@@lexiibrexii5289 oh, you sweet summer child. i'd tell you, but you really shouldn't be exposed to something so horrific. let's just say it's a really bad thing and also very illegal, so he's in jail for it now.
sh Diana Yeah. I started listening to his songs but once I heard about the crime he did. I was disguisted and rarely started listening to his music. Amazing songs but...he ain't going to heaven.
Meh, it shouldn't. Its not like the songs are about banging kids. Separate the person from the art. doesn't matter what someone did if something they made effected you positively don't let their bad choices ruin it.
@@xtremelegendzz255 yeah some people do but not him. I honestly don't think Joel deserves a second chance, he did what he did , he knew what he had possessed was illegal. He doesn't deserve a second chance . ( I don't know anything about snoop dog what did he do?)
@@xtremelegendzz255 2nd chance my ass. Child porn is a serious thing, I cant imagine what those kids are were going through just to help please someone else
i use to listen to if you knew when i was 10 due to a popular fnaf animatic maker and when i found out abt his actions, i was disgusted and disappointed
Me, clicking this video not knowing anything about him: I absolutely love this song! And he’s such a good singer I wonder what the others- Me, after reading the comments and finding out he was arrested for child pornography: Ohhhh...I still like the song but......I don’t know how to feel right now
to anyone saying what he did was not that bad, it is that bad. if the children in them photos found out that they had been photographed naked or while being abused then that would scar them for life. so dont say its not that bad.
I think it's horrible what he done but I still like his music but we don't know what his life is or was like either and ik that they children don't deserve that at ALL but I hope he gets help cause what he done is unacceptable and he should know that and know not to involve himself or take part in that ever again
He owned child pornagraphy or made it?? I dunno something around that line I know he went to jail for it though. I'm not sure if he's still in jail but it's unfortunate he did what he did since he's such an amazing artist.
@@nikel.m5432 So? Yes he downloaded them but the thing people are getting mad over is WHAT he downloaded. Not only that but how do you think people get these pics? Someone has had to get some kid and force them naked (kids like these are usually into trafficking and they'll most likely be abused) and have their pic taken just for someone like joel to jack off to. I love his voice and his music for years and it's ok to still like his voice, but you are just justifying his behavior.
Mituna Captor It’s not a “at least it wasn’t” kind of situation. What he did was sick and twisted, and I hope he regrets what he did. You can’t defend his actions. He had child porn, some of which were toddlers and infants.
You know what, i just found this dude and just found out like every other comment here what he did but after finding out what he did the lyrics of his songs just makes me a bit uneasy just thinking of what might have gone through his mind as he wrote them if he was the one that wrote them. That aside i feel bad for him, what he did was sick i agree but also sad...we all have a dark side to us, some big and others small,some not acceptable and others shameful and whatnot, it is not like we asked or wanted to be the way we are but we just are and we really can't help it. It really is sad *sigh*
i was obsessed with this song about 5 years ago when i was 11 but stopped soon after learning about what he did. it is a shame that he did that because i still enjoy this song even now but can't help but relate it back to the artist
I can't tell if your defending him or what? What he did was not a mistake. He knew what he did, he knew it was wrong, he knew if he got caught he'd go to jail. So he didn't make a mistake he was just a horrible person
@@UnluckyFerret First off, I'm fucking confused, second, I didn't know I wrote/pasted that here, and third, that had nothing to do with the video. Sorry if I offended you at all, my comment was just a fact, not even about him.
this is the only song i know him from, but this seriously makes me really emotional with the fact that i relate to the line "life is pathetic, should i just go? should i just end it?"
"So just take off your clothes...What are you stopping me for isn't this what you wanted?" This is too creepy.... He was arrested for child pornography... WHY JOEL?!!?
@@callumyeet3474 And you're mentioning this because? She was talking about his music not about what he did. I'm not a fan or anything but ya'll are taking this thing too far. I'm reading the comments and I can't see anyone praise his music without someone else mentioning what he did. So what if he watches child porn, let him live his life how he pleases. Ya'll make me sick, I would take him over all of you backstabbing bitches anyday.
@@kingtaehyung9680 I know this is a super late response but..... Ewwww. He. Watched. Child. Porn. Why the hell would you even think of telling someone 'oh just let him do what he pleases' so now we just don't talk about how he found pleasure in watching kids get raped and abused?! Dude, if you support or even take his side I think you really need to rethink your actions. He's a disgusting person.
My kid was listening to nightcore I hate nightcore. But my ears perked up. Thanks for making this song. You just summed up 5 years of both mine and my husband's life. And while I'm not with him, I can't wait to show him this. Love it so much.
Joel A. Faviere was incarcerated on June 27th 2018 on hundreds of counts of possession of underage pornography as well as it's distribution. He was sentenced to 13 years in South Bay Correctional Facility in Florida, his current release date is December 7th, 2029, if he survives his stay, which is doubtful given his conviction.
Got pretty much all my teenage drama through his music...met him also at a show...he was a cool guy.. We all have temptations and addictions.. the Devil is real and He lives.
@@HanmaDhmka temptations?! Dude, he watched kids, toddlers even get abused and raped. I have a close family member who's not even a year old, I can't even imagine the pain my family and me would go through if we knew he had been abused like that AND someone had downloaded it for their pleasure. Some people aren't as good as others but what this man did was disgusting and I really hope people don't like the guy anymore.
@@HanmaDhmka Imagine having sympathy for a child sexual abuser and excusing his actions by claiming he gave into “temptation” and “the devil’s influence.” There is NO EXCUSE for harming a child or teen, especially when it comes to sexual abuse. Not religion, not mental illness, nothing. you’re a fucking despicable person and so is this evil man.
I felt this so deeply, I'm not going through a break up rn, but I did have to unfriend my best friend, that cut so deeply, but they hurt me for years and made sure to hurt me deeply so I had to leave them behind. it hurts like a break up and I wish they were just nice like how they were in the start of our friendship, why did they have to give me trust issues and hurt me like that? what did I even do?
Damn this hurts. I try to avoid his music because I just support him after what he did. I actually used to talk to him and he seemed like a really sweet guy. I Loved loved his music. So when it came out what he did my heart was really broken 💔
No bc why do inkeep find him after years of not seeing him. This is the third time and I was just thinking about him this year!! Dude 2019 - 2020 first time and the sometimes during 2021 - 2022 and now 2024. 😂it's like every 2 years he reminds me of his song and this I forget his name lmaoo. This time I added him to a playlist so I'll never forget lmao
Fck, there was a time when I was listening Joel on repeat, probably more than a decade ago. Haven’t heard about him in years, but it’s a Christmas time and I remembered “Sick on a Christmas Eve”. Then I read about the crazy amount of child porn and his arrest. Bursting in tears in my kitchen, completely shocked. It’s painful how talented he was and what he has become. A monster.
Feel free to skip this, just another story. This song reminds me of the situation I'm in, I was overweight by 5 pounds and I had 2 underweight friends who would always call me fat, I had tried being an anorexic countless times but failed, and for some reason I succeeded these past few months. To say the least, I have anorexia. When I started losing weight, my friends said nothing at all. Finally being at a normal weight, I wanted to lose more. So I did, until I was underweight. I really can't see the change at all, but one day my friends told me I was too skinny, they said it was ugly. I stared down at my full plate, just speechless, I had tears filling my eyes to the brim. And I remember every detail of their face when I asked "isn't this what you wanted?"And left them there to lose more weight.
“Let me finish a sentence” has two meanings now huh?
I shouldn't have laughed
Oh damn dude
That's... Ironic.
I finally got it after 1 hour of silence
not the appropriate time to laugh-
It is such a shame that someone so talented was involved in something so sick
DistortedMarbles RoseLight What did he do?
@@badkittywhoopwhoop2084 He had posession of child pornography
@@winklebeebee8635 what's that?
@@lexiibrexii5289 oh, you sweet summer child. i'd tell you, but you really shouldn't be exposed to something so horrific. let's just say it's a really bad thing and also very illegal, so he's in jail for it now.
@@A_Strawberry Im not meaning this in a supporting way, but whens his release date?
this just yelled "remember high school" to my face
For sure man
Yeah this song speaks to me for my own personal experience.
Fr dude
Holy crap his voice sounds like hes gonna explode in crying
2018? This is 4 years old and i only found it now wow
Me too
Me too
I know his voice shows so much emotion
lol I found it 2019
@@kuromi5300 can you just shut up let me finish a sentence
Ever since i heard what happened, this changes the way i see his music.
sh Diana Yeah. I started listening to his songs but once I heard about the crime he did. I was disguisted and rarely started listening to his music. Amazing songs but...he ain't going to heaven.
Well at least this song came before all of that
How did you found out like what happened
Meh, it shouldn't. Its not like the songs are about banging kids. Separate the person from the art. doesn't matter what someone did if something they made effected you positively don't let their bad choices ruin it.
Aye. Whenever I hear his songs now I wonder how much was he suffering.
"Can you just shut up...let me finish a sentence!"
IPostBecauseImBored lol
Zarria Ellison-Rawiri hiZarriaimKadence
So true xD
Lol so right 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
yo death gun wussup?
He's got a beautiful voice and great talent. If only he wasn't such a terrible person... why did he?? it makes me sick.
bye lol it makes me sick too man talent sometimes goes to waste
some people deserve a second chance like snoop dogg
@@xtremelegendzz255 yeah some people do but not him. I honestly don't think Joel deserves a second chance, he did what he did , he knew what he had possessed was illegal. He doesn't deserve a second chance . ( I don't know anything about snoop dog what did he do?)
@@xtremelegendzz255 2nd chance my ass. Child porn is a serious thing, I cant imagine what those kids are were going through just to help please someone else
@@Ja_cky7039.. “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.”
"You can't outrun a bad reputation" ~Joel Faviere. Then I think about what you(Joel) did.
dont u get tired of writing the same thing on every joel's vids? ik what u mean but its unnecessary lol
。たわごとの子供 They're talking about how he was arrested for the possession of child pornography
Ikr, but what difference does it makes to comment the same thing on every joels videos? what he did was wrong but... well it wont change things
kaylin collins , outruning carma
Missa Lynne Apparently not since y’all still remember and spread it to people like me who had no idea and just found this guy five minutes ago
I listened to this guy on repeat throughout middle school as an emo kid. it's been years since I've heard him, it's crazy how people change.
same
Same. It’s really embarrassing to think about it in hindsight.
i use to listen to if you knew when i was 10 due to a popular fnaf animatic maker and when i found out abt his actions, i was disgusted and disappointed
"You made me believe our love was endless.."
It does not have to be his fault.
“I hope you hurt like hell cuz I’m going to heaven” not anymore, mate.
True that’s what I was thinking and then I saw this comment
Definitely not
@@anahiortega6212 LOOK! Just because he did something bad doesn't mean he isn't a human at all! I mean we all've made mistakes before right?
XD This made me laugh but he didn't go to heaven he went to jail
ItzAble So, Child pornography is just a mistake to you?
How could someone with such a beautiful voice be so sick....
Me, clicking this video not knowing anything about him: I absolutely love this song! And he’s such a good singer I wonder what the others-
Me, after reading the comments and finding out he was arrested for child pornography: Ohhhh...I still like the song but......I don’t know how to feel right now
You can like the song, hell to the artist.
😬hate him, not his music tho
Wait for real!?
@@Alex-rx2cm sadly, yes.
Same
to anyone saying what he did was not that bad, it is that bad. if the children in them photos found out that they had been photographed naked or while being abused then that would scar them for life. so dont say its not that bad.
Fucking
right?
like, seriously.
very true.
I think it's horrible what he done but I still like his music but we don't know what his life is or was like either and ik that they children don't deserve that at ALL but I hope he gets help cause what he done is unacceptable and he should know that and know not to involve himself or take part in that ever again
@Future Marine so your saying child abuse and being probably RAPED isn't B A D?
The almighty Oof I think he was being sarcastic
His music and voice is so lovely why did he have to do what he did :'^
Sparkling Boi what did he do?
He owned child pornagraphy or made it?? I dunno something around that line I know he went to jail for it though. I'm not sure if he's still in jail but it's unfortunate he did what he did since he's such an amazing artist.
He did not do this with the children, but kept child pornography on the computer. ;(
If i have to be honest i like only this song but right now ..... ehhhhh i still like it but it’s not this same , i’m feeling uncomfortable
Albion he possessed child porn.. disgusting and heartbreaking right?
"just let me finish a sentence"
I mean you will, so at least that worked out
Lol
😭
I love that I can hear he’s feelings trough his voice while he is singing what he feels I just really love it
*Every crack in his voice made my heart hurt.* 😢
I have same fealing
it shouldn't after what he did 😀
@@random.ars0nist_410 it makes me even more sad. He was and is a broken person.
Bro forgive him
and he really REALLY wanted to see a child's crack 🤷♂️🤷♂️
*"CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP LET ME FINNISH A SENTENCE!!!!!!!"*
Creepypasta amino?
Ah yes. Me right here:
"I'm going to heaven"
Ooh, don't know about that one champ.
''I stay disconnected''
that kids, are why you dont need discord friends.
I’m in love with his voice and music anyone else 😭🙌🏻
U can hear the pain in his voice😖but I love the song. 2020 anyone ✋
im here in 2021 i traveled time
2022..
@@mossy_cosplays 2024
I still wanna be able to look up to him but now I just can't, I want to but I also don't, why joel :'(
I just broke up with my girlfriend a few days ago and this song is too relatable i know he was a monster but he made some beautiful music
Crow Boy I feel bad for you man,theres been times were get scared and joel were my only friends but this music is fucking healing lmao
I love this man's music even after the child pornography.
(Its not like he made some)
@-Sad Panda- he got arrested for DOWNLOADING child pornography.
was she 5?
@@nikel.m5432 So? Yes he downloaded them but the thing people are getting mad over is WHAT he downloaded. Not only that but how do you think people get these pics? Someone has had to get some kid and force them naked (kids like these are usually into trafficking and they'll most likely be abused) and have their pic taken just for someone like joel to jack off to. I love his voice and his music for years and it's ok to still like his voice, but you are just justifying his behavior.
Damn bro really said "can you just shut up and let me finish a sentence" and is serving a prison sentence
For one second.
I thought that was Shane Dawson.
OoOoops..
i did too its oki
not a working channel anymore SAMEEE
not a working channel anymore how?
SAME-
and i oop-
his music is on point👌this one of my favorite songs but why he have to do what he did
I mean. At least he wasn't a physical child rapist.
Mituna Captor It’s not a “at least it wasn’t” kind of situation. What he did was sick and twisted, and I hope he regrets what he did. You can’t defend his actions. He had child porn, some of which were toddlers and infants.
carterbear06 / CBear Playz
“someone’s gonna get laid in college”
@@carterbear exactly
Joel Faviere is the best music artist i've ever heard.
My fav is Brandnew
Great with music horrible person
Ugandan Knuckles, they said BEST MUSIC ARTIST, not best person ever. (also do you know dah way?)
Ugandan Knuckles nobody cares
yup
"so just take off you're clothes" projecting the future a bit there Joel?
LMAO
me: we need more brea-
my mom: just shut up
me: lET ME FINISH A SENTENCE
You don't understand how long I've tried to find this song it drove me crazy every day BUT I FINALLY FOUND IT
I support the art, but no longer the artist
Maybe what he did wasn't the best. But that won't stop my from enjoying his music.
@Future Marine so you support child abuse?...
@Future Marine ok.....
Future Marine I don't think you should be a future marine if you support pedophiles
Future Marine zomg cxxx ur so edgy and hip dood
HOLY FUCK IVE ONLY EVER HEARD THIS IN NIGHTCORE
You know what, i just found this dude and just found out like every other comment here what he did but after finding out what he did the lyrics of his songs just makes me a bit uneasy just thinking of what might have gone through his mind as he wrote them if he was the one that wrote them. That aside i feel bad for him, what he did was sick i agree but also sad...we all have a dark side to us, some big and others small,some not acceptable and others shameful and whatnot, it is not like we asked or wanted to be the way we are but we just are and we really can't help it. It really is sad *sigh*
i was obsessed with this song about 5 years ago when i was 11 but stopped soon after learning about what he did. it is a shame that he did that because i still enjoy this song even now but can't help but relate it back to the artist
1:20 don't think you are
1:53 bro that's almost what you got arrested for
Fuckin lawl
My dude, that's not the point of those lyrics 😂😭
@@heishareyes9347 I know but it's creepy
@@richellebellerjeau4860 yeah you have a point lmao but this song was written a whileeee before anything
Why can't people just enjoy the music and stop bringing up what he did?
Anyone else here because they heard the Nightcore version first?
Definitely.
Taylor _Woods ye
Taylor _Woods me XD
Where else would i come from? (Other than the closet.)
ayyyyyyyyy
I don't know about him going to heaven...
Code_senpai Gamer Yeah. I don't see it either...
ToxicLovePotion, yeah.
I don't see any one in this day and age going
wait- did he create child pornography? heard about him having 100+ files of the shit but never heard of him making it
Yeah he is fucked up
OH GOD I LEGIT FORGOT ABOUT THIS SONG. AND IT RANDOMLY POPPED IN MY HEAD EARLIER CAUSE OF THE PIANO I HEARD AND I HAD TO FIND IT I'M SO HAPPY AAAAA
I used to listen to this with my friend I'm with her rn and I just started crying because of past things and I just its happy and both sad memories
No one notices your tears,
No one notices your sadness,
No one notices your pains,
But they all notice your mistakes.
I can't tell if your defending him or what? What he did was not a mistake. He knew what he did, he knew it was wrong, he knew if he got caught he'd go to jail. So he didn't make a mistake he was just a horrible person
@@UnluckyFerret First off, I'm fucking confused, second, I didn't know I wrote/pasted that here, and third, that had nothing to do with the video. Sorry if I offended you at all, my comment was just a fact, not even about him.
this reminds me when your favorite manga is not ongoing any more
he was an amazing artist who made some amazing music but what he did is Unforgivable
After 10 years im still being miss codependent lol
This song hit me hard. His voice sounds so broken and hurt. Although he did do something horrible, I still love this song.
And he's not going to heaven
😂
You're right
@@angelwithhrns8405 r/wooshhhh
@@kendraiguess9831 lmao think first
@@angelwithhrns8405 its a joke moron
“Is the freedom fun” “guess ill never know”
*we know*
feels ;-;
That ";-;" hit me hard ._.
Man all these lyrics really sound like how he’s feeling in his new room.
BC of these comments, I now feel uncomfy listening to this song- But thank you for bringing the issue to light
Its fine to listen this song and like it. =)
Yeah so I looked up the artist and when I saw the first pic I thought "oh, that looks like a mugshot!" Now I realize.... It was a mugshot
I know what he did was wrong but I still love that he helped me live other wise I would of been 3 years gone by now
Rachael Doherty you can like the songs and not the singer, people don't seem to realize that.
Blah blah blah He can still have a good career he just can't do concerts
What happened?
Haliey Smith he was caught with child pornography
I sound exactly like him and I'm so disgusted by it every time I sing I feel like hell
this is the only song i know him from, but this seriously makes me really emotional with the fact that i relate to the line "life is pathetic, should i just go? should i just end it?"
"So just take off your clothes...What are you stopping me for isn't this what you wanted?" This is too creepy.... He was arrested for child pornography... WHY JOEL?!!?
Hailey McLean woah wait what???
I know Austin jones was but did joel actually get arrested for that?
yep
gosh you skipped a few lines get it right okay it's a fucking song
This song is before all that..
So this is the original audio, fantastic.
This is a really good song...the music, the voice, the lyrics, the feelings you get when you listen to it🙌👏
He is fucked and no one can forgive what he did
@@callumyeet3474 And you're mentioning this because? She was talking about his music not about what he did. I'm not a fan or anything but ya'll are taking this thing too far. I'm reading the comments and I can't see anyone praise his music without someone else mentioning what he did. So what if he watches child porn, let him live his life how he pleases. Ya'll make me sick, I would take him over all of you backstabbing bitches anyday.
@@kingtaehyung9680 I know this is a super late response but..... Ewwww. He. Watched. Child. Porn. Why the hell would you even think of telling someone 'oh just let him do what he pleases' so now we just don't talk about how he found pleasure in watching kids get raped and abused?! Dude, if you support or even take his side I think you really need to rethink your actions. He's a disgusting person.
My kid was listening to nightcore I hate nightcore. But my ears perked up. Thanks for making this song. You just summed up 5 years of both mine and my husband's life. And while I'm not with him, I can't wait to show him this. Love it so much.
you did amazing with the lyrics this is my favorite song plz keep up with the amazing vids :3
Ill try! I love the feedback :)
I love his voice
Wow he was one Year in the band called " Get scared" 🙂
When you have the same first name as him and it then also fits your life so damn good, then it really hits different...
It's so sad that he's such a good singer but what he did just pisses me off
reminds me of my ex. idk how i found this. i was blackout drunk listening to songs and came across this once i woke up, i love it.
*when he says he’s going to heaven- he’s not, he made a huge sin that won’t let him enter heaven*
R.i.p
Ok Ms. perfect...
HE'S DEAD??
woah... i know i heard this many times before but i never knew that joel was the singer... woah
Me: *is talking * friend: *is always interrupting me * me: CAN YOU SHUT UP LET ME FINISH A SENTENCE
Was not expecting that voice but I’m not complaining
What were you expecting?
I don't need drugs to coupe because I have Joel's music
I heard this from Spotify, I'm so glad that I found this ❤️
Think his prison mates would ask him to sing them to sleep ?
Probably
Me: **finds nightcore first**
Nightcore to me: **Normal Speed**
Normal Song: **TOO DAYUM SLOW-**
Joel A. Faviere was incarcerated on June 27th 2018 on hundreds of counts of possession of underage pornography as well as it's distribution. He was sentenced to 13 years in South Bay Correctional Facility in Florida, his current release date is December 7th, 2029, if he survives his stay, which is doubtful given his conviction.
omg I love this song and the singer is amazing damn I love this smfh
*reads comments*
ok maybe not
Got pretty much all my teenage drama through his music...met him also at a show...he was a cool guy.. We all have temptations and addictions.. the Devil is real and He lives.
Tf mans we all have temptations?? He watched child and toddlers being sexually abused?? Ye his music is amaizng bit tf dude??
Not all people in this world are as healthy as you are Nicole.
@@HanmaDhmka temptations?! Dude, he watched kids, toddlers even get abused and raped. I have a close family member who's not even a year old, I can't even imagine the pain my family and me would go through if we knew he had been abused like that AND someone had downloaded it for their pleasure. Some people aren't as good as others but what this man did was disgusting and I really hope people don't like the guy anymore.
@@HanmaDhmka Imagine having sympathy for a child sexual abuser and excusing his actions by claiming he gave into “temptation” and “the devil’s influence.” There is NO EXCUSE for harming a child or teen, especially when it comes to sexual abuse. Not religion, not mental illness, nothing. you’re a fucking despicable person and so is this evil man.
I felt this so deeply, I'm not going through a break up rn, but I did have to unfriend my best friend, that cut so deeply, but they hurt me for years and made sure to hurt me deeply so I had to leave them behind. it hurts like a break up and I wish they were just nice like how they were in the start of our friendship, why did they have to give me trust issues and hurt me like that? what did I even do?
Damn this hurts. I try to avoid his music because I just support him after what he did. I actually used to talk to him and he seemed like a really sweet guy. I Loved loved his music. So when it came out what he did my heart was really broken 💔
No bc why do inkeep find him after years of not seeing him. This is the third time and I was just thinking about him this year!! Dude 2019 - 2020 first time and the sometimes during 2021 - 2022 and now 2024. 😂it's like every 2 years he reminds me of his song and this I forget his name lmaoo. This time I added him to a playlist so I'll never forget lmao
Fck, there was a time when I was listening Joel on repeat, probably more than a decade ago.
Haven’t heard about him in years, but it’s a Christmas time and I remembered “Sick on a Christmas Eve”.
Then I read about the crazy amount of child porn and his arrest.
Bursting in tears in my kitchen, completely shocked.
It’s painful how talented he was and what he has become. A monster.
i dont think ill be able to listen to his songs anymore now knowing what hes done
*Even though he’s a sick and troubled person I won’t stop listening to his music*
I really like this song the song is pretty cool and the voice of the people singing is really showing their emotion and the lyrics is realistic. : ))
Don't think your going to heaven anymore there Joel
Simon Salinas true. I love his music. Don't really respect him as a person though. But there are worse people out there
Julie Beth yeah but just doesn’t make what he did ok
Rats of the Universe Unite no it's definitely not okay but I still enjoy his music
Julie Beth yeah I just wish he made better choices
Rats of the Universe Unite same
He's gotten me through so much.
Feel free to skip this, just another story. This song reminds me of the situation I'm in, I was overweight by 5 pounds and I had 2 underweight friends who would always call me fat, I had tried being an anorexic countless times but failed, and for some reason I succeeded these past few months. To say the least, I have anorexia. When I started losing weight, my friends said nothing at all. Finally being at a normal weight, I wanted to lose more. So I did, until I was underweight. I really can't see the change at all, but one day my friends told me I was too skinny, they said it was ugly. I stared down at my full plate, just speechless, I had tears filling my eyes to the brim. And I remember every detail of their face when I asked "isn't this what you wanted?"And left them there to lose more weight.
Boredwithourlives Prouductions I’m really sorry that you and your friends are going through that battle. ♥︎
Hadassah Thank you for your support, I really appreciate it. :)
Boredwithourlives Prouductions I’m worried for you, www.anad.org/our-services/treatment-directory/ Here’s a support group if you’d like :>
Those where not even friends they where apparently enemies. They where jealous on how pretty you are and where. :)
the pain in him voice hits different
Me before reading the comments: just vibin 😎
Me after reading the comments: --- 😐🔫
This will always remind me of an old good friend of mine
I love this song, but from what I heard about him. I'm shock.
I got de song on meh phone and I listen to it every morning night and at shopping! I woveee de song!!
1:53 joel no that's almost what you got arrested for
2:46
Joel you’re not going to heaven my dude
This song is a literal mood 😳🤭😁
"... I'm going to heaven"
Uhmmmm
this song fits me perfectly
he is getting released in 11 years
I honestly hope he never gets released lol
what he did won't make me hate this song cause this song is the bomb
and my comfort song
0:14 god i sure hope so
Yeah. What he did was fucked.
Well then, I’ve never heard a song relating to me this much before
It's bad what he did but his music is good. I like this song. I just wish he didn't do that bad thing
2020 still here