I have only listened to the 'short' version but to me it sounds like she wants a free pass to sleep around while she is traveling. Don't feel bad about canceling the wedding and breaking up with her. First, change all your info like any social media accounts you have, your email, your phone, where you work, if possible, and get a new place to live and move yourself out. Then tell all your family and friends in common and make sure they understand not to give her any information about you including telling anyone else who might not be kind to you about this situation. Then write a letter explaing the situation to her parents/family (holding off important info she could use to find you). Then go back to where you lived with her pack up her stuff and end the agreement with the landlord while she is away then when she comes back have a courier meet her at the airport with your goodbye letter and a key to the storage space that contains her stuff. Then, never speak to her again. Good luck, and I wish you well.
Prolly cheating, leave her
I have only listened to the 'short' version but to me it sounds like she wants a free pass to sleep around while she is traveling. Don't feel bad about canceling the wedding and breaking up with her. First, change all your info like any social media accounts you have, your email, your phone, where you work, if possible, and get a new place to live and move yourself out. Then tell all your family and friends in common and make sure they understand not to give her any information about you including telling anyone else who might not be kind to you about this situation. Then write a letter explaing the situation to her parents/family (holding off important info she could use to find you). Then go back to where you lived with her pack up her stuff and end the agreement with the landlord while she is away then when she comes back have a courier meet her at the airport with your goodbye letter and a key to the storage space that contains her stuff. Then, never speak to her again. Good luck, and I wish you well.