As the years passed, the depression got worse, having to put on a smile everyday so people dont ask me if I'm okay, feeling like I will never be loved and like I am unloved, I am nothing I will always be nothing, I should just die, just go to sleep permanently, no more pain, tears, worrying, it'll all be over.
I know most people think its cliche or feel bad about it but therapy really helps. I'm too stupid to have depression but I went to see a therapist because I forget a lot. and found I have anxiety. therapy helps you tell someone how you feel without them judging or belittling you. therapy is a place where you are heard. where you are understood and where you can learn ways of coping and becoming a more positive and stronger individual. people you are not useless , you are not weird and it is not uncommon to feel upset or hurt. but what people think or say about you shouldn't change the way you feel about yourself. dont let those people win. also a lot of the time your feelings of how people view you are wrong. you think people hate you but they dont. you just don't see what's right in front of you.
I wish people would understand me.. I mean.. I wish people around me would understand me.. Why is it that I find all the people that care for me on Social media? Others tease, and bully me everywhere I go, the only place that doesn't happen is on the internet.. Everyone understands me here. And I don't know how to feel about it.. Someone once told me to put on a 'smile.' But the only smile I can put on is a fake one! It's like wearing a mask.. A mask that hides who you really are.. Who you are.. inside.. Because inside.. It's dark.. and cold.. and lonely.. I suffer from severe anxiety, but ever since I got onto the internet, i've been feeling a lot better, because people understand me on here.. And I don't know how to thank any one enough for caring so much about me.. And I know none of these people! But they still CARE! And that.. That really.. really.. makes me cry.. because I would never have thought that was the way that I would feel accepted.. and wanted.
That breaks my heart. Only thinking how often it happens in real life. Don't ever make someone feel that way somebody that never ask for anything. Everyone has his own burden on them, don't put something more on their shoulders, how humans beings can be that cruel, that disgust me. Please, don't let those people do that again and again, make them stop.
What this video has said is so true. It basically says out everything about my feelings, what I want to say, what I want to hear and what I want feel about this. And to hear someone saying about this makes me feel like I really lived a sad life....
After months of depression being gone, it’s back. Worse. I have no more friends left at college. I feel lonely at all times. Doing my hobbies. Sitting in class. I always feel lonely. I was giving life so much hope. But it’s gone. Nobody wants me. I have no friends left. My best friend is a total stranger. I’m out of hope. I’m completely hopeless. I don’t even see any reasons to keep trying. I can’t even survive anymore.
People don’t get too depressed, about such things everything is a part of this bizarre journey of life. And I think the more experience you get in life, the more nearer are you to touch the sky.. Don’t give there’s always a second option, we just get so disappointed and distracted to closed doors we can’t really see there is another open for us.. this is the outermost reality.. JUST DONT GIVE UP!
Every time something good happens I just wait for the bad thing to happen and I feel like I can’t be happy, I’m just waiting for the next person to leave
sometimes someone hurts you so bad it stops hurting at all. until something makes you feel again, and then it all comes back. Every word, every hurt,every moment. My past defines me, This is who I am. I am unseen, unheard, UNWANTED! That is what I am.....If even I am anything. Deeper and deeper I fell within myself, and nothing could show me out. How could you ever understand where I come from, even if you ask, even if you listen, you do not really hear. Or see, or feel. You don't remember my story, you haven't walked my path. You haven't seen what I've seen. Trapped in the misery of my life. Lost in the sorrow of my soul. Nothing is how I'ts supposed to be, and a heavy sadness filled my soul. Maybe you wonder why, but mostly you try not to think about it and try to survive. I wish someone would tell me It's gonna be okay. That one day, maybe, I'll feel normal. That I'll have a mommy who will hug me and be strong for me. I know I'm hopeless I can't do it all by myself!!!!!!!
you just need to find a steady place to stand and make something out of nothing. you may want someone there for you to take everything away but your the only one who can change that, be your own hero cause sometimes no one will be there to help.
I hate when you get bullied and others are like oh there's people going through far more .there as much telling you shut up I don't want to listen to you and what's happening to you doesn't matter . I never asked who's going through a more difficult time all I need is it all to stop before things get to bad I need someone to say I'm there for you or I'm your freind
I have anxiety/depression and struggling with the life I have and six years ago i saw this video and i didn’t see myself to be in the end of that year. But by far the most painful one is this year. I’ve asked for help so many times but nobody else listens to me. Its been getting worse since I’ve moved away from my hometown. I’ll try one last time to get help if not it will be my last year
At the end of this video, in the black screen, I saw my reflection and thought, " why am I like this, why is my life so awful... why, am I even alive, if I'm unwanted? "
Im not diagnosed for depression but the way i feel and my thoughts inside my head just don't ever go away and there's times were i just want to die and end it all
No one is helpless no one have the right to say u are nothing... It's your right to be who u want It's your right to be successful it's your right to be happy it's your right to be proud of your self even if u don't look beautiful even if everyone hates u ..that's because you should know u have to change the environment u r living in because who hates you and hurt you every time everyday am sorry for them but they are suffering from something hard ..and then they come and put alll the negative comments on u .. By saying you are nothing you can not achieve anything You are hopeless....ect. It's your right to take the journey now and start knowing your self ..then believing in ur self then building confidence it will take up too one year u have try and get out of ur bedroom start seeing new people build skills in how to social w people and leave the friends right behind u ,who doesn't encourage u to be the best don't sit w negative people don't let their words broke u !
Even if someone tells me it's going to be ok, it makes me feel worse because I know that they are just trying to make me feel better. When people say that, my mind goes straight to loud voices. Saying they are lying. Saying that things will get worse. I believe the voices bc it's true. It does get worse
Ich fühle mich verloren, verloren, wo ich nie zurückkehren kann. Ich möchte nicht mehr fühlen. Das bezieht sich auf mich und macht mich wieder ein wenig lebendig, danke.
I just need someone to hold me, to know me, to hear me, to see me, to want me. I know I'm asking for a lot of things that I don't deserve, but I just want someone to care enough to help, to say or do something. Because despite what I say and what I feel, deep down I just want someone to care enough to save me...
I've been bothered by this for 3 years ... I'm in my room littering for pathetic music and I think of all the bad things in my life ... and fan I think that's all my life my whole life consists of pain and sorrow. it is so much easier to just put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is normal .. then I don't have to explain anything sometimes I feel good but that is rare. I listen to the music and think: I can now put an end to it then it is done and I am gone .. but then I think: I still try and keep it up and say to myself that people care about me .. but do people care about me? that is the big question and I already know the answer: no no one loves me but I have to keep looking up to see the good in life. I turn the music off I wipe my tears and when people ask how are you then I say it goes well😔
I wish I could feel. I really wish I could. I don't understand why some will fake being depressed or having anxiety. I'd do ANYTHING to just feel an ounce of happiness. Even the slightest bit. I hate faking it to make my friends happy . My best friend keeps telling me that I'm fine, that I'm okay. I try and believe her, but I can't. I feel so unwanted in this world, so worthless. I wish all these thoughts and feeling would just go away and leave me alone.
People bullying you that aren't your close friends is terrible! I know because it happened to me, but the worst is when you think you have a best friend... and one day, she bully's you. And every since that day... things go through your mind... " why don't I just die!" "Maybe I am nothing" "I'm all alone, I have no friends to keep me up," what's my purpose in my life?" But what they don't know while they are saying those things... I'm scared my mom is going to die, I'm scared my dad is going to get mad at me. Im SCARED TO SHOW THE REAL ME! Bc that's what I've been getting bullied about.
whos the little girl talking at the beginning talking about getting hurt aand it all goes away but then you meet someone and they bring it all back? it hit me in the feels, and i need to know
the end is true for me noone will listen and i have to cry. myself to sleep and i can't do this by myself yet I'm alone with 3 rue friends and no one will listen to me or them and no one cares it seem
Is anyone here suffering from depression?
me
me
+Hannah walker you are worth it and even though I don't know you, I love you.
+Gabriele XD you are amazing and you should be told it every single day of your life
+DIEINHELL says people, who also is suffering from depression :D that's life :D
This hits home, especially since it's a child speaking.
it does and the little girl talking is from a 2 part video on TH-cam called ReMoved and it's very sad
"I'm living, quietly bleeding..."
suicide room..... closed world open wounds.....
I'm bleeding, quietly living
Killing myself will make everyone happy. I am unseen, unheard, and i am nothing
😔😔😔
@@mariannesholes1878 still no one knows you?
The audio is from a short story called removed
moonlight thank you, I'm going to watch it now.☺
Its such a moving story
ohhh so that's why it's so familiar
As the years passed, the depression got worse, having to put on a smile everyday so people dont ask me if I'm okay, feeling like I will never be loved and like I am unloved, I am nothing I will always be nothing, I should just die, just go to sleep permanently, no more pain, tears, worrying, it'll all be over.
Its okay bro. :(
Fresh Meadow Bleach :/ thanks girl
Clorox Bleach Your name is fucking annoying
RageFpr123 avb that is not nice
Clorox Bleach same
God, this just broke me down. It was so emotionally moving.
sad story, i cried. if you wanna find the movie it's called cyberbully
I've watched that movie like 4 or 5 times
litt af same
same
shameless it's on Netflix too. 😋😊
I know most people think its cliche or feel bad about it but therapy really helps. I'm too stupid to have depression but I went to see a therapist because I forget a lot. and found I have anxiety. therapy helps you tell someone how you feel without them judging or belittling you. therapy is a place where you are heard. where you are understood and where you can learn ways of coping and becoming a more positive and stronger individual. people you are not useless , you are not weird and it is not uncommon to feel upset or hurt. but what people think or say about you shouldn't change the way you feel about yourself. dont let those people win. also a lot of the time your feelings of how people view you are wrong. you think people hate you but they dont. you just don't see what's right in front of you.
every word in that short film describes my life
I hope your life gets better, have hope.
When life is down, boob the builder is the best thing you can have.
Jesse Buxton true
I wish people would understand me.. I mean..
I wish people around me would understand me..
Why is it that I find all the people that care for me on Social media?
Others tease, and bully me everywhere I go, the only place that doesn't happen is on the internet.. Everyone understands me here. And I don't know how to feel about it..
Someone once told me to put on a 'smile.'
But the only smile I can put on is a fake one!
It's like wearing a mask..
A mask that hides who you really are..
Who you are.. inside..
Because inside.. It's dark.. and cold.. and lonely..
I suffer from severe anxiety, but ever since I got onto the internet, i've been feeling a lot better, because people understand me on here.. And I don't know how to thank any one enough for caring so much about me.. And I know none of these people! But they still CARE!
And that.. That really.. really.. makes me cry.. because I would never have thought that was the way that I would feel accepted.. and wanted.
Hey, I don’t know you in person but I TRULY hope that you’ll get better and start loving yourself, cause y’know, I think everyone is important 💜
OCD,anxiety, depression,insomnia.
That breaks my heart. Only thinking how often it happens in real life. Don't ever make someone feel that way somebody that never ask for anything. Everyone has his own burden on them, don't put something more on their shoulders, how humans beings can be that cruel, that disgust me. Please, don't let those people do that again and again, make them stop.
The thing is I have always had to go through all the bad things by myself,I can't trust anyone and I can't bear to tell my parents
Molly Ann same
If anyone's wondering where the audio is from, it's from a short film called "Removed."
Who else here is suffering from depression?
-me.
I am
+Kaytie Perez I am everyday
I do daily
Me...but my family don't know anything about my Depression
same nina i keep my depressed life to myself cus they are the course of my depression well half that is
This how I feel all the time 💔😭😔😞
Same but hopefully it will get better😔
Thanks :c
dont be sad do you know what I think you are beautyful have a hard and I think the saddest People are the most stongest
You're not alone.
What this video has said is so true. It basically says out everything about my feelings, what I want to say, what I want to hear and what I want feel about this. And to hear someone saying about this makes me feel like I really lived a sad life....
i can't stop watching this because this is my story this video describes my life
I care
Helena Johannesen good to know that someone cares about me
I care about you.
i love you. stay strong.
After months of depression being gone, it’s back. Worse. I have no more friends left at college. I feel lonely at all times. Doing my hobbies. Sitting in class. I always feel lonely. I was giving life so much hope. But it’s gone. Nobody wants me. I have no friends left. My best friend is a total stranger. I’m out of hope. I’m completely hopeless. I don’t even see any reasons to keep trying. I can’t even survive anymore.
People don’t get too depressed, about such things everything is a part of this bizarre journey of life. And I think the more experience you get in life, the more nearer are you to touch the sky.. Don’t give there’s always a second option, we just get so disappointed and distracted to closed doors we can’t really see there is another open for us.. this is the outermost reality.. JUST DONT GIVE UP!
ok the ending got me
"sometimes someone hurts you so bad it stops hurting at all" 😭😭
Wunderschoenes Video.
Dankeschön.
Every time something good happens I just wait for the bad thing to happen and I feel like I can’t be happy, I’m just waiting for the next person to leave
sometimes someone hurts you so bad it stops hurting at all.
until something makes you feel again, and then it all comes back. Every word, every hurt,every moment. My past defines me, This is who I am. I am unseen, unheard, UNWANTED! That is what I am.....If even I am anything.
Deeper and deeper I fell within myself, and nothing could show me out. How could you ever understand where I come from, even if you ask, even if you listen, you do not really hear. Or see, or feel. You don't remember my story, you haven't walked my path. You haven't seen what I've seen. Trapped in the misery of my life. Lost in the sorrow of my soul. Nothing is how I'ts supposed to be, and a heavy sadness filled my soul.
Maybe you wonder why, but mostly you try not to think about it and try to survive. I wish someone would tell me It's gonna be okay. That one day, maybe, I'll feel normal. That I'll have a mommy who will hug me and be strong for me. I know I'm hopeless
I can't do it all by myself!!!!!!!
it's stops becoming suffering, and turns into surviving, enduring, tolerating.
Listening to these sad pieces of audio on TH-cam really emphasizes the phrase "Misery loves company."
you just need to find a steady place to stand and make something out of nothing. you may want someone there for you to take everything away but your the only one who can change that, be your own hero cause sometimes no one will be there to help.
I hate when you get bullied and others are like oh there's people going through far more .there as much telling you shut up I don't want to listen to you and what's happening to you doesn't matter . I never asked who's going through a more difficult time all I need is it all to stop before things get to bad I need someone to say I'm there for you or I'm your freind
I have anxiety/depression and struggling with the life I have and six years ago i saw this video and i didn’t see myself to be in the end of that year. But by far the most painful one is this year. I’ve asked for help so many times but nobody else listens to me. Its been getting worse since I’ve moved away from my hometown. I’ll try one last time to get help if not it will be my last year
listening to this again made me think alot and made me cry also n think back to my shitty past...... cus this vid its how i feel
this whole video I was like "little girl its going to be okay. you'll be okay"
Das schönste Video auf ganz youtube!!
Vielen lieben Dank.
I cant stop watching these
This movie still gets me 😩
If anyone was wondering where the audio came from its from this short film called ReMoved
sometimes someone hurts you so bad, it stops hurting at all. until something makes you feel again, and then it all comes back..
what app did you used to make this video?
At the end of this video, in the black screen, I saw my reflection and thought, " why am I like this, why is my life so awful... why, am I even alive, if I'm unwanted? "
Schönes Video.
Ich muss es mir immer und immer wieder angucken , weil es einfach so toll ist.
My life not just A day but everyday my life is hard and tourture
Melly Marsha same... but worse
Melly Marsha stay strong 💪
Melly Marsha I'm really sorry to hear that, and in all honestly, I hope it gets better
Same..
Stay strong i believe in u at the the time you don't but when ur out ur free
Dieses Video spricht mir aus der Seele...
Wenn du jemanden zum reden brauchst, schreib mich einfach auf Kik an (ist so eine Messanger-App)!
Benutzername: Boendil
Im not diagnosed for depression but the way i feel and my thoughts inside my head just don't ever go away and there's times were i just want to die and end it all
I cried cause this is so relatable
I hate being human and falling all these felling and hearing all thes sounds. but at the same time I live it.
i cant get the cap off...
They are supposed to be there, moron.
cried my soul out !.. 😭
This video touches home for me. ♥
I can't stop watching this 😓
im hopeless everyone hurts me i cant do nothing
No one is helpless no one have the right to say u are nothing... It's your right to be who u want
It's your right to be successful it's your right to be happy it's your right to be proud of your self even if u don't look beautiful even if everyone hates u ..that's because you should know u have to change the environment u r living in because who hates you and hurt you every time everyday am sorry for them but they are suffering from something hard ..and then they come and put alll the negative comments on u .. By saying you are nothing you can not achieve anything
You are hopeless....ect. It's your right to take the journey now and start knowing your self ..then believing in ur self then building confidence it will take up too one year u have try and get out of ur bedroom start seeing new people build skills in how to social w people and leave the friends right behind u ,who doesn't encourage u to be the best don't sit w negative people don't let their words broke u !
This got me emotional as hell 😪😪
i can't stop watching this :(((
Unbeschreiblich.
Mach weiter so..du berührst viele Menschen damit...
_makes you feel_
there is just no words
Even if someone tells me it's going to be ok, it makes me feel worse because I know that they are just trying to make me feel better. When people say that, my mind goes straight to loud voices. Saying they are lying. Saying that things will get worse. I believe the voices bc it's true. It does get worse
I’ve been overthinking lately I just wish the pain would go away but it doesn’t you just make room for it
oh mein Gott, dieses Video ist so wunderschön.
Dankeschön.
Cyberbully..
holy shiiiit that was such a great video it made me tear up!😭😭
Do u just like the movie?or do u feel this way
+Haileigh Williams Why do you care? lmao😂
I've seen that movie :(
arna53296 whats the name of the movie? :)
Joanne D. Cyberbully
Somebody else isn’t it removed?
Tea Star Films the Audio from removed Was used here
this video describe perfectly my life
Ich fühle mich verloren, verloren, wo ich nie zurückkehren kann. Ich möchte nicht mehr fühlen. Das bezieht sich auf mich und macht mich wieder ein wenig lebendig, danke.
The audio is from a short film called “ReMoved” it’s really good tbh
I just need someone to hold me, to know me, to hear me, to see me, to want me. I know I'm asking for a lot of things that I don't deserve, but I just want someone to care enough to help, to say or do something. Because despite what I say and what I feel, deep down I just want someone to care enough to save me...
I feel the same way
Mach weiter mit deinen tollen Videos und mit allem- kämpfen lohnt sich c:
wie es auch einfach zu mir passt.... ich meine mir sagt man "hey das wird wieder" nein wirds nich.
This how i feel all the time..
wow. this hit me
Einfach wundervoll. Einfach "Woow" *^* weiter soo!! ^-^
Vielen Dank.
my life in one video man
I think what hurts the most is that its a child's voice.
This defines my Life.
Wunderschönes!
Dankeschön.
This movie is so deep💔
and then it all comes back.. every word.. every hurt.. every moment..
I've been bothered by this for 3 years ... I'm in my room littering for pathetic music and I think of all the bad things in my life ... and fan I think that's all my life my whole life consists of pain and sorrow. it is so much easier to just put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is normal .. then I don't have to explain anything sometimes I feel good but that is rare. I listen to the music and think: I can now put an end to it then it is done and I am gone .. but then I think: I still try and keep it up and say to myself that people care about me .. but do people care about me? that is the big question and I already know the answer: no no one loves me but I have to keep looking up to see the good in life. I turn the music off I wipe my tears and when people ask how are you then I say it goes well😔
so unglaublich schön.. Dein bestes Video,bis jetzt!
Kannst mir jeder Zeit schreiben,ja?
Danke, ist lieb von dir. Das Gleiche zählt auch für dich.
I've been feeling like this for about a year now..idk what to do or why i feel this way
I wish I could feel. I really wish I could. I don't understand why some will fake being depressed or having anxiety. I'd do ANYTHING to just feel an ounce of happiness. Even the slightest bit. I hate faking it to make my friends happy . My best friend keeps telling me that I'm fine, that I'm okay. I try and believe her, but I can't. I feel so unwanted in this world, so worthless. I wish all these thoughts and feeling would just go away and leave me alone.
The reason we are sad is becuase of others, others who judge us, who think we’re not good enough. *why do the good ones go?*
OMG!! Unglaubliches Video!!!❤
I feel like that sometimes too I'm sad
People bullying you that aren't your close friends is terrible! I know because it happened to me, but the worst is when you think you have a best friend... and one day, she bully's you. And every since that day... things go through your mind... " why don't I just die!" "Maybe I am nothing" "I'm all alone, I have no friends to keep me up," what's my purpose in my life?" But what they don't know while they are saying those things... I'm scared my mom is going to die, I'm scared my dad is going to get mad at me. Im SCARED TO SHOW THE REAL ME! Bc that's what I've been getting bullied about.
its the video of cyberbully , i love that movie
I can't hold on anymore😭
whos the little girl talking at the beginning talking about getting hurt aand it all goes away but then you meet someone and they bring it all back? it hit me in the feels, and i need to know
I literally watched this movie an hour ago, I didn't plan this
wow, so wunderschön..
Dankeschön.
i am so depressed i cant help cry to this song :(
That describes how I feel right now...💭
Sprachlos... Wow! 😍
I can relate to this.
She broke my already fragile heart
wow, i love this video.
How do you remove the background noise from the original clip where the girl is talking? It doesn't quite work in Premiere.
This is my favorite movie that makes me cry everytime I watch it. #Watch Cyberbully
the end is true for me noone will listen and i have to cry. myself to sleep and i can't do this by myself yet I'm alone with 3 rue friends and no one will listen to me or them and no one cares it seem