My Trip To INFINITY | 5-MeO-DMT Live Toad Experience DOCUMENTARY

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  • @yourmatetom
    @yourmatetom  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1290

    As always, I hope you got some value out of this, in some way, shape or form. I don't believe people "need" this experience, but it was very interesting for me personally. I don't think I would do it again, as I have everything I need at this stage in my life. Please consider supporting us on Patreon for more meaningful content about spirituality, culture & philosophy. You also get access to a Patreon exclusive video podcast featuring me & my girlfriend Yesenia. Patreon: www.patreon.com/user?u=3120234&ty=h
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    Much love,
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    • @dabguy4499
      @dabguy4499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I want to do this so bad !!! What did you mean exactly when you said there’s nothing to fear ?

    • @abbykuusisto4641
      @abbykuusisto4641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That’s Amazing!

    • @robertvondarth1730
      @robertvondarth1730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Oy Tom
      Thanks for sharing this m8
      This is a beautiful story.
      I just wanted to share that - long ago, I had a psychedelic experience that was the exact opposite.
      My greatest fears externalized
      Wrong set and setting, very wrong!
      Everything everywhere turned black, grey, or sepia toned.
      Everything was dead, rotten, it was zombie land, the undead world.
      The sadness and horror were overwhelming.
      The impression lingered for years within me.
      My friends said that I had changed permanently (for the worse) from that experience.
      Guys, set and setting is SO important.

    • @Starseed919
      @Starseed919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful 🥰🙏🏻

    • @deadbrother5355
      @deadbrother5355 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you for this. It made me feel strong feelings. I can relate to this alot.

  • @george.beard2409
    @george.beard2409 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +397

    Psilocybin mushrooms are truly remarkable. A few years back, I was grappling with severe depression and mental health issues, and was diagnosed with BPD. It wasn't until a friend suggested psilocybin mushrooms that things began to change for me. It was a lifesaver, and I've been completely clean for 6 years.

    • @JeffreyTuck-x4f
      @JeffreyTuck-x4f 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Psychedelics have proven very effective in mental health treatment. It's remarkable because it benefits both recreational and health purposes. It helped me overcome depression and anxiety.

    • @roarodneal3390
      @roarodneal3390 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Doctor.jeremyy is the person you want. He's the most knowledgeable about psychedelics that I know.

    • @miketolliver8940
      @miketolliver8940 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      On instgram ??

    • @johntnguyen9917
      @johntnguyen9917 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Yep

    • @JordanHarley-db1jk
      @JordanHarley-db1jk 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Can Doctor.jeremyy post to me in AZ?

  • @Quakeinc14
    @Quakeinc14 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7072

    Psychedelics have the ability to make you understand that there is really nothing to worry about. Everything will be ok. And its beautiful to know this.

    • @YanaCarvajal
      @YanaCarvajal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +296

      not for everyone tho. u gotta be strong mentally 🤞🏼

    • @yourfriendlyneighbourhoodr9390
      @yourfriendlyneighbourhoodr9390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +225

      @@YanaCarvajal not only that, you also have to know what to look for. I've seen people take acid and get nothing from it, just a "fun night"

    • @the300primedprovidencephen5
      @the300primedprovidencephen5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      They are like the construction crews that connect the different areas (cities) of the brain together, so it's no longer functioning compartmentally

    • @alejandrolugo3983
      @alejandrolugo3983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Bull$ hit

    • @forposterity4031
      @forposterity4031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      Or since DMT only naturally releases in large amounts when you die, it's most likely naturally developed coping mechanism for death. You brain is not a processor, it is a filter. DMT is the filter catalyst so you don't know your dyeing when you're dying and you think everything will be okay. It's like setting your clock 5 minutes ahead to fool yourself to be early for appointments. If you really believe a chemical reaction is some higher powerful rubbing you on the back saying you're important, you're loved, it's all gonna work out for you no matter what, then you're narcissistic enough to believe you have no ego because you couldn't understand that a powerful chemical is producing feelings and inner thoughts and realizations already present but ignored until the trip. All that's happening is you're conflating your own locked inner thoughts and emotions with the voices and energies of the planet or god or some non sense.

  • @imsimplementeme3869
    @imsimplementeme3869 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3025

    Just had my first Bufo experience and yes, I experienced infinity and LOVE. I finally felt the love I constantly push out yet never appear to receive in return. The universe gave it back to me ten fold. WHOMEVER IS READING THIS - I LOVE YOU.

  • @AndrewBausher7054
    @AndrewBausher7054 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +364

    I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.

    • @Felipe.Oliveira5665
      @Felipe.Oliveira5665 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.

    • @Carlos_Rivero3480
      @Carlos_Rivero3480 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I do respect and believe in psychedelics as treatment, yet I’m reluctant about using them personally. Not sure about how “good” it may do to someone

    • @miguelscheroff5827
      @miguelscheroff5827 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      dr.martyshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

    • @JohnD.Brinich
      @JohnD.Brinich 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I find it funny if there's any psychedelic therapy there online

    • @Henryflores-mn6yu
      @Henryflores-mn6yu 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      He's on instgram??

  • @jonathanpape3704
    @jonathanpape3704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4645

    The trip sitter or whatever he is is an absolutely magnificent guide/person to do this with

    • @matthewespinosa7682
      @matthewespinosa7682 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@Ryan-xe6vh stfu

    • @anthonyabrahams4499
      @anthonyabrahams4499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      They called a shaman

    • @lahmayoo
      @lahmayoo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@Ryan-xe6vh you really got him there ryan!

    • @dixienormus358
      @dixienormus358 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Ryan-xe6vh but a picture of hogwarts express van is not

    • @ericrojas418
      @ericrojas418 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@matthewespinosa7682 ur closed off mentality will open one day to the possibilities of everything and nothing

  • @fionamayfield4762
    @fionamayfield4762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3013

    It filled my soul watching two men embrace in a non sexual or romatic way. I hope this is a new normal for humanity.

    • @mbangroo
      @mbangroo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

      it doesnt happen where you live? your society is f up

    • @subzero3499
      @subzero3499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +214

      Go to a rave party haha

    • @lilylola129x
      @lilylola129x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I thought the same!

    • @Morningv0dka
      @Morningv0dka 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes it reminded me of the Louis CK episode where he was at the dentist. th-cam.com/video/-yIyYrggzK8/w-d-xo.html

    • @Neurotv4941
      @Neurotv4941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@subzero3499 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @zencameron444
    @zencameron444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1934

    i cried when he came back and said “i understand” “it’s beautiful”... sometimes i fear for the world we live in, but experiences like this give me hope. 💙

    • @kunnyfunt4716
      @kunnyfunt4716 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@millicentluke1686 they ship world wide ?

    • @alexclosson5673
      @alexclosson5673 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kunnyfunt4716 tagging to see how the shipping goes

    • @acceptinglife6491
      @acceptinglife6491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      That "I understand" ... i was screaming that at God on my first psychedelic trip🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @UnsolvedAz23
      @UnsolvedAz23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes it was very heart warming all the comfort :) I truly loved the way the ceremony was helf

    • @p.r.shredder8718
      @p.r.shredder8718 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That part of the video gave me the same feeling. It tore me to pieces.

  • @TheDragonBloom
    @TheDragonBloom 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1340

    Coming from a person who has done a crap ton of psilocybin it really hit home when he said, "there's nothing to be afraid of." Good on you, brother.

    • @Jkenley86
      @Jkenley86 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Haha i was looking for someone to comment that. Can totally relate lol. H'es right!

    • @russellny8086
      @russellny8086 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      When he said he thought he’d never come back I felt that 🤣

    • @federicogarcia9470
      @federicogarcia9470 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@russellny8086 hahah for sure, there is no better feeling that the come down of a really intense trip

    • @MultiFusko
      @MultiFusko ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Where can I get some? I have cancer and I m desparate..

    • @lorrainegatanianhits8331
      @lorrainegatanianhits8331 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same.

  • @tristananleu4677
    @tristananleu4677 ปีที่แล้ว +484

    That trip-sitter seems like the perfect, most loving dude. So glad you met him and had the experience with him.

    • @BLZNTRZ
      @BLZNTRZ ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Jose is the owner or Arkana. He's the real deal. This is at Sacred Valley in Peru. You should try to make it down there.

    • @tom4208
      @tom4208 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      definitley saving his website, going to be buying a trip to go visit and get to have this experience with my girlfriend@@BLZNTRZ

    • @LeonardoOliveira-sq7sd
      @LeonardoOliveira-sq7sd 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Of course. He's getting 1K per session

    • @tristananleu4677
      @tristananleu4677 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@LeonardoOliveira-sq7sd I could pay you 1k to do the same thing and you would not offer the same magic.

    • @Allyourbase1990
      @Allyourbase1990 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Yeah he seemed like someone who could really comfort you if you started having a bad experience

  • @seankennedy9769
    @seankennedy9769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2059

    "I don't hold any significant trauma, I don't suffer from any mental illness..."
    Universe: lol okay, hold my toad

    • @FizzySpade
      @FizzySpade 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Lol

    • @rahulr69720
      @rahulr69720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Mannnn i cracked up soooo bad🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @JerseyLynne
      @JerseyLynne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I'm glad I'm getting old, I can't wait to die!

    • @KPrayfortheworld
      @KPrayfortheworld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I know that was horse shit. I need the release of my bullshit I’m 40 years old. Need clarity and a reset. To much old garbage. Lord give me Toad

    • @tiffanyanderson7094
      @tiffanyanderson7094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This comment is pure gold 😄👌✨

  • @FREEDMFTR
    @FREEDMFTR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +643

    I was in tears when your guide hugged you. I felt his love. All of your guides sitting around you! I cried because I've never had that love from anyone, and crave that type of love from friends, my spouse, parents, siblings etc. Maybe in my next life. Thank you for sharing your journey 🙏

    • @Mecz2
      @Mecz2 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope you find peace and happiness. Also maybe it would be good for you to go and do this yourself. x

    • @realestmma6890
      @realestmma6890 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Love them the same way you expect them to love you. Love everything and everybody and your thirst for love will be quenched.

    • @pianotutorialsbyjasper8083
      @pianotutorialsbyjasper8083 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Thanks for sharing so vulnerably, that's beautiful. Makes me want to hug you

    • @spiritofhonuguidanceforlife
      @spiritofhonuguidanceforlife ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Part of our awakening journey is to realize that all the love we seek outwardly from partners, family and friends, is already within us as we are connected to the Divine. That is what psychedelics shows us.

    • @theriverqueen
      @theriverqueen ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same, it was beautiful to watch❤

  • @hannanora9507
    @hannanora9507 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +293

    Psilocybin mushrooms have proven very effective in the treatment of various mental health issues. Helped me get out of years of depression and excessive alcohol use. My social anxiety is gone as well.

    • @AndreMorette-qr4br
      @AndreMorette-qr4br 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.

    • @MichealDavid-lj8od
      @MichealDavid-lj8od 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!

    • @BrayWilliam-jq6wv
      @BrayWilliam-jq6wv 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today

    • @AlannaPhillips-fn3fd
      @AlannaPhillips-fn3fd 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.

    • @KimeCastro
      @KimeCastro 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      On instagrem?

  • @LorcanMcSharp
    @LorcanMcSharp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +914

    The crazy thing about this is that WE KNOW! Deep down underneath the human matrix we know the vastness, interconnection, and eternal nature of life and love - but we lose ourselves in the human mind, we forget, but even in what is lost - we remember.

    • @InnerLuminosity
      @InnerLuminosity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Just subbbed..that was beutifuly ❤️🙏🏼

    • @saimayousuf
      @saimayousuf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️

    • @TheJakecakes
      @TheJakecakes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      We humans are experts at forgetting.

    • @InnerLuminosity
      @InnerLuminosity 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@TheJakecakes bingo! Just subbed family ❤️

    • @InnerLuminosity
      @InnerLuminosity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@saimayousuf ❤️🙏🏼

  • @AaronNelson-qt3qy
    @AaronNelson-qt3qy 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +317

    I could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms

    • @michealdavid7066
      @michealdavid7066 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here

    • @umarmikailu-cj8qg
      @umarmikailu-cj8qg 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Can you help me with the reliable source. I'm 64 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Greece. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.

    • @Robertvaquero
      @Robertvaquero 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @KimeCastro
      @KimeCastro 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.

    • @Kelvin-nw7vj
      @Kelvin-nw7vj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.

  • @crispi_6173
    @crispi_6173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +474

    The clips of them hugging after he came to really hit me. The strongest memory I had from my most recent Shroom trip is that I just wanted someone to hug. Even today I was feeling so down that I wish I could’ve had someone just to hug. A lot of the times I just need a hug from a friend.

    • @STEVE.4747
      @STEVE.4747 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I send you a virtual hug

    • @abigailjarnigan
      @abigailjarnigan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Hugs 😘

    • @thewidowed4743
      @thewidowed4743 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i am a hugger come come come 😚😍🥰

    • @lindamaemullins5151
      @lindamaemullins5151 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️

    • @rayofthought2470
      @rayofthought2470 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      *hug* unconditional love. You are loved and worthy ALWAYS. I love you.

  • @turkishyiy8047
    @turkishyiy8047 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    Ive done it and came back with the realisation that the greatest gift in existence is simply existing which is taken totally for granted more than anything else. I still feel the gratitude 4 years later.

    • @GaZonk100
      @GaZonk100 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      haha - that's so simply and well put love it

    • @tannerdwyer
      @tannerdwyer ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have anxiety im scared to take any psychedelic unless it's a day after I took a benzos. Any tips or advice to me

    • @carl8568
      @carl8568 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      ​@@tannerdwyer
      Don't do it just at this point in time then, you can actually do a lot of damage with this stuff. Look after yourself and realise you can still reach deep parts of yourself more safely with something like a 5-7 day water fast which is considered pretty safe unless you have an eating disorder. I felt very lucky to come out the other side with my mind intact after some of my psilocybin and Ayahuasca trips.

    • @iamnicksavage
      @iamnicksavage 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​@@tannerdwyeryea don't be scared of it.. I too thought all the worst and not being in control and bad trip and all that crap anxiety tells you.. it really doesn't.. its not all that hyped up, it's just pleasant and calm. You won't regret it. Open your mind

    • @von2709
      @von2709 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@iamnicksavageWhere Can I Go And Experience This?

  • @hayley1443
    @hayley1443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    The way that you reacted and the way that everyone is reacting around you just makes me feel so comforted. I’ve dabbled in psychedelics only a little bit and i don’t see myself doing them again but just seeing you so moved and so in awe of it makes me believe even more that everything’s gonna be okay. Thankyou for this video mate!

    • @syko.uk.
      @syko.uk. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      X reference in your name?

    • @hayley1443
      @hayley1443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@syko.uk. you know it:) one of his most realest songs imo

  • @sunflowerguy5314
    @sunflowerguy5314 3 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    Very brave to show this very personal vulnerable experience to the world. This was exactly my experience. I did it once 6 years ago and I still feel like I'm learning from it.
    I'm glad I waited till I was 40 until I did it. I really want to say to young folk to not rush into this experience. It will come to you when you are ready.

    • @asherweck
      @asherweck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes 🙏🏻 but I need it again years later.. I’m back to depression/ anxiety and stress. I was free for awhile but have fallen back into the depths

    • @NN_4444
      @NN_4444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@asherweck The problem starts from the fact that you think you need it. You don’t need a drug to get away from your depression. I wish you the best 🙏🏽.

    • @mistersir3185
      @mistersir3185 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      really well said

    • @ivansikic8201
      @ivansikic8201 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Brother you have just encouraged me to do it now. Im 43.
      Right words, perfect moment. At least for me. Thank you. ❤️

    • @yhappi1226
      @yhappi1226 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why wouldnt you advise young people to try this? (Im 16 by the way, and i really want to try this).

  • @hrodebrt
    @hrodebrt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +713

    As someone who has experienced the toad myself, when he said "i understand" i knew right away that this man was free of worries just like me after my trip and it filled me with joy. My optimistic side hopes that we can one day reach a society where these kinds of experiences are the norm because in my opinion every human deserves the option to try the toad and free themselves of the inconsequential worries of the world.

    • @millicentluke1686
      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mycohenry33 on IG recommended and guided me for my microdosing journey hit them up they also ship and grow shrooms and all psychedelics products

    • @fullmoon1072
      @fullmoon1072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Wonderfully said and completely agree. I hope one day this can be available for all of us.

    • @Sclafani_art_studio
      @Sclafani_art_studio 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. How can I overcome this as I still have anxiety about it till this day. I fear I am being sent to hell. How can I free myself of fear and see the heavens?

    • @acceptinglife6491
      @acceptinglife6491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That "I understand" ... i was screaming that at God on my first psychedelic trip🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @andreonque1237
      @andreonque1237 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Sclafani_art_studio you need Jesus , you should've never dabbled in these things. Ask for forgiveness.

  • @konstantynbogdanov6103
    @konstantynbogdanov6103 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    I have done 5 MEO about 7-8 months ago… one thing I want to point out is the aftermath (the very next couple of weeks) which Tom didn’t really talk about… you become a bit fragile and if you consume any cannabis or shroom products - you are easily experiencing flashbacks and “jump into portals” much like during 5Meo experience. Just wanted to share this, hope it helps other people to prepare :)
    Overall, it is an interesting and very enlightening experience. My shaman said a very smart thing : “this experience and the medicine is only 10% of work - the rest 90% is on you, through meditations, self discipline and living the life you want to live”.
    Much love and peace to everyone

    • @StephenLeo-vm8ns
      @StephenLeo-vm8ns ปีที่แล้ว

      *#Morelife_tripstore*#

    • @tomopoole
      @tomopoole ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Great advice! After the medicine I get reactivations for several weeks. Especially when near sleep or meditating.
      And yes, the real work is definitely learning to like your ego and connecting it to your true spiritual self.
      Much love to you.

    • @webetuckin
      @webetuckin ปีที่แล้ว +12

      That’s a plus then. Maybe to make up for all the “flashbacks” we were supposed to get doing acid back in the day.
      😂

    • @sunshine-yr4qw
      @sunshine-yr4qw ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Integration in very important. I used to be scared of the reaction at the begging not I am very happy when it happens.

    • @kiewong4870
      @kiewong4870 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I did the toad yesterday..wow! I needed to talk someone with experience. I woke up really early, panicking, I wake my wife, call my friend, they calmed me down…and now I’m writing this..please tell these go? X

  • @renebleu8711
    @renebleu8711 2 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    This biggest take away from my most intense trip was feeling like I’m going to die, panicking about dying and then saying it’s okay to die and truly accepting death but with that means enjoying life. We spend more time dead than alive. So please live while you can.

    • @tybeard8532
      @tybeard8532 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Ego deaths are crazy as hell on a recent trip I was so scared to let go and literally cried I can’t it was insane

    • @Thailerr
      @Thailerr หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's generally widespread belief in Psychology that there are two parts of our psyche. One pulling us towards death, and one pulling us towards life. Do with that knowledge what you will ❤️

  • @drpain300
    @drpain300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +604

    I lost a close friend back in September, he was my roommate and one of my best friends. I also lived with my brother at the time and they used to always talk about what comes after death. A few days after he died, my brother had a dream where he asked him if they were right about what they thought, and he told my brother that everything was infinite. I thought it was interesting how you said infinity, makes me feel like it’s all true. He was 37, an amazing guy, I hope where ever he is now is a good place ❤️

    • @BraveCat9927
      @BraveCat9927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      Its within everyone. Its why people branch off society to meditate their whole life cause they are already ready to transcend back to "source" after death cause they are already partially there while in the physical realm. But if source is everything, infinite, not bounded by time, that must mean we are all eachother, fragments of the same whole. We are all one consciousness experiencing different vessels at the same time, and that i believe is the furthest i can comprehend higher dimensions. We are all experiencing a very specific and different perspective that if we think too hard about it our ego drives fear or anxiety, existentialism. But higher dimension is just like our collective consciousness, each life experience is like a side of a shape, but we're all directly connected in a way that canmot be seen as a 3d shape, and thats what heavy meditation or pshychedelics tries to make your mind visualize it and thats why intense visuals are often infinite everchanging impossible geometry that is infinitely detailed. Our physical brains literally cant picture it. Love has the highest vibrational frequency among emotions which is why it is crucial in ascending beyond all the negative.

    • @dariofromthefuture3075
      @dariofromthefuture3075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Beautiful

    • @sagarbarot
      @sagarbarot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      What actually happens.... What is the meaning of I know ??
      I have been stressed since long due to various reasons in my life and due to bad decisions...or Bad Luck ....
      Anyways.. that has pushed me to weed Smoking.....yes it is helping my anxiety...and stress .... which is affecting my left side of the body with less feelings and half body goosebumps etc...
      Can this really make a difference in anxiety level and stress ..

    • @asherweck
      @asherweck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BraveCat9927 fantastic way to describe what this is..

    • @kimberlyna13
      @kimberlyna13 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@BraveCat9927 This was so well written!

  • @liberty5523
    @liberty5523 2 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    Omg... I sobbed. Hard. I was overcome with so much love being shared here.
    Im beginning my journey into the psychedelic world at the ripe old age of 54 and being diagnosed with PTSD. I WANT to heal myself mind, body and soul. Im so glad I have just found you Tom. Thank you from the depths of my heart. 🙏💜☮

    • @kimpetersen6919
      @kimpetersen6919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      From
      Trip_Pharmacist

    • @kassandraharz9345
      @kassandraharz9345 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I want to as well but have no money. I suffer with anxiety, PTSD and major depression

    • @laxlvrfx
      @laxlvrfx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bless you my love , drop who you believe yourself to be and embrace who you really are ., the garments of god . The infinite creative .

    • @user-lu2mq4bw3i
      @user-lu2mq4bw3i 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      oMG me tooooo.... I could feel all the healing.. ✨✨✨💜✨✨✨

    • @katem2411
      @katem2411 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I have the same diagnosis and went into 🍄 for the same reason. I've been careful to start low and slow and to do them in a safe space and not to fight the trip, and have had some profound and painful and awesome experiences. It's really helped me process things, and while I still have work to do, the 🍄 seemed to take me from knowing things in my head to knowing them in my heart. It was like many years of good therapy condensed into one experience. Generally it takes me a few weeks after each session to really process or integrate the experience fully, so be patient with yourself and the process and best wishes with your recovery.

  • @misterincognito6089
    @misterincognito6089 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    You cannot possibly be in a better environment and surrounded by better people whilst doing psychedelics then you had right here, amazing people.

    • @BLZNTRZ
      @BLZNTRZ ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I've been there and did the same exact ritual in Sept 2022. It was beautiful. Magical. It felt as perfect as perfect gets. I'll never forget it

    • @dannydevlin1893
      @dannydevlin1893 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@BLZNTRZ Hey, how can I find out more about visiting this place and these amazing people?

    • @tom4208
      @tom4208 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Google Arkana Spiritual Center, it can be pricey but dude is it worth it... 1,000%@@dannydevlin1893

  • @Riddickisawesome101
    @Riddickisawesome101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +686

    You’re lucky to have a friend who can administer psychedelics for you and stay by your side the whole time and hug you when you need it. I wanna find me a buddy like that

    • @Rafalcalde
      @Rafalcalde 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Unfortunately, those are very hard to find 😕

    • @Scrazelope
      @Scrazelope 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@Rafalcalde me too... Let's all meet up and become best buds... Is what I'd like to say haha

    • @cannabisgrowsnpenguins9590
      @cannabisgrowsnpenguins9590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @C zula / HodlHands I'm by Rockford! Just turned 18!! Let's breakthrough on some NN dmt over summer! And talk about or journey 🤗 we can use my gpen connect to dab it

    • @cannabisgrowsnpenguins9590
      @cannabisgrowsnpenguins9590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @C zula / HodlHands we an hour and 17 min away! Wooow! And ahh my friend fear is natural and something that should be appreciated honestly. It's just a part or bringing true meaningfulness into the experinces you face daily. And the ones you sometimes decide to tackle head on like dmt! I've had ego desth on lsd once previous to my dmt breakthrough and experience with many different compounds in that same period of my young life. But the intensity and profound nature of a breakthrough with or without religious attachment is a truth no doubt you will have to face and I think you may get a lot of value from that if your honestly looking into it already bro.

    • @FitzSchlitz
      @FitzSchlitz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I hear you all. I’m in southern Wisconsin and ready to rock and roll. Old af?🤣😂... I’m over 40 ,and though not as often, I still get down. I prefer 5-meo, but whichever is calling you ...all good! Zoomers are the closest thing I have experienced (macrodosed) that brought me to a mini breakthrough. We should all get together for a pow wow sometime. It would be interesting to say the least. Love and light!✊🏼✌🏼❤️

  • @aidenlondon
    @aidenlondon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +886

    Remember that you don’t attract what you want, you attract who you are. So focus on love. Focus on happiness. Focus on feeling fulfilled and like you already have everything you’ve ever wanted. Focus on gratitude. You are a powerful source of energy. When you do this, you will get what you want because you are in alignment and focusing on all you have instead of a lack. Just know you have everything you have ever wanted. It’s already yours . Be joyful! Sending loving energy to you all. ❤️

    • @JohnR32111
      @JohnR32111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      So good I took a screenshot so I can go back to this amazing message.

    • @spacequeenruby
      @spacequeenruby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank u

    • @gaarasama1719
      @gaarasama1719 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You most definitely attract what you want. As long as you devote enough energy on wanting it and attaining it you will get it.

    • @alexcorrea4828
      @alexcorrea4828 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

    • @kierenhunter3876
      @kierenhunter3876 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This comment actually is sooo true at the same time I’m currently really struggling with anxiety and have been given antidepressants which I’ve never wanted to do can anyone help me with Someothing that can help me get over this anxiety cloud that is constantly over my head please !!!

  • @Greg.Olson2299
    @Greg.Olson2299 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +262

    Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic treatment was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.

    • @JamesHinkle-lu9yy
      @JamesHinkle-lu9yy 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.

    • @AndrewBausher7054
      @AndrewBausher7054 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

    • @MorganSantillanes
      @MorganSantillanes 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.

    • @SusanHoskins-df9kk
      @SusanHoskins-df9kk 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics

    • @RonenDalton-pk7bj
      @RonenDalton-pk7bj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      hm. Can dr.perryshroom dispatch to me in Tx?

  • @simonevilmorty2723
    @simonevilmorty2723 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    When I watched his journey, the way they took care of him in a loving and caring manner. How he came from a dark part of his heart to be free and embrace the new him. I sincerely cried all the way through. How grateful I am for him, his life has changed for the better.

  • @itzalejandro210
    @itzalejandro210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    The secret to every trip is that we are pure Infinite consciousness having a brief individual human experience. ❤️

    • @DamianSzajnowski
      @DamianSzajnowski 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      More to life.

    • @mrtotality7245
      @mrtotality7245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YEP, or as the Kybalion says what we call spirit is infinite living mind.

    • @InnerLuminosity
      @InnerLuminosity 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️🙏🏼

    • @louisvuitton182
      @louisvuitton182 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Where is this place ?

    • @bryanallen5697
      @bryanallen5697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Brahh when he entered his anahatana chakra and hugged his guide proved that our soul was made for love not sin

  • @iamlovingawareness2284
    @iamlovingawareness2284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +446

    Whenever I do DMT, and the pieces to my visual field start to reassemble. I'm left with the overwhelming feeling that reality itself is the trip. That the dmt space is my home and this reality is my journey away from home. A meaningful journey at that. Wonderful video friend. Much love.

    • @gregorymiramontes8320
      @gregorymiramontes8320 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I had the same feeling. As if life was the simulation

    • @zlinos139
      @zlinos139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I get the same feeling as well !

    • @Ref_God
      @Ref_God 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How do I get my hands on DMT

    • @tobiasdontmatter1868
      @tobiasdontmatter1868 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Ref_God Dark web (tor browser), Canada research chemical stores, bufo alvarus toads in arizona only during the summer months, retreat to mexico where its legal btw lol. Plenty of ways but you are going to have to really want it if youre gonna get your hands on it. You can even make it pretty easily i hear

    • @iamlovingawareness2284
      @iamlovingawareness2284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Ref_God get some mimosa h hostilis root bark. Preferably ground up. Make a solution with hydrochloric acid and the ground material. Use a base (sodium hydroxide) to separate the compound from the acid. Then add naphtha to defat the final solution (removes lipids) so when you evaporate off the remaining liquid you are left with pure crystal. Do not rush the process especially with regard to purging the remaining constituents. This is not meo-5 DMT but rather N-n DMT. Mimosa hostilis is what they make ayahuasca with, so if you don't want to go through this process you can take strong vinegar and bathe a mixture of mimosa hostilis and Cucci vine. Lightly simmer and refine the mixture using several extractions to condense the compounds. Get exact measurements from multiple sources to be sure. Take precautions, and be respectful of this amazing compound. I wish you luck.

  • @mazp1111
    @mazp1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    All the healing and peace I was trying to find through counselling, psychologists, pharmeceuticals, tedious healing modalities, and every question I ever had about life was answered in a sapo ceremony. Thank you for this gentle reminder brother! Great work! 🙏❤🌹

  • @cryingcarrots
    @cryingcarrots 2 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    “death is going home” im sobbing. these words alone helped me so much

    • @hobosnake1
      @hobosnake1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hope you are doing well. Death is certainly us going home. I feel this way. I'm not part of any religion, but I am spiritual. I do believe that a God could exist, I do believe there is some source that we all come from. A well of souls that we return to and maybe we get put in another earthly vessel, maybe we don't.

    • @cdubw4921
      @cdubw4921 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      My dad passed Jan 8 , had him on hospice I remember one night he was knocked out from the medication, randomly he quietly muttered “I wanna go home” then passed like 2 or 3 weeks after that

    • @devanshudesperado
      @devanshudesperado 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      We are just walking each other home. Ram Das

    • @Wonderland_Homestead
      @Wonderland_Homestead 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Which is precisely, I think, why psychedelics are dangerous for people with suicidal ideation.

    • @Zenith6000
      @Zenith6000 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Wonderland_Homestead why they can help bro

  • @yourmatetom
    @yourmatetom  3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    T I M E S T A M P S:
    0:00 I "understand"
    0:52 Bufo Alvarius Documentary begins
    2:07 What is 5-MeO-DMT?
    3:58 Toad preparation
    4:58 My Trip to infinity begins
    6:49 Unity with oneness
    8:20 Returning to the human plane
    12:03 Complete joy & gratitude
    15:36 1 year later (Bufo Trip Report)
    23:08 Was it worth it?
    31:50 Dakota's thoughts at the time
    33:48 My thoughts at the time

    • @willemp8656
      @willemp8656 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I would recommend exporting your video's in 21:9 ratio when its edited in 21:9, cheers

    • @vinjaram0s844
      @vinjaram0s844 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for sharing this Tom. Hearing your experiences are inspiring. Like a lot of people on here I’ve dabbled in psychedelics. I don’t believe I’m anywhere near ready for something like this, though I hope one day I’ll feel ready for it. My current goal is to prep myself to try the 5.5 shroom trip. Looking forward to more of your content!

    • @AS-pb7hq
      @AS-pb7hq 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks for sharing this man, the way that these intense trips are reported to have felt like merging into oneness etc. Reminds me of something called merging with thr brahmajoyti or impersonal Brahman effulgence in vedic belief/spiritual practice which is said to be only one of many ways you can have self realization or god realization but not the ultimate or only way. Thanks for being staying so humble 🙏

  • @youngkids415
    @youngkids415 3 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    This made me tear up. When you said there’s nothing to be afraid of referring to death. Or even ego death in a sense. I thought about my great grandma who passed away and I’ve been grieving about it, but idk it makes me happy to think of it in a sense that she is 100% free now. She went back home to source energy and that is all love and no pain. I just idk I’m just happy to see it in that way. She was the kindest most loving woman I’ve ever had the privilege to know, her heart was pure and she was the true embodiment of unconditional love & I know she deserves nothing but the best. Just to think of it in the perspective that she is free and completed her mission here on earth and is now truly free with source makes things a lot more easier on my soul. Thank youu for this video.

    • @ReyCha96
      @ReyCha96 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Lee Parry the answers you are looking for are not on a screen.

    • @millicentluke1686
      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @Ronruk
      @Ronruk 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      No one should fear death but you should where your soul is going go when you die,is it going to be in Gods presence or far away with the devil

  • @TravelGuy7
    @TravelGuy7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +485

    The fact that the first thing he said is “I understand” explains more than enough.

    • @Thoughtsaredangerous
      @Thoughtsaredangerous 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      This stuck out to me too…it gave me chills.

    • @billymkirkwood4956
      @billymkirkwood4956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      M C yes!! Absolutely

    • @ralx225b
      @ralx225b 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      He understand only in part. He still does not understand that the reason he is tied to source.....because he is source itself. He is still too afraid to understand the true nature of his being. He'll get it eventually, all of creation will eventually.

    • @ralx225b
      @ralx225b 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ​ @Honk Honkler John 10:33-34. "The Jews answered him, saying, For a good work we stone thee not; but for blasphemy; and because that thou, being a man, makest thyself God. Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods?
      Psalm 82:6
      I have said, 'You are gods; you are all sons of the Most High.'
      You have not done your due diligence and sought out the truth but merely allowed others to tell you what the truth is. Well I just gave you definitive proof.
      But you will probably follow the way of 2 Timothy 3-5. " For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. 4 They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. 5 But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry."
      You don't want the responsibility and accountability that comes with being God. Because then....you can't blame anyone for anything. Everything becomes YOU so YOU are solely responsible for everything.

    • @Ridwan-oi1mr
      @Ridwan-oi1mr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!

  • @JoelMathew-qk1qh
    @JoelMathew-qk1qh 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

    Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.

    • @Heisenberg-35
      @Heisenberg-35 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.

    • @calebjuliesarah749
      @calebjuliesarah749 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm feeling the same way too. I put so much on my plate and it definitelv affects mv stress and anxietv levels

    • @jerryflecther17
      @jerryflecther17 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I was having this constant and unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I came across Ted Winston, a very intelligent mycologist, He saved my life honestly.

    • @anitaknothy7572
      @anitaknothy7572 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      He often interacts on insta, using the user below..

    • @anitaknothy7572
      @anitaknothy7572 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Ted_winston21

  • @HealingLuckyOfficial
    @HealingLuckyOfficial 3 ปีที่แล้ว +713

    Why did I tear up when he came back around to consciousness with the 'I understand'

    • @kayaich3992
      @kayaich3992 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Because you're an empath💝

    • @tama-a-tumatauengahiku3647
      @tama-a-tumatauengahiku3647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      That means you felt his happiness. I felt it too. Though we are only watching the footage. The presence of the universal energy called love surrounded his body.
      Hence why there were hugs all around
      The new world needs to understand that in order to evolve, we need to heal the earth. And have a much more deeper connection with mother Earth again, and love everyone, despite who he/she is, or what they have done
      People are innocent from birth
      But are influenced by their environment and people around them

    • @NLspartan117
      @NLspartan117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Omg me too. The ego doesn’t understand at all, and therefore does not exist. Because if understanding exists, how can there be such a thing as not understanding? That’s what we remember when he says I understand, that true understanding actually exists and therefore confusion is an illusion. It’s also when someone radiates love, it’s much harder to keep telling yourself fear is real in the presence of such a person. Because if love is real, fear does not exist. Where does love stop? Have you ever seen love that stops? If you have I assure you it wasn’t love. It is strange to think of love at stopping at a certain point. Love is not seperated and therefore is not limited, in fact it is ever extending because its essence is sharing. Fear in the contrary can never extend because it is based on seperating, it can only divide things up so images arise that are made up by our imagination. Fear is only the idea there can be a place outside of what is one. It would be the opposite of love and focusing on it makes us forget what love is. You can not combine these two thought systems because either fear is real, or love. When you want fear to be real, you won’t remember who you are. As soon as you remember love, there’s absolutely no need for fear.

    • @zerg49
      @zerg49 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here

    • @carlospineda8092
      @carlospineda8092 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The whole video made me emotional.

  • @mackenzielemieux2956
    @mackenzielemieux2956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    And “there’s nothing to be afraid of” he definitely experienced what the sweet release of death feels like. It’s an indescribable sensation.

    • @eskrimagitarista274
      @eskrimagitarista274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      In life or in death, there is nothing to be afraid of..... What is to be must be.........

    • @psychotropictraveler514
      @psychotropictraveler514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@millicentrichard9564 order deez nuts

    • @fullmoon1072
      @fullmoon1072 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Have you experienced it? What is it like and why do you call it a release?

    • @mackenzielemieux2956
      @mackenzielemieux2956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fullmoon1072 oh I have I took WAY too many psychs and the trip was telling me “this is what death feels like” and it took a huge weight off my chest because I was always terrified of what happens when you die but now that I know what it feels like, I’m almost excited to die.

    • @highvibefreqzshow5967
      @highvibefreqzshow5967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mackenzielemieux2956 "Dying should be one of the great events of life." -Alan Watts 💕💘💓✌

  • @jacksons8061
    @jacksons8061 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Tom, this was spectacular. You have a very strong grasp for articulating the experience in a non-controversial, non-contradictory way which is super important when the audience is the entire world. As a student of psychopharmacology, I am on my own journey to pioneering the path to becoming a psychotherapist that specializes in both DMT and Psilocybin therapy. Your videos have helped me in a myriad of ways, especially solidifying the evidence of the therapeutic potential that these medicines have to offer. Much love brother.

    • @innate2802
      @innate2802 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Remember how important the setting and level of good vibes and love and respect are when going into these states

    • @iherduluvlawngdich
      @iherduluvlawngdich 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow that is interesting I have always thought about like doing what you just said, someone who specializes in tryptamine therapy and such. If you don’t mind explaining, what education and such does one need to do something like that?

    • @jacksons8061
      @jacksons8061 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Iherdu Luvlawngdich hey mate, I currently have a degree in psychological and Brain Sciences. I am now looking for the right person to do research with during my masters which will either be neuroscience or pharmacology with a specialization in psychedelics. Also I am looking into doing work with MAPS. From everyone I have talked to getting a PhD is an over qualification for being a psychedelic therapist but there will probably be some courses designed specifically for the career once it becomes a more common practice after more work is done with the FDA

    • @iherduluvlawngdich
      @iherduluvlawngdich 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jacksons8061 oh wow cool, appreciate the response by the way man. so what kind of work are you looking to do with MAPS? are they making any revolutionary headway as far as psychedelic therapy goes?

  • @Tierneycristian
    @Tierneycristian หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

    • @MuratBasar-jm9lc
      @MuratBasar-jm9lc หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.

    • @DonnDenisse
      @DonnDenisse หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @Hison-Dcarman
      @Hison-Dcarman หลายเดือนก่อน

      Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!

    • @DiegoRiojas-qr1sl
      @DiegoRiojas-qr1sl หลายเดือนก่อน

      How can I find him? Is he on Instagram

    • @TescoFR
      @TescoFR 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @RonkajaThey’re easy to grow at home and cost little reddit has good tutorials

  • @SoMyExperience
    @SoMyExperience 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    I find one thing to be common with these molecules, is they all give you a deep appreciation for life. Only through gratitude can you find empathy only through empathy can you find compassion and only through compassion can you come into true love. Blessings Tom.

    • @beyondtriggered
      @beyondtriggered 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m empathic for people who have little awareness and struggle with daily survival yet I have little gratitude for where I’m at in life or for even being here. I think the biggest part of empathy is understanding and the want to be compassionate towards others. I’ve struggled to love myself my entire life and I’ve noticed this struggle makes being empathic, grateful, or even happy much harder.

    • @SoMyExperience
      @SoMyExperience 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beyondtriggered do you happen to have a living gratitude list? How often do you meditate on who you are?

    • @SoMyExperience
      @SoMyExperience 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beyondtriggered the world will tell you that if you're not doing, you're not valuable, but we aren't human doings we are human beings. Before you can truly fulfill your purpose you have to be who you are, not who the world says you should be. Once you can program yourself to see your truth you can then open up and find the love of life you desire. It's not easy, it's the most difficult work one can do but it's worth it.

    • @beyondtriggered
      @beyondtriggered 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@SoMyExperience I meditate pretty often (at least 30 minutes a day) and I often reflect on my potential and meeting myself where I'm at now. I don't really have a list but I am grateful for many simplicities such as family, friends, being alive, and my health\health of others. I do agree the world will shit on you if you're lazy or not doing much but in a way being skillful in any regard makes you more valuable to society. I don't think I have a certain purpose other than those I manifest for myself. I've lived a pretty wild life with some good yet mainly toxic experiences but I imagine my future can only get better from here.

    • @SoMyExperience
      @SoMyExperience 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beyondtriggered your list is very vague I can't imagine how you would be able to feel a deep sense of gratitude with no list. Without a sincere gratitude for life you can never reach empathy of others, there for your compassion could be viewed as "fake" therefor you never get the chance to show your real love. Only through loving others can we all find our purpose. "What is a good man but a bad man's teacher, what is a bad man but a good man's work." -Lao Ztu
      I wish you well in all you desire to achieve and manifest in your reality. May you learn from experience and thrive in toxic situations. May you change in many ways and find your truth in this lifetime. Blessings and encouragement-AlwaysLove

  • @RoXoR92
    @RoXoR92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    This video came to me as a gift from above, really needed to see this right now. Been feeling lost and disconnected from myself the last few weeks with existential anxiety and thoughts about creation and what the purpose of life is. Seeing you have this experience gave me such comfort and I feel so much better now! Sometimes we need to be reminded of how magical life is. Thank you so much man for the effort you put into these videos! Pure art!

    • @kaylamorris7381
      @kaylamorris7381 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too . Got chills multiple times and remembered why I should be happy

    • @RoXoR92
      @RoXoR92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@kaylamorris7381 Glad to hear that! So cool that we can experience part of that profound toad energy straight through the screen from another side of the planet!

    • @kaylamorris7381
      @kaylamorris7381 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@RoXoR92 agreed. I have had the same messages through LSD and that was intense enough. I think this experience would be too much for me at this point in my life . So I agree it is nice to experience it through the video and kind of understand the profound realizations

    • @dattagrace
      @dattagrace 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too. A close friend recently passed away in an accident and I had been reflecting on / afraid of death and the afterlife destinations of my loved ones. I am so glad I came across this video today.

    • @RoXoR92
      @RoXoR92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dattagrace Sorry for your loss friend.

  • @zareh805
    @zareh805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1014

    It’s fascinating that the human mind can retain this cosmic/death experience.

    • @ianmoon5436
      @ianmoon5436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      yes I was thinking the same thing, did he actually go in not out, like the whole universe is in our brain

    • @-ABC-
      @-ABC- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      @@ianmoon5436 it is, we are the cosmos, one single stream of consciousness

    • @-ABC-
      @-ABC- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@millicentrichard9564 he got raided

    • @donotclicktheredbutton5616
      @donotclicktheredbutton5616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yeah wtf is this place

    • @JeanPereiraOfficial
      @JeanPereiraOfficial 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The mind is limitless.

  • @michaelbeaudry9536
    @michaelbeaudry9536 2 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I’ve been struggling a lot with depression and anxiety since Covid and I can’t tell you how much watching this has helped my mood today. Thank you for reminding me that everything will be ok.

    • @user-vv9np5iq7n
      @user-vv9np5iq7n ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope that what’s causing your anxiety due to Covid is the fact that dangerous, evil, unscrupulous elites like Klaus Schwab, Bill Gates and others are seeking to use Covid as a way to turn the world into a dystopian, fascist 1984 type of environment where absolutely NO freedom or individuality exists.
      That is definitely cause for concern to anyone with a critically thinking brain.

  • @chilltime4878
    @chilltime4878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    Retired firefighter here. Cried the whole video. I wanna go on this journey. Pretty experienced with psychedelics and am very intrigued.

    • @FORGETYOU8
      @FORGETYOU8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      May you find peace in your life 💪keep those boots on and running

    • @davidwalkerblack
      @davidwalkerblack 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Safe journeys brother

    • @chilltime4878
      @chilltime4878 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@FORGETYOU8 Thank you

    • @chilltime4878
      @chilltime4878 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@davidwalkerblack You as well!! Thank you

    • @onemantwohands5224
      @onemantwohands5224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too mate, this was a beautiful video and the guy who does the administration is a beautiful soul. I've never watched anything like this before and have shed tears as well. Good luck in life mate !!

  • @daddylong69
    @daddylong69 3 ปีที่แล้ว +630

    You can almost feel the emotions through the screen, incredible.

    • @millicentluke1686
      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You can get your mycologists from a sure source, check him out on IG @Mycohenry33

    • @zay4510
      @zay4510 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Almost?! Bro I’m literally balling my eyes out lol

    • @Innertame01
      @Innertame01 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Exactly. Brough tears to my eyes

    • @lemonstrangler
      @lemonstrangler 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@zay4510 imagine if you went on the trip, you would be balling your souls out

    • @Ridwan-oi1mr
      @Ridwan-oi1mr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!

  • @TheGamingInvestor
    @TheGamingInvestor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    “There’s nothing to be afraid of. Thank God, seriously.”

    • @maccybear8093
      @maccybear8093 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I felt this once after dying in a dream, seeing my transparent body go up and up. But it was the feeling which I'll never forget. The beauty of death. The beauty of life. The love in everything. Understanding everything in death, everything, and realising there is nothing to fear. Life is a gift. Death is the ultimate bliss.

    • @Eujedjnejej
      @Eujedjnejej 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@maccybear8093amazing

    • @csabo1725
      @csabo1725 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Except shadowbans

  • @hippieerika2121
    @hippieerika2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I’ve never done any type of medicine like this haven’t even tried smoking weed. But the way I learn so much and these videos open up my mind into a point of perspective has changed my life. I know I don’t know the true effects of any of these medicines but to know that they exist and they can help me in life later is truly a good feeling

    • @beagles4612
      @beagles4612 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hippie Erika calls herself a hippie yet has never smoked weed 😳 😒 😐 😑 🙄 😂

    • @michaelweems679
      @michaelweems679 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@beagles4612 yeah, wtf? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @akashk3066
      @akashk3066 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@beagles4612hope you had a great time laughing on her

  • @iamnotinsane1
    @iamnotinsane1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    The moments you said I understand, I felt goosebumps. I did an ayahuasca journey and during my last journey after navigating all the choas in me during five previous journeys I was overwhelmed with love. Make me think of the choas now. There are no words to explain either the love or the choas. But you can simply say I understand.

    • @Mazari_bina
      @Mazari_bina 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bro! In which country he did this experience???

    • @alejandroc7357
      @alejandroc7357 ปีที่แล้ว

      Where does one go for this?

  • @johntaylor625
    @johntaylor625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    You are literally the source as you walk. It's just human awareness that seems to have forgotten due to cultural norms governing our minds in more recent times

    • @ryancnayr
      @ryancnayr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Tom Sutherland it’s true, we go through life trying to attain purpose or some grand intervention, we are that source within ourselves. You can travel the galaxy and always find yourself, I think many expect some major change, it’s the subtle realisation that is always the most profound

    • @j9145
      @j9145 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lmao. It’s just massively psychedelic (neurochemically manipulative) there’s nothing profound about it except the profoundness we choose to create.

    • @millicentrichard9564
      @millicentrichard9564 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love ordering all my psychedelic product from @Mycohenry33 on Instagram cause he is the best imagine he delivers anywhere

    • @ryancnayr
      @ryancnayr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@j9145 no matter the origin or creator, it is still a profound experience

    • @lorettaolga7433
      @lorettaolga7433 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I buy psychedelic products from any where in the world through @myconuel on Instagram for the good, quality, rare and pure stuffs. They deliver discreetly to any location

  • @JamieEHILLS
    @JamieEHILLS 3 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    Tom bro... I am only 10 minutes in so far, and I have to say, this is already turning out to be such an incredibly beautiful and raw piece of pure art! Wow! Thank you

    • @dakotawint
      @dakotawint 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      TOMS VIDEOS GET BETTER EVERY TIME WTF

    • @joshuabranson74
      @joshuabranson74 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It isn't lost per se it is hidden because if people remembered then what would be the point to live life

    • @JamieEHILLS
      @JamieEHILLS 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@joshuabranson74 i think you responded to the wrong comment my dude!

  • @ZoeS_3462
    @ZoeS_3462 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    I micro dosed mushroom after fighting depression for over 7years l, being incapable of work for the last 2years.
    In a short summary I became depression free within a couple of months and still I'm 6months later. It saved me/.

    • @kim_2060
      @kim_2060 ปีที่แล้ว

      So happy for you

    • @brooklynbaywatch6256
      @brooklynbaywatch6256 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I want to try micro dosing coz I heard it is a very moderate trip and it's so coo. Anyone got a source ?????/

    • @sharksdmt
      @sharksdmt ปีที่แล้ว

      . Micro dosing is mentally addictive and can cause phychosis if not taken on the right dose that's why I recommend Dr.henryshroom a renowned mycologist and vendor, who taught me how to trip and also grows mushrooms. He saved my ass from suicidal thoughts, you just don't wanna be in my situation but all the best I'm very okay now thanks to dr.henryshroom//.

    • @Evra_5
      @Evra_5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Please does he shipp outside the state?????^^^^^^^^^.

    • @LifestyleWise4473
      @LifestyleWise4473 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah from what he told me, he makes shipment in almost all corners of the country and it's discreet and fast.✅..

  • @LibbyRoseUTube
    @LibbyRoseUTube 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    "There is nothing to be afraid of, thanks god, thank god!" 🥰

    • @haziyo
      @haziyo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn it has nothing to do with religion like a "first world white person" might say about jesus or another. More like an ant standing in front of a wall that has no ends vertically or horizontally, a thing infinitely bigger than the insignificant human ego, it puts you in the presence of something like a god, or whatever other god-like energy you make of the experience. The epitome of the psychedelic experience is to be shown that human life/routine and social constructs are meaningless if we are capable of observing an energy or sensation we might as well call god

    • @yourmatetom
      @yourmatetom  3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn I’m Latino, surrounded by other latinos. But I get your point lol.

    • @jackjobs1811
      @jackjobs1811 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@haziyo so its like hard drugs u take them and all fear goes away?

    • @WeekndWarriorrr
      @WeekndWarriorrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn He's not saying fear nothing at all. He went into the trip with a fear of death. He came out saying there's nothing to fear. The context here is his fear of death.

    • @WeekndWarriorrr
      @WeekndWarriorrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn I agree. It is rational to fear the unknown and things that are out of your control. I'm just stating he's talking about his fear of death when he says there's nothing to fear. And regardless of if DMT showed him reality or truth, or if it's just a fever dream. It was able to make him feel there's nothing to fear when it comes to death. Maybe it's a false sense of security, but nevertheless he no longer fears death.

  • @halkyxn345
    @halkyxn345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +171

    The fact that this was in my recommended makes me happy since youtube seems to be promoting psychedelic related channels again

    • @irrelevantideology9640
      @irrelevantideology9640 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It promotes whatever your search history projects that you want to have promoted to you.

    • @Magicmountainuk
      @Magicmountainuk 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Deemz on Snapchat. Add Hull167 on Snapchat that’s the connect. Hook you ☮️

    • @user-pq1me8zu4s
      @user-pq1me8zu4s 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Reach out to david_grantrig_ii on insta; LSD(paper/gel), DMT(5-MeO-DMT/Toad venom), psilocybin, penis envy, GT, MDMA. He delivers anywhere discreetly!

    • @amandasmith3338
      @amandasmith3338 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      david_grantrig_ii on Instagram is a mycologist that grows different strains of mushrooms and ships all psychedelic products ( LSD, DMT, MDMA, and more) to anywhere. He ships through a discreet courier service that specializes in moving psychedelic products safely without running into any legal problems. Send him a pm via insta @david_grantrig_ii

    • @halkyxn345
      @halkyxn345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@amandasmith3338 reported

  • @Alex_146
    @Alex_146 ปีที่แล้ว +196

    I suffered anxiety for several years, taken a lot of medications.
    Currently I’m trying out psychedelics and psilocybin mushrooms

    • @paulwilson1727
      @paulwilson1727 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really want to have a taste, does anyone know where I can source them?

    • @garysanders9261
      @garysanders9261 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@paulwilson1727 cole.shroomm%#

    • @garysanders9261
      @garysanders9261 ปีที่แล้ว

      On instagrm

    • @larrydiaz9013
      @larrydiaz9013 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Psychedelics are great remedies for mental health illness. Really works.

    • @royperry1165
      @royperry1165 ปีที่แล้ว

      cole.shroomm has been my supplier for over a year now. No problems.

  • @VEE3RDEYE
    @VEE3RDEYE 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1752

    I teared up when Kota came in and hugged you

  • @jeanwillemse2662
    @jeanwillemse2662 3 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    Watching people's DMT experiences is like David Goggins videos for the heart and soul man. Seeing 2 grown dudes hug like that is some wholesome sht no homo hahaha.

    • @bighosss6928
      @bighosss6928 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/6EIS82fRoO0/w-d-xo.html 💤🙏

    • @dmtdanny2772
      @dmtdanny2772 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Check out dmt_dhanny

    • @anthonygiordano792
      @anthonygiordano792 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dmtdanny2772 no

    • @jonnyw82
      @jonnyw82 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Funny how it has that effect, right?

    • @tonyperez2803
      @tonyperez2803 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hell yeah dude right on!

  • @dakotawint
    @dakotawint 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1843

    YES I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS

    • @marcs.1138
      @marcs.1138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      same!!!!! btw ure a dope guy dakota keep it up my g 🙏🏻

    • @dylansabbath9085
      @dylansabbath9085 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      hey man ive been watching your videos since 2015 its been great to see your personal growth! im from new zealand i love u alot

    • @amandaramtahal9367
      @amandaramtahal9367 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Omg I love you

    • @joharshabbir3953
      @joharshabbir3953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Dakotaaa❤️❤️

    • @yourmatetom
      @yourmatetom  3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      ❤️

  • @mdog86
    @mdog86 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Man this is so beautiful, made me tear up watching your return and the hugging. I want to experience this so bad, depression and addiction controls my life. Working a shitty job I hate, not making enough money to be able to afford a journey like this. Feel like I don't deserve happiness like this sometimes.

    • @sadfrew4rewfadsfg
      @sadfrew4rewfadsfg 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Hi, I don't know where you come from, but if you search you will find - look for shamans in your area, there will definitely be one who performs this ceremony. Lots of love on your path. namaste

    • @thomaslove6494
      @thomaslove6494 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You don't need to go to peru.... just grow some mushrooms at home...it is easy once you go through a little trial and error. Do plenty of research and you can grow one tub of mushrooms for maybe $100 - $200 investment.... you will be giving them away to people you have so much....

  • @KubasRevs
    @KubasRevs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I had a similar feeling of returning home/somewhere that felt more intimately familiar than here, when I experienced a very intense K-hole. I disassociated past the point of ego death and I made peace with the fact that I’d died. It felt like I just dissolved back into the fabric of time and space and the realisation I had in the moment was that we’re just a temporary expression of the universe, where we experience some relative sense of individuality. Like we’re just the individual neurones that together make up the brain.
    I think the most positive takeaway from this experience is that I now treat other people with way more empathy and kindness. It’s very hard to shake off that feeling of interconnectivity.

    • @tybeard8532
      @tybeard8532 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree I’ve fallen deep into holes like that as well on acid and mushrooms & I always come back feeling everyone’s hurt.. even random strangers..

  • @skinprobiotics1657
    @skinprobiotics1657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    So awesome!!!! I did Bufo Alvarius 2 weeks ago in Tulum with a kind and wise facilitator. Instantly felt instant "death" and I became zillion intense white light particles, no arms, no legs, no body, no head, no torso, and blended with the universe. I floated so fast and so far with no body the entire time, just as intense light particles.
    There was no time, no space, I got scared at one point that I might be stuck there. But I can hear the flute playing gently by my facilitator. I am still alive.
    Waves of emotion and release came over, I cried, screamed a bit, and found profound peace afterward. Felt reborn. No doubt in my mind: human can use 100% of the brain (we have been brainwashed into thinking we can only use 10-20% ..B.S.).
    Beautiful experience, I document it, but not sure if I will post my videos.
    Thank you for sharing your video and experience... I agree: it is beyond words!!!

    • @JS-so5gh
      @JS-so5gh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Could you please tell me the name of the facilitator? I am going to tulum just for this but really want to find a good shaman

    • @annaastill-smith7364
      @annaastill-smith7364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I went to the same place in Tulum, and had a very similar experience, pure ineffable extacy of life, so grateful for my experience, for my guide and everything. An entirely different perspective on consciousness which will change my life forever

    • @TheOracleRealm
      @TheOracleRealm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We are light 💡

    • @glenndouglas8822
      @glenndouglas8822 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We do use all our brain but science only understands what certain parts are for, but we do use all our brain.

  • @TC-py9vd
    @TC-py9vd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I felt the amazing energy when he said “I understand” and cried 😫🥺

    • @pabloalan4190
      @pabloalan4190 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wanna get psychedelic products, try out @morgan_drugz on Instagram, man got shrooms,dmt,lsd, chocolate bars and some other psych's🍄,.

    • @wagersgrooves
      @wagersgrooves 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pabloalan4190 Shit man I've heard all about them chocolate bars, be careful

    • @-ABC-
      @-ABC- 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@wagersgrooves these are bot accounts promoting scams

  • @KennyVert
    @KennyVert 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    8:58 has to be the purest expression of love between two men that I've ever seen. That really moved me. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Much love, -Kenneth

    • @bobilondon01
      @bobilondon01 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      thats the gayest thing i have ever seen

    • @RachelSings21
      @RachelSings21 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@bobilondon01that’s the most fragile masculinity I’ve ever seen - yes I’m talking about you.

    • @bobilondon01
      @bobilondon01 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@RachelSings21 🤓

  • @thomasanderson6558
    @thomasanderson6558 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I tried mushrooms at 28 im 32 now ive saved lives including my own i am vegan no booze no tobacco i understand compassion selflessness inner space outer space
    being venerable being able to take risks including forgiving others and yourself hope you are ok today if no one else has asked the universe id proud you even got up today

    • @gabedavv
      @gabedavv 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      vegan for life ❤ mushrooms are a truly wonderful thing.

  • @alastair7095
    @alastair7095 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I love the dbz music. Combining dbz and psychedelics is so cathartic to me

    • @oneman9620
      @oneman9620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have been trying to find the song but can’t find it anywhere!

    • @alastair7095
      @alastair7095 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@oneman9620 I heard gokus ss3 music in there and gohan/ trunks music

    • @jermaineolive1563
      @jermaineolive1563 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@oneman9620 ssj3 goku theme

    • @lorettaolga7433
      @lorettaolga7433 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Get the latest updates discreet and hot underground in the streets, and all over the globe, @myconuel is an Instagram profile of a mycology organization, they post their daily progress and researches in growing and developing different strains of psilocybin mushrooms, they are organized, skillful and intelligent, and for my psychonauts out there, you can low key inbox the profile to contact them directly, they discreetly sell all the psychedelic products you can find, they have a well planned out safe logistic system to move products discreetly, unnoticed and quick. So if you want to comfortable purchase anything online hit em up via Instagram @myconuel. Trust them 100%.

  • @HariTuru
    @HariTuru 3 ปีที่แล้ว +383

    Tom: I do not condone the use of drugs.
    Also Tom: KKAAAA MMMEEEEEE HHHAAAA MMMMMEEEEE HHHHHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @bighosss6928
      @bighosss6928 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/6EIS82fRoO0/w-d-xo.html

    • @jharvey433
      @jharvey433 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      A super saiyan beyond a super saiyan!!!

    • @FH-rb7vs
      @FH-rb7vs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Because that's what it is right? An unbelievable amount of energy that surpassed everything ever done before!

    • @yourmatetom
      @yourmatetom  3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      And this, is even further beyond!

    • @tonischeelen1711
      @tonischeelen1711 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@yourmatetom haha excellent choice with the ssj3 music, love it

  • @nurseelliott4256
    @nurseelliott4256 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I remember watching a TH-camr say that the experience finds you. I wish I knew the gentleman that guided him through his experience. It’s one of the most peaceful one I’ve seen. Heck of gift

  • @lene1193
    @lene1193 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    Can you imagine what the frog must feel like all the time!

    • @maxpope-hoggarth9579
      @maxpope-hoggarth9579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I want that life aha

    • @emmasharkey3777
      @emmasharkey3777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It wouldn't affect it cause the dmt is basically a poison

    • @LovingShadowXxx
      @LovingShadowXxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      You usually don’t trip off your own poison lol

    • @MrSaljstn
      @MrSaljstn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's not how it works

    • @eskrimagitarista274
      @eskrimagitarista274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      You can see the frog is bored of it from doing it everyday... Hoomans

  • @andymann4845
    @andymann4845 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    Good on you waiting for a year to share, many would have pumped the content out next day. It shows you have integrity and really care about what you do :)

  • @tomkamphuis
    @tomkamphuis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    Counsiousness created the universe to observe itself
    This is how I see it after my experience

    • @madisondameron142
      @madisondameron142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😯

    • @TheLAstudent
      @TheLAstudent 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We are the universe experiencing itself. Perhaps for the first time. Perhaps for the last.

    • @foryourpsyche_byvchristine9878
      @foryourpsyche_byvchristine9878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is exactly what I believe too!

    • @TheLAstudent
      @TheLAstudent 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @clowns be clowns all the atoms that make you up came from a star billions of years ago and when you die your atoms will go on to make up new matter. We are the universe, in the universe, of the universe. There is no separation. Once you die, you'll see that.

    • @TheLAstudent
      @TheLAstudent 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @clowns be clowns No one here is trying to impress you. I don't really care what you do or don't believe. You're quite insignificant

  • @GalderIncarnate
    @GalderIncarnate ปีที่แล้ว +5

    What a great set of guides. That first hug when he came back made me cry a bit.

  • @PocketUau
    @PocketUau 3 ปีที่แล้ว +182

    The Dragon Ball Z music when he rips that DMT was unexpected.

    • @millicentluke1686
      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mycohenry33 on IG recommended and guided me for my microdosing journey hit them up they also ship and grow shrooms and all psychedelics products

    • @bigzeus3236
      @bigzeus3236 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      A nice touch tho right? I appreciated it tbh lol

    • @natalybrookz202
      @natalybrookz202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@bigzeus3236 i think it was pretty cringe

    • @lloydnorval1989
      @lloydnorval1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I THOUGHT I heard SSJ3 and gohan ssj2 themes haha

    • @Dammy1998
      @Dammy1998 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Everything about psychedelics is unpredictable 😇😂😂😂

  • @MaddSpazz2000
    @MaddSpazz2000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    The super Saiyan 3 music when your trip begins is so fitting 😂

    • @Devin2Deadly
      @Devin2Deadly 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lol agreed 😂

    • @lov4570
      @lov4570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That did it for me😄👌🏽

    • @neymourtriple8
      @neymourtriple8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I got goosebumps when I heard it haha

    • @user-pq1me8zu4s
      @user-pq1me8zu4s 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Reach out to david_grantrig_ii on insta; LSD(paper/gel), DMT(5-MeO-DMT/Toad venom), psilocybin, penis envy, GT, MDMA. He delivers anywhere discreetly!

    • @Adventchild84
      @Adventchild84 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Soon as I heard the first notes bro lol💪🏻

  • @coldworldandrew385
    @coldworldandrew385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +456

    I think if I ever did DMT I'd want that guy he had right beside me lol. He knows what he's doing , keeping the guy calm and relaxed. Cuz I know I'd freak out I'd be that girl on the ground screaming lol

    • @1181darkfire
      @1181darkfire 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      why is that so funny 😂😂

    • @asherweck
      @asherweck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That was my brother for me on my trip. His presence made everything less frightening . And more amazing

    • @ThePeacePlant
      @ThePeacePlant 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mushrooms are easy to grow. There is videos online. You just need to buy substrate and the spores. It's all legal till that first mushroom pops up from the soil. But can't really get caught if no one finds out. Not really going to get, don't know why police would randomly just start searching your house, just keep it to yourself.

    • @jaycho6747
      @jaycho6747 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@ThePeacePlant you sound just like the police.

    • @dr1lltrckz147
      @dr1lltrckz147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@user-pq1me8zu4s fed

  • @jordanangelov3795
    @jordanangelov3795 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Tom, Theo did a ceremony for me at the exact same place at Sacred Valley just a few weeks ago. Your video about a year and a half ago inspired me to do it. I wasn't ready last year when I went to Peru for the first time though this year I felt the calling.
    It is the most indescribable loving experience I have had in my whole life! I completely merge with consciousness, there is no body, no thought, just being.. just existing in the vast sea of consciousness.
    You are a great guy and I love what you do, thank you will all my heart for this video ❤

    • @MrJastheo
      @MrJastheo 16 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hi @jordanangelov3795
      Mate I want to go to this place in the video. And meet Jose.
      Could you give me the name and details of how to find this place.

  • @michaeledwards8713
    @michaeledwards8713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    The most intense experience I've ever had was growing and eating psilocybin mushrooms it was so bittersweet it felt like I lost a friend . Glad to say hard work payed off. More lessons in a 6 hour period than two years of real world experience. Truly life changing.

    • @Jimmylenaze
      @Jimmylenaze 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️

    • @millicentluke1686
      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love ordering all my psychedelic product from @Mycohenry33 on Instagram cause he is the best imagine he delivers anywhere

    • @-ABC-
      @-ABC- 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      But life changing expirences are killing your gains

  • @destinyatteberry4365
    @destinyatteberry4365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    This is so so so beautiful. My experience was scary at first, because a lot of my trauma arose. I have been through a lot and I wanted to heal that part of me. I felt like my body was dissolving, and my soul was exploring. When I came back, I felt protected by god and I knew that we are here for a reason, and I am not afraid of the afterlife. It was the most profound experience I have ever had, and it healed parts of me I never imagined could. I would most definitely do it again, but I want to grow more and be more emotionally ready. Sending love to all, thank you for being alive. ❤️

    • @rudyyeye7812
      @rudyyeye7812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I seriously want to try it but im scared of ending up even worse with a nightmare trip

    • @StoneTheCr0w
      @StoneTheCr0w 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      The best way to heal is stop posting about it and stop projecting it to everyone to seek attention

    • @BilalKhan-wi7ts
      @BilalKhan-wi7ts 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      What purpose? Can u explain. I wana know.

  • @overthinker8807
    @overthinker8807 3 ปีที่แล้ว +596

    The lady at the start screaming and pleading to make it stop, I would like to hear her experience thoroughly

    • @aspartamelover
      @aspartamelover 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      me too!

    • @ashleylovesdeathbat8825
      @ashleylovesdeathbat8825 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      Maybe she has some brutal trauma and inner demons that came from to the surface

    • @eliutjuarez3233
      @eliutjuarez3233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      im sure after she felt , healed and great after.

    • @LazyAssHat
      @LazyAssHat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      @@eliutjuarez3233 shouldn’t assume that

    • @tobiasdontmatter1868
      @tobiasdontmatter1868 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@LazyAssHat Shouldn’t assume not either 🙂

  • @mud5377
    @mud5377 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Jose is a beautiful soul. I reckon that level of compassion is just the right thing when coming back here like that; I'm glad you went there for this experience, my friend. I'm always moved when I see the love being shared through that understanding. I love you all.

  • @jaycho6747
    @jaycho6747 3 ปีที่แล้ว +720

    He actually merged with Joe Rogan when he had his eyes closed.

    • @EVILalwaysDIES
      @EVILalwaysDIES 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Lmaooo underrated comment. The likes r gonna shoot up i can feel it ! 11 right now

    • @maximalsakerhet7930
      @maximalsakerhet7930 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Imagine seeing Joe in your DMT trip

    • @Natebape
      @Natebape 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💀😭

    • @-ABC-
      @-ABC- 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pabloalan4190 he got raided

    • @lorettaolga7433
      @lorettaolga7433 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @asherweck
    @asherweck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Jeeez. I miss my trip. Only had one fantastic experience.. impossible to describe. Left the body. No up down left or right. Everything was what it was. I traveled up the river as an eagle would watching the glisten coming off of the water. There was nothing wrong with the world. Slowly dragged back into my body and woke in the canopy of my tent. Woke at the same time as my brothers . Who I communicated with outside of my body. We looked at each other and knew . We were all there and understood. We died. And came back. And sat silently around a campfire for awhile just reminiscing

  • @NSOAXL
    @NSOAXL 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Crazy to see how well your editing, quality of your vids AND you YOURSELF have grown over time. 🙏 Stay up, homie!

  • @thomashafner
    @thomashafner ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My very first experience with Psychedelics was with Toad. At age 60. With two loving guides that know what they are doing, so I felt safe. Changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible. Several other amazing experiences with other substances since, sometimes topping those up with toad for the neuroplasticity. A magical medicine and experience - but only for a few times at most, after which there will be nothing else to see.

  • @ashtonhurley3045
    @ashtonhurley3045 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    You’ve outdone yourself. this is incredible, had a really good time watching this. Amazing too see how you’ve grown as a person and as a creator ❤️

  • @DR-mp4gv
    @DR-mp4gv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +615

    Having a DMT trip in the midst of screaming strangers ... no thank you

    • @garrettsmith8286
      @garrettsmith8286 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Yes. I think it would be important to be alone. Only with a care taker sitting near by.

    • @t-rizzy208
      @t-rizzy208 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@garrettsmith8286 absolutely

    • @Torsdagskvallsmys
      @Torsdagskvallsmys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I dont want anyone near me when i Trip. I preffer beeing alone.

    • @recemottashed4941
      @recemottashed4941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah exactly.. I will only trip with my first cousins or my brother. Anybody else would just be a nightmare and it was. Me taking a break lmao

    • @Torsdagskvallsmys
      @Torsdagskvallsmys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@AskChristian so You know how i work? Thanks alot man

  • @undrachevr
    @undrachevr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I felt something when Tom got hugged. It felt so pure

    • @asadad5584
      @asadad5584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ikr! It healed me !

  • @whiteangel977
    @whiteangel977 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I cried the whole time , man I just réalise that all I need is a hug, i feel miserable

    • @richardramdas3280
      @richardramdas3280 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Virtual hugs send to you❤💜💙🧡💛💚

    • @trvpicvlgraphicdesign8527
      @trvpicvlgraphicdesign8527 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You’re loved 🖤🤞🏽

    • @ThisMeantime
      @ThisMeantime 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do you strive to improve yourself ? Answer this and i’ll have your cure.

    • @whiteangel977
      @whiteangel977 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ThisMeantime yes please

    • @ThisMeantime
      @ThisMeantime 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@whiteangel977 First of all you need to be self-aware of your situation. You said you feel miserable and that already says a lot. To put it simply your not comfortable in the state that you are presently. To be able to change this, first of all you need the willingness to change and to know your state is in some sense not ok to live with. You need to detach yourself completely from ignorance and be able to judge yourself as if you were another person, you need an objective perspective. Now tell me why do you feel miserable (i know the comment section isn’t ideal).

  • @imagineso2241
    @imagineso2241 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Every video I watch I tear up and get emotional, watching the sheer gratitude the traveller has when they come back to us.
    Imagine if we had that desire for gratitude every day we live. To appreciate the basic emotion we should show to each other and that the daily grind really isn’t the most important thing.
    Beautiful video, beautiful life. Live it people ❤️

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      @millicentluke1686 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mycohenry33 on IG recommended and guided me for my microdosing journey hit them up they also ship and grow shrooms and all psychedelics products

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    • @kevinsmith8076
      @kevinsmith8076 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ESO!!!

  • @MicaelaSmith
    @MicaelaSmith 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Absolutely beautiful. I have the same fears as you as well, my worst fear is losing a loved one. and knowing I’m going to have to say goodbye to the people I love one day. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with this. Definitely gave me some clarity. Namaste 🙏🏼

  • @RuciosDubstepMixs
    @RuciosDubstepMixs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    When he said "there's nothing to be afraid of" I have a feeling he means what happens after death. I havnt taken DMT but I think it makes us realize we are more than flesh and bone and that our spirit is so much more alive than we think!!!

    • @dariofromthefuture3075
      @dariofromthefuture3075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Your ego is flesh/ but the means by which you expierience the ego - that awareness - is infinite and present in all of us.
      We are not inert. We are infinite awareness having small experiences- and it’s fun to be small. :)

    • @swain8678
      @swain8678 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Remember the brain releases dmt when you die
      Your just experiencing death

    • @OralComando
      @OralComando 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Beautiful experience. I've been there. You can't describe this ... You can't .

    • @skinnybear3441
      @skinnybear3441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@swain8678 cap

    • @aceftr6842
      @aceftr6842 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@OralComando Likewise
      Preach 🙌

  • @ItsBrendaBlanco
    @ItsBrendaBlanco 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Tom, mate, no wonder why you have taken the heart of over 300K people (subs) here. Your genuine, loving and vulnerable approach is gorgeous my dude. Congratulations!!!

  • @marcusjasso2600
    @marcusjasso2600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    That was one of the most adorably beautiful hugs I've ever seen and felt. I want one..

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      @millicentrichard9564 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @seanburkert7648
    @seanburkert7648 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    This was such a beautiful thing to see. When I had my experience coming back to a regular consciousness was one of the most grounding things. I felt like I was actually connected to my body and the earth for the first time. That being said, having the right location, people with you, and mental state beforehand is such a huge thing. You need to be in the right place to have this type of experience. Way to go man, this video was outstanding

  • @81klong
    @81klong 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The look that passed between you when you said "I understand" hit me hard. Not too proud to admit I cried ❤️ I felt the emotion in that moment and wished I was experiencing what it was 🙏

    • @simonnilsson9289
      @simonnilsson9289 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I also cried at that moment ❤️

    • @victoriaseymour1306
      @victoriaseymour1306 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "I understand", made me cry.

    • @Jmapp1998
      @Jmapp1998 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It was just so deep😭

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      @lorettaolga7433 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @senatesheev
    @senatesheev ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I took 10 grams of psychedelic mushrooms the other day and while the visuals were minimal, A lot made sense. Nothing is about me and life will continue on. Nothing is personal and everyone has their own lives to worry about. If I were to describe it in one sentence, I'd say that "life goes on and nothing was ever personal". Realizing that was such a beautiful experience and one that I'll never forget

  • @fireberrywocky
    @fireberrywocky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Absolutely love this video! Can't wait to discuss this with my psychiatrist. I love how he literally never once persuaded anyone to do this or never once said anyone should do this but rather spoke about only his experience.

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      @davidsimon8052 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @patrik3403
    @patrik3403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    i havent literally cried for so many years, until now, such an amazing and emotional video

  • @Sayless95
    @Sayless95 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I did 5 MEO and i can honestly say the words to describe the experience are literally not enough. The first time was scary i cant lie, however i am doing it again in a couple of days. The first time I didn’t take enough drags. This time I want to go deeper. Thank you for giving us this video. It’s a very relatable and meaningful account. The “I understand got me” .5 MEO is released at highest levels when we die, as some of you may know . That’s why a lot of people compare the experience to death. Rebirth can be a beautiful thing though. I’m improving more and more everyday after coming out of depression. Peace and Love guys. Our lives are too short for hate 😊

    • @Sayless95
      @Sayless95 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Faded On A Star I recommend it. The experience itself each time was different but it is certainly very humbling, hard to put into words and genuinely spiritually healing ❤️‍🩹

    • @handsomepriestbrim1985
      @handsomepriestbrim1985 ปีที่แล้ว

      How long does it last lol

  • @Mattai80
    @Mattai80 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I even cried just watching his experience.
    Asnsomeone who is struggling with bipolar depression since his teens and going through several hospital stays with suicide patterns - this while field of 5 MEO seems to be as light at the end of the tunnel of suffering