    @jaimeegelhoff8549 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I feel your pain! I have felt this was since I lost my daughter at 18. I'm unlovable. God bless your heart❤

  • @angelusa73
    @angelusa73 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    REAL man is the one that is NOT afraid to show his true feelings and emotions so this song and video present a man that dream love and knows what it is all about. He is a very talented songwriter and love his work his passion to show it all men how women should be loved with tenderness and attentive heart. Angela Umbria Italy

  • @countryheart2546
    @countryheart2546 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Chester, may the pain fade. Memories are bittersweet, love can be bitter when the pain is there, but the memories are sweet. From a singer and songwriter to another, you are a soul of music

    • @countryheart2546
      @countryheart2546 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'll never find true LOVE. I'll be waiting around to die if I wait on love