mmmhhhhh I personally don't use social media much. I experienced the same experience as you too but in my case I think it was because of burnout. It was because of the fact that after everything that I did nothing really changed (I did alot of community service for my school). Then it was highschool and I tried my damm best at grade 10 but again nothing really came out of it. Actually nah things got worse, I know it was just the circumstances, cause the school moved out to another building so there were alott of challenges that we had to face (the school and the students). But it still hurts when your 7 page report on a bully that you work on for 3 months literally did nothing. It still hurts that the school teachers degrade the students verbally ok almost every morning. It hurts to see the students not caring for what is right and just wanting to have as much fun as possible until even if that will hurt others. It was tiring, and now I don't really have any motivation to do anything despite being in a position to do alot if things. I intellectually know that I have the power to change stuff now but it feels painful to do anything now. I really hope I can find a way to un-burnout myself in the next few months, cause if not alot of people that trusted me would be quite disappointed.
Could it also be changing hormones? As you are getting closer to adulthood, testosteron levels change, it could have efect on memory. Something similar happens to girls too. Maybe...
Very interesting to hear. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽
mmmhhhhh I personally don't use social media much. I experienced the same experience as you too but in my case I think it was because of burnout. It was because of the fact that after everything that I did nothing really changed (I did alot of community service for my school). Then it was highschool and I tried my damm best at grade 10 but again nothing really came out of it. Actually nah things got worse, I know it was just the circumstances, cause the school moved out to another building so there were alott of challenges that we had to face (the school and the students). But it still hurts when your 7 page report on a bully that you work on for 3 months literally did nothing. It still hurts that the school teachers degrade the students verbally ok almost every morning. It hurts to see the students not caring for what is right and just wanting to have as much fun as possible until even if that will hurt others. It was tiring, and now I don't really have any motivation to do anything despite being in a position to do alot if things. I intellectually know that I have the power to change stuff now but it feels painful to do anything now. I really hope I can find a way to un-burnout myself in the next few months, cause if not alot of people that trusted me would be quite disappointed.
Could it also be changing hormones? As you are getting closer to adulthood, testosteron levels change, it could have efect on memory. Something similar happens to girls too. Maybe...
how do you know that you are autist? Anyways you are very well articulated it is a pleasure to listen to.