I'm all alone, finishing a project all alone. I was supposed to form a group but everyone has one already, so I guess teacher allowed me to do it myself. I am really grateful, at least I won't be a burden. I'm failling my classes. I don't want to be here, I only joined this class because I don't want my vullies to come at me again. yet my grades are bad and I have not mde much friends. I try to be nice, but the more I try, the more I find out that I am just a sick, twisted, unfixable mess. Deep down, I wish my feelings weren't so complicated. I want pure happiness, pure sadness, just pure feelings. I don't want this constantly-changing emotion that has submerged me since the bullies and all that. I don't want people to know I'm struggling. I don't want them to pity me. I just wish people tried to understand and treat me like a friend. Deep down, I'm just the same.
My Situation is not better than yours . I know this feeling. I might have friends but they are just so called friends. Deep down I am just lonely. I am just a boring ,useless ,good for nothing guy . I have social anxiety. Sometimes I hate all these emotions of mine , I want to be happy but I find peace in sadness , I want to be with people but I feel relaxed alone . I don't really have anything to say when I speak I feel so dumb . Sometimes I just want to be Valued. Everything I wish for , gets taken away. I wish at least you get what u want .
I am tired being stuck in loop of loneliness of no true love but Jesus says do not worry worry less because the world have enough worries own ways of living for instead of loneliness focus more Jesus then focus less on loneliness but if not focus more to Jesus Christ son of god more you think of loneliness more you be more sad and hopeless but Jesus up lifting our souls and mind and breaking hearts so ✝️
Muslim pray to almighty Allah, Christian pray to almighty Jesus, Hindus pray to almighty 🕉️. God is one but is worshipped in different ways and forms. We say (only) because we all cannot see him as one in every form. He is everywhere. We all are not capable but we can try. Just meditate to form of God whichever you love more. And respect every religion
Think with your mind first. Does God have children? If Jesus was the Son of God, would God have allowed His only Son to be crucified? Was Jesus God? How can they crucify God when He is capable of all things? How? Christ, son of Mary, said, “I am a prophet, and I came with a prophecy. Worship God, my Lord and your Lord, and do not worship me. I am not God. "
i really hope your channel blows up to success in the not-so-distant future; the quality of your music is outstanding! The description sinks me into deep contemplation, and the music evokes a scene where I just lie afloat on a rampaging river, where every part of the river is a gushing torrent but the area I am floating in. Judging an artist by the number of followers they have or the money they have would be belittling them -- you are a paradigm for that. Thank you for creating such masterpieces, and hope you continue to make equally amazing pieces of music.
Ive got exams tomorrow... Im studying for my Biology rn and it is 22:33pm... I will have to wake up at 6am tomorrow for my Exam... I hope that my struggle doesnt end in a loss...
Shhhh, it's alright, come sit a spell with me, the house 🏠 is warm, the fire is raging in the fireplace. Warm food on the table with blankets on the couch. Sit a spell and talk about your day, about your life, this is a safe spot to rest on your journey to wherever it is your trying to get to, may my humble abode serve you well, I may not always be home so let yourself in, their will always be a warm meal for you here my lovelies.
Same my mother is lesser than my wife. Old man I said respect your mother she gave birth you blah. Mabey focus on the evil mothers who were never good and didn’t deserve love, my mother doesn’t need my forgiveness and I see she pretends to love me but I really don’t feel it so I’ll just go and find my female mate wife, children, away from parents detach and never look back only then will I know peace. I do hope god is with me.
@@IsraelCountryCube you have alot of strength brother, I have the same set of plans for myself in the future. I want to leave everything involving my personal life behind and create a new one for me to enjoy, even if my teenage and early adult life goes to waste.
Is this your own music or is it from somewhere else? Asking only because I am wondering if there is a version without the rain, don't get me wrong I like it as it is already, but ye.
I'm all alone, finishing a project all alone. I was supposed to form a group but everyone has one already, so I guess teacher allowed me to do it myself. I am really grateful, at least I won't be a burden.
I'm failling my classes. I don't want to be here, I only joined this class because I don't want my vullies to come at me again. yet my grades are bad and I have not mde much friends. I try to be nice, but the more I try, the more I find out that I am just a sick, twisted, unfixable mess.
Deep down, I wish my feelings weren't so complicated. I want pure happiness, pure sadness, just pure feelings. I don't want this constantly-changing emotion that has submerged me since the bullies and all that.
I don't want people to know I'm struggling. I don't want them to pity me. I just wish people tried to understand and treat me like a friend. Deep down, I'm just the same.
My Situation is not better than yours . I know this feeling. I might have friends but they are just so called friends. Deep down I am just lonely. I am just a boring ,useless ,good for nothing guy . I have social anxiety. Sometimes I hate all these emotions of mine , I want to be happy but I find peace in sadness , I want to be with people but I feel relaxed alone . I don't really have anything to say when I speak I feel so dumb . Sometimes I just want to be Valued. Everything I wish for , gets taken away. I wish at least you get what u want .
@@Gulshan091 can Absolutely realate
all 3 of you guys should be friends together
I ran down those pouring streets for 14miles in the bleak night. It hurts to go on.
I am tired being stuck in loop of loneliness of no true love but Jesus says do not worry worry less because the world have enough worries own ways of living for instead of loneliness focus more Jesus then focus less on loneliness but if not focus more to Jesus Christ son of god more you think of loneliness more you be more sad and hopeless but Jesus up lifting our souls and mind and breaking hearts so ✝️
Muslim pray to almighty Allah, Christian pray to almighty Jesus, Hindus pray to almighty 🕉️. God is one but is worshipped in different ways and forms. We say (only) because we all cannot see him as one in every form. He is everywhere. We all are not capable but we can try. Just meditate to form of God whichever you love more. And respect every religion
Hey man, theres this thing we have called “punctuation”, dunno if you ever heard of it or not.
Look into Islam. Your life will never be the same❤
@@feetdev1174 you try to convert
Think with your mind first. Does God have children? If Jesus was the Son of God, would God have allowed His only Son to be crucified? Was Jesus God? How can they crucify God when He is capable of all things? How? Christ, son of Mary, said, “I am a prophet, and I came with a prophecy. Worship God, my Lord and your Lord, and do not worship me. I am not God. "
i really hope your channel blows up to success in the not-so-distant future; the quality of your music is outstanding! The description sinks me into deep contemplation, and the music evokes a scene where I just lie afloat on a rampaging river, where every part of the river is a gushing torrent but the area I am floating in. Judging an artist by the number of followers they have or the money they have would be belittling them -- you are a paradigm for that. Thank you for creating such masterpieces, and hope you continue to make equally amazing pieces of music.
Tired.😢hopeless.😢
Never hopeless ❤
hope you are doing better my friend
Same I’m hopeless I’m falling down…
Ive got exams tomorrow... Im studying for my Biology rn and it is 22:33pm... I will have to wake up at 6am tomorrow for my Exam... I hope that my struggle doesnt end in a loss...
update?
Shhhh, it's alright, come sit a spell with me, the house 🏠 is warm, the fire is raging in the fireplace. Warm food on the table with blankets on the couch. Sit a spell and talk about your day, about your life, this is a safe spot to rest on your journey to wherever it is your trying to get to, may my humble abode serve you well, I may not always be home so let yourself in, their will always be a warm meal for you here my lovelies.
Hey, love the work. Where did you get the stock footage in this video?
2017...
My mother will die one day bro☹️🙁😕😔😓
My mother has wrong me and trespassed me so many times in times when I needed her the most, I don't think I can ever weep for her.
hard comment...
Same my mother is lesser than my wife. Old man I said respect your mother she gave birth you blah. Mabey focus on the evil mothers who were never good and didn’t deserve love, my mother doesn’t need my forgiveness and I see she pretends to love me but I really don’t feel it so I’ll just go and find my female mate wife, children, away from parents detach and never look back only then will I know peace. I do hope god is with me.
@@IsraelCountryCube you have alot of strength brother, I have the same set of plans for myself in the future. I want to leave everything involving my personal life behind and create a new one for me to enjoy, even if my teenage and early adult life goes to waste.
It happens every day. I think I became better.
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how do u get ur own music in the video
its nice its nastalgic
Is this your own music or is it from somewhere else?
Asking only because I am wondering if there is a version without the rain, don't get me wrong I like it as it is already, but ye.
Thanks for listening! Yes, it’s my own music. I can definitely make a version without the rain if you’re interested.
@@dotstop Great work with it and as long as it's not a hassle, I'd appreciate if you could do that.
I clicked this video knowing that it will help me get off yt and continue my work. Thank you, . .
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