Goodbye Rocky; pain demands to be felt

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  • Here it is, the final thing. The closure of the last chapter in the book. Goodbye Rocky. This video has so much emotional wrapped behind it as honestly this pony meant the world to me, well he was my whole world. Many have you have been asking why I sold him and to awnser your question, because I competed bs I'm out of juniors (ponies) at the end of the year and even though I debated registering Rocky as a horse I decided against it as he's too good for that, he should be in the pny world making his way to the top as he most definatley has the talent to do it. So yeah I miss him like hell and I always will but pain really does demand to be felt to here I am grieving and I've realised that's okay, I have every right to grieve. Obviously this is me talking as the audio so if you take it I will be most confused and very angry as this honestly has so much emotion with in it. So there you go, mine and Rockys book has been written and the last chapter has ended. Goodbye little man, I will always liove you.

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  • @sabethspr
    @sabethspr 10 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    This is so heartbreaking... you two were and still are an incredible pair, I can watch videos of you for ours without getting bored. You can be really proud of yourself! Stay strong! ❤️

  • @littlecreamconnemara
    @littlecreamconnemara 10 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Ellie this is beautiful:') so sorry your partnership had to come to an end but you achieved so much together you really do have a lot to be proud of here x x

    • @lanasig9395
      @lanasig9395 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It hasn’t came to an end... it’s just that he is waiting for her.. they will meet again and have an even stronger bond then ever.... I’m so sorry🥺🥰💔❤️

  • @alexahagenson-doull5200
    @alexahagenson-doull5200 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this gave me chills its absolutely beautiful

  • @poulexa0611
    @poulexa0611 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow he is beautiful! That jump!

  • @marthaxxalexi
    @marthaxxalexi 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't have words for this.. it's so touching, I'm so sorry for you. I loved seeing you both together, you were an incredible pair!

  • @hannahgreenough5735
    @hannahgreenough5735 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Made me cry, can't believe he has gone, make the perfect teem! Don't know what I'll do when my boy Scampi goes for my girl Ebbie

  • @Gems831
    @Gems831 9 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow! This made me cry, I know what it like to have such a one in lifetime horse like that, and my boy rocky is one, and i cannot imagine my life without him!

  • @17felicityx15
    @17felicityx15 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my god I just can't believe it, I'm so sorry and this Video actually made me cry idk, you were such a good team and yeah..

  • @caitlinpadgett-pararider5037
    @caitlinpadgett-pararider5037 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Honestly initially I thought he'd passed away at first, and it made me realise that even if you did choose to sell him, it's still like losing them (obviously) and it's quite a brave decision to make and a decision in his best interests. I know this was a couple of years ago now, so I hope both you and rocky are still doing well :)

  • @laurenrobertson2196
    @laurenrobertson2196 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is beautiful ellie! Can't stop crying because i know it will be me soon when mine goes!😭 Bs rules are shitt but you've done amazing with Rocky and sure you'll do just as well if not better with your new horsey 💕✋

  • @ebbonysparkes6122
    @ebbonysparkes6122 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know how you feel.animals are so hard to say goodbye to my 2 rats died and they made me so happy I cried for 2weeks. I'm so happy that rocky made you happy

  • @xRadar4Lifex
    @xRadar4Lifex 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so lovely, gave me goose bumps and not going to lie, shed a few tears!
    You two were amazing and i'm sure that the decisions you made will benefit you both in one way or another!

  • @libbydavis6467
    @libbydavis6467 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You's two are great together and I only watched one video ❤️😭good bye rocky

  • @12345678912345674813
    @12345678912345674813 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel for you so much that I cried during this video, I honestly was tearing up because I know how you feel, I had to sell my horse and I was heartbroken but we get through it and as long as they will never leave our heart it's going to be ok 😘

  • @lilmissdanny1
    @lilmissdanny1 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg no I'm crying :(( I love this and you 2 :( xx

  • @pecphysiotherapy
    @pecphysiotherapy 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is such a gorgeous and emotional video, I hope you're ok :( x

  • @angharadcolman2877
    @angharadcolman2877 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    lovely video! So sorry to see Rocky go! I'm sure you have many happy memories of him :)

  • @georgiatopham4345
    @georgiatopham4345 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so beautiful! just know we are all supporting you and we are all here for you. I love you so much and your so so amazing, keep your head up honey x

  • @dreamitdoit6017
    @dreamitdoit6017 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is a beautiful video, but it is very heart breaking:(
    You where so good on him.
    I'm so sorry, it is really hard loosing a friend that you have had for such a long time.
    Stay strong:)

  • @Deeem100
    @Deeem100 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can't understand i only see this video now like did i lived under a rock or something? Just want to say it was wonderful to watch the journey of you two! It was very inspiring and i hope you made the right choice! ❤️❤️

  • @karal8617
    @karal8617 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I took a horse from a home who threw him away. They said because he was eighteen and fat he couldn’t be worth anything. They said he was worthless. It breaks my heart because i’ve never known a horse that has been head butted by a cow and done nothing. He puts himself in front of the danger for you. He cares like no other horse. It’s amazing.

  • @siancroucher4218
    @siancroucher4218 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is such an inspirational video, with a lot of emotion. I have recently had to sell my pony to which was very though so I know how you feel and it takes a lot of courage to put your voice in the video, well done

  • @fayeandChester
    @fayeandChester 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is amazing. So simple but yet so affective and meaningful. Not long along I had to do the same so I understand how hard it is, but you learn to just watch them grow with their new owners and as hard as that sounds it is lovely seeing them do well with them. Hope your okay xox

  • @fd4305
    @fd4305 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful video! It must be really hard for you, i know the feeling 😔 i hope you have amazing memories and be proud of yourself!

  • @baileyhorse5255
    @baileyhorse5255 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    He seams like a loving horse you just need to stand sting this has baught many tears to my eyes and I'm sure you are so sad but you just need to save the place in your heat for the handsome boy and can I just say Remember him 😭

  • @RidgehillBuffyx
    @RidgehillBuffyx 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is incredible, you should be so proud of what you both achieved xxxx

  • @emmywalker9864
    @emmywalker9864 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I'm sorry. Every proper horse owner and rider go through this if it's death or sold I know how you feel I had to put down my strawberry roan

  • @raisetherail
    @raisetherail 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so soo beautiful, stay strong ❤️

  • @sam8049
    @sam8049 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This really make me cry💔😪

  • @imogenevans6896
    @imogenevans6896 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is just so beautiful

  • @maddytucker6131
    @maddytucker6131 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so sorry about Rocky, you two were amazing together. Also perfect for each other! He shall forever be in all of our hearts!

  • @eiry25
    @eiry25 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is so emotional, you were such a great team. Best of luck Rocky in your new home, and best of luck to you with your new horse

  • @equiigeorgia7377
    @equiigeorgia7377 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    There's so much emotion in this and I love it, I also love how you made your own audio and its all so heartfelt I just love this video so much

    • @angusgray9325
      @angusgray9325 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +equiigeorgia Same we will all miss Rocky.

  • @gyptar05
    @gyptar05 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cannot get over how much emotion, effort and time has gone into this video, it's clear to see it. Everything happens for a reason and the decision you made was for him, so you're incredibly brave and selfless for that. I know it must be hard, but it will better. Chin up x

  • @mollyplayful5508
    @mollyplayful5508 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    made me cry too

  • @katejoness879
    @katejoness879 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This sent shivers down my spine

  • @adelemallon8163
    @adelemallon8163 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is beautiful :3, you and rocky did amazing and have so much to be proud of! so sorry it had to end ,stay strong you'll always have the memories :') x x

  • @XXCoconutDreamXX
    @XXCoconutDreamXX 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this Ellie, you were such a great pair and i'm sorry you had to part but i am sure you will be just as successful with your new horse! Xx

  • @keirabutterfieldshowjumpin620
    @keirabutterfieldshowjumpin620 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This brought a tear to my eye, your so strong and I couldn't imagine how hard it would be to loose such an amazing little pony😭

  • @sexisabz123
    @sexisabz123 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh my that made me cry, absolutely beautiful. I can't imagine how it must feel as I too have a pony that is more than just a pet but my life and saying good bye would break me. I just wish you all the best for the future x

  • @horseponylover2149
    @horseponylover2149 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    awe I'm s sorry I'm crying it reminds me of my old pony

  • @XxemilylovestomXx
    @XxemilylovestomXx 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Covered in head to toe in goosebumps this is heartbreaking yet so stunning you two are simply amazing 😍😍

  • @ariaequine8843
    @ariaequine8843 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    :(
    this is making me cry

  • @stickysweets11
    @stickysweets11 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so upsetting:( you two were absolutely amazing together and I'm truly heartbroken that you've parted ways.. Hope you're okay xx

  • @kiraangell8999
    @kiraangell8999 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this made me so teary but it is a great video

  • @angusgray9325
    @angusgray9325 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You two were the best pair on TH-cam goodbye Rocky (I know it was ages ago) xxxx

  • @madisonworsham3796
    @madisonworsham3796 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is what I felt like when my horse Lady died. One day she just got really sick and she passed on December 25 on Christmas. That was the worst present that I have ever gotten. And every body just kept on saying " that it was going to be okay and that I could just replace Lady with another horse" But I couldn't do that because Lady wasn't just a horse she was my best friend and she was always their when I needed her.

  • @glitterdoddle1016
    @glitterdoddle1016 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The part you said about closure I couldn't help it I started balling

  • @ac.showjumping2856
    @ac.showjumping2856 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This gave me the shivers and made me want to tear up ❤️😞 he was indeed great

  • @STEquestrian
    @STEquestrian 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful video as always!! He has to be one of my favourite ponies on youtube, he is just incredible and you made such a great team!! I am going to really miss your videos if him :( x

  • @ft.aisling4519
    @ft.aisling4519 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this video so much!

  • @NelsonLouiseXoxo
    @NelsonLouiseXoxo 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely love this Ellie, going to miss this fellow. Defiantly my favourite pair on TH-cam!!xx

  • @emmadoherty6491
    @emmadoherty6491 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You achieved so much Ellie😍😊

  • @leonardodicaprisun5651
    @leonardodicaprisun5651 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This had me in tears😭💙

  • @lottie7460
    @lottie7460 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Aww! Such a bittersweet vid

  • @aureski79
    @aureski79 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    i'm sorry, you guys are a team and always will, he was your best friend and you were his, you guys achieved so sooo much! he's forever in your heart. you may miss him dearly, but be happy for him

  • @laurafache5099
    @laurafache5099 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't believe you sold him... You both were perfect together!

  • @izzyrayner4820
    @izzyrayner4820 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    You've done so well with him, well done xx

  • @marijavunjak5671
    @marijavunjak5671 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    oh God this was so sad 😢😭 and heartbreaking.... he is so beautiful and good horse.... I respect your desicion... 😞

  • @mxlikhxran5729
    @mxlikhxran5729 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This made me cry :( lovely video Hun you two made an amazing partnership 😍 I couldn't imagine losing my girl she is my whole world :( if you don't mind me asking why did you have to sell him x

  • @katybarlow9572
    @katybarlow9572 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this video , lovely pair to watch!
    I have subbed :) x

  • @rhiafuller2271
    @rhiafuller2271 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so so beautiful made me so close to tears 😭 okay I lie I cried 😭 ❤️

  • @amyperkins30
    @amyperkins30 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amazing video just lile always!!

  • @SophieMEquestrian
    @SophieMEquestrian 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Well this just made me cry my eyes out... ❤️

  • @distant.astroid6103
    @distant.astroid6103 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know How are you feeling. I used to ride this horse named Devi I love her with all my heart one day I went there and my mom’s friend said that she had sold Devi. This was the most heart breaking moment of my life

  • @ariaequine8843
    @ariaequine8843 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    im so sorry for your los

  • @fastforwardeventing4214
    @fastforwardeventing4214 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is BEAUTIFUL :'( I'm so sorry ! x

  • @molliereeves5686
    @molliereeves5686 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fuck This made me cry and not many things make me cry I bet he's having a wonderful life

  • @candicehancock7229
    @candicehancock7229 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Aww

  • @tangoboy2850
    @tangoboy2850 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry to here this and he looks lovely and he looks just like my horse x

  • @amandamason5426
    @amandamason5426 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so sad im sorry for everything

  • @franandkatie7765
    @franandkatie7765 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    such nice pony

  • @clairesch6272
    @clairesch6272 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow, c'est vraiment touchant.. 💖

  • @hannahmitchell2638
    @hannahmitchell2638 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is amazing. You and your horse can certainly jump

  • @lele4422
    @lele4422 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    You were so amazing

  • @pernillemikkelsen1569
    @pernillemikkelsen1569 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg, Im crying!!

  • @bettystahl8343
    @bettystahl8343 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know It is a so hard and I even had to watch my be put out of pain and was like suffering for me and him

  • @alex13stone
    @alex13stone 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    very beautiful

  • @L.A.M
    @L.A.M 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Esta es una de hermoso, te gusta un caballo, y el caballo Usted ama ..

  • @siright_5429
    @siright_5429 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😢😭

  • @HayleyEastabrook
    @HayleyEastabrook 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have not said goodbye to him....u have not ended a magical partnership....u have not ended anything !! Your love for him will still be there and that is what true love is about; it's about loving someone secretly even when they are gone. U will see him again I'm sure of that, even if it's just at a showjumping event. This isn't the end of your story about him; it is simply the end of the chapter because I'm sure all the memories will fill an entire novel.

  • @EquiiLady
    @EquiiLady 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    sorry Smellz :´(

  • @davidcampbell1841
    @davidcampbell1841 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    im sorry i know how you feel:'(

  • @faithstepanoff5995
    @faithstepanoff5995 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry, I was in ur place at the beginning with u and Rocky with my Rocky, he was would rear and buck when I rode him and ran when I walked him and everyone told me to get rid of him he's dangerous but I kept trying and now I use him for drill and jump him a little

  • @ColouredPony11
    @ColouredPony11 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

  • @britneypoundes3849
    @britneypoundes3849 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This makes me so sad as I know one day I will outgrow my 14.1hh pony and have to sell her 😭😭😭😭

  • @jadegreen5861
    @jadegreen5861 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've had to do this ): it's not easy

  • @sparklegirl1788
    @sparklegirl1788 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know this horse. He was at one of my IEA horse shows

  • @laug1576
    @laug1576 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    Some people sell horses for nothing but I totally agree. I have seen rocky in videos (of course you know him 100000000x better) and he is a strong pony

    • @laug1576
      @laug1576 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      So sad though best wishes ):
      Xx

  • @shaniamargaret1247
    @shaniamargaret1247 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Plato is my best friend

  • @nolimits9913
    @nolimits9913 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I had a bird called Rocky and he died...

  • @ariaequine8843
    @ariaequine8843 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    :( D: i hope you know that he died in good care

  • @avarunge9266
    @avarunge9266 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry about your horse but did you have to sell him or did he past away

  • @oksanakoryak7827
    @oksanakoryak7827 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    sorry

  • @ariaequine8843
    @ariaequine8843 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    if my horse leo died i would blame it on myself hes a blind horse

  • @eqestrianhors542
    @eqestrianhors542 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    He died or hi distant

  • @averyrobishaw5175
    @averyrobishaw5175 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have the same kind of bond with my horse. Did u sell rocky

  • @Alina2672
    @Alina2672 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    Has he been sold or is he still for sale?

  • @darrenbrown3438
    @darrenbrown3438 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    how can people dislike

  • @giuliamarie2947
    @giuliamarie2947 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why have you give him away?