Twin Flame Tell All (My Raw Experience) | Breaking Free From Toxic Relationships

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  • @JacMarinoChen
    @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

    The truth that set me free:
    God is the creator of all things. His invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. He is Holy, meaning He is set apart and perfect in every way. We have rebelled against this holy and perfect God. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God who has given us every good gift we’ve ever had. The wages of sin (meaning the payment due for our sin) is death. Sin has separated us from God. Apart from Christ our deserved destiny is a very real place called hell with torment and weeping and gnashing of teeth. How do we, rebellious sinners, become reconciled with this perfect God? The free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus. God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life.
    Jesus Christ, truly God and truly man, was born to a virgin, lived a perfect and sinless life that we could never live (and have not lived) and died on the cross, bearing our sins and God’s wrath for those who will believe in Him. He died on the cross, was buried, and rose on the 3rd day and is now seated at the right hand of God making intercession for those who believe in Him. He is the one and only mediator between God and man, and there is no other name given among men by which we must be saved. We are saved by having faith in Christ alone (not our own good works or anything else) to save us, and by turning from our sins (repentance) and to the true and living God. If you have any questions, please message me. This is all that really matters!
    Christ is the Savior!

    • @laurencastillo9741
      @laurencastillo9741 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Amen Jac, I struggle sometimes still with astrology, I renounced it, I'm a born again believer, I have my relationship with God but it's hard to get it out of my head sometimes it's automatic and then I rebuke it. I loved this. Please post more, by the leading of the Holy Spirit, what God puts on your heart. Don't stop. 🙏💜✝️

    • @wingedinfinity6715
      @wingedinfinity6715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      AMEN AND THANK YOU JESUS 💥✝️💥

    • @debralee1401
      @debralee1401 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      SO much confusion and wierdness!

    • @wingedinfinity6715
      @wingedinfinity6715 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@debralee1401 More specifically ?

    • @coldchickenwings9437
      @coldchickenwings9437 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Jac you may not read nor care but my story is yours inverted. Male, believer in the creator & raised in church. Married for 6 or 7 years when this happened to me. Someone so captivating came into my life, constant similarities too strange & complex to reproduce. I couldn't but begin to tell you, but you seem to have close to the same story. My wife allowed me to befriend this girl but she knew it was a bad idea. I have no way to interpret what all this means. I wish I could tell you as you being an "insider" so to speak. So much had happened in my life bad mostly. It seems SO coordinated. Really unbelievably so. What do I do, how do I navigate from this? Anything, thank you.

  • @wandertree
    @wandertree 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

    Can I just tell you - the difference in your eyes and demeanor from when you were unsaved to now is ASTOUNDING. The peace, love, warmth and sound mind you exude now is miles away from the hardened, dark, empty look of your past. I'm praising God for the amazing transformation He wrought in your life, and I pray so many more are saved out of the occult and New Age before it is too late for them. Jesus is coming. Our Lion of Judah! Our Bridegroom!

  • @liv5790
    @liv5790 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    This video has helped me a lot.. Thank you

  • @youtubeKathy
    @youtubeKathy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    that "switch" is very common with abusive people. When they know they have you, they know they can treat you however they want and you won't leave. It also happened whenever I would let my guard down and be forgiving and be happy...they are threatened by you being happy or content. They like you off balance.

  • @JillInTruth
    @JillInTruth หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This is a powerful story and testimony. Thank you for sharing, Jac.
    I was with a man who told me he would come for me, too. He was all I could see. I never considered the demonic entities behind this. Praise Jesus for saving us!

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Amen!!!! And I'm so sorry you experienced that

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    I really needed this 💔 7 years, my twenties and thousands down the drain. Lost my friends and career. Never had family. It all led me to psychosis. I am so tired & wait for God to set me free from this world.

    • @wingedinfinity6715
      @wingedinfinity6715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Many of us are literally exhausted. Hang on, the best is yet to come. God has assured me of this. This world will pass away and you WILL be redeemed and set FREE IN THE NAME OF JESUS ‼️💥💕✝️💕💥

    • @abeerunis8605
      @abeerunis8605 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Same sis! I only ever used tarot cards but even that opened a door to some really dark stuff to come in & cause drama in my life. Sprirual psychosis is so real 💔 now I have to unlearn & let go of all the beliefs I had as a new ager. Still trying to let go of the idea of spirit guides. baptised last week & I can't wait to see how life is going to change ❤ sending love!!

  • @magdavaughan9370
    @magdavaughan9370 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

    Jac your testimony really helped me come to Christ. I follow New Age to New Heart also which has been so helpful. I was in the new age and my dad wanted me to join the golden dawn. Fortunately I did not. But I still got involved with their banishing ritual from the handbook. Thank you for your honesty and the blessings you bring for Jesus.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      Thank you so much for sharing ♥️ I am deeply glad that you did not join and that Jesus saved you! I pray you continue to deny your flesh, stand firm against the schemes of the devil, not love the world, and follow Jesus.
      “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”
      ‭‭Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭1‬ ‭

    • @elain-3034
      @elain-3034 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Amen 🙏 💕

  • @winterwoodcottage3657
    @winterwoodcottage3657 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Thank you for sharing this tough story. My husband and I used to own the metaphysical store in a pretty big city. Your title “Twin flame” made me click because we used to sell twin flame crystals to our customers.
    We have found our way to Jesus as well.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@winterwoodcottage3657 praising God for saving you and your husband 🥹 ♥️

  • @50acrewood
    @50acrewood 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    Your conversion experience just makes my tears roll and my hands go up in praise. I am overjoyed that Christ saved you, and I look forward to spending time with you in eternity.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm overjoyed and so so thankful too :) Yay!

    • @IWillBeSaved
      @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      That’s beautiful ❤ I look forward to this so much too

  • @Christy-zw7kr
    @Christy-zw7kr 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I’ve watched this video multiple times in less than a week. I’ve had similar relationships and hearing another Christian woman’s testimony over her brokenness in a relationship is something I’ve never thought I’d hear. Your story, while heartbreaking and familiar, is beautiful and inspiring. Your story gives me hope for a possible Godly marriage, something I’ve never thought I would be blessed with because of my past. Praise God!

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You were in so much pain. I never saw anyone who was in the same pain as me. Over this Twin Flame & New Age demonic deception. I thought I was alone. I also was trying to make it big in the entertainment world in a big city with “my twin”. I know how much it hurt to give this testimony. I feel it deeply. God is going to continue to reward you so much Jac.

  • @rebeccacirillo2494
    @rebeccacirillo2494 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Wonderful testimony!! Ive never dated but had some dangerous mindsets about people that were idolatrous. Jesus really does set us free from delusion.

  • @jamiepetty9152
    @jamiepetty9152 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Thank you for your testimony ❤ I am a new Christian transitioning from New Age ideology. You are blessing so many others in your truth. Thank you 🙏

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I'm so happy that you are in Christ! Praise God! Thank you for your encouraging words, Jamie! Please reach out if you ever want encouragement in your new walk. 💓

  • @missymurphy9996
    @missymurphy9996 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I’ve been there. I was in a toxic relationship from 2010-2014. It broke me. Now I know Jesus Christ’s way is better.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      He truly is ✝️

  • @juliaswilling-ge3bo
    @juliaswilling-ge3bo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    Thank you Jac. Today has been 3 years since I left my abuser/husband who passed away a little over 2 years ago from an OD. I am so grateful that the lord has delivered you and saved you from such darkness. To see the Glory God has brought himself through you is beautiful. Watching this today really helped me to understand Jesus is the love I have been searching for all my life. I “knew” this already but I didn’t really “know” until hearing you today so thank you!

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Julia, I am grieved to read this and think of the pain you've gone through. I am so thankful that God used this video to point you to Christ! It's true, He is the best ☺
      Deeply thankful for the truth of this verse.
      "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." - Romans 8:28

    • @juliaswilling-ge3bo
      @juliaswilling-ge3bo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@JacMarinoChen I was grieved for you as well watching this but I know that only the Lord is good and he died for us and he has set us free! I’m so happy to be your sister in Christ Jesus. 🤍

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@juliaswilling-ge3bo 🥰♥️ amen! excited to glorify the Lord with you in heaven!

  • @thehardercandy
    @thehardercandy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    One of the hardest things to accept in life is the time we wasted chasing after a love that was never there in the first place. My heart goes out to you, as I've been in the same position. God bless ❤️

  • @Rubygold555
    @Rubygold555 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Thank you for sharing your story. I was in the twin flame trap for almost 10 years (after only 2 with the person) I definitely have CPTSD from that ish. Only thing I can say is it drove me straight home into the arms of our Lord and Savior! Hallelujah! 🙏🏼☀️🕊🤍

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      It's amazing looking at it that way! Hallelujah indeed!

  • @TheCountofToulouse
    @TheCountofToulouse 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    When ever new agers talk about 'charging up' their crystals, I think of that scene in Napoleon Dynamite where he tries to use Uncle Rico's time machine which needed the crystals to work. Of course the results are the same. In the end, you're just made into a fool.

  • @Amypond1234
    @Amypond1234 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Wow, I’m blown away by your transformation after seeing your new age pictures. You look full of life and beauty radiates from you now. Jesus has worked in your life. It fills my heart because our Savior is so wonderful. Amen, glory to Jesus Christ.

  • @ZukiGrL1
    @ZukiGrL1 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    What a heart wrenching story....I think it's time to permanently delete those texts, videos and pictures from your past.

  • @stephanydonohue7079
    @stephanydonohue7079 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hallelujah Sis! So proud of Christ's work in you! It's clear!!!!

  • @El.savedbyJesus
    @El.savedbyJesus 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Thanks so much for sharing @JacMarinoChen I had 3 relationships like that. I'd met the 1st at 14, the 2nd at 24 and my ex-husband at 34. I never described it as twin flames, but relationships like that all have the same author. And the name thing. Totally relatable. Praise the LORD for the transformational gift of grace through Christ Jesus that is the only One who saves.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Good to hear from you El! I’m saddened to read that you have experienced this, and yet am so thankful that we belong to the same Savior 🥰 amen!

  • @godhelpsandfrees
    @godhelpsandfrees 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Thank you for your testimony. I'm running my race of purity until widowhood. Sometimes I'm tempted, sometimes I'm paranoid about who I'm tempted about. Yet it has nothing to do with a certain man. All I have is Christ right now... Not imagining "kingdom spouse" as a continuation of "twin flame".
    Jesus is first love.
    And there is no love outside Jesus.
    And all will end but not love. But how are we supposed to know what love is?
    Only by Christ' commands.
    I'm to finish my race, I'm not to end up as an adulterer.
    What is interesting is how Christ liberates a soul. There is no sign bigger then Christ.
    Exemple: I watched your story with your husband. I started skipping, ended up on 08:08 or something like that.
    Then I opened a interview made by me and that guy who can't be mine because I'm bound by marriage, who believes in Christ... Did the same thing, skipped a bit and video started playing at 08:08...
    Like it's just my body doing some synchronicity. It's not that big sign to enter sinning era and go to hell.
    Thank God on Jesus, our only blessed hope.
    If you don't have Jesus in centre of your legal marriage just run from men! Sounds hard but consequences of chasing soulmates are finding Satan as your soulmate trying to kill you.

  • @gloriahackler1498
    @gloriahackler1498 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    I think it’s very brave to share this testimony. GOD bless in Jesus’s mighty name.

  • @MckenzieD21
    @MckenzieD21 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I think that this just goes to show the saving power of God bc from what it seems like with your testimony, you were deeply involved in the occult and you were in this twin flame relationship that just had such an effect on your livelihood that you believed you would never recover from and now look at where you are! Married to a man of God and now a Christian! That is amazing. Keep sharing your story bc it is helping out many.
    God has brought you a long way

  • @ResidentGroupie
    @ResidentGroupie 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The Twin Flame phenomenon is a evil deception. Something evil will try to tie you to a narcissist.

  • @femininefaithfinancepodcast
    @femininefaithfinancepodcast 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    So incredible painfull, to watch you go through this. Thank you for sharing. ❤️ Saved by the grace of God. 🕊️

  • @sydneymartin7638
    @sydneymartin7638 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You truly are a new creation in Jesus Christ. Those old videos don’t even look like you. You left that person behind. The old has gone. The new has come. ❤️✝️❤️

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Amen!! 2 Corinthians 5:17 🥹✝️🥰
      “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation.”
      ‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭5‬:‭17‬-‭19‬ ‭

  • @DJsNeverEndingStory
    @DJsNeverEndingStory 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Thank you for this. I’m praying my friends can be healed by Jesus and be released from New Age and twin flame deception.

  • @thepragmatist
    @thepragmatist 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    "Thick shadow over life..." Beautiful way of expressing this phenomena.

  • @hannauahmueller598
    @hannauahmueller598 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It seems apparent to me that the continued "signs" you experience are the kingdom of darkness trying to pull you back into bondage. I very much appreciate what you said about God warning us not to interpret signs and omens, about counting everything as a loss for the sake of being found in Christ - however I feel it's deeper, I feel it's temptation. Ever since Jesus saved me from the New Age and Occult in 2015 I have had countless experiences of "coincidence" or even overt callings back into the New Age: once my father, who was a police officer in Georgia while I lived in an entirely different state, told me that on his beat someone walked out of a tattoo shop and stopped him, asking if he had a daughter. When my father confirmed he did, the man told him that his daughter is a witch, and is imperative/important to the kingdom of magic and that "We need her, tell her we need her gifts". This was years after I left the New Age to follow Jesus. The adversary never stops trying to steal, kill and destroy! Praise God that he pulled you out of that darkness and saved you! Thank you for sharing your testimony. ❤

  • @MarcFlores7
    @MarcFlores7 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Thank you for your obedience to God and for being vulnerable in sharing this. Praise Jesus for transforming your life. I can relate to the struggle of being in a toxic relationship.

  • @LauraGuichard
    @LauraGuichard 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you so much for your testimony, it's amazing what Jesus did for you. I was also told a few years ago by a psychic that I had a twin flame. Fortunately, I didn't get past the first phase of recognizing each other, he left and I have waited for him for almost 2 years, until Jesus saved me from this deception. I felt like a had a strong connection to him, and that his soul was visiting me in my sleep. It's truly liberating to let go of that belief, and to understand that we are whole and that we don't have to look for someone else to complete us. I pray that the Lord will continue to set people free of that toxic twin flame ideology.

  • @Goodfight7
    @Goodfight7 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I've always followed your testimony..but this is so much deeper, and Makes God's love even more powerful, to see what He truly bought you out from x Thank you for your honesty throughout ❤ will continue to pray for you xx God bless

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      He is amazing… It is astounding how he can use this sin and these things I was so embarrassed about to show His greatness, His forgiveness, His love, His power, and His redemption through Jesus Christ. Truly, all glory to God.
      “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
      ‭‭- Jesus in Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‭

  • @NewHeartCreation
    @NewHeartCreation 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I've had very similar experiences ..with an ex.
    I was in deep and on drugs. But my ex wasn't a dealer..he was a meth addict, and I paid for everything stupidly, believing his lies and manipulation. His family were all freemasons.
    He stole all I had, which wasn't a huge amount to begin with.
    It's literally a miracle I wasn't unalived, or run over by a truck.. and much more. I understand the pain that comes when having spent time going over it all again. Having those way to real memories that return ahhhh.
    Thanks again for sharing ❤
    Love from Australia, Naomi 🤍

  • @benjig7085
    @benjig7085 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    He love trapped you with a spell. Mine did too. Its so crushing Im so sorry you went through that you're a beautiful soul.

  • @barbaraburke1676
    @barbaraburke1676 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Beautiful testimony Jac, may our precious Lord Jesus Christ continue to bless you and your husband. Glory be to God that Jesus Christ saved you and you're here to show and share with others what He has done for you He can do for others. Sending lots and lots of love hugs and prayers daily to you too. Jesus is so good at what He does, has done and will do, He is the same today, yesterday and forever. And so much more according to the Holy Scriptures. Amen and Amen 🤗❤️😔🙏🕊📖🤗❤️

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Amen Barbara! Thank you so much for this prayer 🥰 Jesus Christ is truly the Savior

  • @beverlyclark8324
    @beverlyclark8324 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Thank you for sharing your story Jac it’s so amazing how lost we all are before Jesus Christ comes into our lives. We are so blessed he came and saved us ❤❤❤

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Yes sister! I’m so looking forward to heaven 🥰 thankful for being set free in Christ

    • @beverlyclark8324
      @beverlyclark8324 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Dear sister you are so courageous speaking out about the new age and twin flame deception & spreading the good news of the gospel ❤✝️🙏

  • @yaychloej
    @yaychloej 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I relate so much to this video. I went through a twin flame nightmare for several years and it absolutely killed my spirit and robbed me of all joy. The person I was attached to is actually the most demonically possessed person I’ve ever known and it’s so mind boggling now to look back at who I was and why I was so deceived. The spirit realm is so real and these familiar spirits will do anything and everything to enslave us. Glory to God for bringing us both out those dark places 🙌🏼 God bless you Jac!

  • @lisahamrick5185
    @lisahamrick5185 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I always thought that my “twin flame” could see me too. It was terribly messing with my mind😭❤🙏🏼that was hard to go through, 7 years. We didn’t even meet. He was in another country so I never got to experience him physically like you did. He always told me that he would send me a letter or a drawing or a card but he never did. The heartbreak and recovery, having to do it silently with Jesus, because my children and my family just doesn’t get it. Not to mention the spiritual warfare that we go through as we are exiting the new age and occult

  • @amyhenningsgard8618
    @amyhenningsgard8618 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    “C” was not good for you. And that’s an understatement. Like you said, “It wasn’t real” “C” was unable to really love anyone because he didn’t know the true love of Christ. Please forgive and FORGET about him. Put on the full armor of Christ, and abide in His perfect love. I’m happy that you are blessed with a loving husband. ❤📖✝️🙏🏻

  • @eetadakimasu
    @eetadakimasu 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Good for you Jac! Rehashing things can be tough, but I'm glad that you're healthy and healing and moving forward, PTL and thanks for your testimony ❣️ narcissists are so hard to deal with, but I'm glad you got out!

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Me too friend! All by the grace of God!

  • @SusieQ3
    @SusieQ3 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Can you please sing more? Nothing big, but maybe a hymn every now and again. Your voice is so beautiful!
    Those old images of you don't even look like you 😢 all that bondage is so painful. Praise Jesus for the true freedom we find in Him!

  • @A-Reclusive-Talent
    @A-Reclusive-Talent 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was saved 34 years ago this month, and Christs love is unmeasurable and there is no other relationship like it and Christ can heal anyone. I believe that there are some people that just don't love, they talk a great game to get you to buy into their lies and make you do what they want. Jac, even though you werent a Christian at that time, you loved and deeply .... but "C" didn't. Thank the good Lord where you are today, it's really a miracle. Hugs🥰

  • @emily3333
    @emily3333 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you for your vulnerability. Alot of your video footage reminded me so much of my self when i was lost in the deception of new age including twin flame teachings. Praise Yah I was found and saved 1 year ago and am excited for my new journey 🙌 only one year and Im already feeling the peace that i was searching for in 8 years of new age and psychedelics.

  • @yvonnereza4824
    @yvonnereza4824 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Beautiful Jac for this video. You have the BEST C now… Christ Jesus our Lord & Savior 🙏✝☮🥰

  • @bootsy70
    @bootsy70 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you again SO MUCH for this very heartfelt, painful testimony that WILL help many people for nothing comes back void with the three of Us - Lord God Almighty. Amen. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @SethEngel
    @SethEngel 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Thanks for sharing your story! Love you sister!

  • @crystaldmytryk
    @crystaldmytryk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for sharing your twin flame story sister 🫶🏼
    I too was deeply enslaved to the twin flame deception/delusion/demon. It consumed me for 3-4 years. Jesus broke me free this year and revealed to me everything. Praise Jesus 🙌🏼 he was the love we were longing for. He is the only one. 🥹 God bless you Jac 🤍

    • @crystaldmytryk
      @crystaldmytryk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I can relate a lot to the pain you felt. ❤️‍🩹

  • @mariaisaten
    @mariaisaten 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you for sharing. Covering you in prayer as this gets viewed and comments are made 🙏🏼
    I think it’s important to point out that although there were definitely abusive aspects of the toxic relationship you shared about, the belief in ‘twin flame’ and how that kept you in bondage and made a man an idol, is truly the point of your story. Praise God for salvation in Christ! Domestic abuse, in all its forms, doesn’t typically present this way. Women rarely idolize their abuser but instead have fear, faith based, and familial reasons for staying in those relationships.

  • @terristrange
    @terristrange หลายเดือนก่อน

    Seeing the photo and video of you from then to now is such a testimony in and of itself. You were really deep in hell and demonic hell and oppression and you look so much healthier and alive now.

  • @bettycarmella1127
    @bettycarmella1127 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Thank you for sharing so vulnerably🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽 May our gracious Lord continue to bless you sis 🕊️

  • @carolineschadlich9339
    @carolineschadlich9339 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Thanks Jac for making this video. You're testimony is so powerful and encouraging. You are a Blessing to the body of Christ ❤️

  • @teganflyman5352
    @teganflyman5352 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Dear sweet girl, I’m so sorry you experienced the abuse so many of us have. Often more than once. Praying for your continued recovery x

  • @przezmodlitweipost
    @przezmodlitweipost 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Thank you

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ♥️🥰 praising God for the strength to share

  • @kristinclark9798
    @kristinclark9798 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I think a lot of people can relate to your story on multiple levels. Thank you for being so raw and sharing with us. I especially love how you exalt Christ and share truth in love.

  • @mysonrando7789
    @mysonrando7789 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Came to the same sort of distorted mindset. The most real dream I have ever had... I was in bed in marriage clothes next to a girl I liked at the time who was also in wedding clothes in the bed with me...she was in a wedding dress, in my vision she was having a bad dream.
    I thought the vision meant that we were meant to be together... when I tried to approach her and tell her this weird side of me came out and nothing came out clear, and I creeped her out ... she didn't want anything to do with me... and I slid into this really weird mindset. I still believe the vision was real, but I do not think it meant what I thought it did then.
    Idolizing the idea that we were meant to be together, impressed a lot of bad things into my soul. Especially because she was with someone else and I thought we were meant to be... it was horrible on my heart. I just creeped her out, ... told her I saw her soul, to this day I'm convinced I did, but overall I have a different perspective about life now.
    Watching this video and thinking on some other people i know, I'm just reminded, Some of the things society makes so light of really should be saved for marriage. The desire for bondage and union after doing certain things is natural.

  • @Dave__f
    @Dave__f 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Hard Summer was the beginning of the end of the edm scene in my life.

  • @bootsy70
    @bootsy70 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Saint Jac for opening up your raw and painful testimony to help other people. May you have more and more peace, love, and light vs. the darkness you once were in. For some of you WERE in darkness but now are in the Grace, Love, and Light of I the Christ and to bring to me and my heavenly Father EVERYTHING in prayer and reading our Holy Bible more and more I pray. Amen.

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    We have SO much in common. I pray God will bless me the way you’ve been blessed

  • @Clairbear1222
    @Clairbear1222 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I think alot of us have been in painful relationships like that. I know I have. The circumstances were diff't but the pain was real. I have a whole lifetime of pain that God has yet to heal. He showed me pertaining to myself that there is an appointed time for my healing. He gave me a dream showing me that I had a world of stuff stolen from me spiritually speaking because of the first guy I was involved with and that was close to a 5 year relationship but it was bad all the way thru. We had a child that I put up for adoption because I was only 15 years old when I had her. His name was Daryl and his father was a Warlock with the motorcycle gang and all kinds of doors opened when I became involved with him.

  • @Sarahsrosess
    @Sarahsrosess 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I haven’t ever related to anything so much in my life…. Thank you for sharing so so much…. I thought these experiences only I have had that something was wrong w me how peaceful to know it isn’t just me thank you for sharing

  • @embersee
    @embersee 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    How many girls are there out there like you and me Jac.. God have mercy 😨😨😢🙏

  • @wingedinfinity6715
    @wingedinfinity6715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is SOOOOOOO HELPFUL to me in so many ways, THANK YOU X ETERNITY Jac ‼️💕‼️

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Praise God, sister ❤ He is so good!

  • @vbiosfera
    @vbiosfera 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    So relatable in so many ways... What a lie have demons tormented us with...

  • @FlorianeBr
    @FlorianeBr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Amen sister, your testimony helps a lot, thank you Lord ❤
    Love from France

    • @FlorianeBr
      @FlorianeBr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Oh, and! I have to say, you're sooo beautiful in and out, with Christ in you!

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m so thankful to God that it’s helpful ♥️

  • @thepragmatist
    @thepragmatist 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sorry for so many comments...but thank you for including the videos of yourself at the time. It really shows the pain you were in. I'm so sorry you went through this very high level of pain.

  • @timcook4552
    @timcook4552 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is a mot like what happened to me. This is what drove me deeper into the New Age so just I can have my object of limerence.

  • @Carmen-rz9hl
    @Carmen-rz9hl หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you so much for your testimony! I feel soooo identified with your story. I would really like to get in touch with you. Just one thing i would like to say in the meantime. I really hope it doesn't happen to you but you need to be ready in the case he reappears in your life just out of the blue. It happened to me as a christian being pregnant of my second child. Just telling you, be ready with the hall armour of God.

  • @MeghanBean
    @MeghanBean 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Omg you are not alone, so many feelings I related to.. feelings honestly no one in my life seemed to understand or be able to explain to me what was going on. I am a few years past it now but God I remembered the pain when I heard it in your voice.

  • @SovereignFireStudios
    @SovereignFireStudios 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Love this, thank you for your vulnerability.

  • @thepragmatist
    @thepragmatist 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so sorry. I completely relate to the supernatural experiences and the impact they had on you. I appreciate you verbalizing this...more people need to know.

  • @deborahbutcher624
    @deborahbutcher624 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is such an important video and a real eye opener for those caught up in the TF deception. You are so brave for sharing your story so candidly, thank you Jen, I know this will bless so many people

  • @KeepingItNatch
    @KeepingItNatch 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    God bless you for this message! Some of it really hits home.

  • @thepragmatist
    @thepragmatist 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a beautiful testimony. Thank you. I completely relate to the idolatry.

  • @filipem4666
    @filipem4666 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you, so much!..
    God bless you.

  • @3sidedsheetofpaper760
    @3sidedsheetofpaper760 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So good of you to share your story -- so harrowing too! Glad you finally made it through! When one is in the midst of something like this, they will do absolutely anything & more to get that person back again! (One person I knew said they would have even chewed their arm off to be back with their ex!). You seem to be much bolder, more confident & very much "glowed up" now compared to your past pics/videos you included in this file. PTL!

  • @claudiapettegrew2871
    @claudiapettegrew2871 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so much for sharing this and being so open. Your story is almost identical to mine. Stay strong sister, our king is alive !

  • @musicandmania
    @musicandmania 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you.

  • @ursey2003
    @ursey2003 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Amen and amen 🙏 God is good

  • @natasha5578
    @natasha5578 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    HOLY WOWWWW!!! GOD IS SO GOOD!!!

  • @mysonrando7789
    @mysonrando7789 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Before watching this video, I watched one about a Woman who was sharing her deliverence experiences, one she was all alone when it happened, another she was asking for prayer from people she had met, ... one of the demonic spirits rooted in her was something to do with her ex, the key to getting rid of that hold over her life was really relying on the presence of the love of the Father... Trusting it, Leaning into it.
    This isnt quite a Christian thing, it may be in a way, along the lines of addiction... one key for me to quit smoking cigarettes was, i allowed the idea of a twin version of myself who shares every experience with me but who never got addicted to cigarettes in the first place, i allowed a different self image in my mind.
    When i have sincerely prayed for God to remove someone from my mind, he has, ... i believe our Heavenly Father is only going to answer the prayers that can come out of his love for us. So i dont know what that would look like for anyone else.
    I pray the Lord open your eyes to the real man... when it comes to your ex, in grace and love, that you see him as the Lord sees him, removing all deception, and naivety.

  • @JaneSmith-x4x
    @JaneSmith-x4x 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for sharing your story Jac

  • @jhonnatancifuentes1476
    @jhonnatancifuentes1476 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    so brave, thank you for sharing your life story.

  • @thepragmatist
    @thepragmatist 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for your testimony. I know it's really hard to recount. My guess is your TF's "weird moods" equals possible entity attachment(s). You probably already know this, but a lot of times these attachments will account for the "switch" in personality, although this is not always the case.

  • @Marlaina
    @Marlaina 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My time with my ex wasn't at all a spiritual connection but it was very much an obsession and addiction on both sides and extremely toxic and neither of us could stay away.
    And he was also in the music industry as a tour manager. It finally ended when i met my now husband who is a Christian and our relationship is healthy and Christ focused.

    • @BrooklynBaby100
      @BrooklynBaby100 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Where do we find these Christian men 😅

  • @norwegean_nomad
    @norwegean_nomad 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Idk how to let go of reincarnation. It seemed so perfect and beautiful to me. It didn’t diminish Jesus at all in my eyes. Like that we’d always get a chance to find Him. Hope I can hear more on that subject.

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I understand that it’s hard to let go of! The whole of the Bible opposes reincarnation ♥️ “And just as it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgment,” - Hebrews‬ ‭9‬:‭27‬
      Here is a video that ‭I did with Doreen Virtue and Jenn Nizza on reincarnation! I pray it’s helpful ♥️

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Debunking Past Lives: th-cam.com/video/Ih0EQldzCmQ/w-d-xo.htmlsi=AD56AH8KXlc8TdrX

    • @IWillBeSaved
      @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@JacMarinoChenthank you ❤❤❤

  • @terristrange
    @terristrange หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This twin flame nonsense has people chasing the worst possible and most destructive relationships.

  • @gastronomist
    @gastronomist 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I've never heard of anything like this before. How many women do you think he said this to? I think there are some guys who use spirituality to get chicks.

  • @ResilienceLifeCoachJenell
    @ResilienceLifeCoachJenell 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Every time I heard you say familiar. I am reminded of familiar spirits, I don't know if you've heard of this. A familiar spirit is a demon.

  • @SethEngel
    @SethEngel 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    How long were you in the order after getting saved?

  • @MeghanBean
    @MeghanBean 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It’s confusing cuz the cult I left was a church.. very starting from scratch on beliefs & therefore Jesus Christ. I’m having a hard time thinking of going from making my world around one man to technically another ha.

  • @emilyclester7221
    @emilyclester7221 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Our “Twin Flame” story is nearly identical. From how we met to how detached from reality I became going down so many new age rabbit holes trying every possible way to heal apart from Jesus Christ. We share a child which makes it extremely difficult, but I keep my distance as much as possible and do the best I can to give it to God. I had to get on my face and beg God to heal my heart of this illusion and to help me forgive him. It has been 3 years since our divorce and I am noticing the healing of my mind and heart. I am now remarried to an amazing guy that God put into my life. Thank you Lord for revealing the truth to so many of us who were misled down this tumultuous path by evil. Thank you for loving us, being patient with us, protecting us, and forgiving us 💜

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for sharing, Emily. That sounds so difficult, but I am so thankful that you have Jesus to follow as He leads you as the Good Shepherd. Amen!

  • @Jade_Deja
    @Jade_Deja หลายเดือนก่อน

    What means "licked the something-foil"?
    Also... I love your story... I want to know (because so far I didn't hear you say it) do you love your husband? He loves you, ok, but do you love him?🤔

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hi Jade ♥
      the foil is referring to what it was stored in (tinfoil)
      I love my husband more than I knew was humanly possible, and it is all because of God's grace and mercy.

    • @Jade_Deja
      @Jade_Deja หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@JacMarinoChen thanks for the explanation ❤
      About your husband, that's so beautiful ❤❤❤❤

  • @AnnHope53
    @AnnHope53 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It sounds like you were truama bonded to this guy.

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    (Sorry for all the comments) how were you able to let go of your music dream? The resentment of your time & chance to make it being stolen by C & the enemy? I feel like I don’t even know how to exist in this world anymore. The world has changed so much and I’m so much older. I don’t fit in. It’s been 3 years post & turning to Jesus only seemed to make things worse because I was attacked so badly after my TF discarded and replaced me. Like I was being punished for loving my TF & falling for the new age. It feels like all of life is against me. I know it was the only way for God to show me the truth but it hurts so bad. The pure innocent me is gone.

    • @IWillBeSaved
      @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The worst part is, he is being rewarded for leaving me. He is making our dreams come true. While I was left to die

    • @JacMarinoChen
      @JacMarinoChen  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I am saddened to read all that you are going through! I will encourage you that, when we are truly in Christ, He paid our penalty for us and there is no condemnation for those who are in Him (Romans 8:1). The Lord didn’t promise us that following Him will be easy or trouble-free in this world (John 16:33), but we are pilgrims here and this is not our home (1 Peter 2:11). We have eternity with Him to look forward to where there are no more tears or pain (Revelation 21:4).
      It took time following the Lord and Him sanctifying me for me to truly let go of dreams and surrender them to my God. But we are not to love the world or the things in the world (James 4), and He has given me new desires to glorify Him and an eternal perspective.
      Although it’s hard, I urge you to pray for the Lord to help you forgive those who hurt you. Since He commands us to forgive (Matthew 6:14-15; Matthew 5:43-48), He gives us the strength in Him to obey. ♥️ please feel free to email me jac@jacmarino.com
      I encourage you to go through and read the scriptures references. ♥️

    • @IWillBeSaved
      @IWillBeSaved 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@JacMarinoChen I will thank you SO much 💕

    • @wingedinfinity6715
      @wingedinfinity6715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @RealityRecovery I can relate very well to your feeling confused after turning to Jesus. I have been born again since 2018 and my life has been harder than it's ever been since. I have learned in my experience that the consequences of our actions are lessened greatly by Jesus' Grace but not all consequences cease to exist. The ones left to bear are for our Spiritual maturity/growth and also to help others in numerous ways. It's all a part of God's plan and it's actually very intricate. I pray for you to step into a new level of Peace / Trust in ABBA soon. The best is yet to come for you. Keep seeking His face, especially when you feel the least like doing so. When you are weak, you are strong in Christ.
      BIG HUGS ‼️💕🫂💕💥

    • @wingedinfinity6715
      @wingedinfinity6715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@JacMarinoChenSo happy to see your email address ! 🫂 Will be utilizing it soon as I have hurdles to get over and you conveniently popped up. 🙂 GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME ‼️🙌💥

  • @kattydeleo9035
    @kattydeleo9035 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏🤗🥰❤️💕🌹🌹🌹

  • @Peculiar_Optics
    @Peculiar_Optics 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Have you read what the bible says about women who wear rings in their nose? Please let it go. Christian women don't want to wear rings in our noses. Do a study on it.

    • @CuriousCattery
      @CuriousCattery หลายเดือนก่อน

      “When I passed by you again and saw you, behold, you were at the age for love, and I spread the corner of my garment over you and covered your nakedness; I made my vow to you and entered into a covenant with you, declares the Lord GOD, and you became mine. Then I bathed you with water and washed off your blood from you and anointed you with oil. I clothed you also with embroidered cloth and shod you with fine leather. I wrapped you in fine linen and covered you with silk. And I adorned you with ornaments and put bracelets on your wrists and a chain on your neck. And I put a ring on your nose and earrings in your ears and a beautiful crown on your head."
      Ezekiel 16 8:12

  • @davidgray6430
    @davidgray6430 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Doreen you're meant to grow up and become like him, ie, your Christ Self, God Created, as Spirit. We are all That Christ, Jesus was not the only Son of God.