Take the time you need to figure out what you want homie. I just randomly came across your vid but its great to see someone document how they've been navigating such a complex treatment. I personally hate taking shots and pills in general so I can relate.. it sucks that there are so many outside forces like insurance, money, how the medicine is applied. It can make something like this really hard to figure out. But you're doin it man and that's so awesome. I wish you luck my g. always always always do WHATEVER it takes to be happy with yourself. cuz at the end of the day that's all we got man. you can do it.
Happy belated...my dude yo everything has changed big big I been watching for a min it's clear...I went thru bout the same shit frfr...I'm just bout 3 yrs in and I learned I def am my biggest critic, I have learned so much since then you deserve your true happiness whatever it may be...if u wanna hear a diff point of view ...link up
I also have hard time passing. The way I look, I pass on the phone due to my voice. In terms of patch, don't feel bad, I used it and it gave me itchiness and horrid skin irritation. In terms of gel, it is better than patch. But I also just don't change that much. I am short and have long hair and even though I dress like a dude, most of the time i am not passing. So do not worry of what people say if you stop T it is your decision, I have stopped and restarted and been there with you for exact same reason. ❤
Hey Elijah...you gotta do what is best for you. I have watched a lot of trans videos. I feel there is so much more to transitioning than ingesting T. Genetics play a lot into how a person will look. Hairstyle and body weight do too...unfortunately. It does seem for some FTM's a lot of work has to be done. It is a journey...the body will evolve with time. It is like one never stops the transition process. It is really something to think about. I hope I am not coming across negative. I'm from the outside looking in. If I was younger I could see myself transitioning. Who wouldn't want to look like a fit and tattooed 20 something year old man!!! You know most men don't go to the gym...most men don't have tattoos... most men are overweight....I don't know..you appear to have so many pluses in your life. You got your health, love life, a job, a beautiful home.... Love ya Elijah
Thanks man 🖤 I 100% agree with everything you said. I feel like being trans sucks but I do think that I’m in a good position and I think my transition has been a lot smoother than most Trans people🐬love you too bro!!
I’m now back on T doing subconscious shots again. I wanna go on gel so bad but it’s too expensive when you don’t have insurance :/maybe one day though(:
@@elijahray132 I'm paying $27 a month for all my medicines including the gel :) try asking if there's a pharmacy that helps/works with trans individuals on their HRT
Haha yeah They/Them over She/Her any day and same here I’ve been using both male and female bathrooms lately and I feel like I don’t pass in either of them. I think once I pass 100% of the time I’ll be the same way still but I can’t wait until theres a gender neutral bathroom everywhere.
For myself, Im not depressed about being on my ftm journey. Its frustrating still not getting access to hrt t. Frustrating not having funds through no fault of my own because of ip theft, copyright infringement, plagiarism, defamation. Its like ppl want to prevent who I am becoming because of the inadequate feeling my transitioning generates for themselves. Im angry because of the stagnation. The repeated attempts of ppl attempting to impose what my gender identity and sexuality. Ppl are weird. wheres the supporters of life, liberty, pursuit of happiness. What ppl are attempting to do to myself is unconstitutional. I have an upcoming podcast where I speak about my experience as a targeted individual to donate : $RMMPREZ.
Nah dude I was having that same thought. It’s and it like sucks to say it but like you kinda just look the same but with facial hair ? So it’s like well 😐
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Follow your heart. Took me 5 whole legit years to see changes I liked tbh. Everyone is different but if it’s not for you, you’ll know.
Take the time you need to figure out what you want homie. I just randomly came across your vid but its great to see someone document how they've been navigating such a complex treatment. I personally hate taking shots and pills in general so I can relate.. it sucks that there are so many outside forces like insurance, money, how the medicine is applied. It can make something like this really hard to figure out. But you're doin it man and that's so awesome.
I wish you luck my g. always always always do WHATEVER it takes to be happy with yourself. cuz at the end of the day that's all we got man. you can do it.
Yessss couldn’t agree more!! Thanks man❣️
Your voice sounds great man!!
Thank you 😊
Happy belated...my dude yo everything has changed big big I been watching for a min it's clear...I went thru bout the same shit frfr...I'm just bout 3 yrs in and I learned I def am my biggest critic, I have learned so much since then you deserve your true happiness whatever it may be...if u wanna hear a diff point of view ...link up
Thanks bro, I’m just trying to chase that happiness 😅
I also have hard time passing. The way I look, I pass on the phone due to my voice. In terms of patch, don't feel bad, I used it and it gave me itchiness and horrid skin irritation. In terms of gel, it is better than patch. But I also just don't change that much. I am short and have long hair and even though I dress like a dude, most of the time i am not passing. So do not worry of what people say if you stop T it is your decision, I have stopped and restarted and been there with you for exact same reason. ❤
We have a lot in common with our transitions thank you for the support man 😌 hopefully it will get easier for both of us.
Happy birthday 🎂
Thanks dude!! 🤟🏽
Hey Elijah...you gotta do what is best for you. I have watched a lot of trans videos. I feel there is so much more to transitioning than ingesting T. Genetics play a lot into how a person will look. Hairstyle and body weight do too...unfortunately. It does seem for some FTM's a lot of work has to be done. It is a journey...the body will evolve with time. It is like one never stops the transition process. It is really something to think about. I hope I am not coming across negative. I'm from the outside looking in. If I was younger I could see myself transitioning. Who wouldn't want to look like a fit and tattooed 20 something year old man!!! You know most men don't go to the gym...most men don't have tattoos... most men are overweight....I don't know..you appear to have so many pluses in your life. You got your health, love life, a job, a beautiful home.... Love ya Elijah
Thanks man 🖤 I 100% agree with everything you said. I feel like being trans sucks but I do think that I’m in a good position and I think my transition has been a lot smoother than most Trans people🐬love you too bro!!
You should talk to your hormone doctor about gel :) we just got on gel after trying shots for a month. I now actually feel like doing my hrt :)
I’m now back on T doing subconscious shots again. I wanna go on gel so bad but it’s too expensive when you don’t have insurance :/maybe one day though(:
@@elijahray132 I'm paying $27 a month for all my medicines including the gel :) try asking if there's a pharmacy that helps/works with trans individuals on their HRT
@@thegalacticsystem oh wow that’s pretty cheap I think I will bring it up with my doctor next time I need a refill 😊😊
10:06 i stand w that
i relate to this whole video actually 🤌🏽 and even though i pass i still get anxious using the bathroom in public it sucks ass
Haha yeah They/Them over She/Her any day and same here I’ve been using both male and female bathrooms lately and I feel like I don’t pass in either of them. I think once I pass 100% of the time I’ll be the same way still but I can’t wait until theres a gender neutral bathroom everywhere.
@@elijahray132 me too dude, it would make our lives a whole lot easier
Testosterone is not for everyone, i dont think it makes you happy and thats the only reason i think you shouldn't... hugs
Do what’s best for you bro.
Thanks for the support ♥️
For myself, Im not depressed about being on my ftm journey. Its frustrating still not getting access to hrt t. Frustrating not having funds through no fault of my own because of ip theft, copyright infringement, plagiarism, defamation. Its like ppl want to prevent who I am becoming because of the inadequate feeling my transitioning generates for themselves. Im angry because of the stagnation. The repeated attempts of ppl attempting to impose what my gender identity and sexuality. Ppl are weird. wheres the supporters of life, liberty, pursuit of happiness. What ppl are attempting to do to myself is unconstitutional.
I have an upcoming podcast where I speak about my experience as a targeted individual to donate : $RMMPREZ.
It’s been a while but I made this video public again and just commenting back so this gets off my feed
Nah dude I was having that same thought. It’s and it like sucks to say it but like you kinda just look the same but with facial hair ? So it’s like well 😐
😕 yeah
Being trans isnt a choice tho
And it’s hard when you don’t pass as the gender you’re transitioning to.
I think my comment was deleted but I was trying to say that being trans isn’t a choice but transitioning is..