I lost my sister from suicide 10 months ago and it doesn’t get easier . Walking up too her casket and seeing her lay there broke me completely. Losing someone you love is the most unbearable feeling. It feels like there is a huge weight on your chest , that makes you feel like you can’t breathe. You can’t imagine moving on with life because their presence isn’t there . Everyday is a battle for my parents and I but staying optimistic helps because I know I have an angel watching over me and guiding me. Stay strong, everyone❤️ #suicideprevention #060517 To my angel, Samantha❤️👼🏼
brittany rickheeram I am so sorry for your loss. You are right. It never gets better, a person you love being gone.. I think for those of us who are grieving.. we just get better at navigating the pain of it all.. and it's important that we do get better at that, or we would never get back up off the floor. Sending all of my love and positive thoughts your way. From Australia with ❤💙💚💛💜
I know what it’s like to lose one of the closest people to you..it’s the worst fucking pain. But I know they find ways to communicate with us from heaven. And at those moments, you feel as if they’re still there with you. I know your best friend is looking down at you from above and she’s so fuckin proud of you no matter what. Love you, Salice ♥️
Naomi Lopez yes they do! Any person who u lose, u will be so sad even after a few months even years! U still have super feelings for them even if their dead! I still cry sometimes for my great grandmas who r dead and even my dog!
Being a fan of Salice for a while, has made me see how much she truly hurts. I’m not being a dramatic person but seeing such a good person in pain, makes me feel pain. I was in tears within 6 minutes. I’m not asking for likes, but I’m asking for hope for Salice in her success😁
Wow she is one of the strongest women ever. Just hearing her story made me cry I can’t imagine living through it. She is an amazing role model and her whole life is literally a miracle and a gift from god to her family, friends, and fan base. Salice you are a beautiful human being inside and out!❤️ ilysmmm
I busted out crying when you said you fell to the ground and realized your bestfriend was really gone .... I just couldn’t imagine loosing my bestfriend .. I admire you for being sooo strong Salice and pushing through even in those hardest moment and I truly believe your bestfriend has helped you in so many ways from up above . Love you 💜
ur really lucky to have one dont have one or i dont have anymore friends i feel like they are all on her side which idk why bcuz she calles mw REALLY MEAN NAMES to call a girl and yeah i dont know what to do know 😭
@@shanshansworld5878 my boy bsf had to go to therapy for suicidal actions and he was being bullied he is good now tho I can't imagine a world with him 😔
My best friend (my dad) passed away exactly 3 years ago today. I miss him so much. He’s my best friend, I love him so much and I wish he was here with me right now. 😞 I need him.
Yazmeen Lopez this is way after you posted this comment, but i’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. everything will get better i promise.💞 just think about how one day you will see him again 😇😇
Yazmeen Lopez I lost my dad may 15 2018 in front of me an I always need him here he was my support my everything I would of died for him I’ve attempted siecide 3 times but they weren’t successful
In tears thinking what it would be like to lose my best friend losing her would make a part of me just leave my life like I wouldn't be crazy like I am any more I just wouldn't be myself
Claire truitt i lost my best friend in 3rd grade to lung cancer he was 10 i was 9 and i am now a freshman in HS but i miss him cherish your friends any thing can happen to them
I lost one of my really close friends recently, it was so hard but I am there for my friends and they are here for me... rest in peace Jordyn, today you turned 13. happy birthday 🎂 gorgeous girl, we miss you more than you can imagine, I know your living it up in paradise, but just wait for us all to come before you blow out your candles... I love you Jordyn so much 💙🎉🎂 I love you forever and always 💙💙💙
😭😭😭 I lost my bestfriend on her 21st birthday.. I know how your feeling 😭😭 I love you salice.. she's been gone 7 years and to me it gets harder.. she was that person I told everything to and we did everything together 😭😭 we were 2 months apart and we looked forward to turning 21 but things went a whole another way and god called her home 😭😭 I miss her like crazy!! Watching this video made me cry and think of her...
I started to cry bc I lost my bff 2 years ago.... She was the most incredible girl in the world she was always there for me, when I had depression she helped me through it. One night her mom texted me just 5 minutes before I went to bed, she told me this "Dear Gaby this is keylins mom, this is the most painful news but knowing she's fine it makes me feel a little relieved. She died in a car accident 2 hours ago with her dad, her dad is in coma but she... She died in the instant." I just got in my nees my mother heard me crying so she came in my room and she asked what happened but I couldn't talk I felt like I was dying from the inside i just couldn't anymore I didn't sleep I had depression, till now I'm still in depression and I can't get over it and I don't believe I will ever😭
Gabriela Franco just know it will be ok. My bff died, 1/2/19 and, I lost her forever. It was all my fault. I pranked her, but it went to far and I started to talk about her bff Julia who moved away. She got really emotional, and when I told her it was a prank she hung up. A few hours later I got a text from her grandma that she is was currently at the local hospital because she tried to commit suicide, while having an anxiety attack that I triggered because of talking about Julia. Then an hour later her grandma texted me again and said that we lost her in surgery. I am so mad at myself for ever doing that to her. I literally drove my bff to kill herself. I can never forgive myself.
Gabriela Franco just try and stay positive. Yes I know, this is such a heartbreaking moment for someone to lose their best friend, but stay strong. I’m sure your bff will want you to go out and have fun, instead of staying inside and crying and pitying her. He/She will always be watching you from heaven, and he/she will always have you in their hearts.
Gaby_lvs_u Franco wow same happened to me but I was at the beach and I just broke down I wanted to scream, it’s so hard, but when you think about it she would just want you happy so I love everyday thinking how I’m gonna make her happy now that she’s watching over me.
my boy bestfriend just passed away tonight in a car crash. the first place i saw it was on his friends instagram saying “rest in peace” then i started to see it everywhere. he was only 14, 15 in november 😭 i’m so lost for words. i already lost one of my bestfriends in december 2018. he helped me thru that loss and now i have no one.
I don't think I could go on if my best friend died. She is my world and is the 1st person that I can say that I've loved with literally all my heart that isn't family.
It really affects you like you’ve never felt before , people don’t deserve to go through this kind of pain , sadly me and my friends went through this same pain of loosing a friend , I miss her , she deserved the world.
Love to you Salice. I lost my best friend last week. His funeral was today. I nearly didnt go. I didnt go to the viewing I even considered not going to the funeral. I just could not face saying goodby to ANOTHER close friend. I did not want to believe it. But I went to see my friend Karl, to kiss him, to touch my friend, my brother, my confident, my gossip guru, my joy... 25 years I knew him. Im so glad I went. If I had not gone I would l have hated myself. It was beautiful to see all of Karls family and all of our friends all of us united at that moment through our Love and grief. Most of all it was great to see Trevor, Karls beautiful life partner. They were/are a single entity. I hugged Trev so tight and told him how much I LOVE Karl and it was then that I knew that I had made the right decision to go. I also saw Vave the third of our little group. Before Karl met Trevor it was the three of us Karl Vave and me. We hung out our inseparable bunch, we laughed and laughed and bitched and laughed some more. We went out and had so many adventures. I hugged Vave tight and as with Trevor hugging him was like hugging Karl. We told each other we loved each other. felt it. Every person I kissed and hugged today was a part of Karl and I felt him. So I said goodbye to the second of my best friends in the space of a year. I can still feel him everyday like my other bestie who has departed this plane onto the next plane. I know 100% that he lives somewhere in this wondrous Universe. Im going to live my best life because of him Karl D Hemi & my other bestie Siaosi Mulipola who died last year. God Bless you Salice and your dear friend. We owe to it to our departed friends to be Happy and live AMAZINGLY!!!! XXX from Sydney Australia we are all connected through LOVE. Peace!!!!
During your story about your bestfriend my bestfriend texted me “I just want to let you know that I really truly love you, I met you at my worst and when you came in you showed me the best, I never tell you but I really appreciate you” your story and my message brought me to tears
My bestfriend T.K. killed himself 3 weeks ago he was always there to help me when I felt like dying and I had my best laughs with him and we made a promise we wouldn't leave each other and he took his life infront of me and I broke down i cried I begged him to wake up and begged him to breathe and stay alive and I will always miss him and love him and he was the best person ever ❤️
You’re so strong. you’re a beauty that is a rare one to find I’m glad you are here Salice I’m glad you’re on this earth the same moment in time that I am on this earth I feel blessed for that.
i literally cried when you mentioned the funeral part. I’d be horrified having my best friend die so suddenly without a good bye. So sorry you had to experience this tragedy
I'm so sorry, Salice. I've never seen such raw and beautiful emotions. Thank you for sharing this, we love you girl! I'm still crying... Video is done and over already. I'm. Still. Crying.
I'm 12 and this first minute of the video made me cry my dad was a part of my life until I was eight and my mom been there since day one if she was gone for more than a day I would cry I started getting separation anxiety from her and her ex bf beat her but managed to make us happy every single day we started going to church and stuff I'm so grateful to be blessed with such an amazing mom and I know what it feels like losing a best friend my friend Lea committed suicide at ten bc her parents were getting a divorce I always wonder if I was there on that bridge I could have stopped her but I wasn't I have pictures of her every where in my house and I always visit her grave I once tried cutting bc I was so upset about it but the blade was dull I think God just new Lea was too perfect for this world so she had to go with him I think God made that blade dull to realize what I was doing do I could stop it it's been a year now and God has blessed us with everything I could ask for my dad is apart of my life again and I am do grateful
Girl, I feel you. My best friend passed 5 months ago. My grandma was my best friend, she had my back through thick and thin. She left this world Dec. 27, 2017.
I’ve been lost for the last 5 years or so.. trying to find my way back to myself to my own smile and I’ve always watched your videos here and there. This last month I think I finally actually followed you and have been watching your videos, I’m 30 and lost myself at 25. Your videos have really helped me feel, not empty again like I can do this again. It literally hit me like a switch. I lost one of my best friends to suicide at 24, and last year I lost my best friend of 13 years just to us growing into separate ways. Your videos idk man have just helped me a lot. Thank you for sharing these stories...thank you dude.
I just want to share my story... I don’t care if you don’t keep reading. My name is Natalia I am Mexican and European I am 12 at the moment but when this happened I was 10. I went to kindergarten with my best friend. We would talk everyday like most best friends. But we knew each other for at least 7 to 8 years. I have changed schools so many times I can’t count. We would still talk on the phone we would still talk on games. In 5th grade she and I talked about when we should hangout, we planned on going to the movies in 2 weeks. It was Friday I think, the day before we were supposed to meet. I remember this perfectly I was laying on the floor with my dog eating a big brownie muffin. I saw my mom and my dad and two other women coming through the garage door. One of the women was carrying a suitcase and tissues and cookies. My mom looked dead in her eyes my dad looked the same, my mom asked me to go to the grey couch. She called down my brother, asked him the same thing. The two women pulled up chairs. My parents sat next to me and my brother. The women said “you need to be ready for this, you need to be strong... Nahily/my best friend is dead... her brother, and her dad are dead.” I thought I was dreaming I thought this wasn’t real. I realized it was real. I realized that this is what I have to live with. I was shaking for hours and days. I didn’t go to school for 3 days. I didn’t go to any sports. A while later maybe a month, we found it what happened. I begged my parents to tell me. I screamed I yelled I needed to know. They told me this “ Nahilys dad shot her and Louis Jr/ her brother.” I couldn’t believe it I was mad for the next week I kept feeling suicidal, anxiety, anger, depression. But 2 years later I still think of her I still cry for her I still live with her. My name is Natalia My best friends name is Nahily Romero Her brothers name is Louis Jr Romero Her shameful fathers name is Louis Romero I am 12 years old and that is my story.
Natalia Bach-Dowd Near Lake Nokomis..........that's heartbreaking. I'm sorry for your loss. That's alot for anyone especially a young girl your age to have to go through. You have my most sincere condolences.💕
It’s terrible to hear about your loss and I express my sincere sympathy to you, your family, and your friends. Thank you for sharing this heartbreaking time in your life. I lost my baby son Logan July 7, 2016 and the pain is excruciating. I have to admit I've lost myself, but by you sharing your story it gives me hope that I can do it too! Look at you now strong and beautiful! Much love! ❤️🌹
My mom passed away just this year and I was broken , still am but I look to my best friend and she’s what I’m holding on to i feel like she’s the only thing I got left ❤️😕
I cried watching this. These moments are one of the reasons why I cherish my friends because when I call people my friends they’re really my family; brothers and sisters. I am the only child and never known what it’s like to have a best friend that was like my siblings. I’ve lost a few friends to gun violence and miss them dearly 💔💔. I am sorry for what happened to your best friend. Remember she’s always with you and you can feel her presence and spirit shine through you ✨🤍
It’s ok she is in a better place and you are a STRONG WOMAN and NEVER change for ANYTHING and ANYBODY love YOURSELF and be STRONG and stay STRONG and stay the nicest,the best comedian,and a wonderful woman I hope you nothing but peace,happiness,and Guidance for your best best I Love 💕 you and 1.7 million people love and support you including me your best friend has inspired you to be a better woman,person,and even family member so NEVER Let your self down.Love,Kobi Biamby 💕💕💗💓💞
My bff passed away last year. It's crazy cuz I had spoken to her hours before and she sounded fine. We didn't tell each other that we loved each other everyday, but I got the strong urge to tell her so I did. Hours later I got the worst news in my life. She is always with me, out of nowhere I'll have an epiphany about whatever I'm going through and I know that's her sending me some wisdom. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't contemplate suicide, but what made me keep living is that I know that she wouldn't want me to give up on life. R.I.P. Big Sis🙏🏼
I remember 4 yrs ago when you posted late night thoughts and explaining the passing of your friend I saw how you were choking through the tears and trying to take them back and thats how I discovered you and im so glad you made it out Salice and you've evolved into a beautiful person you've helped me more than you can imagine !!
You remind me of daughter so much😭😭, my daughter passed away in a car wreck 2 months before her 19th b-day, I buried her 2 days before my b-day, I'm glad I let her live her life to the fullest, not knowing it would be cut short. I wanted her to learn from her mistakes, and not take shit from no one but at the same time, never judge anyone, and to be humble. And made sure she knew, she could come to me, no matter the fuck up she was in. Because I got her.....The way I had my daughter's back, she was that one for all her friends, she had over 700 people come to her funeral, that's amazing. I thought to myself, Damn she partied with a lot damn people lol On the real, she was that one you, that always down for you.......For me, I'm broken, she took my heart....💔🖤
God Bless u, u strong beautiful women. Nothing is more hard then a loss of a child, life is so unexpected. Pray my love. Pray for the resurrection for God promises us a chance with our dead Loved ones. I'm so deeply sorry for ur loss. I love u. Please pray 💗💗
Four years ago, I lost my friend by suicide when she was 20. I came back from the study abroad four months ago, so I didn’t know until recently ( also I wasn’t really using SNS apps.) She was important for me. I had been struggling to deal with this unstable emotion such as I could’ve help her by texting. She was a strong wrestler, so I thought she could handle the most of the situations. I was excited to see her when I came back to my country, but never happened. I think I was looking for the video to find someone who can cry with, and I found you. I’m good now. Thank you Salice.
I said "I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry" but balled out tears with you. 😭😭😭 you are seriously so strong, I was fortunate enough to meet you a few years back and you really are such a humble down to earth person. I wish you nothing but more happiness and blessings salsa. 💛
I lost my dad when I was nine and I couldn't sleep either so I feel you but just know God is with you so stay strong cuz no matter what he will stay with you your whole life.
My best friend passed away last year. exactly a day and a month from her 12th birthday. I miss her more than words can even express and sometimes all i want to do is sit down and cry. It still doesnt feel real, the fact that I'm never going to see her again...
My best friend died 2 years ago due to cancer, I had the same exact reaction as you when I saw him in that coffin.. She's always watching and guiding you❤❤
Oh my goodness. I am so so sorry. I know what that's like. I had a friend who also died two years ago due to cancer. She was only 20 years old when she sadly passed away. I never got the chance to say goodbye. Stay strong my friend.
Im sorry for your lost i know how you feel on Jan 20, 2019 I lost my uncle....and my aunt and cousin where seriously injured....Now my Baby cousin is fine but My aunt....Is in a coma....😭
I was deadass tearing up like no joke. And I'm so happy that you changed your life around and that your doing better for your self and you had a REAL stuggle going on but you grinded to where you are now💖
Damn, it seems like you were talking to me. That shit hit home. I’m a cali girl, never left the state. I grow up in central California in a bad neighborhood. My father was a meth head, that would always beat on my mother, I was the same, a rebellious child a problem child seems like I was always disappointing everybody around me. At 12 years old my mother left my father for good, that same year I started experimenting with drugs, at 16 I got pregnant, eight months later my baby dad passed away, thats when I knew life would never be the same! He was my best friend, the only person that I felt that understood me, an excepted me as me and excepted all the shit I had in my bag! The next two years of my life... it was all a blur. I did so much shit!! The worst of it all is that nothing was helping my pain, no matter how much drugs I did, I will still cry myself to sleep! I’m 26 now, im in a good place, thank god. With a beautiful family!I finally understand that dying is a part of life, we just have to stay true to ourself, and life day by day, because we don’t know what tomorrow brings. Thank you for sharing your story!! P.S. I’m crying as I’m writing this! We never forgot those who have passed, we keep them in our hearts an memories! We just learn how to continue on...
so inspirational, so beautiful. I've watched this about 3 times- on repeat. in this video you explain all the pain life has bough to you, your best friend passing away, being kicked out of school and your abusive past. this shows that not everyone is perfect if you dident put this video online, all your subscribers (including me) would think your the perfect girl on this planet, a beautiful girl, everything is perfect for you. but because you have put this video online, me and thousands of people now know what your past is like, not perfect, but you as a person has gotten through the pain of life, me as a 12-year-old, writing this, knowing the pain you've been through, makes me realise what an adult, even a teenager can go through. i love you so much. your so inspirational, your so beautiful. you've made me realize what life really is about, God is great, and so are you, i love you so much salice rose, stay strong and remember that God will always lead you to the best~ Mya.
I lost my cousin, my best friend, the one I could talk to , during the Florida school shooting. She isn't apart of the original victim list. Died a week later after being shot. When I come home from school, I hope to see her there waiting for me. Covering me with all her hugs. But she's not. I wish I could have those moments. The three words I said to her over a "bagel from dunking donuts " the week before she died was *i hate you* . I wish I could take it back, I really wish I could. But it was too late. I just want everyone to take a moment to appreciate those you love..❤️
I'm new but looking at older vids, I'm glad I found this one, I always felt like I hurt more then anyone I knew loosing someone, until I saw this. Thanks for sharing.
A lot of these comments are saying “I can’t imagine loosing my bestfriend” neither could I, until I did. It’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt and continue to feel 2 years later. Tell your friends you love them because you never know when is the last time you see them
my best friend of ten years was found dead in January and was missing for a month before. it feels like it never ends. no one talks about how hard the loss of a friend is
Same..... to the same cause... a car accident... my Brittany died in 2015 she was 16 ... gosh if I could tell the whole story an everything... I know how it feels an I’m sorry for your loss.... I still message her Kik an messages say not sent as if I’m talking to her 😭
Louisa Johnson small I lost mine too and It's the worst felling ever. When I found out she was shot and killed i felt this pain on my heart that I have never felt before and you could literally feel your heart breaking
This video is 2 years old...I'm so proud of the value you have found in yourself with the journey you've been through!! Wow!! Love ya so much!! Thanks for your courage in sharing!! Your best friend is with you and is very proud of you!! You're incredible!
One of my friends died in a car accident on Sunday 3/18/18. He was only 14 when a semi truck with three tractors crossed over the median. Him and his dad passed away at the scene. I know how you feel. Now to me it just feels weird because in my 4th period his seat is just empty he doesn’t sit behind me anymore. R.I.P Xavier and Rene
Paige Xo ... Xavier was my husbands step brother and Rene was married to my Mother in law really crazy that i happen to see your comment out of ALL of them. Rest in Peace to them ❤️
Omg so sorry. Stay strong stay strong for ur self and ur friend. Rip to ur friend and his dad. Life is so unexpected. Make the most out of it and know God and I love u
Two of my bestfriends have passed. My friend Stephanie was murdered by her ex on 12/01/10 and My dad had a heart attack on 09/17/17 .. Losing my dad has been the worst for me, I cry everyday. Holiday parties, I go in the bathroom and cry, in the car out of nowhere. It has been almost 7 months and it hasn't gotten any better. I am depressed, anxiety and I feel like I have no one. It is so hard !!!
Sarah Sarah dont feel like that cause u do have someone and i know if u get close to him u wont feel how u feel no one i use to feel like u i lost my dad when i was 10yrs old and my mom at 27yrs old its been almost 25yrs my dad is gone and 8yrs my mom is gone too i felt so depress and hated the world but a yr ago i meet God and he showed me his always been here for me and is here with me thru all i went thru so am telling u his with u too so just get close to him God is waiting for u with his open arms...may God bless u always and just know u r not alone God is there with u and loves u
Sorry to hear about your losses 😪 keep your head up and keep pushing girl! You’ll always have someone watching over you throughout your life. Keep pushing ❤️
Sarah Sarah I’m so sorry for both your losses I truly feel you I just lost my grandma and my aunt dec 2016 back to back within days of each other and I’m still feeling so lost and empty and my anxiety has gotten so much worse . my grandma was my life ,my everything my real mom and having my aunt passed a few days after her just tore something in me I’m still trying to pick myself up and put myself together I try to take it day by day and just appreciate all the little things life has to offer and some days are hard but I believe we will be eventually reunited with our loved ones one day and when we do I wanna be able to tell them all that I accomplished here on earth .. sorry if I am ranting i know it’s hard to talk about these things just know you’re not alone xoxo
Stay stong!!!! it must be really hard for you i personally don’t have a relationship with my own dad but i can imagine how hard it is to loose two important people. Your tears will turn into tears of joy, trust me God has something great planned in your life ❤️❤️
I love this video you are so beautiful Salice Rose I just lost my mom from 4 stage cancer on Tuesday, June 11, 2019 I had her service last saturday, august 17, 2019 I feel your pain Salice Rose God Bless you.
never have i ever cried so much while watching a video, it was sad tears but also happy tears because u found yourself and im so fucking happy for u. salice i love u so much. i can‘t put in words how much you have changed my life. I know for sure god sent u to me🖤
See, this woman right here is an incredible inspiration. At some point she was just a regular girl. But she started from the bottom and created this life for herself and made herself into an amazing advocate for not only women but for everyone who goes they her same struggles. She’s a light to so many people. She’s the proof that there is a way out of bad situations. She reached her light at the end of her dark tunnel.
I lost my best friend about 4 years ago to breast cancer. It was a shock cos she was so young. She didn't tell anyone the treatment wasn't working. I was about 25 when she passed away. It cut so so deep. I fell to the ground. I cried every day for about a month. I didn't think there would be an end to the tears. All I can do now is remember her influence on me and how she brought out the best in me.. It took a long time to accept that I wasn't as good as her and I am still breathing, while she was amazing and had such a horrible fate. But the tears get less frequent and the pangs in your stomach, chest, throat ease with time. I understand your pain. Cry it out. Let the hurt out. Let yourself grieve. I am so sorry xo
I just started watching your channel and this changed my perspective on life. This made me realize that I can lose anyone at any moment and i should tell them i love them as much as i can. I texted all my friends that have been there for me and making sure they know that i care about them and love them
This makes me so happy to read this because I lost my mom when I was 3 ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and I’m thankful for my dad because he is all I have so I try to treat him with lots of respect
Salice Rose you are the most genuine and beautiful woman I have ever seen. You are just so full of pure beauty and many girls and boys look up to you. I am one of those girls I always watched your inspirational talks when I was so depressed and the things you say they woke me up. Like deadass you help a lot of girls and boys through their rough times and I am so thankful you became one of the few people who actually help others! Keep doing you Salice you are strong and beautiful and don’t ever let anyone or anything break that! Your story about your best friend is such a touching story because my best friend is the most fucking amazing thing that has ever happened to me. I can not believe how empty and depressed you felt when you heard about what happened to her. I bet she was amazing and she is looking down from heaven and she is proud that you became someone who is very strong. I am balling writing to you and I hope you do well. Que dios te cuida mucho Salice💖
I remember um a week after graduation a kid I went to preschool died in a car accident he wasn’t even 18 yet I can remember he didn’t know if he could graduate so he missed the first day of graduation practice and the next day he came to practice and everyone clapped for him he sat right in front of me he had the best attitude and he always made everybody laugh and always made sure everyone was included it was so hard for me for my hole town RIP Danny
Tayla Mccalley I’m sorry for your loss I understand how you feel my friend graduated with me in high school he passed away because he had a seizure I feel your pain but your friend is in a better place a place called heaven ❤️
My dad left 6 years ago and I saw my mom go through so much, I was 12, taking care of my mom and my siblings and was so scared to leave my mom because I thought she'd kill herself. I skipped school for like 3 months, just staying home and helping my mom out until one day she collapsed and got so sick that she almost died. Her heart was so bad. Then I moved in to with my dad not long after he left because we lost our house and my mom wasn't stable, sadly. And my dad beat me and my brother and sister and just continually hurt us both mentally and physically. I finally moved back with my mom and just got in so much trouble by the cops and was getting suspended at school for fighting and I was so angry all the time. I went through so fucking much. So fucking much that I tried killing myself. I was in and out of the hospital. But I'm here today, may not be happy YET but I do know that God has something so much bigger and better at the end. Salice is definitely one of my main roll models and I love you so much. If anyone else is reading this and is going through some tough shit, call me or text me. Don't have to tell me your name. If you wanna talk? Just text or call this number)(863) -808-6477. I WILL answer. Remember you will be okay soon. 💕
You are amazing 😉 and don’t let anyone stop you because I know you will get there in the end you and salice are my role models Don’t let anyone destroy you and there is always light at the end of your journey 💕♥️💖🎉👑🎊
You and salice are on the strongest people I’ve ever heard of , god bless you and I hope happiness is brought to you at least one time in your life and continues to be brought to you 🙏🏼❤️!
I know how you feel I just lost my dad in January and when I seen him in his casket I lost it, started crying I touched his face and it felt cold and like a doll. I swear I’ve never ran into my moms arms so fast I cried so much. His funeral was shitty they closed his casket and I had to put a rose on his casket, a blue rose I had to walk out of that room and walk away from the casket and my best friend since birth was there and comforting me. And I just couldn’t stop crying and having anxiety. Now every time I hear specific songs they remind me of him or see clothes that I own and pictures and smells, foods. I can’t eat spaghetti without thinking about my dad. Every time I think of him I see him in his casket and it hurts me a lot because me and my dad were real close and I called him my best friend we talked every night and I lived with him. I miss him every day and it’s been a really dark time for me, but I stay strong and no one see me hurt but I do. I don’t like talking about me feelings because stupid people will call you attention whores and shit like that. I have 3 real friends that’s all cause the rest just fake. They never ask about how I’m holding up or if I’m okay nothing. I think the only reason I’m still here is cause my mom and sister and I thank god for them.
My friend from school just passed away from brain cancer, she was the kindest person I ever met and her funeral was the hardest thing to sit through. She was 14.
Abbey I feel you. On April 5th too, my brother’ll turn 17. And it’s also the among of time my mom passed away. I’m actually use to it because I only knew her for 2 years, but I totally understand how you feel. Stay strong, and as hard it seems to be, it will get easier.
Abbey it is okay I️ know how you feel, my friend died. She would have wanted you to be strong, but your right every time I️ talk about it I️ fell this feeling inside of me, it’s such a bad feeling like a hole in my heart
I truly relate this this.. my ex boyfriend committed suicide August 18 2016 and it still hurts so bad.. we were close friends since until he thought taking his life was the answer. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. seeing him that one last time in his casket it just didn’t seem real, it seemed like a horrible nightmare. I miss you so much Deven I just wished you would’ve told me how you felt 😭 I wish I could’ve tried to stop you. you’ll always be in our hearts baby we all love and miss you so much. get your rest 🙏
My fiancée of 18 years got killed by a car in front of me after I waited for her across the street of her work a month ago...when I say people need to appreciate their loved ones, I can’t even explain how much emotion I put into that phrase. I miss my rose so much...
Salice It's crazy how you speak and how I relate to you. My birthday is also Nov 20th I also turn 24 today. I didn't have my father in my life when I was growing up so my mother was always working, trying to give me and my brother the best life possible, She's my hero and my greatest supporter. Growing up I was also a troubled teenager, moved around till I came back to my hometown ready to change then I lost my best friend when i was around 16 and at 18 I also got into a 5 year relationship which destroyed me. When I'm feeling down even today i come back to your videos bc I feel like someone feels what i have felt. I'm going through my own depression at the moment but you inspire me to be a stronger person, and sometime in the near future i also invision myself helping others with my stories. So I just wanted to say thank you for everything you do. Happy birthday Scorpio sister!
I cried because I can’t imagine living without my best friend she’s my world
Yeah mee too 😢😢 I'm gonna cry now thinking about it
Stori Wells same:(
Same bro. She's a big part of me, and I'd feel like I would lose a very big part of me if anything happened to her.
pls cherish moments time with her/him mine died in front of my eyes IT KILLED ME when I saw that machine with a straight line...
You made me cry... 😭 I feel your pain
I lost my sister from suicide 10 months ago and it doesn’t get easier . Walking up too her casket and seeing her lay there broke me completely. Losing someone you love is the most unbearable feeling. It feels like there is a huge weight on your chest , that makes you feel like you can’t breathe. You can’t imagine moving on with life because their presence isn’t there . Everyday is a battle for my parents and I but staying optimistic helps because I know I have an angel watching over me and guiding me.
Stay strong, everyone❤️
#suicideprevention #060517
To my angel, Samantha❤️👼🏼
brittany rickheeram I am so sorry for your loss. You are right. It never gets better, a person you love being gone.. I think for those of us who are grieving.. we just get better at navigating the pain of it all.. and it's important that we do get better at that, or we would never get back up off the floor. Sending all of my love and positive thoughts your way. From Australia with ❤💙💚💛💜
J Hop thank you so much❤️❤️
Much love from australia too ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇦🇺
I’m sorry for ur loss just know god does thing for a reason ...stay strong love 💕
brittany rickheeram sorry for your lost
Yo I'm in tears... you are a amazing role model, influencer, daughter, friend and individual. You deserve everything wonderful in life ❤️
Wow Hadiya amen to this
The Blakester98 really grow up.
😂😂fuck yea
The Blakester98 you’re rude
yo wtf is wrong with you
I lost my best friend over bullying I didn't have my dad in my life he pass way July 28 2017
Im so sorry❤️😭
Beverly Stewart that is my birthday
Also I’m.a girl by the way my dad put his name in my phone
my dad just left me and today is the 10th anniversary that he left
@@dollyzmom1 im laughing
😔.... I'm so sorry mama it's the worse feeling your so strong for opening up to us about this.... 😭😭😭😭
I know what it’s like to lose one of the closest people to you..it’s the worst fucking pain.
But I know they find ways to communicate with us from heaven. And at those moments, you feel as if they’re still there with you.
I know your best friend is looking down at you from above and she’s so fuckin proud of you no matter what.
Love you, Salice ♥️
Naomi Lopez yes they do! Any person who u lose, u will be so sad even after a few months even years! U still have super feelings for them even if their dead! I still cry sometimes for my great grandmas who r dead and even my dog!
6:50-7:28 made me cry i was so sad😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
zayra content same :(
Same
Same
same
zayra content i felt that
This makes me appreciate my best friend so much more. I can’t imagine that pain
Being a fan of Salice for a while, has made me see how much she truly hurts. I’m not being a dramatic person but seeing such a good person in pain, makes me feel pain. I was in tears within 6 minutes. I’m not asking for likes, but I’m asking for hope for Salice in her success😁
my dada used to abuse my mum for alot of years when i was 6 he sat on me. please like and send help. noooobs xx sandra
Reghan Cossin that is so nice of you👍
Wow she is one of the strongest women ever. Just hearing her story made me cry I can’t imagine living through it. She is an amazing role model and her whole life is literally a miracle and a gift from god to her family, friends, and fan base. Salice you are a beautiful human being inside and out!❤️ ilysmmm
I busted out crying when you said you fell to the ground and realized your bestfriend was really gone .... I just couldn’t imagine loosing my bestfriend .. I admire you for being sooo strong Salice and pushing through even in those hardest moment and I truly believe your bestfriend has helped you in so many ways from up above . Love you 💜
ur really lucky to have one dont have one or i dont have anymore friends i feel like they are all on her side which idk why bcuz she calles mw REALLY MEAN NAMES to call a girl and yeah i dont know what to do know 😭
I starting crying too and i wouldn’t know what to do if I lost my bsf
Elizabeth Cortez i
Elizabeth Cortez me to my cousin died in a car crash
same, im in tears.
I lost my best friend due to suiside 😭 the most painful day of my life it was on summer break and she hung herself 😭
Angie Ritter same I lost mine last year he was so amazing and beautiful person I miss him 💔
@@shanshansworld5878 my boy bsf had to go to therapy for suicidal actions and he was being bullied he is good now tho I can't imagine a world with him 😔
I lost my best friend a week ago and it’s the worst pain 😢 she hung herself
Angie Ritter sorry for your lost I just stopped my best friend from killing her self
😭 I feel you on losing your best friend
My best friend (my dad) passed away exactly 3 years ago today. I miss him so much. He’s my best friend, I love him so much and I wish he was here with me right now. 😞 I need him.
Yazmeen Lopez this is way after you posted this comment, but i’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. everything will get better i promise.💞 just think about how one day you will see him again 😇😇
Yazmeen Lopez same thing with me I thought my life was over I am depressed all the time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Yazmeen Lopez I lost my dad may 15 2018 in front of me an I always need him here he was my support my everything I would of died for him I’ve attempted siecide 3 times but they weren’t successful
Yazmeen Lopez lmfao
I can relate my mom passed 5 doing on 6 years
In tears thinking what it would be like to lose my best friend losing her would make a part of me just leave my life like I wouldn't be crazy like I am any more I just wouldn't be myself
Claire truitt i lost my best friend in 3rd grade to lung cancer he was 10 i was 9 and i am now a freshman in HS but i miss him cherish your friends any thing can happen to them
ye fam my fish drowned and i was very depressed. my dad sat on me xx -sandra
Claire truitt I’ve lost my best freind her mom shot her 😫😫😫😫
@@khloemoneypenny5173 oh thats really sad why wouldshe do that
Claire t same man 😭😭
The most hardest thing anyone can do in life, is hold back tears.
I'm sorry for your loss.
I lost one of my really close friends recently, it was so hard but I am there for my friends and they are here for me...
rest in peace Jordyn, today you turned 13. happy birthday 🎂 gorgeous girl, we miss you more than you can imagine, I know your living it up in paradise, but just wait for us all to come before you blow out your candles...
I love you Jordyn so much 💙🎉🎂
I love you forever and always 💙💙💙
If you are reading this, you are loved. You do matter to everybody. Don't give up on your self. Stay strong you beautiful soul.
You too❤️❤️❤️
zalasue Thank you
😭😭😭 I lost my bestfriend on her 21st birthday.. I know how your feeling 😭😭 I love you salice.. she's been gone 7 years and to me it gets harder.. she was that person I told everything to and we did everything together 😭😭 we were 2 months apart and we looked forward to turning 21 but things went a whole another way and god called her home 😭😭 I miss her like crazy!! Watching this video made me cry and think of her...
Ashley Mariee awe omg im so sorry to hear that
Ashley Mariee I think your lying cause you just want likes
Naydean Lopez you don’t know what she’s really going thru
Im so sorry😭❤️
@@naydeanlopez5407 you don't know what she's going through 👿👿👿
I started to cry bc I lost my bff 2 years ago.... She was the most incredible girl in the world she was always there for me, when I had depression she helped me through it. One night her mom texted me just 5 minutes before I went to bed, she told me this "Dear Gaby this is keylins mom, this is the most painful news but knowing she's fine it makes me feel a little relieved. She died in a car accident 2 hours ago with her dad, her dad is in coma but she... She died in the instant." I just got in my nees my mother heard me crying so she came in my room and she asked what happened but I couldn't talk I felt like I was dying from the inside i just couldn't anymore I didn't sleep I had depression, till now I'm still in depression and I can't get over it and I don't believe I will ever😭
Gabriela Franco just know it will be ok. My bff died, 1/2/19 and, I lost her forever. It was all my fault. I pranked her, but it went to far and I started to talk about her bff Julia who moved away. She got really emotional, and when I told her it was a prank she hung up. A few hours later I got a text from her grandma that she is was currently at the local hospital because she tried to commit suicide, while having an anxiety attack that I triggered because of talking about Julia. Then an hour later her grandma texted me again and said that we lost her in surgery. I am so mad at myself for ever doing that to her. I literally drove my bff to kill herself. I can never forgive myself.
@@kollergalaxy8651 that's so sad but idk if it's gonna be ok for me😭
Gabriela Franco just try and stay positive. Yes I know, this is such a heartbreaking moment for someone to lose their best friend, but stay strong. I’m sure your bff will want you to go out and have fun, instead of staying inside and crying and pitying her. He/She will always be watching you from heaven, and he/she will always have you in their hearts.
@@kollergalaxy8651 tysm💕😢
Gaby_lvs_u Franco wow same happened to me but I was at the beach and I just broke down I wanted to scream, it’s so hard, but when you think about it she would just want you happy so I love everyday thinking how I’m gonna make her happy now that she’s watching over me.
my boy bestfriend just passed away tonight in a car crash. the first place i saw it was on his friends instagram saying “rest in peace” then i started to see it everywhere. he was only 14, 15 in november 😭 i’m so lost for words. i already lost one of my bestfriends in december 2018. he helped me thru that loss and now i have no one.
i love you I’m sorry I can’t imagine what you have been through
Gg man
My best friend commented suicide😪sorry for ur loss luv, stay strong💗🤞🏼
I'm so sorry to hear that....♥️ Rest in peace....I'm always hear if you wanna talk♥️
I’m 😐 sorry
what i love about salice is that no matter what she still strong thats what i look upp on
i love u salice so much 💗
I don't think I could go on if my best friend died. She is my world and is the 1st person that I can say that I've loved with literally all my heart that isn't family.
Suga Kookie same
Suga Kookie it's the worst pain ever
Suga Kookie asw
It really affects you like you’ve never felt before , people don’t deserve to go through this kind of pain , sadly me and my friends went through this same pain of loosing a friend , I miss her , she deserved the world.
I lost mine 3 years ago it’s nothing you want to go through
Love to you Salice. I lost my best friend last week. His funeral was today. I nearly didnt go. I didnt go to the viewing I even considered not going to the funeral.
I just could not face saying goodby to ANOTHER close friend. I did not want to believe it.
But I went to see my friend Karl, to kiss him, to touch my friend, my brother, my confident, my gossip guru, my joy...
25 years I knew him. Im so glad I went. If I had not gone I would l have hated myself.
It was beautiful to see all of Karls family and all of our friends all of us united at that moment through our Love and grief. Most of all it was great to see Trevor, Karls beautiful life partner. They were/are a single entity.
I hugged Trev so tight and told him how much I LOVE Karl and it was then that I knew that I had made the right decision to go.
I also saw Vave the third of our little group. Before Karl met Trevor it was the three of us Karl Vave and me.
We hung out our inseparable bunch, we laughed and laughed and bitched and laughed some more. We went out and had so many adventures.
I hugged Vave tight and as with Trevor hugging him was like hugging Karl.
We told each other we loved each other. felt it.
Every person I kissed and hugged today was a part of Karl and I felt him.
So I said goodbye to the second of my best friends in the space of a year. I can still feel him everyday like my other bestie who has departed this plane onto the next plane. I know 100% that he lives somewhere in this wondrous Universe.
Im going to live my best life because of him Karl D Hemi & my other bestie Siaosi Mulipola who died last year.
God Bless you Salice and your dear friend. We owe to it to our departed friends to be Happy and live AMAZINGLY!!!! XXX from Sydney Australia we are all connected through LOVE. Peace!!!!
During your story about your bestfriend my bestfriend texted me “I just want to let you know that I really truly love you, I met you at my worst and when you came in you showed me the best, I never tell you but I really appreciate you” your story and my message brought me to tears
My best friend doesn’t care about me all of the best friends I ever had always dropped me
Greece Garcia Same
I lost my bestfriend too. watch the Netflix show Flint town. episode one. he is the 16 year old that was murdered. shot 5 times. 💔💔💔💔
thats awesome dude. ur lucky u have a friend like that
Awwwww!Hope u feel better :(
im so truly sorry that you are experiencing this ): we will always be here with love and support
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Jallabee i love youuuuuuuu
In January, I lost my best friend from a shooting in my hometown in Johnstown Pa and I'll never forget that moment.
Jimmy The Class Clown I’m so sorry I hope ur ok
Jimmy The Class Clown I'm so sorry. Was they in the California shooting?
Srry
Jimmy The Class Clown im sorry for your loss just be strong!!
I’m sorry for your loss, you are a strong person and I hope you feel better
My bestfriend T.K. killed himself 3 weeks ago he was always there to help me when I felt like dying and I had my best laughs with him and we made a promise we wouldn't leave each other and he took his life infront of me and I broke down i cried I begged him to wake up and begged him to breathe and stay alive and I will always miss him and love him and he was the best person ever ❤️
I'm sorry for your lost 💔
You’re so strong. you’re a beauty that is a rare one to find
I’m glad you are here Salice
I’m glad you’re on this earth the same moment in time that I am on this earth
I feel blessed for that.
I’m crying so hard. I can not imagine losing my BESTFRIEND
Lexxi Luna I know right🙏😭
Lexxi Luna same
Lexxi Luna same 😢💔💔💔
Lexxi Luna same😭😭
Lexxi Luna I was just thinking that
i literally cried when you mentioned the funeral part. I’d be horrified having my best friend die so suddenly without a good bye. So sorry you had to experience this tragedy
Same😭😭😢😢
YAGURLPRIN me too
it's a nightmare
I'm so sorry, Salice. I've never seen such raw and beautiful emotions. Thank you for sharing this, we love you girl!
I'm still crying... Video is done and over already. I'm. Still. Crying.
This is the rawest video I’ve ever seen. I appreciate that you’re authentic . God bless you
She is looking down at you Salice, so proud of her best friend. I know this hurts, but she will always be with you. God bless you Salice❤
I don't even know salices best friend but I'm crying like hell I'm so sorry bout this 😥
Sharmaine Chipindura same
I cried so much
Sameee
Sameee😭
one of my best friends died almost 4 months ago in a car accident. ive felt broken even since that day i got that call
5:25 am i the only one that saw the room got brighter as soon as she started crying, i think she visited her
Jenny M no, its just the lighting
Nope. Lol
Kaylah R y u gotta be rude just don't comment
L R thats not even rude she was stating the truth
Riley Bourgeois but Jenny feels abd thinks something different who are they to say that's not what is happening
I'm 12 and this first minute of the video made me cry my dad was a part of my life until I was eight and my mom been there since day one if she was gone for more than a day I would cry I started getting separation anxiety from her and her ex bf beat her but managed to make us happy every single day we started going to church and stuff I'm so grateful to be blessed with such an amazing mom and I know what it feels like losing a best friend my friend Lea committed suicide at ten bc her parents were getting a divorce I always wonder if I was there on that bridge I could have stopped her but I wasn't I have pictures of her every where in my house and I always visit her grave I once tried cutting bc I was so upset about it but the blade was dull I think God just new Lea was too perfect for this world so she had to go with him I think God made that blade dull to realize what I was doing do I could stop it it's been a year now and God has blessed us with everything I could ask for my dad is apart of my life again and I am do grateful
Cozy Elizabeth girl or boyiiiii! you spell things better than me
So so so so sad
im so sorry 😢
If u kill ur self u don't go to heaven
God gave u a life for a reason and it's not to kill ur self
Girl, I feel you. My best friend passed 5 months ago. My grandma was my best friend, she had my back through thick and thin. She left this world Dec. 27, 2017.
It's Leeshaaa hey my best friend passed away November 2nd, 2017. I miss her so much.
my grandma died about 2-3 weeks ago and i feel so dead and weak inside :(
I lost my best friend 12-28-13. Turned my life up side down friends since we were very little.
My grandma passed 3 years ago on April 30th and was born Agust 2ed and her birthday passed and she was my bestfriend💔
It's Leeshaaa I’m so so so sorry. Stay strong gorgeous you can do this 💛💔
I’ve been lost for the last 5 years or so.. trying to find my way back to myself to my own smile and I’ve always watched your videos here and there. This last month I think I finally actually followed you and have been watching your videos, I’m 30 and lost myself at 25. Your videos have really helped me feel, not empty again like I can do this again. It literally hit me like a switch. I lost one of my best friends to suicide at 24, and last year I lost my best friend of 13 years just to us growing into separate ways. Your videos idk man have just helped me a lot. Thank you for sharing these stories...thank you dude.
I just want to share my story... I don’t care if you don’t keep reading.
My name is Natalia
I am Mexican and European
I am 12 at the moment but when this happened I was 10.
I went to kindergarten with my best friend. We would talk everyday like most best friends. But we knew each other for at least 7 to 8 years. I have changed schools so many times I can’t count. We would still talk on the phone we would still talk on games. In 5th grade she and I talked about when we should hangout, we planned on going to the movies in 2 weeks. It was Friday I think, the day before we were supposed to meet. I remember this perfectly I was laying on the floor with my dog eating a big brownie muffin. I saw my mom and my dad and two other women coming through the garage door. One of the women was carrying a suitcase and tissues and cookies. My mom looked dead in her eyes my dad looked the same, my mom asked me to go to the grey couch. She called down my brother, asked him the same thing. The two women pulled up chairs. My parents sat next to me and my brother. The women said “you need to be ready for this, you need to be strong... Nahily/my best friend is dead... her brother, and her dad are dead.”
I thought I was dreaming I thought this wasn’t real.
I realized it was real. I realized that this is what I have to live with.
I was shaking for hours and days. I didn’t go to school for 3 days. I didn’t go to any sports.
A while later maybe a month, we found it what happened. I begged my parents to tell me. I screamed I yelled I needed to know. They told me this “ Nahilys dad shot her and Louis Jr/ her brother.”
I couldn’t believe it I was mad for the next week I kept feeling suicidal, anxiety, anger, depression. But 2 years later I still think of her I still cry for her I still live with her.
My name is Natalia
My best friends name is Nahily Romero
Her brothers name is Louis Jr Romero
Her shameful fathers name is Louis Romero
I am 12 years old and that is my story.
Natalia Bach-Dowd Near Lake Nokomis..........that's heartbreaking. I'm sorry for your loss. That's alot for anyone especially a young girl your age to have to go through. You have my most sincere condolences.💕
Gurl I want to say I am sorry and that I hope ur alright . I want to hug u so bad right now so *screen hug*
Natalia Bach-Dowd thank you💙💙
you’re strong natalia❤️ she was lucky to have you
i am so sorry for you ohmygod im crying 😭
It’s terrible to hear about your loss and I express my sincere sympathy to you, your family, and your friends. Thank you for sharing this heartbreaking time in your life. I lost my baby son Logan July 7, 2016 and the pain is excruciating. I have to admit I've lost myself, but by you sharing your story it gives me hope that I can do it too! Look at you now strong and beautiful! Much love! ❤️🌹
J B I’m so sorry for your loss
My mom passed away just this year and I was broken , still am but I look to my best friend and she’s what I’m holding on to i feel like she’s the only thing I got left ❤️😕
Rosie_ 5 I relate to that sm my mom died in December of 2017 and it completely broke me
So sorry!!😢
Rosie_ 5 if my best friend died I would honestly kms cause she is the only reason I'm alive
Really sorry
So sorry for your loss❤
I cried watching this. These moments are one of the reasons why I cherish my friends because when I call people my friends they’re really my family; brothers and sisters. I am the only child and never known what it’s like to have a best friend that was like my siblings. I’ve lost a few friends to gun violence and miss them dearly 💔💔.
I am sorry for what happened to your best friend. Remember she’s always with you and you can feel her presence and spirit shine through you ✨🤍
It’s ok she is in a better place and you are a STRONG WOMAN and NEVER change for ANYTHING and ANYBODY love YOURSELF and be STRONG and stay STRONG and stay the nicest,the best comedian,and a wonderful woman I hope you nothing but peace,happiness,and Guidance for your best best I Love 💕 you and 1.7 million people love and support you including me your best friend has inspired you to be a better woman,person,and even family member so NEVER Let your self down.Love,Kobi Biamby 💕💕💗💓💞
Nicole B I think the same
6:03 a tear came down 😢
As you were talking I was literally crying I could feel your pain & see the hurt in your eyes 😭❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss salice xx
My bff passed away last year. It's crazy cuz I had spoken to her hours before and she sounded fine. We didn't tell each other that we loved each other everyday, but I got the strong urge to tell her so I did. Hours later I got the worst news in my life. She is always with me, out of nowhere I'll have an epiphany about whatever I'm going through and I know that's her sending me some wisdom. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't contemplate suicide, but what made me keep living is that I know that she wouldn't want me to give up on life. R.I.P. Big Sis🙏🏼
I remember 4 yrs ago when you posted late night thoughts and explaining the passing of your friend I saw how you were choking through the tears and trying to take them back and thats how I discovered you and im so glad you made it out Salice and you've evolved into a beautiful person you've helped me more than you can imagine !!
You remind me of daughter so much😭😭, my daughter passed away in a car wreck 2 months before her 19th b-day, I buried her 2 days before my b-day, I'm glad I let her live her life to the fullest, not knowing it would be cut short. I wanted her to learn from her mistakes, and not take shit from no one but at the same time, never judge anyone, and to be humble. And made sure she knew, she could come to me, no matter the fuck up she was in. Because I got her.....The way I had my daughter's back, she was that one for all her friends, she had over 700 people come to her funeral, that's amazing. I thought to myself, Damn she partied with a lot damn people lol On the real, she was that one you, that always down for you.......For me, I'm broken, she took my heart....💔🖤
Jaslyn Biera awww mama so so sorry n I just can't imagine losing my daughter, my condolences
God Bless u, u strong beautiful women. Nothing is more hard then a loss of a child, life is so unexpected. Pray my love. Pray for the resurrection for God promises us a chance with our dead Loved ones. I'm so deeply sorry for ur loss. I love u. Please pray 💗💗
Four years ago, I lost my friend by suicide when she was 20. I came back from the study abroad four months ago, so I didn’t know until recently ( also I wasn’t really using SNS apps.) She was important for me. I had been struggling to deal with this unstable emotion such as I could’ve help her by texting. She was a strong wrestler, so I thought she could handle the most of the situations. I was excited to see her when I came back to my country, but never happened. I think I was looking for the video to find someone who can cry with, and I found you. I’m good now.
Thank you Salice.
I said "I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry" but balled out tears with you. 😭😭😭 you are seriously so strong, I was fortunate enough to meet you a few years back and you really are such a humble down to earth person. I wish you nothing but more happiness and blessings salsa. 💛
I lost my dad when I was nine and I couldn't sleep either so I feel you but just know God is with you so stay strong cuz no matter what he will stay with you your whole life.
Ava Dragon my dad died when I was 8 and their is always a reason for everything and god will always be with you your whole life
@@taylorstrange410 thanks
My mom died in Cuba. She got raped and killed by a 60 year old man. I never really new her because I’m 16 and the youngest is 14. I was about 1 or 2
My friend died 3 days ago and he was only 12.....😭😭 I miss him
Hilary Morgia my best friend died two days ago. He’s 34. I am so sad.
Hilary Morgia. How
@@blaircrace1593 I'm so sorry to hear that I do to
AWWW IM SO SORRY
Hilary Morgia stop talkin shit😂
Stay strong! Your my favorite youtuber and one of my favorite people I know. God bless you!!!!
My best friend passed away last year. exactly a day and a month from her 12th birthday. I miss her more than words can even express and sometimes all i want to do is sit down and cry. It still doesnt feel real, the fact that I'm never going to see her again...
Anke Shact how and I’m so sorry
HOW?
omg i am so sorry pumpkin_pie20 is my snap text me
Anke Shact but you will some day.
I’m sorry ...... & Im sorry for everyone who’s posting on here about what pain they’re now or have been in the past. ❤️
When she had to explain what MySpace was it made me realize how fast time flies...
My best friend died 2 years ago due to cancer, I had the same exact reaction as you when I saw him in that coffin..
She's always watching and guiding you❤❤
Oh my goodness. I am so so sorry. I know what that's like. I had a friend who also died two years ago due to cancer. She was only 20 years old when she sadly passed away. I never got the chance to say goodbye. Stay strong my friend.
ok...but like i acually teared up
Crystal Galvan who didn’t
@@ThatUnusualNationalist idk lol
Im sorry for your lost i know how you feel on Jan 20, 2019 I lost my uncle....and my aunt and cousin where seriously injured....Now my Baby cousin is fine but My aunt....Is in a coma....😭
Casey Minjarez really
So sad
Casey minjarez I lost my uncle to and when I watch this I tear up cuz I thought of him😓😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@xx.peachy._.sunshinexx_9338 Yes
Casey Minjarez sorry
I was deadass tearing up like no joke. And I'm so happy that you changed your life around and that your doing better for your self and you had a REAL stuggle going on but you grinded to where you are now💖
I cried watching this, you're such a beautiful soul.
Damn, it seems like you were talking to me. That shit hit home. I’m a cali girl, never left the state. I grow up in central California in a bad neighborhood. My father was a meth head, that would always beat on my mother, I was the same, a rebellious child a problem child seems like I was always disappointing everybody around me. At 12 years old my mother left my father for good, that same year I started experimenting with drugs, at 16 I got pregnant, eight months later my baby dad passed away, thats when I knew life would never be the same! He was my best friend, the only person that I felt that understood me, an excepted me as me and excepted all the shit I had in my bag! The next two years of my life... it was all a blur. I did so much shit!! The worst of it all is that nothing was helping my pain, no matter how much drugs I did, I will still cry myself to sleep! I’m 26 now, im in a good place, thank god. With a beautiful family!I finally understand that dying is a part of life, we just have to stay true to ourself, and life day by day, because we don’t know what tomorrow brings. Thank you for sharing your story!!
P.S. I’m crying as I’m writing this! We never forgot those who have passed, we keep them in our hearts an memories! We just learn how to continue on...
so inspirational, so beautiful. I've watched this about 3 times- on repeat. in this video you explain all the pain life has bough to you, your best friend passing away, being kicked out of school and your abusive past. this shows that not everyone is perfect if you dident put this video online, all your subscribers (including me) would think your the perfect girl on this planet, a beautiful girl, everything is perfect for you. but because you have put this video online, me and thousands of people now know what your past is like, not perfect, but you as a person has gotten through the pain of life, me as a 12-year-old, writing this, knowing the pain you've been through, makes me realise what an adult, even a teenager can go through. i love you so much. your so inspirational, your so beautiful. you've made me realize what life really is about, God is great, and so are you, i love you so much salice rose, stay strong and remember that God will always lead you to the best~ Mya.
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I lost my cousin, my best friend, the one I could talk to , during the Florida school shooting. She isn't apart of the original victim list. Died a week later after being shot. When I come home from school, I hope to see her there waiting for me. Covering me with all her hugs. But she's not. I wish I could have those moments. The three words I said to her over a "bagel from dunking donuts " the week before she died was *i hate you* . I wish I could take it back, I really wish I could. But it was too late. I just want everyone to take a moment to appreciate those you love..❤️
Aw I’m so sorry
Queens Of The World I am SO sorry for your loss. 😭😭😭
Sorry for your loss 😭😭
Queens Of The World I hope you the best and keep ur head up 💕
Queens Of The World she knows you don't hate her. She's always watching over you
I'm new but looking at older vids, I'm glad I found this one, I always felt like I hurt more then anyone I knew loosing someone, until I saw this. Thanks for sharing.
No one should have to experience that. I'm so sorry for your loss. Rest Easy Priya
A lot of these comments are saying “I can’t imagine loosing my bestfriend” neither could I, until I did. It’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt and continue to feel 2 years later. Tell your friends you love them because you never know when is the last time you see them
Louisa Johnson I know exactly how you feel I really do. If you need someone to talk to I am here
my best friend of ten years was found dead in January and was missing for a month before. it feels like it never ends. no one talks about how hard the loss of a friend is
Same..... to the same cause... a car accident... my Brittany died in 2015 she was 16 ... gosh if I could tell the whole story an everything... I know how it feels an I’m sorry for your loss.... I still message her Kik an messages say not sent as if I’m talking to her 😭
God bless 🙏🏼love you 💖💖💯
Louisa Johnson small I lost mine too and It's the worst felling ever. When I found out she was shot and killed i felt this pain on my heart that I have never felt before and you could literally feel your heart breaking
I start crying while this video i know how it feels
This video is 2 years old...I'm so proud of the value you have found in yourself with the journey you've been through!! Wow!! Love ya so much!! Thanks for your courage in sharing!! Your best friend is with you and is very proud of you!! You're incredible!
One of my friends died in a car accident on Sunday 3/18/18. He was only 14 when a semi truck with three tractors crossed over the median. Him and his dad passed away at the scene. I know how you feel. Now to me it just feels weird because in my 4th period his seat is just empty he doesn’t sit behind me anymore. R.I.P Xavier and Rene
Paige Xo ... Xavier was my husbands step brother and Rene was married to my Mother in law really crazy that i happen to see your comment out of ALL of them. Rest in Peace to them ❤️
Omg so sorry. Stay strong stay strong for ur self and ur friend. Rip to ur friend and his dad. Life is so unexpected. Make the most out of it and know God and I love u
Wow perfect timing I almost gave up today.
Chanice Rich you are loved! 💕
stay strong! 💕
Chanice Rich hun stay strong you are loved. ♥️♥️
stay strong babe, if you ever need to talk dm me on insta (lilythib48) xx
Chanice Rich youre beautiful, you matter to your family and you aren’t alone. Stay strong, life gets better. 💘
Two of my bestfriends have passed. My friend Stephanie was murdered by her ex on 12/01/10 and My dad had a heart attack on 09/17/17 .. Losing my dad has been the worst for me, I cry everyday. Holiday parties, I go in the bathroom and cry, in the car out of nowhere. It has been almost 7 months and it hasn't gotten any better. I am depressed, anxiety and I feel like I have no one. It is so hard !!!
Sarah Sarah dont feel like that cause u do have someone and i know if u get close to him u wont feel how u feel no one i use to feel like u i lost my dad when i was 10yrs old and my mom at 27yrs old its been almost 25yrs my dad is gone and 8yrs my mom is gone too i felt so depress and hated the world but a yr ago i meet God and he showed me his always been here for me and is here with me thru all i went thru so am telling u his with u too so just get close to him God is waiting for u with his open arms...may God bless u always and just know u r not alone God is there with u and loves u
Sorry to hear about your losses 😪 keep your head up and keep pushing girl! You’ll always have someone watching over you throughout your life. Keep pushing ❤️
Sarah Sarah I’m so sorry for both your losses I truly feel you I just lost my grandma and my aunt dec 2016 back to back within days of each other and I’m still feeling so lost and empty and my anxiety has gotten so much worse . my grandma was my life ,my everything my real mom and having my aunt passed a few days after her just tore something in me I’m still trying to pick myself up and put myself together I try to take it day by day and just appreciate all the little things life has to offer and some days are hard but I believe we will be eventually reunited with our loved ones one day and when we do I wanna be able to tell them all that I accomplished here on earth .. sorry if I am ranting i know it’s hard to talk about these things just know you’re not alone xoxo
Sarah Sarah I’m so sorry for your lost stay strong 💪 and just know that there always have them in your heart I’m sorry ❤️
Stay stong!!!! it must be really hard for you i personally don’t have a relationship with my own dad but i can imagine how hard it is to loose two important people. Your tears will turn into tears of joy, trust me God has something great planned in your life ❤️❤️
I love this video you are so beautiful Salice Rose I just lost my mom from 4 stage cancer on Tuesday, June 11, 2019 I had her service last saturday, august 17, 2019 I feel your pain Salice Rose God Bless you.
never have i ever cried so much while watching a video, it was sad tears but also happy tears because u found yourself and im so fucking happy for u. salice i love u so much. i can‘t put in words how much you have changed my life. I know for sure god sent u to me🖤
My best friend died on my birthday and it’s never been the same without her
I love u Delilah rip
Ceejay Perdomo sorry for ur loss she's in a better place watching u😔❤
Ceejay Perdomo Awww I'm so srry
Thanks
I’m so sorry for your loss
I’m so sorry
God loves you 😢💜
My best friend tried to commit suicide and some how I talked her out of it . I was so scared , I rushed to her house
See, this woman right here is an incredible inspiration. At some point she was just a regular girl. But she started from the bottom and created this life for herself and made herself into an amazing advocate for not only women but for everyone who goes they her same struggles. She’s a light to so many people. She’s the proof that there is a way out of bad situations. She reached her light at the end of her dark tunnel.
I lost my best friend about 4 years ago to breast cancer. It was a shock cos she was so young. She didn't tell anyone the treatment wasn't working. I was about 25 when she passed away. It cut so so deep. I fell to the ground. I cried every day for about a month. I didn't think there would be an end to the tears. All I can do now is remember her influence on me and how she brought out the best in me.. It took a long time to accept that I wasn't as good as her and I am still breathing, while she was amazing and had such a horrible fate. But the tears get less frequent and the pangs in your stomach, chest, throat ease with time. I understand your pain. Cry it out. Let the hurt out. Let yourself grieve. I am so sorry xo
J Hop I’m so sorry. How old was she ?
Lei Toa may you’re Bestfriend Rest In Peace and god bless you ❤️
Hmm I think Ur trying to get likea
zully cortez dude her name is J hope
If you lose your best friend it will be heartbreaking because that is the person you chose to be your friend and you love them and they love you
Please people, whatever happens to you, be strong!
I just started watching your channel and this changed my perspective on life. This made me realize that I can lose anyone at any moment and i should tell them i love them as much as i can. I texted all my friends that have been there for me and making sure they know that i care about them and love them
when you were speaking about your mum. it made me think that I'm so lucky to have what I have. I really need to treat my mum better.
Moljol_ 04 NEVER take your mom or dad for granted. Parents are the best thing ever!!!
Moljol_ 04 see I’m glad you understand and actually take notice to this. Your a great person.
This makes me so happy to read this because I lost my mom when I was 3 ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and I’m thankful for my dad because he is all I have so I try to treat him with lots of respect
I lost my mom when I was 8 and she was a big part of my life ❤️🦋🙏
XxstitchesxX I’m so sorry for your lose 💔😢
Salice Rose you are the most genuine and beautiful woman I have ever seen. You are just so full of pure beauty and many girls and boys look up to you. I am one of those girls I always watched your inspirational talks when I was so depressed and the things you say they woke me up. Like deadass you help a lot of girls and boys through their rough times and I am so thankful you became one of the few people who actually help others! Keep doing you Salice you are strong and beautiful and don’t ever let anyone or anything break that! Your story about your best friend is such a touching story because my best friend is the most fucking amazing thing that has ever happened to me. I can not believe how empty and depressed you felt when you heard about what happened to her. I bet she was amazing and she is looking down from heaven and she is proud that you became someone who is very strong. I am balling writing to you and I hope you do well. Que dios te cuida mucho Salice💖
Rosalinda Fiscal if salice rose read this it would make her happy
Rosalinda Fiscal that's was beautiful
Junior The savage I hope she does. I want her to know how much she means to a lot of people
Lizbeth Romero Lara thank you! ❤️
DAYUMMMMMMMMMMM, I'm sorry I started crying when you did, keep strong love it'll be ok :) It's hard I know trust me but it will.
I remember um a week after graduation a kid I went to preschool died in a car accident he wasn’t even 18 yet I can remember he didn’t know if he could graduate so he missed the first day of graduation practice and the next day he came to practice and everyone clapped for him he sat right in front of me he had the best attitude and he always made everybody laugh and always made sure everyone was included it was so hard for me for my hole town RIP Danny
Tayla Mccalley I’m glad he at least got to graduate with you guys 🤗
Tayla Mccalley I’m sorry for your loss I understand how you feel my friend graduated with me in high school he passed away because he had a seizure I feel your pain but your friend is in a better place a place called heaven ❤️
My dad left 6 years ago and I saw my mom go through so much, I was 12, taking care of my mom and my siblings and was so scared to leave my mom because I thought she'd kill herself. I skipped school for like 3 months, just staying home and helping my mom out until one day she collapsed and got so sick that she almost died. Her heart was so bad. Then I moved in to with my dad not long after he left because we lost our house and my mom wasn't stable, sadly. And my dad beat me and my brother and sister and just continually hurt us both mentally and physically. I finally moved back with my mom and just got in so much trouble by the cops and was getting suspended at school for fighting and I was so angry all the time. I went through so fucking much. So fucking much that I tried killing myself. I was in and out of the hospital. But I'm here today, may not be happy YET but I do know that God has something so much bigger and better at the end. Salice is definitely one of my main roll models and I love you so much. If anyone else is reading this and is going through some tough shit, call me or text me. Don't have to tell me your name. If you wanna talk? Just text or call this number)(863) -808-6477. I WILL answer. Remember you will be okay soon. 💕
Faith cline thank you u and salice rose r both my role models even tho I don't know u or salice rose but thank you
Did you just leak your number....
You are amazing 😉 and don’t let anyone stop you because I know you will get there in the end you and salice are my role models
Don’t let anyone destroy you and there is always light at the end of your journey 💕♥️💖🎉👑🎊
You and salice are on the strongest people I’ve ever heard of , god bless you and I hope happiness is brought to you at least one time in your life and continues to be brought to you 🙏🏼❤️!
this is so humble i love you 💖
I know how you feel I just lost my dad in January and when I seen him in his casket I lost it, started crying I touched his face and it felt cold and like a doll. I swear I’ve never ran into my moms arms so fast I cried so much. His funeral was shitty they closed his casket and I had to put a rose on his casket, a blue rose I had to walk out of that room and walk away from the casket and my best friend since birth was there and comforting me. And I just couldn’t stop crying and having anxiety. Now every time I hear specific songs they remind me of him or see clothes that I own and pictures and smells, foods. I can’t eat spaghetti without thinking about my dad. Every time I think of him I see him in his casket and it hurts me a lot because me and my dad were real close and I called him my best friend we talked every night and I lived with him. I miss him every day and it’s been a really dark time for me, but I stay strong and no one see me hurt but I do. I don’t like talking about me feelings because stupid people will call you attention whores and shit like that. I have 3 real friends that’s all cause the rest just fake. They never ask about how I’m holding up or if I’m okay nothing. I think the only reason I’m still here is cause my mom and sister and I thank god for them.
Raven Jara Hoyt Sorry For Your Loss! Keep Going, You Got This! 😊
Raven Jara Hoyt my condolences to you n your family
When I was reading the text I cried 😭💔
stay strong. i lost my dad when i was 15, 5 years ago. it doesnt get easier but you will grow stronger babe.
salma me too😭
My friend from school just passed away from brain cancer, she was the kindest person I ever met and her funeral was the hardest thing to sit through. She was 14.
on April 5th it will be 9 years since my friend passed away . 💔 the pain never goes away i understand
Abbey I feel you. On April 5th too, my brother’ll turn 17. And it’s also the among of time my mom passed away. I’m actually use to it because I only knew her for 2 years, but I totally understand how you feel. Stay strong, and as hard it seems to be, it will get easier.
Abbey I'm sorry for your lost
Im sorry for your loss 💙🙏
Urielle98 im sorry for your loss 💙🙏
Abbey it is okay I️ know how you feel, my friend died. She would have wanted you to be strong, but your right every time I️ talk about it I️ fell this feeling inside of me, it’s such a bad feeling like a hole in my heart
*love you mama biscuit! stay strong!
I truly relate this this.. my ex boyfriend committed suicide August 18 2016 and it still hurts so bad.. we were close friends since until he thought taking his life was the answer. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. seeing him that one last time in his casket it just didn’t seem real, it seemed like a horrible nightmare. I miss you so much Deven I just wished you would’ve told me how you felt 😭 I wish I could’ve tried to stop you. you’ll always be in our hearts baby we all love and miss you so much. get your rest 🙏
Hailey Hall stay strong beautiful. His looking down on you x🌍
Hailey Hall I’m so sorry
stay strong love, i’m so sorry
My fiancée of 18 years got killed by a car in front of me after I waited for her across the street of her work a month ago...when I say people need to appreciate their loved ones, I can’t even explain how much emotion I put into that phrase. I miss my rose so much...
She loved this female rose a lot too, only reason why I saw this video was because she looked up her videos on my phone
Salice It's crazy how you speak and how I relate to you. My birthday is also Nov 20th I also turn 24 today. I didn't have my father in my life when I was growing up so my mother was always working, trying to give me and my brother the best life possible, She's my hero and my greatest supporter. Growing up I was also a troubled teenager, moved around till I came back to my hometown ready to change then I lost my best friend when i was around 16 and at 18 I also got into a 5 year relationship which destroyed me. When I'm feeling down even today i come back to your videos bc I feel like someone feels what i have felt. I'm going through my own depression at the moment but you inspire me to be a stronger person, and sometime in the near future i also invision myself helping others with my stories. So I just wanted to say thank you for everything you do. Happy birthday Scorpio sister!
It’s going to be okay...she’s your guardian angel now..keep your head up😞❤️
i'm sorry for your mother's loss, i did the same thing,i fell on the floor, my older sis died!!
Hayle Paul It’s not her mother, it was her best friend.
Hayle Paul dUh
Her mom dident pass away it was her bff
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Hayle Paul it was her best friend...
She's watching over you,protecting you😇💖💖💖
Yea don't worry
your heart is gold, your positivity vibe is jus as beautiful as you
Your Best Friend Is Watching Over & Sending You Blessinngs 😩😩💓
plugboi johnny bitch stfu jus cuz u don’t believe n sum don’t mean u gotta dtfm n rain on somebody else beliefs
plugboi johnny Ima pray for you to seek god !
There is no god.. But this vid hit deep
plugboi johnny what