TRIGGERED (UNOFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO)

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    Video By: Traumacore Productions
    Written By: SkyDxddy
    Produced By: Dannson
    Lyrics:
    I shoudn't take things so serious
    I don't think they mean any harm
    But it would sicken you too
    If it happened to you
    And you had to relive every part
    Here come the flashbacks
    And the panic attacks
    How long does that shit last
    I'm losing myself by the day see
    And I know you all think that I'm crazy
    That the demons that show up
    At the foot of my bed
    Are just figments from memories
    That fucked up my head
    That night terrors ain't nothin
    But a real bad dream
    So quit being a God Damn drama queen
    I seal myself in a sound proof room
    So no one can hear how loud I scream
    But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
    Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
    Frozen in your track
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    I can't even be around cigarettes
    You know how many people smoke?
    Approximately one billion
    And just about everybody I know
    You think you know but you don't
    When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh
    And roll your eyes
    Like if they ain't physically ill
    Then they must be a liar
    But wouldn't you recede to the fire
    If everything around you became a threat
    And everyone surrounding you said
    GET OVER IT
    It becomes unbearable to live in
    So listen
    Triggers are relentless
    They ain't gonna quit
    They don't go away just cause you don't
    Believe it
    Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
    I don't think I can do this
    I don't think I can take this
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    You sent my mind on fire
    Sparks flying I'm rewired
    You left me no desire
    Broken and uninspired
    I feel you all conspire
    Left all alone with liars
    Hopeless so I get higher
    And higher till I'm tired
    And there's no reminder
    Of what I'm crying for
    Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    Repay the devils dirty deed
    With a gash all down his back
    You set my mind on fire
    Sparks flying I'm rewired
    You left me no desire
    Broken and uninspired
    Hopeless so I get higher
    And higher till I'm tired
    And there is no reminder
    Of what I'm crying for
    I can't do this anymore
    What am I even fighting for?
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  • @Emma-zn2ei
    @Emma-zn2ei 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1514

    I shoudn't take things so serious
    I don't think they mean any harm
    But it would sicken you too
    If it happened to you
    And you had to relive every part
    Here come the flashbacks
    And the panic attacks
    How long does that shit last
    I'm losing myself by the day see
    And I know you all think that I'm crazy
    That the demons that show up
    At the foot of my bed
    Are just figments from memories
    That fucked up my head
    That night terrors ain't nothin
    But a real bad dream
    So quit being a God Damn drama queen
    I seal myself in a sound proof room
    So no one can hear how loud I scream
    But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
    Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
    Frozen in your track
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    I can't even be around cigarettes
    You know how many people smoke?
    Approximately one billion
    And just about everybody I know
    You think you know but you don't
    When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh
    And roll your eyes
    Like if they ain't physically ill
    Then they must be a liar
    But wouldn't you recede to the fire
    If everything around you became a threat
    And everyone surrounding you said
    GET OVER IT
    It becomes unbearable to live in
    So listen
    Triggers are relentless
    They ain't gonna quit
    They don't go away just cause you don't
    Believe it
    Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
    I don't think I can do this
    I don't think I can take this
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back
    You sent my mind on fire
    Sparks flying I'm rewired
    You left me no desire
    Broken and uninspired
    I feel you all conspire
    Left all alone with liars
    Hopeless so I get higher
    And higher till I'm tired
    And there's no reminder
    Of what I'm crying for
    Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
    Frozen in your tracks
    Take a visit to the past
    Repay the devils dirty deed
    With a gash all down his back
    You set my mind on fire
    Sparks flying I'm rewired
    You left me no desire
    Broken and uninspired
    Hopeless so I get higher
    And higher till I'm tired
    And there is no reminder
    Of what I'm crying for
    I can't do this anymore
    What am I even fighting for?

    • @larryericjackson2148
      @larryericjackson2148 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hey hey I don't know if you understand I win this he My I have been true to you all you do no it for life I promise past past level that shit behind it my he is let go don't hurt because im telling Tell you the truth store

    • @larryericjackson2148
      @larryericjackson2148 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      LoL funny he really

    • @Manda8789
      @Manda8789 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you

    • @vikio_o7683
      @vikio_o7683 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love this song so muchhh

    • @Gypsy44
      @Gypsy44 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awesome for sharing....thank you

  • @yi-hira
    @yi-hira 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2838

    I wonder how many people realize the scene that Maleficent woke up screaming with her wings burned off is a metaphor about rape- going to sleep with someone you think you trust, only to not know they drugged you and took something from you (wings and virginity respectively). Even though Maleficent was able to reunite with her wings, rape victims can't get that back. Stay strong, let your friends be your wings to keep you stable until you can fly by yourself.

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +538

      exactly.. not many know that fact. i actually put an article from vanity fair in the description.. i wrote the song and showed my girlfriend and then she made this for me. it was too painful to create myself so she told me she had the perfect movie .. she was right. thank you for listening. i hope you enjoyed it!

    • @yi-hira
      @yi-hira 4 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      @@SkyDxddy That's cool that you put an article about it in the description. More people need to know.
      You're welcome! I really enjoy your music, I actually found you on tiktok first, then looked for you on youtube and Spotify. Your songs, the lyrics, the meanings, they all hit deep.

    • @sarahsimpson9937
      @sarahsimpson9937 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      When I seen that part I immediately thought that’s what happened to her and I got really sad

    • @asiyah_rose940
      @asiyah_rose940 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@SkyDxddy thank you it helps so much

    • @cindygonzalez605
      @cindygonzalez605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Damn

  • @Rachelja96
    @Rachelja96 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1404

    I'm so sorry to everyone that is here. What happened to you was NOT your fault. Please remember that.

    • @fadingraiya6033
      @fadingraiya6033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      🥺💙💙

    • @melaniefeltsfagan1227
      @melaniefeltsfagan1227 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      😢❤️

    • @nuviagutierrez2525
      @nuviagutierrez2525 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Thank you. I took me years to realize it wasn't my fault because no one ever told me different.

    • @alexsedillo8549
      @alexsedillo8549 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      That’s so sweet 🥹… it’s still taking me awhile to know it wasn’t my fault and now hopefully he gets put away…

    • @tiatownend7660
      @tiatownend7660 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      It was for me was never strong enough I'm not even strong enough to get out of bed in the morning but ppl pretend like it's easy and act like it's a joke but it's serious and it happens to much

  • @swaffy-topic5690
    @swaffy-topic5690 4 ปีที่แล้ว +236

    0:43 ok those few lines couldn't be more true and realistic, some people think its all fun in games until it happens to them, its all jokes and a laughing matter until they get to see it with there own eyes

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      exactly ! the culture is looked at like some fuckin joke when people are killing themselves from the pain there in..

  • @rahulenork
    @rahulenork 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1331

    One thing I love is the passion/anger with which you rap ! It sends shivers down to my spine !

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +287

      thank you! alot of people dont like that. im glad some people understand the intensity.

    • @FrableRock
      @FrableRock 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Same here, I think her voice is so unique and I love her music

    • @casseylloyd1173
      @casseylloyd1173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Took the words out my mouth!! You can feel her music

    • @savanadaley5307
      @savanadaley5307 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Its because she speaking on experience. 🥺💔

    • @skylarmurphy8102
      @skylarmurphy8102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@SkyDxddy whaaaaaat? That WHY...I listen to it. I feel my pain through your music

  • @BexHix
    @BexHix 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +69

    I know those feelings all too well...I fight the demons of PTSD daily. My therapist said it best when she said " there is nothing wrong with you mentally EXCEPT for the fact that you've been through traumatizing situations that unfortunately a pill and no amount of talking can take away the fact that those events happened. All you can do is hold your head up and say "I SURVIVED" and hope that maybe you can save another from experiencing the same pain"

  • @daniellelahm6038
    @daniellelahm6038 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    I've recently been recovering memories of my abuse when I was a child. This song helps me get through the night terrors, memories, PTSD

    • @Cantbeerased7893
      @Cantbeerased7893 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i was abused to but i remember everything good this song helps

    • @MelMel-uj2mi
      @MelMel-uj2mi ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was abused when I was 8 years old until I turned 13 years old. I remember what happened to me. I was diagnosed with PTSD, Flashbacks and Nightmares at 14 years old. I'm on medicine for my diagnosis. It really helps me to cope the majority of the time. I'm still in therapy with a female therapist who has been with me until I turned 17 years old. I'm 37 years old now and I will be 38 years old in May of this year. I will be hopeful to be able to get a new female therapist soon to be able to work with again and work through my other mental health diagnosis that I have.
      Skydxddy I think you are doing awesome music that I can relate to. ❤️

    • @notkim8274
      @notkim8274 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I understand. Im 33, and It took me till I was 30 to relive the memories I repressed when I was a child. Listen, though, what happened absolutely wasn't your fault, and I know how hard it is to accept it, but repeat it, like a mantra. You're valid, you're seen ❤

  • @Sp0oky_princess
    @Sp0oky_princess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +530

    I know you won't see this. But I just wanted to say that I am so thankful for this song. I have PTSD really bad, I was sexually assaulted three times and was in a very abusive Relationship and this helps me cope. I've never been able to find a song that I can relate to about my PTSD and ever since I found this over a year ago I play it all the time. So thank you so much for this amazing song. I'm still fighting. I'm not a victim. I'm a survivor.

    • @navpreetdhillon8174
      @navpreetdhillon8174 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i believe u can do it...it wasn't ur fault so u don't need to be sad...u r the best cz u have survived until now and believe me u will in future too but u ARE NOT survivor but a WINNER👏👏👏

    • @cassondraannfrost9618
      @cassondraannfrost9618 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@navpreetdhillon8174 you said it perfectly

    • @navpreetdhillon8174
      @navpreetdhillon8174 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cassondraannfrost9618 i am glad u agree with me

    • @Sp0oky_princess
      @Sp0oky_princess ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@navpreetdhillon8174 you are amazing. I'm just seeing this now. Thank you so much you give me hope. I am a winner 🏆

    • @priscillamontes2416
      @priscillamontes2416 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m sending positive energy your way ❤ you’re a warrior you got this ❤

  • @marissaashley8556
    @marissaashley8556 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    For anyone on here please know that after seven years your body is brand new meaning if its been seven years you have a body that your abuser has never touched i hope this helps some of yall like it helped me ❤️

  • @exxiethewriter3567
    @exxiethewriter3567 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    I...I am not diagnosed with PTSD. Possibly because I keep the things that have happened close to my chest. However, it needs to be said that I thank you for this song. It makes me feel less alone. And that even if I can't speak my truth yet, someone else is speaking theirs.

    • @aussieliferanch4933
      @aussieliferanch4933 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      it becomes more bearable with time. I tell people what happened to me and let them decide if they feel safe or comfortable enouph to share with me or not. ive been the first person to know someones story so many times this way, and when they where ready helped them tell others and they eventually grow out of needing the blanket of security i offer as they find their own voices.

    • @really4421
      @really4421 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel that exact feelings I know how u r feeling I promise

    • @user-wg4vu3sv3r
      @user-wg4vu3sv3r หลายเดือนก่อน

      did buddy stutter LMAO

  • @dezzdobby1021
    @dezzdobby1021 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    As a cptsd survivor this song literally gives me chills

  • @RosemaryFenton7695
    @RosemaryFenton7695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    Everyone always tells me
    "You just gotta think of good things"
    "You need to stop focusing on all the bad and you'll be fine"
    "You're just being dramatic, your past could've been worse"
    "Others have gone through worse than you"
    This shit right here is what pisses me off. I can't stand it. You know who all says this to me? People who don't have PTSD. My husband's mom and grandmother being those people and honestly? Idk what to do with them, how to explain it

    • @madelinesibley7423
      @madelinesibley7423 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am so sorry certain members of your family are saying those sorts of things. Yes, some people have objectively been through more $hit, but that doesn't ever EVER mean that you haven't suffered as well. One person's pain does not lessen the pain you feel. In my experience, when I encounter people with that small mindset, I just don't bring it up with them. There is no point. I hope things get better for you. Your abuse that you suffered through (and are still suffering from) should never define you. I'm not saying pretend it didn't happen, it did. But the quote at the end of this song is true: "The villains in your story don't deserve to see you fall." 🖤

    • @shinebritechosen
      @shinebritechosen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You have to mind over body shit. It aint easy and dont ever let your weak times make you quite. Cuz your loved and needed and you can conquer that shit

    • @Raevens_freedom
      @Raevens_freedom ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry that all of these things have been said to you. Something that I always say to others when they say stuff like that is, “yes, people do have it worse. But that doesn’t automatically mean that I don’t have it bad.” You are so strong and I’m so sorry about anything bad that has ever happened to you. You are amazing. ❤

    • @Youtube_randomnobody
      @Youtube_randomnobody 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      As if it's a damn choice. They piss me off too but then I think, I'm glad they don't understand. I don't ask people to understand I just ask them to love me anyway.

    • @earnestobright9640
      @earnestobright9640 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I don't think people understand on how much you want dwell on the bed even if you want to think about the good the bad overwhelms you

  • @gtravers3232
    @gtravers3232 3 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    This made me cry. This is the first song I've heard that accurately depicts how I feel on the inside. Thank you.

    • @damagedemoangel666
      @damagedemoangel666 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      me too . touched me on so many levels , ion think she knows just how much ha music helps .

    • @brendalynn61
      @brendalynn61 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Same here

  • @kaylawoodall997
    @kaylawoodall997 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    Thank you. 10 years of being SAed by my father and it took others screaming I’m not alone for me to see it. My inner child is so scared but we’re trying to fix what they broke. The night terrors the ptsd the anxiety I struggle just doing my job where I take care people. Thank you for screaming for us who can’t or feel they aren’t strong enough

  • @NotebookLives
    @NotebookLives 3 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    So powerful. Using the Maleficent clips is like thr icing on the cake, too. My wife showed me your work and my jaw is still dropped at how dope your work is.

    • @Imma-lezbean_
      @Imma-lezbean_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How is ur wife? Is she ok

  • @De3dcrypt1d
    @De3dcrypt1d ปีที่แล้ว +93

    I wasn’t sexually assaulted or abused but I was sexually harassed, people tell me I’m over dramatic. This song really helps
    Thanks

    • @fuzzydo6911
      @fuzzydo6911 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Trauma is when you think you're safe and something happens that makes you realize you aren't. You are not being dramatic. You just realized that you are not as safe as you thought you were.
      As someone who has been sexually harassed by both men and other women, I can tell you that it is normal to become more cautious around people and to feel uncomfortable. However, if it has come to the point where you have flashbacks, panic attacks, or no longer feel safe around people you may need to seek professional help because there most likely is another more serious underlying trauma involved. To be fair though, I "fought off" anyone who sexually harassed me, which may have lessened the trauma's effect on me. Additionally, everyone reacts to trauma differently so don't just take my word for it.

    • @marykayayers3256
      @marykayayers3256 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You are with us. Safe. No matter they had there way physically or mentally to put you here ..hugging you...

    • @christineeleonorepoppe6745
      @christineeleonorepoppe6745 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Many small but bad things happened to me and at some point I ended up in a mental health clinic and one patient opened my eyes about the way I was thinking with one sentence "just because other's had it worse doesn't mean u're struggles aren't valid" he said that after a long conversation and me feeling bad about complaining since he experienced many more hard times than me... u're not over dramatic

    • @katelynhenson8719
      @katelynhenson8719 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I wasn't assaulted or anything. But my family member hid a camera in the bathroom to record me showering. I have never felt like the same person since. A part of me will always remain in that bathroom. All trauma is valid. I dont feel my trauma is significant enough to talk about or complain about but I will never feel comfortable in a bathroom again.

    • @donnamason6522
      @donnamason6522 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That's a terrible abuse of trust. It is a serious assault . Please validate yourself and your feelings. Talk to someone. Maybe a therapist or helpline. You shouldn't keep it to yourself. It will fester. You are the victim. You have every right to your feelings. I hope you find your righteous anger. I wish you all the very best with your healing.❤

  • @isisbauer7611
    @isisbauer7611 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Does anyone else just not want to feel? Because when you do you're either crying or falling in a "black hole" does anyone else feel like that? Or is it just me?

    • @jennifermccollum8300
      @jennifermccollum8300 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      All the time

    • @SDRotBadger
      @SDRotBadger หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same

    • @MercedesonPaws
      @MercedesonPaws หลายเดือนก่อน

      Trust me I thought I wouldn't want to feel and shit down all emotions in my body so I didn't feel and I'm telling you it's the worst thing to do caer even you finally let them come back they come back like a fucking train wreck and I'm still coping from it after almost 2 years of letting go

    • @muradahmed7580
      @muradahmed7580 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Same

  • @jodi7139
    @jodi7139 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I just recently discovered your music thru a friend and I'm so obsessed now. I'm 51yrs old. I am a domestic violence survivor with severe ptsd and I can't even tell you what your music means to me. Thank you🖤💜🖤💜🖤

  • @ACrazedGaming
    @ACrazedGaming 3 ปีที่แล้ว +517

    As someone who suffers from ptsd
    This song makes my anger and rage at the world so much easier to deal with
    Thank you
    Thank you for making it easier to deal with day by day

    • @just_Moss
      @just_Moss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Exactly, I know how you feel

    • @Melissa638
      @Melissa638 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Agreed. I get so sick of hearing " just get over it" if it was that easy to just let it go.. Man you can have it. I wouldn't wish PTSD on anyone.

    • @kennethsullivan6045
      @kennethsullivan6045 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It does the same thing to me. Outstanding

    • @angiejones2481
      @angiejones2481 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

  • @faithmelton2803
    @faithmelton2803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    I don’t know why I found this song. Or maybe it found me but as long as you rapped and said this one line I started to cry. I was raped and all I could smell was the smell of cigarettes. I can never forget Bc of how many people smoke. It’s been 6 years I’ll be 22 so almost 7 and I still have nightmares. I never found a song that related so much

  • @katarinarivers2974
    @katarinarivers2974 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Love this so much. ❤ It truly helps with coping. I have C-PTSD and BPD as a result of 10+ years of abuse and multiple compounded traumas.
    This song gives me words yo describe it.

    • @thetruthspeaker1978
      @thetruthspeaker1978 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God bless you, nobody should have to deal with the diplaced issues of others. The best thing i know to do is to make sure it ends . I sometimes struggle not to be hurtful to people. I try to remember how it feels and that i never want anyone else to feel that way..♥️

    • @katarinarivers2974
      @katarinarivers2974 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thetruthspeaker1978 Thank you! ❤ And yes, breaking the cycle is SO important! I struggle with it too b/c you do wind up harboring so much anger & hurt from what was done to you but you also know you can't take it out on people who didn't do it. Its hard but its worth every moment of recovery and healing.

    • @BatttleKattt
      @BatttleKattt ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have cptsd as well... It's ridiculous the amount of bullshit I've been dealt. Feels so unfair, if it weren't fory children I would no longer be here...

    • @hellohello-ey9qj
      @hellohello-ey9qj ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ptsd and bpd, are an awfully tragic mix. You are not alone, this sucks. This song really explains a lot of the unspoken feelings.

    • @s.i.c.q.m.s.5677
      @s.i.c.q.m.s.5677 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@BatttleKattt Same 🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏 Light Love & Levity To You & Yours 🤍

  • @andibruland4371
    @andibruland4371 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Also this sone is one of the best songs I have ever heard 💕💕

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      thank you bb xx

  • @mvsnightcore8033
    @mvsnightcore8033 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    normally i don't like rap music. but your voice... the pain and anger... wow love it

  • @addieschubert4739
    @addieschubert4739 4 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    I found your music not long ago and it’s so powerful and inspiring

  • @priscillamontes2416
    @priscillamontes2416 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I felt this because I know a form of this pain. Im living with PTSD myself. Thank you for this ❤

  • @alexistrate1992
    @alexistrate1992 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    People think maleficent is pear evil but she is broken she had her wings cut off and she trusted the person who did that

  • @emmacourtwright7736
    @emmacourtwright7736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I feel this so hard. My mum has ignored the fact that I am still deep down a traumatized child. No one believes me when I tell my side, they all say "oh don't go pulling that card again." so now I have no friends because i put up boundaries to protect myself from the flashbacks. Does anyone else get super panicky and violent when the flashbacks are almost done? Cause I do, but i dunno if its normal... Anyone else get like that?

    • @lilmadrox1de385
      @lilmadrox1de385 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I do...
      I'm scared to put up boundaries so I get flashbacks very often.

    • @damagedemoangel666
      @damagedemoangel666 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      i totally understand - i get flashbacks n triggers from smells , certain places , clothes etc + it sucks cause i’ve lost touch wit reality n get told ta “move on” “it’s over” n i “should move past it” like it’s sooo easy , so i’ve jus rlly been self destructive ta myself a lot lately since ion rlly have nobody ta lean on w/o getting criticisms as if it’s my frickin fault n it drives me crazy i wanna scream …. so no , yhu’re not totally alone n have ppl like me in our position who actually rlly get it n wont jus tell yhu wutchu wanna hear . much love angel , i hope yhu’re doing well 😔💙

    • @damagedemoangel666
      @damagedemoangel666 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@lilmadrox1de385 me too :( then it’s like we’re duh bad guys once we set up our boundaries like CANT WE DO ANYTHING RIGHT ??!??? 😔🥺

    • @lilmadrox1de385
      @lilmadrox1de385 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @damagedemoangel666 yeah it's like we can't set them because then we are wrong for not trusting people

    • @damagedemoangel666
      @damagedemoangel666 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lilmadrox1de385 n dats one of many things i cant stand - we cant do anything w/o worrying abt upsetting ppl while so when rlly , we jus wanna be comfortable , like no , we jus want our peace n safe space n they fail ta realize its not our fault we can’t trust ppl ykwim

  • @xl-origins
    @xl-origins 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    "What am I even fighting for...?" Miss... If not for yourself, for the people you save with this music.

  • @isaiahshane9545
    @isaiahshane9545 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    "Frozen in your track
    Take a visit to the past
    To see the devils dirty deed
    Leave a mark all down your back" the absolute most accurate description of what a flashback feels like. i have been listening so much on spotify and finally come to see the videos. im crying so hard :( this is a masterpiece. im going to watch all the others now

  • @Sp0oky_princess
    @Sp0oky_princess ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I've been listening to skydxddy for a long time and this will forever be my favorite song. I relate so freaking hard. I have PTSD and a lot of trauma. This is the only song that I've found about PTSD and I've never related to anything so hard. Thanks skydxddy for this forever banger.

  • @emilyramos264
    @emilyramos264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I honestly love that I found ur music I deal with extreme PTSD and this song is so relatable

  • @Joe-jt1tw
    @Joe-jt1tw 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    To this day 17 years later i cant get in small cars or red ones

    • @stephanieparadis4970
      @stephanieparadis4970 หลายเดือนก่อน

      To do this day I can't smell beer or handle being around people drinking beer

  • @courtneybeattie6407
    @courtneybeattie6407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I wonder how many people heard this and Realise that this is what they go through daily, As a person with ptsd I can relate and I kinda feel at eased that a lot of people go through this pain and not just me (it makes me feel not alone)

  • @invisible_potato
    @invisible_potato 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I love this so much its so Powerful and beautiful ❤❤

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      thank u my love!

  • @bonniewhite8093
    @bonniewhite8093 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    That unwanted kiss... the smell of smoke on their breath, it's something you don't forget.

  • @alyssafox5078
    @alyssafox5078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I LOVE U this song has helped me so much and literally describes my feelings and how ppl treat me due to my trauma
    Makes me feel less alone

  • @Glitched0ut_
    @Glitched0ut_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    ..your music really fucking hits me. You make people feel less alone sharing your story and your story matters. So thank you... I love your fucking music and I just started listening to it.

  • @andrewmartin1981
    @andrewmartin1981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "I can't do this anymore, what am I even fighting for" 🥺

  • @lydiagully6550
    @lydiagully6550 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Damn I was reading the comments and I shed some tears and I haven’t cried in 4 or 6 years but the things they say are relatable just whoever reads this don’t give in yet I know days feel like it’s passing like it’s nothing and the constant pain and emptiness will be gone someday we just got to wait a little long but if that day doesn’t come just find a way around it please.

  • @pandatingler
    @pandatingler 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song is my daily motivation. My therapist listened to it with me Sunday, she said it's the best representation of PTSD and what you feel like after trauma she's ever heard. Thank you for your music it has helped me so much as I start my healing through C-PTSD ♥

  • @charlotteembrich9603
    @charlotteembrich9603 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I just love how some did a maleficent edit of her pain and didnt make her out to be the villain. She was betrayed by her first friend turned lover in the worst way and just expected to let that go? I always saw the 3 fairy mothers as the villains cause they knew what happened and still took the side of the betrayer. They basically just gaslight her cause she shunned humans from the grove after having her wings cut off by the guy she trusted most. He did that to her for greed and used her for his gain. He wasnt a good person anymore after that night. That song was great and fit perfectly. Hits hard to cause its true.

  • @KL-dj8uj
    @KL-dj8uj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I was staying over at a friends house 2 days after my 15th bday, I was asleep in the quest room when my friends 19yr old brother stole my wings...

  • @josiekorenek2795
    @josiekorenek2795 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It does get better, I promise. It will take years, but you will find your strength, your voice. I struggled heavily for 2 years, half of which with undiagnosed PTSD. After a year of doing emdr, I finally am ready to move onto talk therapy. It’s hard, it really is. But you got this, I know you do. You’re stronger than you know.

  • @taylorburns3936
    @taylorburns3936 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    As someone that struggles badly with my mental health because of severe trauma, I appreciate this song sm. People don't realize how hard it is to deal with something when they've never gone through it. I'm tired of people fucking say just forgive and forget about it. You try to forget about it when the smallest things trigger anxiety all the fucking time.

  • @andrewmartin1981
    @andrewmartin1981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This really is more than music.......

  • @Crystuliss
    @Crystuliss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It's been 4 to 8 years since my last sa and I still wake up with nightmares, this song very well described what it's like to deal with the trauma I went through

  • @katrinareinholz4227
    @katrinareinholz4227 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Your fighting to help those who can relate feel like they aren't the only one who feels that way ❤️ thank you for this song

  • @skymercii
    @skymercii 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My best friend sent me this cus I told what I was struggling with: PTSD. Anxiety. Depression. Disassociation. Random Depression episodes. You know when I was going thru a very dark time. I want to thank you for helping me thru that.

  • @musicisbae2142
    @musicisbae2142 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Man you don't know how much this resonates with me... Was raped by my cousin's from a very young age... And my family doesn't believe me and they are constantly trying to gas light me about it... Thank you for this song...

  • @elevenpoisons2484
    @elevenpoisons2484 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Being groomed, abandoned , bullied and assaulted growing up has left a permanent scare. With years of meds and therapy, its gotten better until i sleep or encounter a trigger. I feel like its just apart of me forever

  • @AlilBritt
    @AlilBritt 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You left me no desire, broken and uninspired, hopeless and tired! Totally accurate.

  • @lucywest6122
    @lucywest6122 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I've been bullied for years for being adopted and recently I got given some bad news and this song has helped me so much. it's been the motivation for me to get up when I've completely felt like not getting up. So thank you Sky, you are a true helper and inspiration. My PTSD has gotten worse as I've grown so this song has really helped.

  • @applesong01
    @applesong01 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This song captured it perfectly. I love it, but it has also a caused me to have a few flash backs and I hope people be aware before watching

  • @shadowayiax
    @shadowayiax 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I feel bad for Maleficent, she's misunderstood and she was betrayed by her once lover, Stephan. Over time she got over him but he came back and betrayed her by cutting off her wings, she loved herself and Sleeping Beauty more then Stephan. He cut her wings, meaning he cut everything off her being
    "Being cut from yourself is a sin that leaves you bleeding to death."

  • @amberpatterson9077
    @amberpatterson9077 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    😭😭😭😭😭 I'm over here screaming, I've NEVER heard my life experience put into words....I'm speechless.

  • @The-rb4pv
    @The-rb4pv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The pain in your voice. I feel it-

  • @mrssararoot
    @mrssararoot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The best song I have ever heard to explain myself!

  • @HallowbeaststudiosGaming
    @HallowbeaststudiosGaming หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Being someone with cptsd.... This song speaks volumes to me and those around me I'm so tired of people treating me like it's my fault or like I can control it when I can't.... This song makes me feel like I'm not alone

  • @kristinpalmer9916
    @kristinpalmer9916 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Thank you survivor of all types of abuse

  • @Camimalm7
    @Camimalm7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You’re unreal. Seriously this song is out of this world I can’t believe a person could be this talented. ICONIC!!!

  • @chryswarren8391
    @chryswarren8391 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The amount of times I’ve listened to this and cried is astronomical. But thank you…. For this

  • @Renae5147
    @Renae5147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song fits maleficent perfectly

  • @obscureebby
    @obscureebby 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    This is a powerful song!! Along with your other Amazing songs you've made! 💕💜 you surprise me with your meaningful rap! This is what people should hear!! Kepp going bb ❤😁

  • @vatiantL1130
    @vatiantL1130 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I don’t have diagnosed ptsd but I can feel this song a little to much as I wanted… hopefully everyone who had such moments can handle them and stay strong!

  • @tezaalonso9089
    @tezaalonso9089 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Damn i just found you today but holy cow your music is super good 😍❤❤🙏

    • @SkyDxddy
      @SkyDxddy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      tysm! hope you'll stay tuned.. welcome home love

    • @tezaalonso9089
      @tezaalonso9089 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@SkyDxddy i definitely will ❤❤

  • @PoeticDreamer51
    @PoeticDreamer51 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I heard this for the first time a few days ago. Mine happened 10 years ago. I tried to unalive myself a year after. I had this moment of amazement when I listened to this. Because this was it. This was exactly it. But I’ve come so so far. I still have nightmares sometimes. But I’m a completely different person. I was telling someone about how this song made me think back on it and it made me sad. But not in a way that it was a trigger, but in a way I would feel if someone told me they had the same thing happen. In a “I’m so sorry this happened to you,” kind of way. And then I started crying. I’ve heard it said to me before, but I don’t think I’ve ever said it to myself. If that makes sense. Thank you for this song. Thank you for helping me realize how far I’ve come and for that little extra bit of healing.

  • @FeralGremlinGF
    @FeralGremlinGF 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm here for you hun.... I know the feeling all too well. If you ever need to talk or vent I'll always have ear to lend😊

  • @Tazzdancer12
    @Tazzdancer12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Why haven't I discovered her sooner her music hits home for me in a relatable way and I haven't been able to have a real cry from a song in so long. Thanks for you music love you've inspired me today. ❤️

  • @carinamorhart3145
    @carinamorhart3145 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your music found me at the right moment. Thank you.

  • @ryantully3717
    @ryantully3717 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The emotion in the words. Wow. You get it. Beautiful

  • @daintrex8606
    @daintrex8606 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I need more of this. I feel your music to my very core. This deserves more recognition. I've listened over 20 times in two days and shared with 3 friends.

  • @jolynnsmith2207
    @jolynnsmith2207 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this is painfully relatable...and I'm so glad I stumbled upon this, thank you.

  • @jonathancrane825
    @jonathancrane825 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Your music is helping me with my troubles thank you fro you beautiful songs and voice

  • @AnnoyedHiker-sh6qf
    @AnnoyedHiker-sh6qf 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love with this every single day, instead of screaming out loud I’ve learned to scream inside but now it’s constantly

  • @spacyrose6236
    @spacyrose6236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I’m so happy I found your music it’s amazing ❤️😘

  • @jellymermaidforlife1471
    @jellymermaidforlife1471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have PTSD and I sometimes have really had night terrers I hate it sky you are such a strong person this song is bussin

  • @dueunicycle3699
    @dueunicycle3699 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I always enjoy your music man.

  • @NoName-wz7mz
    @NoName-wz7mz หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This scene ugh makes me want to watch it again 😩❤️

  • @AnndelsMcdonald
    @AnndelsMcdonald หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    So crazy I'm so here! Why me my love left me.

  • @nightdevil8470
    @nightdevil8470 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Still listening to this in 2021 still my favorite song

  • @sinsplaylists6148
    @sinsplaylists6148 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    omg, wonderful and BEAUTIFUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @zoewheeler4033
    @zoewheeler4033 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My ex bf was abusive he did horrible things to me. But I'm out of that now and some how two years later unknowingly made friends with his cousins and i told him never yell at me after telling him what his cousin did to me but he has the same anger issues and always yells so i listen to ever time he does it

  • @Kayu010
    @Kayu010 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This song be hitting to hard recently

  • @hannahwilliams5681
    @hannahwilliams5681 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I have listened to this song approximately 1000 times in the past week since I finally listened to it. I relate to it so much. I'm so sorry it happened to you too.

  • @antoinetteforchin9446
    @antoinetteforchin9446 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your music send such a powerful message and in fact I can see how you used the swear words to make it more powerful and meaningful

  • @jessicab7165
    @jessicab7165 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just found this yesterday. Can’t stop listening. 🤩 wow

  • @miribekahburke2021
    @miribekahburke2021 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and this is the best song that I’ve ever heard that describes what it feels like and that I can relate to. Flashbacks and nightmares are constant and I relive my trauma almost every day. Thanks for writing this song so I don’t feel so alone. I feel understood finally. Also, I love your style of music and your song Battlefield! Thank you for everything SkyDxddy ❤️

  • @yvelineasmathe9158
    @yvelineasmathe9158 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love the anger in the song💜💜💜🧡🧡🧡🧡💜💜💜🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @ghostkittytv9962
    @ghostkittytv9962 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’ve been looking for a song exactly like this🙌🏼🥺💜

  • @ashleyburton3542
    @ashleyburton3542 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can hear the passion in her voice

  • @katelynw5605
    @katelynw5605 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Sending virtual hugs to everyone here who needs or wants one. No one deserves to be treated like an object for men (or women) to gawk at

  • @riverlyn6958
    @riverlyn6958 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "Get over it" Im told.
    PTSD. My head, my demons. 🔥❤

  • @AleignaJC
    @AleignaJC 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song brought me to tears, because it is so accurate

  • @melissafoster2767
    @melissafoster2767 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can't say anything besides... I can understand these lyrics to the bone. I was a comment about the metaphor of her wings burned off ... I knew instantly what it meant due to the tears in my eyes and shaking in my hands when I watched the scene. Too bad people are too scared to help when a man/woman needs it. Good luck to anyone that felt the way I did when I first listened to this song alone and in the dark. I hope you make it through.. lord knows I almost didn't make it.

  • @kathrynryan8106
    @kathrynryan8106 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You and NF should make a song together! ❤️

  • @nikkitaylor8228
    @nikkitaylor8228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I just found your music today because of a popular TikTok of yours recreating Montero.. but I wish I found this sooner. You’re so talented!

  • @brofishermanjoe8649
    @brofishermanjoe8649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Can you make a video with just the music? I love your rapping. You are great at it. But can you make a karaoke version too?

  • @briarwolf0501
    @briarwolf0501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Late to the party, but I've got ALLLLLLLLLLLL the chills

  • @faithsnyder6744
    @faithsnyder6744 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Up till I was 9, when I was 11, 15, 16, and roofied when I was 17 before it happened... Your music brings awareness and shows the daily things we endure.. thank you ♥️

  • @LucasNinoMusic
    @LucasNinoMusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Amazing! Love the song, and also this movie.