Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
absolutely love how the chemists wont give each other up. that just goes to show how real the people in the pschydelics game are compared to the hard drug chemists and dealers
“If the words 'life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness' don't include the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the Declaration of Independence isn't worth the hemp it was written on.” ~ Terence McKenna
That guy is prime boomer. Needs to be taken off any form of public speaking. We all get there eventually there's no shame in admitting age based incompetency.
Literally everything he listed as a negative consequence of psychedelics is a direct result of the policies implemented by agencies such as the one he worked for and enforced with a heavy and merciless hand for decades.
The ex chemist at the end who was weeping delivered some touching thoughts on how he misses when he was able to help people through making LSD. I think a lot of people don’t realize that psychedelics can be used for good. We’re so brainwashed by the drug war propaganda.
Psychedelics helped me to quit alcohol and nicotine by ease - they just showed me how nice it is to not need alcohol and nicotine and this type of feeling (to be free) was so profound that its was verz easy to just quit alc and nic. Its amazing how powerfull psychedelics can be
There is a flip side. When I was younger a friend of mine took LSD and it triggered permanent schizophrenia. He never came back. So yes it provides relief to some people but it also destroys some.
We’ll not necessarily. If someone has severe mental illness like schizophrenia or bipolar taking psychedelics can cause someone to become manic, but a majority of humans will have no problem. Down playing the dangers will just make more individuals take psychedelics who might not be mentally ready. Which will cause more reports of people hurting themselves or others which will just allow people to keep these drugs illegal.
@@chrisbenefield9963 Right. Because it's actually best to criminalize someone who might have dormant schizophrenia... Are you even listening to yourself? The point of advocating for it to be treated like a medical issue has historically been one of the *most cited* arguments against the notion of criminalizing the issue. The irony of your comment is off the charts.
@chrisbenefield9963 I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia and have found the effects of certain "banned medicines" far more beneficial than anything I was prescribed by a doctor, actually everything I was prescribed made things worse. A never ending cycle of taking different pills and dosages, until living in Colorado and eating mushrooms in a responsible manner did I find peace of mind, haven't been to a doctor or took a prescribed drug in 5 years, and have been able to live a normal and productive life. Yes, I still have a schizo episode every now and then, but when I do it's managable, and dosent effect my day, week, life like before.
Came here to say this. They definitely have done some acid. I love any psychedelic video has these effects but the hard drugs videos are mostly plain af.
The guy at the 15:00 minute mark is laying the LSD on those sheets so beyond unbelievably bad and wrong. I'm assuming that HAS to be a shot for the camera with water and blotter art. I was instructed to NEVER lay L down on sheets drop by drop. 1 that makes a sheet that is NOTHING but unevenly distributed LSD on the blotter, leading to INSANE hot spots.. You want to volumetrically dose your LSD into everclear or Isopropyl alcohol, put sheet in pyrex, submerge, then let drip off over pyrex. Grab sheets, rinse and repeat until out of sheets. Who TF is going to sit there and drop 900+ single drops on a piece of paper that the drop is supposed to hit a 0.6cm-1cm square piece of paper. PSHHHHHH
Agreed. I was always told to put solution in a flat tray and even and gently lay the sheet until evenly coated. And NEVER touch with your bare hands. Your correction is valid.
Yeah but you got to account for the Molar Mass of the quantity of LSD.. being such that 1 gram should go into 999.17 ml of ether, because LSD occupies 0.83ML of volume, at a 1 gram weight. Giving a dosage of 100ul to 100ug exactly.
My high school days. Every weekend for 2 years. I dealt with my mother's death and my brother's death. I graduated from high school with straight A's it saved me. Its serenity and once you do it, you will wakeup and never see things the same way.
Me too. My dad died when I was twelve then my "experimentation" took off. Four hundred trips later I had had enough. When you've learned what you needed its time to get off the bus.
basically same. But it was 10 years... The 90's :). (But honestly went from an all black wearing d student (who was surely going down a do nothing path in life), to graduating w/ honors and being happy and starting a business)
@@stefanschleps8758 Yep. I suspect that happens with every dedicated space trucker. Acid helped me reconcile relationship with my father for the best. Enhanced empathy.
Alcohol doesn't inspire you to genuinely transform your thoughts on ethics and authority. It just kills you and your victims slowly or quickly. They own the alcohol and cigarette industries. So those are allowed.
LSD is amazing. It has to be experienced with respect and proper planning. It really helped me understand my experience in Iraq as a young soldier. It helped me understand my own nature and how important family, friends and nature are to life. Along with other magical tools like psilocybin it has helped my friends and I become more empathetic and closer to each other over the years. Truly a mystical encounter in this strange world.
She’s a snitch bro. The fact that she puts this all online/TV shows she’s a snitch. It’s literally snitching. And authorities can follow her movements through her phone and will therefore be able to surmise where she went and thus possibly deduct with whom she met.
@@chrisg2697 The point is they knew it was being filmed to be shown to the public. That wasn't her being a snitch, they knew. Also, burner phones exist.
I read that they were using acid to cure breast cancer. I had a brain tumor (benign) for 36. years. Dosed 1x a week for 3 years - no tumor. Also helped my depression and PTSD. I miss it.
Chat GPT bro 👉🏻Bacon Cheddar Fries with Ranch Dip: 3,750mg sodium per serving 👉🏻Small slice of pizza: no specific sodium value mentioned, but according to Quora, Pizza Hut’s Pepperoni Thin 'N Crispy Pizza has 1,080mg sodium per 3.5 ounces (approximately 1 small slice)
The reasons that DEA agent listed as reasons for prosecuting lsd users and sellers... "You don't know what you're getting for purity" and whatever else he said... Were actually reasons to legalize it and manufacture it safely.
@danielkinn782 Nothing is being "shown to you" by LSD, nor is it God. My perspective is that the veil- which separates actual reality from the false reality that has been relentlessly imparted upon us since birth- is dissolved, followed by the death of the ego. You aren't being shown...there's no "you" to even show at that point. You are being allowed to see.
As a ex LSD user i don't see the big problem about it being used to treat certain types of mental health issues,i was born in 1980..the moment I first started to use lsd i never once had a problem in fact it took me to a place of pure positivity, and given the fact that I have severe mental health issues it helped eleviate my depression and anxiety disorders
Like with everything there are side effects. And some people are more prone to them like others. So like with other drugs you should inform yourself about what you are taking, think about where and under what circumstances you take it. Then you can make the decision if you want to risk those side effects.
37:57 You arent a bad guy Matt, hold your head up brother. Thanks for sharing your story! I hope you realize how many people are rooting for you now and want you to succeed and find peace😊
They were made illegal because they allow you to connect to your spirit and it takes you on a wonderful journey that helps you through all kinds of trauma or depression. They allow you to see things for what they are truly are.
A movement that is based on questioning the Status quo and asking "why?" About the Most Basic functions in our society was a big thread for the conservative,war Driven,capitalistic united States Back then. Shutting it down was a logical Sound decision from the eyes of the Establishment Not much has changed since then tbh
"You're putting something in your body that you don't know how it's made. You don't know what the dose is..." TBH that sounds like most of the food we eat in the U.S.
What I experienced is insignificant. My hopes and wishes are for Matt, the Veteran. May he continue to improve and release the negative force(s) which impacted his life.
Well done for covering the theraputic side of things. Also well done for those spinning her a loop in trying to find a chemist. An invertigative reporter who is terrified of drugs = NARC. They knew it.
@@augustwest5487 My parents grew up in the 60s and 70s in towns in rural Northern Michigan (500 - 800 people) splat out in the middle of the forest or farm fields and they and their friends always had acid back in the day. It's not because it's so easy to make. Those who try it know for an indisputable fact that its existence is a much-needed benefit to humanity and to hear someone haughtily tell you of the evils or immoralities of it sounds like someone very seriously peering over their glasses and telling you that a tree is made of sausage. Just bonkers pointless and stupid to hear.
All should be legal. No one has a right to tell you what you can and cannot ingest. Especially when they consistently put poison in your water and food and let big pharma poison us.
O it can happen but its easy to get back to the good trip. Not like the media portray it with people jumping out windows and other lies. A sudden change in your environment while tripping and being pulled swiftly back from a trip can trigger them but just get up and leave that room to another area usually helps. My favourite way was going from indoors to outdoors for a while helped me
Same. I've always always always had an amazing, divine godlike trip on LSD. Mushrooms have given me some iffy trips sometimes, but acid has always been good. When it's real acid that is. Hence why it should be legal and treated with respect.
My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms. Other psychedelics like DMT and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.
by far one of the best episodes Mariana i love it, im user myself after a life changing accident at a age of 15 where i broke my back and could no longer run. and was told id be in a wheelchair. Acid help accept and be at peace with what had happen and what my new life would be. took the suicidal thoughts away.
See God in each other. 🕉 Honor and respect your Self. Worship and support your Self. Meditate on, forgive, and discover your Self. 🕉 God dwells within you as you. ⛩️ -----Muktananda
I like how everything the retired DEA agent mentioned, is a direct result of it being illegal. None of those problems would be a worry if they were legal and regulated.
THE ENTIRE EARTH... CHANTING... It can give you those very very real and genuine perspectives that anybody who has NOT ever taken a tab will never ever understand as real. Yes there is a double negative. I'm a software engineer. Leave me alone lol. English bad. Code good.
old video anyway, didnt focus on any of the new LSD suppliers of the 20s decade or even the 10s. Theres a lab that's been printing with the same design for over close to 15 years now, I would love a documentary on those chemists
Not relevant. It's about vibes and exposure. It's easy to see how this group of people is different from the ones making and trading in uppers or downers. Easy enough to make one think ...
I have done LSD many, many times, and it opened a gateway to my thinking in ways that I never saw before and made me realize the full creative potential that I had within myself already. I will just say this; if everyone was taking LSD, we would see a radically transformed creative reality, and the art, music, film that we have in today's world would look radically more original and unique than it does now.
@@Itsme-ni9jk maybe your low mentality and lack of creativity couldn't do more than trip out for 12 hours but other people with more than 10 brain cells left had a great experience . 🤣👍
I never had problems with depression, anxiety or ptsd when I was still able to get it. There's a big difference since I haven't had that eye opening, feeling of pure hope and happiness. It definitely is therapeutic and it's not that strong I don't think, I think what's more important is the environment you're in and that your with people you feel safe with. Personally I used to go to raves & after hour clubs on it but some people can't handle that & that's ok. Whatever floats your boat 😊
Its not that strong? Clearly you didnt get good stuff or you never experimented with higher doses. People who say they have done a lot of acid but only take 1/2 or 1 hit have no idea.
I saw 132 dead shows from 6/30/85 merriweather -6/30/95 pitt 10 good solid years.if i told you about all that went down it would burn off both your ears.
No mention of Owsley Stanley, Sandoz Labs, the abuse by Intelligence agencies, not one psychiatrist or behavior therapist...but lots of law enforcement. Just as each person's psyche is different so will their psychedelic experience. This is not necessarily a party drug. In order to change the way one acts one has to change the way one thinks. "Until you make the unconscious... conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate." Carl Yung
Garcia Water Colors 1990's, were awesome! Gold Dolphins 1980's, were good. But I think overall the best blotter we ever had was Mr. Natural in the 1970's. Good vibes.
I will say as a recovering opiate addict, L helps me abstain from opiates and benzos as i enjoy life now instead of trying to escape it. Forever grateful
going on 3 years clean from fentany/tranq (xylazine) and crack. LSD and mushrooms have changed and saved my life. i almost died from my drug use and ive never been in a better place
Respect the medicine. Grow your own psylicibin. Natural non synthetic and you can do it all yourself VERY easily very cheaply. God bless 🙏 Terrence McKenna ❤ and Sasha
Way too long means you had too much, maybe past 400 micrograms. It happened to me, it causes brain changes, dyslexia, acne, falling off your tracks to anywhere. A deluded sense that people are basically good and trustworthy will get you taken advantage of everywhere you go.
Acid, mescaline, blotter, mushrooms, from 1972 to about a decade later I would trip often many times a week, it's not for everybody, most people who have bad trips often bring up on themselves with hyperventilating, freaking themselves out before they even get off, you have have to stay calm, especially the with the initial effects, a lot of misinformation about it, exaggerations, embellishments. I'd buy some if I could find it, I think it could be very beneficial for many ailments, in micro doses.
A very simplistic view of bad trips. I had a bad trip suddenly about halfway through the dosage, my thoughts becoming more and more grim. I was not hyperventilating but I did feel I had to get up and go for a walk which made it a little better. Then when I got back to my friend's house, I went to the bedroom I was staying in and got into bed. The overall negative/darkly tinged theme was a proverbial hot iron which felt like my neurons were being pressed and fried and I just had to sit there mentally frying! This left me physically exhausted and emotionally drained as the sun came up. It was not brought on at all by fear I was expecting an awesome time like I had many times before, but then it just hit me.
Watching this made me emotional. It was the mushrooms that changed my life. Thank you for spreading light on some of these medicines. They really can be life changing if thats what the user is in need of. I'm surprised nobody mentioned it but these things (when taken properly) give you what you need, not what you want. Mush love Mariana, I appreciate you my friend!🍄🙏✌❤
Such a cool vid. I loved when hamilton morris covered Krystle Cole and her story about leonard pickard and todd skinner. Super crazy. Im an experienced psychonaut myself and im a chemist now. These stories about secret clandestine chemists are so interesting
LSD synthesis does require a basic background in chemistry, precursor access, peer/group & lab experience, and a few trial rounds to complete a perfect product. It isn’t a total mystery, that only a few chemists can solve. The entire process of procedures belongs to anyone willing to risk their physical freedom, so others may have mental freedom. The drug itself doesn’t belong on open market, but at same time it belongs to everyone. Controlling the substance medically, via psychiatric intervention and psychotherapy, is a reasonable answer, esp. for those who suffer with mental health conditions. LSD has incredible medicinal value for modern society.
Yup. The old methods were a bit tricky but the Chinese and Indians use peptide coupling reagents to make the stuff in bulk and nearly 100% yeild from the lysergic acid.
As a person that as taken doses from a few to more than 50 doses at a time it changed my life forever i realized the human condition and opened my mind to evey aspect and vue from every one to every thing !! I never saw like wierd stuff but i did see the auras from all living things .
They're on the payroll of people who call the shots. There is a huge financial element in keeping people away from non-addictive, safe if done right and often permanent solutions to what they're currently taking benzos and other garbage for.
Responsible producers/distributors of classic psychedelics, are actually the heros... They offer life long benefits to millions. They are a safe recreational substance too... the risks, are effectively mitigated with basic cautions.
So the young veteran who suffered PTSD serving his country should be applauded for his courage to share his story. The world needs to hear more stories like this.
I could get it for 50 cents a hit in 1966 ! I sell it for 2 dollars! That was good money back then, out of Oklahoma all the way to Louisiana! Gee I sad to much !
@@lalapo5304 I haven't seen it lately, I had to flee cali in 2016 to get off the black. I think I caught the tail end of the good times though in the late 90s. Hippie corner was still a thing. I was actually down there when Jerry died. We used to panhandle beer and acid money on pacific Avenue 😆 those were the days. Now I live in seattle.
Oh, I remember the nights listening to the forests breath, the rivers babble! The greatest experiences of my life and at 66 I'm still tripping the light fantastic!
The moment Casey showed up, I was like "wait is that Casey? Hey, woah, it's Casey?" Cause I remember as I was watching this and she kept mentioning her want to neet with and speak to a chemist I kept thinking to myself "Well she should just talk to Casey Hardison then" sure enough he pops up.
Shrooms did wonders in my life, saved me from depression, anxiety and cocaine addiction. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms
No doubts shrooms are 100% blessings from nature. Indeed nature's little miracles
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Yes sure of mycologist Pedroshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, addiction. Mushrooms did a total reset for me.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google
absolutely love how the chemists wont give each other up. that just goes to show how real the people in the pschydelics game are compared to the hard drug chemists and dealers
I agree. There is much more integrity involved. The people the most deeply involved truly want to help people.
Well said ☝️🙏
😂 sure
They arent anyreal lsd ergot chemists in this doc
Comes with a hefty criminal charge...that pales with comparison to what the cartels or mafias will do
The best feeling I have ever had was when I tried LSDee and DMTea. It taught me that Love was the purpose of life.
It lied to you
Hate is soo much cooler tho
Frog 🐸 taught me that
@@christianauswienare you into Q-anon?
😂😂😂😂😢😮😢😢
The safest she’s even been while making a episode haha ✌️
Agreed she has put up some risks on some of them
lool 100%
Yup 💜⚡💚👍🏻
Great episode !!!
😅😮
“If the words 'life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness' don't include the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the Declaration of Independence isn't worth the hemp it was written on.”
~ Terence McKenna
To be fair, not all minds are created equal. People with major mental illness probably shouldn't be using certain types of drugs.
@@runnergo1398 still not a reason to deny it to everyone else that could safely ingest and benefit from the effects.
@@runnergo1398not everyone should drink alcohol.
I have not seen acid since the rainbow connection got busted... JFC where does the time go?
@@cliffp73 I agree.
Guy from the dea: “they’re all about money and greed
Former chemist: complete opposite and genuinely nice guy that cares about humans
That one guy needs to try LSD just once.
That guy is prime boomer. Needs to be taken off any form of public speaking.
We all get there eventually there's no shame in admitting age based incompetency.
guy that employs the chemist: yeah, we're here for the money.
@@clocksfinle7 In the olden days, chemists were their own bosses.
Literally everything he listed as a negative consequence of psychedelics is a direct result of the policies implemented by agencies such as the one he worked for and enforced with a heavy and merciless hand for decades.
The ex chemist at the end who was weeping delivered some touching thoughts on how he misses when he was able to help people through making LSD. I think a lot of people don’t realize that psychedelics can be used for good. We’re so brainwashed by the drug war propaganda.
Psychedelics helped me to quit alcohol and nicotine by ease - they just showed me how nice it is to not need alcohol and nicotine and this type of feeling (to be free) was so profound that its was verz easy to just quit alc and nic.
Its amazing how powerfull psychedelics can be
Kid Charlemagne !!!!
There is a flip side. When I was younger a friend of mine took LSD and it triggered permanent schizophrenia. He never came back. So yes it provides relief to some people but it also destroys some.
@@exponentmantissa5598He probably had a family history. LSD doesn’t cause schizophrenia, but it can uncover it.
The biggest negative aspect of psychedelics is what happens if the police catch you with it. That's evil.
Yeh , the vast majority of drugs are only bad because of the legal trouble that they get people in.
We’ll not necessarily. If someone has severe mental illness like schizophrenia or bipolar taking psychedelics can cause someone to become manic, but a majority of humans will have no problem. Down playing the dangers will just make more individuals take psychedelics who might not be mentally ready. Which will cause more reports of people hurting themselves or others which will just allow people to keep these drugs illegal.
@@chrisbenefield9963 so we should make something illegal because of . 000001% of the population.. Talk about being a sheep
@@chrisbenefield9963 Right. Because it's actually best to criminalize someone who might have dormant schizophrenia... Are you even listening to yourself? The point of advocating for it to be treated like a medical issue has historically been one of the *most cited* arguments against the notion of criminalizing the issue. The irony of your comment is off the charts.
@chrisbenefield9963 I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia and have found the effects of certain "banned medicines" far more beneficial than anything I was prescribed by a doctor, actually everything I was prescribed made things worse. A never ending cycle of taking different pills and dosages, until living in Colorado and eating mushrooms in a responsible manner did I find peace of mind, haven't been to a doctor or took a prescribed drug in 5 years, and have been able to live a normal and productive life. Yes, I still have a schizo episode every now and then, but when I do it's managable, and dosent effect my day, week, life like before.
When the cop talks about how it's unsafe because it's unregulated..😒... then make it safer, by regulating it? Idk 🤷♀️
Yup that guy seriously needs to drop a tab or two.
Lol unsafe...
Prohibition makes us unsafe, and creates cartels, criminals
That would be far too sensible a decision for a body like the U.S government to ever have a hand in.
Regulation does not make something safe lol. The FDA regulates all kinds of poison we buy at the grocery store.
"He's wearing a bacon and eggs mask and his head is covered with beans...."
🤣🤣🤣 checks out
Cop: "Can you describe him?"
Me: "He looked like the #4 at Mel's Diner"
I think we just found the narc in the group
@@6980869 lol! 🤦♂
The cinematographers/ videographers and editors understood the assignment 👏
Absolutely nailed the visuals
Came here to say this. They definitely have done some acid. I love any psychedelic video has these effects but the hard drugs videos are mostly plain af.
The guy at the 15:00 minute mark is laying the LSD on those sheets so beyond unbelievably bad and wrong. I'm assuming that HAS to be a shot for the camera with water and blotter art. I was instructed to NEVER lay L down on sheets drop by drop. 1 that makes a sheet that is NOTHING but unevenly distributed LSD on the blotter, leading to INSANE hot spots.. You want to volumetrically dose your LSD into everclear or Isopropyl alcohol, put sheet in pyrex, submerge, then let drip off over pyrex. Grab sheets, rinse and repeat until out of sheets. Who TF is going to sit there and drop 900+ single drops on a piece of paper that the drop is supposed to hit a 0.6cm-1cm square piece of paper. PSHHHHHH
Agreed. I was always told to put solution in a flat tray and even and gently lay the sheet until evenly coated. And NEVER touch with your bare hands.
Your correction is valid.
You answered Yourself big dog
Yeah but you got to account for the Molar Mass of the quantity of LSD.. being such that 1 gram should go into 999.17 ml of ether, because LSD occupies 0.83ML of volume, at a 1 gram weight.
Giving a dosage of 100ul to 100ug exactly.
Sounds like I need to be friends with y’all 😂
Literally came to the comments to find THIS. It was painful to watch that part😩
the irony of a government employee talking about its just greed and profit lol these ppl hate competition
Yup
Right! I bet if he offered them a piece of the pie, they’d be feeling differently.
Like the legalization of marijuana. They couldnt just legalize it, they have to regulate it and collect all the permit fees and tax dollars.
@@Sh-ck3uy exactly!! I thought the same thing when he said that. lol
@@nikkaewing5 yup, big brothers gotta have his share.
Respect to all those risking freedom. May society mature and realise the potential together.
Psychedelics are illegal but war is not? That should be enough to figure it all out.
War is pretty illegal too. Just try and start one and see. Of course, when your military is a legit GOAT, no one can arrest you.
big pharma doesn't like to share the money pie.
My high school days. Every weekend for 2 years. I dealt with my mother's death and my brother's death. I graduated from high school with straight A's it saved me. Its serenity and once you do it, you will wakeup and never see things the same way.
Me too. My dad died when I was twelve then my "experimentation" took off.
Four hundred trips later I had had enough. When you've learned what you needed its time to get off the bus.
basically same. But it was 10 years... The 90's :). (But honestly went from an all black wearing d student (who was surely going down a do nothing path in life), to graduating w/ honors and being happy and starting a business)
@@stefanschleps8758 Yep. I suspect that happens with every dedicated space trucker. Acid helped me reconcile relationship with my father for the best. Enhanced empathy.
@@stefanschleps8758 it stopped working for me at 18. I'm so sorry about your dad.
@@iamnotpresent I went from colorful bright girl to all black.
i love that she didn't find a chemist, love the energy on this one
I mean she found a few but not one that's currently making LSD
@@runningwithSaul what would be the difference, what if she did find one....
reams it would get them in trouble unless they were masked enough...
@@runningwithSaul he meant what would be the difference for the show
She found 3 by my count although it's not clear if all of them were actually skilled in synthetic organic chemistry.
Massive respect to all the people risking their own freedom to help set others free ❤
Alcohol is insane but people are worried about psychedelics?!
You're comparing one type of cheese to another. You don't have a great argument.
No kidding. Lets focus on problems that matter and are having a profound impact on our every day lives. LSD? LMAO
@@Confessions089 no he's not, alcohol is a true poison
@@FigurativeDreams I I recall, LSD isn't toxic. Alcohol is, you are correct. Still oranges and apples to compare. Alcohol isn't mind expanding.
Alcohol doesn't inspire you to genuinely transform your thoughts on ethics and authority. It just kills you and your victims slowly or quickly. They own the alcohol and cigarette industries. So those are allowed.
LSD is amazing. It has to be experienced with respect and proper planning. It really helped me understand my experience in Iraq as a young soldier. It helped me understand my own nature and how important family, friends and nature are to life. Along with other magical tools like psilocybin it has helped my friends and I become more empathetic and closer to each other over the years. Truly a mystical encounter in this strange world.
She gives such narc vibes its amazing that any of these ppl would meet or talk to her
I honestly think this is all fake. She just made it seem like this for her report.
@@syfthis definitely a possibility
I get the vibe some of this is set up
She’s a snitch bro. The fact that she puts this all online/TV shows she’s a snitch. It’s literally snitching. And authorities can follow her movements through her phone and will therefore be able to surmise where she went and thus possibly deduct with whom she met.
@@chrisg2697
The point is they knew it was being filmed to be shown to the public. That wasn't her being a snitch, they knew. Also, burner phones exist.
I read that they were using acid to cure breast cancer. I had a brain tumor (benign) for 36. years. Dosed 1x a week for 3 years - no tumor. Also helped my depression and PTSD. I miss it.
"You're putting something in your body and you dont know what the dose is!" hey quick question how much sodium is in a pizza hut meal
How else are we supposed to get all those delicious preservatives? 😂
Chat GPT bro
👉🏻Bacon Cheddar Fries with Ranch Dip: 3,750mg sodium per serving
👉🏻Small slice of pizza: no specific sodium value mentioned, but according to Quora, Pizza Hut’s Pepperoni Thin 'N Crispy Pizza has 1,080mg sodium per 3.5 ounces (approximately 1 small slice)
the mixed metaphors of druggies; Sponge Bob brains of America unite!
What type of yeast do they use?
They will pop pharma pills all day though
The reasons that DEA agent listed as reasons for prosecuting lsd users and sellers... "You don't know what you're getting for purity" and whatever else he said... Were actually reasons to legalize it and manufacture it safely.
He is a complete NPC
but if they legalize it, it becomes too expensive for the common worker or poor person to afford. That's what happened with pot.
Sure.. 40% of mj prices 4 taxes.
I took my first cid trip at age 28. God showed me the truth about our false control based society. I was a completely different person after that.
Yes my friend I to was freed from the tight grip of an ego thriving social disorder at 18 . Change my life
God didn't show you...LSD did
@@danielkinn782 What do you think LSD does silly?
@danielkinn782 Nothing is being "shown to you" by LSD, nor is it God. My perspective is that the veil- which separates actual reality from the false reality that has been relentlessly imparted upon us since birth- is dissolved, followed by the death of the ego. You aren't being shown...there's no "you" to even show at that point. You are being allowed to see.
LSD is the Hidden Manna ❤
LSD's effects can vary greatly; be prepared.
I find mushrooms more introspective, helping me confront emotions.
Only people who have taken mushrooms can only understand the powers lol and they grow everywhere September until first frost here in wales.
seen lots of positive reviews on mushrooms how do y'all get ?
zaletherapy
He's on insta?
As a ex LSD user i don't see the big problem about it being used to treat certain types of mental health issues,i was born in 1980..the moment I first started to use lsd i never once had a problem in fact it took me to a place of pure positivity, and given the fact that I have severe mental health issues it helped eleviate my depression and anxiety disorders
It may happen eventually
What made you quit?
How many decades did it take to finally have such positive reports in main stream... Thank you!
Everyone should try acid at least a few times in their life. It's a mind expander. Absolutely wonderful.
Its very obvious in middle age who's never tripped on any psychedelic..they are half the people the rest of us are.
It turns some into emotional wrecks. It worked out well for me but not my GF
Couldn't agree more
Like with everything there are side effects. And some people are more prone to them like others. So like with other drugs you should inform yourself about what you are taking, think about where and under what circumstances you take it. Then you can make the decision if you want to risk those side effects.
Mushrooms are fun and easy to grow. Even legal in Boulder, Colorado.
The comments are refreshing to see here. You all are wonderful lights in your own communities! Keep on spreading love!
leave them alone - we need this stuff
37:57
You arent a bad guy Matt, hold your head up brother.
Thanks for sharing your story!
I hope you realize how many people are rooting for you now and want you to succeed and find peace😊
They were made illegal because they allow you to connect to your spirit and it takes you on a wonderful journey that helps you through all kinds of trauma or depression. They allow you to see things for what they are truly are.
A movement that is based on questioning the Status quo and asking "why?" About the Most Basic functions in our society was a big thread for the conservative,war Driven,capitalistic united States Back then. Shutting it down was a logical Sound decision from the eyes of the Establishment
Not much has changed since then tbh
As well as what they’re not
Only one thing is made illegal: joy
Why do you need mold to make you see the value in things?
And see dancing skeletons and floating fetuses
"You're putting something in your body that you don't know how it's made. You don't know what the dose is..." TBH that sounds like most of the food we eat in the U.S.
All the food…..
Big facts
Yeah the guy mentioned zero reasons to not take acid. Everything risk he mentioned is negatable pretty easily.
And pharmaceuticals.
The food is poison
What I experienced is insignificant. My hopes and wishes are for Matt, the Veteran. May he continue to improve and release the negative force(s) which impacted his life.
Well done for covering the theraputic side of things. Also well done for those spinning her a loop in trying to find a chemist. An invertigative reporter who is terrified of drugs = NARC. They knew it.
My town has been flooded with cheap high grade acid for a couple years now. I'm happy it made a comeback.
Same. It's in ever city and town across America, if you know who to ask.
@@augustwest5487 I feel like with a name like that, you just know. Down by the docks of the city
Onion did this
@@petegodzilla8918 you know it 😉
@@augustwest5487 My parents grew up in the 60s and 70s in towns in rural Northern Michigan (500 - 800 people) splat out in the middle of the forest or farm fields and they and their friends always had acid back in the day. It's not because it's so easy to make. Those who try it know for an indisputable fact that its existence is a much-needed benefit to humanity and to hear someone haughtily tell you of the evils or immoralities of it sounds like someone very seriously peering over their glasses and telling you that a tree is made of sausage. Just bonkers pointless and stupid to hear.
Dude says it's greed and profit, unlike Corporate America right 😂😂😂😂😂
Or the Crane war.
He’s a total idoit.
Shameful in a capitalist country
Another one in the “should be legal” jar
Facts
I agree. Given the harm some dru*s do, like ice etc, this should be at the discretion of the user or at least prescribed legally.
Politicians "I know the war on drugs is lost but, we're making money"
Amen 🙏
All should be legal. No one has a right to tell you what you can and cannot ingest. Especially when they consistently put poison in your water and food and let big pharma poison us.
Favorite “drug” hands down. Never had a “bad trip” ever and always feel enlightened afterwards. I wish this was legal!
O it can happen but its easy to get back to the good trip. Not like the media portray it with people jumping out windows and other lies. A sudden change in your environment while tripping and being pulled swiftly back from a trip can trigger them but just get up and leave that room to another area usually helps. My favourite way was going from indoors to outdoors for a while helped me
Same. I've always always always had an amazing, divine godlike trip on LSD. Mushrooms have given me some iffy trips sometimes, but acid has always been good. When it's real acid that is. Hence why it should be legal and treated with respect.
100 %.
It WAS legal in Oregon until early this year! Still only a misdemeanor.
Never had a bad trip LSD
My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms. Other psychedelics like DMT and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.
Yes, he sends anywhere and it’s always discreet.
doctorcyruss is a professional in all things related to psychedelics.
XDD ikr(i had 1 but out of prob undreds)
but the dea agent saying "your playing russian roullete" busted me up XDDD
I have ..
by far one of the best episodes Mariana i love it, im user myself after a life changing accident at a age of 15 where i broke my back and could no longer run. and was told id be in a wheelchair. Acid help accept and be at peace with what had happen and what my new life would be. took the suicidal thoughts away.
These psychedelics (when used in moderation) teach Love
See God in each other. 🕉
Honor and respect your Self.
Worship and support your Self.
Meditate on, forgive, and discover your Self. 🕉
God dwells within you as you. ⛩️
-----Muktananda
You are correct.
Everything in balance. 😊
They also form bands... Really freaking good ones.
It teaches love in massive dosages also
thank you to every chemist who makes the world a better place with substances like this. you are heros of civilization in my eyes.
i need a documentary about the guy at the end. he seems so genuine and i need to know more.
Thank you Casey❤️ found my freedom at a Dead show back in 93. I'm sure I had some of your medicine over the years✌️❤️🎶
My friend brought back a vial from a Dead show in '94 to share with us. It was incredible.
❤
I like how everything the retired DEA agent mentioned, is a direct result of it being illegal. None of those problems would be a worry if they were legal and regulated.
I saw the earth chanting over and over again, “we are one! we are one!” Amazing. Good documentary
THE ENTIRE EARTH... CHANTING... It can give you those very very real and genuine perspectives that anybody who has NOT ever taken a tab will never ever understand as real. Yes there is a double negative. I'm a software engineer. Leave me alone lol. English bad. Code good.
R.I.P. Doctor Hofmann.
Albert.
A friend of mine.
Oh Lucy, the love of my life! I miss her so much!
Shes still there. Waiting for you to jump back down the rabbit hole. There is much to offer in wonderland.
Shell be dead in a few years
"In the Sky with Diamonds"!
NatGeo is only, what, 15 years behind Vice News?
old video anyway, didnt focus on any of the new LSD suppliers of the 20s decade or even the 10s. Theres a lab that's been printing with the same design for over close to 15 years now, I would love a documentary on those chemists
Both owned by Rupert Murdoch
They're a out to mass dose the population
Not relevant. It's about vibes and exposure. It's easy to see how this group of people is different from the ones making and trading in uppers or downers. Easy enough to make one think ...
I have done LSD many, many times, and it opened a gateway to my thinking in ways that I never saw before and made me realize the full creative potential that I had within myself already. I will just say this; if everyone was taking LSD, we would see a radically transformed creative reality, and the art, music, film that we have in today's world would look radically more original and unique than it does now.
I took my 1st hit at 14 in 80' & I loved it. I could think clearly & do highschool no problem.
B.S.
@@Itsme-ni9jk maybe your low mentality and lack of creativity couldn't do more than trip out for 12 hours but other people with more than 10 brain cells left had a great experience . 🤣👍
Greatest experiences I’ve had were on psychedelics, love them
20:57 respect to the Shulgins ❤
I never had problems with depression, anxiety or ptsd when I was still able to get it. There's a big difference since I haven't had that eye opening, feeling of pure hope and happiness. It definitely is therapeutic and it's not that strong I don't think, I think what's more important is the environment you're in and that your with people you feel safe with. Personally I used to go to raves & after hour clubs on it but some people can't handle that & that's ok. Whatever floats your boat 😊
Its not that strong? Clearly you didnt get good stuff or you never experimented with higher doses. People who say they have done a lot of acid but only take 1/2 or 1 hit have no idea.
Was clear how this guy used it already from the first half of the comment
Loved this episode! ❤
I’ve had life changing experiences on L.
It’s so refreshing to see I’m not the only one.
The last statement she makes is beyond profound.
When will you embrace being an indigenous human ?
❤️😊
I've done plenty of research at Phish and Disco Biscuit shows.
same. and Goose too!!
b4l
Tried to do research at phish wound up in jail
I saw 132 dead shows from 6/30/85 merriweather -6/30/95 pitt 10 good solid years.if i told you about all that went down it would burn off both your ears.
Proceeds to set the gear shift for the high gear of the soul.
No shortage of tragic incidents,... While alcohol has killed, more. Murders, accidents, overdoses, withdrawals, organ failures, the list goes on.
Withdrawal? From psychedelics? What are you talking about?
@@reneewilliams5777 the list in his last sentence all refers to alcohol, the comment's structure is actually quite straightdorward
@@whataboutthis10 thank you 🫡
Probably 1 of the best TH-cam vids I've watched
No mention of Owsley Stanley, Sandoz Labs, the abuse by Intelligence agencies, not one psychiatrist or behavior therapist...but lots of law enforcement. Just as each person's psyche is different so will their psychedelic experience. This is not necessarily a party drug.
In order to change the way one acts one has to change the way one thinks.
"Until you make the unconscious... conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."
Carl Yung
those dancing bear tabs are really nice!!!!
They are and Micky Mouse.
Garcia Water Colors 1990's, were awesome! Gold Dolphins 1980's, were good. But I think overall the best blotter we ever had was Mr. Natural in the 1970's. Good vibes.
@@considerthis410😅😂❤
Micky the Wizard were great!
@@stefanschleps8758I enjoyed the “Joe Cool” Snoopy blotter in the late 70s and I remember the paper you guys are referring to.
You can buy all these blotter papers still and you can get a gram of lsd for 3-9k on DNM
I will say as a recovering opiate addict, L helps me abstain from opiates and benzos as i enjoy life now instead of trying to escape it. Forever grateful
going on 3 years clean from fentany/tranq (xylazine) and crack. LSD and mushrooms have changed and saved my life. i almost died from my drug use and ive never been in a better place
Respect the medicine. Grow your own psylicibin. Natural non synthetic and you can do it all yourself VERY easily very cheaply. God bless 🙏 Terrence McKenna ❤ and Sasha
Mushrooms are a poor substitute for LSD, tho. Different chemicals, different vibe. Less predictable, too; easier too foul up the dosing.
shrooms = lord of the rings & lsd = star wars
Psylocibin is far more predictable in my experience. Lot's of laughs and positive visuals.
I'm back again ! GREATEST DOCUMENTARY EVER!
Mariana you should have looked for Hamilton morris
Lmao
We all know it be him ❤
there were already enough clowns in this video :D
What a great documentary very cool ,awesome investigation 👍👍👍✌
For me, dmt was the game changer. It completely changed everything I thought I knew about what it means to be alive.
Took some pyramid gel tabs. They had little gold sparkles. Insane trip. Lasted wayy to long
Way too long means you had too much, maybe past 400 micrograms. It happened to me, it causes brain changes, dyslexia, acne, falling off your tracks to anywhere. A deluded sense that people are basically good and trustworthy will get you taken advantage of everywhere you go.
Those are the bomb
Things like 25i-nbome would get you high just like acid but are potentially deadly be safe friend
@@OG_Bobby_Johnson yea I think that's what it was
The blue geltabs were insane. Probably shouldn't have taken three at once. 🥹
Acid, mescaline, blotter, mushrooms, from 1972 to about a decade later I would trip often many times a week, it's not for everybody, most people who have bad trips often bring up on themselves with hyperventilating, freaking themselves out before they even get off, you have have to stay calm, especially the with the initial effects, a lot of misinformation about it, exaggerations, embellishments. I'd buy some if I could find it, I think it could be very beneficial for many ailments, in micro doses.
I remember spacing out the events as it wouldn't come on without a brain rest.
Always stay in control, I think this is in your sub conscious
A very simplistic view of bad trips. I had a bad trip suddenly about halfway through the dosage, my thoughts becoming more and more grim. I was not hyperventilating but I did feel I had to get up and go for a walk which made it a little better. Then when I got back to my friend's house, I went to the bedroom I was staying in and got into bed. The overall negative/darkly tinged theme was a proverbial hot iron which felt like my neurons were being pressed and fried and I just had to sit there mentally frying! This left me physically exhausted and emotionally drained as the sun came up. It was not brought on at all by fear I was expecting an awesome time like I had many times before, but then it just hit me.
Watching this made me emotional. It was the mushrooms that changed my life.
Thank you for spreading light on some of these medicines. They really can be life changing if thats what the user is in need of. I'm surprised nobody mentioned it but these things (when taken properly) give you what you need, not what you want.
Mush love Mariana, I appreciate you my friend!🍄🙏✌❤
Love everything Mariana Van Zeller does!
Same
Like show extreme close-ups of eyes of guys fighting the system
Thank you for your service Mr. Hardison
Such a cool vid. I loved when hamilton morris covered Krystle Cole and her story about leonard pickard and todd skinner. Super crazy. Im an experienced psychonaut myself and im a chemist now. These stories about secret clandestine chemists are so interesting
I visited Leonard many times in prison. We still are in touch.
Mariana is one of the best journalists working right now
Yeah she's very uplifting and respectable.
Dropping a tab in my apartment tonight. Fingers crossed it’s a beautiful experience
How'd it go?
@@AbstractPattern
Hope he didn't jump out a window ..😅
You have to do at least three hits to really be "experienced ".
@@GerardSaintLouis-c3d
In the 70s it was 4way ,eye drop amount...today's tabs is 1/4 amount..GO WOODSTOCK...hahaha
And?
Great great story mariana. Keep going and be safe. Love it
This drug gave me the courage to accept myself and come out.
Happy for you bro. It made me want to get better. My first ego death changed my life.
Thank you to all involved!! 😊
Lsd is not the " holy grail" of psychedelics. They are all the holy grail
Sholgen was an amazing person very smart.he introduced the world to so many new phycadelics THANK YOU R.I.P.
It is sacred
💯
or perhaps sometimes a path in that direction
LSD synthesis does require a basic background in chemistry, precursor access, peer/group & lab experience, and a few trial rounds to complete a perfect product. It isn’t a total mystery, that only a few chemists can solve. The entire process of procedures belongs to anyone willing to risk their physical freedom, so others may have mental freedom. The drug itself doesn’t belong on open market, but at same time it belongs to everyone. Controlling the substance medically, via psychiatric intervention and psychotherapy, is a reasonable answer, esp. for those who suffer with mental health conditions. LSD has incredible medicinal value for modern society.
Yup. The old methods were a bit tricky but the Chinese and Indians use peptide coupling reagents to make the stuff in bulk and nearly 100% yeild from the lysergic acid.
these dramatic people in this show act like its going extinct.
Yeah cause every substance which is controlled is doing us soooo well. 😂
It’s been 40 years but L is by far my fav drug……unless you catch a bad one.
I have never had a bad trip nor have ever heard of anyone having one and I have tripped hundreds of times .
@@rottweilerfun9520 it all depends on the person and environment really, personally I’ve seen two people I know have a bad trip
@@rottweilerfun9520 your lucky only had one but it was a mfer kinda like getting sea sick you’re afraid to try again 😬but I did 😀
As a person that as taken doses from a few to more than 50 doses at a time it changed my life forever i realized the human condition and opened my mind to evey aspect and vue from every one to every thing !! I never saw like wierd stuff but i did see the auras from all living things .
You had WEAK acid.
So tired of hearing about the idiot government taking 5 decades to figure something out.
People who are hired to make decisions and they never do.
It's particularly bad when the true motivation is revealed. Reduce us all to controlled predictable human livestock
They're on the payroll of people who call the shots. There is a huge financial element in keeping people away from non-addictive, safe if done right and often permanent solutions to what they're currently taking benzos and other garbage for.
Responsible producers/distributors of classic psychedelics, are actually the heros... They offer life long benefits to millions. They are a safe recreational substance too... the risks, are effectively mitigated with basic cautions.
Neptune & Saturn in Pisces......it will get worse before it gets better. When profit is removed from the drug marketing systems this will change. ❤
I want to be Matt's friend, seriously I've lived with a level of depression that Matt's been introduced to. I'm a real friend, Matt! 🙏
So the young veteran who suffered PTSD serving his country should be applauded for his courage to share his story. The world needs to hear more stories like this.
Found the keys to the door in my mind. Realized that the universe was more deep and profound than I could contemplate.
I could get it for 50 cents a hit in 1966 ! I sell it for 2 dollars! That was good money back then, out of Oklahoma all the way to Louisiana! Gee I sad to much !
Send me location lol
36 cents a hit in 1988. Thank the Deadheads and Sandoz Chemicals!
You can get sheets for $150. Considering it's 60 years later I'd say that's not bad. If you buy some crystal it works down to about .25~.50c a hit.
Fabulous journalism, primo production. We're living in the Dark Ages.
16:24 She is handling a vile of 10,000 hits of lsd with no gloves on. That's crazy. Or pure genius to transcend into a higher dimension.
Osmosis!
Don't worry about tracking it, just make sure it continues to exist. 👌
Family fluff was the best I ever had when I was a streetkid in Santa cruz in the late 90s
I was a street kid in SC also in the late 80's. Have you seen it lately? Horrible.
@@lalapo5304 I haven't seen it lately, I had to flee cali in 2016 to get off the black. I think I caught the tail end of the good times though in the late 90s. Hippie corner was still a thing. I was actually down there when Jerry died. We used to panhandle beer and acid money on pacific Avenue 😆 those were the days. Now I live in seattle.
@@lalapo5304 I grew up on the hill on bear creek road.
I had some "Purple Jesus" blotter around '94 that was amazing. It was head and shoulders above anything I have ever came across.
@@terryt2728 !!!!!!
Oh, I remember the nights listening to the forests breath, the rivers babble! The greatest experiences of my life and at 66 I'm still tripping the light fantastic!
The moment Casey showed up, I was like "wait is that Casey? Hey, woah, it's Casey?" Cause I remember as I was watching this and she kept mentioning her want to neet with and speak to a chemist I kept thinking to myself "Well she should just talk to Casey Hardison then" sure enough he pops up.
This was one of your best ones Mariana! Thank you!