this song literally changed my life, everytime I feel too much I come back to it. in 2022 I had a suicide attempt, never in my life I had felt loved or liked my appearance, in September I decided to end it all but I survived it. In December, I had to go out and checked myself on the camera and I liked how I looked for the first time in my life. After an hour looking in the mirror I decided to take a photo and post it on Instagram with the ending of this song because it was everything to me in that dark place, even thought everyone had more likes than me in that time, I cried of joy when I saw the likes of old people in my life that actually liked how I looked. I still have that picture on highlights and every time I feel like ending all I look at it, at how I have growth of it, at how everything's good compared to that. I still feel deep and I relapsed after 2 years clean, but I know I have to stay strong. I wish I could hugh 14 year old me.
me, as well as many other people, not only in these comments but close to you too, are very happy to hear you're okay, I really hope you never come back to such a place and if you ever do, which is nothing to be ashamed of, you can get out of there,, there'll always be people for you, who do care about you and who love you. pls never forget life is worth living, and even though there's an overwhelming amount of bad, there's a lot of good too, which you should really try out, there are some incredible things out there, I hope you are improving and can live a truly happy life, best wishes!!! :D
Lyrics: I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
The ending makes me feel like escaping, leaving far from here, go to a place where I’ll live fighting the rough life but not with extra fighters in the ring.
This song makes me know that life is tough and you gotta be tough sometimes to fight it back, and eventually sometimes you have to run. Run far away. Escape from everything. From the laughter of madness and evil that comes from those who seek to damage, laughter that comes from the bullies, that comes from the harm doers. Eventually you get out safe and sound but the fight doesn’t stop. No. Certainly not yet.
Certainly not yet. I had a great time a month ago. Now I’m in a tight crawl space, but I knew, and I’m not alone. It’s a comforting feeling knowing it’s not a one man struggle.
@@Daphne_is_cool_af course, life is hard and tuff but sometimes you just need a breather, it’s really hard but life keeps going, no matter the weight on your shoulders
I moved to Mexico from the US to live with the love of my life, I left my friends, my family and everyone I’ve ever known. I miss them all so much, but living with her is worth it. It worked out in the end because I was working a job in corporate management working 70 hours a week and eventually found a remote job with a tech company that pays just as good for half the hours. My friends, when you find true love, just go for it and the rest will work out on its own. Now I’m living in a town where I learned Spanish to communicate with the locals because she is the only other English speaker here Don’t be afraid to take risks and go for what makes you happ. Whether it’s the logical thing to do or not, life has a funny thing to make what’s meant to be happen
To anybody who reads this, I love you. I may not understand your pain, but I’m here for you. We don’t know each other and that’s okay, I’m sending you a virtual hug. I know life has been tuff but that’s okay, you got this. Whatever your situation is, I know you can overcome it. I love you family. Be safe, I hope we can meet in some way. Love🤍
took a trip to Canada to see a close friend initially coming was scary but then we met and spent time together I felt at home now that I have to go back to my country I feel utterly hollow and depressed and down again sigh
Este mundo es una batalla constante , cuando quiero lograr algo parece que se alinean las estrellas para lograr que me rinda , cuando estoy en el piso me patean y solo puedo observar sin hacer nada , solo quiero levantarme y darle un puño en la cara a la vida
the only way you can punch the face of life is to win, if you let it win then you will feed it strength. Run towards what you want to seek and run away from what the world wants you to seek.
i used to listen to this song alot struggling with mental problems I hope to everyone who is going through suicidal thoughts and people who feel like that beat their battles !
this song make me get into my feeling it like a can feel a vibe with it i just dont know but i feel more relax and feel depressed for sum reason like it bring me back to it in a good way
at times u just gotta think through the shit u were meant to go through , cause the shit you think about (negativity) is the shit you gotta go through not matter what shit you gotta go through is the shit that’s gonna get you strong, I’m drunk
As a 23 year old that no longer wants to exist this songs helps me , I feel really sad, I am always overwhelmed with a weight of anxiety over me, my mental fortitude is diminished and I feel that my brain is going to explode, as I write this I don’t even know what to think, I have been writing a lot lately but idk anymore , I don’t know what to say or what to do so I can deal with my achiest and situation in life. I feel sad just an extreme amount of sadness, I am anxious about my job I just feel really down and out currently, living on your own and barley being able to pay rent really does take a toll on you , I think living in San Francisco of all places really do too this place is filled with beautiful scenery but tainted with mental illness everywhere it’s crazy man, I wanna go home I miss my family I feel like retreating into the arms of my mom
I liked this girl that lived pretty far not far far but far enough I couldn’t just go to her which is funny because I always made fun of long distance relationships I confessed and she felt the same. we would talk for hours and I was planning on meeting her she was the coolest, funniest, prettiest, most awesome person ever and two years ago today she took her own life and I never knew why the last thing I said to her was goodnight and I miss her a lot. this was her favorite song.
Por si alguien buscaba la song: "Mac DeMarco-Moonlight On The River (instrumental)" Ah si, el contexto, es cuando el/ella, mira a la persona que pensaba que la/lo iba a hacer realmente feliz, pero no lo fue. (El fondo según es triste wt-)
When I listen to this song I remember when I was happy .and when I was around people that made me happy but not just happy comfortable in my own skin sometimes I wonder why I’m so mad and angry but maybe it’s because of my appearance, or the people that I have lost but honestly I forget about that when I’m with them
This song had different meaning for me when I was with my one and only. I’m 22 and met the love of my life back when I was 16. Started dating steadily for 4 years. Enlisted into the military last year. She would write to me, send me polos. I had a week left in tech school and we’d been planning of her to fly down for graduation and have 2 months free to just relax. During an eval, I kept getting constant texts and missed calls from her friends, her mom, my mom, her sister, my brother. Nothing good. Long story short it’s worse than I could’ve ever imagined. I had lost her. One of her super old exes went crazy, broke into her apartment just before she was gonna leave for her mom’s house. Mfr beat her, killed her new 4 month old puppy Juno. She had 3 broken ribs, broken right arm, a collapsed lung, and bled out in the ER from internal bleeding. I stayed up for 3 days straight. I just couldn’t fall asleep. I still call her mom and sister everyday, but it never gets easier. I still feel forced to put on a smile even though it’s almost been a year but I can’t imagine moving on. She was perfect in every way. I miss her smile, her laugh, her beautiful eyes. I miss the normality of just relaxing and actually feeling happy. I’ve been feeling hollow since then. Just numb. I took to alcohol as a vice and am now 3 months sober at least. I knew she wouldn’t like what I was doing to my body. I don’t know if she would like what she saw now. I miss her so much I just feel like no-one can compare to her. New girls just want me for s*x, money, alcohol, or to hit my vape. They don’t really love me or treat me right but they’ll always call when they’re drunk. I’ve blocked them all, I only talk with friends and family. I’m going to AA meetings, but I didn’t realize how truly depressed I’ve been until recently. I’m glad to stop drinking but still feel like I accomplish nothing day to day. I’m not suicidal, I just want to feel happy again and I miss falling asleep with her wrapped around me. Sorry if it’s a lot I just needed to vent. Rest easy Jade, my StarDust 🥀
Recently It Came across my fyp, my life isn’t doing goood. I try to find distractions but reality comes to me so fast. I get hit with the truth and I don’t wanna hear the truth. I’m always avoiding it. I once Had it all. I had my loving parents we finally bought our house. We were doing soooo good as a family. I was gonna go to a trade school I had my future planned out now that u was graduating. I knew what I wanted. Recently i found person who loves me for who I am and that honestly is so satisfying to have. I love her. Disaster struck and my parents got divorced, we’re gonna lose the house we live in . We were a family of 6 and now it’s getting split in half. I lost my future because I had to help at at home paying bills. I’m not currently working my ass off. I am trying to get this family together but I know it’s futile. I am now only w the person who loves me and I hope she doesn’t leave me.
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
@@DanielYGOandCR not so good right now.. you know? its just strange how i cant cry anymore when i actually want to but it just doesnt.. sometimes i just sit and wonder and look at the sky and everything around me if everything is what it seems like to everyone aswell as i do. sometimes i think to myself what is it to actually feel something you want back again?.... at night i sit outside for hours and just stare at the moon to the left side then hours later to the right side and from then looking at the grey clouds up above wishing they were white and with light just as those days as it used to. thinking that someday we will see the day again but wont.. late at night... no sleep ... no thoughts.... no tears... just numbly in pain where i cant feel it no more and just wishing and praying one day i will cry again and feel something and that same feeling i want.. sometimes im not okay.. i dont want to go into the abyss where i just feel trapped to myself but im thinking to myself... i think its just best to stay this way and see if anything happens .
Curioso, como es que una simple musica instrumental, puede generar una sensación de Pensamiento 💭 profundo es raro como si fueran mil pensamientos pero ni jna sola palabra.
It eventually will. Good times and bad times come and go, and sometimes it’s hard to accept life’s hardships but trust me it will get better and I truly hope you get that happiness soon.
I’m only 14 and a freshmen in Highschool I am so deeply in love with this boy I met last year we get along so well we dated for a while until my mom found out I was with him she the proceeds to tell me I was such a skank for being with a boy I was so disappointed and disgusted in myself I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror or look at pictures of myself I wanted to wash all of my skin off forget about who I was and what I did I then got advice from my older brother he explained to me crying over him wasn’t going to help me deal with any of my grieving that I should just talk to him and grow our relationship and that’s what I did today would be the year anniversary if we were together I still miss how it was before I feel like I can’t even talking about him with my mother because of what she’ll say so I stay quiet and don’t talk to her about boys or him in general I feel like my mother would always see me as her disappointment of a daughter for breaking her trust as the oldest daughter of my family I really do feel like a disappointment he’s the only thing I could think about how or what hes doing how hes feeling If hes sad if hes upset if hes crying me and him care for each other so much I haven’t seen him in so long I really just want to hug him and not let go feel his embrace and the company of his presence, today is also his birthday I feel so horrible because he spent time with me on my birthday and I can’t see him on his I can’t get him a gift because I would have to ask my mom if I could buy him one I’m just so frustrated and tired I don’t know what to do I don’t know if I should tell my mom that we both still really like each other the other thing that has me completely hooked on him is the way he cares and loves me I’ve never been treated like this before he makes me feel so complete and comfortable in my own skin he makes me forget about my worries
I really just wanted a friendship with him, been fine for a couple of months until he told me i was a waste of his time. Saying that im just the average girl he talks to.
I'm so lost, why are there quite a few people in these comments saying "I'm ending it". It's not a joke, it's not funny, it's a serious thing that people go through. If you're actually going through it, I apologize for this, but if you're just saying that in the comments because you want someone to hear you, you don't need to say "I'm ending it", all you need to say is you want someone to 'care', someone to hear you, listen to you, make you feel like they understand you. Suicide isn't a joke and I really hope none of you resort to that. I've tried resorting to it a few times, it never ended well. There are people who care for you, there is someone out there that is made just for you. No matter what you're going through right now, you're strong, I believe you'll get through it. Whether it's alone or with someone else. Just don't bring others down with you. When someone is trying to be there for you, it can sometimes drain them. So, when someone is helping you, try and be appreciative.
this song literally changed my life, everytime I feel too much I come back to it.
in 2022 I had a suicide attempt, never in my life I had felt loved or liked my appearance, in September I decided to end it all but I survived it. In December, I had to go out and checked myself on the camera and I liked how I looked for the first time in my life. After an hour looking in the mirror I decided to take a photo and post it on Instagram with the ending of this song because it was everything to me in that dark place, even thought everyone had more likes than me in that time, I cried of joy when I saw the likes of old people in my life that actually liked how I looked. I still have that picture on highlights and every time I feel like ending all I look at it, at how I have growth of it, at how everything's good compared to that. I still feel deep and I relapsed after 2 years clean, but I know I have to stay strong. I wish I could hugh 14 year old me.
never have i thought that hearing about some strangers online growth would bring me warmth
im glad u survived ml
People who defeat suicide are true heroes of the mind.
me, as well as many other people, not only in these comments but close to you too, are very happy to hear you're okay, I really hope you never come back to such a place and if you ever do, which is nothing to be ashamed of, you can get out of there,, there'll always be people for you, who do care about you and who love you. pls never forget life is worth living, and even though there's an overwhelming amount of bad, there's a lot of good too, which you should really try out, there are some incredible things out there, I hope you are improving and can live a truly happy life, best wishes!!! :D
Glad you still living good, God bless you
it brings me peace knowing i ain’t the only one going thru shi
not at all
facts
Lyrics:
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did
It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it
It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at
It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you
It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
i love you
The ending makes me feel like escaping, leaving far from here, go to a place where I’ll live fighting the rough life but not with extra fighters in the ring.
Too real
4:21 me dió en el alma que buena rola
I just wanna feel loved..
Hung going gan gung gin shaka Shaka boom lala vroommmmm aka aka aka aka wraaaaaaa
You’ll eventually find someone it just takes time :)
slide 4 Buddy
@@snicks9619this is a TH-cam comment section dawg
Need to talk about it?
This song makes me know that life is tough and you gotta be tough sometimes to fight it back, and eventually sometimes you have to run. Run far away. Escape from everything. From the laughter of madness and evil that comes from those who seek to damage, laughter that comes from the bullies, that comes from the harm doers. Eventually you get out safe and sound but the fight doesn’t stop. No. Certainly not yet.
Certainly not yet. I had a great time a month ago. Now I’m in a tight crawl space, but I knew, and I’m not alone. It’s a comforting feeling knowing it’s not a one man struggle.
4 words.
Don't end your life.
@@Daphne_is_cool_af course, life is hard and tuff but sometimes you just need a breather, it’s really hard but life keeps going, no matter the weight on your shoulders
That is so true.
Finally opened up to my mom abt my suicide letter, she took it well and told me she understood me and was happy I didn’t pull through with my plan
W
this comment made me cry i’m so happy for you
Huge W
I may not know you, but you did a very brave thing , and for that, I love you
Lucky you i dont feell like it
4:21 this sound just make me Remember all the things I usually forgot or ignore
this song makes me feel something like I’m special or something makes me feel free..
Stunning. Simply stunning
This song comforts me in ways I didn't think were ever possible. ty mac demarco fr
4:20
This song gives me flashbacks of my Mama, I miss you everyday. with all my heart, until see each other again in Paradise Mama.
A hug is all that i could ever ask for...
🤓🤓🤓
🫂 internet hug
@@iloverkelly5642 shut up
I have no words to say man..
the instrument brings me so many feelings, I feel empty
I moved to Mexico from the US to live with the love of my life, I left my friends, my family and everyone I’ve ever known. I miss them all so much, but living with her is worth it. It worked out in the end because I was working a job in corporate management working 70 hours a week and eventually found a remote job with a tech company that pays just as good for half the hours. My friends, when you find true love, just go for it and the rest will work out on its own. Now I’m living in a town where I learned Spanish to communicate with the locals because she is the only other English speaker here
Don’t be afraid to take risks and go for what makes you happ. Whether it’s the logical thing to do or not, life has a funny thing to make what’s meant to be happen
this song comforts me so much inffact most mac demarco songs comforts me so much that made me wonder who the fuck hurt him
nun hes just a cool ass guy
@@Chevelle3_ That battery stick tho
@@mr.s4ndman wym
@@Chevelle3_ Look up for the song "Freaking out the Neighborhood", scroll through the comments and you'll know what I mean
4:20 en esta parte de la rola me pongo a pensar siempre
God's got it's favorites
awh man, i really loved him
type shit
@@gio8445 fr bro
same lol
real
Tell him before it's too late
I’m ending it FR‼️😂
dont do it, its not worth it
it gets better, i promise you!
just hold on.
Fr 😂 💔
please dont do it 💔
Hey man how are you now dont kys man everybody loves you💕
You believe in God? Jesus still loves you.......
Im def ending it 😂😂🗣️🗣️🔥🔥💯💯💯
love this song really enjoy it!
To anybody who reads this, I love you. I may not understand your pain, but I’m here for you. We don’t know each other and that’s okay, I’m sending you a virtual hug. I know life has been tuff but that’s okay, you got this. Whatever your situation is, I know you can overcome it. I love you family. Be safe, I hope we can meet in some way. Love🤍
i hope so
🤍
🫂
Cringe
took a trip to Canada to see a close friend initially coming was scary but then we met and spent time together I felt at home now that I have to go back to my country I feel utterly hollow and depressed and down again sigh
Este mundo es una batalla constante , cuando quiero lograr algo parece que se alinean las estrellas para lograr que me rinda , cuando estoy en el piso me patean y solo puedo observar sin hacer nada , solo quiero levantarme y darle un puño en la cara a la vida
Keep fighting. It gets better.
Eres amado.
Si de verdad quieres eso, te espera dolor, mucho dolor, pero vale la pena. Te lo prometo.
the only way you can punch the face of life is to win, if you let it win then you will feed it strength. Run towards what you want to seek and run away from what the world wants you to seek.
This comment section makes me sad :( 💔
we both thought I would walk down the isle towards him to this song and now we are strangers once again
The song reminds me of a sunset in rural road 🌄
4:14 me hace reflexionar sobre mis errores que he cometido
A mi esa parte me hace reflexionar sobre los errores que otros han cometido conmigo
Gonna use this song to end my dnd campaign I’ve been running for a year now.
i used to listen to this song alot struggling with mental problems I hope to everyone who is going through suicidal thoughts and people who feel like that beat their battles !
3:53
im ending it 😂🤣🗣💯
na man dont do that, ive attempted 2 times and trust me, life gets better and its not worth it
Please don't do it, it will get better.
it aint woth it brotha
@@puccarati jus because your life isn’t worth ending , doesn’t mean others feel the same way.
@@mouisasenah😹😹
4:20 This part... The most beautiful part of the masterpiece. 🖤
4:10 "She's a princess and you're a ogre; That's something a potion can't change.
But i loved her...
yes really a lover, your let her go..."
" this is something else "
My line... 😪
Stop bc the way I forgot it was instrumental and was waiting for him to start singing😭
And I’d tell you, that I loved you, if I did.
This song makes me sad soo beucause i listen this song i miss my grandpa old memories 😢😢😢😢
i’m tempted but the guilt my parents might go through and never knowing what i was going through is what’s stopping me
Don’t do it they love you
dont do it man, im here for you
You gotta keep moving on.
this song make me get into my feeling it like a can feel a vibe with it i just dont know but i feel more relax and feel depressed for sum reason like it bring me back to it in a good way
at times u just gotta think through the shit u were meant to go through , cause the shit you think about (negativity) is the shit you gotta go through not matter what shit you gotta go through is the shit that’s gonna get you strong, I’m drunk
As a 23 year old that no longer wants to exist this songs helps me , I feel really sad, I am always overwhelmed with a weight of anxiety over me, my mental fortitude is diminished and I feel that my brain is going to explode, as I write this I don’t even know what to think, I have been writing a lot lately but idk anymore , I don’t know what to say or what to do so I can deal with my achiest and situation in life. I feel sad just an extreme amount of sadness, I am anxious about my job I just feel really down and out currently, living on your own and barley being able to pay rent really does take a toll on you , I think living in San Francisco of all places really do too this place is filled with beautiful scenery but tainted with mental illness everywhere it’s crazy man, I wanna go home I miss my family I feel like retreating into the arms of my mom
i can't keep up anymore
she liked me and i ruined it, she liked me... And i ruined it, i think i give up on love
I liked this girl that lived pretty far not far far but far enough I couldn’t just go to her which is funny because I always made fun of long distance relationships I confessed and she felt the same. we would talk for hours and I was planning on meeting her she was the coolest, funniest, prettiest, most awesome person ever and two years ago today she took her own life and I never knew why the last thing I said to her was goodnight and I miss her a lot. this was her favorite song.
Why everyone is talking about suicide this is such a good song
Cause this song is inherently sad and about death.
it’s never going to change it’s never going to change it’s never going to change
Por si alguien buscaba la song: "Mac DeMarco-Moonlight On The River (instrumental)"
Ah si, el contexto, es cuando el/ella, mira a la persona que pensaba que la/lo iba a hacer realmente feliz, pero no lo fue. (El fondo según es triste wt-)
when you get so mad at a game you can’t even rage, you just sit there
reallll
4:17 The best part
Great seems to be good
When I listen to this song I remember when I was happy .and when I was around people that made me happy but not just happy comfortable in my own skin sometimes I wonder why I’m so mad and angry but maybe it’s because of my appearance, or the people that I have lost but honestly I forget about that when I’m with them
This song had different meaning for me when I was with my one and only. I’m 22 and met the love of my life back when I was 16. Started dating steadily for 4 years. Enlisted into the military last year. She would write to me, send me polos. I had a week left in tech school and we’d been planning of her to fly down for graduation and have 2 months free to just relax. During an eval, I kept getting constant texts and missed calls from her friends, her mom, my mom, her sister, my brother. Nothing good. Long story short it’s worse than I could’ve ever imagined. I had lost her. One of her super old exes went crazy, broke into her apartment just before she was gonna leave for her mom’s house. Mfr beat her, killed her new 4 month old puppy Juno. She had 3 broken ribs, broken right arm, a collapsed lung, and bled out in the ER from internal bleeding. I stayed up for 3 days straight. I just couldn’t fall asleep. I still call her mom and sister everyday, but it never gets easier. I still feel forced to put on a smile even though it’s almost been a year but I can’t imagine moving on. She was perfect in every way. I miss her smile, her laugh, her beautiful eyes. I miss the normality of just relaxing and actually feeling happy. I’ve been feeling hollow since then. Just numb. I took to alcohol as a vice and am now 3 months sober at least. I knew she wouldn’t like what I was doing to my body. I don’t know if she would like what she saw now. I miss her so much I just feel like no-one can compare to her. New girls just want me for s*x, money, alcohol, or to hit my vape. They don’t really love me or treat me right but they’ll always call when they’re drunk. I’ve blocked them all, I only talk with friends and family. I’m going to AA meetings, but I didn’t realize how truly depressed I’ve been until recently. I’m glad to stop drinking but still feel like I accomplish nothing day to day. I’m not suicidal, I just want to feel happy again and I miss falling asleep with her wrapped around me. Sorry if it’s a lot I just needed to vent. Rest easy Jade, my StarDust 🥀
at least i gave it my all
wish you would have done the same
The voices at final of song...
4:15 the best part
I want to have someone who loves me...
Recently
It
Came across my fyp, my life isn’t doing goood. I try to find distractions but reality comes to me so fast. I get hit with the truth and I don’t wanna hear the truth. I’m always avoiding it. I once
Had it all. I had my loving parents we finally bought our house. We were doing soooo good as a family. I was gonna go to a trade school I had my future planned out now that u was graduating. I knew what I wanted. Recently i found person who loves me for who I am and that honestly is so satisfying to have. I love her. Disaster struck and my parents got divorced, we’re gonna lose the house we live in . We were a family of 6 and now it’s getting split in half. I lost my future because I had to help at at home paying bills. I’m not currently working my ass off. I am trying to get this family together but I know it’s futile. I am now only w the person who loves me and I hope she doesn’t leave me.
I’m so happy 😀
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did
It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it
It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at
It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you
It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
this instrumental reminds me of the feeling of disappointment (not bc it's bad)
saying my goodbyes
How r u rn?
@@DanielYGOandCR not so good right now.. you know? its just strange how i cant cry anymore when i actually want to but it just doesnt.. sometimes i just sit and wonder and look at the sky and everything around me if everything is what it seems like to everyone aswell as i do. sometimes i think to myself what is it to actually feel something you want back again?.... at night i sit outside for hours and just stare at the moon to the left side then hours later to the right side and from then looking at the grey clouds up above wishing they were white and with light just as those days as it used to. thinking that someday we will see the day again but wont.. late at night... no sleep ... no thoughts.... no tears... just numbly in pain where i cant feel it no more and just wishing and praying one day i will cry again and feel something and that same feeling i want.. sometimes im not okay.. i dont want to go into the abyss where i just feel trapped to myself but im thinking to myself... i think its just best to stay this way and see if anything happens .
@@onemage1 Stay strong man itll get better with time your feelings will come back
How are you rn friend?
@@onemage1 truly hope you’re here with us brother🤍
"Hang in there" Nah mf imma hang myself😂😂😂
Peace.
By June
Curioso, como es que una simple musica instrumental, puede generar una sensación de Pensamiento 💭 profundo es raro como si fueran mil pensamientos pero ni jna sola palabra.
when does it get better?
They lied bro it never gets better
It eventually will. Good times and bad times come and go, and sometimes it’s hard to accept life’s hardships but trust me it will get better and I truly hope you get that happiness soon.
So we all just getting better w this one?
I’m only 14 and a freshmen in Highschool I am so deeply in love with this boy I met last year we get along so well we dated for a while until my mom found out I was with him she the proceeds to tell me I was such a skank for being with a boy I was so disappointed and disgusted in myself I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror or look at pictures of myself I wanted to wash all of my skin off forget about who I was and what I did I then got advice from my older brother he explained to me crying over him wasn’t going to help me deal with any of my grieving that I should just talk to him and grow our relationship and that’s what I did today would be the year anniversary if we were together I still miss how it was before I feel like I can’t even talking about him with my mother because of what she’ll say so I stay quiet and don’t talk to her about boys or him in general I feel like my mother would always see me as her disappointment of a daughter for breaking her trust as the oldest daughter of my family I really do feel like a disappointment he’s the only thing I could think about how or what hes doing how hes feeling If hes sad if hes upset if hes crying me and him care for each other so much I haven’t seen him in so long I really just want to hug him and not let go feel his embrace and the company of his presence, today is also his birthday I feel so horrible because he spent time with me on my birthday and I can’t see him on his I can’t get him a gift because I would have to ask my mom if I could buy him one I’m just so frustrated and tired I don’t know what to do I don’t know if I should tell my mom that we both still really like each other the other thing that has me completely hooked on him is the way he cares and loves me I’ve never been treated like this before he makes me feel so complete and comfortable in my own skin he makes me forget about my worries
i aint reading allat
hello bro, can u make just the drums instrumental??
4:08
4:21
mom would be sad.
30 mila sigarette
Non basteranno più
What the hell are those loud af incomprehensible sounds at the ending part dog I'm disturbed
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CAN YALL STOP TRAUMA DUMPING IN THE COMMENTS?
My mom would be sad but only for awhile
Everyone venting here just made me realise how bad i got it
i don’t got nobody
Neither do i, and the people i do have changed.
4:30😢
I really just wanted a friendship with him, been fine for a couple of months until he told me i was a waste of his time. Saying that im just the average girl he talks to.
Tonight’s the night 😂💯🗣️
I'm so lost, why are there quite a few people in these comments saying "I'm ending it".
It's not a joke, it's not funny, it's a serious thing that people go through. If you're actually going through it, I apologize for this, but if you're just saying that in the comments because you want someone to hear you, you don't need to say "I'm ending it", all you need to say is you want someone to 'care', someone to hear you, listen to you, make you feel like they understand you. Suicide isn't a joke and I really hope none of you resort to that. I've tried resorting to it a few times, it never ended well. There are people who care for you, there is someone out there that is made just for you. No matter what you're going through right now, you're strong, I believe you'll get through it. Whether it's alone or with someone else. Just don't bring others down with you. When someone is trying to be there for you, it can sometimes drain them. So, when someone is helping you, try and be appreciative.
youre not deep, just annoying
i don't think the people here are kidding about it
i don't think they're joking bro...
I ain't reading all that
@@odoggykitty308 then this wasnt made for u, goodbye
The ending sound very Radiohead
"It will get better"
It just doesn’t tho…
Hi
life is fr fr meaningless
life is meaningless to a man who doesnt take action to make it meaningful
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So we’re all suicidal huh😭?
🤓
😞
Am I really unlovable😕
Nah man you will reach great heights you need to keep going the girl will come later you need to focus on yourself and succeed please succeed
Aquí escuchando moonlight on the river mientras mi novia se habla con alguien mas :+(
Liverpool lost😢
lifes a joke😹😹😹
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@@iloverkelly5642 "🤓☝️" thats you
@@maybe_2210 I know a nigga that’s not happy with his own life is talking
9/29/2023 😂😂😂 my life is over.
Why these creepy ass sounds man come on