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- things i've asked myself a thousand times:
am i the problem?
is something wrong with me?
will i ever be enough?
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Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist)
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What is the artists name of the last song? :)
😭
@@emmmmmm8938 I really wanna know too
@@damarianatrench oh I found it the title is To Die For by Sam Smith
@@charlimihhalaki7489 fr
No matter how often you get told, that you’re loved and you’re not alone. Yet at the end of the day you’re on your own and you cry yourself to sleep.
So true😞
You have to get out of your comfort zone buddy or it will hurt you forever go and do it for you and for your future family 🤞
The one person you can trust is you pillow, it doesn’t judge you
@@VipersBiteGacha is a pillow a person? Lol but i understand you.
Yes that is true with me
It's so funny how all of us think of a different person, different experiences and different stories yet we feel the same pain within us.
Too true
Ikr
i wanna to say that soooo true :(
Most relatable statement every I used to be such a bubbly person until my father passed away and now it’s like I’m a completely different person
@@Chelsea10724 That must be so horrible to deal with. Im sorry for your loss
Does anybody else hate the past? But not for the bad stuff, but because the good and happy memories were made then, and you can never go back to them?
@Mr. Noobi same
@Mr. Noobi Me to man
wtf that’s what is killing me. all the good old times man. no sadness like this ever was
To be honest, I don't really have a part of my life I want to go back too. I don't really have any memories of good times, when everything was okay all of it is just bad. Even from the beginning. And I suppose that's probably what hurts me the most
Thats me 😢
i’m not depressed but i’m not happy, i can go all day laughing and smiling, but when i’m finally alone i turn into an emotional wreck..
“Your body is honest. When you’re in physical pain, you cry. But the heart is a liar. It stays quiet even when it’s hurting. Then, when you’re asleep, you finally weep and whimper like a dog.”
I related to your comment and then this quote popped into my mind
I relate too
@@idek_0752 thats an interesting comment
@@tatumhansotia9890 🙏
Hate how much I relate to this.
love how parents tell us 'oh you can trust me, you can tell me everything'
then when you try to tell them everything, they talk over you, ignore your feelings, and don't even take them into consideration. but when they want to tell you everything, they expect you to listen? im sick and tired of the same shit over and over again, i just want to feel okay again
u aint alone. stay strong bud. i love you so much and im proud of you
@@marializamelachrinou4363 you too stay strong, and their right parents do that all the time, and you can’t say anything about or they’ll just say that your play the victim again. Like do you even care about what I feel like?
@@ashweeb1947 can relate dude. im sorry to hear that. its gonna be okay one day though. keep it up!
@@marializamelachrinou4363 Thank you so much!
@@ashweeb1947 anytime!
Our parents always say to not trust strangers but ... the stranger's are the only people who understand you ❤❤❤
Yup
Not really, its that talking about issues to strangers give you less stress since they don't really know you well. I always talk to stranger online about my issues
Exacly tell them
My best friend and I took months to get close, we were both so scared of getting close to someone that we never tried but somehow we ended up together
agreed
We gotta respect our pillow for catching our tears when nobody does
That’s the sad truth…love yourselves. Things do get better. Stay strong for that one person, even if you don’t think there’s anyone who cares, there always will. They just won’t Amit to it. ❤️❤️❤️
my bath waters doing that :')
Ow stop.
bro who hurt you.....I hope u feel better after u cry
Yupp..😐
It's not the music that breaks me, but the comments under this playlist💔
But it calms me how people here are trying to help each other, and it's nice to know that someone will understand you❤
You are not the problem, you are not alone. We all love you.
thank you
You too brother
Mhm. And we love you too.
I love you too
Thank you all
“i think that mental scars are the saddest of all, because no one will ever see them and no one will ever care.”
literally made me sob.
OMG YES FR I COULDNT RELATE ANY MORE
Yea thats true
Damn🥺💔
@@pinkdog7970 same
Ikr
When you're dying.. When you're mentally unstable.. When all you want it a hug, they don't care. But the second you're dead, the second you're gone, the second they can't keep an eye on you, they're suddenly "sad."
Exactly. Then they go ahead and call you selfish for just wanting out.
Lovely how that works
I've ask myself that if they would really care..
@@baanamousselli2550 yes
@@baanamousselli2550 yes you can
"I just wanna disappear" no, you don't, you just wanna be found❤
Real
This is so true 😩✨
😢so true
fr im lonely...
Nothing hurts more than loving someone too much
Then being used or hurt by them.
I know how you feel, and I just want you to know that you will get through whatever you are getting through. It may hurt in the moment but I promise you it will get better
It’s sad because for a while I thought I loved my gf less than she loved me and I don’t know why but it affected me
@@addyslife4017 wht if it doesn't..... nothing heal if fall in ur abyss
@@khaleedan it will trust me it may not seem like it right away but it'll all make sense in the future
It’s only when you realize that music is your only source of comfort do you realize how lonely you truly are…
And when some people are trying to take away your this one and only comfort zone? .... Plz can you tell me how can I stop them. They are trying to take away my one and only comfort zone ; music by telling it's not allowed in the religion. :) Plz
Honestly this is so true and i hate to admit it
I honestly have no one in my life that would care about me and it really sucks. Music is where i get my comfort from.
Aye thats me and my regression are my only comfort zone but both I have to do in secret
I’m having the same experience Mari, Ive been close to a friend I had last year , now they didn’t wanna be my friend anymore few weeks ago, but that’s ok for them because they chose to talk to someone else over me, now I don’t know how to feel, sad, angry idk, no one bothers to check up on me see if I’m doing ok, I just feel ignored by everyone around me , I wish someone could see I’m not doing fine and give me a big hug 😔
@@poprocks3411 I wish I could hug u rn. I rlly need a hug too. I’m going through the same shi
It’s when the tears struggle to fall do you realize how numb you have become to constant pain and disappointment.
I've just realized that 😭
This, this right here explains the situation of a lot beings who do not know what to feel and have lost touch with them like myself
😭😭😭😭😭
This and also when you don't know why your crying because you have no reason to :/
Ig!
All we're hoping for us end and hope is a stupid thing...
Everyone else in my family sound asleep
The T.V. off
The windows closed
The lights off
The house full of silence
Everyone soundly sleeps
Except for me.
I sit on my bed
Rethinking my day
Trying to calm my mind
Trying to sleep
I look at the clock
10:30 pm
I draw to escape
I listen to music to escape
I read to escape
I dance to escape
I write to escape
I look at the clock
4:30 am
Another day
No sleep…
Try doing something productive that will actually help you escape later on....... people usually loose their whole or maybe half good life just cause they want to escape the days frustration or anger by doing these small things.....I'm not saying these are bad ,these tasks may be comforting/escaping but it's just for a small fraction of time and you need to think ahed of time/in long run then only you can escape...it's the one and only thing you can actually do to change things you hate!
@@rizu8521 I will definitely try this! I have had trouble sleeping since forever, and I’m always looking for help. Thank you!!!
may i use this for something in school? please.
@@peytonnn_0 of course!!
@@Borrrrrrrredddd thank you.!
It’s funny how i feel more connected with people i don’t even know than i feel with my parents.
Hits hard
This shit hits hard i feel you
Same though. Its like I'm not even there....
I was so tired of my parents being toxic that now I don't wanna be with them and therefore I don't sleep with them anymore aswell lmao . Since I and my brother don't have private rooms and ig our parents never trusted us to share a room , I usually sleep there and my brother is with our grandpa. Today he wanted to sleep there, I had no problem with that but when he said, what problem do you have sleeping with our parents , I was a bit speechless at first since I couldn't tell them the truth directly , I used the excuse that the bed isn't comfortable and now here I am, on the foldable mattress being depressed af lol
THIS IS SO LONG DAMN IM SORRY BUT I JUST WANTED TO RANT
Its ok to rant and whatever you're going through you will get through it. Just keep your head held high
I wish I could escape this world and get lost somewhere far far far away
Where I don’t have to worry about fitting to what society expects
Where I don’t need to worry about anything financially, physically, or emotionally
Listening to music laying down with my eyes closes in bed with the window open on a nice afternoon for a couple of hours is the closest I get to escaping this world
feel u.
Same need to escape this world 🙂
Felt that on a spiritual level my guy✨✨ 😔👏🏻👏🏻✨✨
This is me!😔
Same here.
I fought so hard to get out of that hole. Now I feel like I'm being dragged back in . and nobody can save me this time, not even myself.
We have the exact same problem my friend.
At this point I just want out.
You got out once and i know you can do it again. It doesnt matter if it takes more time. You got this! (Sending you strenght)
You are not alone man.
We're there for you, when u need us
Thiss
@@julesravenclaw7001 happy new year
When someone asks how im doing, i replay with "fine". because there's no short way of saying "im alive, but if you hug me, ill cry"
Than don't reply
:,) true
@@GhostK902- wdym dude 😭
Sometimes it's the people with the saddest souls, has beautiful smiles...
Hm but I think I'm different
We have to, ‘hide the pain’ best way to do that is act fine and smile till the point you can’t anymore…
That's true
I don't have a beautiful smile I just can't stop the smile
cause we just don't want them to show our pain 🙂💔
his eyes, warm. I want to hold his hand, cry in his arms in the middle of the night.
i hope someday
Same!!!
me too....
Same 🎧
Alright what are you 13? There’s billions men get fucking over it
its ok to not get good grades its ok to do mistakes its ok to not be perfect whatever that may make u sad is gonna go away trust me bad marks doesn't mean the end of the world u always can retry :))
Thanks.. I really needed that
Thanks.. I really needed that
tell that to my mom
I love you thanks for this
Thanks for this.. new month I have exam but I cant attend due to fam bussiness
Listening to things like this and reading the comments is such a surreal experience for me. Just months ago, I felt just like everyone else in this comment section. Like no one cared, like I was just a burden, like people would be better off without me. But I stuck around. I started living one day at a time, putting everything into just surviving until I could crawl back into bed. It was miserable, but it kept me alive for just that little bit longer. Just long enough for the right person to notice and give me an opportunity to get better.
I know how hard it can be just to exist, some days. I have the scars to prove that I couldn't bear that pain. But I'm still here, and I'm improving little by little each day, because I held out. I know that sometimes, the pain feels like too much, like you'll never be able to survive it, but I _promise_ you can. Humans are so much stronger than we give ourselves credit for. You just need to hang in there until help comes. It might sound impossible but I swear it's not. Help is out there, it will find you eventually. It could take days or years but I promise _it will happen._ You may not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel but _it is there._
Do whatever it takes to keep yourself going. Focus on the little things. Live for that book you want to read, or that game you haven't finished, or that food you want to try one more time. Just *stay alive,* and someday it'll pay off. Because tomorrow might be better, but you'll never know if you're not there to see it.
I think i can trust in every single person who commented this video, cause all us are broken, all us are strangers to each other
😪☝🏻
Sometimes the strangers are the people who can save a life - life
Yea. It feels so weird that all the people who even watched this, made smthng terrible in their life. I'm not english btw, dont mind that hahah
i feel connected to every viewer here than anyone i know
@@kae2399true 🌷
When your the person everyone talks to about their problems, putting their problems before your own, them always expecting for you to be there when they need to talk, but no one is ever there for you, so you just keep your feelings to yourself, and lie to everyone saying your fine, when your just lying to your self. Anyone else like this?
This is perfectly me😓
I get told all sorts of crap, from ppl saying how the j7mped from a bridge but was saved to ppls life story’s,
It’s hard
Yes its me
Exactly,I listen to everyone but when I have problem no ones listen no one there to available
me
Hey, comment section I hope each and every one of you is doing ok. While I was listening I wrote out my emotions and what is going through my head right now, You don't haft to read I just needed a place to share.
I struggle to decipher the difference between feeling sorry for my parents and being annoyed at them. I know I'm not ok but they don’t seem to get it at all, they say it’s just about being a teenager but I know it runs a lot deeper. It’s weird because I find it easier to be silent. I can't be bothered to explain and justify to people why I feel like this.
With my parents, I wished nothing more that they would understand but they don't. And they will never, I have a better bond with some of my teachers than I ever will with my parents. That’s the thing they don’t understand my pain they think I want attention when im struggling.
I thought mum would understand the emotional side of it more considering she had anxiety and depression before but she’s far from it, she isn’t the type of mum you can talk to. I don’t even think that she notices it but she is so unintentionally judgey that you feel embarrassed or ashamed to tell her anything.
Dad, we have a good relationship I guess but he always takes mums side even though he is hardly there to see it for himself.
He always accuses me of being a moody teenager, when I’m, not they are simple warning signs that im not doing ok.
I feel as if I tell my parents everything I will just be reprimanded, they say their techniques are so great and righteous but if they were I wouldn't be so afraid to tell them what is going on inside my head. There’s no point because they wouldn’t get anyways.
On one side of my mind, I feel sorry for them, especially my mum I know she was expecting me to turn out like my older brother again I don’t know whether she realises she’s doing it but she is constantly comparing me to him. But the truth is im not him, im nothing like him at all.
Maybe if my parents acted differently then I could tell them everything, but I can’t because they don’t.
But on the other side of my brain, I am so mad at them because I am constantly holding my tongue arround them as I know I can’t tell them anything. I wish they were more understanding sometimes.
Well after tonight’s shit show I Know that I have destroyed the relationship I have with both parents. Before that made me sad, but I know im not their little girl anymore, Im tired of trying to get their approval or making them proud.
It’s better this way because when I leave (move out as soon as I can) they will expect it. They might feel betrayed or hurt but trust me I know that feeling they WILL get over it SOONER or LATER.
OMG I'm going through the same thing too. My parents blame it all on being a teenager and even one time when I admitted that I think I might have depression my mum got so pissed at me, I just cried alone in my room. My dad is the same but like u he's not really there to see anything. No matter how much I help them: get them water or help with translating into English or help my dad with writing an email or whatever, they can't help my emotional state at all. Even when I told them what I was feeling, they completely dismissed it and made me feel like shit so now I just stay quite around them and never tell them anything bc if I do ik they'll just compare me to my older brother who was problematic as a kid. It's so weird that a stranger on the internet understands me better than my own parents but it's reassuring that there's someone else out there going through the same shit as me.
I'm wishing u the best
Wow that was long but I really needed to vent 😅
I hope you broke their fucking heart and they regret all the shit they have and haven't done to you
I wish you all the the best and I can tell you that I understand what you are going through 💕
It's funny how those 'strangers' in the comment section understand you better than anyone. Love you so much I wish you the best love❤
@@anshee_15 ik It's been ok ig. So little update: I told my parents they said they didn't know and I have a doctors appointment, im 1 day 11 hours clean, I just got broken up, like 2 hours ago, but my ex is helping me through it, we are really close friends so ig that is good.
@@aishablizzard_1097 that is GREAT I hope you you feel a much better
And I'm sure that it's going to get better soon
I wish you all the best in the world and I hope your ex don't fuck up again if he did in the past oh and btw what kind of doctors appointment?( If you don't mind me asking)
I love you❤
You know you're broken inside when it doesn't hurt or you cry about it
To the one's hurting we gonna make it we just gotta stay strong and keep moving on I love you all please stay safe
thank you so much! this helps people a lot so thank you for taking your time and doing this for us! Your a beautiful person thank you.
I bet we are gonna be better parents than our parents ever have been 🙃💕
This generation has seen it all
I don't wanna be a parent I don't wanna marry anyone this world is fake so fake 😂
@Jυɳɠƙσσƙ¡ frr. so many fake ppl, I hate it. but u will find someone who is not fake. trust me, I promise u that u will
@@imnotok775 it will be possible if we will have that life and society but i guess ........yeah and atb for ur life dear be happy no matter what and may god blast u with happiness 😊✨✨😙
My social anxiety is so bad, that I probably won't find someone.
Sometimes I hold my tears back because I’m afraid my parents will see me
And ask me why I’m crying and the problem that I’m wondering that too, I’m wondering why I’m so sad like an year ago I was so happy ,I’m wondering why I’m so insecure , I’m wondering why I’m so ugly and fat is like I’m afraid to express my feelings to someone cuz I’m afraid they will laugh and make fun of me….
I wish I could be like those girls that have the perfect life ,perfect face ,perfect body like I hate myself so much
I may look happy but I’m not
I really felt this..
trust me no girl is perfect they only show their good side to make themselves look perfect :)
ur beautiful the way u are
So relatable.
I feel like this all the time i am very bad at explaining so i dont have words to describe what i am feeling but this... this is exactly what i feel like💯❤
U are beautiful in your own way darling you will heal princess 💗
When music comforts you more than your parents
I understand
Yas
I can vouch for that.
true
this ^
Parents always say they will be there but I feel like they will judge you. Your friends don’t care. You don’t wanna annoy them or your bf. So here I am laying in bed listening to this playlist reflecting on past mistakes and doubting myself but I feel like the people on here understand better than anyone that is why I come on here. Thank you
Yu are strong 💪 ❤️
I know they judge me about my poo couler and type
My friend, I really feel you. Don't worry, I have hope that we will get through this and become much better❤❤
People will judge for you and not everyone will care, unfortunately that’s a part of life. I think it would be better to clear your mind and try not to care about that. I know it’s hard but I’ve been able to get passed the storm my life was in and come into calmness, and it feels nice. I wish you well, and I will be here if you need me❤
Friends are so fu**** fake ...
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
It's stupidly adorable🥺❤
It's 3am when my numbness has completely consumed me
And this just put a smile on my face.
Thank you for that!
It felt good.
I felt it❤
You know I tried
Such beautiful lines 😭
ngl crying
Haha! Lemme just cry,
bro I got goosebumps :(
when you're happy you enjoy the music. when you're sad you understand the lyrics
Ok well so you’re saying people who know basic English are sad?
@@CIeansing I'd think he's trying to say, that when you're feeling down your pay more attention to the story of the song than the rythm
@@AchtungMann obviously
@@CIeansing bro
00:00 Lovely
3:53 Arcade
7:49 Moral of the story
12:06 Falling
16:24 This City
19:50 Hold me while you wait
24:04 July
26:59 Past lives
29:46 Can we kiss forever?
33:10 Too sad to cry
37:17 To Die for
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thanks
they need to pin this
Thanks
00:00 h
Just remeber when you are lonely and feel afraid, you are not the only person on earth who isn't ok
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you...
I love that song and message!
@@Ss_Sails101 me too🙂
We're all here for each other.
@@spookidoxzsghost true🙂
@@spookidoxzsghost yessss and we will make it through
the worst feeling is when u don’t really cry anymore, you just sit there with no expression and tears are just rolling down ur face
Yes this happened when I’m on the toilet constipated
And with diehereah
I still feel like that :(
I feel the same
I’ve never done this before or shared this to anyone before.. but.. here I am, about to share the hardest time of my life to a bunch of strangers I feel strangely connected to..
i feel as if my “emo phase” was the absolute worst pain I’ve ever been in. I’ve never felt that kind of pain ever and i felt so empty & alone. i still remember it was during quarantine, there wasn’t anybody around & I saw a bottle of pills.. I still remember that same day, the exact say feeling I felt in my heart, my mind.. I was going to do it.. I was just thinking “am I really about to do this.. what will afterlife be like.. will my pain finally be over?” I didn’t have anybody that I could mentally think about other than myself in that moment. that may sound selfish but it’s the truth.. I couldn’t think of my parents, I couldn’t think of any friends.. not that I had any.. i couldn’t think of my cousins or siblings… all I could think about, in that moment, was that bottle of pills.. now you may be thinking why am I still here if i was so close to taking the pills well, I ask myself that same exact question every single day.. “why are you still here? why didn’t you just take the pills?” I’m not sure why I didn’t.. I’m not really glad I didn’t.. but there are some moments in my life, now, that I feel somewhat glad I didn’t end it. I sometimes do, somehow find myself missing the deep deep sadness I felt in that period of time in my life. i miss the aching feeling of myself crying in my room at night wishing I was dead, wishing I didn’t look how I look, wishing I wasn’t who I am. i wouldn’t say that I’m happy but I wouldn’t say that I’m depressed.. I still struggle with my inner thoughts & I still sometimes find myself crying.. staring at a pill bottle.. but hey, here I am, writing this awful paragraph about my awful life to a bunch of strangers. thank you..(?)
I'm so proud of you...keep going. your life is worthy so don't end it...ur so strong everything's gonna be alright soon i promise. i also feel the same way sometimes you're not alone...ik it's been 2 months now i just wanted to reply since no one replied you. i'm not good at replying to people sorry for that if that doesn't make sense or something.😅 but i hope you feel better and i hope you see this :)...hope you have a great day💗
Not thinking of others is not selfish, it just means your finally thinking of yourself, even if you had before, for this it’s different, please don’t come back to this sadness, it would break most the second time….. I bet if this happens my entire life or it stops then starts, I’ll break, so please try not to go back, it would lift me up to know that there’s an example to follow out of the darkness
hey, i had the same experience in 2019 but here i am fully happy and really grateful that i didn’t end my life, but sometimes i have a days like this this, and remember life gets better you need to trust the world
I love you sm and I'm so proud of you!!!
❤❤
Remember y'all, you are never alone. Even at your darkest there are many that will listen to your stories, you just have to find the light within your darkest hours and you will become stronger with every painful event life throws at you, keep moving forward and life will get better. I love you ❤️
Hello to the person reading this with a heavy heart: )
Hang in there dear
I know that it'll feel like you're falling down your knees straight to distancing from the world (coz you feel like no one would understand you)but you know what?
You can get through this
Remember that after every storm there's always a brighter day
Sometimes the sun rise brightly but it gets dark as the storm rolls in
But it isn't dark forever
Like wise life is all about downhills,uphils,silent battles,unseen tears, judgmental stares,fake smiles
But what's important is that you should never even think of giving up coz some years later you're probably gonna thank yourself for not giving up becoz of how amazing your life will be^_^
Its all gonna be okay and you can cry dear let all those pain get out of your shoulders, you're carrying too much: )
But just hold on there brighter days are to come🖤
Edit : everyone has got their own Stories to tell, I hope this reminds you that you're not trapped alone in this castle of grief.
Be there when no one else sees your hidden tears and no one else hears your untold stories.
Sometimes your presence is the reason why someone feels alive.
You're all that really matters.❤️
Thank you so so much...
I really needed that.
Thank you soooo much i really really need that cuz i don't have anyone who understand me.
Had me in the first part ... Just read "hang in there dear" and I just burst into tears ..
Why are you the only nice porson that has tryed to help me
Hoping that someday I can finally feel genuine happiness
Hey everybody,
You all are doing great, don't give up. It's okay to feel sad It's okay to feel empty everything is okay, everything will be fine I swear. Ily all
This made me cry. Tysm
just you saying this makes me feel better. That just shows you how much I hurt. Just words from someone I have never even met make me feel better and cry.
I know u are trying to help but it’s so fucking hard i am losing myself i am losing everything
Tysm
Ily thanks so much it's weird how random ppl on the Internet care more than our friends. Then fucked up people say the Internet has no good side
I pretend it doesn't hurt
I act like it's nothing
But really, it's everything,
and it's killing me.
I was doing good with her i even invited her to cinems until she confess that she like someone else
Broo i don't know what to do
Me too
@@dkjikookie5241 i find an Army in every video's comment section
Dont suppress or fake ur feelings , it will turn u into a stone n it makes u feel empty
@@kimjk1292 correct
I swear this is the last time I'm trying to carry on. Thank you for this mix. Tired of telling me every day for 19 years that things gonna be okie.. and I realized that , life isn't for everyone to live the fullest. 🙏
it's strange how people you don't know understand you like know one can
Exactly. Everybody in this Comment section understands me more then my own friends and family.
Ess tee eff u
"Everything will be alright " is all I can say before starting my day and at the end of the day I just ended up crying..
I knew it was bad when I had to cover my mouth when I cried so no one could hear me
Tell me, why do you cry?
Remember that I'm with you. I have always been.
yea lol me rn
me rn
my parents room is right beside my room so I have to cover my mouth to keep them from hearing me...
Same. I wish i was never like this. I wish i was never stuck in my personal hell all the time. I wish there was a way out :(
You finally realize how numb u are when you're just sitting there in pain whating to cry but nothing comes so u sit there staring at the ceiling with thoughts that will never escape your mind
Just numb to everything.. i escape back to reality so fast that i can't even enjoy a moment.
me? oh yeah im fine. well actually *they continue to walk away* oh ummm ok.
Hey, it's okey.. Someday someone will look at you and realize how down you are, how you really feel.. Someone will notice and be there for you, they will love you the way you are. Thank you for being on earth, I'm proud of you
@@bxnnybxy7241 I hope so
Lol
"Pats you on the back gently." Come on. I know this great coffee shop just down the block. You look like you need something sweet. ☺️
@@jazcey1122
I want to leave this comment for people who say they can't, and who can't get out or be happy, I know you have difficult parents and that your friends aren't real, I know that even if you look for help no one is there, that when you needed comfort when you were crying at 3am, when you screamed into your pillow asking for help, but remember in life it's just you and you, i know it's hard to get out of bed, out of this loop, but I give you advice from a person who has been in your position who has tried to kill himself to end the pain, that you don't have to follow their advice to be happy, you can do it your own way, you may not have help, but you have yourself, it doesn't have to be their way, be your way, dream because everyone deserves it, try to achieve something that is bothering you, if you feel ugly or ugly for any part of your body that is and wants change , fight to change because you can make you happy, only you can get out of this hole that you are, if you think you can't pass a test, look for reinforcement try to study 5 hours a day even if it's difficult, manage to find a way to get what's bothering you, knock it down barriers that prevent you from walking, before you say you are not worthy or you are not the person who can get you out of there, remember every day to believe in yourself, because you don't realize your efforts and your values now, because you you are blind from darkness, fear, and lack of support, if you are angry or any other feeling you are feeling use this to get up, tell yourself that you will go up and rub it in the face of those who don't believe or didn't help you, show that despite the difficulties you are better than they say and believe only in you because if I get out of this situation, why can't you? Just because you're not strong like me? This is bullshit, each one is strong in their own way, so don't take your efforts because someone said you're not good enough, because you are but you still need to find your little star that's waiting for you, you have to find your light , and she has not abandoned you and is not far , they are very close to you
thanks
trying is all I can do 😓
I love you .
Thank you, stranger. That helped
I want you to know how amazing you are doing this for us! Your really an amazing person, I hope the best for you!! :)
For those who feel sad, just remember 2.5 million people are with you on this playlist.❤️
thank u.
4 million
4.2 million now…
They're not with you
4.4 Million now
*you can never know the pain, behind a smile* 🌷
True 💯🥀
Ik this is gonna get lost in the comments.
But, you’re good enough
Grades:they’re numbers
Friends: they’re people, just like you
Thoughts: its your imagination, don’t be scared if your own brain.
The scariest possibilities, are so small, they’re more scared of you than you are of it.
But I’m sitting here, suicidal, and I’m telling everyone else it’s ok.
Cause I’m the end, we’re all just a bunch of kids telling each other it’s ok, when it’s not, and it’s never been ok.
thank you so much for this.. and I would like to say to you that everything will be okay & im so glad that you’re still here I love you
Indeed, we are all people trying to lift up those who struggle
We are people who are there for others
But we are people who can’t smile, can’t laugh
That's very well put, hope you're doing better, this has made me feel better, I appreciate it alot. 🥲
hey, i love you. it's gonna be ok. i know it hurts, but hang in there for me. we all have different stories and experiences, but are all experiencing the same pain.
As i'm writing this, i have tears streaming down my face, because i'm finally breaking from the pain, but i'm not going to give up and i don't want you to either. i know it will be hard, but i believe in you, i believe you can do it
One thing, dont ever end yourself
You wil just go to hell if you do
it's so hard when everyone is there, but yourself is not there for you. you'll feel so lost and confused... you'll run away from them to find yourself, but keep losing yourself more. you won't know where to go.
"The scars on my skin are not a suicidal intendency, They're my mental scars carved into my wrist and fore arms so they won't get ignored like how they were once before."
-A gone forever friend
Better explanation; I had a very old friend who had scars in her skin. Like I have now. Last thing I heard from her was the quote I quoted from her. I hope to see her one day.
🚶🏻♂️. I hope so.
0:00 - i thought I found a way
3:56 - broken heart
7:49 - moral of the story
12:10 - again
16:32 - city
19:58 - stay away
24:12 - im not enough
27:07 - dream
29:54 - pain
33:10 - sad
37:23 - pink lemonade
This took me only 5 minutes hope you enjoyed
hii thanks for making this but the first one is called lovely
the first one is lovely by Billie Eilish & Khalid 😁😁
You did not just call lovely thought I found a way
Bro you got like half of these wrong
The second one is arcade
@@404-username-not-found no she just copied them from the video time stamps
i hope we’re gonna be parents our kids will feel free and safe to talk to so they know they’re not alone and won’t ever be cause we’ll always be by their side
they will maybe hurt, but they won’t feel this kinda pain cause we’ll be wiping their tears every time, over and over again
To be honest, after such experience of parents, I don’t want to have kids…I feel that I cannot even struggle with me, myself. How can I give my kids love and attention, when I can’t do it with myself…
i think the reason i listen to music all the time is so i don’t feel alone for a just a little while. it’s almost comforting to know that someone else isn’t feeling the best like me.
literally, music is my escape from reality, an escape from all my problems, my pain. but I know music isn’t going to ALWAYS be the solution to everything. and I’m afraid because music is literally the only thing keeping me together right now.
I can't believe that 3 or more Years ago I was an innocent little kid enjoying life to its fullest. now I'm a broken mess and when i think of all those happy memories its makes me so sad and makes me feel so alone. to the strangers reading this, youre not alone. :(
@Nishali Dhanushika indian😂?
@Nishali Dhanushika so what
@Nishali Dhanushika why you are here?? broken
Time passes so fast😔🖤
To however reads this
That's a lot of love 🤗 much needed in these times
Love you more❤️🥀
Love you too 💗✨
🥺 there are people who really do care... don't be afraid to admit you are confused, lonely, scared, or sad, or just need a friend. I'm sorry you're hurting
moral of the story hits hard when im a mistake myself
don’t say this!! You are not a mistake, nobody is and you need to realize this. If you feel down don’t make yourself think that your a mistake bc your not don’t let negativity get to you. I know you got this! Please be strong and one day you’ll get through it!!
I was always told "never talk to strangers" but the people I don't know understand me the most.
same
i honestly can’t find who i am anymore. i feel like a whole different person. a person who overthinks,cry’s everyday,stays up on school nights,and has no motivation to do anything. i miss the times where i was little and didn’t over think or cry every night. i miss the old time. i wish i could go back. so i’m not depressed all the time 😕
Do you feel happier now?
I love the fact that you put a Billie song in every playlist you do.
Good taste dude.
Good taste.
Very good taste.
Cringe taste
I feel like only my bed knows how much I truly cry.
sadly its so true and the next day I go to school and put on a fake smile and make them laugh...
Yes me too I’m the only one who knows how much I cry on my bed because I lost my v bucks on the fortnite battle pass because I forgot to finish it it has been 7 days since this happend I’m still sad this has made a bit indent on my life
the people who are meant to love and support me instead discourage and gaslight me. i’m a freshman in college who has no idea what she’s doing with her life because for the past nineteen years i’ve always been told what i’ll be. other people’s expectations have become my goals. i don’t know what i want to be and that terrifies me to my core. my future is so unpredictable and it’s hard to live in the moment because every second i am reminded of their words. i get scared thinking of my future, thoughts of ending everything sometimes creeping in my mind. but then they win and i get nothing. this upcoming year i really want to find out who i am, without the past holding me back.
for everyone dealing with discouraging family/friends, you and i will get through it. i promise. we will be successful and make our own decisions and be who we are. let’s learn to not let anyone hold us back. we will grow. we will live.
you listen to sad music to try and get yourself to cry. like you've been hurting for so long that you can't let that feeling out. am i the only one?
No you're not the only one :)
It’s crazy how we all feel so down at one point in our life’s. Just imagine if there was no pain we would never truly grow up without pain.
I’m not saying having pain is fun. I feel broken and that’s why I’m here like so many other people. I just thought about how many of us have the same problem we’re not alone.
Its okay yall im hugging yall cause you guys deserve it:D
yess!
love you lots :)
I don't get alot of hugs thank you
parents say to never talk to online people or strangers but.. i met my best friend online, and he has been there since day one, he actually understands where im coming from
how did it go????
How was it!
I wish that this happend to me my story was the same but he said goodbye to soon
I had a friend, well actually a brother,we were the best of homies .we loved to party and have fun back in high school, but mostly we enjoyed playing football ⚽️ together, he was my greatest competition and motivation.he shortly died and now i feel all alone ,i lost motivation for football since he's no longer here with me .life just became hard ,my dad abandoned us ,im broke without any solution, bro was the only person who pushed me to see life in a positive way ,RIP Tebello💔
Man, I can't even imagine your pain😔 I'm sorry for your loss. My sincerest condolences. May his soul rest in peace🕊️
Rip man i hope your fine now and sincere condolences
We gotta respect our pillows for catching our tears when nobody else does✨
And our blanket(s) for protecting us ✨
@@ckp09er and our mirrors for crying with us
And our diaries for keeping our secrets
And our washing machine for saving our favourite clothes to cry in
Shut up
The fact that I was listening to this during midnight, crying my eyes out cuz LIFE SUCKS and I was missing one of my uncle, my grandma's brother, he was the best human being in the world, he literally was the sweetest, nicest and I could keep blabbering on and on about him . He passed away 8-10 years ago but still I was old enough to go into depression,due to his death, at the age of 4-5 years . Yeah I was a kid but was in depression. Sucks to lose the only person who cared about everyone. I miss him . Alot . And when I was watching the video, the midnight, I just wished him to take me from here and that I'll go literally anywhere but here . I asked him to take me to him cuz that is all that I want nowadays.
Kudos to you guys for reading it till the end 😂 it's long af
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thank you so so much ❤️I had my exam while you wrote this so it was even better this gave me hope to finish the exam completely 😭❤️ we need more people like you 🙂 thanks again 😀😊
@@tavleenkaur7055 I'm happy for you! I hope you'll get a very good grade at your exam! Take care!
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thanks 😄❤hope so!
Sorry, but I had the same thing 10 month ago😭
I know this is from a month ago,but this came to me right in time.
Nobody believes me.
My damn voice.
Why is it so quiet?
Why is everything so weird?
I literally cannot feel things.
I don't like it.
But y'know what?
If i could wish for something,i wish i could see you smile.
Yeah you,whoever is reading this right now.
I hope you'll smile again one day.
Keep your head up:)
-bc
Tq so much buddy 💜ily
This helped me more than my irl "friends" and family thank you
Don’t particularly care?
The probability of you actually wishing that is pretty low.....and I wanna ask why would you want us to smile when you need it more than any of us...
do fake smiles work?
My postpartum depression is hitting so hard 2 weeks after having my baby... shout out to every mom who goes through this shit.
i hope everything gets better for you! you are so strong! and congrats!!
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
not me dealing with meltdowns and breakdowns from everyone, being expected to be better 🥺
The soul is an incomprehensible thing. No one knows where it is, but everyone knows how it hurts. 💔
when i feel the way i do like rn, i listen to these kind of playlists to try and calm my mind and my anxiety. but tn is different. i’m just trying to remember all the memories i’ve made with my bsf before he passed. and it hurts bc he’s been gone for a year now and i’m slowly forgetting how his voice sounds like and i’m slow forgetting the memories of him. like i can barely remember anything like it’s all fading away in existence. and i just can’t let them go yet. i can’t let him go. i just want to hold on a bit longer even tho ik he’s never returning home. he was like me little brother and when he left, a part of me left. he took a part of me that my friends and family will never see again. i just feel so alone and lost without him and it hurts. it really hurts. i pray for the pain to go away and for me to finally let him go but all i feel is pain and all I want is for him to come back home… LLS🕊️🤍
A couple of days ago, I cried myself to sleep wondering how he is ok with not talking to me for hours and hours .. and then I woke up to my heart physically hurting. It was more than just a heartache but it woke me up and I got scared because I’ve never felt this type of sadness that goes from just a feeling of heartache to it becoming a physical heart pain in which it wakes you up…
But that’s how much I love him and miss him and that’s how much I’m hurting.
You shouldn’t hurt for anyone you should tell him how you feel don’t keep this sadness that you hate to yourself it’s better to get it out than keeping it in! Know your not alone and your got this!! Yeah
Hi! Hope you are doing okay now 🙂 Btw, I am currently in this situation where you know and feel that everything has changed. I’m keeping myself busy to distract myself but at the end of the day the sadness and pain come back especially at night. I know I’m gonna move on and learn from this lesson 🙂 virtual hugs to everyone~
Hey i wish i had someone care about me like that im tired of feeling alone
For those who are struggling hard, I hope you guys are doing fine
Ty and you too !!
Ily
Tysm ❤
Do any of you agree that 'you can bury the past but it never dies'
No, i agree that it’s a shit and cringe quote
@@CIeansing why are you even here?
@@LoverStay it’s very fucking clear why i’m here, it’s not for the shit ass music
Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise : )
WHAT A LOSER 💀💀🤣🤣🤣
Some time stamps if anyone wants them. (●'◡'●)
0:01 - 3:48 [Lovely by Billie Eilish]
3:49 - 7:47 [Arcade by Duncan Laurence]
7:48 - 12:06 [Moral of the story by Ashe]
12:07 - 16:14 [Falling by Harry Styles]
16:15 - 19:50 [This city by Sam Fischer]
19:51 - 24:04 [Hold me while you wait by Lewis Capaldi]
24:05 - 26:59 [July by Noah Cyrus]
27:00 - 29:46 [Pastlives by sapientdream]
29:47 - 33:10 [Can we kiss forever? by Kina]
33:11 - 37:17 [To sad to cry by Sasha Alex Sloan]
37:18 - 41:15 [To die for by Same Smith]
I hope all the time stamps work
and have a great day! ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
thank you so muck
@@alonelost2561 np
Tnx bro, it was verey helpful🙂
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(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
Don't you just love when you're having a good day, being social and getting things done, then out of nowhere, you have an anxiety attack that causes you to hide in your room and end up feeling more worse?
Yeah.. don't we love it? :)
I’m sorry if you feel like this I hope your anxiety attacks have gotten easier to control. Be strong I will root for you :)
Separation anxiety is here! Can we join the club? 🙋
@@Blurb-playz Come on in, we have jackets!
@@danceingspelledwrong hurray! Coming! Thanks!
I'll print hoodies
It’s crazy to how just one person can ruin your whole day by saying something negative. Wanna vent a little. Today was my soccer home game and I was excited about it and my day was going good, until when 5th period ended and I was walking one of my friends to 6th period and then my soccer friend came along with her Bf and she said “omg *my name* move” in a joke and I said the same things back, but her bf didn’t take it that way and said “fat bitch” he didn’t say it directly towards me but I over heard him saying it in the back. It stunk, it really did, It really is hard to hold back tears in school they said, but I never really believed it until today. I know I shouldn’t have cared about his commentary but it really did hurt, and i then overheard her say in a quiet voice”be quiet” to him, but it didn’t matter no more cause he had already said it. The whole day I tried to hard to forget about it, because those simple words had Already ruined my day. But at the end of the day it came back and I just finished having a mental breakdown, if I’m honest I’m glad I had one, I’m more calmed now and I’m glad I let it out. So word of advise for you guys just think before you say something to someone. - a friend
i am so sorry about this. i hope you are okay now
@@janamichels9188 thank you, I’m doing sm better now 💜
I’m so sorry, I completely understand and can relate to how you must have felt.
It happened to me too, it’s not fun, and the worst part about it was the fact that they said it directly to my face, not caring, and other “friends” of mine didn’t even acknowledge me… heh…. Funny, isn’t it? When people talk bad about you behind your back you wish they’d just told you, and when you hear it to your face you’re also devastated
Came across this when I was feeling sh*tty and wanted to cry myself to sleep. Whoever made this playlist, you're a lifesaver ❣️
th-cam.com/video/viE1OA2Y8_8/w-d-xo.html
hits different when you finally let everything out and you’re trying to keep your cries silent so no one hears
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*friends: are you ok? *Taps my shoulder*
*Me:*flinches* y-yea I'm fine
*Them: oh ok *walks away*
*Me: oh uh ok *turns around crying*
Why do I relate?
Unlike these said friends, I'm open to talk if you want. I'm always open to talk with anyone. I may not be able to help but I will listen for eternity.
@@spookidoxzsghost you are a first
@@spookidoxzsghost also thx
YO! WHO THE HECK DOES THAT?! THEY COULD ATLEST MAKE SURE YOURE OKAY!!! And since I’m now your friend I declare that I would like to get to know you
Lately I've been diagnosed with depression. I'm on therapy now it's getting better but when I'm at my lowest times this is the type of music I hide with. Past these few months I've met new people. They're the best I love them but I'm afraid I'll loose everyone when I tell them how I truly feel, about my depression and therapy.
To everyone who is reading this please remember to be yourself. Life can be tough but don't let yourself down. There is always someone who loves and appreciates you. 💝
Thank you for reading and spending a few seconds on reading this bit about me. I'm very grateful for you. I had to let this out. Love you 💝💝
To everyone here, myself included honestly, sending virtual hugs your way.
It's okay to lay down, cry, feel upset. It's what makes you human after all. But remember that the fact you're here is a beautiful thing in itself. Some humans never got to have that chance even before they were born, and some have spent their last day with their last breath. Cherish what got you to push yourself this far in your life.
I’m growing up in a family where crying is only acceptable when you’re alone not in front of people so crying and stuff like that is like a foreign language
I will always stay for you.Stay strong.Stay loudly.Keep going.
Too bad that I don't know you then.
When ur crying the shit out of u and then the ad comes up and ur switching ur mood for 2sec
....
Prob only me.....
Btw beautiful playlist!
Lol the ads just ruin it
"..."
*sniff*
"anyways...."
True
this world is full of so many people, yet i still feel so alone.
In this world it’s the broken ones that need to stick together the most. ❤
Im not a sad person and i honestly just came to this playlist to chill and seeing all of these comments just motivates me so much to be happy and greatfull with what i have , i saw this comment saying that if youre here and having a tough time , theres a lot of people here with you and for you and that just warms my heart❤
It hurts different when you confide in your parents and then they tell everyone…
I literally listen to it every time I feel down, every time I come out I feel better, tnxs
Listening to this while it rains and thinking about all my regrets >>>
Even if u get love from parents,but at the end you fell alone and lost and u can't even share ur felling with ur parents because they never care.....u need someone to hug u but there is no one really that can fell the pain in the same way.....living our pillow which makes us comfort and hold ur tears whole life..... I'm not happy, but I can go laughing and smiling all day but at the end of day i fell alone..and lost