i will tell you my story... so, im 16, had 2 bestfriends until the day they died in a car accident. from that day on im just a corpse making the same things day in day out. go to school, go home and eat, sleep. every time im in my bed i just ask myself, why. just why is this happening to me. i was broken until i met them, depressiv, suicide thougts, self harm. idk if i can do it that long until i die at old age. but then i met a girl. shes everytime nice to me, she is beautiful, has a very good character and makes me laugh, even if i do not realy laugh, it makes her happy. after a few months pass, i told her that i love her... u can guess the answer... right. she declined. and from that day on, there can nothing be that makes me the same person as i was. silent kid in the corner of the class, barely speaks if its needed, does not go outside and sleeps until morning. im thankfull you read it until here... thanks... and have a nice day or night
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Hang tight, you'll find someone that fills that missing piece in you; it's only a matter of time.
Some people leave just for a better person to come into your life. Stay strong...I know it can be difficult but life is a pain in the ass. I hope someone could reach out to you and make you feel extra special. Making you having the same feeling you once had of happiness. Don't ever forget there are others like you, suffering the same pains, you're accepted, love, needed. Don't leave. Okay?
You have to make you strong as spiritual,mental, and physical because in this world everyone 1 day is alone completely and those days you have to "survive" until you find someone to support you and actually deserve you
Just imagine how peaceful an internal sleep is not having to worry about any thing or one or any pain you've felt in the past I wish I could experience it my self soon enough I will
I've always thought of loneliness as a frantic search for some missing part or one's self. Some people make the mistake of searching for that missing part in a lover; others try to drown the emptiness in crowds of half-friends. In solitude, I'm searching, desperately, but can never find myself.
I used to think that I was the only one who thinks like this and is still looking for something missing, and sometimes I feel that I am lost .. Your comment made me reassured, although I am still looking, I will not give up
I’ve thought about death a lot lately. I haven’t been seeing it as something evil or horrible or something that would happen out of pain, but I’ve been seeing as comfort, something that is relieving, a solution to a dark life. This is what my life has come to. Close to hurting myself, feeling like my days are numbered. These sad lofi beats I listen to are sad and depressing, but also comforting cause I know there are others out there what I’m going through
Whatever you are going through, I hope it gets better and brighter for you real soon! Sending the universe’s good vibes your way! Cheer up and hang in there buddy! The universe has got your back! It will all be good soon again!😄..so for now smile away the pain..for real smiles coming your way!
I'm seeing other people's stories, and I thought I might add my own. I'm high as I'm writing this so if it doesn't make much sense I apologise. Where to fucking start... growing up was rough. My parents separated when I was three and I lived with my abusive father for a couple years. There isn't much I remember other than how scared I was all the time. My father is one of the most hate-filled people I know, and to this day I still don't want to be anywhere near him. He is somebody that will never understand the feelings of other people, he only preaches what he knows and will shut out any opposition. Once my mom got custody of my siblings and I we moved to California (from Wyoming) where my mother and step father's parents lived. It was third grade for me. In school I didn't have a problem with friends and I typically got along with everyone, although I was never really "popular". That was until sophomore year when my depression (which is hereditary on both sides of my family) finally got to me. I dropped out of the three sports I was in and started to seclude myself from friends. I finally got my first D grade in junior year, school was beginning to become pointless and it seemed life was as well. Also late in junior year I came out as gay, but I never really accepted myself. I couldn't understand my feelings and emotions and through that I hurt other people in relationships. Both girls and boys. Senior year I'm diagnosed with bipolar, I had many manic states when I would be sexually promiscuous and do things I wouldn't normally do. And what's crazy is, after I did all of that I didn't feel any better. Having this hole in both my heart and my head makes me want to make them physical. I'm 19 now, in college and nothing's changed. I'm taporing off of my antidepressants so I can get on mood stabilizers, but the thoughts and feelings never changed. I don't work, I might be in college but I don't attend any classes. The only thing I'm holding onto is my dream and even then that's becoming faint. I'm getting high every day, multiple times a day because it's keeping me from doing anything crazy. And the thought on that, I always think about what would happen if my loved ones saw me dead. It would crush me if I were able to feel it, but I can only imagine. I'm not very religious but I believe anything is possible. I'm not sure how to end this off but I think I'm just waiting for someone... or something, to come save me from myself. As of right now though I'm not sure how much longer I can stay like this. To whoever reads all of this, I can't say that it'll all be okay, nobody understands your pain like you do and nobody ever will. The only person that can really do anything about it is yourself. as for me, well, I've given up on myself. I pray that someone could at least learn from me and change before they get to where I'm at.
boi listen up. I am younger than you but if in any way I can help you, I want to. I can't even imagine the pain and suffering you are going through. I am not the best at giving advice but one thing I know for sure is that nobody is more important than you, yourself. Nobody will be with you all your life except you yourself. and you are the one who has to make decisions for yourself. there is probably a reason why you came on this earth and you can't make it all go away because of something that someone else did. not everybody will treat you the same way, but what matters most is how you treat yourself. if you are taking drugs, just be sure if that's what you want to do. that might even ruin your life. I hope you get better and boi stand up and work for your dreams. LIVE YOUR DREAM LIFE and then when you look back you will remember what you went through and how you improved yourself. THAT DAY YOU WILL SMILE, smile with pride, and how you become an inspiration for at least yourself. I am 15 and I just had the worst fight with someone I used to call "my best friend". He told me that he would rather be a friend of a criminal than be a friend of mine. I was planning for his birthday and I might have cursed him because of an earlier fight we had. And this is how he treats me now. He is in South Africa right now and I am in India right now. I even contacted his friends from South Africa to make sure he receives the surprise but I guess all the time I spent on him was just a waste of my time where I could have done a billion other things. and a criminal is not all he called me. he said the worst things anyone has ever said to me. BUT I KNOW I DONT DESERVE THIS. I DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. just like you should know that you deserve better, and that "better" can only happen if you bring that to yourself. i just hope you are okay now.
be strong because jesus love you and i too i wish a better life to you and y'all whose life thats happen many things which make our lifes so sad sometimes you know
I discovered this at a perfect time. I'm laying on my couch, in my (rented) living room My 2 flatmates are off on week end A Friend is sleeping in a bedroom I'm high on different stuff, Turning in my mind Shutters Half Closed Windows Open Distant City Noise "In a Dark Place | Lofi Alternative Mix |" I Cut the Bass, thinking about neighbors Clik Play, Layin down in the dark Sound coming from speakers, direct connection Thinking about writing this gotta share something anything reaching for the keyboard and writing this a piece of m e in the voi d . ---- 556/5000 J'ai découvert cela à un moment parfait. Je suis allongé sur mon canapé, dans mon salon (loué) Mes 2 colocataires sont partis le week-end Un ami dort dans une chambre Je suis sur des trucs différents Tournant dans mon esprit Volets à moitié fermés Windows ouvert Bruit de la ville lointaine "Dans un endroit sombre | Mélange alternatif Lofi |" Je coupe la basse en pensant aux voisins Clik Play, couche-toi dans le noir Son provenant des haut-parleurs, connexion directe Penser à écrire ceci je dois partager quelque chose n'importe quoi attraper le clavier et écrire ceci un morceau de moi dans le voi d. Historique Enregistré Communauté
I will tell you my story. I started out with a lot of friends I was popular. But then one of my best friends died in a house fire.. My friends moved to another school. I was the quite kid. I wanted to be a gamer so I bought an pc and I found an online freind... I liked her but I did not know how to tell her. And then one day I joined her game and she liked another boy. After that I Had No friends :( I met another girl she is pure beautiful I will tell her I like her someday but she might reject me so this is My story.
Not really sure if someone sees it or not but i feel like I need to get this out of my chest. Couple years been really hard and I just dont know where to start 6 years ago when I was just 15 years my dad died and since then I have felt like I forgot what a happiness is its been so fucking long since I felt alive and not just surviving from a day to another day from week to month from month to year. I told myself i have to be strong becouse my mom wasnt she went for the easier way at the start and she gave herself to a demon called alcohol and sank all her problems in him but it just made them even worse. I just dont know how to help her how to help myself how to be good and do the right thing I am really scared becouse I couldnt take another failure but when I dont do anything its going to get me anyway. There was a little light a 11 monts ago When i met my ex girlfriend she was nice to me she did a whole a lot for me and so did I becouse none of us were ok and we need a lot of support and since we both were in College I moved to her appartment and we lived together both depressed and happy at the same time but as time goes we became I dont really know what a strangers maybe there was a lot of things that just made us mad at each other and at the end we broke up I guess mostly becouse I am childish and I hide my problems and my bleeding wunds behind it and since that happend I once again felt like being a dead just a body with crushed bleeding soul that needs a help but also being too scared to acutally seek it. There is so much deep inside me that even I forgot about but it is never going to forget about me and it will keep tearing me apart from inside. Sorry if you went through this all and felt bad or anything but i just had to write atleast something and maybe it will kick me to actually do something and save myself from myself.
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Saying things out loud makes them 'real', so you are right that this might be a step in the right direction. I hope you feel better soon.
I know its been just a month, but I decided to work on myself and be strong. It might be selfish but I want to see myself the way i´d be proud of myself. That i did it, that I won the fight and didnt gave up, even tho its been on my mind. I acutally seeked for a help and I am going to therapy to get some more motivation and try to find more inside me to live for. At the end I want to say even for a single person who may find this comment and if he/she is depressed and feeling lost in this world. Fight try your best this lifetime is something so real and unreal at the same time but the feeling of winning hard battle is always the same always amazing, maybe even better when you won from rockbottom. Even if you think your life doesnt have any purpose or meaning made the fight your purpose becouse maybe in the future you could help save another lost soul. Even tho I dont know any of you I believe you are worth to fight for. Be strong for yourself becouse YOU matter.
I once again dont know if someone sees it or not, but I want to be an example, that things can and WILL eventually get better. I found a peace in my mind and I met a lot of a great people who unknowingly helped me become a "new" or rather happier and calmer version of myself. I feel so lucky but also proud of myself for everything I have done and that I was once again able to trust folks and open my sealed doors. Even found a girl who said to me "Promise me you´ll never change" and when I heard that I just knew, that I can be fully myself and I dont need to worry and just keep on my smile that is no longer a mask that hides my pain, but rather my true form. In my past I have always been a happy and a little bit of a funny type of guy and now I can be finally again without crying in my bed at the end of the day. So Please, if you read it and you are feeling down and depressed dont stop fighting, dont let the pain destroy you, becouse you matter, you can be yourself, you can be happy, you can feel safe again, you can dance, you can laugh loud with your friends, you are beautifull no matter how you see yourself in a mirror someone will show you how gorgerous are you for them, someone will laugh to your jokes and your silly mood, someone will love you and support you for who really are, and someday you will love yourself too and all that progress you made will make you smile and when you see yourself in a mirror youll say"holy I made it I am finally happy" and you will love life.
I'm stressed, depressed and I have a little bit of anxiety. It's like having orange juice after you brushed your teeth. The stress came from school. The depression came from the death of my father. Anxiety..? Appeared out of nowhere. Did I mention that I also have suicidal thoughts? Oh well. Now you know. I just think, "Atleast I'll get to see my dad.". But really, *Dont you think death can be beautiful?*
i for myself had suicide thoughts a few years ago. But you have only one life and don´t know if you really see your dad. At least you may have other parts of your familiy. Wouldn´t they be sad if not only your dad died but also you. If you have stress, depression, anxiety or some other problems, you can get professional help or write anonoumlysly(?) to some organisation (I don´t know where you live). I did that a few days myself. Maybe you can talk to your mother about your problems. Nowadays it is no problem, if you retry a year because of stress. A lot of people do that. I hope you are fine. Sorry for the bad language, english is not my mother langage and I´m really bad at it.
Unfortunately mental disorders seem to be a package deal :) Death is beautiful but so is life- both are necessary and painful so please hang in there. I guarantee that someone needs you.
I only have 1 person I talk to 24/7 My boyfriend, we don really have friends. But we have each other. I only have family and so does he, funny how we met.
Man, If i listen to these songs i just think back when my life was easier. School, family, Friends, girlfriend. Was the highest point of my life really 3 years ago? Time really flies, i guess. Goodnight from germany.
Hey person scrolling through the comments right now, you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there, but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down. You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
I struggled with depression and a sucidal thoughts a couple of years ago and self harmed plus tried to kill myself. I have gotten better but I always find my self coming back to the sad depressing music I use to listen to because it comforts me am I the only one that feels that way? When I get really stressed or just the same thing everything work home work home I feel like it would make everybody's life easier if I would have just killed myself then and I know this is selfish to say I was just wanted to know if anybody else feels the same. For anybody feeling like this I know it's tempting but keep pushing forward I know it's hard but some day it will be worth it. I know it's not easy to believe when your in that position but listen to music or anything to distract you to make you feel better. Thanks for anybody's feed back and for listening.
I know your comment is 2 months old now, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm proud of you for still being here and continuing to push on each day. I understand how you feel, I think that this is why most people come to these playlists. Not to feel sad, but to feel comfort in knowing that there are others out there that feel the same. There's comfort in the vibe.
I see a lot of people who are sad here and my heart goes to all of them. Some things that helps me during tough times: Things are bad, *for now*. Things will get better Your life does not matter and that is the greatest gift you will ever get. You can do whatever you want and it will never leave an impact. You can choose what gives your life value When I feel sad, I like to draw on myself using henna. It allows me to express a lot of feelings in a way that is not permanent. I always feel better after, even though I do not know how to draw well
The past year or 2 I’ve been seriously looking at myself and where I am. I’m 21 and nowhere close to where I wanted to be by now. Everyone around me tells me I’m in a good situation and that I should be grateful. As much as I try I can’t. The feeling of being a failure haunts me every day now and as much as I try to change and be more productive or actively changing my life and choices I always go back to the same routine and the same toxic habits. And I hate myself for that. I love music, I love film, and I love anything that takes your mind off reality. But now everything I listen to or watch I just compare it to my life. I’ve tried to tell myself I’m happy, thinking if you say it so much it makes it true but it doesn’t. I constantly sit and wish I did things different growing up. Everyday haunted by the thought that I fucked my life up and it will never be what I want it to be. These songs just let me face the fears and the animosity I have towards myself and I wish I can just feel happy. Feel grateful for what I have and for where I am..
You're beautiful. Don't say that, you know, someone out there is waiting for you, even if you don't see it. There's something you can spend time and enjoying doing it, you have to value that, even if people say they are useless, they are lying to themselves. It all depends on how you look at it. I don't know how old are you, i don't know anything about but I know that you're very beautiful with a smile in your face. You keep going, learn how to love yourself because it's beautiful as it is.
Do you ever feel like u just want to pause life? Like just pause everything for a day to think about everything, and to figure everything out without time having to bother you?
..I woke up to this playing.. my phone was off. I'm starting to feel like I'm being told something I can't piece together. I'm sorry Ky.. I know I hurt you... I'll save you as soon as I can save myself..
I'm pretty tired. It feels as though yesterday still stings, today hurts and tomorrow is a pathway to pain. Damn, why does every day have to be so fucking hard?
What's Beautiful about death is GODs saints coming home,if your not saved and ready for death you are in a very dark place the Blackest of darkness,playing it
things are never going to get less scary. but u will become braver. Change comes slow and pain feels like an eternity when it’s happening. Do u value people?
My first attempt was when I was 9, reason why was because all my friends were leaving me. They felt bad and just strung me along. I was afraid of being abandoned so I stuck with it. It made me sad that nobody really wanted to be my friend, they just felt bad for me. That's been my primary school years. Suicidal thoughts have come and go here and there but then when I turned 13, I think I was Grade 7, something kind've triggered in me and the suicidal and negative thoughts came more often but not everyday often. Then I got to highschool. I was excited, it was a new school and you know, new me. I thought I could get people to actually like me. I did but during the year I became more quiet and distant, like I was in primary school. I had another attempt, middle of the year, I failed of course and then my self-harm kicked in. Everytime I created a new scar, I regretted it afterwards but I still kept going. It was as if it was an addiction. Bare in mind my relationship with my Mom is bad. Some students kinda noticed my scars and told the school, I got school counseling. I didn't like talking about my problems, talking in general I don't like. I eventually stopped going because I didn't want to, then I was in Grade 9. Beginning of the year, kind've happy because I had some good friends then covid happened. During lockdown I was able to get closer with one of my friends and now we're best friends. I love our friendship, we are always honest with each other (good or bad), we video call nearly everyday, did cooking whenever I went to her house, her family even considered me family in less than a few months. I went on vacation with them, I spent Christmas with them and New Years. The feeling of depression came back in August 2020. I was sad before but not as sad. I don't know what triggered it, it just became worse. I'm a pretty good liar (I know it's a bad thing, but it's one of my qualities) so hiding my true feelings was easy. I have a third attempt, I tried taking 4 tablespoons of salt but I failed that. It was disgusting and whenever I think of salt I want to throw up. I had a fourth attempt, to choke myself. I had a fifth, dehydrate and starve myself but I failed that. Then a sixth, to drown myself. A seventh, slit my wrists but I missed the artery so I just have a scar that still healing. A eighth, ninth, tenth and eleventh. I keep failing or someone stops me from it and I'm getting sick of it. I got an argument with my Mom, she tried to choke me and slapped me across the face, she expressed how much she hated me. She said she would take a stick and use it as a whip on me and she wouldn't feel sorry. We don't talk and I wanted to tell her I feel like this but she wouldn't understand or care. In fact I think she would be grateful if I committed suicide, that's kind've why I want to do it. If I die at least I can make my Mom happy for once. It got worse from there, I hyperventilate often, get overwhelmed easily, always on the verge of tears, heavy chest, headache, shakiness and so on.. My dog died today, that really makes things so much worse. I'm behind in schoolwork and all the teachers care about is to do your work, they don't really care about your mental health. And nobody understands I literally can't do anything. All I want to do is sleep eternally. Be at peace. Moving onto my twelfth attempt, I hope it's my last. I'm only 15 and I see others saying they felt like this for so long. It only gets better for some, the rest of us, we just die more and more until there's nothing left other than our physical form. I can't say suicide isn't an option when I'm taking that option but just don't fall into a deep hole where you can't even see purpose or hope in life. That's really the breaking point.
Been a bad month became homeless. Last month found out my ex was cheating on me from the beginning of our relationship now I'm chilling about to pay off my debt and. Travel fuck people who dragg you down
Someone once told me, “ Men like it messy, girls like it clean”. I never really new the meaning of that, I knew the idea but not the meaning. When I seen my grandfather kill him self.. that saying went through my head over and over again. Until one day it just mad sense. I don’t know why but even knowing I seen him blow his head off. It doesn’t bother me anymore, I’m emotionally dead. I’ve done a lot in my life, but seeing him do that it made me realize that. Life is short. Stay strong, your not alone.
I just realized I fucked up my entire life bc of one stupid shit I did And I can’t do anything about it anymore all I can do is watch my life fall apart knowing damn well it’s my fault and I can’t do anything to save my self anymore
I’ve really been struggling the last 2 months, especially the last few weeks. For someone used to pasting on a smile and pretending I’m fine, This playlist is rlly hitting right now. Really thankful I recently found this page.🖤
No way you’re accurate on that, but just attention seeking! If this is truth then, it’s up to you to rise above adversity and gain your power! Money helps everyone even simple jobs creates self worth and confidence! 💜🍀🤝
Only the people who have suffered understand the beauty of death and know to greet death like a friend. As it should be since it's only natural but that doesn't mean you should be in a rush to greet death. You may not feel like living now because of your depression and anxiety and feeling of isolation even when you're not alone, you're alone in your head so to you I say keep strong and keep going. The road ahead is tough and scary but it will be worth it. Take a rest every now and then and even if you've been stagnant for months, years, or only a few days, you are doing great. You'll continue on your way when you're ready and I'll be cheering for you every step of the way, even if I don't know you personally because I don't have to. I know your pain and heartache and that's all I need to know to root for you. Keep strong and keep going, you are loved and admired by many, especially in this comment section.
death doesnt scare me. To me, death is freedom from my suffering and today made it just that little bit worse. i decided to get help and i had an appointment 2 weeks ago, i was told i would be called today but no, i didnt get called and it already feels futile. im a walking lie, people see the fake me along with my fake smiles that i dont even have to try to put on because ive been like this for that long. Im so numb half the time that nothing matters. its been so bad that ive been too lazy to even attempt to end my own life. What the fuck is wrong with me...
I can relate , the more I interact with new people the more I realize that all I'm doing is just an act , I tried , but I can't really be myself in school or anywhere with new people without having this feeling , that I'm adapting to them and their characters rather than being myself and I hate it . . . I still have good relation with everybody but I don't feel like I'm myself with most , I'm truly wondering what the point ... I don't know how to explain it , but I really do understand and relate to what you're saying , It's like you just pointed exactly how I'm always feeling 🙃
Music and lofi beats like those are really saving me from going crazy and insane nobody who i know can imagine what im going threw and how it feels to be me i went threw so much and im still going threw bullshit but those songs...there are what safes me everytime...i just wanted to thank everybody doing playlists like these one! And a lot of Love and Support from my side for everyone who is going threw shit nowdays!
I keep asking myself, would they even care? I feel like I'm in this dark place but I just can't get out and every day it seems to get deeper and deeper, too much pressure to take to feel, what if I just can't do it, with I'm not good enough, I'm tired, so f tired, tired of life, of falling, of my parents yelling at me. It feels like Death is just great really.
I'm a happy person, but I have this other side of me that wants to be alone and listening music just like this kind of vibe. It's okay, I kinda like this one to be different in my playlist.. and honestly it gives me chilling feeling. Thanks for sharing btw. I'm glad I got in here..hehe. God bless us all.
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@@subsvids-jg7lb "My mind is a dark place where even shadows fear to tread."
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i will tell you my story...
so, im 16, had 2 bestfriends until the day they died in a car accident. from that day on im just a corpse making the same things day in day out. go to school, go home and eat, sleep. every time im in my bed i just ask myself, why. just why is this happening to me. i was broken until i met them, depressiv, suicide thougts, self harm. idk if i can do it that long until i die at old age. but then i met a girl. shes everytime nice to me, she is beautiful, has a very good character and makes me laugh, even if i do not realy laugh, it makes her happy. after a few months pass, i told her that i love her... u can guess the answer...
right.
she declined. and from that day on, there can nothing be that makes me the same person as i was. silent kid in the corner of the class, barely speaks if its needed, does not go outside and sleeps until morning.
im thankfull you read it until here... thanks... and have a nice day or night
Hang tight, you'll find someone that fills that missing piece in you; it's only a matter of time.
Some people leave just for a better person to come into your life. Stay strong...I know it can be difficult but life is a pain in the ass. I hope someone could reach out to you and make you feel extra special. Making you having the same feeling you once had of happiness. Don't ever forget there are others like you, suffering the same pains, you're accepted, love, needed. Don't leave. Okay?
Thanks, both of you
You have to make you strong as spiritual,mental, and physical because in this world everyone 1 day is alone completely and those days you have to "survive" until you find someone to support you and actually deserve you
@@Der_Shiyo hey, you’ll find someone better & live a happy life
Stay strong & safe, always keep your head up high ✊
Ah yes. The perfect way to do the 2 projects and 4 essays I have due.
Rip
Success homie
Oml same dude 💀
Same
Lol same 😅
Honestly I think that the scariest things on this earth are actually humans
It’s sad, because it’s true
That’s a fact!
I dont like them
@@flowersforrobbie people be wearing face masks and forget the fact they've been wearing masks before covid even started.
I disagree, I think it's viruses. Indiscriminately kill more living humans/animals than anything else.
+Death can be beautiful?
-You can't imagine how beautiful death is.
Just imagine how peaceful an internal sleep is not having to worry about any thing or one or any pain you've felt in the past I wish I could experience it my self soon enough I will
@@irritus_ you meet god and ask you what is you do what is good and what is bad take care from yourself
Before my dad died he said death is the relieve from suffering
@@nmlopqrs5767 oh man so sad for this :(
omg 68 like and I'm so sorry if I remind you that someone is dead =(
"If love is just a word, why does it hurt so much when we realize it's not there?"
-Gaara
"The concept of hope is nothing more than giving up. It holds no true meaning."
-Madara
Tecobled
@@B1LLC1PH3R technoblade?
@@oogabooga6000 y e s .
@@B1LLC1PH3R doesnt man got cancer?
Also one of the songs isn't allowed in Denmark, sorry about that.
It’s all good:D
Keep up the work Yugen!
@@lofiforsleeping just play this on repeat
hi! which song is it?
I've always thought of loneliness as a frantic search for some missing part or one's self. Some people make the mistake of searching for that missing part in a lover; others try to drown the emptiness in crowds of half-friends. In solitude, I'm searching, desperately, but can never find myself.
Bruh that's deep
I used to think that I was the only one who thinks like this and is still looking for something missing, and sometimes I feel that I am lost .. Your comment made me reassured, although I am still looking, I will not give up
@@halfmoon7201did you ever? Find yourself that is
First song, you had me. Deep thoughts behind this art. Thank you for sharing.
I’ve thought about death a lot lately. I haven’t been seeing it as something evil or horrible or something that would happen out of pain, but I’ve been seeing as comfort, something that is relieving, a solution to a dark life. This is what my life has come to. Close to hurting myself, feeling like my days are numbered. These sad lofi beats I listen to are sad and depressing, but also comforting cause I know there are others out there what I’m going through
Whatever you are going through, I hope it gets better and brighter for you real soon! Sending the universe’s good vibes your way! Cheer up and hang in there buddy! The universe has got your back! It will all be good soon again!😄..so for now smile away the pain..for real smiles coming your way!
Medha Joshi cracked a smile there at the end of that. Thanks
Dillon Grover Yayyy!!! Really great hearing that! Now keep that smile up always! Really suits you!😉
Me too.
Ive been their only two things helped me time, and constant denial.
Xo hope u up and happy again one day oX
I'm seeing other people's stories, and I thought I might add my own. I'm high as I'm writing this so if it doesn't make much sense I apologise.
Where to fucking start... growing up was rough. My parents separated when I was three and I lived with my abusive father for a couple years. There isn't much I remember other than how scared I was all the time. My father is one of the most hate-filled people I know, and to this day I still don't want to be anywhere near him. He is somebody that will never understand the feelings of other people, he only preaches what he knows and will shut out any opposition.
Once my mom got custody of my siblings and I we moved to California (from Wyoming) where my mother and step father's parents lived. It was third grade for me. In school I didn't have a problem with friends and I typically got along with everyone, although I was never really "popular". That was until sophomore year when my depression (which is hereditary on both sides of my family) finally got to me. I dropped out of the three sports I was in and started to seclude myself from friends. I finally got my first D grade in junior year, school was beginning to become pointless and it seemed life was as well. Also late in junior year I came out as gay, but I never really accepted myself. I couldn't understand my feelings and emotions and through that I hurt other people in relationships. Both girls and boys. Senior year I'm diagnosed with bipolar, I had many manic states when I would be sexually promiscuous and do things I wouldn't normally do. And what's crazy is, after I did all of that I didn't feel any better. Having this hole in both my heart and my head makes me want to make them physical. I'm 19 now, in college and nothing's changed. I'm taporing off of my antidepressants so I can get on mood stabilizers, but the thoughts and feelings never changed. I don't work, I might be in college but I don't attend any classes. The only thing I'm holding onto is my dream and even then that's becoming faint. I'm getting high every day, multiple times a day because it's keeping me from doing anything crazy. And the thought on that, I always think about what would happen if my loved ones saw me dead. It would crush me if I were able to feel it, but I can only imagine. I'm not very religious but I believe anything is possible. I'm not sure how to end this off but I think I'm just waiting for someone... or something, to come save me from myself. As of right now though I'm not sure how much longer I can stay like this.
To whoever reads all of this, I can't say that it'll all be okay, nobody understands your pain like you do and nobody ever will. The only person that can really do anything about it is yourself. as for me, well, I've given up on myself. I pray that someone could at least learn from me and change before they get to where I'm at.
boi listen up. I am younger than you but if in any way I can help you, I want to. I can't even imagine the pain and suffering you are going through. I am not the best at giving advice but one thing I know for sure is that nobody is more important than you, yourself. Nobody will be with you all your life except you yourself. and you are the one who has to make decisions for yourself. there is probably a reason why you came on this earth and you can't make it all go away because of something that someone else did. not everybody will treat you the same way, but what matters most is how you treat yourself. if you are taking drugs, just be sure if that's what you want to do. that might even ruin your life. I hope you get better and boi stand up and work for your dreams. LIVE YOUR DREAM LIFE and then when you look back you will remember what you went through and how you improved yourself. THAT DAY YOU WILL SMILE, smile with pride, and how you become an inspiration for at least yourself.
I am 15 and I just had the worst fight with someone I used to call "my best friend". He told me that he would rather be a friend of a criminal than be a friend of mine. I was planning for his birthday and I might have cursed him because of an earlier fight we had. And this is how he treats me now. He is in South Africa right now and I am in India right now. I even contacted his friends from South Africa to make sure he receives the surprise but I guess all the time I spent on him was just a waste of my time where I could have done a billion other things. and a criminal is not all he called me. he said the worst things anyone has ever said to me. BUT I KNOW I DONT DESERVE THIS. I DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. just like you should know that you deserve better, and that "better" can only happen if you bring that to yourself. i just hope you are okay now.
I don't know you're pain but just know im here for you I'm 16 I suffer from depression and other stuff but not the point I'm here to help
I'm here to help where I can
@@estianholtzkampf7880 that means alot thanks 😊
be strong because jesus love you and i too i wish a better life to you and y'all whose life thats happen many things which make our lifes so sad sometimes you know
how did you get the vibe so perfectly? absolutely immaculate
I discovered this at a perfect time.
I'm laying on my couch, in my (rented) living room
My 2 flatmates are off on week end
A Friend is sleeping in a bedroom
I'm high on different stuff,
Turning in my mind
Shutters Half Closed
Windows Open
Distant City Noise
"In a Dark Place | Lofi Alternative Mix |"
I Cut the Bass, thinking about neighbors
Clik Play, Layin down in the dark
Sound coming from speakers, direct connection
Thinking about writing this
gotta share something
anything
reaching for the keyboard and writing this
a piece of m e in the voi d .
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556/5000
J'ai découvert cela à un moment parfait.
Je suis allongé sur mon canapé, dans mon salon (loué)
Mes 2 colocataires sont partis le week-end
Un ami dort dans une chambre
Je suis sur des trucs différents
Tournant dans mon esprit
Volets à moitié fermés
Windows ouvert
Bruit de la ville lointaine
"Dans un endroit sombre | Mélange alternatif Lofi |"
Je coupe la basse en pensant aux voisins
Clik Play, couche-toi dans le noir
Son provenant des haut-parleurs, connexion directe
Penser à écrire ceci
je dois partager quelque chose
n'importe quoi
attraper le clavier et écrire ceci
un morceau de moi dans le voi d.
Historique
Enregistré
Communauté
I will tell you my story.
I started out with a lot of friends I was popular.
But then one of my best friends died in a house fire..
My friends moved to another school. I was the quite kid.
I wanted to be a gamer so I bought an pc and I found an online freind... I liked her but I did not know how to tell her. And then one day I joined her game and she liked another boy. After that I Had
No friends :( I met another girl she is pure beautiful I will tell her I like her someday but she might reject me so this is My story.
Thats tough, this is why I don't trust that many people being afraid they'll leave
no why. At least you’re live is going better than mine ☹️
Biblethump
Not really sure if someone sees it or not but i feel like I need to get this out of my chest. Couple years been really hard and I just dont know where to start 6 years ago when I was just 15 years my dad died and since then I have felt like I forgot what a happiness is its been so fucking long since I felt alive and not just surviving from a day to another day from week to month from month to year. I told myself i have to be strong becouse my mom wasnt she went for the easier way at the start and she gave herself to a demon called alcohol and sank all her problems in him but it just made them even worse. I just dont know how to help her how to help myself how to be good and do the right thing I am really scared becouse I couldnt take another failure but when I dont do anything its going to get me anyway. There was a little light a 11 monts ago When i met my ex girlfriend she was nice to me she did a whole a lot for me and so did I becouse none of us were ok and we need a lot of support and since we both were in College I moved to her appartment and we lived together both depressed and happy at the same time but as time goes we became I dont really know what a strangers maybe there was a lot of things that just made us mad at each other and at the end we broke up I guess mostly becouse I am childish and I hide my problems and my bleeding wunds behind it and since that happend I once again felt like being a dead just a body with crushed bleeding soul that needs a help but also being too scared to acutally seek it. There is so much deep inside me that even I forgot about but it is never going to forget about me and it will keep tearing me apart from inside. Sorry if you went through this all and felt bad or anything but i just had to write atleast something and maybe it will kick me to actually do something and save myself from myself.
Saying things out loud makes them 'real', so you are right that this might be a step in the right direction. I hope you feel better soon.
I know its been just a month, but I decided to work on myself and be strong. It might be selfish but I want to see myself the way i´d be proud of myself. That i did it, that I won the fight and didnt gave up, even tho its been on my mind. I acutally seeked for a help and I am going to therapy to get some more motivation and try to find more inside me to live for. At the end I want to say even for a single person who may find this comment and if he/she is depressed and feeling lost in this world. Fight try your best this lifetime is something so real and unreal at the same time but the feeling of winning hard battle is always the same always amazing, maybe even better when you won from rockbottom. Even if you think your life doesnt have any purpose or meaning made the fight your purpose becouse maybe in the future you could help save another lost soul. Even tho I dont know any of you I believe you are worth to fight for. Be strong for yourself becouse YOU matter.
I once again dont know if someone sees it or not, but I want to be an example, that things can and WILL eventually get better. I found a peace in my mind and I met a lot of a great people who unknowingly helped me become a "new" or rather happier and calmer version of myself. I feel so lucky but also proud of myself for everything I have done and that I was once again able to trust folks and open my sealed doors. Even found a girl who said to me "Promise me you´ll never change" and when I heard that I just knew, that I can be fully myself and I dont need to worry and just keep on my smile that is no longer a mask that hides my pain, but rather my true form. In my past I have always been a happy and a little bit of a funny type of guy and now I can be finally again without crying in my bed at the end of the day. So Please, if you read it and you are feeling down and depressed dont stop fighting, dont let the pain destroy you, becouse you matter, you can be yourself, you can be happy, you can feel safe again, you can dance, you can laugh loud with your friends, you are beautifull no matter how you see yourself in a mirror someone will show you how gorgerous are you for them, someone will laugh to your jokes and your silly mood, someone will love you and support you for who really are, and someday you will love yourself too and all that progress you made will make you smile and when you see yourself in a mirror youll say"holy I made it I am finally happy" and you will love life.
I'm stressed, depressed and I have a little bit of anxiety.
It's like having orange juice after you brushed your teeth.
The stress came from school.
The depression came from the death of my father.
Anxiety..? Appeared out of nowhere.
Did I mention that I also have suicidal thoughts? Oh well. Now you know.
I just think, "Atleast I'll get to see my dad.".
But really, *Dont you think death can be beautiful?*
i for myself had suicide thoughts a few years ago. But you have only one life and don´t know if you really see your dad. At least you may have other parts of your familiy. Wouldn´t they be sad if not only your dad died but also you. If you have stress, depression, anxiety or some other problems, you can get professional help or write anonoumlysly(?) to some organisation (I don´t know where you live). I did that a few days myself. Maybe you can talk to your mother about your problems. Nowadays it is no problem, if you retry a year because of stress. A lot of people do that. I hope you are fine. Sorry for the bad language, english is not my mother langage and I´m really bad at it.
Unfortunately mental disorders seem to be a package deal :)
Death is beautiful but so is life- both are necessary and painful so please hang in there. I guarantee that someone needs you.
We live the same life my friend
I’m in school right now and the video just released so right now I’m chilling with the music. Amazing work Yugen!
I only have 1 person I talk to 24/7
My boyfriend, we don really have friends.
But we have each other.
I only have family and so does he, funny how we met.
You're lucky to even have a bf :((
And see I get this. I have like 1 or 2 friends and my boyfriend has his family. He live 15 to 16 hours away and its difficult..
@@zoeprosser6552 my boyfriend is overseas 🥲
@@Ecj8989 and now I cant even compare to that. I'm sorry to hear that..
Man, If i listen to these songs i just think back when my life was easier. School, family, Friends, girlfriend. Was the highest point of my life really 3 years ago? Time really flies, i guess. Goodnight from germany.
Hey person scrolling through the comments right now,
you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there,
but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day.
Don't let anyone or anything bring you down.
You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
Just in time :). I wanted to study today.
I struggled with depression and a sucidal thoughts a couple of years ago and self harmed plus tried to kill myself. I have gotten better but I always find my self coming back to the sad depressing music I use to listen to because it comforts me am I the only one that feels that way? When I get really stressed or just the same thing everything work home work home I feel like it would make everybody's life easier if I would have just killed myself then and I know this is selfish to say I was just wanted to know if anybody else feels the same.
For anybody feeling like this I know it's tempting but keep pushing forward I know it's hard but some day it will be worth it. I know it's not easy to believe when your in that position but listen to music or anything to distract you to make you feel better. Thanks for anybody's feed back and for listening.
I know your comment is 2 months old now, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm proud of you for still being here and continuing to push on each day. I understand how you feel, I think that this is why most people come to these playlists. Not to feel sad, but to feel comfort in knowing that there are others out there that feel the same. There's comfort in the vibe.
I see a lot of people who are sad here and my heart goes to all of them. Some things that helps me during tough times:
Things are bad, *for now*. Things will get better
Your life does not matter and that is the greatest gift you will ever get. You can do whatever you want and it will never leave an impact. You can choose what gives your life value
When I feel sad, I like to draw on myself using henna. It allows me to express a lot of feelings in a way that is not permanent. I always feel better after, even though I do not know how to draw well
I'm watching you in Iraq.
كفو 🍻
guess who got here 1st for once
MEEE!!
love you btw (:
I prefer this “First” comment more then the others.
I honestly still cant believe I made it on this playlist. It's a really old song but still it makes me really proud of myself. Thank you
Whats the name of your song..
@@Myvisionn1996 4:11 Gothurted - Nobody ft. Imtrash
@@kanashibari9257 love it
@@kanashibari9257 on Spotify?
I can't believe this video only has 51k views (not counting my own 200k Views)
F-ing love it
The past year or 2 I’ve been seriously looking at myself and where I am. I’m 21 and nowhere close to where I wanted to be by now. Everyone around me tells me I’m in a good situation and that I should be grateful. As much as I try I can’t. The feeling of being a failure haunts me every day now and as much as I try to change and be more productive or actively changing my life and choices I always go back to the same routine and the same toxic habits. And I hate myself for that.
I love music, I love film, and I love anything that takes your mind off reality. But now everything I listen to or watch I just compare it to my life.
I’ve tried to tell myself I’m happy, thinking if you say it so much it makes it true but it doesn’t. I constantly sit and wish I did things different growing up. Everyday haunted by the thought that I fucked my life up and it will never be what I want it to be.
These songs just let me face the fears and the animosity I have towards myself and I wish I can just feel happy. Feel grateful for what I have and for where I am..
Right there with you
I think i feel that so much
Damn
I don’t like myself 😔
You're beautiful. Don't say that, you know, someone out there is waiting for you, even if you don't see it. There's something you can spend time and enjoying doing it, you have to value that, even if people say they are useless, they are lying to themselves. It all depends on how you look at it. I don't know how old are you, i don't know anything about but I know that you're very beautiful with a smile in your face. You keep going, learn how to love yourself because it's beautiful as it is.
ReaginicSoup400 Thank you 🙏
I'm the 686th view, 99th like, there is 1 dislike, and I'm the 17th comment
I'm more afraid of humans than I'm scared of death.
Bro your profile pic made me laugh so hard lmao
Read my words but weep not for the fallen, Death is only the veil that separates fantasy from reality.
Well said
I agree
17:28, sans? Tell me in not the only one who was vibing and got smacked out of their trance cause they heard sans?? Please i need to know
I can finally sit back, and start to draw vent art
Same
I'm tired if u know what I mean.
Do you ever feel like u just want to pause life? Like just pause everything for a day to think about everything, and to figure everything out without time having to bother you?
..I woke up to this playing.. my phone was off. I'm starting to feel like I'm being told something I can't piece together. I'm sorry Ky.. I know I hurt you... I'll save you as soon as I can save myself..
I'm pretty tired. It feels as though yesterday still stings, today hurts and tomorrow is a pathway to pain. Damn, why does every day have to be so fucking hard?
What's Beautiful about death is GODs saints coming home,if your not saved and ready for death you are in a very dark place the Blackest of darkness,playing it
things are never going to get less scary. but u will become braver. Change comes slow and pain feels like an eternity when it’s happening. Do u value people?
My Boyfriend sent me this video
это..это..очень клево
продолжай в том же духе :з
Dad : Are y'a winning son ?!
Me : *Crying because the lofi mix remember my sad and good moment*
Если читаешь это
Поздравляю ты умеешь читать и ты русский и из 2020 🤘
This made me isolate myself and get things done.. Thank you for helping me
My first attempt was when I was 9, reason why was because all my friends were leaving me. They felt bad and just strung me along. I was afraid of being abandoned so I stuck with it. It made me sad that nobody really wanted to be my friend, they just felt bad for me. That's been my primary school years. Suicidal thoughts have come and go here and there but then when I turned 13, I think I was Grade 7, something kind've triggered in me and the suicidal and negative thoughts came more often but not everyday often. Then I got to highschool. I was excited, it was a new school and you know, new me. I thought I could get people to actually like me. I did but during the year I became more quiet and distant, like I was in primary school. I had another attempt, middle of the year, I failed of course and then my self-harm kicked in. Everytime I created a new scar, I regretted it afterwards but I still kept going. It was as if it was an addiction. Bare in mind my relationship with my Mom is bad. Some students kinda noticed my scars and told the school, I got school counseling. I didn't like talking about my problems, talking in general I don't like. I eventually stopped going because I didn't want to, then I was in Grade 9. Beginning of the year, kind've happy because I had some good friends then covid happened. During lockdown I was able to get closer with one of my friends and now we're best friends. I love our friendship, we are always honest with each other (good or bad), we video call nearly everyday, did cooking whenever I went to her house, her family even considered me family in less than a few months. I went on vacation with them, I spent Christmas with them and New Years. The feeling of depression came back in August 2020. I was sad before but not as sad. I don't know what triggered it, it just became worse. I'm a pretty good liar (I know it's a bad thing, but it's one of my qualities) so hiding my true feelings was easy. I have a third attempt, I tried taking 4 tablespoons of salt but I failed that. It was disgusting and whenever I think of salt I want to throw up. I had a fourth attempt, to choke myself. I had a fifth, dehydrate and starve myself but I failed that. Then a sixth, to drown myself. A seventh, slit my wrists but I missed the artery so I just have a scar that still healing. A eighth, ninth, tenth and eleventh. I keep failing or someone stops me from it and I'm getting sick of it. I got an argument with my Mom, she tried to choke me and slapped me across the face, she expressed how much she hated me. She said she would take a stick and use it as a whip on me and she wouldn't feel sorry. We don't talk and I wanted to tell her I feel like this but she wouldn't understand or care. In fact I think she would be grateful if I committed suicide, that's kind've why I want to do it. If I die at least I can make my Mom happy for once. It got worse from there, I hyperventilate often, get overwhelmed easily, always on the verge of tears, heavy chest, headache, shakiness and so on.. My dog died today, that really makes things so much worse. I'm behind in schoolwork and all the teachers care about is to do your work, they don't really care about your mental health. And nobody understands I literally can't do anything. All I want to do is sleep eternally. Be at peace. Moving onto my twelfth attempt, I hope it's my last. I'm only 15 and I see others saying they felt like this for so long. It only gets better for some, the rest of us, we just die more and more until there's nothing left other than our physical form. I can't say suicide isn't an option when I'm taking that option but just don't fall into a deep hole where you can't even see purpose or hope in life. That's really the breaking point.
You're the reason why is love music like this
How do you find these artists
Been a bad month became homeless. Last month found out my ex was cheating on me from the beginning of our relationship now I'm chilling about to pay off my debt and. Travel fuck people who dragg you down
This is a Awesome dark lofi mix. Big vibes.
Someone once told me, “ Men like it messy, girls like it clean”. I never really new the meaning of that, I knew the idea but not the meaning. When I seen my grandfather kill him self.. that saying went through my head over and over again. Until one day it just mad sense. I don’t know why but even knowing I seen him blow his head off. It doesn’t bother me anymore, I’m emotionally dead. I’ve done a lot in my life, but seeing him do that it made me realize that. Life is short. Stay strong, your not alone.
A indigenous windigo
17:39 That's you, old friend? How are you here, Sans?
I’m failing all me classes :,)
I just realized I fucked up my entire life bc of one stupid shit I did
And I can’t do anything about it anymore all I can do is watch my life fall apart knowing damn well it’s my fault and I can’t do anything to save my self anymore
I’ve really been struggling the last 2 months, especially the last few weeks. For someone used to pasting on a smile and pretending I’m fine, This playlist is rlly hitting right now. Really thankful I recently found this page.🖤
whoever runs this channel is brilliant
thank you
This community is so welcoming because we all know what it fills like
true
skip to the end and replay for no adds x
The art for this video gave me serious inspiration for a character in a story a few friends and I are making. Thanks!
the best mixes :)
uWu
Yessirrrr @zaini @rxseboy
Me seeing this and immediately pressing it cause i saw the same inagine from the song ' mind games '
Just me. Okey ;-;
Just in time.
Today I resume uni.
Thanks!
Tokoyami's playlist.
mom: Why are you always laying down everyday how useless can you be what kind of a bastard son are you
Me ignoring her w/ anxieties and depressed
No way you’re accurate on that, but just attention seeking! If this is truth then, it’s up to you to rise above adversity and gain your power! Money helps everyone even simple jobs creates self worth and confidence! 💜🍀🤝
This is my loneliness music still ain't found the other part of me that i really connect with
Hey why you here buddy? you ok? your parents got mad at you? It's ok you'll be succesful one day😊
this is goona sound so "fake" but, bluntly, i just want to die
I went from the fake depressed kid to the real numb kid life is fckn hell.
sadeyes hit different
Only the people who have suffered understand the beauty of death and know to greet death like a friend. As it should be since it's only natural but that doesn't mean you should be in a rush to greet death. You may not feel like living now because of your depression and anxiety and feeling of isolation even when you're not alone, you're alone in your head so to you I say keep strong and keep going. The road ahead is tough and scary but it will be worth it. Take a rest every now and then and even if you've been stagnant for months, years, or only a few days, you are doing great. You'll continue on your way when you're ready and I'll be cheering for you every step of the way, even if I don't know you personally because I don't have to. I know your pain and heartache and that's all I need to know to root for you. Keep strong and keep going, you are loved and admired by many, especially in this comment section.
❤❤❤❤❤
I honestly still cant believe I made it on this playlist. It's a really old song but still it makes me really proud of myself. Thank you
Eyow this Designs are good for shirt and sweaters
Why am i so weak... Im so pathetic... Im sorry
death doesnt scare me. To me, death is freedom from my suffering and today made it just that little bit worse. i decided to get help and i had an appointment 2 weeks ago, i was told i would be called today but no, i didnt get called and it already feels futile.
im a walking lie, people see the fake me along with my fake smiles that i dont even have to try to put on because ive been like this for that long. Im so numb half the time that nothing matters. its been so bad that ive been too lazy to even attempt to end my own life.
What the fuck is wrong with me...
I can relate , the more I interact with new people the more I realize that all I'm doing is just an act , I tried , but I can't really be myself in school or anywhere with new people without having this feeling , that I'm adapting to them and their characters rather than being myself and I hate it . . .
I still have good relation with everybody but I don't feel like I'm myself with most , I'm truly wondering what the point ...
I don't know how to explain it , but I really do understand and relate to what you're saying , It's like you just pointed exactly how I'm always feeling 🙃
The glitch and general effects in "Its not you its me" are so fuckin hype holy cow
Death truly is beautiful. It’s a mysterious and dangerous mistress but one of the most fun.
Hi Yügen. Awesome mix again. Love you and ur mixes..
Just imagine how many hours they had to practice to get the clapping in sync
goste mxs
I love the art for this. I wanted to draw my own version of it.
Hydraflick op
emotionless0
Music and lofi beats like those are really saving me from going crazy and insane nobody who i know can imagine what im going threw and how it feels to be me i went threw so much and im still going threw bullshit but those songs...there are what safes me everytime...i just wanted to thank everybody doing playlists like these one! And a lot of Love and Support from my side for everyone who is going threw shit nowdays!
Am i listening to this while doing 12 paragraphs, a script, science hw, and quill :D yeah-
I keep asking myself, would they even care? I feel like I'm in this dark place but I just can't get out and every day it seems to get deeper and deeper, too much pressure to take to feel, what if I just can't do it, with I'm not good enough, I'm tired, so f tired, tired of life, of falling, of my parents yelling at me. It feels like Death is just great really.
That's great
sadboyprolific be doing moves lately. Love him❤️❤️❤️
do you know where this image is from
?
Do you have Spotify if you doesnt pls make one ❤️
I have, but I have to update the playlists.
You make some sad hour bangers! Love it. Thanks for making this my guy
5 mins for my assignment that is due, yay and I wanna be with my dog whos sad cause he's sick but I can't cause of my hw ... YAY
GIVE A LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS PLAYLIST
IS PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Death can be be beautiful ?
yes if you near from god
This is so lovely, definitely a favorite.
Cool Lo-Fi
ahh love the new mix 💙
Love this mix !
I'm a happy person, but I have this other side of me that wants to be alone and listening music just like this kind of vibe.
It's okay, I kinda like this one to be different in my playlist.. and honestly it gives me chilling feeling. Thanks for sharing btw.
I'm glad I got in here..hehe. God bless us all.
This made my day
Love from the Philippines ♥️