Your integrity shines bright. Your choice to inform and expose these stories an issues mean a great deal. They are priceless as is the hope that they give. Thank you Larry for making a difference. Keep em coming, love from London
How can you not like this guy? A man’s man who has been through the gutter, yet still ended up on top in life. One of the most likable (and real) TH-camrs period!
Larry hearing this really gives me hope bro. I’m 27 and I have a family and it’s really difficult to be “normal”. The nightmares, the screams, the insanity that is my life literally haunts me and so much of this I can directly relate to. You inspire me to be better tho. Thank you brother.
Maybe you don't like it, maybe it gets you the wrong way, but weed kills your dreams. A joint, maybe 4-5 puffs before bed, not too much to get too high and the nightmares are gone. I haven't dreamed (bad) for years now and it really helped me with my nights.
I feel like its overestimated. Remember this is the top 10 worst things over the course of a 12 year stint in the federal penitentiary system. I'm not street smart at all, and I managed a short state bid no problems.
'i can't beat anyones ass anymore' Mr. Lawton, You've beaten our asses by sharing your terrifying experiences for more than a year now. Can't wait for some more ass-whooping from you sir!
Larry is an inspiration! As someone that got bullied in school real young, I would appreciated having a guy like Larry around. He may be America’s biggest jewel thief, but he also as one of the biggest hearts! 💯💯 Much respect Larry! 🙏🤙
Being violated in that way is much worse than death. I'd honestly rather have been killed than been SA'd like I was. We have to live with it for the rest of our lives, they don't.
@@zevayarok1836 that comment from Ricegum was so moronic and stupid and awful. Idk if he's really that dumb and twisted, or if his sense of humor is extremely cheap.
I have a loved one in prison. My loved one doesn't tell me what is happening inside there. Watching you gives me a glimpse of what my lo has to deal with on a daily basis. It's enlightening and frightening. Apparently, my lo is so very strong. Thanks Larry!
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I'm really proud of you for speaking out about it. I can't imagine how horrific it must be seriously. You're really brave. Horrifying to think how many ex-prisoners live with PTSD. It must make it difficult to re-intergrate for many.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief maybe check out a drug called vyvanse,,its used for adhd but has had great success with ptsd and war victims.its speed but in some cases helps with impulse control and forced pattern behavior that is triggered by flash memories,,like when you get goose bumps from memories ...how your not a raging alcoholic but a helper is a fucking blow out...great work on the book and vids,,dont stop till ya get too Washington and help some poor sole in the hole,,,,its a big job..mayby your biggest .peace out from oz
PTSD is brutal. It’s like taking anxiety disorder and depression, blending them together and then cranking the volume to 10. ..and there’s a lesser known type of PTSD called “Complex PTSD”. It stems from repeated trauma rather than isolated traumatic events. With CPTSD, in addition to the depression and anxiety, your brain is in fight or flight mode 24/7, so to cope it will “disassociate” and take you out of reality.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I know I'm late to the party on this one, but you mentioned towards the end of the video that you worry about what you're capable of and I thought it was important to respond. Your knowledge (of how you would react) is from relevant experience, not your personality. People who have been in traumatic life-or-death situations have direct experience of what they would do in intensely frightening situations. For you, that was prison and the criminal world. For others, they have the same reactions from serving in the armed forces, or high risk parts of the emergency services. I know that you have PTSD so, as an ED/ER doc and a veteran myself, I thought it important to reassure you that knowing what you are capable of does not make you a monster, it makes you a human being who has lived through traumatic experiences. Take care 👍
@pyxalated You don’t cheer for the thieves in bank/jewelry heist movies? Stealing is bad, but being able to call oneself a jewel thief is absolutely badass. Doing a decade in prison and coming out alive, then starting a program to keep kids out of trouble is equally badass. I wish my life story was half as badass as Larry’s.
This sounds like it would take a lot of research, but if Larry were to get in touch with British, Canadian, Australian or Chinese ex-cons, he could make it into a whole series. I'd definitely watch it. :)
Already been done. Check out the Madagascar prison. As expected, prisons in extreme poor countries are beyond horrible. They would consider an American Prison like a hotel suite. " 2 people in a cell, sign me up"
I have no idea how you make it through everyday with these memories. I’ve been in combat, and some of what you said, especially your issues echoes a lot of what it’s like after being in the military. Stay strong, brother.
I was in county jail when the dude next to me admitted how he killed my best friends brothers dad while he was trying to rob him for meth. Cut his head off with a hand saw. Tried to get at him, but he was in another cell. He got life for it. I was 19 at the time. Seen several stabbings and brawls in federal prison. All of it seems unreal. Hard to imagine even though you know it can happen at any time. Watched that Top 10 too. I know some crazier, bad ass dudes and couple of women too. You never want your ass cut up like that. Bet you got a million noises that could trigger you. Thanks again for sharing your experiences and keeping it real. Was interesting to watch. Great video
Hey Larry, love your videos. For a future video, could you go into more detail about training/working out in prison - even more in depth than what Brandon Williams covered? How popular is it among inmates?
I've always been curious on how they can eat enough and eat well enough to put on serious muscle. I have a hard enough time doing it with access to any food I want and all the education I would need here on TH-cam.
We all go through something that mark us for life. Like, we can lead a normal life but we have either done things or seen things that either scare us every now and then or would scare someone else away from us. And those situations comes in every way, shape and form. Thanks for the video, Larry!!!
I really appreciate your content, because it humbles me all the time. It shows me I am not tough, I am not dangerous, and I should consider myself lucky that nothing truly bad has happened to me in life. The world can be a harsh place and I see I am just a little peasant compared to the power of some groups and power. Thank you man, I hope this will help keep me out of trouble.
Thanks for sharing your stories Larry. I'm in Canada and our prison system here is a whole different ball game. I know you're looking for some prison reform, but we've gone too far the other way. I'm curious on your take, I believe the prison system and justice system are overwhelmed and underprepared for the widespread closing of asylums. I truly believe there are people that need to be under constant supervised psychiatric care. Your shirt, "No bad people, Bad decisions" can't be applied to everyone. Some folks don't know the difference. My 2 cents, but I think if they re-opened psychiatric facilities (asylums) there would be a better prison system and less of a homeless problem like you see in big cities all over the place.
Hey Larry, I have a double question for you: 1: Do you know any stories where a guy was beat/stabbed/raped/whatever, and reconciled with the attacker? How does that prison dynamic work because they're obviously not all fatal and not all of them are going to have retaliation. 2: Have you reconciled with the people you've attacked in prison? How was the relationship afterwards? Thanks for the videos man. We need more honesty; raw, painful honesty is important for everyone - especially the youth.
@@deanjustdean7818 It absolutely does happen in the real world. My brother was accidentally stabbed in the head by a friend when drunk. Still great friends today but shit went sour that night and they later made up. Does it happen often? Obviously not, and the extent of the attack would likely matter. But if you deserved to get beaten to a pulp for being a fuckwit, depending on your maturity there's potentially a chance you reconcile if you can come to terms with your own idiocy.
im happy to be subscribed to you Larry I am only 17 and have been on probation 3 times and dont plan on it again and I know what i can do and cant imagine what you seen and how you felt when seeing it but I like straight up people and your one of them. I am only homies with people that are straight up and are not scared to admit what they have done and how they changed and are trying to help others as much as possible. Thanks for helping me change I almost got sent to prison at age 16 if i didnt change and the judge said im lucky he sees im trying to change for the good not the worse. Thanks Larry for helping me change.
At least your record is sealed once you turn 18. Don’t screw up now, otherwise you’ll have a much harder time finding a good job. I hope you’re doing well brother, crime isn’t worth it even if we disagree with the “justice” system.
I remember this one story from a mouth I trust not to bs. There was guy who decided to check out and to do so, he wanted it to be as dramatic as possible; he slit his wrist open with a shiv. Thing is, apparently a few seconds after he did this, he grew cold feet. So he began to bang on his cell door, screaming that he was bleeding, he needed help. Nobody came... and apparently it wasn't like the guards wouldn't be able to hear him. He kept banging on that door and screaming, but with each scream his voice grew weaker and weaker. Last thing my friend said he heard was sobbing. Then he was wheeled away in the morning. Lesson? If you're thinking about checking out, think real fricking hard before you do so... and seek help... because no matter how lonely you think you are, there will be people who miss you.
Some of these guards are fucking psychopaths man, i get that you see and deal with alot of shit but how can you hear someone literally begging for their life and not even get off your ass to investigate and then leave him there cold until morning.......
This man is the definition of honorable. He went from being a convict to becoming a honorary police officer to becoming a popular TH-camr, he did not quit. Larry, you are the most respected man I know. Keep up the good work and I applaud you for rebuilding your life.
Hey Larry, just finished the book. Thanks so much for it, really amazing story. Gonna do a presentation for my communication class on prison, certainly have no problem talking about it at this point with all you’ve taught me. Keep up the good work!
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I’m certainly excited. Gonna talk about solitary, juvenile stuff, racial statistics, organization of the system, reformations and more. My problem bouta be be not going over the time frame lol.
My stepdad was in the Marine Corps. when you were talking about how you don’t fear death he started real king about how he completely agrees with you. i’ve seen him do what he had to and risk his life to save me and my family. you two are the only two people that i’ve heard actually be serious about not fearing death. i love your videos Larry
Thanks Larry for your insight and stories. I worked as a Forensic Psych corrections officer for years and seen my share of shit from the other side. I always treated our inmates with respect and most of the time got it back in return. I respect anyone who puts time in these facilities and makes it out alive and with their sanity
Watching this again yet on my break in work, love this video, these story's are great to listen cause you don't really hear about this stuff that much. If it wasn't for you living in that world
I found Larry's honest admission at the end of this video to be very powerful, not easy to be honest with oneself and what you are capable of if push comes to shove.
Larry, :) Daniel Crenshaw (medically retired Navy Seal & now congressman) writes in his book that there is military medical evidence that enduring and surviving hardships and psychological trauma actually develop neuro-connections in the brain which wire your intelligence in multiple facets. In other words, the wisdom, deeper thinking, and survival knowledge gained through your experience actually makes you more intelligent and adaptable for problem-solving situations. So don't beat yourself up too much :) It occurs to me sometimes watching your content, to ask, did you ever think you would get out and have all these friends, fans, people who actually care that you are healthy, safe, happy, and free? I love your stories and wisdom. And thank you from society for sharing your experiences and for trying to help others through relating with us and spreading positivity in the world. I'm proud of you man* ~ God Bless you Larry
During my years on the department I have been covered in blood, guts, brains and puke. Nothing bothered me except orthopedic injuries. Something about limbs bending the wrong direction chilled me to the core. Oh, and the crepitus when manipulating the injured bones would turn my stomach.
I am reminded of a quote I read in (of all places) the novel, "Raise the TITANIC". It has stuck to my mind for 40 years: "Anybody can kill. But only a psychopath ignores the consequences." Anyway, what you are doing is admirable. To come from such a dead-end life, but pull yourself out of that gutter and turn things around like this, I can't give enough praise for. I hope that you continue to have success in a renewed life.
When I first heard your story about the guy raped and cut here to there, I had a physical reaction. I still get uncomfortable and shaky when hearing again or thinking about it. I am truly sorry not only for the victim, but for the rest of you who heard (witnessed ) it. I understand how such a crisis sticks with you long after it is over. It is PTSD, only not acquired serving in the military. I also understand losing control, and not knowing what action I would take if it occurred. And yeah, it is unsettling as hell. Take it easy.
We hear alot PTSD now because military context, but it's not uncommon for survivors or witnesses of violent sexual assault or childhood sexual assault.
Yup. Sour stomach and shaky. How can a man`s voice get so high pitched? 5.56, 7.62, SAW, AK`s, gunships and that fucking scream cuts thru all of it!! My visual memory is never in focus. It is hazy and jumbled up. I guess it is the chaos, but Goddamn that fuckin scream. I built a box in my head, but it leaks sometimes.
Hey Larry, I know this is an old video but as someone who has what they call "complex post traumatic stress disorder or just C-PTSD" I identify a lot with the stories you tell and with your thoughts on everything now that's in the past. I've never been in prison but I was heading there through rough schools and poverty. Thanks for being a voice for reform and thank you for building this channel. Hope it grows too big to ignore
So proud of you Larry. I remember when you started your channel. Now look at you with nearly 1.4M subs. Congrats. Thank you for all the stories and informative advice.
Ya know, after watching a lot of these, Larry seems like that one cool uncle you have that went to prison and has a lot of stories, but is doing everything he can to make sure you understand what he's talking about so don't end up like him. 10/10 love this guy
The first significant distributions of Narcan to the medically untrained (like law enforcement) started in 1996 but wasn't as commonplace as it is today until probably 10 or so years ago, to answer your question Larry.
Thanks Larry for teaching, especially the young folks how bad of a place prison is generally. I knew that it is not milk & honey but what I did not know is the atrocities some people are capable of doing in the can. It is eventually a dog eat dog world while inside. You just opened my eyes up a little bit. It is a great thing you're doing and keep it up! Kind regards, Marko from Serbia.
Your for sure normal my dude. Seeing certain shit does things to the mind and not to mention the soul. Keep doing what you do brother. Much love from my family to yours.
You're so entertaining! My older sister almost went to prison for doctor shopping (she is getting the felony dropped down to a misdemeanor now) and totally manipulated her way out, and through the system, basically getting only probation (AP&P). She's suuuuuper preppy and weak and wouldn't have lasted. I'm glad she's not. Addiction is so sad, and it's so sad instead of helping those people, we send em to jail/prison.
I do not know why I am fascinated with these stories from prison, but I am fascinated. My continuing thanks for entertaining and teaching about the system.
I think it’s important to mention how respectfully Larry talks about suicide. I’ve never seen him disparage anyone he’s mentioned committing suicide, he’s never called it “a cowards way out” or “selfish”, he only ever mentions it as what it is, tragic- that kind of empathy is very important in the discourse around this topic. Shaming people for having committed. Attempted, or considered suicide is just about the least helpful thing one can do. When you do that all it does is make people who are thinking about suicide feel ashamed which makes them more likely to avoid seeking help or telling someone what they are feeling. A little bit of empathy goes a long way, it saves lives every single day.
Sir, I came across this video on my suggested video list and this video took me back to when my Mom and Dad were still alive and would both tell me about things that happened in prison. They were guards in Miami county correctional in Indiana. (They were two of the good ones.) They both met as officers there. Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing your stories brother, I understand that hair standing on end feeling fully. I’ll never forget when one of my old buddies told me the time he was in max and the guy in the cell next to him lit it on fire hoping to get out. He said once it was out you could see the guy’s veins stuck to the bars and he was “squealing like a pig.” They couldn’t get to him in time, but damn am I glad I was spared those sights. Each day a blessing.
Kool...lit himself up huh ?😂 Seen a couple leaps off the 3rd floor cat walk and hit the steel lunch tables below ...both kicked it. No t.v. that night. Next day ...move on...☘️
Hey Larry, I really enjoy your videos and love how real and educational they are. I am fortunate that I have never been to jail or prison but I see a lot of young kids trying to live the "gangster" life thinking it makes them tough or that it makes them look cool. I have recommended your channel to a few people I know, that work with kids who make bad choices, because I think you do a better job influencing young minds than any of the "Scared Straight" programs on TV. Much respect to you.
Larry! I’ve been watching you for years, it’s a huge inspiration seeing how far you’ve come, I love watching your videos. Thank you for speaking your mind and sharing these stories with us, we love you!!
16:55 You point out that the prison guards feed a gang member to another gang so they can turn up the heat on the attacking group, yet gang bangers are the ones that stab people to death for cutting in line or stuck alone in the yard - must be hard for the guards to value a convicts life when the convicts clearly do not value their own lives.
I like that you tell these stories because it shows people to do better in life and don't go to prison. It shows people that prison is not the place to be.
It's so interesting to me to see the point of view from a former inmate. My dad was a CO at a state penitentiary so I've heard a lot on stories but it's different hearing it from the other perspective.
Never was in prison... But I have two sounds my brain remembers forever and a 3rd experience it blacked out: 1: The rattling wheese a dead body gave when it exhaled the breaths of air I blew in attempting mouth to mouth resuscitation. She didn't survive. 2: The hollow coconut-like "POK" sound of an old ladies skull hitting the concrete pavement as she fainted and her legs suddently gave in. she cracked her skull and there was so much blood. she didn't regain conciousness before the ambulance arrived... But I was told she survived after surgery... 3: Was jumped by 5 guys while walking home late at night. Next thing I remember was standing on the road with 4 stabwounds and a black and blue face... they were all gone... I cant remember anything but random feelings of having my own arms out infront of me trying to deflect what feels like a tornado of debree... I guess my brain was just in survival mode, using all computing power to react to incomin threats not even having time to store to memory. Prolly for the best. not quite sure what I did or what happened to get out of that one...
@@timdillon4876 None of the two. I have no clue... I was walking in my own world when I noticed the 5 guys on the opposite side of the street, coming in the oposite direction. Before passing eachother, one crossed the road towards me, walked up to me in a non threatening manner saying "Hey dude" and then he suckerpunched me. Before really having a chance the others came running. No other interaction. No previous meetup or beef. I had all my belongings after that. My nortface backpack shouldderstrap had even stopped one sstab at my upper right chest. I have no clue why. Best guess is that is was random "gang" initiation shit. Or maybe they wanted to rob me, but decided to let it go because things got too far without me giving up? Only they know, whoever they are... I'm just glad I woke up on that street and had no fatal wounds...
@@JokerInk-CustomBuilds Damn man that really sucks, i cant believe they brought knives out too. Anyone who brings that kind of violence to random civilians that didnt do anything will most likely die by the sword and have the worst lives imaginable or will die unfufilled so dont think they got away scott free. Id carry a 22 pistol or something if i was you, seem to have some bad luck. They will suffer from their lifestyle in this life and the next one so keep your head up and stay positive and grateful no matter what, walking away from that and still being grateful and optimistic is truly the greatest strength and victory in the world, a lot of gang members shit themselves at the thought of doing anything by themselves and will live a life full of fear and sorrow they are by no means the winners of anything except maybe fleeting material comfort that will burn away in the long run.
@@timdillon4876 Yeah, it sucked balls, but I have been through alot of random shit, so to me its just one of those knotches in the belt that follows along with life. It was allmost two decades ago. I am danish. So I cant carry a 22 around legally.😄 -And to own one I'd have to go get permits and getting registered. But guns are pretty rare here, so usually running is the best way of staying safe. 😀
@@JokerInk-CustomBuilds Yea be glad that you didn't have a gun with you. It would most likely have escalated their violence because they'd actually feel you'd be a threat. So either you'd be dead, or you'd end up shooting one of them. Either way, more emotional trauma and drama. Even if you feel you had all the right to mow them all down right then and there, in court there'd probably be some paperwork nutjob saying "you used excessive violence in defending your own life. You're going to jail". Even though it's nigh impossible for most people to control their anger in such a moment. That's also the reason why they banned guns in most countries. No human is capable of bearing the consequences of a decision they made while holding a gun in their hands. It only takes a split second to pull that trigger and have years of consequences instead of some injuries and some emotional trauma because you couldn't win a 1 vs 5 fist and knife fight you didn't ask for. It can feel scary and unjust to not be able to defend yourself, but when you think about the consequences....you kinda have to be glad that you weren't too much of a threat to them and they let you go after they had their fill. Anyway, good to hear you made it out alive.
Larry I absolutely love you and I appreciate your sincerity there is so much more to what you say about life and situations than just talking about the prisons thank you
I remember seeing a lad getting stabbed in prison when I was 15... And the crazy part is, people were laughing at him... That was 14 years ago and i don't know if he survived
@Life the two lads had beef between them for awhile, one of them broke a piece of metal off the TV in his cell and used it to stab him with it at lunchtime
These videos scare me more about prison that anything else ever has. Seeing how tough and level headed Larry seems to be, makes seeing him so unnerved by memories pretty scary
Within the last 7 days you have become the single most intriguing channel I have ever watched on TH-cam. Thanks for the continued education on something so many of us know so little about. Keep up the great work trying to make the system a better system.
I love hearing prison story’s like these because it keeps me from doing the stupid shit that’ll get me in there I used too do some questionable things but now I’ve matured enough to realise the repercussions of those actions and won’t go near that life anymore
I totally feel you Larry, I was in a bad relationship when I was younger and the bitch did some fucked shit to me, several of her friends tried to kill me. I've been stabbed way too many times and death itself hits different nowadays, but fighting back and fucking a few of them up real badly still haunts me to this day
When i was 17 my mom was hitting me so i pushed her back like by her arms and left bruises that haunts me to this day so i could only imagine how you feel smh
Thanks for the stories dude. I’ve seen situations from people playing spades. It can get out of hand real quick. People fighting and running up a debt. Then people get so deep in debt that violence comes around… I’ve watched it happen so many times. It’s sad man.
Another question for you Larry -- Are there any elderly people in prison (over 65)? If so, do the inmates generally leave the old guys alone, or are they not granted any leniency?
YOU'RE AN AWESOME MAN SIR!!! Everyone has to deal with bad thoughts and memories, some more severe than others, but the fact that your are talking about it publicly is a great and wonderful thing!!!!!!!!! I KNOW that you will make the right decisions and talk to, and get help from people in your vast support network!!!!!!!! You are committed and devoted to improving yourself and others!!!!!!!!! YOU GOT THIS SIR!!!!!!!!!
Ending this video with telling people to help people when they can tells me you're a pretty cool good guy. Despite whatever your background is and you did in the past. I also appreciate your honesty and frankness and how you just tell it like it is. I also appreciate the mix of flowery and foul language.
I've done over 5 years in Alaska back from 1999-2012. Sometimes I will be in a weird situation in prison or watching something crazy happen, and see graphic violence, and I will suddenly wake up from my nightmare so thankful that I gave up drugs and especially alcohol over 12 years ago.
you have a great narrative voice. I can assure you of that because you're one of the few people who i can listen to while concentrating on software development
Hey Larry love the videos I have a question do you have diagnosed ptsd if not diagnosed I think you should go and get tested the symptoms you keep saying during videos sounds like minor ptsd
couldn't be more real. stay safe brother! Almost went away a few time I'm forever thankful I can listen to your stories instead of actually experiencing first hand. Glad you made it out alive first time I've watched your channel instant sub. keep up the positivity hope the youth can learn from your experiences so they don't have to go to prison themselves.
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Thanks for your support. I was just on the Rude Jude Show. SiriusXM Shade 45. Always educating people.
That’s cool
Your integrity shines bright. Your choice to inform and expose these stories an issues mean a great deal. They are priceless as is the hope that they give. Thank you Larry for making a difference. Keep em coming, love from London
Did you ever think about trying to talk the guy out of “checking out”?
Wow
be generous be loved
When Larry left home, he told his father “you’re the man of the house now”
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I did 21 years straight in the Virginia DOC, I totally understand where you are coming from. PTSD isn’t just a military thing Brother.
Bloody hell, 21 years. How do you even adapt once you're out
So so true. CPSD
Pardon me it’s CPTSD ~Continuous trauma is that definition
When did you come out if you don't mind me asking?
@@beast6092 I went in in 1993 and got out in 2014
How can you not like this guy? A man’s man who has been through the gutter, yet still ended up on top in life. One of the most likable (and real) TH-camrs period!
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@Sweed Savage nice bait
Thanks Cory, I really appreciate that
@@deanjustdean7818 Sad. You need to expand that low horizon!
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Larry hearing this really gives me hope bro. I’m 27 and I have a family and it’s really difficult to be “normal”. The nightmares, the screams, the insanity that is my life literally haunts me and so much of this I can directly relate to. You inspire me to be better tho. Thank you brother.
il 25 bro we are ancient now
Don't let go sir
How you doing now man?
Maybe you don't like it, maybe it gets you the wrong way, but weed kills your dreams.
A joint, maybe 4-5 puffs before bed, not too much to get too high and the nightmares are gone. I haven't dreamed (bad) for years now and it really helped me with my nights.
@@denisrodrigue829 I appreciate you bro
I think people really underestimate how bad prison actually is
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I agree. If for some reason I ever end up going to prison. I'd kill myself before I got there
Soooo true, a lot of people do
I feel like its overestimated. Remember this is the top 10 worst things over the course of a 12 year stint in the federal penitentiary system. I'm not street smart at all, and I managed a short state bid no problems.
It really depends on context.
"rape isnt about sex, it's about violence" if only people could understand this, thank you for making this distinction
'i can't beat anyones ass anymore'
Mr. Lawton, You've beaten our asses by sharing your terrifying experiences for more than a year now. Can't wait for some more ass-whooping from you sir!
Thank you, I appreciate you learning from my stories.,
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief it is good to be a mentor
"Beware of an old man in a profession where men usually die young”
You are being modest , you look like you could knock a guy out with one good punch.
Larry is an inspiration! As someone that got bullied in school real young, I would appreciated having a guy like Larry around. He may be America’s biggest jewel thief, but he also as one of the biggest hearts! 💯💯
Much respect Larry! 🙏🤙
Being violated in that way is much worse than death. I'd honestly rather have been killed than been SA'd like I was. We have to live with it for the rest of our lives, they don't.
So true, I feel the pain and understand it so well.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief It's unfortunate that people feel that they can do this to others. Worst types of people.
Evil human being
Did it feel good though?
- ricegum
@@zevayarok1836 that comment from Ricegum was so moronic and stupid and awful. Idk if he's really that dumb and twisted, or if his sense of humor is extremely cheap.
I have a loved one in prison. My loved one doesn't tell me what is happening inside there. Watching you gives me a glimpse of what my lo has to deal with on a daily basis. It's enlightening and frightening. Apparently, my lo is so very strong. Thanks Larry!
thank you for talking about your PTSD, i hope you are getting good treatment for it, it must be horrific having those nightmares
Yes I do get treatment and it is so real. I was wondering if people noticed that
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I'm really proud of you for speaking out about it. I can't imagine how horrific it must be seriously. You're really brave. Horrifying to think how many ex-prisoners live with PTSD. It must make it difficult to re-intergrate for many.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief maybe check out a drug called vyvanse,,its used for adhd but has had great success with ptsd and war victims.its speed but in some cases helps with impulse control and forced pattern behavior that is triggered by flash memories,,like when you get goose bumps from memories ...how your not a raging alcoholic but a helper is a fucking blow out...great work on the book and vids,,dont stop till ya get too Washington and help some poor sole in the hole,,,,its a big job..mayby your biggest .peace out from oz
PTSD is brutal. It’s like taking anxiety disorder and depression, blending them together and then cranking the volume to 10. ..and there’s a lesser known type of PTSD called “Complex PTSD”. It stems from repeated trauma rather than isolated traumatic events.
With CPTSD, in addition to the depression and anxiety, your brain is in fight or flight mode 24/7, so to cope it will “disassociate” and take you out of reality.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I know I'm late to the party on this one, but you mentioned towards the end of the video that you worry about what you're capable of and I thought it was important to respond.
Your knowledge (of how you would react) is from relevant experience, not your personality. People who have been in traumatic life-or-death situations have direct experience of what they would do in intensely frightening situations. For you, that was prison and the criminal world. For others, they have the same reactions from serving in the armed forces, or high risk parts of the emergency services.
I know that you have PTSD so, as an ED/ER doc and a veteran myself, I thought it important to reassure you that knowing what you are capable of does not make you a monster, it makes you a human being who has lived through traumatic experiences.
Take care 👍
your videos get so deep it honestly makes me feel like ur in front of me telling me all the shit u been through, love your videos mate
It’s folks like Larry that show even though someone messed up, they’re not always a bad person.
Thank you that means a lot
I mean larry was seriously bad before cuz I don't think robbing jewelry stores is just "messing up"
but he's practically redeemed himself already
@@pyxalatedI think it's hilarious.
In my opinion, carrying out heists without killing or injuring someone beyond recovery is not bad.
@pyxalated You don’t cheer for the thieves in bank/jewelry heist movies? Stealing is bad, but being able to call oneself a jewel thief is absolutely badass. Doing a decade in prison and coming out alive, then starting a program to keep kids out of trouble is equally badass. I wish my life story was half as badass as Larry’s.
You could do a video comparing prisons in other countries. The ones where they're better and the places where they are worse
This sounds like it would take a lot of research, but if Larry were to get in touch with British, Canadian, Australian or Chinese ex-cons, he could make it into a whole series. I'd definitely watch it. :)
Nordic prisons are resort hotels, basically.
@@Aivottaja Turkish high security ones can be hell
Already been done. Check out the Madagascar prison. As expected, prisons in extreme poor countries are beyond horrible. They would consider an American Prison like a hotel suite. " 2 people in a cell, sign me up"
there is no "better" prison they all suck.
I have no idea how you make it through everyday with these memories. I’ve been in combat, and some of what you said, especially your issues echoes a lot of what it’s like after being in the military. Stay strong, brother.
I was in county jail when the dude next to me admitted how he killed my best friends brothers dad while he was trying to rob him for meth. Cut his head off with a hand saw. Tried to get at him, but he was in another cell. He got life for it. I was 19 at the time. Seen several stabbings and brawls in federal prison. All of it seems unreal. Hard to imagine even though you know it can happen at any time. Watched that Top 10 too. I know some crazier, bad ass dudes and couple of women too. You never want your ass cut up like that. Bet you got a million noises that could trigger you. Thanks again for sharing your experiences and keeping it real. Was interesting to watch. Great video
You're such a great story teller Lar. So detailed, so intriguing, so funny...at times.
Thank you for the great content.
Hey Larry, love your videos. For a future video, could you go into more detail about training/working out in prison - even more in depth than what Brandon Williams covered? How popular is it among inmates?
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Good idea. I'd love to hear Larry talk about his or other people's diet/workout routines in prison.
I've always been curious on how they can eat enough and eat well enough to put on serious muscle. I have a hard enough time doing it with access to any food I want and all the education I would need here on TH-cam.
Check community tab. Post about this topic yesterday.
@@yolkiandeji7649 thank you, didn't see that. Still would be cool if he made his own vid in my opinion
You had me at “seminal fluid was found.” Here I thought I’d been desensitized listening to too much true crime.
I had to pause the video.
We all go through something that mark us for life. Like, we can lead a normal life but we have either done things or seen things that either scare us every now and then or would scare someone else away from us. And those situations comes in every way, shape and form.
Thanks for the video, Larry!!!
Thanks for that and sooo true
I really appreciate your content, because it humbles me all the time. It shows me I am not tough, I am not dangerous, and I should consider myself lucky that nothing truly bad has happened to me in life. The world can be a harsh place and I see I am just a little peasant compared to the power of some groups and power. Thank you man, I hope this will help keep me out of trouble.
Just don’t commit any felonies and you’ll be fine.
Much respect to you Larry!!
Love what you’re doing and you are helping so many people stay out of prison.
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Thanks for sharing your stories Larry. I'm in Canada and our prison system here is a whole different ball game. I know you're looking for some prison reform, but we've gone too far the other way. I'm curious on your take, I believe the prison system and justice system are overwhelmed and underprepared for the widespread closing of asylums. I truly believe there are people that need to be under constant supervised psychiatric care. Your shirt, "No bad people, Bad decisions" can't be applied to everyone. Some folks don't know the difference. My 2 cents, but I think if they re-opened psychiatric facilities (asylums) there would be a better prison system and less of a homeless problem like you see in big cities all over the place.
Hey Larry, I have a double question for you:
1: Do you know any stories where a guy was beat/stabbed/raped/whatever, and reconciled with the attacker? How does that prison dynamic work because they're obviously not all fatal and not all of them are going to have retaliation.
2: Have you reconciled with the people you've attacked in prison? How was the relationship afterwards?
Thanks for the videos man. We need more honesty; raw, painful honesty is important for everyone - especially the youth.
That never happens as the prison itself separates you and they put in your jacket you can't be with that person in any other prison.
How about the time a dude dropped a buffer machine on a guys head off the top of the tier!
@@deanjustdean7818 It absolutely does happen in the real world. My brother was accidentally stabbed in the head by a friend when drunk. Still great friends today but shit went sour that night and they later made up. Does it happen often? Obviously not, and the extent of the attack would likely matter. But if you deserved to get beaten to a pulp for being a fuckwit, depending on your maturity there's potentially a chance you reconcile if you can come to terms with your own idiocy.
@@adamviator978 that story absolutely freaking crazy. I can’t imagine seeing that.
@@d1vin1ty accidentally stabbing when your drunk is a lot different than this…. Lol what
im happy to be subscribed to you Larry I am only 17 and have been on probation 3 times and dont plan on it again and I know what i can do and cant imagine what you seen and how you felt when seeing it but I like straight up people and your one of them. I am only homies with people that are straight up and are not scared to admit what they have done and how they changed and are trying to help others as much as possible. Thanks for helping me change I almost got sent to prison at age 16 if i didnt change and the judge said im lucky he sees im trying to change for the good not the worse. Thanks Larry for helping me change.
At least your record is sealed once you turn 18. Don’t screw up now, otherwise you’ll have a much harder time finding a good job. I hope you’re doing well brother, crime isn’t worth it even if we disagree with the “justice” system.
I remember this one story from a mouth I trust not to bs.
There was guy who decided to check out and to do so, he wanted it to be as dramatic as possible; he slit his wrist open with a shiv.
Thing is, apparently a few seconds after he did this, he grew cold feet.
So he began to bang on his cell door, screaming that he was bleeding, he needed help.
Nobody came... and apparently it wasn't like the guards wouldn't be able to hear him.
He kept banging on that door and screaming, but with each scream his voice grew weaker and weaker.
Last thing my friend said he heard was sobbing.
Then he was wheeled away in the morning.
Lesson? If you're thinking about checking out, think real fricking hard before you do so... and seek help... because no matter how lonely you think you are, there will be people who miss you.
Great advice.
Some of these guards are fucking psychopaths man, i get that you see and deal with alot of shit but how can you hear someone literally begging for their life and not even get off your ass to investigate and then leave him there cold until morning.......
I usually don’t watch the whole video but your stories had me hooked
New idea for drinking game:
Take a shot every time Larry says “obviously"
Love the videos! Keep up the good work!
LOL That s a good one
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief obviously.
Or "fucking" 😂
@@angrymario8259 "FOCKEN'!" 😆
In the older videos it's "I'll never forget!"
This man is the definition of honorable.
He went from being a convict to becoming a honorary police officer to becoming a popular TH-camr, he did not quit.
Larry, you are the most respected man I know.
Keep up the good work and I applaud you for rebuilding your life.
...not too sure that popular TH-camr is a step up or step down...
Hey Larry, just finished the book. Thanks so much for it, really amazing story. Gonna do a presentation for my communication class on prison, certainly have no problem talking about it at this point with all you’ve taught me. Keep up the good work!
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Way to go JOe, try to help people and educate them on the broken system we have.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief I’m certainly excited. Gonna talk about solitary, juvenile stuff, racial statistics, organization of the system, reformations and more. My problem bouta be be not going over the time frame lol.
@@Joseph-vn8gh certainly the best problem to have when making presentations
@@xX__ErectDiddyP445__Xxwhy do you keep posting this?
My stepdad was in the Marine Corps. when you were talking about how you don’t fear death he started real king about how he completely agrees with you. i’ve seen him do what he had to and risk his life to save me and my family. you two are the only two people that i’ve heard actually be serious about not fearing death. i love your videos Larry
If ur dad is in the marines, how did u see him in action?
@@ltrane81 lol
You are truly an inspiration. You showed me people can change and I'll always appreciate that from the bottom of my heart
Thanks Larry for your insight and stories. I worked as a Forensic Psych corrections officer for years and seen my share of shit from the other side. I always treated our inmates with respect and most of the time got it back in return. I respect anyone who puts time in these facilities and makes it out alive and with their sanity
Watching this again yet on my break in work, love this video, these story's are great to listen cause you don't really hear about this stuff that much. If it wasn't for you living in that world
Thansk for your support and I hope you try and help people and give them a hand up
I found Larry's honest admission at the end of this video to be very powerful, not easy to be honest with oneself and what you are capable of if push comes to shove.
You’re the man Larry!! So grateful for you. You really are inspiring.
Thank you and I love to hear that
Larry, :)
Daniel Crenshaw (medically retired Navy Seal & now congressman) writes in his book that there is military medical evidence that enduring and surviving hardships and psychological trauma actually develop neuro-connections in the brain which wire your intelligence in multiple facets.
In other words, the wisdom, deeper thinking, and survival knowledge gained through your experience actually makes you more intelligent and adaptable for problem-solving situations. So don't beat yourself up too much :)
It occurs to me sometimes watching your content, to ask, did you ever think you would get out and have all these friends, fans, people who actually care that you are healthy, safe, happy, and free? I love your stories and wisdom. And thank you from society for sharing your experiences and for trying to help others through relating with us and spreading positivity in the world.
I'm proud of you man* ~ God Bless you Larry
Absolutely brutal Larry! Great video, keep it up.
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I am trying. Thank you.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief you're doing a great job!
During my years on the department I have been covered in blood, guts, brains and puke. Nothing bothered me except orthopedic injuries. Something about limbs bending the wrong direction chilled me to the core. Oh, and the crepitus when manipulating the injured bones would turn my stomach.
The biggest jewel thief in America and turns out to be a great inspirational and helpful guy.
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Thanks,
I am reminded of a quote I read in (of all places) the novel, "Raise the TITANIC". It has stuck to my mind for 40 years:
"Anybody can kill. But only a psychopath ignores the consequences."
Anyway, what you are doing is admirable. To come from such a dead-end life, but pull yourself out of that gutter and turn things around like this, I can't give enough praise for. I hope that you continue to have success in a renewed life.
When I first heard your story about the guy raped and cut here to there, I had a physical reaction. I still get uncomfortable and shaky when hearing again or thinking about it. I am truly sorry not only for the victim, but for the rest of you who heard (witnessed ) it. I understand how such a crisis sticks with you long after it is over. It is PTSD, only not acquired serving in the military. I also understand losing control, and not knowing what action I would take if it occurred. And yeah, it is unsettling as hell. Take it easy.
We hear alot PTSD now because military context, but it's not uncommon for survivors or witnesses of violent sexual assault or childhood sexual assault.
PTSD comes in many forms. definitely not just military.
Glad you got so emotional over a story. Thank you for sharing your experience
@@rickwrites2612That’s not even comparable to having your comrades be shot or blown up.
Yup. Sour stomach and shaky. How can a man`s voice get so high pitched? 5.56, 7.62, SAW, AK`s, gunships and that fucking scream cuts thru all of it!! My visual memory is never in focus. It is hazy and jumbled up. I guess it is the chaos, but Goddamn that fuckin scream. I built a box in my head, but it leaks sometimes.
Hey Larry, I know this is an old video but as someone who has what they call "complex post traumatic stress disorder or just C-PTSD" I identify a lot with the stories you tell and with your thoughts on everything now that's in the past. I've never been in prison but I was heading there through rough schools and poverty. Thanks for being a voice for reform and thank you for building this channel. Hope it grows too big to ignore
So proud of you Larry. I remember when you started your channel. Now look at you with nearly 1.4M subs. Congrats. Thank you for all the stories and informative advice.
Ya know, after watching a lot of these, Larry seems like that one cool uncle you have that went to prison and has a lot of stories, but is doing everything he can to make sure you understand what he's talking about so don't end up like him. 10/10 love this guy
The first significant distributions of Narcan to the medically untrained (like law enforcement) started in 1996 but wasn't as commonplace as it is today until probably 10 or so years ago, to answer your question Larry.
Thanks, I didn't know that
larry, hope you’re in good spirits. try to ignore the ptsd to the largest extent. prayers
Thanks Larry for teaching, especially the young folks how bad of a place prison is generally. I knew that it is not milk & honey but what I did not know is the atrocities some people are capable of doing in the can. It is eventually a dog eat dog world while inside. You just opened my eyes up a little bit. It is a great thing you're doing and keep it up! Kind regards, Marko from Serbia.
Your for sure normal my dude. Seeing certain shit does things to the mind and not to mention the soul. Keep doing what you do brother. Much love from my family to yours.
You're so entertaining! My older sister almost went to prison for doctor shopping (she is getting the felony dropped down to a misdemeanor now) and totally manipulated her way out, and through the system, basically getting only probation (AP&P). She's suuuuuper preppy and weak and wouldn't have lasted. I'm glad she's not. Addiction is so sad, and it's so sad instead of helping those people, we send em to jail/prison.
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It's true it's sad.
Very sad, Keep trying to help her. Don't enable her, support her.
@@deanjustdean7818 no it shouldn't. it should be based on what you did. people get off too lightly. they need to pay back what they stole damaged. X2
What’s doctor shopping.?
I do not know why I am fascinated with these stories from prison, but I am fascinated.
My continuing thanks for entertaining and teaching about the system.
Hay Larry, you have gone through and seen shit that most people can't imagine.
I have and all 100% true. No wonder I am fucked up at times.
Watching your stuff for a while now and the shit you are trying to fix is great, keep up the great work.
I dont like how im watching worst attacks in prison and i see a commercial for kids health lol
From what I can gather, Atlanta Federal Prison was a zoo
I think it’s important to mention how respectfully Larry talks about suicide. I’ve never seen him disparage anyone he’s mentioned committing suicide, he’s never called it “a cowards way out” or “selfish”, he only ever mentions it as what it is, tragic- that kind of empathy is very important in the discourse around this topic. Shaming people for having committed. Attempted, or considered suicide is just about the least helpful thing one can do. When you do that all it does is make people who are thinking about suicide feel ashamed which makes them more likely to avoid seeking help or telling someone what they are feeling. A little bit of empathy goes a long way, it saves lives every single day.
A man named "Silverstein" was one of the founders of the Aryan Brotherhood?! That sounds like a Jewish name
Sir, I came across this video on my suggested video list and this video took me back to when my Mom and Dad were still alive and would both tell me about things that happened in prison. They were guards in Miami county correctional in Indiana. (They were two of the good ones.) They both met as officers there. Thank you so much.
Only TH-camr who tells things the way they are no matter how harsh 🙌
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I will always tell the truth. The way I am
Thank you for sharing your stories brother, I understand that hair standing on end feeling fully. I’ll never forget when one of my old buddies told me the time he was in max and the guy in the cell next to him lit it on fire hoping to get out. He said once it was out you could see the guy’s veins stuck to the bars and he was “squealing like a pig.” They couldn’t get to him in time, but damn am I glad I was spared those sights. Each day a blessing.
Kool...lit himself up huh ?😂 Seen a couple leaps off the 3rd floor cat walk and hit the steel lunch tables below ...both kicked it. No t.v. that night. Next day ...move on...☘️
Hey Larry, I really enjoy your videos and love how real and educational they are. I am fortunate that I have never been to jail or prison but I see a lot of young kids trying to live the "gangster" life thinking it makes them tough or that it makes them look cool. I have recommended your channel to a few people I know, that work with kids who make bad choices, because I think you do a better job influencing young minds than any of the "Scared Straight" programs on TV. Much respect to you.
That scene of the punisher in your thumb mail from daredevil was badass.
Larry! I’ve been watching you for years, it’s a huge inspiration seeing how far you’ve come, I love watching your videos. Thank you for speaking your mind and sharing these stories with us, we love you!!
Man I love your stories it makes me feel like I was literally there and your book is awesome
16:55 You point out that the prison guards feed a gang member to another gang so they can turn up the heat on the attacking group, yet gang bangers are the ones that stab people to death for cutting in line or stuck alone in the yard - must be hard for the guards to value a convicts life when the convicts clearly do not value their own lives.
They don't, just like BLM doesn't really care about B on B crime
I like that you tell these stories because it shows people to do better in life and don't go to prison. It shows people that prison is not the place to be.
It's so interesting to me to see the point of view from a former inmate. My dad was a CO at a state penitentiary so I've heard a lot on stories but it's different hearing it from the other perspective.
I love that "A person that falls..."that you have behind you...I agree. Been trying to figure out how to say what that says without saying it.
Never was in prison... But I have two sounds my brain remembers forever and a 3rd experience it blacked out:
1: The rattling wheese a dead body gave when it exhaled the breaths of air I blew in attempting mouth to mouth resuscitation. She didn't survive.
2: The hollow coconut-like "POK" sound of an old ladies skull hitting the concrete pavement as she fainted and her legs suddently gave in. she cracked her skull and there was so much blood. she didn't regain conciousness before the ambulance arrived... But I was told she survived after surgery...
3: Was jumped by 5 guys while walking home late at night. Next thing I remember was standing on the road with 4 stabwounds and a black and blue face... they were all gone... I cant remember anything but random feelings of having my own arms out infront of me trying to deflect what feels like a tornado of debree... I guess my brain was just in survival mode, using all computing power to react to incomin threats not even having time to store to memory. Prolly for the best. not quite sure what I did or what happened to get out of that one...
Damn dude what the hell did you do to get that third one, did you get robbed or a verbal altercation.
@@timdillon4876 None of the two. I have no clue...
I was walking in my own world when I noticed the 5 guys on the opposite side of the street, coming in the oposite direction. Before passing eachother, one crossed the road towards me, walked up to me in a non threatening manner saying "Hey dude" and then he suckerpunched me. Before really having a chance the others came running.
No other interaction. No previous meetup or beef. I had all my belongings after that. My nortface backpack shouldderstrap had even stopped one sstab at my upper right chest.
I have no clue why. Best guess is that is was random "gang" initiation shit. Or maybe they wanted to rob me, but decided to let it go because things got too far without me giving up? Only they know, whoever they are... I'm just glad I woke up on that street and had no fatal wounds...
@@JokerInk-CustomBuilds Damn man that really sucks, i cant believe they brought knives out too. Anyone who brings that kind of violence to random civilians that didnt do anything will most likely die by the sword and have the worst lives imaginable or will die unfufilled so dont think they got away scott free. Id carry a 22 pistol or something if i was you, seem to have some bad luck. They will suffer from their lifestyle in this life and the next one so keep your head up and stay positive and grateful no matter what, walking away from that and still being grateful and optimistic is truly the greatest strength and victory in the world, a lot of gang members shit themselves at the thought of doing anything by themselves and will live a life full of fear and sorrow they are by no means the winners of anything except maybe fleeting material comfort that will burn away in the long run.
@@timdillon4876 Yeah, it sucked balls, but I have been through alot of random shit, so to me its just one of those knotches in the belt that follows along with life. It was allmost two decades ago.
I am danish. So I cant carry a 22 around legally.😄 -And to own one I'd have to go get permits and getting registered. But guns are pretty rare here, so usually running is the best way of staying safe. 😀
@@JokerInk-CustomBuilds Yea be glad that you didn't have a gun with you. It would most likely have escalated their violence because they'd actually feel you'd be a threat. So either you'd be dead, or you'd end up shooting one of them. Either way, more emotional trauma and drama.
Even if you feel you had all the right to mow them all down right then and there, in court there'd probably be some paperwork nutjob saying "you used excessive violence in defending your own life. You're going to jail". Even though it's nigh impossible for most people to control their anger in such a moment.
That's also the reason why they banned guns in most countries. No human is capable of bearing the consequences of a decision they made while holding a gun in their hands. It only takes a split second to pull that trigger and have years of consequences instead of some injuries and some emotional trauma because you couldn't win a 1 vs 5 fist and knife fight you didn't ask for. It can feel scary and unjust to not be able to defend yourself, but when you think about the consequences....you kinda have to be glad that you weren't too much of a threat to them and they let you go after they had their fill.
Anyway, good to hear you made it out alive.
Larry I absolutely love you and I appreciate your sincerity there is so much more to what you say about life and situations than just talking about the prisons thank you
hey Larry! another great video as usual, sorry see that the news is gone. but hope you have a Great week!
Check it out on the podcast. Every few weeks we will do a full news show.
@@LarryLawtonJewelThief oh of course man i believe ive listed to every episode. no joke. keep up the great work!
I love your quote. "I don't believe in bad people, I believe in bad choices."
I remember seeing a lad getting stabbed in prison when I was 15... And the crazy part is, people were laughing at him... That was 14 years ago and i don't know if he survived
@Life the two lads had beef between them for awhile, one of them broke a piece of metal off the TV in his cell and used it to stab him with it at lunchtime
idk how larry makes someones broken leg funny. “his leg was hanging off the gurney”
These videos scare me more about prison that anything else ever has. Seeing how tough and level headed Larry seems to be, makes seeing him so unnerved by memories pretty scary
Fair play to you dude. After experiencing all those horrific things. ‘Do something good’.
After being in the hole for so long, I would love to see Larrys reaction to Astronauts cramped and stuck in the soyuz spacecraft.
Good idea.
Within the last 7 days you have become the single most intriguing channel I have ever watched on TH-cam. Thanks for the continued education on something so many of us know so little about. Keep up the great work trying to make the system a better system.
You should do a video on the stabbings, times you were stabbed and the times you stabbed others. Keep up the great work larry
I will, good idea.
I love hearing prison story’s like these because it keeps me from doing the stupid shit that’ll get me in there I used too do some questionable things but now I’ve matured enough to realise the repercussions of those actions and won’t go near that life anymore
I totally feel you Larry, I was in a bad relationship when I was younger and the bitch did some fucked shit to me, several of her friends tried to kill me. I've been stabbed way too many times and death itself hits different nowadays, but fighting back and fucking a few of them up real badly still haunts me to this day
Damn bro
Jesus, hope you're doing okay man.
When i was 17 my mom was hitting me so i pushed her back like by her arms and left bruises that haunts me to this day so i could only imagine how you feel smh
Hey Larry. Love the honesty. Keep it going brother. There are people like me who need to hear this in order to make better decisions
Great stories good to her someone telling the truth of our messed up justice system and how prison is broken
Thanks for the stories dude. I’ve seen situations from people playing spades. It can get out of hand real quick. People fighting and running up a debt. Then people get so deep in debt that violence comes around… I’ve watched it happen so many times. It’s sad man.
3:02 Probably something like the “Wilhelm Scream” if not more blood curdling.
It is
Larry, I appreciate your honesty and being truthful, may God be with you always. You be safe also and hope the best for you and your family🙏
Hey Larry, you should do some videos talking about drug experiences in prison or outside of prison. That would make some interesting videos.
I agree, good idea.
Thanks!
Another question for you Larry -- Are there any elderly people in prison (over 65)? If so, do the inmates generally leave the old guys alone, or are they not granted any leniency?
I'm wondering that too now.
YOU'RE AN AWESOME MAN SIR!!! Everyone has to deal with bad thoughts and memories, some more severe than others, but the fact that your are talking about it publicly is a great and wonderful thing!!!!!!!!! I KNOW that you will make the right decisions and talk to, and get help from people in your vast support network!!!!!!!! You are committed and devoted to improving yourself and others!!!!!!!!! YOU GOT THIS SIR!!!!!!!!!
Jesus Christ luvs us all ❤️
Ending this video with telling people to help people when they can tells me you're a pretty cool good guy. Despite whatever your background is and you did in the past. I also appreciate your honesty and frankness and how you just tell it like it is. I also appreciate the mix of flowery and foul language.
I've done over 5 years in Alaska back from 1999-2012. Sometimes I will be in a weird situation in prison or watching something crazy happen, and see graphic violence, and I will suddenly wake up from my nightmare so thankful that I gave up drugs and especially alcohol over 12 years ago.
you have a great narrative voice. I can assure you of that because you're one of the few people who i can listen to while concentrating on software development
Hey Larry love the videos I have a question do you have diagnosed ptsd if not diagnosed I think you should go and get tested the symptoms you keep saying during videos sounds like minor ptsd
Yes I have PTSD and I see a therapist. Thanks for asking
Larry walking in Street , a guy gets stabbed
Larry ( standing right there ) : ahh... that brings back memories
My guy 👊🏼
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couldn't be more real. stay safe brother! Almost went away a few time I'm forever thankful I can listen to your stories instead of actually experiencing first hand. Glad you made it out alive first time I've watched your channel instant sub. keep up the positivity hope the youth can learn from your experiences so they don't have to go to prison themselves.
Hey Larry love your videos
What is the biggest lesson you learned from prison
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That people are redeemable/.
You're describing ptsd. Post-traumatic stress disorder.