Freshman year of college I failed 2 chem classes by 2 points and failed biology. Everything was falling apart. I lost my scholarship that made college affordable. I even lost faith in God for a while because I was like why is this happening to me. But my faith is even stronger now and I'm ready to go back and do what I have to do to get into medical school. Your story was inspiring to me and I'm sure to many others. 💜
Hey girl I'm literally going through the same thing. Failing 2 chem classes, and 1 of my calc. Did you go back for your sophomore year though? I'm not sure how to bounce back right now, and it's so hard.
God wanted to be your source of happiness, peace and strength. We are made new in Christ 🤗 I feel the Lord changing things up for me right so I can definitely relate. Thanks 🥰
Your story is so similar to mine because I was also going into my Freshman year, but of high school. And God also did take a lot of people, things, and places that made me happy, but in the end I found peace in God. Amen, I love your videos so much!
First of all... we do not care that you cry! LET IT OUT!! We love the raw uncut you! It’s beauty in showing vulnerability! Keep being a cry baby cause that’s me. I stopped crying for so long and that hurts more then just crying when you need to cry! Show emotion 😌❤️.
They was def picking on you. The party situation was a mistake and should’ve been the first one. Everything else was petty. They always tryna keep a black girl down 💆🏾♀️. But I’m proud of you for finding yourself.
I loved this👌🏽💞I’m a preacher’s kid and so I’ve been “doing church” my entire life. However I struggled a lot my first and second year of college which is where I truly started to establish a deep relationship with God and I’m much better now spiritually and academically. Just remember that all things work together for the good of those who love and fear God, so trust His plan. Blessings to you!
Your videos are so touching and truly are inspiring. I'm starting my first year of college at Howard University next week and if things ever get tough, I'm going to come right back to this video and remind myself that God knows what He's doing. God bless you and I pray that you have an amazing school year full of blessings beyond belief❤️
so I've seen your video pop up on my page for a few days now and I kept saying to myself idk who that is so I'm not watching it and I was only looking at your picture I never looked at the title of the video and today I chose to and I'm so happy I did because that part where you was talking about how God allowed you to get a taste of what you wanted and how he was like no this is what I want for you, girl I started crying with you. That was so inspiring and so glad your video popped up on my TH-cam.
That’s so funny. Georgia State was the only college I wanted to go to and I refused to apply anywhere else my senior year. Long story short, I didn’t get in lol. Luckily I was accepted to Tenn State last min and transferred to GSU right after my sophomore year ❤️
Thank you for this testamony! I'm really late seeing this but I was in tears.. My teenager in HS also plays VB and I shared this with her. Always put God first and he will make your crooked paths straight.
Aww Savian this was one of the most touching videos I've ever watched. I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing such an emotional story with people you don't even know. I can see and hear how much volley ball means to you. But the waymaker always makes a way😊 🙏 I'm going through a season of obscurity and awaiting the results of masters thesis, which is something that means so much to me. The scripture that has helped me out a lot is : everything works together for good to those who love him. Much love ❤
I'm not finished watching the video but that's interesting. I could've sworn volleyball players always played in booty shorts and crop tops so it's funny that you couldn't post stuff like that. But it also makes sense because some college athletes I follow barely post at all unless it's a team pic
You had me tearing up Savi Mavi! 😩 God works in mysterious ways! He is our provider, deliverer, healer, savior, friend, and more! Keep preaching the good news girl! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Savian this was a “Word”🙌🏾. It made me cry and it blessed me so. God will take away all the things you need to redirect your focus on the only thing that you “need” which is Him. You are amazing my dear! I love watching your channel!❤️
I used to play volleyball for Mountain View and I think we played yall a couple years ago during state playoffs.. And I remember seeing you play at that game.. You were going after every ball and every pass.. You were really good and you inspired me from that day on.. because one day I saw you on Instagram so I followed and then I saw that you had a youtube so I began watching your videos... You’re beautiful and amazing love 💖 I’m glad that you came to Christ because he really will be there with you through any and everything.. and if you think he’s showing you alot now.. He’s not finished and he will continue amazing and surprising you.. Stay blessed up hun🤗
God bless you I really needed this in the season I’m in, after getting wrongfully kicked out of uni for no reason, where everyone else around me was misbehaving, doing things I wouldn’t do and I was going to lecture whiles jugging the mantle and burden to see those around me saved, I didn’t understand why but now I do & this has helped bring understanding to the season I’m in 🙏🏾❤️🙌🏾
My alma mater! 🙌🏾 I loved my time at Georgia State and it’s also when I found Christ. Had a similar experience with getting overwhelmed with college relationships, extracurricular, and city life. Things I thought I wanted, God protected me from. Also went from failing classes to making the dean’s list after getting closer to Christ. Blessings to you!💙 Thanks for sharing your testimony!
Girl, it is okay to cry! Especially over something or someone you love! That was your passion, you dedicated years to your craft so when it's taken away of course it hurts, every person with a passion can understand your pain. I look up to you so much and your love for God.
Awe man . I’m crying , you are such a beautiful soul and I definitely can relate to your story . I ran track my whole life and I tore my acl my senior year of high school . Track was my outlet and when It was taken for me , I was lost . So I definitely can relate to your love for volleyball. God is amazing , when no one else is there , God is there ! 💛
OMG!!! I am a journalism major too!! Mine is sports journalism though! and I am glad you found Christ! I'm a college athlete as well so I know what you're talking about because it's stressful and especially when you feel you have no one to go to! I definitely feel you about God knowing you'd regret no playing and showing you it's not what you wanted because I feel that same way about track like omg I know I'll regret not trying and being a normal athlete so I will just stick it out and try!
I can relate to your story so much and I can definitely agree that when NO ONE is there for you, GOD is! God will continue blessing you, this is only the beginning girl!
This touched my heart. You are so inspiring. I can't wait to see you coach many young girls in volleyball and in Christ. You are a born leader. God has the best in store for you sis!!!
I've been subscribed to your channel for a while now, but this is my first time watching this vid of yours and it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear during this season of hardship I'm going through right now. Thank you soooo much for posting it
Your story is so inspirational. I've been looking for my purpose and questioning if I really want to play anymore. Last year I played D2 volleyball and this year I'm playing D1 volleyball and I am honestly struggling with finding my happiness and enjoyment in it anymore. I feel like when I started it was a stress reliever in a way and now I feel like it adds stress to my life. I've never been the type to doubt myself or abilities because I know God wouldn't have given them to me if I couldn't handle it, but i just haven't been happy and I feel like it wasn't a mistake that I came across your video tbh. Thank you!!!!
Whew girl!! my tears!!. I'm so happy that you're genuinely happy now and no longer deal with that bull--. Only God can do that!! You're amazing Savian!
Your such a real one Savi, God removes you from certain people & situations to show you where your real peace & happiness stems from & thats him. Everything happens for a reason you have such a pure spirit continue walking with him cause he never left you. Im in a similar situation right now & I'm so glad God gave me the strength to remove myself from certain things so I can find my true peace & happiness again. Dont ever shrink the person God made you to make others feel bigger, walk in your purpose every step of your journey. Cant wait for your next video
Girl this was so encouraging. I cried watching this video because I have been in your shoes sis. And its even worse being the child of a pastor because it hits you tens times harder. I used to be depressed and I would isolate myself and to know that I wasn't alone in that makes me feel like I got this.
Amen!! This was beautiful! We’re all on this journey and it’s so comforting to watch and listen to others on their journey in life and with Christ. Much love sis 💖
I’m so thankful for you and this video!! God knows I’m so vulnerable right now and it’s no accident I ran into this video right at this time! God bless you!
Watching this definitely hit home. I’ve been in a strikingly similar situation & I’m so glad your relationship with God has grown to show you what you need ❤️ I love your attitude & you’ve got a new subscriber
Wow this brought tears to my eyes, I was already raised Christian but I developed my OWN relationship with God and really committed myself to him in college so this story really resonated with me ❣️Sooo happy for you
Wow I was literally you sheesh God was protecting me from being at some D1 place because he knew that volleyball wasn’t going to be it. I played at a lower division NAIA and My mental health was TRASH, man was TRASH, and I was struggling so bad but he really took away everything I thought I wanted and needed and helped me get out of it. God was there for me when I was literally suicidal on the brink of losing my mind and he got me out! We literally have the same testimony! Crazy thanks for sharing love ❤️❤️
I cried when she cried maaaan😂 this really helped me because i was going through the same thing with basketball. But now that I’ve redirected myself, I can see thrifty the eyes of God and see that he’s given me something new to try. (Track) so im excited for what God is going to put me through.
Girl I completely understand why you were crying! I was on a team for all 4 years of high school and I got in trouble for something that wasn't really my fault and my coach took my solo away and he told me I couldn't be on varsity.. Girl when I tell you I crieeeddd. Imagine being a senior in JV.( he later put me back on varsity tho)
Hey godly sis, I hope I get through it like you. Last week, i was kicked out of my last semester of school & I am still lost, disbelief, frustrated, angry 😡 & crying everyday to the point that I would just cry 😢 myself to sleep & said to god, i never ever want to wake up again. It hurts so bad. All I had was 4 more classes left. Now, I don’t k is what’s next. I am so mad at god Bc i thought this was my goal & that my dreams was going to come true.
Aww hunny I love how transparent and vulnerable you allowed yourself to be in this video. God’s power is perfected in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9) and all things work together for the good of those who love the lord and are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28). You are destined for greatness hun 💜
Dang I can relate on how you feel about volleyball. Fir me it was basketball, I’ve been playing since I was like 6 years old and it was my first love, and is. Its basically a part of who I am and my experiences while playing basketball has helped to shape me as a person.
omggg i play volleyball tooo!! but i love how no matter how many subscribers you get, you read every single comment, it shows a lot about you as a person.
A whole word..."Sometimes God will take away everything you thought you needed in order to redirect your focus on what you actually need"
M Hand God bless🙏🏽💛✝️
Freshman year of college I failed 2 chem classes by 2 points and failed biology. Everything was falling apart. I lost my scholarship that made college affordable. I even lost faith in God for a while because I was like why is this happening to me. But my faith is even stronger now and I'm ready to go back and do what I have to do to get into medical school. Your story was inspiring to me and I'm sure to many others. 💜
Topaz Brown Have faith & believe in yourself.
God got you 😇🙏🏾
Have faith sis the lord is with you
Stay encouraged!!
Hey girl I'm literally going through the same thing. Failing 2 chem classes, and 1 of my calc. Did you go back for your sophomore year though? I'm not sure how to bounce back right now, and it's so hard.
“but spiritually, I was there”. I’ve never yelled “PERIOD” so loud and so fast before
Proverbs 19:21 “Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” ❤️
Imagine you never got kicked off & never got to start your TH-cam Channel. You see how God works!❤
Joya J works in mysterious ways!💞
God wanted to be your source of happiness, peace and strength. We are made new in Christ 🤗 I feel the Lord changing things up for me right so I can definitely relate. Thanks 🥰
Your team was very toxic. It’s good you got out and were able to heal.
EXTREMELY TOXIC
“ don’t take your pain for granted” quote of 2019🙏🏾
Your story is so similar to mine because I was also going into my Freshman year, but of high school. And God also did take a lot of people, things, and places that made me happy, but in the end I found peace in God. Amen, I love your videos so much!
First of all...
we do not care that you cry! LET IT OUT!! We love the raw uncut you! It’s beauty in showing vulnerability! Keep being a cry baby cause that’s me. I stopped crying for so long and that hurts more then just crying when you need to cry! Show emotion 😌❤️.
Thank you😌❤️😭
They was def picking on you. The party situation was a mistake and should’ve been the first one. Everything else was petty. They always tryna keep a black girl down 💆🏾♀️. But I’m proud of you for finding yourself.
I also felt the same way about volleyball and a coach ruined that for me too.
Remind me never to go to Georgia state for volleyball
Never go to Georgia State for volleyball
I loved this👌🏽💞I’m a preacher’s kid and so I’ve been “doing church” my entire life. However I struggled a lot my first and second year of college which is where I truly started to establish a deep relationship with God and I’m much better now spiritually and academically. Just remember that all things work together for the good of those who love and fear God, so trust His plan. Blessings to you!
you really got to preaching at the end and I really started crying. Sav God is really working in you it’s beautiful
Your videos are so touching and truly are inspiring. I'm starting my first year of college at Howard University next week and if things ever get tough, I'm going to come right back to this video and remind myself that God knows what He's doing. God bless you and I pray that you have an amazing school year full of blessings beyond belief❤️
"I went from failing classes to making the Dean's list." Whew Jesus🙌
so I've seen your video pop up on my page for a few days now and I kept saying to myself idk who that is so I'm not watching it and I was only looking at your picture I never looked at the title of the video and today I chose to and I'm so happy I did because that part where you was talking about how God allowed you to get a taste of what you wanted and how he was like no this is what I want for you, girl I started crying with you. That was so inspiring and so glad your video popped up on my TH-cam.
That’s so funny. Georgia State was the only college I wanted to go to and I refused to apply anywhere else my senior year. Long story short, I didn’t get in lol. Luckily I was accepted to Tenn State last min and transferred to GSU right after my sophomore year ❤️
Thank you for this testamony! I'm really late seeing this but I was in tears.. My teenager in HS also plays VB and I shared this with her. Always put God first and he will make your crooked paths straight.
the devil tests you through people. Stay strong
Aww Savian this was one of the most touching videos I've ever watched. I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing such an emotional story with people you don't even know. I can see and hear how much volley ball means to you. But the waymaker always makes a way😊 🙏
I'm going through a season of obscurity and awaiting the results of masters thesis, which is something that means so much to me.
The scripture that has helped me out a lot is : everything works together for good to those who love him.
Much love ❤
He always makes a way!
in my opinion that school / team did EXTREMELY too much. im glad your in a better mindset 💕💕
Its ok to cry Savian! Its your passion, you love it! God had another plan forreal for you!
I'm not finished watching the video but that's interesting. I could've sworn volleyball players always played in booty shorts and crop tops so it's funny that you couldn't post stuff like that. But it also makes sense because some college athletes I follow barely post at all unless it's a team pic
You had me tearing up Savi Mavi! 😩 God works in mysterious ways! He is our provider, deliverer, healer, savior, friend, and more! Keep preaching the good news girl! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love you so much, keep doing what u do girl can't wait to see where God takes you ❤
Savian this was a “Word”🙌🏾. It made me cry and it blessed me so. God will take away all the things you need to redirect your focus on the only thing that you “need” which is Him. You are amazing my dear! I love watching your channel!❤️
What a beautiful spirit you have! ❤️
I used to play volleyball for Mountain View and I think we played yall a couple years ago during state playoffs.. And I remember seeing you play at that game.. You were going after every ball and every pass.. You were really good and you inspired me from that day on.. because one day I saw you on Instagram so I followed and then I saw that you had a youtube so I began watching your videos... You’re beautiful and amazing love 💖 I’m glad that you came to Christ because he really will be there with you through any and everything.. and if you think he’s showing you alot now.. He’s not finished and he will continue amazing and surprising you.. Stay blessed up hun🤗
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I love this ! Welcome to Christ sister 💓🔥 I'm watching till the end ! Love ✨💓💆
We on your team savi. Don’t nobody wanna b on that coach team anyway the way she acting
Sounds like you had a rat 🐀 on the team 😔but look at god Turning it around for you ❤️keep pushing 💯
God bless you I really needed this in the season I’m in, after getting wrongfully kicked out of uni for no reason, where everyone else around me was misbehaving, doing things I wouldn’t do and I was going to lecture whiles jugging the mantle and burden to see those around me saved, I didn’t understand why but now I do & this has helped bring understanding to the season I’m in 🙏🏾❤️🙌🏾
My alma mater! 🙌🏾 I loved my time at Georgia State and it’s also when I found Christ. Had a similar experience with getting overwhelmed with college relationships, extracurricular, and city life. Things I thought I wanted, God protected me from. Also went from failing classes to making the dean’s list after getting closer to Christ. Blessings to you!💙 Thanks for sharing your testimony!
Hmm something fishy about that coach
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“ don’t take your pain for granted , grow from it and come out stronger “ some of the most power words I’ve heard ♥️🗣
Girl, it is okay to cry! Especially over something or someone you love! That was your passion, you dedicated years to your craft so when it's taken away of course it hurts, every person with a passion can understand your pain. I look up to you so much and your love for God.
PERIODDDDD. “God did this” I’m at the end of the video and you better let them know! Maaan. God bless you and your lovely heart.
Awe man . I’m crying , you are such a beautiful soul and I definitely can relate to your story . I ran track my whole life and I tore my acl my senior year of high school . Track was my outlet and when It was taken for me , I was lost . So I definitely can relate to your love for volleyball.
God is amazing , when no one else is there , God is there ! 💛
OMG!!! I am a journalism major too!! Mine is sports journalism though! and I am glad you found Christ! I'm a college athlete as well so I know what you're talking about because it's stressful and especially when you feel you have no one to go to! I definitely feel you about God knowing you'd regret no playing and showing you it's not what you wanted because I feel that same way about track like omg I know I'll regret not trying and being a normal athlete so I will just stick it out and try!
I can relate to your story so much and I can definitely agree that when NO ONE is there for you, GOD is! God will continue blessing you, this is only the beginning girl!
This touched my heart. You are so inspiring. I can't wait to see you coach many young girls in volleyball and in Christ. You are a born leader. God has the best in store for you sis!!!
This is gooooddd sis. God’s restoration is beautiful. So happy you experienced it. Glad I found your channel 😊
I've been subscribed to your channel for a while now, but this is my first time watching this vid of yours and it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear during this season of hardship I'm going through right now. Thank you soooo much for posting it
girl I love how you're honest and vulnerable! I admire your love for God as well.
That woman treated you so unfair. And it's okay to cry, you don't have to be strong all the time.
True peace , Gods peace , when u describe God and how u gave your life to him you light up!!! You instantly smile. You Got it girl!
Your story is so inspirational. I've been looking for my purpose and questioning if I really want to play anymore. Last year I played D2 volleyball and this year I'm playing D1 volleyball and I am honestly struggling with finding my happiness and enjoyment in it anymore. I feel like when I started it was a stress reliever in a way and now I feel like it adds stress to my life. I've never been the type to doubt myself or abilities because I know God wouldn't have given them to me if I couldn't handle it, but i just haven't been happy and I feel like it wasn't a mistake that I came across your video tbh. Thank you!!!!
Whew girl!! my tears!!. I'm so happy that you're genuinely happy now and no longer deal with that bull--. Only God can do that!! You're amazing Savian!
Your such a real one Savi, God removes you from certain people & situations to show you where your real peace & happiness stems from & thats him. Everything happens for a reason you have such a pure spirit continue walking with him cause he never left you. Im in a similar situation right now & I'm so glad God gave me the strength to remove myself from certain things so I can find my true peace & happiness again. Dont ever shrink the person God made you to make others feel bigger, walk in your purpose every step of your journey. Cant wait for your next video
Girl this was so encouraging. I cried watching this video because I have been in your shoes sis. And its even worse being the child of a pastor because it hits you tens times harder. I used to be depressed and I would isolate myself and to know that I wasn't alone in that makes me feel like I got this.
Girl you betta preach !!
You definitely have a gift ! ❤️❤️
Man your story is beautiful ! Glory to God ! BTW you really pretty ✨💓🔥
Thank you💕
Amen!! This was beautiful! We’re all on this journey and it’s so comforting to watch and listen to others on their journey in life and with Christ. Much love sis 💖
this hit me so hard , im a cry baby to girl.... its crazy how much i feel so connected to you. 😍 i love you girl
Yesss Savian! I love the videos where you talk about God!
I love this Savian, you're so strong and God is amazing! It went hand in hand He is always there ❤❤❤❤ love it!
I’m so thankful for you and this video!! God knows I’m so vulnerable right now and it’s no accident I ran into this video right at this time! God bless you!
Thanks for ...MAKING ME CRY😭❤️❤️literally adore you girl keep going...and we both from Detroit I wish I could meet you.
Wow, i just sat and watched half of your videos in one day. I love your energy and spirit 😭❤️
Thank you💕💕💕
This was so inspirational, you’re so transparent and strong. Thank you for sharing❤️
I love thisssssss. When no one is there he is there 💕💕
Always and forever😌
Watching this definitely hit home. I’ve been in a strikingly similar situation & I’m so glad your relationship with God has grown to show you what you need ❤️ I love your attitude & you’ve got a new subscriber
Wow this brought tears to my eyes, I was already raised Christian but I developed my OWN relationship with God and really committed myself to him in college so this story really resonated with me ❣️Sooo happy for you
when you started tearing up, I felt that 🙌🏾keep up the good work sis
I’m a cry baby right along with you cause this had me in tears😭
Wow I was literally you sheesh God was protecting me from being at some D1 place because he knew that volleyball wasn’t going to be it. I played at a lower division NAIA and My mental health was TRASH, man was TRASH, and I was struggling so bad but he really took away everything I thought I wanted and needed and helped me get out of it. God was there for me when I was literally suicidal on the brink of losing my mind and he got me out! We literally have the same testimony! Crazy thanks for sharing love ❤️❤️
Absolutely loved this, aw savi girl, I know you didn’t not just have me crying about volleyball
I felt this in my chest ❤️😢 love you sis. God is Everything 🙌🏾
So glad that you're growing in your walk with God sis. God is so intentional in life. :))
I watch u so often I feel like I’m ur friend or sum... & Ur videos at a source of inspiration at all times♥️♥️♥️ Gbu Savi
I've always thought this story was so crazy, but I'm happy you can finally talk about it !!
Thank you for sharing this testimony
You are so beautiful inside out
God bless❤️
This was so fulfilling in ways I can’t explain fr
Yeah it definitely seems like they were picking on you, I had a similar situation with a job. I admire your strength to speak up for yourself!
I cried when she cried maaaan😂 this really helped me because i was going through the same thing with basketball. But now that I’ve redirected myself, I can see thrifty the eyes of God and see that he’s given me something new to try. (Track) so im excited for what God is going to put me through.
This made me cry 🤕 I love your page!! Keep going 💕💕
Love you girly. Keep it up. You're right, god had other plans and look at you now, flourishing. Unstoppable.Your channel keeps me going.
Man I love you so much, such a great spirit!💖🥰 keep going girl!
Girl I completely understand why you were crying! I was on a team for all 4 years of high school and I got in trouble for something that wasn't really my fault and my coach took my solo away and he told me I couldn't be on varsity.. Girl when I tell you I crieeeddd. Imagine being a senior in JV.( he later put me back on varsity tho)
Beautiful story, may God continue to bless you.
This blessed me so much, thank you for sharing 🙏
Your relationship with God is amazing ❤️
Hey godly sis,
I hope I get through it like you.
Last week, i was kicked out of my last semester of school & I am still lost, disbelief, frustrated, angry 😡 & crying everyday to the point that I would just cry 😢 myself to sleep & said to god, i never ever want to wake up again.
It hurts so bad. All I had was 4 more classes left. Now, I don’t k is what’s next. I am so mad at god Bc i thought this was my goal & that my dreams was going to come true.
I just love you ! So much knowledge and wisdom. I feel you on volleyball I feel the same way about basketball. Jesus is soo good 💕🤞🏽
Definitely needed this💕! This video spoke to me
It's okay sis, God is going to give you something greater.
God is great ❤️ He always shows his face and power at the perfect timing. Good testimony!
This vid touched me so much, crying rn.... I can relate to this so much ❤️❤️❤️
Aww hunny I love how transparent and vulnerable you allowed yourself to be in this video. God’s power is perfected in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9) and all things work together for the good of those who love the lord and are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28). You are destined for greatness hun 💜
I believe that Coach picked on you because you're beautiful and talented ❤️
Dang I can relate on how you feel about volleyball. Fir me it was basketball, I’ve been playing since I was like 6 years old and it was my first love, and is. Its basically a part of who I am and my experiences while playing basketball has helped to shape me as a person.
We also have similar names. Mines is Savon
you really out here inspiring people, go off sis 💕✨
What a good story time. It’s amazing how God could make a broken situation into something whole and beautiful!💕💕
This video flowed very well💕
omggg i play volleyball tooo!! but i love how no matter how many subscribers you get, you read every single comment, it shows a lot about you as a person.
You are so pretty ❤️❤️
Such a beautiful outlook and perspective on the situation!
your teammates was probably snitching the whole time I suspect 🥴.
Loved every bit of this video! Thank you for being an inspiration!!