Your Mom was very proud of you, I’m sure. As a mom, I can say you are a good son. We should all be so fortunate as parents. Bless you, sweetie. Take care of yourself.
My mom has been gone for 8 years now, and I still catch myself thinking about things I want to call up and ask her about. Then I get mad/sad when I remember that I can't. Having siblings helps, especially when both your parents are gone. The best advice I can give you for the first few months is to always carry sunglasses. You never know when you'll be doing fine, and then some song plays on the grocery store Muzak and suddenly you're sobbing in the Safeway. 💔 The firsts (Christmas, birthdays, etc) are always the hardest, so try to be gentle with yourself.
Grieving is a life-long process. I lost my dad in 1996 and my mom in 2003 (a few days before Christmas). The pain lessens with time but it never completely disappears. There are times when something will "trigger" a memory, etc. It can be something like a smell or a song, etc. Expect those times and understand those memories will simultaneously make you cry and smile. Don't suppress your grief or try to push it aside. It's much healthier to work through it and acknowledge it. Losing a parent is tough but it seems you had a great relationship with your mom. You will be glad you maintained that relationship and will have no regrets in the future. I know too many people who regret they didn't make more of an effort to maintain/re-establish a relationship with a parent before they passed. Take care of yourself and know that grief is fluid.
Francisco, my condolences to you and your family. I wanted to share I went through something similar after my mom passed. The last year was full of not so nice days especially the last few months. I found those memories playing back in my head like you describe. Just know they will eventually ease up and be replaced with an image of the way you remember her before she was ill with her beautiful smile. Again, it’s still fresh for you so be easy on yourself. From what I could see you are a sweet and caring son, love Patrick ❤
Glad to see you back. Have followed you for many years, and watched many videos with your mom in them. The disney cruise was a favourite. Grief is hard, and you will have good and bad days.
Your mom is still with you and I hope that brings you some comfort. I lost mine a few years back and I still think of her daily. But now I think of her being free of pain and illness and I feel that she is at complete peace and knowing that brings me peace. You will always think about her and her love for you will never die. Please don’t forget that and remember to live your life in the best way you know to honor her memory it will help you to heal. Take care Francesco, we all love and support you especially during this time 💙💙💙
Francesco I'm continuing to pray for you and your family. Give yourself some time. You were a wonderful son to your mother and provided her the best care in her final days. Oh, by the way thanks for introducing me to dossier ! its wonderful.
Francisco I just love the light you bring. I also follow Kat Nesbit and you two just have a wonderful positive outlook that brings me joy. You really feel like a friend visiting and catching up on everything. Thank you and God bless.
Glad to see a video from you again. Take care of yourself and take your time getting back in the swing of things. I love watching your content whenever you post, so never feel like you have to post anything in a certain time frame. Praying for you and your family! God bless! 🙏🏾
So happy to see you back and I'm so sorry for the loss of your lovely mom. Like you said, the best moment of the year is coming, Fall is always so soothing. Hope it brings you lots of peace :)
Welcome back, Francesco. We all missed you. And btw -- I lost my mom 15 years ago and there are days I STILL find myself picking up the phone to call her. Be well.
Welcome back Francesco. My condolences on the passing of your mom. She was very proud of you and you are a good son. It’s been 30 years since my mom passed and I still think about her all the time. The same will happen for you and you’ll be able to remember her without it being painful. It all just takes time. Sending lots of love ❤️🙏
Wow Francesco I'm so sorry about your mom. So very tough and I'm thankful you have great videos and memories of her that you can go back and watch. I hope you rely on the strength of all of the people who love you including your viewers. WE are here to support you . By the way your arms are looking great. You are really seeing some great results!
So happy you posted! Always know your Mom's energy & love will always be near cheering you on in life. My Mom was my biggest cheerleader and I miss her everyday but I feel her energy & love especially when I need her most. It's hard but time helps, it's been only 2 years for me. Sending a big hug xo
First i wanna say im sorry for you loss❤ i know its hard ive lost my grandma and grandpa days from eachother. It wont be easy but it gets better. Praying for you. These videos from behind the galley are really helpful because ill be joining the friendly skies hopefully soon
I am sorry for your mothers passing my condolences. I just started watching your channel and saw this. I hope you're taking well care of yourself. Thank you for your content
I’m just seeing this & my heart goes out to you, and yes it’s a daily struggle, happy & sad every day, but try to remember the happy, good times & not do much the sad. Sending you happy blessings 🙏
It is nice to have you back. This was a very well done vlog too. I can relate to your grief since I lost my mom a few years back. Stay strong. Grief is a hell of a thing.
Ive been watching you for a long time. Your mother was a lovely lady. She will RIP! Glad to see you continuing to move on and live. I still tell my sister " uh huh! You can ask Mommy", even though our mom is gone. Your mom will forever be with you in spirit. Love from Brooklyn NY!
I just discovered your content and followed the journey with your mom. So sorry for what you had to go through, it can’t be easy. Stay strong through this tough time in your life❤❤
Sorry for the loss of your mom. The memories you had with her will last a lifetime. My family is heading to Disney Sep 10-17, we cannot wait! Nothing like being in the happiest place on Earth!
So nice to see you back. It’s sweet that you and John still have a caring relationship for each other. Oh and we call it “Princess Parking” when you park in the garage!
A new subscriber here, you had me when you mentioned the loss of your mom. My mom passed away this year and like you, I have my moments too. There is not one day I don't think of her. Much love and a warm hug to you!
I am so happy to see you Francesco, I am glad you are slowly getting back to everyday life just take it day by day. Just remember to take that time for yourself you are in my thoughts. You are very lucky to have caring friends and your brothers.
Haven’t watched your videos in a while. I wish you and your family peace during this difficult time. You all are loved, and is your mom. May she rest in peace.
I'm so happy to see you again! I lost my mom 41 years ago, & miss her every single day, but I distinctly remember that the 2nd year was worse than the first; it's almost like the 1st year I was still in shock & then the 2nd year,reality set in. I hope you don't experience this! Nice to see John again!
Welcome Home! Oh my goodness. You are loved! Your dog is so happy with you! I am so glad you have her. I am finishing my 11th year in retirement from AA. The only thing I care to remember is my last trip to Barcelona. Also my retirement check on the first and my great friends. I am not sure this will help you now, but: "Look back, but don't stare." You will have your best friend and pet to look forward to for a long time my friend. I will share this with you. I am 69 years old and although my mom passed in 2012 I still will think about calling her. And when I think about behaving badly, she stops me. I would not trade that for anything. The memories and love will never end.
Glad to see you back posting vlogs. It's going to take some time with grieving your mom. It took me quite a while but everyone is different. Don't put any expectations on it. I also sought outside help.
So good to see you Francesco. Last year my younger brother died then my mum died a few months later, so still feeling down about it all as basically that’s my family all gone. I know your mum would want you to not be sad, so I’m sure with time things will get better. Keep strong , you know everyone here is with you ❤
It's hard when a parent passes, they are your world. It toke me a very long time, after my last parent passed, too feel that I wasn't forgetting to do something for them, it will get better with time. Glad to see you and Mia again 👋🏽👋🏽😃🐾♥️
Deepest sympathy to you and your family.. I really know how you feel I lost my mom 10 years ago and I remember her each day ..so bro I have learned this over the years.. the pain will never go away but you will learn to live with it… stay strong
My prayers are continuing for you and your family as you know working is the best thing for you. Continue to be strong as I'll continue to always support you be well...!
Francesco good to see you are back and thanks for the vlog . Prepare yourself this first set of holidays without your mom will be a time of mixed emotions for your and your siblings .
Welcome back and so sorry to hear about your mother. I am glad you are now ready to return. Think of the grest times you had with her and it will make things slightly easier. I know having lost both my parents that the more you dwell on how she went, the more you will depress yourself. I am glad you are now getting back on the horse so to speak.
I remember when I was with AA/AE and the employee parking was in the first lot by SW. It made my commute so much easier. Hopefully some day employee parking will go back to the terminal area.
I was just thinking of you over the weekend and wondering when you'd be back to vlogging. Good to see you returning to normal life - even if a piece of your heart is missing. BTW, during the recent Nordstrom Anniversary sale, I tested (and fell in love with) Jo Malone Wood Sage and Sea Salt cologne, but refused to pay the price it extracts. Did some research and learned Dossier Woody Sage is a great dupe. Bought it and, yep: all the scent, feels and vibe without the insane price ticket.
Hi, Francesco, it's so good to see you. I've missed you and was hoping that you were doing okay. Grieving takes time, and memories and feelings can hit you at anytime. You take your time and grieve and miss your Mum for as long as you want. I've never met her, but still I miss her because of you. Be good to yourself and take care. Good to see John again. Lots of love to you both. I'll look forward to your next video. Be good, and safe travelling.❤❤❤❤
Hello. Francesco. So happy to see you. I know you have had a tough time. You were such a great son to your mother. I cannot believe that she passed so quickly but glad she had not a lot of suffering. I nursed my husband for almost three years before he passed. I know that feeling where you want to tell your departed person something and then you remember that they are not with us any more. You did your flights so well. You are so organized. It was very nice to see John when you picked up Mia. Hello John, happy your work is going well. How nice your Captain bought all the crew Starbucks. Little things like that really make your day. Remembering you in my prayers. At least your trip to Disney will cheer you up a little. I know how much you love it there. Stay safe. Blessings from Canada. 🍁 🍁🛫🛬
U r so sweet 😢I am so sorry for ur moms passing …. And I am happy that u took time to grieve. Now make it a new chapter. Challenge urself to continue exceeding.
Your Mom was very proud of you, I’m sure. As a mom, I can say you are a good son. We should all be so fortunate as parents. Bless you, sweetie. Take care of yourself.
Welcome back. I probably speak for many, we've missed you. Continued prayers for peace & comfort.
Welcome back Francesco give yourself time heal from your loss your mom is always going to be with you ❤
Condolences on your mom’s passing. She knew you loved her and that’s precious.
My mom has been gone for 8 years now, and I still catch myself thinking about things I want to call up and ask her about. Then I get mad/sad when I remember that I can't. Having siblings helps, especially when both your parents are gone. The best advice I can give you for the first few months is to always carry sunglasses. You never know when you'll be doing fine, and then some song plays on the grocery store Muzak and suddenly you're sobbing in the Safeway. 💔 The firsts (Christmas, birthdays, etc) are always the hardest, so try to be gentle with yourself.
I guess we all are the same about our moms after they pass. It means we loved our moms and they loved us back!
Yes, I, myself have those moments as well. And I cry!! For me, since Jan. 2017 having my Mother go to heaven!!❤❤
Grieving is a life-long process. I lost my dad in 1996 and my mom in 2003 (a few days before Christmas). The pain lessens with time but it never completely disappears. There are times when something will "trigger" a memory, etc. It can be something like a smell or a song, etc. Expect those times and understand those memories will simultaneously make you cry and smile. Don't suppress your grief or try to push it aside. It's much healthier to work through it and acknowledge it. Losing a parent is tough but it seems you had a great relationship with your mom. You will be glad you maintained that relationship and will have no regrets in the future. I know too many people who regret they didn't make more of an effort to maintain/re-establish a relationship with a parent before they passed. Take care of yourself and know that grief is fluid.
It's so lovely to see you again. Your Mom is missed by a lot of people on your channel. Sending love.
Glad you showed John.. we think about him also
So sorry for your loss! She is now dancing amongst the Angels constantly watching over you!
Your mom was a treat to see in your videos, Francesco. I'll continue to pray for you and your family
Francisco, my condolences to you and your family. I wanted to share I went through something similar after my mom passed. The last year was full of not so nice days especially the last few months. I found those memories playing back in my head like you describe. Just know they will eventually ease up and be replaced with an image of the way you remember her before she was ill with her beautiful smile. Again, it’s still fresh for you so be easy on yourself. From what I could see you are a sweet and caring son, love Patrick ❤
Glad to see you back. Have followed you for many years, and watched many videos with your mom in them. The disney cruise was a favourite. Grief is hard, and you will have good and bad days.
Your mom is still with you and I hope that brings you some comfort. I lost mine a few years back and I still think of her daily. But now I think of her being free of pain and illness and I feel that she is at complete peace and knowing that brings me peace. You will always think about her and her love for you will never die. Please don’t forget that and remember to live your life in the best way you know to honor her memory it will help you to heal.
Take care Francesco, we all love and support you especially during this time 💙💙💙
Francesco I'm continuing to pray for you and your family. Give yourself some time. You were a wonderful son to your mother and provided her the best care in her final days. Oh, by the way thanks for introducing me to dossier ! its wonderful.
Glad you are getting back to things. Prayers continued for you and your family. So happy to see John again.
Francisco I just love the light you bring. I also follow Kat Nesbit and you two just have a wonderful positive outlook that brings me joy. You really feel like a friend visiting and catching up on everything. Thank you and God bless.
Glad to see a video from you again. Take care of yourself and take your time getting back in the swing of things. I love watching your content whenever you post, so never feel like you have to post anything in a certain time frame. Praying for you and your family! God bless! 🙏🏾
So happy to see you back and I'm so sorry for the loss of your lovely mom. Like you said, the best moment of the year is coming, Fall is always so soothing. Hope it brings you lots of peace :)
Glad to see you back Francesco. May you find comfort in remembering the wonderful memories accumulated over the years with your mom and family ❤
Love your videos! Your mom will always be looking over you 💙
Good to see you, John and Mia😊
Welcome back Francesco! It's so nice to see you and John and Mia. Thinking of you and your family. Sending healing hugs and prayers.
Welcome back! You are loved! ❤
Sending love to you and your family. a loving mother is truly a gift that never goes away and you gave her so much love back. ❤
Welcome back, Francesco. We all missed you. And btw -- I lost my mom 15 years ago and there are days I STILL find myself picking up the phone to call her. Be well.
Welcome back Francesco. My condolences on the passing of your mom. She was very proud of you and you are a good son. It’s been 30 years since my mom passed and I still think about her all the time. The same will happen for you and you’ll be able to remember her without it being painful. It all just takes time. Sending lots of love ❤️🙏
Wow Francesco I'm so sorry about your mom. So very tough and I'm thankful you have great videos and memories of her that you can go back and watch. I hope you rely on the strength of all of the people who love you including your viewers. WE are here to support you . By the way your arms are looking great. You are really seeing some great results!
So happy you posted! Always know your Mom's energy & love will always be near cheering you on in life. My Mom was my biggest cheerleader and I miss her everyday but I feel her energy & love especially when I need her most. It's hard but time helps, it's been only 2 years for me. Sending a big hug xo
Lovely to see you back. Your longer vlogs are wonderful too, Francesco. Looking forward to seeing more!! 😊❤️
So sorry for your loss. She’s an angel now and will be flying next to you on every one of your flights.
First i wanna say im sorry for you loss❤ i know its hard ive lost my grandma and grandpa days from eachother. It wont be easy but it gets better. Praying for you. These videos from behind the galley are really helpful because ill be joining the friendly skies hopefully soon
Glad you're ok. Welcome back!
I am sorry for your mothers passing my condolences. I just started watching your channel and saw this. I hope you're taking well care of yourself. Thank you for your content
I’m just seeing this & my heart goes out to you, and yes it’s a daily struggle, happy & sad every day, but try to remember the happy, good times & not do much the sad.
Sending you happy blessings 🙏
Glad you are back! Be easy in yourself as you heal. ❤
So nice to see John❤
Grieving is a process and we all grieve differently and it’s okay for how long it takes you. There is no right or wrong way to grieve. 🙏🏽
Welcome back. You were missed. Looking forward to your Disney vlog!
I’m so sorry about the loss of your mom. Prayers are with you. 🙏
So glad to see u back. I lost my mom a little over a year ago and it’s very hard. Wishing u all the best and prayers for you and your family.
It is nice to have you back. This was a very well done vlog too. I can relate to your grief since I lost my mom a few years back. Stay strong. Grief is a hell of a thing.
My condolences, thoughts, and prayers to you and your family, God holds you, loves you, and will keep you secure, and whole🙏✝️
Francesco I am glad to see you again. I wish you peace, happiness and so much love. Sending positive vibes and thoughts your way ❤
Really great to see you back ~ and yet completely understand the importance of taking time to ease back into a routine.
Another great vlog! Great seeing John. Tell him I said hello. 👋
Hang in there. Sending hugs and prayers. ❤🙏🏼❤️
Just be kind to yourself - I’ve lost both parents by my mid 30s - time heals.
God bless you
Continued prayers! I’m happy to see out with a vlog.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your mum. I hope memories can bring you comfort. I love your dog!! She is adorable
What I love about your videos is that you show us what you do on the plane! Love it. Have a great week Francesco :))
Glad to have you back
Always so nice to see you and Mia ❤
Your mom loved you just as much as you loved her. She is your Guardian Angel and always watch over you. ❤
Ive been watching you for a long time. Your mother was a lovely lady. She will RIP! Glad to see you continuing to move on and live. I still tell my sister " uh huh! You can ask Mommy", even though our mom is gone. Your mom will forever be with you in spirit. Love from Brooklyn NY!
I just discovered your content and followed the journey with your mom. So sorry for what you had to go through, it can’t be easy. Stay strong through this tough time in your life❤❤
Welcome back! We missed you❤
Sorry for the loss of your mom. The memories you had with her will last a lifetime. My family is heading to Disney Sep 10-17, we cannot wait! Nothing like being in the happiest place on Earth!
I was so happy to see this! It does get easier with time. Your work and time with friends will help immensely. I am looking forward to your next one!
Hello from Brazil! Nice vlog and what a lovely dog you have there.
So nice to see you back. It’s sweet that you and John still have a caring relationship for each other.
Oh and we call it “Princess Parking” when you park in the garage!
A new subscriber here, you had me when you mentioned the loss of your mom. My mom passed away this year and like you, I have my moments too. There is not one day I don't think of her. Much love and a warm hug to you!
Happy to see you back❤ 🤗. Hang in their 🙏🏼
Really enjoyed the video, thank you. Good to see John. Happy that you two continue being friends. Take care. 😇🥰
Welcome back!!!!! You were greatly missed man!!!!! Sending love to you
I am so happy to see you Francesco, I am glad you are slowly getting back to everyday life just take it day by day. Just remember to take that time for yourself you are in my thoughts. You are very lucky to have caring friends and your brothers.
Haven’t watched your videos in a while. I wish you and your family peace during this difficult time. You all are loved, and is your mom. May she rest in peace.
I'm so happy to see you again! I lost my mom 41 years ago, & miss her every single day, but I distinctly remember that the 2nd year was worse than the first; it's almost like the 1st year I was still in shock & then the 2nd year,reality set in. I hope you don't experience this!
Nice to see John again!
Thinking of you. As someone else said, be kind to yourself. Give yourself grace.
Welcome Home! Oh my goodness. You are loved! Your dog is so happy with you! I am so glad you have her. I am finishing my 11th year in retirement from AA. The only thing I care to remember is my last trip to Barcelona. Also my retirement check on the first and my great friends. I am not sure this will help you now, but: "Look back, but don't stare." You will have your best friend and pet to look forward to for a long time my friend. I will share this with you. I am 69 years old and although my mom passed in 2012 I still will think about calling her. And when I think about behaving badly, she stops me. I would not trade that for anything. The memories and love will never end.
Great to have you back francesco. Glad the doggie co-parenting is going so well
Glad to see you back posting vlogs. It's going to take some time with grieving your mom. It took me quite a while but everyone is different. Don't put any expectations on it. I also sought outside help.
Take care. Fly safe. God bless. Thanks for sharing. 🌈🙏🛫
So good to see you Francesco. Last year my younger brother died then my mum died a few months later, so still feeling down about it all as basically that’s my family all gone. I know your mum would want you to not be sad, so I’m sure with time things will get better. Keep strong , you know everyone here is with you ❤
I like your comfy vlog, so much!
Flowers in your room were so beautiful.
Glad to see a new video it’s been a while
It's hard when a parent passes, they are your world. It toke me a very long time, after my last parent passed, too feel that I wasn't forgetting to do something for them, it will get better with time. Glad to see you and Mia again 👋🏽👋🏽😃🐾♥️
As a mom I know you mother had to be very proud of you. I could tell by her actions on some of your vlogs. Your mom will always be in your heart
I love Fall too! 🍂🍁
Deepest sympathy to you and your family.. I really know how you feel I lost my mom 10 years ago and I remember her each day ..so bro I have learned this over the years.. the pain will never go away but you will learn to live with it… stay strong
God bless you. My most sincere condolences to you. She will always be with you.
My prayers are continuing for you and your family as you know working is the best thing for you. Continue to be strong as I'll continue to always support you be well...!
My heart goes out to you and your family. So sorry to hear about her passing.
Francesco good to see you are back and thanks for the vlog . Prepare yourself this first set of holidays without your mom will be a time of mixed emotions for your and your siblings .
You are the most flawless guy I know. I'm always here to support you.
Welcome back and so sorry to hear about your mother. I am glad you are now ready to return. Think of the grest times you had with her and it will make things slightly easier. I know having lost both my parents that the more you dwell on how she went, the more you will depress yourself. I am glad you are now getting back on the horse so to speak.
My condolences on the loss of your mom. We are here for you. One day at a time
I remember when I was with AA/AE and the employee parking was in the first lot by SW. It made my commute so much easier. Hopefully some day employee parking will go back to the terminal area.
I was just thinking of you over the weekend and wondering when you'd be back to vlogging. Good to see you returning to normal life - even if a piece of your heart is missing. BTW, during the recent Nordstrom Anniversary sale, I tested (and fell in love with) Jo Malone Wood Sage and Sea Salt cologne, but refused to pay the price it extracts. Did some research and learned Dossier Woody Sage is a great dupe. Bought it and, yep: all the scent, feels and vibe without the insane price ticket.
Welcome back....missed your videos! Be strong.......
It is so hard to lose a mom. Your mom seemed like a real gem to you & your brother. Thoughts & prayers from Dallas......
Hi, Francesco, it's so good to see you. I've missed you and was hoping that you were doing okay. Grieving takes time, and memories and feelings can hit you at anytime. You take your time and grieve and miss your Mum for as long as you want. I've never met her, but still I miss her because of you. Be good to yourself and take care. Good to see John again. Lots of love to you both. I'll look forward to your next video. Be good, and safe travelling.❤❤❤❤
Welcome back. You were missed. I like the back end of summer too!
I am so sorry for your loss! 🙏🏻 I lost my father innan accident 2016, and I know the pain.
Hello. Francesco. So happy to see you. I know you have had a tough time. You were such a great son to your mother. I cannot believe that she passed so quickly but glad she had not a lot of suffering. I nursed my husband for almost three years before he passed. I know that feeling where you want to tell your departed person something and then you remember that they are not with us any more. You did your flights so well. You are so organized. It was very nice to see John when you picked up Mia. Hello John, happy your work is going well. How nice your Captain bought all the crew Starbucks. Little things like that really make your day. Remembering you in my prayers. At least your trip to Disney will cheer you up a little. I know how much you love it there. Stay safe. Blessings from Canada. 🍁 🍁🛫🛬
I’m so sorry for your loss of your mum who is now at peace ❤️
Welcome back! Good vlog.
Good to see you and Ms. Mia again.
U r so sweet 😢I am so sorry for ur moms passing …. And I am happy that u took time to grieve. Now make it a new chapter. Challenge urself to continue exceeding.
I’m so sorry for your loss sweetheart 🙏❤️🙏🙏
Glad to see you're doing good. Love that John! ❤
It is great to see you back!
You are a good son. BTW your work outs are paying off! Keep up the good work!
Awwww no I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I loss my dad to cancer about 7 years ago so I understand 😢 keeping you and your family in my prayers 🙏