Sometimes you just want to sleep forever.. I feel like i just want to close my eyes and never open them again.. But i try.. I feel happy right now.. But memories can come back and crash right into your head.. And some memories just stay there..
This song means a lot to me....someone I know, listened to it while thinking of me. I still love him to this day, but we're both seeing other people now. I just....only wish then, I could have told him how much he meant to me.....still does mean to me. I let that good one get away -sigh-
TrashPanda YESSS! I completely agree haha, and even he goes to hell for what he did... I’d lowkey try to plug my headphones onto a ouija board cuz i hope he makes new music!
I can be rude. I can be kind. It takes over. It wants my soul. It takes over everyone. After the first thought, it's over. Don't you see? Don't you see my pain? Don't you see what YOU did? Don't you see my cuts? Don't you see my bruises? Don't you see my burns? Don't you see the boyfriend that abuses? Don't you see that I'm happy? Don't you see my breaking heart? Don't you see my breaking soul? Don't you see my smile? Don't you see my laughs of pain? Don't you see my sleeves? Don't you see my jeans? Don't you see my feelings? Don't you see I'm insecure? Don't you see I'm depressed? Don't you see I'm suicidal? Don't you see that it's BOTH of out faults? Don't you see? Don't you hear my screams for help? Don't you hear my cries for help? Don't you hear the water pouring? Don't you hear my laughs? Don't you hear my voice? Don't you hear my feeling pouring out? Don't you hear my friends? Don't you hear my voices in my head? Don't you hear my breath? Don't you hear my cries at night? Don't you hear it? We caused it. It's MY fault fo taking that first thought. It's MY fault for being me. It's MY fault for never standing up. It's MY fault for laughing too much. It's MY fault for making him angry. It's MY fault for making him leave. It's MY fault for giving him myself. It's MY fault for loving him. It's MY fault for being there. It's MY fault for making her leave. It's MY fault for taking the blade to my flesh. It's MY fault for hurting myself. It's MY fault for giving him everything he wanted. It's MY fault for giving him everything I had. It's MY fault for giving him my soul. It's MY fault for being annoying. It's MY fault for taking him home. It's MY fault for being born. It's MY fault for making her angry. It's MY fault for making him hit me. It's MY fault for listening to him. It's MY fault for the voices. It's MY fault for failing. It's MY fault for hurting her It's MY fault for hurting him. It's MY fault for liking the feel of pain. It's MY fault for watching the blood. It's MY fault for watching my pain. It's MY fault for watching myself slowly die. It's MY fault for crying. It's MY fault for leaving. It's MY fault for being Atheist. It's MY fault for loving gore. It's MY fault for staying up all night. It's MY fault for everything. It's MY fault. It's ALL MY fault, right? It's MY fault for giving him my soul. Is it my fault? Or is it theirs? Is it my fault? Or my mums? Is it my fault? Or my dads? Is it my fault? Or my teachers? Is it my fault? Or my friends? Is it my fault? Or my classmates? Is it my fault? Or the bullies? Is it my fault? Or the internets? Is it my fault? Or my heads? Is it my fault? Is it MY fault? Is it MY fault? Is It MY fault? No, it's never your fault. You didn't ask for this. You didn't want this. You didn't wish for this. You didn't ask him to hurt you. You didn't ask her to hurt you. You didn't ask your boyfriend/girlfriend to hurt you. You didn't ask your friends to hurt you. You didn't ask to be bullied. You didn't want to be abused. You didn't want to be hurt. You didn't want to be bullied. You didn't want to be in a foster home/adopted.
I love this song. One of my favorites of his. I believe many can relate. I love his voice in this song and just the song in general. Amazing job on lyrics. I love the texture.
literally my situation rn and its kinda painful coming back to this song relating it to this much in ways i never wouldve even considered. it really hurts to have someone you planned your entire life with. talked about having a family and children together, look right through you. i just want him to come back and even though i know thats never gonna happen i cant let go.
I LUV this song and it describes a situation I was in and kind of still am in. I'm also in LUV with his song "if they really knew." It really relates to some things certain people go through....
never been able to relate to a song more than this one, it describes my exact feelings and even with the " or do i sit here running in place with my hands in my hair" i can relate so dang much...
i can really relate to this like most of joel faviere's songs this one and the war against myself make me cry cuz i think about what i have become and how everybody at school treats me
is it bad that when Im out of my room, I smile and be stupid so nobody would suspet that all I do is cry and listen to meaningful music without anybody knowing.. or even caring?..
this reminds me of me liking someone I use to talk to but now we drifted apart, he's moved on with me if feels like and I still wonder who his with and where.
This song makes me think about my best friend,Max,But ever since summer break, he ignores me. He said that he was moving school during summer break, but it turned out there was a long list. I was so exited, so I ran to him and huged him, but he just ignored me. Now we rarely talk to each other. My grades have been going down ever since. Which just gets me in more trouble at home. This is why I don't like listening to this song. Just brings up bad memories.
Cathy Janneck sweetie, they're are plenty of fish out in the sea. If he doesn't find you as a true friend then ignore him back. I would personally slap him and tell him off. You can't just base yourself off of one person. Maybe try being a bit braver and get some friends that actually do love you.
This song hurts and hits right in the feelings because the lyrics remind me about my ex.. We were together for 2 years but even if I try to convince myself I've moved on, I know I haven't.. I still wonder about him..
the guy i still like.. me and him broke up and now he likes my best friend and she likes him back... im so sad (update: if you got a best friened like mine keep them forever. SO she didn't end up with him she chose me cause she knew it would upset me)
Jules cid I feel you, I was in love with a guy I had known for years, then he and I dated for 2 years and then we broke up, the next day he was with my best friend and she told all of our other friends to not talk to me, worst part? they listened. they are still together and 3 years later I'm still not over it or him
I didn't date the guy and her rejected me a few years ago but I still like him a lot and yesterday I helped him ask my best friend to the dance....well at least 2 of my besties are happy but what about Me?
How the hell. Do I. Keep finding the section if TH-cam with ADTR because their lyrics where stuck in my head, then accidentally click a mayday parade song, then it goes from there and im crying Lol. Halp.
For all of you obsessed with this depressing-ass song, I hope you all know that Joel was arrested in 2017 for thousands of files containing child pornography on his computer. You're welcome.
FUCK ME UP. It's funny that I finally left my depression and suicide behind me and I'm so happy. And I can finally appreciate this song for what it is. It's like hearing it for the first time all over again but.. it makes you feel so alive because the pain truly could not prevent me from clawing, from kicking, from fighting, from screaming my lungs to get here. Fight and fight and fight till you win. Because you'll win, you'll always win.
"And what if I said that my friends hate my guts cause all I talk about is how it was" damn... that hit too close. I lost my best friend because I was to blind to see that she didn't want to hear about my relationship. We don't talk anymore, because I annoyed her constantly until she left, and I didn't realize until it was too late
We didn't want to break up. My parents r divorced and I had to go with my dad. We were forced to move on. I see him again when I visit my mom...everything came back....he was single when I saw him....I didn't see him again now I'm back with my dad and he got a girlfriend. This song describes how I feel after everything.
I always thought maybe there was a small part of you that still cared, that still loved, that was the old part of who you were but I just keep getting beat down. I deserve it I guess, but I won't forget, I won't let go because there is nobody else like you. I know you love her...and so I'll sit quietly and watch
"Im not happy, im just good at acting.." "And just because I smile does not mean im happy.."
"Im not sad but im not happy either."
yep
+zιggy вlυrryғace My name is blurryface and I carw what you think
+Maja Ekberg care*
Maja Ekberg hahaha yep
That's totally me.. No one knows how i feel because i act
hey, you there. you look sad. imma give you a hug. *hugs*
+Rege Plonski Thank you.. Have my cookies..
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+Nick Rossi Thanks for the hug!!
:) thanks pal
aw thank you! *sniff* *hugs back* :...)
I don't want to suffocate you with my bullshit, so no thank you
I'm in tears rn. No I'm bawling! I've never related more to a song before. And it's sad.
same
+zιggy вlυrryғace |-/
same
same
this reminds me of my ex boyfriend. we're good friends now and i have a girlfriend, but it still hurts. i relate to this song a lot ╥﹏╥
Sometimes you just want to sleep forever..
I feel like i just want to close my eyes and never open them again..
But i try..
I feel happy right now..
But memories can come back and crash right into your head..
And some memories just stay there..
This song means a lot to me....someone I know, listened to it while thinking of me. I still love him to this day, but we're both seeing other people now. I just....only wish then, I could have told him how much he meant to me.....still does mean to me. I let that good one get away -sigh-
I have a feeling i'm losing my friends....Getting ignored everyday now, about to get ignored more......
_Nura_
Same even if they say that it’s not true ...
Same....
You're not alone....
elise i get you
elise same...just hold on...
i like it, but it makes me wanna cry..
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just like love
;w;
yea
...yep
Lucas Córdoba yup....
All of Joel's songs are so relatible for me. He puts feeling into crystal clear words. Describing the thing I didn't even knew had a meaning..
TrashPanda
YESSS! I completely agree haha, and even he goes to hell for what he did... I’d lowkey try to plug my headphones onto a ouija board cuz i hope he makes new music!
I can be rude. I can be kind. It takes over. It wants my soul. It takes over everyone. After the first thought, it's over.
Don't you see? Don't you see my pain? Don't you see what YOU did? Don't you see my cuts? Don't you see my bruises? Don't you see my burns? Don't you see the boyfriend that abuses? Don't you see that I'm happy? Don't you see my breaking heart? Don't you see my breaking soul? Don't you see my smile? Don't you see my laughs of pain? Don't you see my sleeves? Don't you see my jeans? Don't you see my feelings? Don't you see I'm insecure? Don't you see I'm depressed? Don't you see I'm suicidal? Don't you see that it's BOTH of out faults? Don't you see?
Don't you hear my screams for help? Don't you hear my cries for help? Don't you hear the water pouring? Don't you hear my laughs? Don't you hear my voice? Don't you hear my feeling pouring out? Don't you hear my friends? Don't you hear my voices in my head? Don't you hear my breath? Don't you hear my cries at night? Don't you hear it? We caused it.
It's MY fault fo taking that first thought. It's MY fault for being me. It's MY fault for never standing up. It's MY fault for laughing too much. It's MY fault for making him angry. It's MY fault for making him leave. It's MY fault for giving him myself. It's MY fault for loving him. It's MY fault for being there. It's MY fault for making her leave. It's MY fault for taking the blade to my flesh. It's MY fault for hurting myself. It's MY fault for giving him everything he wanted. It's MY fault for giving him everything I had. It's MY fault for giving him my soul. It's MY fault for being annoying. It's MY fault for taking him home. It's MY fault for being born. It's MY fault for making her angry. It's MY fault for making him hit me. It's MY fault for listening to him. It's MY fault for the voices. It's MY fault for failing. It's MY fault for hurting her It's MY fault for hurting him. It's MY fault for liking the feel of pain. It's MY fault for watching the blood. It's MY fault for watching my pain. It's MY fault for watching myself slowly die. It's MY fault for crying. It's MY fault for leaving. It's MY fault for being Atheist. It's MY fault for loving gore. It's MY fault for staying up all night. It's MY fault for everything. It's MY fault. It's ALL MY fault, right? It's MY fault for giving him my soul.
Is it my fault? Or is it theirs? Is it my fault? Or my mums? Is it my fault? Or my dads? Is it my fault? Or my teachers? Is it my fault? Or my friends? Is it my fault? Or my classmates? Is it my fault? Or the bullies? Is it my fault? Or the internets? Is it my fault? Or my heads? Is it my fault? Is it MY fault? Is it MY fault? Is It MY fault?
No, it's never your fault. You didn't ask for this. You didn't
want this. You didn't wish for this. You didn't ask him to hurt you. You
didn't ask her to hurt you. You didn't ask your boyfriend/girlfriend to
hurt you. You didn't ask your friends to hurt you. You didn't ask to be
bullied. You didn't want to be abused. You didn't want to be hurt. You
didn't want to be bullied. You didn't want to be in a foster
home/adopted.
elise
Wouw wow nice
elise *hugs* I read the whole thing..it will be okay...it wasent your fault..
It's not your fault. But if you ever need someone to lean on, you can lean on my shoulder
I hope you're doing well ❤
Lmao Loser
This song really hits me
Seems like all of Joels songs have that affect lol
+Kelis Brown dude for real
Lol AlfredFosterJones30
Me too..
I used to listen to this in 7th grade and walk around in the halls crying , holy fuck I've evolved
Songs like these are just beautiful. I'm so glad that songs like these exist.
it sucks .. i still care ... and i still love him ...god im so torn from it love and life just sucks but gotta keep moving forward right ?.
+Efficiency X exactly .. ughh god * hides face * this is all ive been listening to .
+Efficiency X it's alright though we'll get through it
*looks down, hiding tears* Stupid memories...
***** I am very sorry ;-;
+Aura R
i feel yea..
Cress.x // gay 4 kirumi I know the pain...
I feel u...bad memories...hurtful m-memories..😖😭
I thought things were getting better, but forget it, things are just worse, and I'm getting better at hiding it.
same here.....
TessaM I think I've gotten so good at hiding it...that I can almost hide it from myself
Same here I got so good at hiding it I hid it all into the back of my head even I thought I was getting better but really it was worse
Andrea Døes Stuff same...
Same
“and what if I said my friends hate my guts”
oh look its me at school
Missing you, the real you...
people don't change, honey, trust me
@@angelai.8912 some do tbh🤧
@@kuromi5300 nope. Inside we're all always the same
I love this song. One of my favorites of his. I believe many can relate. I love his voice in this song and just the song in general. Amazing job on lyrics. I love the texture.
literally my situation rn and its kinda painful coming back to this song relating it to this much in ways i never wouldve even considered. it really hurts to have someone you planned your entire life with. talked about having a family and children together, look right through you. i just want him to come back and even though i know thats never gonna happen i cant let go.
*looks down and sighs*....why does everybody leave?
CoreythePotato I don't know buddy, but I get ya
CoreythePotato because they don't care. If they did they would have stayed, but that's just the negative me talking. (3 years late but idgaf)
I get what ur saying...
I LUV this song and it describes a situation I was in and kind of still am in. I'm also in LUV with his song "if they really knew." It really relates to some things certain people go through....
this song reminds me of my terrible life and everytime I listen to this song it makes me want to cry a river
never been able to relate to a song more than this one, it describes my exact feelings and even with the " or do i sit here running in place with my hands in my hair" i can relate so dang much...
People: are you ok
Me: *puts on a fake smile but convincing* im fine
This is what you listen to when you lose your love of two years and realize that he’s happier with someone else
this song still resonates with me
This is not just a love song for me , it's much more in my eyes.
THIS FUCKING SONG. I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS ON BLAST IN MY ROOM.
I still do.....
***** yeah
Where's my cookie!? *Sways around toy knife* I'm not leaving until I get my cookie!
+FroggieStarRock Why thank you, kind sir.
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Just my daily thing at 12 am going through TH-cam discovering some sad songs that sound good to me , no big deal , not crying pfft
This song is just too beautiful 💖
Listened to this like 15 times in a row now.
God this song hit me right in the feels..... I miss him..
I came here for the song and subscribed. WHERES MY COOKIE?
+LilaXYX2.0 The Animatronic Cat SAME THO
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+VideosWithLiv x
+LilaXYX2.0 The Animatronic Cat lol
this guy seems like he understands us the most...
i can really relate to this like most of joel faviere's songs this one and the war against myself make me cry cuz i think about what i have become and how everybody at school treats me
this hit the feels, Oh my. °-° ♡
is it bad that when Im out of my room, I smile and be stupid so nobody would suspet that all I do is cry and listen to meaningful music without anybody knowing.. or even caring?..
Miah Padilla I actually don't know cuz I do the exact same thing
When you are listening to sad music and you get an ad for Band-Aids... •_•
Anyone 2019?
Bro 2021 lol
gosh does this song explain my situation perfectly... I miss him grr
Sad memories ... :(
I'm crying so hard, this reminds me of someone...This got me into my feelings...Man..Who's cutting the union up in here..?😢😢
Oh god this is so relatable because of an ex who I miss so much it hurts me badly daily after so long
this reminds me of me liking someone I use to talk to but now we drifted apart, he's moved on with me if feels like and I still wonder who his with and where.
awww
Megan cloud kay same
Megan cloud kay
I love this song my friend made me listen to it and he was like I think this describes both of us when we do something but man I love this
This song makes me think about my best friend,Max,But ever since summer break, he ignores me. He said that he was moving school during summer break, but it turned out there was a long list. I was so exited, so I ran to him and huged him, but he just ignored me. Now we rarely talk to each other. My grades have been going down ever since. Which just gets me in more trouble at home. This is why I don't like listening to this song.
Just brings up bad memories.
Cathy Janneck sweetie, they're are plenty of fish out in the sea. If he doesn't find you as a true friend then ignore him back. I would personally slap him and tell him off. You can't just base yourself off of one person. Maybe try being a bit braver and get some friends that actually do love you.
It reminds me of my ex, named Max...
He never loved me everyday i told myself he does maybe hes hiding it but he never did. He never wanted me.
This song hurts and hits right in the feelings because the lyrics remind me about my ex.. We were together for 2 years but even if I try to convince myself I've moved on, I know I haven't.. I still wonder about him..
I miss him
i match perfectly to this song
Why does this feel so true...
Love you guys: (
This is beautiful
the guy i still like.. me and him broke up and now he likes my best friend and she likes him back... im so sad (update: if you got a best friened like mine keep them forever. SO she didn't end up with him she chose me cause she knew it would upset me)
Jules cid I feel you, I was in love with a guy I had known for years, then he and I dated for 2 years and then we broke up, the next day he was with my best friend and she told all of our other friends to not talk to me, worst part? they listened. they are still together and 3 years later I'm still not over it or him
I didn't date the guy and her rejected me a few years ago but I still like him a lot and yesterday I helped him ask my best friend to the dance....well at least 2 of my besties are happy but what about Me?
I love Joel Faviere.
This is such an amazing song! But am I the only one who is reminded of Mayday Parade??
How the hell. Do I. Keep finding the section if TH-cam with ADTR because their lyrics where stuck in my head, then accidentally click a mayday parade song, then it goes from there and im crying Lol. Halp.
I listen to this while thinking if i should do something a sin that god nor anyone can ever forgive...
... this explains my life... right now
Literally crying.
bad memories but still love it ):
Hit me right in the feels
my life.
+Kawaii Miry IM HERE BBY
+Kawaii Jay HAY BABEH
+Kawaii Jay we both have kawaii in our name ooo
YAS
OF COUESE I DID xDDD
Where's my cookie? Lol I love Joel Faviere
+Dillon Shafer 🍪 Le cookie
AllyVids CreepyDubTurian that's not a real cookie!
Dillon Shafer *Le tear* 🍪 Cookie no real? ;~;
I wants my cookie :'(
Mariela Mendoza Lol wheres my cookie come on mang i need a cookie.
nothing will fix my broken heart for you, baby paula. i love you more than anything.
I LOVE THE SONG, I WANT A COOKIE! I SHALT NOT BE EMOTIONALLY BROKEN FROM THIS, so............COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!!!
Cookie?! I'm in!!!
This song hits hard
Used to play this on repeat through a really hard breakup
Okay well I just cried out loud at this song describing me :/
I care
someone cares
you just have to look really hard
remember, "we accept the love we think we deserve"-the perks of being a wallflower
For all of you obsessed with this depressing-ass song, I hope you all know that Joel was arrested in 2017 for thousands of files containing child pornography on his computer.
You're welcome.
you can like the song but you dont have the like the artist
this song make me think about the past that happen and actually wonder if anyone care
I'm getting better and better at pretending.... But I feel empty I'm smiling for others sake
Otay, wheres my cookie T^T? Love this song thanks for making this~
🍪 here's your cookie :3
Boreu óÓÒò Thank chu :3 *Hugs*
Really Cool Song!
FUCK ME UP.
It's funny that I finally left my depression and suicide behind me and I'm so happy.
And I can finally appreciate this song for what it is. It's like hearing it for the first time all over again but.. it makes you feel so alive because the pain truly could not prevent me from clawing, from kicking, from fighting, from screaming my lungs to get here.
Fight and fight and fight till you win.
Because you'll win, you'll always win.
"And what if I said that my friends hate my guts cause all I talk about is how it was" damn... that hit too close. I lost my best friend because I was to blind to see that she didn't want to hear about my relationship. We don't talk anymore, because I annoyed her constantly until she left, and I didn't realize until it was too late
reminds me of someone who cared, but got rid of me, now I'm depressed and alone.
This hit me hard...😔
Wow, so relatable it feels like I wrote it
The funny thing is this song was dedicated to me by my Ex girlfriend.......now it's my sing to her and I know how she felt back then 😢
I love him
We didn't want to break up. My parents r divorced and I had to go with my dad. We were forced to move on. I see him again when I visit my mom...everything came back....he was single when I saw him....I didn't see him again now I'm back with my dad and he got a girlfriend. This song describes how I feel after everything.
I love this song 🎶
This reminds me of my crush who I know won't ever feel the same way towards me ;;
don't cry, craft. and don't quit five minutes before the miracle
I've got the best boyfriend ever and this song just reminds me of how I'll be when he leaves me...
They all do...
You guys still together ;; ?
Missing my ex :( never letting her go
Do it
Crying tired of missing her wanting her back:(
I always thought maybe there was a small part of you that still cared, that still loved, that was the old part of who you were but I just keep getting beat down. I deserve it I guess, but I won't forget, I won't let go because there is nobody else like you. I know you love her...and so I'll sit quietly and watch
Σαντιάγκο τροποποίηση it's a very long story
Ιάσονας Φουέντες I don't know how to use hangouts
I don't care who you're with,
Or where your eyes may stare.
The one person who made me so happy doesnt like me anymore! :-(
I live this every fucking day ....
When youur pet beetle runs away....
Exquisite 17 u poor thing do u want to have a funeral for the beetle?
I'm just so scared. I miss her so much.
COOKIES!! ;~; song gave me feels
This hurts.
My boyfriend left me.. For a girl. And now I just.. I don't even know. But this song describes my position right now.. I just miss him.