My best friend is still here but I worry about her 24/7 I wish she could just understand how much I love her and everyone else. All of her friends love her to bits but she just doesn't understand. What do you recommend I do..? I just find it so hard to cope with all of the things people are doing to themselves... 😔😔
When I was pretty depressed I always tried to see the good things. I tried to understand that there were people who loved me and who still love me. Maybe try to tell her how much you care about her and show her. call her. text her. meet her. just try to make her feel loved and show her the good things about life.
I remember when I was in middle school a friend told on me about my self harm and they called my dad, I felt horrible when I saw him sitting there in the office. They suggested to him that I be put in a mental hospital, he told them okay but never put me in. Though the years, it was an on and off thing. I'm 21 now and I've clean for six years.
President Kiyoko Actually, if someone is self harming enough, being put in a mental hospital could be a good option. It's a safe place, with less ways for them to end up harming themselves again. The staff would also be able to help them through it, whilst making sure they do not continue to harm themselves.
honestly that was a but if back stabbing friend, they may have been trying to help you but they should have talked to you about it and sort out the best solution together instead of going behind your back like that.
I totally agree with you, this song is a complete masterpiece and doesn't deserve to be called your stereotypical "Emo, Edgy, Weirdo song." But what can we do? Which is something I hate...
I haven't had bullies in a long time, because I hide what people hate so they like me. My bullies are my own thoughts. I can't even be alone without feeling in pain emotionally. I hate myself.
I'm 3 years clean, and have honestly turned my life completely around - found this in my watch history from a LONG time ago. If you're considering harming yourself or ending your life, please do not. I was one to look at these comments and think happiness wasn't for me, but it was, eventually. Please get help, you are so, SO, SO worth it. Turn your life around. You can be happy.
Im about 3 or 4 months clean but I still think about doing just to make the scars stay because I feel like they were an obstacle I got through and I hate to see them go but I won’t
Sadly, I can relate to this so well. And it's sad to see other people are going through the same thing. It's the kind of pain you would never wish on someone else if you've really been there. Not even your worst enemy. I cry myself to sleep every night, struggle not to cut most days, not self-harm at all. But it's not easy. Thankfully, I haven't cut for about a year now, but just dug my nails into my arm just last night. I am so sorry for anyone who knows this pain. Just keep telling yourself that you are an amazing person and you are still here for a reason. That it will get better if you keep your head up. You are beautiful and worth every moment here on Earth.
Shelby's Akward Channel Omg, I remember that incident. My best friend told me about it and we were both dissapointed and horrified the fact that Joel did that.
Thanks to Joel I have been clean for 1 month and 10 days :) thank you Joel for showing me and giving me the strength I needed! I hope to stay clean for the rest of my life.
People can suck...words hurt... I know life can be hard but just believe it will get better. I promise it will get better. It took a good friend of mine to show me that and I am forever thankful to him!
I keep rewinding the song and I cry every time because this song reminds me of my friend, and all of the people who's live are like this. I'm not joking I'm in tears right now sobbing quietly.
Joel just has that voice.. That makes me want to cry.. I've listened to him for about 4 years now, and every time I hear a song by him, I just.... Cry....
This guy has such a beautiful voice that's loud and strong and powerful, and when you hear him singing you can really feel the emotions in his voice and really understand what he's saying, receiving the message clearly. This music helps with my depression and anxiety, considering all anybody sees on the outside is this angry sad girl and I'm dying on the inside. If they knew
When ever I listen to this song I always end up crying because it really explains my life. This helps me when there is nobody I can turn to. It helps me through my depression. Who else has been helped through this song ?
Have been listening to this song ever since I started battling depression and cutting because of it. I relate to this song so much, that it is actually sad. Thank you for this song.
I’m autistic and that makes me different. I have lived with the thought and the things people said. But the one thing that kept me from my own void of a heart was my little sister. She’s gone now, but I think of it as a challenge from God. And I have this desire to put dye anyone’s expectations of me. I want to prove people wrong. Who’s with me?
I don't know how a person plummets to such a low point in their life that compels them to indulge in child pornography, but nothing can excuse such a heinous act. By supporting something so disgusting, he has completely turned his back on anyone who has ever supported and felt inspired by his work. His music helped those of us who struggled with self-harm and depression. That's a topic that still deserves our support, but Joel chose to support the pain of so many children who will undoubtedly go on to experience their own battles with depression. It's this act of hypocrisy that makes it impossible to listen to his music from now on without thinking of those victims. Its unforgivable.
I find it almost unbelievable. How can someone who helped so many through their times of hardship, do such a disgusting and inhuman thing? It's truely disturbing, and makes my skin crawl.
fucking true, i hate it how he turned into all the people he hated...Honestly I don't wanna listen to his music but sometimes i go so low in life that i can't help but at least listen to one song.
"If they really knew all of those things you did in your room, to hide the pain, I bet your their minds would change" is such a relatable thing. I can't.
I can't explain how inspirational Joel is to me, every song just has meaning to me. every time I play this song, I can't help myself but to sing along and cry. I love him and his music.
His work with Get Scared was their best work imo. I love the really shaky vibrato and range he has. It made them sound so unique and cool, but Matthews just sounds like a really typical singer honestly.
His songs are so beautiful and his voice is amazing! Even without Get Scared, he still made himself a musician career!! ....But then he had to choose the wrong path.... He was arrested for having on his computer over 5,000 files (videos+images) of children and toddlers being sexually abused. It hurts me so bad seeing he messed up his life. He said that child porn became an "addiction" to him. Like the treatment to his depression, at least this is what I understood.. .....I will never be able again to listen to his songs without thinking "Man, this IS a child predator. My ex-favourite singer ruined HUNDREDS of childhoods." It is disguisting.... Thank you for reading my comment!
I seriously wish that this song was around sooner than it has. About 4 years ago, I was abused at home, bullied at school, and suicidal. I didn't really have anyone to talk to. And it may have been 4 years but I've beaten all of that. This song awakened things I thought I had forgotten. And now people understand my past. The best part? My crush from back then told me that I was always worth it. And that I never deserved the pain I've gone through.
Suicidal Ways I was the exact same way when I watched it. It was so intense! I don't think I will be watching that movie again anytime soon. I did enjoy it though! I could relate on so many levels...
I love this song so much. It gave me strength when I was in a really bad place. Although my life isn't perfect now and I still slip back there every so often I'm a lot better off as a whole. I'm nearly a year clean from self harm and everything is starting to get better. So, for anyone reading this, it does get better, it just takes time, a lot of time. But eventually things will change for the better.
i Found this song when I was in middle school, and now I’m in college almost gonna graduate 🫂 wishing better days for you all, hopefully you all been in okay🫶🏼
I know it may sound hard to be cheerful in dark times, but if you think about it, there is a time where you were happy. And if you say there isn't, there is. You could be a kid who has been beaten and threatened all your life, but hey, you're still alive, you have a place to live, and you're not gonna stay with your parents your whole life (unless you want to). You just keep your head up, find a way to express your feelings through drawing, sports, writing, singing, dancing, anything really, except cutting bc you aren't solving anything. Its just making you feel like you're doing something good, it's just making the problem worse. You have more to you than just you. You have a personality that you can build on to make you a wonderful person. And think, when you are old enough you can move away! It may seem like it's too long, or you don't think you can last, but you can. You just have to be greatful for what you have now and look on the bright side. There is good everywhere. Even good can come from bad. If you're in a bad situation and been in it for a while and your friend starts to get into one you can help them out, you May even be able to help more than one person. All of you matter and all of you are special. There is no one exactly like you and no one can replace you. Please don't hurt yourself bc people are judgemental and they'll think down on you bc they think, by looking at your marks, they know you and that's not true. You're more than your skin. You're a fantastic individual. I know I sound like an annoyingly hopeful person, but that's what I try to be :) I will be annoyingly hopeful so all the sad people will get irritated by my optimism and just give in to it! Its really fun over here in optimistic-land, all you sad negative people are missing ouuuutttt~~
+Jessica Naramor I feel like I get what you're saying, I don't cry myself it's damn near impossible for me to cry but I feel sadness and I scream and cry inside my head I just cant explain it but I cannot express sadness on the outside.
I have always been a sensitive person, I can’t take criticism, I can’t get bullied, I can’t even deal with someone slightly raising their tone of voice at me because it would always end in tears. This song was always my light in life that people could be better, but now that I’m older I don’t see it like I once did.
Even after all these years, this song is still something I relate too. When I lost my friend it hurt. She left me cause I was a bit chubby and mostly awkward. Than people started to stop talking to me in general so that also hurt. My "friends" left me for me twin sister but I'm okay with that now. They just used me as the back up person or the "go to advance person". Heck, even the "person to vent to but will leave after" person. People always doubted me all the time. I've always felt alone but I made some new friends and online friends who cheer me up when my own family couldn't or didn't realize I needed someone. If only people would not judge me or anyone without getting to know us because we've all gone through something. I have a past that will remain in the past for as long as needed. Everyone has a reason to relate to this song.
Others: Your life isn't a film don't end it Your skin isn't paper don't cut it Your neck isn't a hanger don't hang it You aren't a wall don't block people out Your size isn't a book don't judge it Your face isn't a mask don't hide it Me: im smiling, but that doesnt mean im happy im laughing, but that doesnt mean i find it funny im eating, but that doesnt mean i want to im hearing, but that doesnt mean im listning im living, but that doesn't mean i've tried not t0 (yet i still don't believe them)
i Zillies "What about souls? I have a black heart, but a broken soul. But the black heart can be turned to good by a person I trust, but I trust no one, so soon this black heart will become broken and hell is going to have a new visitor, it won't be me but I would be the cause of it." :3
I agree..except Alice in wonderland showed me there was also a queen of hearts...but when I find her, she will probably give me a broken heart. Then all the broken pieces will turn black.. So yeah, you're right.
I don't know why/how/when he did what he did... But honestly I love the music, the lyrics, the melody. But at this point I can't say I love the man. Sometimes i cry thinking of what he did and how someone could've stopped or helped him. But I can't forgive him, I can't say whether any of us can.
*Before reading this, please know i am just putting this here for myself and for people who relate to this* After not knowing what this song meant when I was 6, I finally find out what it means. and it has been getting even more relatable by the second. More people are facing the war of depression at the moment, and I'm one of them. Just know whoever is reading this, I'm here to help with anything even If I do not know you. we all have something in common that we should share with others. I am from 2020 and I have come back after 7 years. Just to say, it's okay to cry about your problems, you are strong and amazing, do not let anyone hurt you, you can get through things, you'll be alright in the future, whatever is happening is never your fault, try to do things little by little, there are people with you that'll help you later on, Talk to someone you know that will always be there, don't hide your problems from everyone, do not end your life just yet, there's so much to come.. i will be returning shortly: 2020 - [] 2021 - 2022 - 2023 - 2024 - 2025 - 2026 - 2027 - I will be using this comment as a yearly updated diary...
Bullies have messed my friend up. She'll never be the same.. They didn't even do anything that bad, I just can't understand.. I'm too pure, unworthy and positive to understand.. 😔
I’ve heard every song from Joel and I started to listen to him in 2015. I wish I could forgive him but it’s impossible. His songs helped me get out of a dark place and he was my role model for a good 2 years. I wish he would’ve never gotten into child pornography and shit.
I was 14 listening to this.. I'm 20 now, and listening to this makes it seem as if it was just yesterday that i was crying in my bedroom listening to this song on repeat... I'm fine now, i feel good. I just came across this listening 3 doors down ;^; damn
When others are sad, I notice When I'm sad, nobody notice When others are in pain, I notice When I'm in pain, nobody notice When others are *crying,* I notice When I'm crying, *nobody* notice That was me in the past, always thinking "nobody would notice me, nobody would understand me." I wish I had friends back then...All I got as a child is bullied physically and mentally. Others pretend to be my friend, they ended up being fake, abandon me, or lost contact. I have few friends today, but I still get bullied *constantly.* The worst part is... *nobody* still notice me everytime I cry...
I just want everyone to know that any reason to not die is a good reason. Whether it’s something like no one else will water your plants or your dog will miss you or any reason, it’s enough. Keep fighting. I believe in everyone here to keep living
I found this song several years when i was in middle school when me depression was at its worst. In high school, i used this for a class project in theatre arts by maming it a dramatic monologue. Now this song is a memory for me.
It’s very weird having been in a negative mindset listening to this song only a few years ago. Here I am back, listening to it, but not in the same way as before. Not better, just different through more experience of dealing with these issues.
I'm honestly happy that i got out of my suicidal self and the depression i had like a year ago..But to all of you that are thinking of suicide or self harm. Please do not cut or kill yourself.I myself did cut and i still regret it because the scars are visible at all times.But just please don't kill yourself there are people in the world that care for you. I hope to everyone that is reading this a very good day!
Guys, to all of you who have been suffering from depression or suicidal thoughts, just know, you're not alone, you're never alone, don't ever think no one would miss you because you know damn well everyone would, Remember, nothing bad lasts forever, neither does the good so be patient, please, because all those bad things that have been happening to you will eventually become positive, please don't try to argue with me saying things like "It's been 5 or 6 years since so and so has been happening and nothing has changed!" Because so help me God, you need to be patient it won't occur in just 6 or more Years it'll take somewhat more, but I promise you it'll be worth the wait. If you are suffering from depression, Please, seek help, talk to your parents or a Therapist or someone you can trust, if your parents don't care, then don't tell them, if your friends don't care, don't tell them, and if your Therapist doesn't care, HAHAHAHAHAHA quite the fucking B.S because why the hell would there be Therapist's who won't help people who are in need of finding hope. I am sorry if I sound rude, but don't try to come up with excuses on why you can't vent to someone, if you ever want to talk to someone, talk to me, i won't ignore you, we can chat here. I won't let anyone just give up on life or themselves, not here and not Now.. depression isn't a joke, neither are other types of mental illnesses like disorders or anxiety etc.
I don't know any of you personally, but I love you. All of you. Why? Because we all understand this song, we all relate and we all know that we are NOT MAD. We are fighting something awful... and no matter what, I want you to hold on and keep going. No matter what because it does get better. You are the opposite of worthless, you are all among the strongest people.. and one day you will gain something amazing from this. Trust me. Never think that no one cares, they do. I care, everyone who listens along to this song does as well.. I promise.
used to be my song when i was suicidal lmfao. this is bringing back soo many memories. when i used to self harm and when i tried to overdose holy moly i was a saddo. im so glad things got sorta better
I remember as a kid, I used to get bullied everyday and come crying home, I’d listen to this song for 8 hours on end on my computer hidden away from the world because of what a small group of people saying some meaningless words had said to me. I’d scratch my arms with my nails, tear my hair out and cry for hours. It makes me laugh actually, because to this day, nothing has changed. Believe it or not, it’s true, my mum only broke the news to me 3 months ago.
I used to cry every night to this song when I lost my best friend. Now I'm loosing another. I came back.
I've lost my best friends too. stay strong things will get better I swear
My best friend is still here but I worry about her 24/7 I wish she could just understand how much I love her and everyone else. All of her friends love her to bits but she just doesn't understand. What do you recommend I do..? I just find it so hard to cope with all of the things people are doing to themselves... 😔😔
When I was pretty depressed I always tried to see the good things. I tried to understand that there were people who loved me and who still love me. Maybe try to tell her how much you care about her and show her. call her. text her. meet her. just try to make her feel loved and show her the good things about life.
I don't suffer from depression but I want to help people who have it and spread a positive message , trust me , it gets better
Xmaddy- saturnX *losing
Now Your walking back
To a place you call home
But you feel so alone...
it's your darker place.. the remarks they make. x.x just fuck, i still hope their minds would change...
KalibUchiha you are not alone
That one almost made me cry
yeah, that's the lyric that gets to me, because my family is the cause of my isolation so going home feels so..... empty. and painful.
Sometimes you can feel alone doesn't mean u are
the pain in his voice tho
Chara Dreemurr XD wat
Nightmare Annimations Idk he just does... @-@
Chara Dreemurr true
sam horan in my opinion he can keep hurting
sam horan hes in jail
I act like I don't care while I'm hurting inside, I don't talk, I isolate myself from the world, even if it sounds cheesy
Great Dragon Gaming same
Great Dragon Gaming I also do that because no one loves me in the world
So true
Great Dragon Gaming same
I do the same thing only while listening to loud music, acting like I'm fine... when I might not be fine...
Ugh... i cry a lot while listening to this song. I wish their minds did change..
Jace Farber same..
I remember when I was in middle school a friend told on me about my self harm and they called my dad, I felt horrible when I saw him sitting there in the office. They suggested to him that I be put in a mental hospital, he told them okay but never put me in. Though the years, it was an on and off thing. I'm 21 now and I've clean for six years.
A mental hospital...?
They should be put in a mental hospital! 😒
President Kiyoko agree...
President Kiyoko Actually, if someone is self harming enough, being put in a mental hospital could be a good option. It's a safe place, with less ways for them to end up harming themselves again. The staff would also be able to help them through it, whilst making sure they do not continue to harm themselves.
honestly that was a but if back stabbing friend, they may have been trying to help you but they should have talked to you about it and sort out the best solution together instead of going behind your back like that.
Congratulations on 6 years of being clean!
It honestly saddens me how such a truly meaningful song is now only thought of as an 'edgy song'.
I totally agree with you, this song is a complete masterpiece and doesn't deserve to be called your stereotypical "Emo, Edgy, Weirdo song." But what can we do? Which is something I hate...
People and stereotypes just ruin things like this and it honestly sucks
This song is not edgy! It's catchy!
I haven't had bullies in a long time, because I hide what people hate so they like me.
My bullies are my own thoughts.
I can't even be alone without feeling in pain emotionally.
I hate myself.
I totally understand. My bullies are my own thoughts too. They judge me so others don't have to.
Same. But I am getting bullied this year and I've already tried to kill myself 2 times because of it.
Kay_teeh Please don't commit suicide. Things will get better.
I agree. I don’t know who I am.
Same
This song captures the pain in my life.
I'm sharing this, not for attention, but for those who feel the same to know they aren't alone.
I love how you said 'captures my pain'.
I'm 3 years clean, and have honestly turned my life completely around - found this in my watch history from a LONG time ago. If you're considering harming yourself or ending your life, please do not. I was one to look at these comments and think happiness wasn't for me, but it was, eventually. Please get help, you are so, SO, SO worth it. Turn your life around. You can be happy.
Jay R im just scared that if anyone finds out i have bad depression... they will just make more fun of me...
Im about 3 or 4 months clean but I still think about doing just to make the scars stay because I feel like they were an obstacle I got through and I hate to see them go but I won’t
I found this song when I was 9, now I'm 15. When I was struggling then, and when I'm struggling now, this is the song that saved me.
We are suicidal kids talking other suicidal kids out of self-harm wow
ikr wow i love it
Inception
well, no one else want to help us so we have to help each other .__.
I am still cutting my self It Really is my favorite pain
:)
After 8 years, I've finally gone 3 months without harming myself. If I did it, I believe everyone will be able to at some point.
From 2012-2015 I won my war with depression and now I'm back.... I feel so disappointed
Same
Same 2015-2017 the start od the year like january i was okay but im falling deeper into old habits.....
You're never alone. Always remember that.
Brendy Hernandez Keep believing in yourself! You can win the fight against depression!
Same
Sadly, I can relate to this so well. And it's sad to see other people are going through the same thing. It's the kind of pain you would never wish on someone else if you've really been there. Not even your worst enemy. I cry myself to sleep every night, struggle not to cut most days, not self-harm at all. But it's not easy. Thankfully, I haven't cut for about a year now, but just dug my nails into my arm just last night. I am so sorry for anyone who knows this pain. Just keep telling yourself that you are an amazing person and you are still here for a reason. That it will get better if you keep your head up. You are beautiful and worth every moment here on Earth.
"You can't outrun a bad reputation" ~Joel Faviere. Then I think about what you(Joel) did.
kaylin sangatio What did he do?
Chipster Can Fly he had thousand's of child porn saved into his computer and.he was arrested last.year
Shelby's Akward Channel Oh my God...........wow.....there's no words I can even think of saying with that news.....
Shelby's Akward Channel Omg, I remember that incident. My best friend told me about it and we were both dissapointed and horrified the fact that Joel did that.
I heard of it just now but,this song I love it still,ppl fuck up and who knows if he haves mental health issues.
i love this song!!! ive listened to it 20 million times today. joel faviere is sooo amazing!!
Closed world, open wounds
Open world, wounds closed.
closed world wounds closed
Keno Mouk Open world, open wounds
Living, quietly bleeding
Emma Taylor bleeding, quietly living
Thanks to Joel I have been clean for 1 month and 10 days :) thank you Joel for showing me and giving me the strength I needed! I hope to stay clean for the rest of my life.
People can suck...words hurt... I know life can be hard but just believe it will get better. I promise it will get better. It took a good friend of mine to show me that and I am forever thankful to him!
I keep rewinding the song and I cry every time because this song reminds me of my friend, and all of the people who's live are like this. I'm not joking I'm in tears right now sobbing quietly.
Joel just has that voice.. That makes me want to cry.. I've listened to him for about 4 years now, and every time I hear a song by him, I just.... Cry....
Brings me back to middle school I'd stay up all night listening to this. I'm 20 now still listening...
hey!!! hope all is well same here ◡̈
This guy has such a beautiful voice that's loud and strong and powerful, and when you hear him singing you can really feel the emotions in his voice and really understand what he's saying, receiving the message clearly.
This music helps with my depression and anxiety, considering all anybody sees on the outside is this angry sad girl and I'm dying on the inside.
If they knew
Yes he has a unique voice
When ever I listen to this song I always end up crying because it really explains my life. This helps me when there is nobody I can turn to. It helps me through my depression. Who else has been helped through this song ?
Have been listening to this song ever since I started battling depression and cutting because of it. I relate to this song so much, that it is actually sad. Thank you for this song.
Agreed👍
Sierra Uecker Things will get better.
Sierra Uecker stay strong and keep fighting
You deserve to live just like everyone else. Go and have fun with the remarkable things in the world. Look for the bright things in life.
I’m autistic and that makes me different. I have lived with the thought and the things people said. But the one thing that kept me from my own void of a heart was my little sister. She’s gone now, but I think of it as a challenge from God. And I have this desire to put dye anyone’s expectations of me. I want to prove people wrong. Who’s with me?
I don't know how a person plummets to such a low point in their life that compels them to indulge in child pornography, but nothing can excuse such a heinous act. By supporting something so disgusting, he has completely turned his back on anyone who has ever supported and felt inspired by his work. His music helped those of us who struggled with self-harm and depression. That's a topic that still deserves our support, but Joel chose to support the pain of so many children who will undoubtedly go on to experience their own battles with depression. It's this act of hypocrisy that makes it impossible to listen to his music from now on without thinking of those victims. Its unforgivable.
I find it almost unbelievable. How can someone who helped so many through their times of hardship, do such a disgusting and inhuman thing? It's truely disturbing, and makes my skin crawl.
I couldn't care less , the world is a cold dirty place , I'm just here for decent music
I had no clue that happened where can I find some information about this horrific act?
fucking true, i hate it how he turned into all the people he hated...Honestly I don't wanna listen to his music but sometimes i go so low in life that i can't help but at least listen to one song.
Jungkooks tims just look it up on Google. It's on any news site
"If they really knew all of those things you did in your room, to hide the pain, I bet your their minds would change" is such a relatable thing. I can't.
I cried the first time I heard this song. this is the sixth time I heard this song and I still rear up becuz this relates to me life so much.
Just remember someone is always there, even if you can't see them.
this is my 26 time
Nico the hedgebat This is my life
Nico the hedgebat I hate whoever hurt you...........I mean it.........
Same
I can't explain how inspirational Joel is to me, every song just has meaning to me.
every time I play this song, I can't help myself but to sing along and cry. I love him and his music.
Started crying at "All of those things that you do in your room"
His work with Get Scared was their best work imo. I love the really shaky vibrato and range he has. It made them sound so unique and cool, but Matthews just sounds like a really typical singer honestly.
+Ryan Lawrence While nick has a good voice you are right i agree joel has very very unique vocals
Nick has some serious lungs, but Joel had a unique voice.
His songs are so beautiful and his voice is amazing! Even without Get Scared, he still made himself a musician career!!
....But then he had to choose the wrong path....
He was arrested for having on his computer over 5,000 files (videos+images) of children and toddlers being sexually abused.
It hurts me so bad seeing he messed up his life. He said that child porn became an "addiction" to him. Like the treatment to his depression, at least this is what I understood..
.....I will never be able again to listen to his songs without thinking "Man, this IS a child predator. My ex-favourite singer ruined HUNDREDS of childhoods." It is disguisting....
Thank you for reading my comment!
I seriously wish that this song was around sooner than it has. About 4 years ago, I was abused at home, bullied at school, and suicidal. I didn't really have anyone to talk to. And it may have been 4 years but I've beaten all of that. This song awakened things I thought I had forgotten. And now people understand my past. The best part? My crush from back then told me that I was always worth it. And that I never deserved the pain I've gone through.
It hurts that this song is so relatable...
I liked my own comment because it's not like anyone else will
@@britishweirdo881 I will!
8 months CLEAN!
Well done
Suicide Room brought me here...
:'(
+JanetIsNumberOne Really?! Me Too XD
Suicidal Ways I was the exact same way when I watched it. It was so intense! I don't think I will be watching that movie again anytime soon. I did enjoy it though! I could relate on so many levels...
saame
Same
I love this song so much. It gave me strength when I was in a really bad place. Although my life isn't perfect now and I still slip back there every so often I'm a lot better off as a whole. I'm nearly a year clean from self harm and everything is starting to get better. So, for anyone reading this, it does get better, it just takes time, a lot of time. But eventually things will change for the better.
This song explains me and my life. It makes me want to die more by knowing how I feel by music.
Thank you.
i Found this song when I was in middle school, and now I’m in college almost gonna graduate 🫂 wishing better days for you all, hopefully you all been in okay🫶🏼
I know it may sound hard to be cheerful in dark times, but if you think about it, there is a time where you were happy. And if you say there isn't, there is. You could be a kid who has been beaten and threatened all your life, but hey, you're still alive, you have a place to live, and you're not gonna stay with your parents your whole life (unless you want to). You just keep your head up, find a way to express your feelings through drawing, sports, writing, singing, dancing, anything really, except cutting bc you aren't solving anything. Its just making you feel like you're doing something good, it's just making the problem worse. You have more to you than just you. You have a personality that you can build on to make you a wonderful person. And think, when you are old enough you can move away! It may seem like it's too long, or you don't think you can last, but you can. You just have to be greatful for what you have now and look on the bright side. There is good everywhere. Even good can come from bad. If you're in a bad situation and been in it for a while and your friend starts to get into one you can help them out, you May even be able to help more than one person. All of you matter and all of you are special. There is no one exactly like you and no one can replace you. Please don't hurt yourself bc people are judgemental and they'll think down on you bc they think, by looking at your marks, they know you and that's not true. You're more than your skin. You're a fantastic individual. I know I sound like an annoyingly hopeful person, but that's what I try to be :) I will be annoyingly hopeful so all the sad people will get irritated by my optimism and just give in to it! Its really fun over here in optimistic-land, all you sad negative people are missing ouuuutttt~~
trying not to cry... trying not to cry...
This song doesn't make me cry, but inside it does. I feel like lots of people don't understand me. I will stay strong tho
+Jessica Naramor I feel like I get what you're saying, I don't cry myself it's damn near impossible for me to cry but I feel sadness and I scream and cry inside my head I just cant explain it but I cannot express sadness on the outside.
I used to listen to this all the time & cry out all my problems & listening to it now it just reminds me of everything I’ve overcame💛
I have always been a sensitive person, I can’t take criticism, I can’t get bullied, I can’t even deal with someone slightly raising their tone of voice at me because it would always end in tears. This song was always my light in life that people could be better, but now that I’m older I don’t see it like I once did.
Even after all these years, this song is still something I relate too. When I lost my friend it hurt. She left me cause I was a bit chubby and mostly awkward. Than people started to stop talking to me in general so that also hurt. My "friends" left me for me twin sister but I'm okay with that now. They just used me as the back up person or the "go to advance person". Heck, even the "person to vent to but will leave after" person. People always doubted me all the time. I've always felt alone but I made some new friends and online friends who cheer me up when my own family couldn't or didn't realize I needed someone. If only people would not judge me or anyone without getting to know us because we've all gone through something. I have a past that will remain in the past for as long as needed. Everyone has a reason to relate to this song.
"They say you're crazy"
"They say you're mad"
And they're right. :)
Sick.
Amy Deepsxo
thx
It's good to be crazy right!
right
RIGHT!
Marcel Lane
ABSOLUTELY!
DO you CUT?
So many people say they cry when they listen to this... I didn't cry a single tear, if I feel like this or not
Dominique-Simone Mullen ftw don't tell me to stfu god man I'm just 12
don't worry i didn't cry either
Same
Bailee Patterson you shouldn't be on youtube, sharing personal information such as your age, then.
ur mom You're not my real mom and shouldn't really be telling people what to do.............Just tellin'.
fuck life... only living cuz idk what would happen if i die.
lmao
Same. Tbh.
same
lol
Edgy
People don't change. They get worse after they find your flaws and they make you burn for it.
Others: Your life isn't a film don't end it
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it
Your neck isn't a hanger don't hang it
You aren't a wall don't block people out
Your size isn't a book don't judge it
Your face isn't a mask don't hide it
Me: im smiling, but that doesnt mean im happy
im laughing, but that doesnt mean i find it funny
im eating, but that doesnt mean i want to
im hearing, but that doesnt mean im listning
im living, but that doesn't mean i've tried not t0
(yet i still don't believe them)
I don't believe them either, my skin is paper tho, I judge myself bad, I also eat but don't want to
Same
Same.........
stay strong people
Alex mmd studios yeah... wish i could be as strong as i uded to be..
Thanks you too
I don't if I can be strong...I'm a girl tho...I lost a best friend
You too
I used to listen to his music all the time in the beginning of last year. Guess who's back?
What he did was AWFUL. But I do love this song so much.
Haley Weisman same me too.
who?
shishter snapped the guy who sings this song got sent to jail for possession of child pornography
@@Homicidal-bitchexe oh sHIT WHAT-
@@Homicidal-bitchexe what the- anyways um this song was my childhood
Id stop crying every time i lisen to this song but its my life
same
I cry whenever I hear this., I relate to it so much..
I think that there are 2 types of hearts in this world, black hearts and broken hearts :'(
True
i Zillies Preach ^_^
i Zillies "What about souls? I have a black heart, but a broken soul. But the black heart can be turned to good by a
person I trust, but I trust no one, so soon this black heart will become broken and hell is going to have a new visitor, it
won't be me but I would be the cause of it." :3
Rebeca Mihaltan "Sorry, hell has already had about 10 visitors because of me." XD
I agree..except Alice in wonderland showed me there was also a queen of hearts...but when I find her, she will probably give me a broken heart. Then all the broken pieces will turn black.. So yeah, you're right.
i believe in these scars..😧😢😢😢
I don't. I don't believe in anything anymore.
The way this was so real for me while in elementary and now wtf i didn't heal lol just marinated
Bro same LMFAO
LITERALLY
I don't know why/how/when he did what he did... But honestly I love the music, the lyrics, the melody. But at this point I can't say I love the man. Sometimes i cry thinking of what he did and how someone could've stopped or helped him. But I can't forgive him, I can't say whether any of us can.
I can relate to this song so well on so many levels...
Arashi Wolf I want to hug you right now 😭
I love this song because it's beautiful.
I hate it because it gets me sad, and makes me cry.
Even after 4 years I still cry listening to this song, too emotional
This song makes me cry sometimes more then other times but i love this this is the 4th time i have listened to it today.
HIS VOICE!!! I BLOODY LOVE IT!!
WHY IS EVERYONE HERE SAD????? IF YOU SAD I WILL VIRTUALLY HUG YOU
Such a powerful song with very powerful lyircs, very moving x
Everytime I listen to this itmakes me cry cause this is like my life
exactly! i feel the same.
Same.
:.( Still crying D:
this is my life to
i feel the sam and im crying to and cutting
*Before reading this, please know i am just putting this here for myself and for people who relate to this*
After not knowing what this song meant when I was 6, I finally find out what it means. and it has been getting even more relatable by the second. More people are facing the war of depression at the moment, and I'm one of them. Just know whoever is reading this, I'm here to help with anything even If I do not know you. we all have something in common that we should share with others.
I am from 2020 and I have come back after 7 years. Just to say, it's okay to cry about your problems, you are strong and amazing, do not let anyone hurt you, you can get through things, you'll be alright in the future, whatever is happening is never your fault, try to do things little by little, there are people with you that'll help you later on, Talk to someone you know that will always be there, don't hide your problems from everyone, do not end your life just yet, there's so much to come..
i will be returning shortly:
2020 - []
2021 -
2022 -
2023 -
2024 -
2025 -
2026 -
2027 -
I will be using this comment as a yearly updated diary...
Hey, don’t forget this (:
Update please?
I haven't heard this song in so long..
Same😁,I'm just going through all my old songs I listen to
I cry myself to sleep listening to this song every night.
Hey how are you doing now? Hope u have great day!!💞
Seeing the comments on this video make me sad... I wish people didn't have to go through this.
I completely broke into tears when I got to the part where he said" to hide the pain"
This night i dreamed about my bully's
I kicked their ass real hard😆
I hope I can do that in the real world!
Would be fun😆
+Ticci Toby if u don't get this read Ticci Toby creepypasta
👏👏👏
Bullies have messed my friend up. She'll never be the same.. They didn't even do anything that bad, I just can't understand.. I'm too pure, unworthy and positive to understand.. 😔
oliver watch XD
Did you kick their ass yet?
I’ve heard every song from Joel and I started to listen to him in 2015. I wish I could forgive him but it’s impossible. His songs helped me get out of a dark place and he was my role model for a good 2 years. I wish he would’ve never gotten into child pornography and shit.
this song goes out to my family cause if they did know what i did behind the door to hide the pain, their minds would change
This song genuinely made me cry. I love it so much and it's so relatable. Made me feel like the music was my friend. I like that in a song
This song still hits home and I’m 20 almost 21 now
I was 14 listening to this.. I'm 20 now, and listening to this makes it seem as if it was just yesterday that i was crying in my bedroom listening to this song on repeat... I'm fine now, i feel good. I just came across this listening 3 doors down ;^; damn
When others are sad, I notice
When I'm sad, nobody notice
When others are in pain, I notice
When I'm in pain, nobody notice
When others are *crying,* I notice
When I'm crying, *nobody* notice
That was me in the past, always thinking "nobody would notice me, nobody would understand me." I wish I had friends back then...All I got as a child is bullied physically and mentally. Others pretend to be my friend, they ended up being fake, abandon me, or lost contact. I have few friends today, but I still get bullied *constantly.* The worst part is... *nobody* still notice me everytime I cry...
PuppyKai not entirely true. I have noticed you.
Ur not alone
I just want everyone to know that any reason to not die is a good reason. Whether it’s something like no one else will water your plants or your dog will miss you or any reason, it’s enough. Keep fighting. I believe in everyone here to keep living
Is someone still listening to this song?
Mee
Me!
This is truly the best awareness song I've heard
If they really knew all those things you do in your room
*looks at wrists*
Starts bawling
Yup
Same dude sometimes I look at my scars. My parents don't know I still cut
I found this song several years when i was in middle school when me depression was at its worst. In high school, i used this for a class project in theatre arts by maming it a dramatic monologue. Now this song is a memory for me.
hey you yes you person reading this comment
YOU ARE AMAZING AND YOU MATTER AND YOU ARE FABULOUS
no.. I don't.....
So do you!
I wish that was true...
@@phantomfuntimerockstarfoxy9368 but it is-you just have to face the fact that your amazing whether you want to or not
It's such a cliche...
It’s very weird having been in a negative mindset listening to this song only a few years ago. Here I am back, listening to it, but not in the same way as before. Not better, just different through more experience of dealing with these issues.
Whoever is suicidal, please, don’t do it, I don’t know who you are, but, I love you, and I hope u can get though it! I Believe in you! :D.
I was thinking about committing suicide once but I didn’t do it which is good because I realise how important life is
I'm honestly happy that i got out of my suicidal self and the depression i had like a year ago..But to all of you that are thinking of suicide or self harm. Please do not cut or kill yourself.I myself did cut and i still regret it because the scars are visible at all times.But just please don't kill yourself there are people in the world that care for you. I hope to everyone that is reading this a very good day!
Guys, to all of you who have been suffering from depression or suicidal thoughts, just know, you're not alone, you're never alone, don't ever think no one would miss you because you know damn well everyone would, Remember, nothing bad lasts forever, neither does the good so be patient, please, because all those bad things that have been happening to you will eventually become positive, please don't try to argue with me saying things like "It's been 5 or 6 years since so and so has been happening and nothing has changed!" Because so help me God, you need to be patient it won't occur in just 6 or more Years it'll take somewhat more, but I promise you it'll be worth the wait. If you are suffering from depression, Please, seek help, talk to your parents or a Therapist or someone you can trust, if your parents don't care, then don't tell them, if your friends don't care, don't tell them, and if your Therapist doesn't care, HAHAHAHAHAHA quite the fucking B.S because why the hell would there be Therapist's who won't help people who are in need of finding hope. I am sorry if I sound rude, but don't try to come up with excuses on why you can't vent to someone, if you ever want to talk to someone, talk to me, i won't ignore you, we can chat here. I won't let anyone just give up on life or themselves, not here and not Now.. depression isn't a joke, neither are other types of mental illnesses like disorders or anxiety etc.
when i was going through a hard time Joel Faviere songs helped me get through it thanks Joel
I don't know any of you personally, but I love you. All of you. Why? Because we all understand this song, we all relate and we all know that we are NOT MAD. We are fighting something awful... and no matter what, I want you to hold on and keep going. No matter what because it does get better. You are the opposite of worthless, you are all among the strongest people.. and one day you will gain something amazing from this. Trust me. Never think that no one cares, they do. I care, everyone who listens along to this song does as well.. I promise.
Thumbs up
The lyrics, the voice, how he sang it. Its painful man.
Any of suicidal kids listening to this still 2019?
Yea
2020***
used to be my song when i was suicidal lmfao. this is bringing back soo many memories. when i used to self harm and when i tried to overdose holy moly i was a saddo. im so glad things got sorta better
he has an amazing and unique voice cx
I remember as a kid, I used to get bullied everyday and come crying home, I’d listen to this song for 8 hours on end on my computer hidden away from the world because of what a small group of people saying some meaningless words had said to me.
I’d scratch my arms with my nails, tear my hair out and cry for hours.
It makes me laugh actually, because to this day, nothing has changed.
Believe it or not, it’s true, my mum only broke the news to me 3 months ago.
From 2020 and still listening :")
2021!
@@alilasangma1508 :(
@@Hana_153 what happened:-(
@@alilasangma1508 nothing, u ok ?
@@Hana_153 my life is a mess:-(
No words can describe this song properly, It simply left me with tears in my eyes
i feel alone right now... i listen to this song when I'm upset... they don't get it nobody really gets it... 😢
I get it 😊
I want to give you a hug
maraya hamilton I do... I come here every day when I feel alone....
I used to listen to this when I self harmer and was dealing anorexia, i've been clean for about a year and a half now
Every single word in this song adds another cut on my arm