The Hidden Origin of Heisenberg

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  • @seemonuzumaki723
    @seemonuzumaki723 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1669

    Walter Jr. is a severely underrated character, I'm glad this video focused on him.

    • @TheChattounet
      @TheChattounet 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      fuckn hate him !

    • @HazeAbysmal
      @HazeAbysmal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +151

      nah m8, he's the most powerful being in the universe. HE's the one in control, and you better give him his breakfast or he'll be very very displeased

    • @seemonuzumaki723
      @seemonuzumaki723 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@HazeAbysmal lol

    • @DanielLarsonTheBlackDragon
      @DanielLarsonTheBlackDragon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      the video is NOT foccased on walt jr DID YOU EVEN WATCH THE VIDEO!?! if you did you would reralise that this video is not about walt jr but wather WALT

    • @gegeenblink
      @gegeenblink 2 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      @@DanielLarsonTheBlackDragon relax bozo

  • @Delta_Aves
    @Delta_Aves 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2185

    What’s really tragic, and ironic, about Walt’s memories of his father and how it shaped him is that, because of his decisions, he ends up doing the same thing to his daughter Holly, except she was still a baby and wouldn’t really remember the events that transpired, so her “memories” of her father would simply be told from others who knew him, and I honestly don’t know if they’d tell her the brutal truth or tell her about the man they knew before his cancer diagnosis.

    • @irishpotato8786
      @irishpotato8786 2 ปีที่แล้ว +208

      The problem is Walter white built an "empire", holly will find out the day shes able to google search

    • @no.7893
      @no.7893 2 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      @@irishpotato8786 well... the day she can google, and she knows what meth is, and cares enough about drug empires to look it up, although she'll probably hear from an outside source sooner than her own curiosity would make light of it.

    • @stevenpeeckford5999
      @stevenpeeckford5999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      ​@@irishpotato8786 And she'll hear the worst kinds of stories about him that will cloud her judgment of who her dad really was

    • @jerrypierre7825
      @jerrypierre7825 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I feel like they’d wait until she was much older to tell her the truth. That or she’ll find out through the news or internet

    • @AGoldenShow
      @AGoldenShow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @@stevenpeeckford5999 I think the point of the show is that those stories are who Walt really was. It's like giving superpowers to someone who seems like a good person, but then starts abusing the power. They were never really a good person at all.

  • @stevenpeeckford5999
    @stevenpeeckford5999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +819

    Holly growing up will hear the worst kinds of stories about him that will cloud her judgment of who her dad really was. Damaging that lasting memory of Walt, his worst fear.

    • @dailydoseoftuc11
      @dailydoseoftuc11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Walt jr will tell her, and her mother, that will mean more than a stranger

    • @2nd100k
      @2nd100k 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      walt was evil, he poisoned a child, organised mass killings and hurt hundreds. "who her real dad was" is a man consumed in ego.

    • @stevenpeeckford5999
      @stevenpeeckford5999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@dailydoseoftuc11 I wonder if they'll tell her different things.

    • @jakepayne2985
      @jakepayne2985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      @@dailydoseoftuc11 Unless Junior has a change of heart, he will only tell Holly about how much of a monster he was for killing Uncle Hank. I don’t think time will heal that wound. Walt’s memory is forever tarnished

    • @dailydoseoftuc11
      @dailydoseoftuc11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@jakepayne2985 oh yeah i forgot he got hank killed

  • @pedronevesurias2318
    @pedronevesurias2318 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    2:51 i love this line. "I remember the smell in there. The chemicals". Just imagine how many times he remembered his father while teaching chemestry. Another reminder that he might end up like him. Being remembered in a bad way and traumatizing his son for the rest of his life. And the most tragic part is... that's exactly what happened

  • @scottslaughter6309
    @scottslaughter6309 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    His pride was his Achilles heel. It's never really mentioned in any of the videos I've watched on the show but early on he was offered a job with Grey Matter. The insurance would've taken care of his treatments. The money would've definitely been better than his teaching job. All he had to do was swallow his pride and his family would've been 100 percent fine financially when he was gone. Great show . I love rewatching episodes

    • @andrewaigalew
      @andrewaigalew ปีที่แล้ว +41

      It's not really a hidden thing that needs to be mentioned in any video analysis. Mike had Walt figured out 100%. During their last conflict he basically comes out and says it to his face. That he ruined everything due to his pride and his ego.

    • @scottslaughter6309
      @scottslaughter6309 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@andrewaigalew I was referring to the job offer not being mentioned again. Definitely his pride being an Achilles heel was mentioned

    • @TheSorrel
      @TheSorrel ปีที่แล้ว +25

      He didn't even have to swallow his pride that much. Jason wasn't a dick about he, he said he needed Walter. He basically begged him to take the job.

    • @hairbruh4915
      @hairbruh4915 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@TheSorrel Now who the hell is jason

    • @TheSorrel
      @TheSorrel ปีที่แล้ว

      @@hairbruh4915 Jason is Schwartz' first name, isn't it?

  • @romulusnuma116
    @romulusnuma116 2 ปีที่แล้ว +370

    As someone with sick family members the things Walter says really hit home for me even in season one where he talks about why he doesn't want treatment they were things I didn't get on my first viewing but now I understand them all too well

    • @undefinedbeauty7674
      @undefinedbeauty7674 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I’ve watched family members die of cancer, some short lived, others longer. It’s heartbreaking and it really made me NOT want to get chemo. I’ve seen what it does to the body and it’s terrifying. Death seems less scary weirdly enough

    • @FreshZCORD
      @FreshZCORD ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yeah it hits harder after going through similar experiences

  • @melissas7980
    @melissas7980 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    This is THE MOST empathetic, intelligent, sensitive commentary about Walter White that I have EVER heard. Finally, someone who understands how I feel about this character and can articulate it so beautifully. I watched this and wept. Thank you, so very much. You have a new subscriber.

    • @jluchette
      @jluchette ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I watched this and laughed maniacally like Walt in the crawlspace when he died and forever became Heizenblurb.
      This commentary completely missed the point of the show, which is to teach its audience how to transform yourself from a total beta male loser into the perfect human, as demonstrated by Walt’s transformation into Heissssenbarrrgggghhhlarghlarghl.
      Since I watched breaking bad I’ve started doing meth, being awful to all women, breaking the trust of everyone close to me, and murdering innocent people. I’ve become the best version of myself, all thanks to this “how to win at life” guide. Thanks, Breaking Bad.

    • @SalesmanWave
      @SalesmanWave 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@jluchette "Had us in the first half not gonna lie"

  • @myron4445
    @myron4445 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Walt Jr's part of this show will forever be the saddest to me. That poor boy endured so much, great character.

    • @ZenShroud1
      @ZenShroud1 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I thought a cool idea for a sequel series would be centered around Flynn and Holly twelve years after the end of BB. Flynn's feelings have changed, especially after seeing several national publications about his father. Coupled with Holly's growing interest in her father's life, and well-off with Gretchen and Elliot's money, the two hit the road to write the definitive story on the ABQ Heisenberg era.

  • @stardust2045
    @stardust2045 2 ปีที่แล้ว +322

    It's amazing that this connects to season 1 when Walt said this "For what time I have left, I want to live in my own house, I want to sleep in my own bed. I don't want to choke down 40 or 50 pills every single day, and lose my hair, lie around, too tired to get up, and so nauseated that I can't even move my head. You cleaning up after me. Me... me some um... some dead man, some artifically alive, just marking time... No. And that's how you would remember me. That's the worst part.".
    His whole paranoia from him quiting Grey Matter and leaving his ex-GF has always been about how people perceive him

    • @luccagiovani
      @luccagiovani ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Wait why did he quit grey matter? That part was never clear to me

    • @klaviersimp
      @klaviersimp ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @@luccagiovani Ok so Walter and Gretchen were dating (possibly engaged? I don't really remember). Since Gretchen came from a wealthy family, Walter's ego couldn't bear to be seen as the "poor son-in-law who only became rich because of his wife's money". So he left her and left Gray Matter too in the process

    • @SenpaiPlayz
      @SenpaiPlayz ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@klaviersimp late reply but Walter's ego and pride was basically always focused on in the series as his main issue just like many of us men who can relate to him

    • @caseydopp318
      @caseydopp318 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@klaviersimp well that and he sold his share for like a months rent

    • @Henrique.Souza0601
      @Henrique.Souza0601 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luccagiovani Gretchen implies they were together and he simply left their parents' house, probably because he was to damn prideful to accept a wealthy wife. HE needed to be the man, he and his pride and his ego. From day 1 Walter is a douchebag who makes the worst possible decisions just to satisfy his own low self esteem needs.

  • @TheCristian1409
    @TheCristian1409 2 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    It's incredible how rich and well-crafted the characters from this series are. The songs from The Witcher were spot on! Thanks as always for further elevating my favourite series

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      You’re very welcome!

  • @celticgibson
    @celticgibson ปีที่แล้ว +8

    There is one more moment when you get the hint of Walt’s reflection on how he’s remembered. During the Fly episode, he mentioned to Jesse that he wished he would die the night he left the house to visit Jesse and Jane the night she died. He knew everything changed that night and that he would never be the same after that point. His image that Walt represented in his mind was finally killed off only to be replaced with Heisenberg, the monster Walt tried to wrestle with and lost to in that moment. He knew from that point, he would be remembered as the monster Heisenberg and not innocent Walt in the eyes of his family and Jesse.

  • @GibiASMR
    @GibiASMR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +712

    Oh this was AWESOME!!! I love it!!! It really puts such a great perspective on the entire series, my god! I guess it's something we understand about him subconsciously as we watch, but having it all explained upfront is so interesting. Thanks for a great video!

    • @valeriobarrasso
      @valeriobarrasso 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah right, it's always interesting to look back at the whole experience and actually think about what changed (not only in tv series), it gives you a different perspective and lets you find details that you missed at first glance.
      BTW love your work Gibi!

    • @obergruppenmajorfring
      @obergruppenmajorfring 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      OMG IT’S YOU!!! I love your ASMR videos!!

    • @playingwrong1788
      @playingwrong1788 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      We need a Breaking Bad roleplay now

    • @A_Random_Rat
      @A_Random_Rat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Ay gibi is here, thanks for helping get my hours of sleep

    • @contemptman3646
      @contemptman3646 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Glad you found the smudge xD

  • @supersyncronym9667
    @supersyncronym9667 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Walter's story about his father also reflects how holly will come to see her father, a drug lord who ruined the family, as told by skyler and flynn. But her memory would be different, its of a father who cared about her. It just goes to show how multilayered the conversations in bb can be.

  • @Xehanort10
    @Xehanort10 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    The tragic thing is it might have been better for Walt's family if their last memory of him had been him dying of cancer rather than a drug lord.

  • @laurocoman
    @laurocoman 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    "That will be the furthest thing of their mind when they think of Walter White"
    HEISENBERG
    Masterful editing.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you!

    • @laurocoman
      @laurocoman 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Aleczandxr thank you for the video!

  • @gitegenor9785
    @gitegenor9785 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Both Walt and Homelander have this in common - they both do evil things while also caring the most about how other people see them

    • @Versatileslayer2350
      @Versatileslayer2350 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You cant compare both,Walt was definitely a monster but not on a level of homelander.

    • @johans3164
      @johans3164 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Versatileslayer2350 exactly. Homelander was an unpredictable monster. He had a sad past but he is terrifying in a far deeper and disturbed way than Walt

    • @jluchette
      @jluchette ปีที่แล้ว

      Walt is a lot more like Tony Sporano. First he’s liek this lame pathetic loser who goes to therapy and cares about his family. As the series progresses, he starts to assault women and murder people close to him.
      Once Walt becomes Heizeenburkghl, he Tony Spronono are pretty much exactly how God wants us all to act.

    • @judigemini178
      @judigemini178 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm glad people agree that Walt & Homelander are not comparable because Homelander is a thousand times way more fucked up than even Walt could ever hope to be, though to be fair the original comment was comparing one trait, not them in general

  • @contemptman3646
    @contemptman3646 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Walt Jr's role in this whole scene is so sad. Great video

  • @lazarlemajic4926
    @lazarlemajic4926 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    I really do not mind listening Aj talking about breaking bad as much as he wants.

  • @sifatshams1113
    @sifatshams1113 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I swear, you make the absolute best Breaking Bad analysis videos. You highlight aspects of the writing that I'm sure even a lot of hardcore fans overlooked or dismissed.

  • @escalona322
    @escalona322 2 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    This is my new favourite breaking bad analysis. I tend to enjoy analysis videos but usually I to just agree to most of the stuff the analyst says as something I had though myself but hadn't articulated previously. However I got a whole new insight of Walter's character thanks to your video, thank you. I've seen quite a few of your videos and they are all great, I hope you can keep doing what you do so well

    • @SunshineSuperstar
      @SunshineSuperstar 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said. I agree!

    • @munchiekins
      @munchiekins ปีที่แล้ว

      agreed, i have a similar experience. this person is very insightful

  • @eli_kampa
    @eli_kampa ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I really like how you cut the disturbing scenes of walt and his family with the interview of walt jr. Just gives me chills and makes me so sad. He hated the version his family loved so much. :( Thanks for this video! Currently binging your videos

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My pleasure! Hope you’re enjoying your binge!

  • @TheAwesomeAlan
    @TheAwesomeAlan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Damn, this really does seem like the most concrete reason for Walt's character as a whole. And if it wasn't intentionally, you putting the pieces of the story together in this way is absolutely brilliant. Definitely changes my perspective on the entire series as a whole.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m glad it was valuable!

    • @TheAwesomeAlan
      @TheAwesomeAlan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Aleczandxr Just keep making magic here, my dude! Great work.

    • @jluchette
      @jluchette ปีที่แล้ว

      Allow me to further change your perspective on the show: Walter White is YOU, and everyone else who sucks at life.
      Heeeeiisenblarrggh is the ideal male, someone who the writers meant to encourage everyone to emulate.
      So quit your job, actively destroy all your relationships, place the importance of money, power, and indulging your own ego above everything else, and above all: kill LOTS of people. At first it will be hard and you might be sad, but before you know it you’ll be poisoning young children and feel great about it.
      There. That’s the point of Breaking Bad. Or as I call it: “How to win at life.”

  • @TOUGHEYES
    @TOUGHEYES 2 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Breaking Bad is such a poignant story that it will endure for years. And your style of media analysis highlights how genius it was.

  • @mrbossandbeast
    @mrbossandbeast 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Junior’s speech about his father is just wow

  • @JohnGarrettHudson
    @JohnGarrettHudson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I cannot express how beautifully this was edited.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thanks very much.

    • @jluchette
      @jluchette ปีที่แล้ว

      I can express all kinds of things, but expressing things is for beta males and total losers.

  • @peasant8162
    @peasant8162 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    My aunt died when i was 10. I remember her on the hospital bed, the awful smell of death and hospital. But I Also remember her face when she was still alive and well. Such a happy woman. I have so many memories of her and im happy that i do. She died at 47 from cancer and im still angry about it, but I will never forget her as she was when she was still healthy. Fuck my life i miss her so god damn much.

  • @JMParra-bc6gb
    @JMParra-bc6gb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    I just love this series still has impact even when it's been a decade since it was released.
    Shows how powerful and epic Breaking Bad, was. Really nice video!

    • @romulusnuma116
      @romulusnuma116 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I rewatched it recently and it holds up honestly it's better when some of the context of Better Call Saul

    • @soccerstuff8071
      @soccerstuff8071 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And apparently Better Call Saul Season 6 will change how we view Breaking Bad.

    • @kadens1903
      @kadens1903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@soccerstuff8071 this season has been crazy I’m only on episode 2

    • @StoicContrarian
      @StoicContrarian 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@soccerstuff8071 BBS definitely changed the way I view breaking bad in that it made me realize how much better it is than BBS.

    • @soccerstuff8071
      @soccerstuff8071 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@StoicContrarian No one's going to take you seriously with a name like that

  • @MrBell-iq3sm
    @MrBell-iq3sm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It is a terrible thing to have a lasting negative impression of a loved one.
    As someone, who lost a loved one and only then learned of the extend of this persons misdoings carefully covered up, having a final bad impression will not only stick, it will taint all the other memories one has of that person.

  • @nostalgicedits426
    @nostalgicedits426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Refreshed my subscriptions feed for a delightful surprise. Excited to watch another one of your great vids.

  • @ImJustStar
    @ImJustStar 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Bro your terrific at analyzing shit. The scene between Walt and Jr is great and you making the connection between Walt’s memory of his father and him being forced into chemo is top notch. Hope to see more breaking bad and better call saul videos in the future

  • @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep
    @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    As a cancer patient in my early 20s, who is still pretty much a kid... I thought I shouldn't rewatch BrBa because it would be too triggering. But maybe I should... Just to rediscover scenes like this. :/

    • @erikbritz8095
      @erikbritz8095 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I have chrons disease infact the worst case my two specialists of 100 years between them have seen symptoms i have are like cancer, i spent a full year in hospital at 16 fighting for my life and like you or Walt it changed me in every way i could imagine and id say maybe watch it with the core idea of the show in mind and that is the idea of change, change yourself to be better i was a scumbag street fighter before getting sick and now i am a small business owner with intentions of giving people opportunities and like walt to help my family so if you can go into the show with a mindset of openess then yes if not and your in that zone of terror where your future just seems dark then no...i remember laying in my hospital bed with fire in my insides crying myself into the morning hours cause this same fires gonna kill me swallowing me from the inside i still fear a full relapse so much i have no more fight in me the fire will get me fuck this is hard to wtite but man/women i know how you feel im living with it keep fighting maybe like me changing your view to something positive and fighting on while letting go will send you into remission and like the show change who you are for good.

    • @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep
      @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@erikbritz8095 oh my god. I'm so sorry about your illness and so happy you're doing better now. I was actually doing okay with university stuff before cancer but this semester I've gone down :( treatment is rough

    • @erikbritz8095
      @erikbritz8095 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@BonJoviBeatlesLedZep i know man, just fight onwards and if its too rough tell the fam to understand i redid my 10th grade all cause of my illness and i actually had the best year of my life cause of it so don't feel scared to halt this stuff cause healing comes first over such slow goals.

    • @ylvavarynkottir2265
      @ylvavarynkottir2265 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same, got diagnosed around a year ago at 18. Actually, I think i was still 17 at the time.
      Watching BrBa is pretty therapeutic for me. Just imagining what I would do and indulging in the escapism a bit.

    • @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep
      @BonJoviBeatlesLedZep 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ylvavarynkottir2265 Holy crap I'm so sorry :(

  • @Klauskunze99
    @Klauskunze99 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Thank you for offering another perspective to the way why Walt is the way he is. In other analyses only see the top layer of him being prideful and trying to overcompensate. You bring several scenees into the big picture and showcase how great of a show breaking bad really is. The lesson one could conclude of your analysis is very relatable for people that think that being a caring person who swallows up stress is good when it can lead into the opposite. Walt probably had this mindset before he got the cancer and thought that living like that would cause less friction. But it all adds up and as a person who tends to avoid trouble most of the times there are moments when the boundary gets pushed too far and you have to react. But more often than not the reaction is either overblown or your environment is not used this version of yourself.

  • @DizzyDizzle
    @DizzyDizzle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Im so glad so many videos on this show STILL get made so many years later. I also love knowing that there's people out there who are still as passionate about this series as I am.

  • @millyn.6402
    @millyn.6402 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I think it’s also interesting that he doesn’t want to meet his mother during season 1 to tell her about the cancer and in general, doesn’t really talk a lot to her. It probably triggered him and maybe he feared to come clean about the reality of his illness.

  • @onemoreminute0543
    @onemoreminute0543 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Everyone goes on about how great of an episode Salud is due to the plotline with Gus and the cartel, but for me the best moment of that episode is what you've discussed. It was so revealing about Walt

  • @shadowfirec1681
    @shadowfirec1681 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This is probably my favorite video you've made so far. I honestly forgot all about that scene because I haven't rewatched the show in a while. Breaking Bad has been my favorite show for a long time, but this explanation makes it even better. I've gone through a similar death in my family recently, so I understand how Walt feels now.

  • @jimparker7778
    @jimparker7778 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Recall of childhood trauma from that age is real images and sensations, combined with imaginary memories. For some victims it cannot be tolerated not to have every puzzle piece accounted for, so the child's mind creates the necessary pieces.

  • @thewolfmanhulk2927
    @thewolfmanhulk2927 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Might be one of the best breaking bad videos you made, well done

  • @dustingrimmmagic1067
    @dustingrimmmagic1067 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I lost my mother to cancer two years ago. She got her diagnosis four years earlier at a time where she was almost divorcing my father. She was really complicated to work with before, but from then things were hell. Breaking Bad does an incredible job at giving inside on the tensions that are created in a family in a situation like this and how this changes people

  • @brrbrr1390
    @brrbrr1390 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I think it was implied but I think he sees himself pre diagnosis like he did his father, or rather sees his vulnerability and kindness as weak in the same sense that he saw his father as weak which is what really repelled him from this kind and loving version of himself.

  • @mariolanzersto
    @mariolanzersto 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    On my 2 watch of Breaking Bad (and first time ever of me rewatching a show) I noticed this, too.
    I literally thought people rewatching the same show over and over could just get boring but with something like Breaking Bad where it just gives you a whole knew perspective of its main character.
    After the end of Better Call Saul which I did do rewatch for its final season I am going to restart this franchise chronologically and to have hopefully seen than most of its unseen secrets and mysteries.
    You are making great videos. Keep it up

  • @Mottleydude1
    @Mottleydude1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I think most of us with science, particularly chemistry backgrounds got a big kick out of Walt choosing Heisenberg as his alter ego.
    Most fans of the show probably never heard that name before so of course have no idea who Werner Heisenberg was or what he was famous for.
    However I did and so whenever Walt was in Heisenberg persona I was always uncertain as to what would happen next.
    They couldn’t have picked a better name for Walt’s alter ego.

  • @niknokYT
    @niknokYT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Holy fuck the contrast with those clips when Jr's talking about his dad being his hero, that hit hard. Seriously great video man.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks very much!

  • @tsuritsa3105
    @tsuritsa3105 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sometimes even if we have had a long time with a loved one, an extended final illness can wash a great deal away. I was 27 when my mother died. She had been sick by then for a decade. I have a hard time remembering her before the worst parts of that illness were manifest and I wouldn't want that to be how my family remembers me. This is a part of Walt that is extremely relatable.

  • @fracture4047
    @fracture4047 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Man, I love your breaking bad analysis videos. I wish you would do more on the original series and better call Saul

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’ve done quite a few by now, you can check if you’ve missed any in the Breaking Bad + BCS playlist. Glad you enjoy them.

  • @suto5704
    @suto5704 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Great video. I knew about this part of walt but this video showed its a larger part of his personality than i realized and just how much it influenced his decisions.

  • @samhuxtable2101
    @samhuxtable2101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I have been obsessing over this show since it ended and I've never seen anyone focusing on this scene, great job!

  • @RhythmLP
    @RhythmLP 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    it's always nice to see that profile image in my notification box :)

  • @noahwen-li
    @noahwen-li 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I am completely for more Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul content keep it coming!

  • @vontrances4667
    @vontrances4667 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Beautiful video essay. I don't think a lot of people truly understand the value of good media analysis. Good media is difficult to understand, and good understanding is the only way to gain insights into what the creator of that media was truly trying to express. These things are typically complex, difficult, emotional, and/or beautiful ideas that are deeply enriching to the audience who manages to understand.
    Specifically, your description of the dichotomy between your experience with death and Walt's, and the reason why you don't remember clearly and Walt does was, in a single word, enlightening. So thank you.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      My pleasure, very glad you enjoyed it.

  • @Lillymu961
    @Lillymu961 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    This video of yours really hit home for me, especially because this moment in Breaking Bad is one I'd forgotten since it's been several years since I watched the series in full. Some things in the media we consume only become poignant for us when we experience different things first hand. Walter's memory of his father is similar to how I sometimes viewed my mother in her final days. It's only been six months since she died, so I tend not to dwell on the memories of her being in the hospital or hospice care, and thankfully I have many other memories of her that are good, but what sticks out to me about Walter's dialogue here is that it shows he wanted to protect his son from the darker aspects of his character. He wanted his son to see him as strong and reliable. He didn't want his son to see him as a fearful pushover. I think what this moment showcases very well is this idea that parents often hide their flaws from their kids, especially when they're young. But some things, like illness and how it affects a person, are difficult to hide long-term. My mother was sick on and off for most of my life from Crohn's disease. In her final days when her health was going downhill rapidly, she still tried to protect me. Kept telling me that I didn't need to check on her every hour. And she reassured me that I did a great job taking care of her even though I felt as if I'd completely failed her. What Walter missed in this dialogue was Walter Jr. telling him remembering him in that weak state wouldn't be so bad...because in that state he was his true self. And the one thing that's crucial in growing up and maturing as a person is coming to the realization that your parents aren't perfect. They have strengths and weaknesses like any other person. They can make bad choices with good intentions backing them up. Walter was a loving father, but that part of him ended up tainted in the eyes of his family as you said. He sacrificed that for his ambitions. I feel blessed in knowing that the thing I remember best about my mother is that, for better or worse, she was always honest and real with me. And she was also the one who introduced me to Breaking Bad too. XD lol. Anyway, I really appreciate this video. It helped me to reevaluate my grief and understand it a bit better. And eventually I need to watch Breaking Bad again too. God bless you and thanks for this great analysis. :)

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      So glad that the video was valuable for you, and thank you so much for sharing.

    • @Lillymu961
      @Lillymu961 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Aleczandxr Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us as well. In doing so you help us all to be a little braver. :)

  • @jojo-ym1ub
    @jojo-ym1ub ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video, especially loved the witcher 3 music in the background

  • @Firecraicr
    @Firecraicr ปีที่แล้ว +4

    and now walt junior is going to remember his father for his dark life of crime... the thing that walter feared most

  • @bojackhorseman8251
    @bojackhorseman8251 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow yet another great video by Alec. I absolutely love how you view stories from angles I would've never thought about. Always a fan of your work

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So happy you enjoyed!! Thank you!

  • @esqx0878
    @esqx0878 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love how The Witcher music is perfect for story telling. Love the game and noticed the soundtrack the secound it started, also a amazing video that shows how much things influanced walts behavior thoughout the show.

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Glad you enjoyed!

  • @ryanhm6720
    @ryanhm6720 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Aleczandxr: posts a video
    me: popcorn munching

  • @JakeTheSnake1337
    @JakeTheSnake1337 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Loved this video! Saw it in my recommendation feed. Congrats on making it in algorithms!

  • @johan4593
    @johan4593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You should make a video on Kim Wexler from Better call Saul. Such an interesting character

  • @bigal616
    @bigal616 ปีที่แล้ว

    What an amazing articulate video. This made me not only reflect on the series, but my own experiences. Truly well done!! 👏🏾👏🏾

  • @ryumura6615
    @ryumura6615 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Have finished this series 2 months ago and its few sequences play in my mind every day. Such an amazing show truly impactful as well

  • @HeisenbergTheFirst
    @HeisenbergTheFirst 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this is definitely one of the most underated scenes in the entire show.

  • @fourleafcloveer5011
    @fourleafcloveer5011 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is a good video. it makes me think in a way I didn't think about till now

  • @313Nadir
    @313Nadir 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This video is criminally underrated

  • @adnan34chowdhary
    @adnan34chowdhary 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I hope you're doing well Alex

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks, you too!

  • @yellow_jacket3260
    @yellow_jacket3260 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I am glad that the small detail of chemicals being a smell that Walt remembers distinctly is highlighted, because that explains why he loves chemistry so much. The reason why he has such an ingrained passion to learn about the combination of elements of the world is because it reminds him of something that his mind couldn’t really comprehend itself, his father.

    • @isahamilton01
      @isahamilton01 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Pure chicanery wtf

    • @A_Random_Rat
      @A_Random_Rat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      That’s stretching a bit, but maybe it did influence his interest in chemistry a tiny bit. Not that much though.

    • @antipsychotic451
      @antipsychotic451 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you're stretching the meaning of the scene. that line probably had zero significance in the minds of the writers and it honestly doesn't make any sense to immediately assume he was interested in chemistry because... he remembered the smell of chemicals?

  • @nycgweed
    @nycgweed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Should have pressed his claim for the company and formulas he co created
    His family would have gotten big payout and we wouldn’t have gotten Heisenberg

  • @tad1980
    @tad1980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    great video with a new perspective on the show and character even after and amid so many other BB breakdowns

  • @ayanjoemusic
    @ayanjoemusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This was beautiful. Thank you for this.

  • @BerdFly
    @BerdFly 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Broooo i needed this. Love u man

  • @Onezy05
    @Onezy05 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Holly's last 'real' memory of her father will be him taking her into his car and driving away while her mother falls to her knees in despair...
    That's the memory Walt made for his daughter

  • @calcelmoanayru5870
    @calcelmoanayru5870 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I relate to that idea of the lasting memory of the one you love more than I like to admit.

  • @truk06
    @truk06 ปีที่แล้ว

    don’t be afraid to get personal man love to hear it

  • @hello2jello4mellow34
    @hello2jello4mellow34 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What a masterful analysis! Great thoughts and great clips. Thank you!

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  ปีที่แล้ว

      You’re very welcome, glad you enjoyed!

  • @lashalomidze4713
    @lashalomidze4713 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Your video quality is amazing is always

  • @definitelydefer6406
    @definitelydefer6406 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The scene when Walt was talking about his cancer and how he wanted to be remembered; the first time I watched the show, I cried

  • @WatashiYutu
    @WatashiYutu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    At a certain point you mentioned that Walt was regretful of this being the memory of his father that stuck with him the most, but he clearly states it is the only actual memory of him he has. Thought it was worth pointing out

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I apologize but I’m not sure what you mean to say by pointing this out?

    • @ddfstar7588
      @ddfstar7588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Aleczandxr is it better for him to never have that bad memory of his father, or live with only fake memories that his family gave him?

    • @WatashiYutu
      @WatashiYutu 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Aleczandxr I just meant that the way you said it made it sound more like he had a lot of memories with his father rather than how he only had the one. But that was just at that part of the video so don't worry

  • @HandlesAreStupid11
    @HandlesAreStupid11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this channel so much and the fact that you did a breaking bad video is just goated

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’ve done tons of Breaking Bad videos! Check them out if you want :)

  • @mmcneil777
    @mmcneil777 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Might explain why Walt got involved in Meth: to not only provide for his family but leave a replacement memory of him, even if he left his family angry at him.

  • @Hoberpopkin
    @Hoberpopkin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Walter's conception of strength and masculinity and agency was simply warped. In his mind, he thought being able to control a drug empire made him powerful.
    But in reality most people see that empire and the first thing they think of is the sheer amount of damage caused by those drugs on the community.
    In his mind he thought being able to beat his enemies to a pulp and destroy them proved he was smarter and stronger.
    In reality most people actually see it as horrific acts of violence he both inflicts and forces Jesse to inflict to protect his own ego.
    Walter looked up to an image of a strong, silent man providing for his family as the pedestal of masculinity he should leave behind.
    In reality, not communicating anything meant he left his wife to grieve for her husband's potential death completely alone, tortured Skyler into thinking he was cheating on her, then plagued her with shame, guilt, and fear of him dying or destroying the entire family through the entire show. The money he was providing came from destroying the community with violence and drugs, thus corrupting every bit of genuine love and goodness he gave to his family before. Imagine one day seeing a friend sobbing from his dad ODing and then realizing later that he may have ODed on the drugs that your dad created, and that the money you used to eat food and go to school may have come from hundreds of people like your friend's dad getting addicted and ODing on your dad's drugs. Imagine what kind of mindfuck that would be.
    It's funny--the actual legacy Walter left behind is the corruption of every good thing he actually did out of love for his family.

  • @jbellflower83
    @jbellflower83 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Nice timing after the premiere of the final season of Better Call Saul last night. This is still my all time favorite show followed closely by Mad Men, The Wire and The Sopranos. Fantastic actors and fantastic writing in each of those shows. I loved this scene. Walt Jr. Was totally right in that the previous scenes were the most human and vulnerable I think I'd ever seen Walt throughout the entire series. As someone who had to watch my Girlfriends mother slowly fade away from cancer and then watched her mother's sisters also get cancer and fade away it definitely has an effect on you. I remember how every person had their own way of dealing with the pain they were in. My GF's uncle who is gay got heavily intoxicated and tried to hit on me. Of course there was the manly part of me that was like "knock this dude out" but I knew he was grieving and wasn't in his right mind. So I just walked away from the situation. Sickness is such an unfair part of life and I hate the way it takes away the person little by little. By the end most of them arnet even there any more. And to be clear, when I said there was a part of me that thought about knocking out my GF's uncle, that wasn't my default emotion. I only felt that after he put his hand on my leg and said some very dirty things. But like I said I knew he wasn't in his right mind so I just walked away.

  • @christophernash8166
    @christophernash8166 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have thought deeply about this show, but overlooked the deep meaning of this scene. Great analysis!

  • @justinsjourney3224
    @justinsjourney3224 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    He was terrified of being remembered as weak and helpless.

  • @renko9067
    @renko9067 ปีที่แล้ว

    Brilliant observations in this video. Thanks.

  • @SarahWilk100
    @SarahWilk100 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    3:20 they call it a death rattle. Once you hear it you won't forget it. It's horrifying

  • @leetun444
    @leetun444 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I remember I used to go down to where my Grandfather lived at in the country nearly every weekend when I was around 5 or 6. I used to ride on his tractor with him and watch Spongebob while eating breakfast. While my Dad, Grandfather and a few other relatives played dominos, I used to play with my toys I brought and used to go watch one of my other relatives feed a dog they had. The dog is most likely dead by now. (Rest in Peace). But anyway, my Grandfather had a heart attack possibly around the time I wasn't aware of it. I don't recall the build up to that point but I remember they were having a wake for him. I saw his lifeless body. I didn't even shed a tear or really felt nothing about it. I question as to why I did not cry as many others usually did when attending the funeral of someone they loved. The last time I saw him is when he seemed healthy and happy and then the next thing you know, he's laying in a casket dressed in a classy suit. I usually thought about him more when I was little but stopped around 5th grade in elementary school. I don't know. The only memory I can recall of him is us riding around in a tractor. Nothing else comes to mind. I never go to know about his past, interests, or anything. I just knew he existed and going down the country was the best memory to remember him by. I knew it made my father sad naturally as his father was his role model. And I believe he wanted to carry on that trait of being a good man and father to his son. Therefore, I could do the same once I am ready to have children and start a family myself.

  • @aliam4993
    @aliam4993 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is the first video made me actually cry for walt. well done

  • @HazeAbysmal
    @HazeAbysmal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    11:28 and 11:39 this hit hard man...

  • @aaronphelps2008
    @aaronphelps2008 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Very insightful. I enjoyed this very much

    • @Aleczandxr
      @Aleczandxr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Glad to hear it.

  • @satireisnotdead5804
    @satireisnotdead5804 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Bro, the section on how you perceive yourself vs how others perceive you struck deep

  • @scifidude4995
    @scifidude4995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love the witcher songs used
    In combanation with an analysis on my favorite show

  • @gp-1542
    @gp-1542 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Even the “this is the moment he becomes burg” is somewhat misleading and overused
    This might be the true case for Walter
    Walter saw his father in that bed and subconsciously made it his mission to not end up like his father

  • @kalecraft8906
    @kalecraft8906 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Oh shit i recognize that Witcher 2 music at the start. Its like you unlocked some hidden part of my brain

  • @kcmet79
    @kcmet79 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The two Walt-Walt Jr. convos in Salud, even based on acting/writing alone, seem so overlooked to me. They pretty much make it impossible to not put the episode (with its strong primary plot based in Mexico) solidly in BrBa's Top 10 imo. These scenes get me every time. And RJ Mitte totally shines alongside an incredible Cranston performance.

  • @ITIsFunnyDamnIT
    @ITIsFunnyDamnIT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    In a nutshell we are all our own harshest critics and we judge ourselves very harshly and assume that, that is how everyone else sees us and thinks of us. He wanted his family to remember him as a man in control who would do anything for his family, but in the end his family ended up hating him for the monster he had become. So Walt got his wish but it came with a heavy price. Too bad he just couldn't see that they loved the part of himself that he despised so much.

    • @fattyjaybird7505
      @fattyjaybird7505 ปีที่แล้ว

      In this video he mentions that Walts family loved him for the man he was.... but just as well, they didnt really respect him, maybe because of the mundane family life, but they did see him as a kinda push over.... im mean, his wife gave him Happy Birthday handjob while reading her book... i dunno

    • @ITIsFunnyDamnIT
      @ITIsFunnyDamnIT ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fattyjaybird7505 Agreed. Really he did have some good points. He never felt he had any control or given a real say so, but once the cancer diagnosis he knew he was dying so he lost any fear he would have had before. Everything he was saying I agreed with. There's so much more I could say but I'm stoned.

    • @fattyjaybird7505
      @fattyjaybird7505 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ITIsFunnyDamnIT lol! Haha! Yea, ive been there... this really is the best show ive ever seen, i keep coming back to it

  • @YUM0N
    @YUM0N 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Right in time with Better Call Saul's season premiere? :)

  • @nigeldeforrest-pearce8084
    @nigeldeforrest-pearce8084 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Splendid!! Well Done, Thank You!!!

  • @gdaymates431
    @gdaymates431 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Never noticed before, but Walt Jr has absolutely beautiful skin. Flawless.

  • @williamponce4052
    @williamponce4052 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Editing all those scenes over Walter Jr saying his dad is his hero OMG that hit hard.

  • @spiralistichope9216
    @spiralistichope9216 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Finally burned through Breaking Bad after years of having it on the backburner! Your video on the episode Four Days and how special it was for the show was phenomenal, but this analysis wonderfully hits right at the crux of the tragedy of Walt's arc, and how his characterization created such a palpable dichotomy between what he wanted to be and what his family loved about him. It was a narrative of ego, pride, and bitterness at his lot in life, and because of that, Walt ironically looked past the real worth that was there before his eyes, the value that was his family and their love for him.
    Heisenberg was egocentric power and the desire to prove one's worth aggressively, and ultimately brutally. Walter White, however, had it in him to reject that side of himself, if only he had realized what truly mattered in his life and moved beyond his excessive agonizing over lost potential or unjust circumstance. He wanted absolute control instead of accepting the world as existing around him, sometimes representing change beyond that control. If he had merely done that, it would have been easier to see the organic value of the family surrounding him, and the love they gave him which was so much more valuable than his pursuit for greatness and power in their name (ostensibly, though he finally admits in Felina it was, of course, for him). Of course, the catalyst of his cancer brings up the question as to whether he would have even "become" Heisenberg without that spark, but it doesn't change what already existed inside him to a large extent, as you illuminate.
    It really is such a grand tragedy, and I think the themes of control and change, of regret and power, all come together in this amazingly well-written protagonist, making his hubris reminiscent of an Ancient Greek hero's descent and fall. Walt is influenced by many other works and characters too, I'm sure, but it really is amazing just how effectively he draws from the classical tragic hero, while also being a fantastic modernized character that still expresses such timeless themes and warnings about ego and its relentless, destrictive momentum at its worst.
    Walt gets his catharsis and a tinge of redemption to some extent by the end, but he also loses everything that really mattered, and this video did a fantastic job in showing the divide between what he wanted to become and the family he lost along that dark path. It was a terrible, depressing actualization, but it sure made for one hell of a fantastic story. Well done as usual for the great analysis!

  • @BlueBirdsProductions
    @BlueBirdsProductions 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the witcher 3 music in the background is top tier