I have a term i coined for myself called a "God Shot" . a random and unexpected sign from God, a billboard, a bumper sticker, some random t-shirt saying, all of them are ways a message speaks to the exact feeling or emotion I am going through, this video is a "God Shot", a random utube video that was sitting among all the others that I can watch. And this video spoke to me specifically. Thank you Father for this "God Shot."
Solitude has been my saving grace these days. I crochet and watch/listen to your videos. It's comforting and enlightening. Thank you again and always for creating meaningful content in this wacky social media frenzy.
I am learning that simply allowing myself to just be in the moment with no expectations of myself or others works amazingly for me. I still take care of myself and others but I put aside the EGO and not let it ruin or run my life. Well I Try anyways
Boy, I must be strong then because the scars run long and deep, I don't feel like a massive character though! The little things that used to bring me happiness were the little things that were denied me, I got so used to the denials that I stopped expecting anything good ever happening, maybe that was self fulfilment, but I don't see any reason I would do that to myself. Ofcourse, I do recognise that the everyday conversations and activities had become dull and humdrum, I noticed much repetition going on everywhere without any worthwhile effect from it, I think that's what's drained me of life, the monotonous behaviour within society!
Wow this is how I am feeling at the moment, unimpressed with life itself. I thought it was detachment. Ya I have learn to put my own need first now. Especially after being so drained and still not good enough for anyone at all. But now I am in the chrysalis stage, and welcoming the darkness for transformation. Practicing breathing, mindfulness, stay present and listening only to divine guide. Shut down the chaos of the world. They don't have my solutions and will always see me through their own spectrum. So now I know that nothing outside of me defines me. I am happier as a sigma and keep proceeding independent of the world or outer factors. Atleast I can stay in a state of peace and bliss.❤🙏
How do you continue to have hopes and dreams when you now know life has been one big lie and we are being poisoned from every direction and the end goal of these evil people is our death?
This ego death business is risky and potentially dangerous. It could lead to an already depressed person being pushed over the edge into despair and taking one's own life. Exposing and re-living all your traumas, hurts and emotional pain can do that. Makes me wonder if it isn't safer to stay unawakened.
I know how you are feeling. The good news is that the truth is what sets us free. You have a purpose here that no one else can fulfill and you will do so!!!
Exactly, i cannot find anything I remotely like, am suicidal always but my husband was just diagnosed with aggressive Prostate Cancer, he needs me....and then I will be left alone. I always knew this would happen
It happens to me too. Sometimes, I have company, but not the kind of person who would deeply understand how I feel. It hits hard when you're feeling vulnerable, but it gets better in those moments when you feel grateful for what you do have. In the continuum of the universse, you're actually not alone although it doesn't feel like that. Take one day at a time, try to make meaningful friendships and look inside of you, you'll be surprised at all the spiritual richness there. Be kind and compassionate to yourself and you will start to feel a little better. Big Hug.
Nothing brings even a spark of light. I'm done. I'm miserable. I acknowledge there is nothing in this world will ever bring me joy. It exist because this world is a lie. Im stuck here only in this body. Not for long.
It’s so easy to get there. I’ve been there and fight daily not to be there. Try to think… you have a place to live. Many do not. You have food. Many are hungry. You have clean water. Many don’t. You have a mind that can be altered to think grateful positive thoughts. 🙏🏻💗🙏🏻💗prayers for you.
I am learning that simply allowing myself to just be in the moment with no expectations of myself or others works amazingly for me. I still take care of myself and others but I put aside the EGO and not let it ruin or run my life. Well I Try anyways
Spiritually, I feel full. The more I separate myself from the Bread and Circus the more spiritual i feel.
I have a term i coined for myself called a "God Shot" . a random and unexpected sign from God, a billboard, a bumper sticker, some random t-shirt saying, all of them are ways a message speaks to the exact feeling or emotion I am going through, this video is a "God Shot", a random utube video that was sitting among all the others that I can watch. And this video spoke to me specifically. Thank you Father for this "God Shot."
When God is all we got, God is all we need!
Solitude has been my saving grace these days. I crochet and watch/listen to your videos. It's comforting and enlightening. Thank you again and always for creating meaningful content in this wacky social media frenzy.
I am learning that simply allowing myself to just be in the moment with no expectations of myself or others works amazingly for me. I still take care of myself and others but I put aside the EGO and not let it ruin or run my life. Well I Try anyways
Good things take time! "Wait upon the Lord and renew thy strength".
Boy, I must be strong then because the scars run long and deep, I don't feel like a massive character though! The little things that used to bring me happiness were the little things that were denied me, I got so used to the denials that I stopped expecting anything good ever happening, maybe that was self fulfilment, but I don't see any reason I would do that to myself.
Ofcourse, I do recognise that the everyday conversations and activities had become dull and humdrum, I noticed much repetition going on everywhere without any worthwhile effect from it, I think that's what's drained me of life, the monotonous behaviour within society!
Wow this is how I am feeling at the moment, unimpressed with life itself. I thought it was detachment. Ya I have learn to put my own need first now. Especially after being so drained and still not good enough for anyone at all. But now I am in the chrysalis stage, and welcoming the darkness for transformation. Practicing breathing, mindfulness, stay present and listening only to divine guide. Shut down the chaos of the world. They don't have my solutions and will always see me through their own spectrum. So now I know that nothing outside of me defines me. I am happier as a sigma and keep proceeding independent of the world or outer factors. Atleast I can stay in a state of peace and bliss.❤🙏
I get what you’re saying and on that particular part of my journey 😊
Thank you for sharing the light and giving me hope and a way forward. Finally a blueprint that takes me higher. Huge gratitude and blessings to you ❤
I have this feeling, but I'm not depressed. Not sad or hopeless. I just don't find joy in this material world.
Same here may the Lord help us to overcome this emptiness and that's difficult to explain
@RejoiceWayne if you can't take it with you what's the point ya know.
Awareness is Joy . Knowing this , the sharing of this joyous feeling feels too far fetched.
Love your videos. Warm wishes from Australia ❤
Thanks.
How do you continue to have hopes and dreams when you now know life has been one big lie and we are being poisoned from every direction and the end goal of these evil people is our death?
This ego death business is risky and potentially dangerous. It could lead to an already depressed person being pushed over the edge into despair and taking one's own life. Exposing and re-living all your traumas, hurts and emotional pain can do that. Makes me wonder if it isn't safer to stay unawakened.
The problem is knowing the truth and having no desire to continue.
I know how you are feeling. The good news is that the truth is what sets us free. You have a purpose here that no one else can fulfill and you will do so!!!
@@jimbogan5930what if my purpose has already been fulfilled
Exactly, the complete meaninglessness.....I have NO interests in Life, age 69. No children
You have talked to a therapist or minister, or someone?
Exactly, i cannot find anything I remotely like, am suicidal always but my husband was just diagnosed with aggressive Prostate Cancer, he needs me....and then I will be left alone. I always knew this would happen
Joy is a byproduct of resonant alignment with purpose.
I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I talk to myself now...best conversations everyday.
It happens to me too. Sometimes, I have company, but not the kind of person who would deeply understand how I feel. It hits hard when you're feeling vulnerable, but it gets better in those moments when you feel grateful for what you do have. In the continuum of the universse, you're actually not alone although it doesn't feel like that. Take one day at a time, try to make meaningful friendships and look inside of you, you'll be surprised at all the spiritual richness there. Be kind and compassionate to yourself and you will start to feel a little better. Big Hug.
Hello, my name is Mary. I understand loneliness.
@@taxationistheft711I talk to my cat. He understands quite a few words
Nothing brings even a spark of light. I'm done. I'm miserable. I acknowledge there is nothing in this world will ever bring me joy. It exist because this world is a lie. Im stuck here only in this body. Not for long.
Are you talking about me?)
That's my life for 5+yrs
Don't get caught on the way out of earth with deception and trickery to try and get you to come back to earth with guilt and shame tactics.
I’ve been there ✌️❤️🙂
It’s so easy to get there. I’ve been there and fight daily not to be there. Try to think… you have a place to live. Many do not. You have food. Many are hungry. You have clean water. Many don’t. You have a mind that can be altered to think grateful positive thoughts. 🙏🏻💗🙏🏻💗prayers for you.
I am learning that simply allowing myself to just be in the moment with no expectations of myself or others works amazingly for me. I still take care of myself and others but I put aside the EGO and not let it ruin or run my life. Well I Try anyways