sometimes think that? you should understand everyone has darkness in them, if its not on the outside its still there. always for everyone. just shows in different ways
The line that hits the closest to home for me is one of the lines that people don’t tend to notice. “But my disorder can’t be cured by a bottle, blade or dose.”
This used to be my favorite song in sixth grade when I was stupid, edgy, and didn't understand the lyrics. Now that I'm older and actually mentally ill, it's kind of reassurance to hear this song again.
Dont let anybody tell you that you are mentally ill. You are actually smart enough to fight this sick world and not sell your soul to that bullshit we call life. Your mental "illness" is just you fighting the fucked up way this world has become. A natural reaction, the people who are not ill, those are the one to worry about. Have faith in a higher power , ask for a guide. Ask again and again and eventualy the universe will help you. Just keep knocking, i am not talking about religion. What i am talking about runs deeper then any religion. Havent you always had the feeling that something is off about the whole world and like you are the only one realizing. Thats it. Cling to that. Your not crazy, i promise.
@@af2876 okay bro i get what you're talking about here but sometime yes you are actually mentally ill. Sometimes you are in fact the sick one and you need to deal with it, sometimes telling yourself you're not sick is just you falling deeper into your illness or otherwise completely unhelpful. You wouldn't say "don't let anybody tell you you're disabled" to a person in a wheelchair would you? I sure hope not b/e that would be factually wrong, same with mental illness.
This song is just so....beautifully composed. It gives one the strength to go on. Recently, things haven't gone the best for me. It pains me and I cry but this song.....when you're at your weakest point, now is the optimal time to listen to it. Please hope for the morning.
"You don't need a song to go on... do it yourself" Agree, but don't you realise people need inspiration, something to empower them? Music is one of the most powerful forces in the world, if a song can help you which I know for a fact it can, than that is great, doesn't mean you aren't helping yourself as well.
+cankat +LIL DOOP The way I see it, being inspired by a song to keep going _is_ helping yourself. Your memories are most of what you are, and you'd be nothing without them. When you hear a song, it's part of your memories so it's part of you. Everyone keeps going because there's something they want to live for, so if they're still "doing it themselves", someone inspired by a song would, too.
I normally try to stay out of the debates that happen on my videos. This is a public place and people are free to talk about whatever they want (though I do ask that it be kept appropriate). But the amount of controversy over fandom comments under this video makes me sad. I know this song has deep meaning to many people (it means a lot to me too), but it can also be easily related to numerous fandoms (I'm in lots of fandoms and I relate this song to several of them). Relating a song to a fandom does not have to cheapen it's meaning in any way. Nor does the fact that you personally relate to a song mean you can't also relate it to a fandom. I don't think there's anything wrong with either perspective. The problem is when you allow other people's comments and opinions to interfere with YOUR enjoyment of the song. The beautiful thing about music is that it means different things to different people, so let everyone enjoy it in whatever way makes them happy and don't let their views stop you from enjoying it in your way.
I don't get why people are mad that people came here from an amv? yeah, it gets annoying when you go through the comment section and all you see is that. but hey, at least they came here cause they liked the song. Cause ya'know, the song is pretty lit.
It's the fact that everyone is commenting that, and it's becoming annoying. Now I actually see more comments complaining about it than the actual comments causing the problem though.
When she says "hope of morning" I can also picture it being "hope of mourning" as in she doesn't want to feel dead inside she wants to still be able to feel things Just a conspiracy theory
Years ago I fought PTSD, and when I was scared to relapse I listened to this song to calm me down. Now I‘m a psychologist myself and just stumbled about it again - it fills me with so much warmth and happiness now. It really does get better, don‘t give up to those who are still struggling ❤️
I used to listen to this song when I was younger, I liked it very much because of the rhythm. But now, I came back here again after a while and I love this song because of the lyrics, I understand it very much as it resembles my life very much. When you're happy, you enjoy the music. When you're sad, you understand the lyrics.
***** I know exactly what you said, and you view yourself as a "knight" or a "protector" when in reality you are a scared child cowering behind extreme uses of metaphor. Only a fool says he welcomes the darkness, yet thinks himself an angel. You say you have not given up, but welcoming darkness and pain is the greatest form of defeat. How many people have you "protected" and "stood up for"? Chances are when real fights go down, you cower in the shadows. It's time to stop hiding behind such grand exaggerations and step out into the real world.
***** Oh, I see. You're one of those anime-loving emo people that hate using contractions when they speak and are so sad with their lives that they try to incorporate elements of anime into their actual life and exaggerate all their problems when in reality they are just a sad fat kid lurking behind a computer because they are too scared to go out into the real world for fear of being rejected by their peers... Just look at that profile picture, ugh. Like, did you really just say "foolish human" ? You've got to be kidding me. Go outside and get some friends. AND GET SOME PROFESSIONAL HELP. YOU ARE NOT RIGHT IN THE HEAD. :)
llkool2014 Okay, wow. I know this conversation has been over, for at least 3 days, but. Just. WOW. What a fucking ass you are. "sad fat kid lurking behind a computer screen because they are too scared to go out into the real world for fear of being rejected by their peers... ". What. Do you know what you just said? Not everyone's just *afraid*, I mean I can't speak on behalf of Patrick over there but the reason *I* am typically on the internet is because I've been worse than *rejected*. I've been attacked, in more than one way. Also, please do not tell people "you are not right in the head." That's... Really insulting. And rude. And just, disgusting in general. As well as the fact you classified anime lovers as "emo". Not all of them are as depressing as you think. I know some very... Hyper, happy individuals that are anime fans... Uh, anyway... I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but please, go crawl back into the trashcan your opinion just crawled out of.
Here's three things for ya. 1 I never said all anime lovers are emo. There is a sub group within them that are though. I even enjoy some anime as well. 2 if you think that comment was written by someone who is indeed right in the head, then you aren't. And 3. Do you think I would be listening to this song if I haven't gone through tons and tons of stuff too? I respect those with mental illnesses like depression and anxiety but I call crazy when I see it. Like damn he really called me "foolish human". I'm still laughing from that one. Lol.
One of my all time favorites, has so many different meanings for so many people ....and it is beautiful because tells us it is ok to be imperfect and battle darkness with the "hope of morning", a new day, a new beginning, hoping for the best even when expecting the worse❤
This music is great beyond the lyrics. The rhythm is fast paced with rap vocals, Just like a mind Full of worries and ansiety, and then It breaks in the choir Very calmy
Oh my god... It's wonderful coming back here, recovered from whatever mental thing I had going on (an identity crisis? Depression? Not sure, but there was something wrong with me), and to feel nothing but memories and a good song when I listen to this, rather than the sadness, pain, confusion and at the same time happiness that at least there was something out there that understood what was happening to me. I can't believe it was only a month, and in that time I've completely gotten over what was going on. Still love the song though!
I am currently having a depression attack--I am so tired of living, of doctors and prescriptions and therapists and the cruel and thoughtless people . Never being able to measure up or be worthy of anyone's care, even my family. Icon has helped me so much. A well as Marina and the Diamonds. I'm so tired though, so sick of hurting.
alana walker I almost cut myself with a knife because i looked at a knife then i realized how am i supposed to hide the cut my family will know somethings wrong and i dont want them to worry
@@mgam4963 I feel you. I wish I could hurt myself, but I know if I did than the people around me would notice. So I just have to get to keep it all bottled up inside, and it's so hard
this song is my true medication when I feel like my life has no purpose then I listen to this song. and I feel like after this song is life is far more then our eyes and ears can go. our life does have purpose. it could be one person's life or the world itself but whatever the case is. our lifes do matter even homeless people, even other people their lifes can be change into a good life. and don't let other people interfere our feelings, our life. if you know and if you want then do it. im just a 16 year old kid and this song has help my life and it stills is one of the things that help me through my years of my life. thxs Icon
I also have to say the way you made this video is amazing. The way how you made the important words stick out and make us think about what it's really about was incredible and creative. Great job
Come from the fandom stay for the vocals, lyrics, and raw fucking emotion yall dont know how many times ive used this song to push tears out? I cant cry easily due to being a bottler, but theres an easy valve for relief when I listen to this song and anything from this band I love you and wish you the best
Judging by the lyrics....it's talking about depression.... The word "hope of morning" means happiness that's is draining inside of yourself......"darkness" refers to suicidal thoughts and the mentioned emotions refers to the feelings u get when ur depressed
@@emptychannel6191 I interpreted it in a similar matter. That this song is about depression and you're fighting against it but cant help listen to the lies it whispers in your ears.
@@emptychannel6191 same.. How the Hope of Morning is like the hope of a new day, the possibility of unexpected happiness in the near future makes fighting the darkness worth it "The Hope of Morning makes me worth the fight, so I will not be giving in tonight."
@@enevy3165 I think that part is refering that she is hoping that in the morning she can wake up, that is way she says that hope is worth fight i think she mens her life. Like in the song she says that there is something wron in side her head, she is acting normal so the rest of the world do not find out about it.
The writer and those that relate deserve a hug and be assured they dont stand alone then abandoned left to fend for themselves. Only after being drilled that the responsibility is their birth right. :) fight on warriors
In middle school I was legitimately thinking of suicide. That was just last year. Singing really helped me. I found this song right after I finally stopped thinking about suicide. High School has been tough, but music has helped me get through it.
1:56 "But I don't wanna let you see that. I don't want my friends to know. Self-disgusted and Selfishness Take me everywhere I go" Relatable lyrics right there.
I just discovered this song today and it already feels nostalgic Just sounds like something I'd really like when I was younger. And I _do_ really like it now. The lyrics are so good too. God, I love Icon For Hire.
I heard the Nightcored version of this one first and couldn't understand it very well. So I came to find this version and words just can't describe the feelings this evokes. I love it. Amazing work on the video as well! I love it.
Bit of a rant below I feel the lyrics “straight up made up epidemics” mental health isn’t a fun tag. It’s hell on earth I have been suffering since I was young and I was officially diagnosed but it really hurts when people use it lightly. Pills help me I get them from my doctor but I can never be fixed. I can’t just magically be ok. I love icon for hire because I feel like the music understands how hard it is to get my point across without sounding like a pompous asshole because of how people use my disorders as ammunition. Depression isn’t sadness it’s when there is nothing wrong but you feel like it’s hard to breathe. Autism doesn’t make me behind the curve it makes me different and I don’t know things the way you do. High IQ doesn’t make me have good grades or make me a bragging asshole it makes me understand more. Anxiety isn’t being scared it’s hyperventilating because I can’t stop my mind from racing and crying and shaking. ADHD isn’t I just can’t sit straight it’s I can’t think about one thing and I’m failing because of it. This are how my disorders present may not be how yours do. Disorders aren’t just emotions there how my brain works. I just hate how people use these things so lightly. I’m sorry if it makes me a gatekeeper or a asshole I just want people to know what’s wrong with me without looking at me like I’m looking for attention or a charity case... I’m just so done being the speaker. I’m not perfect but I’m doing my damnedest I just want people to understand. I don’t want to have to feel like this. I just needed this of my chest thanks if you read this wether you agree or not.
I'm gonna guess they mean the kids that just see one post/short comic strip about something and then self diagnose, which do exist but I'm going to guess they're mostly young (maybe 13-15) and/or have some other problems that they could really use help with even if it's just usual teen drama, not those with actual diagnoses or those that are suffering but for one reason or another can't get a diagnosis/an accurate one.
It's absolutely true, that not taking mental health issues seriously is a huge problem and everyone deserves to get adequate help and understanding! But I think she is specifically talking about people who wrongfully self diagnose and use that to gain clout and sympathy on the internet, and especially romatize those problems. I pretty sure that Ariel was fighting quite a few of her own mental health related demons for a long time :)
I'm so glad you uploaded this lyrics vid, I love the song but I was never able to figure out what she was saying in the beginning, if I know the lyrics I can actually understand a song better, and this is by far one of the best songs I've listened to in a while so I wanted to thank you for spending your time to make a lyric video for it
This song hits really close to home. It's beautiful and personal. I immediateely felt like my feelings and thoughts were just made into musical gold (and I'm sure many othera feel/felt the same)
I love Icon for Hire so much. Their music means a lot to me. Also, I'm a child who tends to listen to fast music, so Icon for Hire is like. The best thing ever. Even though it's hard to sing along for me since I'm not a native English speaker and even in my native language I have trouble with talking fast or singing along to fast songs :'3 R.I.P. Nice lyric video tho, you have a great feeling for timing!
dier440 I had always heard insomniac as well until I saw different lyrics posted somewhere. I think both make sense but it does sound more like insomniac.
Then at 1:43 is it "trade up made up epidemics" or "straight up made up epidemics"? Straight up seems to make more sense and since the previous word ends in an "s" it's hard to distinguish the two.
It didn't go well, I don't really know how to write stories well, I did get the first chapter mostly done but then deleted it and re-wrote it. I still don't like it but might go back to it sooner or later
@@cassidywoods392 Ahh, I see. That is unfortunate. There's a lot of tips and tricks for becoming a better writer, and I definitely know the feeling of not meeting your own standards. But the most important thing is to have fun with it. I wish you the best in all your endevours. :)
So it's not long enough I started my song hunting in the rock genre,. depressed af..Gave up on life..but then a person who's now really close to my heart introduced me to this..... She's trying to save me in every possible way and am trying to hold on because of her....Now I'm writing all this here because I can't tell her all this......I can't thank you enough for saving me A. If you're reading this then you know who you are .....I will love you till my last breath even if that's gonna be tomorrow ~C.
This song has ment a hell of a lot to me for longer then I can remember. First found it when I was in school... what a ride I've had since. And it hasn't gotten any better. I remember the impact this song had on me the first time I ever heard it. It hit me hard. And that impact still hits everytime I come back to this song.. its a comfort that people around me don't understand The lyrics are so meaningful and they hit so close to home. The Meldoy really helps express the emotion. And the way it was sung. You can hear the meaning and expression in her voice Its beautiful song that hits were it needs to. The words "when the hope of morning starts to fade in me" that hit me deeply first time because that's how I felt almost every single night. And one of the most powerful sentences for me was "my disorder can't be cured by a bottle blade or dose" that.. I went through those stages mid teenage years to late Hurting myself, drinking, and when I was on medication I felt worse I felt hollow. Empty as if I was just the shell with no core It took a lot to crotnrol myself and fight back against that To anyone who loves this song and feels it. Stay strong stay tough keep hope and look up. There's a light In every darkness don't lose your way. See through to end of the road without ever turning back! We will.make it
I love this song so much. Its like my feelings in a song. The speed makes this song so good cause my mind is too thinkin so fast + ah whatever i gonna say its perfect for me :D
*_This song really gets my hopes up. I’ve had plenty of pitfalls and, two weeks ago, I felt like everything was over for me. Listening to this reminds me that I’ve got goals I still need to accomplish, and that I can’t fall back yet. It isn’t easy, but you can’t let your failures stop your journeys. There’s something you’re meant to do. There’s a reason you exist. Don’t waste your life and become useless like the world says you are. Show ‘em who’s boss._*
When you listen to the song/watch this video so much you start to hear and see all the little details that make this song and lyric video THAT much better.
Even though I'm coming from a fandom (SU) I have to say that you did a great job with this. All the edits in the video show that put a lot of effort into this. Hope you have a wonderful day~
I used to listen to this song when i was going though my depression, it reminds me a lot of bad memories but at the same time i still love this song, i feel like a sense of nostalgia, it's really weird.
I love this song....it feels like it's almost too perfect for representing the struggles I'm going through every day. I love the hope part of it. I want to fight for getting healthy, to be able to live my life fully and I want to keep hope close to me...the hope that it gets better at some point, is what keeps me going. Thank you for this beautiful song.
thanks icon for hire for helping me recognise my mental illness and come to peace with it. FEeling heaps better aftert 4+ years of darkness. Hope is around the corner guys/gals!!
Every now and then I come back here. Damn, my middle school self was into something but I really feel comforted with this. It's a surprise I still remember the lyrics XD
As someone with both a lot of anxiety and a lot of hope, I relate. My anxiety and hope are always fighting, though. Anyway, the lyrics I relate to the most are: "... Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside No where to hide inside my mind I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair I second-guess myself to death I resolicit at every step What if my words are meaningless? What if my heart's misleading this? ..." "When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself Like never let you get a word in While I dissect my mental health ..." "... I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did All the pain I can't explain away won't fade All the secrets silenced by the shame ..." And, of course "And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight I will not be giving in tonight"
Icon for Hire, you helped me get away from drugs, off the streets and into a much better state of mind!! I recommend you to anyone struggling with "emo" issues of life... I used to cut to see blood, to feel something other than emotional hurt, to protect my family. When things in life were pushing me back toward that outlet, this song and "Under the Knife" pulled me down from the ledge, took the blade away and opened my eyes. Thank you very much for doing what you do!!!
I just randomly resembled upon this song at 30 "When I'm old and gray or 30 or whatever happens first" I don't know how to explain what just happened The fact that this song completely randomly popped in my head after not thinking about it or even remembering it for years The song helped me a lot when I was an addict I've now been sober for nearly 8 years How crazy Hey past me We did it, we made it out the other side The world is....a lot different But we're okay
The last time I even remembered this song existed, I was a depressed, suicid@l teen going through living hell. I used to listen to it each night to convince myself not to end it, and I remember that I almost did. Seeing this crop up out of nowhere, now as an adult with C-PTSD but away from that torment that made me so badly not want to be alive, wow. If I could only go back in time to tell teen me one thing, I'd tell them that the suffering would be over soon. Because a couple years later, the torment did end. If teen me could see who I am now, I feel like they would be proud. It's not easy escaping a cult, and it's even harder living through the scars it caused. But damn if I don't love each new day now, because I do. And knowing that that suffering is forever over makes each day worth it.
This song has 3 meanings to me, in no particular order. 1. Steven Universe. 2. My own struggle with mental health and thoughts like these 3. My relation to the words and the utter emotion and beauty in it ^^
this song is so relatable to people going through depression and similar disorders! this song is very lovely to hear especially when it talks about disorders and what its like!
I love this song, it basically explains what goes on in my head, icon for hire will always be a great band, that's for sure. I love what you did with the lyrics, it makes it seem more deep and meaningful.
Lmao I'm totally doing this to piss people off but yes I did come from the SU AMV. I don't see why it's a problem, you should be happy whoever made that AMV got people to listen to this song because it's really good. But, this is the internet so I can't expect much.
Icon For Hire is just one of those bands who has a song for every emotion. You can listen to them when your sad, when you need some anger stabby song to scream along to, or just when ever you wanna hear a good song. It's strange and yet beautiful.
This makes me take my mind of self harming the hope of the next morning and being alive helps me Even if the recovery of my scars take forever.I never want to say I love self harm.But it just wants to spill out.Icon for Hire helped me realize there is more to life than pain. Thank you.
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"Don't dare let darkness have its way with me." my favorite verse, I sometimes think that everyone has a little darkness in them.
Alyss Bunny I can’t pick a favorite line from this song, the whole damn thing is so good and well-written
sometimes think that? you should understand everyone has darkness in them, if its not on the outside its still there. always for everyone. just shows in different ways
I think the Darkness is the endless sleep she means!
The line that hits the closest to home for me is one of the lines that people don’t tend to notice.
“But my disorder can’t be cured by a bottle, blade or dose.”
Same that line always stood out to me
That line always makes me cry. It's so real! Ariel is a genius
My favorite part is "try as I might to keep it together, why is recovery taking forever, fool the whole wold until I get better"
same cause i'm actually afraid that i will have to fake my smile forever
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@@meganmeeker5111 do you wanna talk?
@@konnernissen1661 sure...you wanna start? i'm slightly awkward.
This used to be my favorite song in sixth grade when I was stupid, edgy, and didn't understand the lyrics. Now that I'm older and actually mentally ill, it's kind of reassurance to hear this song again.
Oh god me too. Sixth grade pre emo phase and i listened to billie eilish around the same time. Dang
Dont let anybody tell you that you are mentally ill. You are actually smart enough to fight this sick world and not sell your soul to that bullshit we call life. Your mental "illness" is just you fighting the fucked up way this world has become. A natural reaction, the people who are not ill, those are the one to worry about. Have faith in a higher power , ask for a guide. Ask again and again and eventualy the universe will help you. Just keep knocking, i am not talking about religion. What i am talking about runs deeper then any religion. Havent you always had the feeling that something is off about the whole world and like you are the only one realizing. Thats it. Cling to that. Your not crazy, i promise.
@@af2876 Tell me you've never dealt with severe mental illness without telling me you've never dealt with severe mental illness
@@someedgyusername you think i would talk like that, if i had no clue? Why would you even think or say that?
@@af2876 okay bro i get what you're talking about here but sometime yes you are actually mentally ill. Sometimes you are in fact the sick one and you need to deal with it, sometimes telling yourself you're not sick is just you falling deeper into your illness or otherwise completely unhelpful. You wouldn't say "don't let anybody tell you you're disabled" to a person in a wheelchair would you? I sure hope not b/e that would be factually wrong, same with mental illness.
This song is just so....beautifully composed. It gives one the strength to go on. Recently, things haven't gone the best for me. It pains me and I cry but this song.....when you're at your weakest point, now is the optimal time to listen to it. Please hope for the morning.
+Shaline Mendez Legend has it that a mouth filled with cockcheese does alot to a tired mind.
I feel you
"You don't need a song to go on... do it yourself" Agree, but don't you realise people need inspiration, something to empower them? Music is one of the most powerful forces in the world, if a song can help you which I know for a fact it can, than that is great, doesn't mean you aren't helping yourself as well.
+cankat
+LIL DOOP
The way I see it, being inspired by a song to keep going _is_ helping yourself. Your memories are most of what you are, and you'd be nothing without them. When you hear a song, it's part of your memories so it's part of you. Everyone keeps going because there's something they want to live for, so if they're still "doing it themselves", someone inspired by a song would, too.
im trying my hardest to hope for the morning but idk..
I normally try to stay out of the debates that happen on my videos. This is a public place and people are free to talk about whatever they want (though I do ask that it be kept appropriate). But the amount of controversy over fandom comments under this video makes me sad. I know this song has deep meaning to many people (it means a lot to me too), but it can also be easily related to numerous fandoms (I'm in lots of fandoms and I relate this song to several of them). Relating a song to a fandom does not have to cheapen it's meaning in any way. Nor does the fact that you personally relate to a song mean you can't also relate it to a fandom. I don't think there's anything wrong with either perspective. The problem is when you allow other people's comments and opinions to interfere with YOUR enjoyment of the song. The beautiful thing about music is that it means different things to different people, so let everyone enjoy it in whatever way makes them happy and don't let their views stop you from enjoying it in your way.
I agree.
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lol, this is too long to read
exactly
That's a powerful comment.
When a song wraps up most of your life, in three minutes...
It took me 3 days to learn how to rap it
Same
yeah...
Agreed.
same :I
Icon For Hire is rapidly becoming one of my favorite bands.
I know right 😀
Jenya Lestina yes I too
I don't get why people are mad that people came here from an amv? yeah, it gets annoying when you go through the comment section and all you see is that. but hey, at least they came here cause they liked the song. Cause ya'know, the song is pretty lit.
It's the fact that everyone is commenting that, and it's becoming annoying.
Now I actually see more comments complaining about it than the actual comments causing the problem though.
you should be glad that the AMV is helping this artist gain popularity.
What's amv???
Am I stupid for not knowing what amv means
No, you are not stupid for not knowing what AMV means, I didn't for a while either. AMV stands for Animated Music Video.
When she says "hope of morning" I can also picture it being "hope of mourning" as in she doesn't want to feel dead inside she wants to still be able to feel things
Just a conspiracy theory
Years ago I fought PTSD, and when I was scared to relapse I listened to this song to calm me down. Now I‘m a psychologist myself and just stumbled about it again - it fills me with so much warmth and happiness now. It really does get better, don‘t give up to those who are still struggling ❤️
I am so proud of you
"My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast."
Such a good sentence. ❤
The lyrics are fantastic in this song. I really like how very little repetition it has.
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I used to listen to this song when I was younger, I liked it very much because of the rhythm. But now, I came back here again after a while and I love this song because of the lyrics, I understand it very much as it resembles my life very much. When you're happy, you enjoy the music. When you're sad, you understand the lyrics.
Wow, what a powerful and truly meaningful song. It speaks volumes.
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Thank you for understanding me. The amount of ridiculous talk about irrelevant fandoms in the comments saddens me greatly..
This song saved me. Ty icon for hire. I will keep hoping for morning.
***** Damn that's some intensely negative thinking. I'm glad I picked myself up out of the dirt instead of choosing to dwell in it like you have.
***** I know exactly what you said, and you view yourself as a "knight" or a "protector" when in reality you are a scared child cowering behind extreme uses of metaphor.
Only a fool says he welcomes the darkness, yet thinks himself an angel.
You say you have not given up, but welcoming darkness and pain is the greatest form of defeat.
How many people have you "protected" and "stood up for"? Chances are when real fights go down, you cower in the shadows.
It's time to stop hiding behind such grand exaggerations and step out into the real world.
***** Oh, I see. You're one of those anime-loving emo people that hate using contractions when they speak and are so sad with their lives that they try to incorporate elements of anime into their actual life and exaggerate all their problems when in reality they are just a sad fat kid lurking behind a computer because they are too scared to go out into the real world for fear of being rejected by their peers... Just look at that profile picture, ugh.
Like, did you really just say "foolish human" ? You've got to be kidding me. Go outside and get some friends.
AND GET SOME PROFESSIONAL HELP. YOU ARE NOT RIGHT IN THE HEAD. :)
llkool2014 Okay, wow. I know this conversation has been over, for at least 3 days, but. Just. WOW. What a fucking ass you are. "sad fat kid lurking behind a computer screen because they are too scared to go out into the real world for fear of being rejected by their peers... ". What. Do you know what you just said? Not everyone's just *afraid*, I mean I can't speak on behalf of Patrick over there but the reason *I* am typically on the internet is because I've been worse than *rejected*. I've been attacked, in more than one way.
Also, please do not tell people "you are not right in the head." That's... Really insulting. And rude. And just, disgusting in general.
As well as the fact you classified anime lovers as "emo". Not all of them are as depressing as you think. I know some very... Hyper, happy individuals that are anime fans... Uh, anyway...
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but please, go crawl back into the trashcan your opinion just crawled out of.
Here's three things for ya. 1 I never said all anime lovers are emo. There is a sub group within them that are though. I even enjoy some anime as well.
2 if you think that comment was written by someone who is indeed right in the head, then you aren't.
And 3. Do you think I would be listening to this song if I haven't gone through tons and tons of stuff too?
I respect those with mental illnesses like depression and anxiety but I call crazy when I see it.
Like damn he really called me "foolish human". I'm still laughing from that one. Lol.
Im so glad i discovered this song
Me 2!
+The Minecat agree
Same, this song is too good
This gave me hope...
I couldnt sleep but listening to this song helped me finally ready to sleep idk how
These lyrics explain everything that I can’t put into words it’s crazy
One of my all time favorites, has so many different meanings for so many people ....and it is beautiful because tells us it is ok to be imperfect and battle darkness with the "hope of morning", a new day, a new beginning, hoping for the best even when expecting the worse❤
Thank you for uploading this I love what you did for the lyrics really creative. :D
You're welcome!
+Ethelia Jumper eye leik how u did dis
this song describes my depression and anxiety so perfectly well i love ICON FOR HIRE for making songs that have such a deep meaning
This music is great beyond the lyrics. The rhythm is fast paced with rap vocals, Just like a mind Full of worries and ansiety, and then It breaks in the choir Very calmy
theme song for depression/anxiety disorders
Yes
That's why i love this song
i actually have it
I actually have it.
As well as suicidal attacks. 'the hope of morning makes me worth the fight' is like saying 'i survived another day and I fought for it'
Oh my god... It's wonderful coming back here, recovered from whatever mental thing I had going on (an identity crisis? Depression? Not sure, but there was something wrong with me), and to feel nothing but memories and a good song when I listen to this, rather than the sadness, pain, confusion and at the same time happiness that at least there was something out there that understood what was happening to me. I can't believe it was only a month, and in that time I've completely gotten over what was going on.
Still love the song though!
Aaaaand.... I relate again. Shit. Oh well, I'll be fine next month. 😅
I hope.
First Name Surname holis
Yeah I came back here after years! The nostalgia just hits hard. Im so good now
I am currently having a depression attack--I am so tired of living, of doctors and prescriptions and therapists and the cruel and thoughtless people . Never being able to measure up or be worthy of anyone's care, even my family. Icon has helped me so much. A well as Marina and the Diamonds. I'm so tired though, so sick of hurting.
alana walker I hope you recover. "Don't let darkness have its way with you".
alana walker I hope you recover. "Don't let darkness have its way with you".
Me too bro we are in this together
alana walker I almost cut myself with a knife because i looked at a knife then i realized how am i supposed to hide the cut my family will know somethings wrong and i dont want them to worry
@@mgam4963 I feel you. I wish I could hurt myself, but I know if I did than the people around me would notice. So I just have to get to keep it all bottled up inside, and it's so hard
the lyrics are powerful
thanks
True
this song is my true medication when I feel like my life has no purpose then I listen to this song. and I feel like after this song is life is far more then our eyes and ears can go. our life does have purpose. it could be one person's life or the world itself but whatever the case is. our lifes do matter even homeless people, even other people their lifes can be change into a good life. and don't let other people interfere our feelings, our life. if you know and if you want then do it. im just a 16 year old kid and this song has help my life and it stills is one of the things that help me through my years of my life. thxs Icon
I also have to say the way you made this video is amazing. The way how you made the important words stick out and make us think about what it's really about was incredible and creative. Great job
Icon For Hire could be my religion
I really think they'd prefer that you follow their God.
fuck your faith What I Believe
Bleached Mabbit Someone isn't in the mood for a civil discussion. However, just so you are aware, I am praying for you.
k
Ew God.
Come from the fandom
stay for the vocals, lyrics, and raw fucking emotion
yall dont know how many times ive used this song to push tears out? I cant cry easily due to being a bottler, but theres an easy valve for relief when I listen to this song and anything from this band
I love you and wish you the best
Judging by the lyrics....it's talking about depression.... The word "hope of morning" means happiness that's is draining inside of yourself......"darkness" refers to suicidal thoughts and the mentioned emotions refers to the feelings u get when ur depressed
@@emptychannel6191 I interpreted it in a similar matter. That this song is about depression and you're fighting against it but cant help listen to the lies it whispers in your ears.
@@emptychannel6191 same.. How the Hope of Morning is like the hope of a new day, the possibility of unexpected happiness in the near future makes fighting the darkness worth it
"The Hope of Morning makes me worth the fight, so I will not be giving in tonight."
@@enevy3165 I think that part is refering that she is hoping that in the morning she can wake up, that is way she says that hope is worth fight i think she mens her life. Like in the song she says that there is something wron in side her head, she is acting normal so the rest of the world do not find out about it.
My boyfriend showed me this yesterday, and I cried because the lyrics relate so much to me...
I cried too haha :3
We will cry together XD
damn that attention though
Lukas Schröter Says you, I am putting what actually happened, no need for your input.
Zero Kiryu I like this song too xD
The writer and those that relate deserve a hug and be assured they dont stand alone then abandoned left to fend for themselves. Only after being drilled that the responsibility is their birth right. :) fight on warriors
"i don't have to have the answers, but tonight i wish i did"
That part always makes me tear up....even after all these years
In middle school I was legitimately thinking of suicide. That was just last year. Singing really helped me. I found this song right after I finally stopped thinking about suicide. High School has been tough, but music has helped me get through it.
Pearl Bird Mom
Same! I found out this song by one of my best friends, I still haven't thanked her... darn it
Music helps me cope with stuff too.
Mood I’m in 11th grade
@Легкий заработок от 1500 в день um... chile anyways
I am so proud of you and hope you are okay now.
1:56
"But I don't wanna let you see that. I don't want my friends to know. Self-disgusted and Selfishness Take me everywhere I go"
Relatable lyrics right there.
I just discovered this song today and it already feels nostalgic
Just sounds like something I'd really like when I was younger. And I _do_ really like it now. The lyrics are so good too. God, I love Icon For Hire.
WHEN A SONG PRETTY MUCH SUMS UP YOUR LIFE
Amber Smith Edgy shit?
@@sahl7632 Not really edgy. She didnt say she have depression. It's just relatable
I heard the Nightcored version of this one first and couldn't understand it very well. So I came to find this version and words just can't describe the feelings this evokes. I love it.
Amazing work on the video as well! I love it.
I heard it from nightcore too
Bit of a rant below
I feel the lyrics “straight up made up epidemics” mental health isn’t a fun tag. It’s hell on earth I have been suffering since I was young and I was officially diagnosed but it really hurts when people use it lightly. Pills help me I get them from my doctor but I can never be fixed. I can’t just magically be ok. I love icon for hire because I feel like the music understands how hard it is to get my point across without sounding like a pompous asshole because of how people use my disorders as ammunition. Depression isn’t sadness it’s when there is nothing wrong but you feel like it’s hard to breathe. Autism doesn’t make me behind the curve it makes me different and I don’t know things the way you do. High IQ doesn’t make me have good grades or make me a bragging asshole it makes me understand more. Anxiety isn’t being scared it’s hyperventilating because I can’t stop my mind from racing and crying and shaking. ADHD isn’t I just can’t sit straight it’s I can’t think about one thing and I’m failing because of it. This are how my disorders present may not be how yours do. Disorders aren’t just emotions there how my brain works. I just hate how people use these things so lightly. I’m sorry if it makes me a gatekeeper or a asshole I just want people to know what’s wrong with me without looking at me like I’m looking for attention or a charity case... I’m just so done being the speaker. I’m not perfect but I’m doing my damnedest I just want people to understand. I don’t want to have to feel like this.
I just needed this of my chest thanks if you read this wether you agree or not.
I'm gonna guess they mean the kids that just see one post/short comic strip about something and then self diagnose, which do exist but I'm going to guess they're mostly young (maybe 13-15) and/or have some other problems that they could really use help with even if it's just usual teen drama, not those with actual diagnoses or those that are suffering but for one reason or another can't get a diagnosis/an accurate one.
I agree I see all these kids say “I have depression” and when in reality they had a argument, as someone who has depression I find it very annoying
It's absolutely true, that not taking mental health issues seriously is a huge problem and everyone deserves to get adequate help and understanding! But I think she is specifically talking about people who wrongfully self diagnose and use that to gain clout and sympathy on the internet, and especially romatize those problems. I pretty sure that Ariel was fighting quite a few of her own mental health related demons for a long time :)
I 100% agree man.
You listed having a high iq along with depression, ADHD, and autism. How is having a high IQ a mental disorder?
"But my Disorder can't be cured by a Bottle, Blade, or Dose."
Oof.
I'm so glad you uploaded this lyrics vid, I love the song but I was never able to figure out what she was saying in the beginning, if I know the lyrics I can actually understand a song better, and this is by far one of the best songs I've listened to in a while so I wanted to thank you for spending your time to make a lyric video for it
This song hits really close to home. It's beautiful and personal. I immediateely felt like my feelings and thoughts were just made into musical gold (and I'm sure many othera feel/felt the same)
It's amazing how music can make people understand their feelings, this really helped me. what about you ?
Yes in a deep level
matias satina
I understand you completely...
i still love this song, thank you
"Fool the whole world just until i get better
Im terrified ill be faking forever"
The most relatable lyrics ive ever felt in my life. Damn.
I love Icon for Hire so much. Their music means a lot to me.
Also, I'm a child who tends to listen to fast music, so Icon for Hire is like. The best thing ever.
Even though it's hard to sing along for me since I'm not a native English speaker and even in my native language I have trouble with talking fast or singing along to fast songs :'3 R.I.P.
Nice lyric video tho, you have a great feeling for timing!
This and The Grey are so reminiscent of Evanescence and I love it.
Around 1:38 is it "insomniac" or "it's only an act." I've heard both ways and it can be hard to distinguish the two.
definitely insomniac that's what I here and it makes more sense lyric wise
dier440 I had always heard insomniac as well until I saw different lyrics posted somewhere. I think both make sense but it does sound more like insomniac.
Then at 1:43 is it "trade up made up epidemics" or "straight up made up epidemics"? Straight up seems to make more sense and since the previous word ends in an "s" it's hard to distinguish the two.
John Peterson well i hear straight up fairly clearly at that part.
dier440 Ya that's what I was thinking it was but this lyric video had it the other way.
Anyone come here from their mother's womb?
Seriously, no one cares where you came from enjoy the amazing song.
destructiveraider no one cares where you came from either...
how dare you i came from a test tube you ignorant pig/
goddamn right
destructiveraider.
destructiveraider did your profile picture come from cyberlife
Wow this song describes me quite well :( "im terrified i will be faking forever, all the secrets silenced by the shame" :'(
"My disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade or dose"
Dealing with depression and adhd... this song is me
coollary1 Stay strong my friend
+coollary1 I feel you.
+coollary1 *has adhd*
Me too but my depression is major and I'm medicated and if forget to take it I. Let's just say it's not pretty
+Lisa Kripps stay strong dude. SURVIVE!
This song inspired me to start writing a story, so now I'm almost finished with chap 1!
Nice what’s it called
Yo, please tell us how it went. As a hobby writer myself, I'm always curious. ^^
It didn't go well, I don't really know how to write stories well, I did get the first chapter mostly done but then deleted it and re-wrote it. I still don't like it but might go back to it sooner or later
@@cassidywoods392 Ahh, I see. That is unfortunate. There's a lot of tips and tricks for becoming a better writer, and I definitely know the feeling of not meeting your own standards. But the most important thing is to have fun with it.
I wish you the best in all your endevours. :)
DAMNNN THE NOSTALGIA hits with these!!!
Anyone here not because of a fandom?
Me lol, although I am IN some of these fandoms. But I've loved this song forever xD
Evelyn Brooks Same
+Amelia Winchester Btw, love your picture.
Evelyn Brooks Oh thank you so much ^￦^
NOPE!! lol
You have no idea how many times this song has saved my life, thank you so much for making music and for staying alive
So it's not long enough I started my song hunting in the rock genre,. depressed af..Gave up on life..but then a person who's now really close to my heart introduced me to this..... She's trying to save me in every possible way and am trying to hold on because of her....Now I'm writing all this here because I can't tell her all this......I can't thank you enough for saving me A. If you're reading this then you know who you are .....I will love you till my last breath even if that's gonna be tomorrow
~C.
I know it’s been a year since you posted this, and that I’m a complete stranger to you, but I hope you’re still here and going strong xx
@@billienasmith485 oh hi!!! Thanks for checking on dear stranger.. I'm just living for the hope of it all. Definitely better than last year✌️
This song has ment a hell of a lot to me for longer then I can remember. First found it when I was in school... what a ride I've had since. And it hasn't gotten any better.
I remember the impact this song had on me the first time I ever heard it. It hit me hard. And that impact still hits everytime I come back to this song.. its a comfort that people around me don't understand
The lyrics are so meaningful and they hit so close to home. The Meldoy really helps express the emotion. And the way it was sung.
You can hear the meaning and expression in her voice
Its beautiful song that hits were it needs to.
The words "when the hope of morning starts to fade in me" that hit me deeply first time because that's how I felt almost every single night.
And one of the most powerful sentences for me was "my disorder can't be cured by a bottle blade or dose" that.. I went through those stages mid teenage years to late Hurting myself, drinking, and when I was on medication I felt worse I felt hollow. Empty as if I was just the shell with no core
It took a lot to crotnrol myself and fight back against that
To anyone who loves this song and feels it. Stay strong stay tough keep hope and look up. There's a light In every darkness don't lose your way. See through to end of the road without ever turning back! We will.make it
I love this song so much. Its like my feelings in a song. The speed makes this song so good cause my mind is too thinkin so fast + ah whatever i gonna say its perfect for me :D
*_This song really gets my hopes up. I’ve had plenty of pitfalls and, two weeks ago, I felt like everything was over for me. Listening to this reminds me that I’ve got goals I still need to accomplish, and that I can’t fall back yet. It isn’t easy, but you can’t let your failures stop your journeys. There’s something you’re meant to do. There’s a reason you exist. Don’t waste your life and become useless like the world says you are. Show ‘em who’s boss._*
This song helped me get through depression. Thank you, Icon for Hire, even though this isn't their channel so they probably won's see this.
beautiful beautiful beautiful song. especially the lyrics.
glad this AMV brought me here and introduced me to this...
their best song, no doubt.
When you listen to the song/watch this video so much you start to hear and see all the little details that make this song and lyric video THAT much better.
Even though I'm coming from a fandom (SU) I have to say that you did a great job with this. All the edits in the video show that put a lot of effort into this. Hope you have a wonderful day~
I used to listen to this song when i was going though my depression, it reminds me a lot of bad memories but at the same time i still love this song, i feel like a sense of nostalgia, it's really weird.
So many fandoms. This was just in my reccommendeds. XD
I love this song....it feels like it's almost too perfect for representing the struggles I'm going through every day. I love the hope part of it. I want to fight for getting healthy, to be able to live my life fully and I want to keep hope close to me...the hope that it gets better at some point, is what keeps me going. Thank you for this beautiful song.
This song sounds so good with headphones holy poop
thanks icon for hire for helping me recognise my mental illness and come to peace with it. FEeling heaps better aftert 4+ years of darkness. Hope is around the corner guys/gals!!
I never comment on these videos, but I love the way you make them
This song got really good and hit DAMN real quick. It's catchy and the message is great.
Man I remember the days when I used to feel like what she sings about in this 😰
Gabby Looks like you still do.
I just discovered this band a few days ago and I am so in love with their music. ❤ how am I just now discovering them...
my favorite song ever
Every now and then I come back here. Damn, my middle school self was into something but I really feel comforted with this. It's a surprise I still remember the lyrics XD
As someone with both a lot of anxiety and a lot of hope, I relate. My anxiety and hope are always fighting, though. Anyway, the lyrics I relate to the most are:
"...
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
No where to hide inside my mind
I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
I second-guess myself to death
I resolicit at every step
What if my words are meaningless?
What if my heart's misleading this?
..."
"When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first
I'll need you to reassure me
I didn't waste a verse
Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in
While I dissect my mental health
..."
"...
I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
All the secrets silenced by the shame
..."
And, of course
"And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight"
For some reason her voice is really soothing to listen to... I love her music. ❤
Thank you AMV for showing me this song
This song almost makes me cry every time I hear it. Gosh I love this band.
I always find my way to this song when my mental health is deteriorating
Icon for Hire, you helped me get away from drugs, off the streets and into a much better state of mind!! I recommend you to anyone struggling with "emo" issues of life... I used to cut to see blood, to feel something other than emotional hurt, to protect my family. When things in life were pushing me back toward that outlet, this song and "Under the Knife" pulled me down from the ledge, took the blade away and opened my eyes. Thank you very much for doing what you do!!!
I just randomly resembled upon this song at 30
"When I'm old and gray or 30 or whatever happens first"
I don't know how to explain what just happened
The fact that this song completely randomly popped in my head after not thinking about it or even remembering it for years
The song helped me a lot when I was an addict
I've now been sober for nearly 8 years
How crazy
Hey past me
We did it, we made it out the other side
The world is....a lot different
But we're okay
Her voice is angelic on the chorus like damn😳😳😳
Fool the whole world just til i get better. I'm terrified I'll be faking forever.
those words shouldn't hurt?
I relate to them
The last time I even remembered this song existed, I was a depressed, suicid@l teen going through living hell. I used to listen to it each night to convince myself not to end it, and I remember that I almost did.
Seeing this crop up out of nowhere, now as an adult with C-PTSD but away from that torment that made me so badly not want to be alive, wow. If I could only go back in time to tell teen me one thing, I'd tell them that the suffering would be over soon. Because a couple years later, the torment did end. If teen me could see who I am now, I feel like they would be proud. It's not easy escaping a cult, and it's even harder living through the scars it caused. But damn if I don't love each new day now, because I do. And knowing that that suffering is forever over makes each day worth it.
one of my top songs to listen to when I'm depressed or feeling like I may have an anxiety attack
Beautiful work. Clearly quite a bit of effort placed into this. Love it!
This song has 3 meanings to me, in no particular order.
1. Steven Universe.
2. My own struggle with mental health and thoughts like these
3. My relation to the words and the utter emotion and beauty in it ^^
this song is so relatable to people going through depression and similar disorders! this song is very lovely to hear especially when it talks about disorders and what its like!
Fate Zero AMV \o/
I love this song, it basically explains what goes on in my head, icon for hire will always be a great band, that's for sure. I love what you did with the lyrics, it makes it seem more deep and meaningful.
Lmao I'm totally doing this to piss people off but yes I did come from the SU AMV. I don't see why it's a problem, you should be happy whoever made that AMV got people to listen to this song because it's really good. But, this is the internet so I can't expect much.
Same!!!!
* sigh * the internet will be the death of us all...
Same ^u^
Ikr it was great
me too
I love this song soooo much! I've been listening to it for an hour straight
this song reminds me of Lucy Heartfilia
hmm.... that name.... from fairy tail I'm right..?
+Arnelvb Arnel yup
how can someone forget people of fairy tail it makes me sad :(
Garroth's Wifu so true! I never would have thought of that
Icon For Hire is just one of those bands who has a song for every emotion. You can listen to them when your sad, when you need some anger stabby song to scream along to, or just when ever you wanna hear a good song. It's strange and yet beautiful.
I wanna meet the singer of this. She's a lot like me if her work actually describes her..
She has her own TH-cam channel it's called "TheRELShow" she's a really nice person.
Ariel Bloomer, she's amazing!
This makes me take my mind of self harming the hope of the next morning and being alive helps me Even if the recovery of my scars take forever.I never want to say I love self harm.But it just wants to spill out.Icon for Hire helped me realize there is more to life than pain. Thank you.