I’m so sorry things didn’t work out with Avery. You don’t have to share anything you’re not comfortable with sharing just know we support you no matter what and I’m excited for this new chapter in your life 💜
This is so real and raw. I wish people would be more open about their feelings about this on social media, because it reminds us all that we're not alone in having those huge feelings. Hugs to you and hope your healing journey is going great💛. You're going to grow so much in this next year, already know it!
Rewatching this video months later because today my girlfriend of 5 and a half years left me with a note on our kitchen table because she couldn’t bare to say it to my face. Feeling so lost and this video is making me feel like I’m not the only person to go through this.
Similar position - coming back to watch these videos after my gf left me. Cold turkey, just blocked. Here to see how she was able to overcome something so difficult
I didn’t know of you at all until I heard of the relationship TikTok drama. And can I just say….you have won my heart over. You are so genuinely sweet and sensitive, just like myself. You have a light that no one can dim and so much more growing and glowing to do. I can’t wait to follow the rest of your journey.
It takes a very strong person to heal offline! I cannot wait to see how you grow in this next chapter. I am also moving out of a shared apartment with a partner I was so excited to start a life with, and seeing you in the phase of life I am about to step into is oddly comforting to know I am not alone. Thank you for sharing these vulnerable moments with us!!!!
Went through the exact same thing as soph this last year and it’s been almost comforting to know I’m not the only one who has experienced this, especially as queer women. Sending you love and good vibes into healing ❤
change is so incredibly hard especially when it involves finding yourself again. you are stronger than you think, and just have to take it day by day. sending so much love to you and your new home! also blankets and ambient lighting makes places feel so much more homey :)
I never comment because I’m scared of someone I know seeing it and being embarrassed but I’m commenting this because I feel like it should be said. I and many other people are proud of you. You are inspiring so many people who have similar feelings to what you’re feeling right now to do what they’re scared to do and that’s amazing. You’re doing you’re best and that’s the best for you right now. Remember to keep taking care of yourself and loving yourself everyday ♥️♥️
I don't even know whether you see this soph but I just wanted to say everything happens for a reason and for the better. You are literally one of the strongest people I know and you helped me so much by teaching me not to give up when life throws life changing diagnoses and trying to stay positive about it. You got through that so you can get through anything . I'm soo excited for the new chapter and hope nothing but the very best for you cuz you are such a special person💛
It's heartbreaking to see you cry, but it's inspiring to see you get your own place and move by yourself. I'm so sorry that things didn't work out with you and Avery. Take this time to heal, to learn, and to grow. Wishing you all the best and can't wait to see your journey through this new chapter of your life.
One of the best things after a break up is just a fresh start. Doesn’t make you weak - doesn’t make you look silly. It’s just a new chapter & it’s gonna be so much better to heal there rather being in a place that is familiar. Love you girl. And so proud of you!
this apartment is AMAZING it’s so spacious but cozy and homey at the same time. to new beginnings i can’t wait to grow with you and find new versions of ourselves!!
I always try to remind myself that social media doesn’t always paint the full picture, but i really admire your openness with your struggles. Seeing you pick yourself up time and time again after those wildcards being thrown at you is a reflection on how you’re growing and healing. I’m so glad that you’re not only trying to heal in your own way, but to also move forward and try new things.
i've been going through the same thing and the part about appreciation for friendships has really been a major thing, we are healing and im sending the love
No matter what life throws at you it leads to growth. You’re bright and help so many people by just being you! Encourage yourself as much as you do others
Beautifully done vlog I must say, merging physical move with emotional move, weaving in past present future contexts. QOTD "I'm proud of myself". I love it. Rooting for you girl.
thank you for being so vulnerable and not being afraid to show your emotions. this is the first video of yours i watched and i really loved it it felt like i was on facetime with a friend.
i had to pause about 3-4 minutes in and just comment on how strong you are.. i’ve been in a pretty bad relationship for over two years now and any time we take time apart it’s almost like i’m suffocating and would rather suffer being with him than just moving on, and you saying that you’ve already seen light at the end of the tunnel really helps a lot because it so hard to see that light when you’re losing someone and trying to move on after being so close and comfortable with that person.
I just wanted to say I was the same way for 8 long yrs I suffered the mental n emotional abuse n kept goin back cuz I was hopin n praying he would change n I loved him so much n finally this last may I left for good!!!!
“Think of emotions as visitors, allow them to flow through you and out** Girl you are young LIVE YOUR LIFE! heal and make yourself happy. Trust me when you’re older you’ll only regret wasted time. You got this! Congrats to your new beautiful life. Before you know this place will be filled with so many beautiful memories you’ll hardly think of the old ones ✨♥️
Happy to see you back Soph. I’m so excited for you and the new chapter in your life. Fuck everyone that makes rude comments about stuff. It’s a part of your life and you deserve to talk about it and your feelings. I hope the best for you. You’re a beautiful soul and you truly deserve the best. Keep your head up Soph 🤍
this made me grow a love for u. thank u for being so raw and vulnerable and showing the parts of healing that a lot of people don’t show online. this made me feel less alone so thank you. i wish u all the best ❤️
Having the courage to live on your own is great!! It gives you the opportunity to truly discover yourself, what’s important to you, who you want to be around, what your own personal goals are, find new hobbies, etc. I know it’s scary now but seriously, in a year you’ll look back and be amazed at how far you’ve come. One day at a time 💜
i hate seeing you cry, but crying is good. so proud of you for making such an effort to embrace change and taking care of yourself and learning how to be by yourself. sending love miss girl, keep healing and figuring all this out🤍
New chapter fresh new start im sorry things didn't work out with you two everything happens for reason time heals all wounds take your time glad u chose to heal truly offline you deserve your privacy love you soph can't wait for what the future brings you 💗
everything you said was just so incredibly well spoken and even from past videos, like yes pain and hurt but even the growth and ability to speak on all that’s happened is incredible
happy to see you back on youtube, i feel like i speak for everyone when i say i am so proud of you and the person you are. you are being so respectful yet also sharing so much with us. we all admire you and adore you. life is crazy and everything really does happen for a reason, im glad you’re getting little glimpses of the light at the end of the tunnel
I’m so sorry things didn’t work out in your relationship. I hope you know how truly special of a person you are and I love you so much. On another note, I’m SO excited for this new chapter in your life. Your new apartment is simply BEAUTIFUL, all the natural light makes me so happy!! ❤️❤️
I really do want to commend you for taking time for yourself and healing offline. That’s so hard but you are going to be better off for doing that for sure. Been following you for years and I have always appreciated your energy and vibes. The new apartment looks so spacious and beautiful. Sending you so much love and support 🤍
I am really really proud of Soph. She has come a very long way and she continues to grow herself no matter what comes her way. I started following her last year, and at the time I watched a few of her older videos just to get some backround info on who she was, and since then I’ve watched every single one of her videos, and from that experience I can say that she has really grown as a person. She does not cause any drama and she is so original and hardworking. I love her soooo much, and I really hope to meet her one day. She is my role model. I had a proud mum moment watching this video ❤️😭
Stay strong, early 20's are a hard time but the best time to be on your own and grow into yourself. Just know you have a whole community of people here around the same point in life trying to figure it all out ❤❤
Soph, I’m so proud of you dude. I remember watching lives in your purple bedroom in 2020 and you were just always so genuine and different than the rest. Your new place is beautiful and looks really homey!! You’re so much stronger than you feel, but creating your place from the ground up will help you find your strength. Sending you so much love and happiness!!
soph, you’re such an incredible person. you’re going to accomplish so many more amazing things. take all the time you need to heal, and grow. thank you for showing this vulnerable vlog. So many people can relate. I can’t wait to watch you flourish in this next chapter of your life. Everything does happen for a reason. love you so much🤍
I have loved watching your journey so far and I’m excited to see your next adventure. I have been keeping up with your channel since you first started and you have become not only my comfort person but my idol as well. You remind me of myself and every time I watch your next vlog I can point out something that reminds me of me. I too never liked having sleepovers and was always a home body. Soph, you are so strong and I know you’ve got this!
I am sorry you are having to go through this. My oldest daughter is going through the same thing. Hers is a divorce and the end of a 4 year relationship. She has never lived alone before either,....I am already seeing SO MUCH GROWTH from her. We just moved her into a studio apartment and are helping her get back on her feet. She absolutely LOVES living alone so far (with her 2 cats of course!). PLEASE know that you are loved and supported by so many and you can do this! You will come out stronger and having grown so much.
I feel the same too. I've had a pretty hard life. Like so much is thrown my way and I get overwhelmed. Sometimes it may feel like it's never-ending. But what I've learned at 22 is that the strongest people are given the toughest battles, which in turn makes us wiser. Hang in there Soph
I love this video so much Soph you made it through all those bad times and all the bad cards that you said u were thrown with and you are still here and that’s what matters. you don’t owe us anything! YOU are loved, YOU are important, YOUR feelings are always valid. cheers to new beginnings and the start of a beautiful life that you will create for yourself 🤍
I have never been so proud of someone that I didn’t actually know! What your doing takes strength and courage! Keep pushing yourself and you will keep thriving! 💪🏼
never forget that any progress is still progress. whether its baby steps or a huge leap. heal for you, live for you and fall in love with life during the process. so proud of you and the things you are doing to take care of YOU keep your head up 🤍
Been watching your vlogs since you started youtube. seeing you grow is beautiful 💕 you are going to learn so much about yourself. cheers to this next chapter!!
even though it’s hard for us to see the relationship end and in some ways see this new chapter begin, if this is what needs to happen for you to be happier, live better than you were better, and heal then i fully support with all of my heart. change can be really hard and bring out really real feelings, and it’s okay to feel them! it’s so much better than keeping then inside, trust me. i’m so excited to be here for this new chapter. luv you soph ✨❤️
The next lesson is learn that you are your own home. Getting comfy with yourself and not needing that comfort person is the best feeling. You got this mama
love you so much soph! moving is such an emotional and intense thing in itself let alone with all these life changes, thank u for still choosing to share all of this with us even in the midst of ur healing process through all of life’s curveballs
i would just like to say that i just moved recently to florida. leaving my hometown was so hard as a young teen, but i am being honest that after watching this video i feel so so so much better. i always love watching your videos and i was so sad when you didn’t post, but i respect you and i understand 100% that you had to take a break. you are so strong and i am so great full for you and your videos because they always make me feel better no matter what. and since we are kind of in a similar situation, i feel like it helps even more. i am so so proud of you and i love you so so so much!
Thank you for this and your honesty. I’m going through the same thing and so many things you said just hit home in such a real way. We will both get through this I know it
I am so proud of you as well Soph. We all change as we grow in life. Your life experiences have made you who you are and that is an amazing young woman who IS going to be ok. I am older than you and am going through what you are. My next step is moving because it’s tough to be in a place we got together. I am in awe that what I am learning at my age you are doing for yourself at such a young age. Continue to do what makes you happy and to better your life. I am on this journey with you Soph. So thank you for having a voice to share because you are not only helping yourself but you are helping others (like me) going through some very similar things. Lots of love to you.
Yes, Soph, you had me crying right along with you. I am so incredibly proud of you, tho!!! You keep your head up, babygirl, cause you have a wonderful adventure ahead of you! It may seem like things aren’t okay right now, but they and you will be💗 Sending lots of love and hugs and I cannot wait to see what’s coming up next on your beautiful journey!! Xo
As someone who got out of a serious relationship and moved out on her own for the first time, I totally understand all the emotions you're facing right now. But you're right, in a few months you're going to look back at this and be so proud of the person you were to make those decisions and you will grow in so many ways in your own space. You'll rediscover who you are and make some incredible memories of self healing there. Being on my own has been the best thing for my healing post breakup and its taught me so much about myself. It's a long journey but honestly its a really beautiful one. Your openness and vulnerability is one of things that keeps me coming back to your channel, feels like a friend sharing their life with me. ❤❤❤
My ❤️ goes out to you both. Sorry to see the dissolution of the relationship but looking forward to watching your continued growth and success. I wish you the best in finding your personal happiness and looking past the happiness which is attached to others. Best of luck!!!
Thank you for taking us along on your journey. Starting anew is always hard but it’s so great you have your family and friends including this online community cheering you on and with you in spirit! You are so brave to share your life with us and your purpose is definitely to help others who are going through their own struggles. Thanks Soph! We appreciate you! Sending you love and light! ❤️
Soph i’m going through a similar journey and your content has helped me process what’s been dealt to me. you are strong and it sucks that the beautiful life had to end. it hurts. i know. but to new beginnings
You are so strong, thank you for sharing this with us. You’re doing amazing, you’re such an inspiration, things will get so much better! We are so proud of you, Soph ❤️ It felt so nice seeing you again, looking forward to cheering on your every success.
As tough as this seems, I have totally been there, where I’ve been uprooted and had to move away and the feeling of being scared and kind of lost in a way where it’s a new beginning… it’s fricken terrible. But I do have to tell you, you’re an amazing influencer, and you seem strong as hell. The battle seems hard now, but eventually there will be light after the dark tunnel. Just keep grinding, healing and working on you, that feeling will go away with time… and just think, you’re home will be yours. You’re comfort place where you won’t ever have to leave. You got this and all of us are behind you in this process, to watch the sunshine that you already are, in this new chapter.
You are so beautiful inside and out, Soph!! You are going to get through this challenging period and come out a more refined, joyful version of yourself. I can hear the strength in your voice. You are powerful standing on your own and you will be powerful when you're ready to love again. Sending you all the hugs
soph, i just want you to know that you are not alone. i struggle with change as well and just moved out of my mom's house for the first time at the age of 23 in december. granted, her and my dad are only 30 minutes away but i totally understand how you feel. it's not easy and you're doing such a good job coping. love you, girly. 💜
You really are so motivating and it’s interesting to see how you deal with major life changes. I don’t think I would be able to stay positive like you clearly are really trying to do. I can tell that in the end you’re going to be fine because of your mental attitude and strong character!
I can’t tell u how proud i am of u for just taking time to heal yourself and moving out all by yourself! I can already see how much happier u are and how much you are already healing 🤍 You have inspired me so much in the past 2 years and i just want to say thank you for that because whenever i am having a hard day i just watch ur videos and see how strong u are every single day, and it makes me feel like i can actually do life and not just survive but thrive and be my happiest self 🤍😊💗 I can’t wait to see what the future brings and to be able to watch your healing journey!!! I love you so much soph 💗💗💗 Also in like 3-4 years im gonna be moving to Tampa for college because im going to be attending University of Tampa to become a Forensic Science Technician 🥳 Hopefully if u are still living in the area i will get to meet u 🤞🏼🤍
I absolutely love this for you. I know I’m gonna be watching this blood and tuning in on every vlog! You are so strong and I adore you!!! This video motivated me to follow my heart and work for things and never be afraid to move forward! Here for you always 🫶🏻
It’s like you said Soph, one day you’re gonna look back and this is just going to be the part of the road that was bumpy but you have a whole life ahead of you that’s filled with family and friends who love you and of course your internet friends who will always support you :) 🤍
And as for the relationship, “don’t cry because it ended smile because it happened”. You had two beautiful years of genuine love and friendship and just because it ended doesn’t mean it wasn’t real and worth it and something to look back on fondly. We learn and we grow :)
Sorry bout the past, I feel for you. You are beautiful, inside and out. I can see your bubbly personality coming through this puts you one up on your way to a new and wonderful life that's coming to you. I can feel it. Best wishes and love to you.
I’m not sure if you will see this Soph, but that hot water cupboard you can place towels or clothes on top of the cylinder in winter time to warm up during the day or overnight. I used to do this when I lived back home in New Zealand.. just obviously check clothing labels incase they have special requirements
I don't usually listen to all the parts where you just talk but today I listened to everything and it hit home. I know you're going through a break up but I really related to the moving thing and how you have trouble with it and it made me understand myself a bit better too. I never felt at home whenever I lived not in my parents house and since covid I ended up having to come back and then I was out for a year but I came back again a year ago and I'm now moving away again and I hate it. I moved to a place I'm discovering is not what I want and with who I want so I'm trying to move again but I'm also trying to keep in mind to make to make the next apartment homey so that I hopefully do feel at home! But it's hard and I've been giving in and just coming back to my parents' house for long weekends and stuff because I don't feel like I'm relaxed at the new place! I'm too aware of it and of the people in it and I don't feel safe and relaxed there. Well, anyway, I liked hearing you talk about it and it made me feel better about myself and feel like I could do it and it'll be fine. Again, I now you're not just "moving" but there's more to it so keep strong and good luck to you, Soph!! Sending you love!
🤍🤍🤍 genuinely so proud of you. Seeing you be raw and bringing us on your journey of emotions just shows what a real person you are and not just a famous social media person. I can totally relate about moving and change being hard. I was attached to my mom as well and couldn’t go away to college. My first time living away from home was with my cousin and was ten mins away from my mom which was a good baby step cuz close to home and with a family member brought comfort…..then I lived with a stranger in that same apartment and then on my own which just like you I never thought I could do. Now after years of living alone (which you will fall in love with it’s the best) I’m having the opposite change as you because my girlfriend and I are moving in together this weekend. It’s very exciting, but also so scary for someone that isn’t great with change, but then just like you I remind myself how far I’ve come and that I’ve handled harder so you telling yourself that already shows your growth and strength! 🥰 isn’t it funny how the universe gives us these baby steps to push us and help us grow and it may not always be easy but if you look at it the way you just did when you got emotional, it’s meant to be and it’s necessary. I truly believe the universe has a plan for us and it’s gives us these bouts of change right when we need them. I’m so proud of you and you’re safe here with us and all your raw emotions. You will get through this, you already are, and you’re going to BLOSSOM. So happy for you and your new chapter/beginning. Get it girl! 🤍🤍🤍
You’re going to be okay Soph. There’s always a first time to everything, we just gotta deal with it so that we’ll learn and the next time we’ll be smarter, braver, and confident because we already know what to do. Everyone can only figure things out once they are in ‘the’ situation. Best of luck! Stay strong and positive. And remember, there’s a rainbow always after the rain ✨
love you so much soph 💕 you’re doing amazing and this new chapter in your life is only going to make you stronger in the end🫶🏼 keep your head up we’re all rooting for you 🤍
I got so excited when I saw you posted a new video! And changes are hard I understand that. I left high school last year. And I found that really hard bc I was really attached to some of the teachers and my class ect. But the thing is that I’m trying to move on. Even tho I don’t really want to. But I know I can do it. With this I just want to say that your not alone in this. Your fans friend and family are all here for you. Goodluck on your new Chapter. Lots of hugs. ❤️
Me literally crying soph i thought this couple will be forever having fun but life doesn't not go the same way,, so dont worry we are here with you,, don't cry again plz💔😭😭😭
I’m so sorry things didn’t work out with Avery. You don’t have to share anything you’re not comfortable with sharing just know we support you no matter what and I’m excited for this new chapter in your life 💜
Things didn’t work out?
Now Averie’s dating Jojo siwa 😅😅
@@ReaganisW yeah I know
Wait what ... for real???????????!!???
@@ReaganisW whatt
“Every time I would feel not at home, I’d have a person that felt like home” … oof felt that
This is so real and raw. I wish people would be more open about their feelings about this on social media, because it reminds us all that we're not alone in having those huge feelings. Hugs to you and hope your healing journey is going great💛. You're going to grow so much in this next year, already know it!
Rewatching this video months later because today my girlfriend of 5 and a half years left me with a note on our kitchen table because she couldn’t bare to say it to my face. Feeling so lost and this video is making me feel like I’m not the only person to go through this.
Same here
Similar position - coming back to watch these videos after my gf left me. Cold turkey, just blocked. Here to see how she was able to overcome something so difficult
mine left me for someone else, still having to live with her until i find another place to stay. soph's videos and this comment section help so much.
I didn’t know of you at all until I heard of the relationship TikTok drama. And can I just say….you have won my heart over. You are so genuinely sweet and sensitive, just like myself. You have a light that no one can dim and so much more growing and glowing to do. I can’t wait to follow the rest of your journey.
It takes a very strong person to heal offline! I cannot wait to see how you grow in this next chapter. I am also moving out of a shared apartment with a partner I was so excited to start a life with, and seeing you in the phase of life I am about to step into is oddly comforting to know I am not alone. Thank you for sharing these vulnerable moments with us!!!!
I'm in the exact same situation and it is helping me so much to see how Soph is reacting to it
comfort is life
Went through the exact same thing as soph this last year and it’s been almost comforting to know I’m not the only one who has experienced this, especially as queer women. Sending you love and good vibes into healing ❤
change is so incredibly hard especially when it involves finding yourself again. you are stronger than you think, and just have to take it day by day. sending so much love to you and your new home! also blankets and ambient lighting makes places feel so much more homey :)
I never comment because I’m scared of someone I know seeing it and being embarrassed but I’m commenting this because I feel like it should be said. I and many other people are proud of you. You are inspiring so many people who have similar feelings to what you’re feeling right now to do what they’re scared to do and that’s amazing. You’re doing you’re best and that’s the best for you right now. Remember to keep taking care of yourself and loving yourself everyday ♥️♥️
I don't even know whether you see this soph but I just wanted to say everything happens for a reason and for the better. You are literally one of the strongest people I know and you helped me so much by teaching me not to give up when life throws life changing diagnoses and trying to stay positive about it. You got through that so you can get through anything . I'm soo excited for the new chapter and hope nothing but the very best for you cuz you are such a special person💛
My heart broke when Soph was crying 😢. You are such a strong young woman. I wish you nothing but many blessing and happiness in this new chapter.🙏❤️
It's heartbreaking to see you cry, but it's inspiring to see you get your own place and move by yourself. I'm so sorry that things didn't work out with you and Avery. Take this time to heal, to learn, and to grow. Wishing you all the best and can't wait to see your journey through this new chapter of your life.
One of the best things after a break up is just a fresh start. Doesn’t make you weak - doesn’t make you look silly. It’s just a new chapter & it’s gonna be so much better to heal there rather being in a place that is familiar. Love you girl. And so proud of you!
this apartment is AMAZING it’s so spacious but cozy and homey at the same time. to new beginnings i can’t wait to grow with you and find new versions of ourselves!!
I always try to remind myself that social media doesn’t always paint the full picture, but i really admire your openness with your struggles. Seeing you pick yourself up time and time again after those wildcards being thrown at you is a reflection on how you’re growing and healing. I’m so glad that you’re not only trying to heal in your own way, but to also move forward and try new things.
i've been going through the same thing and the part about appreciation for friendships has really been a major thing, we are healing and im sending the love
i cried with you soph i felt everything you said heavily
We're proud of you soph for opening up about all of this, I could have never been as brave as you. We love you so much 💓 💗
No matter what life throws at you it leads to growth. You’re bright and help so many people by just being you! Encourage yourself as much as you do others
Beautifully done vlog I must say, merging physical move with emotional move, weaving in past present future contexts. QOTD "I'm proud of myself". I love it. Rooting for you girl.
thank you for being so vulnerable and not being afraid to show your emotions. this is the first video of yours i watched and i really loved it it felt like i was on facetime with a friend.
i had to pause about 3-4 minutes in and just comment on how strong you are.. i’ve been in a pretty bad relationship for over two years now and any time we take time apart it’s almost like i’m suffocating and would rather suffer being with him than just moving on, and you saying that you’ve already seen light at the end of the tunnel really helps a lot because it so hard to see that light when you’re losing someone and trying to move on after being so close and comfortable with that person.
I just wanted to say I was the same way for 8 long yrs I suffered the mental n emotional abuse n kept goin back cuz I was hopin n praying he would change n I loved him so much n finally this last may I left for good!!!!
“Think of emotions as visitors, allow them to flow through you and out**
Girl you are young LIVE YOUR LIFE! heal and make yourself happy. Trust me when you’re older you’ll only regret wasted time. You got this! Congrats to your new beautiful life. Before you know this place will be filled with so many beautiful memories you’ll hardly think of the old ones ✨♥️
Happy to see you back Soph. I’m so excited for you and the new chapter in your life. Fuck everyone that makes rude comments about stuff. It’s a part of your life and you deserve to talk about it and your feelings. I hope the best for you. You’re a beautiful soul and you truly deserve the best. Keep your head up Soph 🤍
this made me grow a love for u. thank u for being so raw and vulnerable and showing the parts of healing that a lot of people don’t show online. this made me feel less alone so thank you. i wish u all the best ❤️
Having the courage to live on your own is great!! It gives you the opportunity to truly discover yourself, what’s important to you, who you want to be around, what your own personal goals are, find new hobbies, etc. I know it’s scary now but seriously, in a year you’ll look back and be amazed at how far you’ve come. One day at a time 💜
i hate seeing you cry, but crying is good. so proud of you for making such an effort to embrace change and taking care of yourself and learning how to be by yourself. sending love miss girl, keep healing and figuring all this out🤍
New chapter fresh new start im sorry things didn't work out with you two everything happens for reason time heals all wounds take your time glad u chose to heal truly offline you deserve your privacy love you soph can't wait for what the future brings you 💗
everything you said was just so incredibly well spoken and even from past videos, like yes pain and hurt but even the growth and ability to speak on all that’s happened is incredible
u are such an inspiration. i have been following u for the entire 2 years and i can’t even describe how i am so proud of u
happy to see you back on youtube, i feel like i speak for everyone when i say i am so proud of you and the person you are. you are being so respectful yet also sharing so much with us. we all admire you and adore you. life is crazy and everything really does happen for a reason, im glad you’re getting little glimpses of the light at the end of the tunnel
You have a huge community that loves and supports you. Thank you for being vulnerable and honest! We love u
Good luck on your next chapter. We support and appreciate you Soph 💕
I’m so sorry things didn’t work out in your relationship. I hope you know how truly special of a person you are and I love you so much. On another note, I’m SO excited for this new chapter in your life. Your new apartment is simply BEAUTIFUL, all the natural light makes me so happy!! ❤️❤️
I really do want to commend you for taking time for yourself and healing offline. That’s so hard but you are going to be better off for doing that for sure. Been following you for years and I have always appreciated your energy and vibes. The new apartment looks so spacious and beautiful. Sending you so much love and support 🤍
so excited for the moving vlogs, keep healing and growing we’re so proud of you soph!
I am really really proud of Soph. She has come a very long way and she continues to grow herself no matter what comes her way. I started following her last year, and at the time I watched a few of her older videos just to get some backround info on who she was, and since then I’ve watched every single one of her videos, and from that experience I can say that she has really grown as a person. She does not cause any drama and she is so original and hardworking. I love her soooo much, and I really hope to meet her one day. She is my role model. I had a proud mum moment watching this video ❤️😭
Stay strong, early 20's are a hard time but the best time to be on your own and grow into yourself. Just know you have a whole community of people here around the same point in life trying to figure it all out ❤❤
It’s so sunny and bright and gorgeous! Congrats on your new chapter you’re so strong ❤️❤️❤️
Soph, I’m so proud of you dude. I remember watching lives in your purple bedroom in 2020 and you were just always so genuine and different than the rest. Your new place is beautiful and looks really homey!! You’re so much stronger than you feel, but creating your place from the ground up will help you find your strength. Sending you so much love and happiness!!
soph,
you’re such an incredible person. you’re going to accomplish so many more amazing things. take all the time you need to heal, and grow. thank you for showing this vulnerable vlog. So many people can relate. I can’t wait to watch you flourish in this next chapter of your life. Everything does happen for a reason. love you so much🤍
I have loved watching your journey so far and I’m excited to see your next adventure. I have been keeping up with your channel since you first started and you have become not only my comfort person but my idol as well. You remind me of myself and every time I watch your next vlog I can point out something that reminds me of me. I too never liked having sleepovers and was always a home body. Soph, you are so strong and I know you’ve got this!
You’re a blooming sunflower and everything will be okay. Been where you are many times and I promise you will continue thriving!❤️
I am sorry you are having to go through this. My oldest daughter is going through the same thing. Hers is a divorce and the end of a 4 year relationship. She has never lived alone before either,....I am already seeing SO MUCH GROWTH from her. We just moved her into a studio apartment and are helping her get back on her feet. She absolutely LOVES living alone so far (with her 2 cats of course!). PLEASE know that you are loved and supported by so many and you can do this! You will come out stronger and having grown so much.
I feel the same too. I've had a pretty hard life. Like so much is thrown my way and I get overwhelmed. Sometimes it may feel like it's never-ending. But what I've learned at 22 is that the strongest people are given the toughest battles, which in turn makes us wiser. Hang in there Soph
You SHOULD be so proud of yourself. You've gone through a lot, and you're going to come out the other side shining even brighter than before ❤
I love this video so much Soph you made it through all those bad times and all the bad cards that you said u were thrown with and you are still here and that’s what matters. you don’t owe us anything! YOU are loved, YOU are important, YOUR feelings are always valid. cheers to new beginnings and the start of a beautiful life that you will create for yourself 🤍
We are so so proud of you Soph! You are so strong and so brave, and you have amazing things coming for you in the future!
I have never been so proud of someone that I didn’t actually know! What your doing takes strength and courage! Keep pushing yourself and you will keep thriving! 💪🏼
I agree, I don’t know your soph, but your just adorable and I love your place!!! You seem so sweet❤️ hugs from Utah
never forget that any progress is still progress. whether its baby steps or a huge leap. heal for you, live for you and fall in love with life during the process. so proud of you and the things you are doing to take care of YOU keep your head up 🤍
Been watching your vlogs since you started youtube. seeing you grow is beautiful 💕 you are going to learn so much about yourself. cheers to this next chapter!!
even though it’s hard for us to see the relationship end and in some ways see this new chapter begin, if this is what needs to happen for you to be happier, live better than you were better, and heal then i fully support with all of my heart. change can be really hard and bring out really real feelings, and it’s okay to feel them! it’s so much better than keeping then inside, trust me. i’m so excited to be here for this new chapter. luv you soph ✨❤️
love you Soph! so proud of you and excited to see this new chapter of you *hugs*
Just remember your waves of emotion are normal and don’t let anyone make you feel bad, best of luck on the Move 💕
The next lesson is learn that you are your own home. Getting comfy with yourself and not needing that comfort person is the best feeling. You got this mama
love you so much soph! moving is such an emotional and intense thing in itself let alone with all these life changes, thank u for still choosing to share all of this with us even in the midst of ur healing process through all of life’s curveballs
i would just like to say that i just moved recently to florida. leaving my hometown was so hard as a young teen, but i am being honest that after watching this video i feel so so so much better. i always love watching your videos and i was so sad when you didn’t post, but i respect you and i understand 100% that you had to take a break. you are so strong and i am so great full for you and your videos because they always make me feel better no matter what. and since we are kind of in a similar situation, i feel like it helps even more. i am so so proud of you and i love you so so so much!
Thank you for this and your honesty. I’m going through the same thing and so many things you said just hit home in such a real way. We will both get through this I know it
I am so proud of you as well Soph. We all change as we grow in life. Your life experiences have made you who you are and that is an amazing young woman who IS going to be ok. I am older than you and am going through what you are. My next step is moving because it’s tough to be in a place we got together. I am in awe that what I am learning at my age you are doing for yourself at such a young age. Continue to do what makes you happy and to better your life. I am on this journey with you Soph. So thank you for having a voice to share because you are not only helping yourself but you are helping others (like me) going through some very similar things. Lots of love to you.
You are so strong! I found you not that long ago and right away loved your energy.
Yes, Soph, you had me crying right along with you. I am so incredibly proud of you, tho!!! You keep your head up, babygirl, cause you have a wonderful adventure ahead of you! It may seem like things aren’t okay right now, but they and you will be💗 Sending lots of love and hugs and I cannot wait to see what’s coming up next on your beautiful journey!! Xo
5:28 broke me 😭😭😭 i am sorry Soph, this video gave me light at the end of my break up tunnel ❤️
As someone who got out of a serious relationship and moved out on her own for the first time, I totally understand all the emotions you're facing right now. But you're right, in a few months you're going to look back at this and be so proud of the person you were to make those decisions and you will grow in so many ways in your own space. You'll rediscover who you are and make some incredible memories of self healing there. Being on my own has been the best thing for my healing post breakup and its taught me so much about myself. It's a long journey but honestly its a really beautiful one. Your openness and vulnerability is one of things that keeps me coming back to your channel, feels like a friend sharing their life with me. ❤❤❤
My ❤️ goes out to you both. Sorry to see the dissolution of the relationship but looking forward to watching your continued growth and success. I wish you the best in finding your personal happiness and looking past the happiness which is attached to others. Best of luck!!!
Thank you for taking us along on your journey. Starting anew is always hard but it’s so great you have your family and friends including this online community cheering you on and with you in spirit! You are so brave to share your life with us and your purpose is definitely to help others who are going through their own struggles. Thanks Soph! We appreciate you! Sending you love and light! ❤️
Soph i’m going through a similar journey and your content has helped me process what’s been dealt to me. you are strong and it sucks that the beautiful life had to end. it hurts. i know. but to new beginnings
You are so strong, thank you for sharing this with us. You’re doing amazing, you’re such an inspiration, things will get so much better! We are so proud of you, Soph ❤️ It felt so nice seeing you again, looking forward to cheering on your every success.
As tough as this seems, I have totally been there, where I’ve been uprooted and had to move away and the feeling of being scared and kind of lost in a way where it’s a new beginning… it’s fricken terrible. But I do have to tell you, you’re an amazing influencer, and you seem strong as hell. The battle seems hard now, but eventually there will be light after the dark tunnel. Just keep grinding, healing and working on you, that feeling will go away with time… and just think, you’re home will be yours. You’re comfort place where you won’t ever have to leave. You got this and all of us are behind you in this process, to watch the sunshine that you already are, in this new chapter.
You are so beautiful inside and out, Soph!! You are going to get through this challenging period and come out a more refined, joyful version of yourself. I can hear the strength in your voice. You are powerful standing on your own and you will be powerful when you're ready to love again. Sending you all the hugs
soph, i just want you to know that you are not alone. i struggle with change as well and just moved out of my mom's house for the first time at the age of 23 in december. granted, her and my dad are only 30 minutes away but i totally understand how you feel. it's not easy and you're doing such a good job coping. love you, girly. 💜
You really are so motivating and it’s interesting to see how you deal with major life changes. I don’t think I would be able to stay positive like you clearly are really trying to do. I can tell that in the end you’re going to be fine because of your mental attitude and strong character!
Soph!! It’s so cute!! So homey and airy at the same time! I can’t wait to see how you decorate it 💗
A year from now you will look at your life and be like wowwww. You will feel like a completely different person and see how much you’ve grown ♥️
I can’t tell u how proud i am of u for just taking time to heal yourself and moving out all by yourself! I can already see how much happier u are and how much you are already healing 🤍 You have inspired me so much in the past 2 years and i just want to say thank you for that because whenever i am having a hard day i just watch ur videos and see how strong u are every single day, and it makes me feel like i can actually do life and not just survive but thrive and be my happiest self 🤍😊💗 I can’t wait to see what the future brings and to be able to watch your healing journey!!! I love you so much soph 💗💗💗
Also in like 3-4 years im gonna be moving to Tampa for college because im going to be attending University of Tampa to become a Forensic Science Technician 🥳 Hopefully if u are still living in the area i will get to meet u 🤞🏼🤍
I’ve missed your vlogs and I’m so happy you’re back! Can’t wait to see more!
You are an inspiration! 🤍🙌🏻 your videos have helped me so much, thank you.
im so glad ur making videos n continuing being ur self it means a lot abt u n stay that way no one got ur back but u
so proud of you for allowing yourself to make changes that make you comfortable, you deserve the world
I absolutely love this for you. I know I’m gonna be watching this blood and tuning in on every vlog! You are so strong and I adore you!!! This video motivated me to follow my heart and work for things and never be afraid to move forward! Here for you always 🫶🏻
so proud and excited for you soph 🤍
It’s like you said Soph, one day you’re gonna look back and this is just going to be the part of the road that was bumpy but you have a whole life ahead of you that’s filled with family and friends who love you and of course your internet friends who will always support you :) 🤍
And as for the relationship, “don’t cry because it ended smile because it happened”. You had two beautiful years of genuine love and friendship and just because it ended doesn’t mean it wasn’t real and worth it and something to look back on fondly. We learn and we grow :)
@@tutarox Well said
Sorry bout the past, I feel for you. You are beautiful, inside and out. I can see your bubbly personality coming through this puts you one up on your way to a new and wonderful life that's coming to you. I can feel it. Best wishes and love to you.
omg soph I feel everything you said and im proud of you too. Youre an amazing person. Enjoy this new chapter of your life!
This felt so RAW and REAL! Loved it.
I’m not sure if you will see this Soph, but that hot water cupboard you can place towels or clothes on top of the cylinder in winter time to warm up during the day or overnight. I used to do this when I lived back home in New Zealand.. just obviously check clothing labels incase they have special requirements
I don't usually listen to all the parts where you just talk but today I listened to everything and it hit home. I know you're going through a break up but I really related to the moving thing and how you have trouble with it and it made me understand myself a bit better too. I never felt at home whenever I lived not in my parents house and since covid I ended up having to come back and then I was out for a year but I came back again a year ago and I'm now moving away again and I hate it. I moved to a place I'm discovering is not what I want and with who I want so I'm trying to move again but I'm also trying to keep in mind to make to make the next apartment homey so that I hopefully do feel at home! But it's hard and I've been giving in and just coming back to my parents' house for long weekends and stuff because I don't feel like I'm relaxed at the new place! I'm too aware of it and of the people in it and I don't feel safe and relaxed there.
Well, anyway, I liked hearing you talk about it and it made me feel better about myself and feel like I could do it and it'll be fine. Again, I now you're not just "moving" but there's more to it so keep strong and good luck to you, Soph!! Sending you love!
I'm so excited for this new chapter for you! I'm glad you're taking time to heal and prioritizing yourself. 💛
🤍🤍🤍 genuinely so proud of you. Seeing you be raw and bringing us on your journey of emotions just shows what a real person you are and not just a famous social media person. I can totally relate about moving and change being hard. I was attached to my mom as well and couldn’t go away to college. My first time living away from home was with my cousin and was ten mins away from my mom which was a good baby step cuz close to home and with a family member brought comfort…..then I lived with a stranger in that same apartment and then on my own which just like you I never thought I could do. Now after years of living alone (which you will fall in love with it’s the best) I’m having the opposite change as you because my girlfriend and I are moving in together this weekend. It’s very exciting, but also so scary for someone that isn’t great with change, but then just like you I remind myself how far I’ve come and that I’ve handled harder so you telling yourself that already shows your growth and strength! 🥰 isn’t it funny how the universe gives us these baby steps to push us and help us grow and it may not always be easy but if you look at it the way you just did when you got emotional, it’s meant to be and it’s necessary. I truly believe the universe has a plan for us and it’s gives us these bouts of change right when we need them. I’m so proud of you and you’re safe here with us and all your raw emotions. You will get through this, you already are, and you’re going to BLOSSOM. So happy for you and your new chapter/beginning. Get it girl! 🤍🤍🤍
You’re doing great, Soph! Sending you so much love ❤️
Ur So strong soph keep doing what ur doing even if there’s bumps in the road love watching u post and just watching u grow as a person ❤️
Going through something very similar right now, I resonated deeply with the crying out of nowhere 😭 sending you so much strength and positivity!! 🤍
Excited for a new chapter
You’re going to be okay Soph. There’s always a first time to everything, we just gotta deal with it so that we’ll learn and the next time we’ll be smarter, braver, and confident because we already know what to do. Everyone can only figure things out once they are in ‘the’ situation. Best of luck! Stay strong and positive. And remember, there’s a rainbow always after the rain ✨
We are so so so proud of you Soph! I can't wait to watch you grow and your journey ❤️ Sending you so much love and support!
we’re proud of you! thank you for sharing your real emotions with us
love you so much soph 💕 you’re doing amazing and this new chapter in your life is only going to make you stronger in the end🫶🏼 keep your head up we’re all rooting for you 🤍
I got so excited when I saw you posted a new video!
And changes are hard I understand that. I left high school last year. And I found that really hard bc I was really attached to some of the teachers and my class ect. But the thing is that I’m trying to move on. Even tho I don’t really want to. But I know I can do it. With this I just want to say that your not alone in this. Your fans friend and family are all here for you. Goodluck on your new Chapter. Lots of hugs.
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I love how honest you are. You can do this! You have desire and fire and I believe in you 110%.
Soph, you should be really proud of yourself. Never change because you are already Amazing. Sending you lots of love 💕
Me literally crying soph i thought this couple will be forever having fun but life doesn't not go the same way,, so dont worry we are here with you,, don't cry again plz💔😭😭😭
telling her not to cry is telling her to harbor her emotions. do better
@@julie-yy4dr ok👍💔
You are so strong! I love you!! Many blessings coming your way, you are protected