WTF!! Y is anyone at urology sticking anything up ur vag to simulate pee?!? I’ve been to urology and they have never done anything like that. Y didn’t they just have u drink water and pee in a cup?? Aside from that: ur legit giving “Olivia 7),Rodrigo”, seeing u tonight it’s a bad idea right?? 😂😂 fuck it, it’s fine. NO SERIOUSLY IT’S FINE Ur in ur early 20s, it’s not that deep. U have to give yourself grace!!!
I went through the exact same thing of being a shitty person because of my upbringing when I was younger. Us and our adhd makes us think bigger, evolve and require our brain to be best version. Proud of you for choosing who you are instead of being a victim. Being a victim doesn’t mean you’re a good person. Only doing good makes you a good person. Sending you love to be kind to yourself. 💖
As someone with diagnosed ADHD as well, ADHD has nothing to do with thinking bigger or evolving lol. It's a human-thing, not an ADHD thing. ADHD is a struggle to deal with (especially academically), not a superpower
@@mialia15104 leia, firstly, whatever your opinion is, the way you speak is disrespectful. I’m sorry you feel that way. For me, adhd has been the tool that helped me think past my environment. It was difficult being the only one who, not by choice, thought beyond my circumstances. It is in fact not a human thing to evolve. Are you a POC? Or do you have generational trauma that your family refuses to change and you’re the first one? It is a gift and a curse. You’re saying adhd is a struggle, perhaps that’s because that’s your perspective, not an objective fact that it is in no way beneficial to social evolution, or that people w adhd are more inclined to create change because of their creative and constant minds. Me saying that it helped me evolve by making me work through the anxiety and depression amongst other things other people without adhd didn’t have, doesn’t mean it’s not difficult? Idk why you’re feeling so defensive. Perhaps it’s your adhd noticing when you feel negatively, so you overthink it and have to control opinions to feel calmer and less adhd type obsessive. It is because adhd helps you recognize when there are problems, like those negative emotions. That’s why people w adhd have more mental illness. When you think more you’re bound to come up with more solutions. I’m unable to avoid the truth because my mind will always redirect to obsessive spiraling thoughts. Saying adhd is purely a struggle is false. Some of the most intelligent and creative minds have adhd. It is most certainly a superpower if you learn to control your thoughts. It forces you to address your problems because you can’t avoid them or you won’t be able to focus on other things. It’s more difficult to compartmentalize. My family that doesn’t have attention issues never has to worry about their thoughts being extrapolated and a continuous stream of consciousness reflecting. Further, your adhd might be different than mine because of our personalities, it is not a universal experience. It is an effect or tool that can be applied variously. You don’t really know what I’m talking about with family evolution and adhd, I’m guessing you’re really young too, so it’s best to stop invalidating and competing for no reason.
its not quirky and its not fun. its a debilitating disability that can lead to dangerous impulsivity, financial ruin, feeling of incompetence, inability to handle stress, task paralysis, ruined relationships, anxiety and depression, overstimulation and breakdowns. its so much more than thinking more thoughts at once. im glad you aren’t struggling and using it positively, but how dare you completely disregard the negatives it comes with. ive seen my little brother struggle so much with it, it makes me want to cry:(
I completely relate to hating living with people, i have a roomate right now and I NEVER want to do this again. Its so suffocating living with other people when you are a creative person.
The talk about negative thoughts about others gave me peace in mind because those thoughts popped up in my mind and when Mai started talking about it and started giving advice it gave me such a welcoming and relatable feeling 🫶💗
I like how honest you are! Some ppl would just hide the fact that they want to be alone and it’s so normal to want that, especially if you are an introvert! Love ya girl! Been my comfort TH-camr for past few years now! Even though u are way younger than me, I still admire you and see you as a inspiration! 💖💖💖🧿
im on the spam account, but every time I watch her grwms I always watch them anyways cause the energy is literally so perfect. like how she went to talking about a concussion and car accident to her new perfume so quickly, I literally love mai
Honestly, sometimes it's meant to be when your ex naturally comes back and you both feel like genuinly better/more compatible people! My husband and I were broken up for 6 months, then had the healthiest relationship we've ever had :D I hope things work out Mai
As someone with BPD, it’s so nice seeing one of your favourite people having it as well, I’m glad we can be successful regardless of what we’re dealing with
I literally LOVE these kind of videos from Mai. it really feels like we're on ft with her and it's so comforting because she really feels like an older sister that's just telling you all the tea in her life and i love that she can open up to us like that❤
you inspire me sm and actually helping me out in a bad time, fr your manifesting and working out routines got me going and hopeful to end up as successful as you are today. i saw someone else comment this before but seriously if anyone deserves success its you
Girl I acc never find people on yt that I can relate to bc they seem to look perfect and have this fake demeanour about them and literally when I watch you , you sound so real and I love that about you. I listen to every word you say about mental health and your life and it’s so real and the advice is amazing. I love you girl you’re amazing and so so gorgeous 🤍
Came here for a light GRWM, instead I got life advice and motivational chats, inner thoughts 150% relatable, thought it was me being a terrible person, THANK YOU
I just wanna sai Mai thank you! Thank you for being so REAL, and TRANSPARENT, I completely also admire your choice on working on your mental health. I feel like therapy truly allows you to grow as a persona and literally watching this video was literally exactly me 2 years ago and now I'm with the love of my life so you never know lol but again LOVE YOU AND THANKS OF SHARING THIS NEW PART IN YOUR LIFE
Mai, you may never see this, but you are literally the inspiration of my life, like I watch your videos religiously! Please never stop what you're doing it's just comforting and motivational to watch your videos, I've been watching for around four years and I know it's not long, But Mai, your story is so inspirational. I'd also like to thank you for the time I was watching your video when my mum came in to yell at me, instead she lowkey sat down and watched the video with me instead. So, figuratively and literally, you are a lifesaver.
You need a psychologist 😢 you get fanatized so easily and beg for attention and acceptance from people you don’t even know. ❤ i wish you can free yourself from it.
Mai honestly gives the best kind of vibes and feels like an older sister who just straight up inspires you whilst giving such amazing advice and just the best vids y’know! We appreciate you Mai!!
i love mai so much, like she could for hours and hours and i would listen to every word she'd say. and i love how in a way her videos are just a bit chaotic in a good way. i love you mai and i have a sense that the greatest is yet to come for you!!!
Mai you literally hear this all the time I know you do but I just discovered your channel when I've been going through a HARD time financially, no self care or self love and feeling like what's the point and you've made me realize that it's worth it to keep going and keep trying and put the effort into myself that I deserve instead of into everyone else. You are amazing thank you. Typing this crying, you've made a difference to so many just being you. Give me a year from today and let's see how far I've come thanks to u. I'll update. ❤
Mai you are my realest parasocial relationship 😭😂 anybody that knows me knows that you are the one person that I found on TH-cam that feels like a friend to me. I love how you can go from joking bout something one second and get all physiological the next and change subjects so fast cuz literally me😂 I’m grateful that you exist and keep me company💜
mai, i hope you realise that you're one of the bravest & coolest people i know. i always & always will look at you in admiration. i hope you know you actually mean a lot to each one of us watching. sending you so much love & empathy.
I was getting ready and couldnt find anything good to watch then you posted this... NEVER been more excited and now its like im getting ready with you. LOVE YOU MAI
gurl ur videos are so relaxing, but the way you just casually mention getting in a accident, getting back with ur ex, and getting a concussion.✨gold✨ Ur personality and delivery is just amazing
The spam pham gets so much insight. I feel so lucky to get to see the behind the scenes. She’s the realest TH-camr and I’ll always be proud of her for that reason. ❤
I love how relatable she is and how open she is with us! We don’t see this with other youtubers. And that makes her unique and Mai if u see this do u remember me? Commenting on most of ur vids lol if u see this plz say hi and once again love uuu😅😊
MAI I MISSED THIS SO MUCH!!! i absolutely LOVE your energy bc i feel the exact same when i’m alone and i literally have a BLAST WATCHING UR VIDEOS EVERYTIME!!! the editing on this is so good and so funny im obsessed AHHHH 😭 the tea was extra good this video 🫖🍵 currently super busy with school and this couldn’t have come at a better time 🩷 love you girl
takes so much for someone to come out and open up about things that’s been going on without over sharing and you’ve perfected this talent. thank you mai for updating the phamily🥰🥰
So so glad I clicked on this vid, Mai ik this gonna sound weird but this is some of the best advice I’ve gotten, like ab the positive thoughts and all. Literally love you Mai.
Mai you're so brave for putting your life out on the internet ❤️! It's what makes you so relatable because a lot of us are going through the same experiences and at the end of the day you're only human. You provide a sense of comfort in knowing that these experiences aren't unique to us and that we all go through them. Thank you for sharing your life 🥺❤️.
I have bpd and I struggle a lot with opening up and expressing myself, watching your videos just makes me feel understood and I’ve never felt like that before thank you for being that safe place for me❤️❤️ also been watching you since middle school and it’s crazy to say shit like “oh a TH-camr changed my life” but like fr you truly did and evrytime I get the notification that you post a new video it makes my day. You have such a genuine energy that I haven’t even found in people in fucking real life like I just find it insane that I can find that with someone who doesn’t even know I exist
Damn i’m just happy to know that i’m not the only one who’s confused with her life and as a result becomes a hater of literally anyhting😅 Love you for being so vulnerable knwoing how the internet can be cruel❤️💗
GIRL ofc you are my favorite TH-camr. I showed your channel to my boyfriend and we watched you together but sometimes I come home and he watches you alone, it’s awesome. Wearing you tree of life hoodie right now actually
Yes you are actually the only TH-camr I watch and continue to stay consistent. I found ur channel in my team 10, and David Dobrick era you are the only one I still support. I LOVE YOU MAI been watching since I was 13 now I'm 19 😊
You are the best thing to watch after a fight with my family you never disappoint me, always making me laugh. Thank you Mai, and ur definitely my favourite youtuber 😉
17:24 This is so insanely true. When your self confidence is low, and when you constantly give yourself shit, then it’s really difficult to be kind to others
as a soon to be 16 yo living in a toxic ass household... you help me a lot. You're my only motivation I have been watching you for almost 3-4 years now
I’ve been traveling alone the past 3 days and I’m in the airport with 3 flights to go and have been watching u for comfort and to show me I can do it😂🫶🏼 also I’ve been livinggg in my alchemai hoodie, perfect hoodie and a literal need for traveling🫶🏼u killed it girl!
BPD is something that really does get in the way of self love and loving others, I totally related to a lot of what you’ve been saying. I’m glad you’re back, been having a rough 2 weeks as well so hearing all the advice you’re giving yourself is really helpful and encouraging ❤️ I hope you recover well from both crashes btw
I’ve been watching you for years now usually I don’t comment, but fr i love watching your videos especially when I’m stressed and just wanna hear ab someone’s life then my own💀 thank you for always providing QUALITY content
SHE’S BACK!! 🥹 I’ve really missed you Mai!! I felt like since you moved here I stopped watching your vids cuz…you just didn’t seem like you…I was really happy for you, thinking maybe you had less drama and I’m happy for your life to get better but I honestly came here for your crazy honest drama cuz my life is the same 😢. I still hope you have less drama and less stress but I’m so glad this style of ChAoS is back 🎉
its never a good idea to let your ex back into your life, no matter who left who, why or how, no matter how much they “prove” to you that they love you and want you back, this is life testing you, yous broke up for a reason, it can be hard to resist if you’re still attracted to them. as humans, we have strong feelings and emotions and sometimes we give in to what we want, but that doesn’t mean its a good idea… it’s best to take a break from relationships and figure yourself out so you can truly understand who you are and what you want in your love life. also you’re on the right track with the like ‘self manipulation’ to trick your brain into thinking positively, thats how i started learning to love myself, you also have helped me alot over the years 😘 anyways mai, you look amazinggg in this video, blue is definitely your colour, white too, and red.. actually all colors tbh 😂 your makeup is flawless too its so satisfying to watch. lovinggg the long videos, you gotta post more often i feel like its been months 😭 unless its stressing you out then take your time girl, put you first. loving you ❤
I need more videos of you with Lena lifts 😩 you too are so fun to watch together, and I’m glad you’re back Mai ❤ edit: I resonate with you when you mention living alone and talking in comfort of just yourself and a camera likeeee it’s not easy living with others 😂 I moved out at 19… I am 19😂. 9:05 I definitely can understand you when you say watching a TH-camr change the style of their channel to their relationship bc for me, I came to see her and not him. I usually just stop watching and move onto another TH-camr. 11:12 gworllll same, it’s like that with me too! Like why now ughhh… 😩 but Mai that is crazy coincidence like the world knows what it is doing. ✨ delulu is the solulu, absolulu ✨ The end result you look gorgeous 😍 and I am so happy to hear that you are alright bc you had a concussion then before that an accident? O.m.g. I am praying for you girl ❤ be safe
Having a partner does not mean you need to make it about them. It is important to still have your YOU time, your Mai time, your friends and your life apart from them. That makes a healthy relationship. I hope whatever you decide, that you're happy with it, I would not think different of you for having a relationship, it's part of life.
I started to watch your videos almost a year ago, when I moved alone and needed company, and you have been with me ever since ❤ please never stop uploading 🎉
I’m so proud of you for getting help and having the self awareness that you have. You are a big woman and I never realized we are very close in age. Please remember you are building an empire and you neeeeed to take it easy.
does anyone know what happened to her latest video?? i watched part of it and then went out to do something on my phone and then it said that the video was private and then was gone
girl i live for your videos- literally watched it while i got ready this morning to motivate myself to get out of bed lmao, we missed you but also understand why you aren't posting all the time!
Girl why the heck is ur new video on PRIVATE like i was wanting to watch it it was private and then i watched this i was like wait WHY IS THE BALI VLOG PRIVATE?!?!?
and we’re back… watch this video in 4K quality hehehe new camera. I missed you ❤ READING MY COMMENTS PHAMILY HAPPY WEDNESDAY
We missed you too ❤😢
missed u💗💗
Ok
WE MISSED YOU TOO!!
We missed u too, I was wondering where you went 🫶
a 6 bedroom house all to yourself?? I would be so scared at night
can't believe TH-cam itself had got like 2 likes
Same
Mai I think you forgot to read and like TH-cam's comment 😅
Lol hi TH-cam
She’s blessed !
mai is such an older sister, the amount of advice and vulnerability she has to us we love you mai
WTF!! Y is anyone at urology sticking anything up ur vag to simulate pee?!? I’ve been to urology and they have never done anything like that. Y didn’t they just have u drink water and pee in a cup??
Aside from that: ur legit giving “Olivia 7),Rodrigo”, seeing u tonight it’s a bad idea right?? 😂😂 fuck it, it’s fine.
NO SERIOUSLY IT’S FINE
Ur in ur early 20s, it’s not that deep. U have to give yourself grace!!!
for me, she’s a younger sister. but def gives big sister vibes despite being younger 😂 ❤
Im quite older but 100% get ur point
The quality content
The vulnerability
The honesty
The realness
The comedy
The greatness that is Mai Pham
i just love how she told us all about her crash and then her concussion then randomly goes back to talking about her perfume?!
She’s too funny😭
Girl I really could listen to you talk for 6 hours and never get bored
So can I forever
dudeee for real (period)
you manifested your ex back... tread lightly Mai. We're all team Mai, thank you for sharing and letting us into this part of your life.
you’re funny when you said get the fuck out & the popstar part
Is this the ex that cheated on her? Which one is it please
Most exes come back
I think he manifested her back with that long ass letter😂
@@aumkeeks FR!! Homie writing novels 😅😅
I went through the exact same thing of being a shitty person because of my upbringing when I was younger. Us and our adhd makes us think bigger, evolve and require our brain to be best version. Proud of you for choosing who you are instead of being a victim. Being a victim doesn’t mean you’re a good person. Only doing good makes you a good person. Sending you love to be kind to yourself. 💖
As someone with diagnosed ADHD as well, ADHD has nothing to do with thinking bigger or evolving lol. It's a human-thing, not an ADHD thing. ADHD is a struggle to deal with (especially academically), not a superpower
@@mialia15104 leia, firstly, whatever your opinion is, the way you speak is disrespectful. I’m sorry you feel that way. For me, adhd has been the tool that helped me think past my environment. It was difficult being the only one who, not by choice, thought beyond my circumstances. It is in fact not a human thing to evolve. Are you a POC? Or do you have generational trauma that your family refuses to change and you’re the first one? It is a gift and a curse. You’re saying adhd is a struggle, perhaps that’s because that’s your perspective, not an objective fact that it is in no way beneficial to social evolution, or that people w adhd are more inclined to create change because of their creative and constant minds.
Me saying that it helped me evolve by making me work through the anxiety and depression amongst other things other people without adhd didn’t have, doesn’t mean it’s not difficult? Idk why you’re feeling so defensive. Perhaps it’s your adhd noticing when you feel negatively, so you overthink it and have to control opinions to feel calmer and less adhd type obsessive. It is because adhd helps you recognize when there are problems, like those negative emotions. That’s why people w adhd have more mental illness. When you think more you’re bound to come up with more solutions. I’m unable to avoid the truth because my mind will always redirect to obsessive spiraling thoughts. Saying adhd is purely a struggle is false. Some of the most intelligent and creative minds have adhd. It is most certainly a superpower if you learn to control your thoughts. It forces you to address your problems because you can’t avoid them or you won’t be able to focus on other things. It’s more difficult to compartmentalize.
My family that doesn’t have attention issues never has to worry about their thoughts being extrapolated and a continuous stream of consciousness reflecting. Further, your adhd might be different than mine because of our personalities, it is not a universal experience. It is an effect or tool that can be applied variously. You don’t really know what I’m talking about with family evolution and adhd, I’m guessing you’re really young too, so it’s best to stop invalidating and competing for no reason.
its not quirky and its not fun. its a debilitating disability that can lead to dangerous impulsivity, financial ruin, feeling of incompetence, inability to handle stress, task paralysis, ruined relationships, anxiety and depression, overstimulation and breakdowns. its so much more than thinking more thoughts at once. im glad you aren’t struggling and using it positively, but how dare you completely disregard the negatives it comes with. ive seen my little brother struggle so much with it, it makes me want to cry:(
@@mialia15104👏👏well said
I have been watching mai for like 3 years and I feel like that I have been going along in the WILD ride of her life with her! ❤
it feels like my best friend and I are on the phone talking to each other, updating what happened in our lives. I love this
I completely relate to hating living with people, i have a roomate right now and I NEVER want to do this again. Its so suffocating living with other people when you are a creative person.
Especially when the other person isn't 😢
The fact that she continues to make me smile whenever I’m sad, love you mai 🩷🩷
watching her is therapy 😩 she is just so relatable and open 🤞🏼
The talk about negative thoughts about others gave me peace in mind because those thoughts popped up in my mind and when Mai started talking about it and started giving advice it gave me such a welcoming and relatable feeling 🫶💗
I like how honest you are! Some ppl would just hide the fact that they want to be alone and it’s so normal to want that, especially if you are an introvert! Love ya girl! Been my comfort TH-camr for past few years now! Even though u are way younger than me, I still admire you and see you as a inspiration! 💖💖💖🧿
this is giving the same energy as my sister walking into my room after work and telling me everything
im on the spam account, but every time I watch her grwms I always watch them anyways cause the energy is literally so perfect. like how she went to talking about a concussion and car accident to her new perfume so quickly, I literally love mai
Sooooo......what did her ex boyfriend surprise her with??
@@cassthompson3386yh she had post her hugging a but w the similar hoodie
@@cassthompson3386 i think it was flowers :)
Yep 👍 god bless so much happening
@@angellll357 thank you
almost 2am and watching mai is the highlight of my life ngl
Realll
Honestly, sometimes it's meant to be when your ex naturally comes back and you both feel like genuinly better/more compatible people! My husband and I were broken up for 6 months, then had the healthiest relationship we've ever had :D I hope things work out Mai
As someone with BPD, it’s so nice seeing one of your favourite people having it as well, I’m glad we can be successful regardless of what we’re dealing with
You have absolutely no obligation to share all this with us, so we appreciate SO much that you do 🥹🥹
I literally LOVE these kind of videos from Mai. it really feels like we're on ft with her and it's so comforting because she really feels like an older sister that's just telling you all the tea in her life and i love that she can open up to us like that❤
you inspire me sm and actually helping me out in a bad time, fr your manifesting and working out routines got me going and hopeful to end up as successful as you are today. i saw someone else comment this before but seriously if anyone deserves success its you
Girl I acc never find people on yt that I can relate to bc they seem to look perfect and have this fake demeanour about them and literally when I watch you , you sound so real and I love that about you. I listen to every word you say about mental health and your life and it’s so real and the advice is amazing. I love you girl you’re amazing and so so gorgeous 🤍
Mai is like the older sister I never had, love you girl ♥
I really like how Mai is always just spitting FACTS...like OMGG she is like SLAYYYY ......anyways lots of love to you Mai and keep up the good work :)
Watching Mai is like having the one best friend who is so entertaining and funny
Came here for a light GRWM, instead I got life advice and motivational chats, inner thoughts 150% relatable, thought it was me being a terrible person, THANK YOU
I just wanna sai Mai thank you! Thank you for being so REAL, and TRANSPARENT, I completely also admire your choice on working on your mental health. I feel like therapy truly allows you to grow as a persona and literally watching this video was literally exactly me 2 years ago and now I'm with the love of my life so you never know lol but again LOVE YOU AND THANKS OF SHARING THIS NEW PART IN YOUR LIFE
Mai, you may never see this, but you are literally the inspiration of my life, like I watch your videos religiously! Please never stop what you're doing it's just comforting and motivational to watch your videos, I've been watching for around four years and I know it's not long, But Mai, your story is so inspirational.
I'd also like to thank you for the time I was watching your video when my mum came in to yell at me, instead she lowkey sat down and watched the video with me instead. So, figuratively and literally, you are a lifesaver.
You need a psychologist 😢 you get fanatized so easily and beg for attention and acceptance from people you don’t even know. ❤ i wish you can free yourself from it.
Mai honestly gives the best kind of vibes and feels like an older sister who just straight up inspires you whilst giving such amazing advice and just the best vids y’know! We appreciate you Mai!!
I absolutely love how mai can simply just talk to us through a camera and I always enjoy her videos❤
literally me before I found out I was pregnant
Congratssssss ayy❤️
My favorite TH-camrs. You best believe I finished your video and then clicked on Mai’s
I love Mai so much for how real and relatable she is ❤
i love mai so much, like she could for hours and hours and i would listen to every word she'd say. and i love how in a way her videos are just a bit chaotic in a good way. i love you mai and i have a sense that the greatest is yet to come for you!!!
i just love the tea that Mai gives us she is such a slay icon i manifest hard to be like her ❤
So proud of you for seeing a therapist bestie!!! I’m in therapy and the updates come fast but it’s still great to have an outlet to vent!
Mai you literally hear this all the time I know you do but I just discovered your channel when I've been going through a HARD time financially, no self care or self love and feeling like what's the point and you've made me realize that it's worth it to keep going and keep trying and put the effort into myself that I deserve instead of into everyone else. You are amazing thank you. Typing this crying, you've made a difference to so many just being you. Give me a year from today and let's see how far I've come thanks to u. I'll update. ❤
Mai you are my realest parasocial relationship 😭😂 anybody that knows me knows that you are the one person that I found on TH-cam that feels like a friend to me. I love how you can go from joking bout something one second and get all physiological the next and change subjects so fast cuz literally me😂 I’m grateful that you exist and keep me company💜
mai, i hope you realise that you're one of the bravest & coolest people i know. i always & always will look at you in admiration. i hope you know you actually mean a lot to each one of us watching. sending you so much love & empathy.
I was getting ready and couldnt find anything good to watch then you posted this... NEVER been more excited and now its like im getting ready with you. LOVE YOU MAI
I love how Mai is so real about everything and is such a kind genuine person. Love you Mai :)
LOVE THESE. you’re so open and it makes my life feel a little less insane because we’re all going through it
gurl ur videos are so relaxing, but the way you just casually mention getting in a accident, getting back with ur ex, and getting a concussion.✨gold✨ Ur personality and delivery is just amazing
Can we take a moment to realize how good you got at makeup holy😍😍😍🙌🏼 and OFCOURSE SHES MY FAV TH-camR ❤️
The spam pham gets so much insight. I feel so lucky to get to see the behind the scenes. She’s the realest TH-camr and I’ll always be proud of her for that reason. ❤
She is way too honest and REAL..Ily Mai💞
MAI YOU NEED TO MAKE A PODCAST!!! I WILL LITERALLY LISTEN TO IT EVERYDAY. EVEN IF IT IS NOT MOTIVATING I WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU ALL THE TIME !!!
I love how relatable she is and how open she is with us! We don’t see this with other youtubers. And that makes her unique and Mai if u see this do u remember me? Commenting on most of ur vids lol if u see this plz say hi and once again love uuu😅😊
MAI I MISSED THIS SO MUCH!!! i absolutely LOVE your energy bc i feel the exact same when i’m alone and i literally have a BLAST WATCHING UR VIDEOS EVERYTIME!!! the editing on this is so good and so funny im obsessed AHHHH 😭 the tea was extra good this video 🫖🍵 currently super busy with school and this couldn’t have come at a better time 🩷 love you girl
takes so much for someone to come out and open up about things that’s been going on without over sharing and you’ve perfected this talent. thank you mai for updating the phamily🥰🥰
So so glad I clicked on this vid, Mai ik this gonna sound weird but this is some of the best advice I’ve gotten, like ab the positive thoughts and all. Literally love you Mai.
you are 100% my fav youtuber, watching you talk is my therapy
I think mai is so motivational and so good to always read her comments
I love to watch Mai when it’s night it hits different❤️❤️
Fr tho 😅
frr
Mai you're so brave for putting your life out on the internet ❤️! It's what makes you so relatable because a lot of us are going through the same experiences and at the end of the day you're only human. You provide a sense of comfort in knowing that these experiences aren't unique to us and that we all go through them. Thank you for sharing your life 🥺❤️.
I have bpd and I struggle a lot with opening up and expressing myself, watching your videos just makes me feel understood and I’ve never felt like that before thank you for being that safe place for me❤️❤️ also been watching you since middle school and it’s crazy to say shit like “oh a TH-camr changed my life” but like fr you truly did and evrytime I get the notification that you post a new video it makes my day. You have such a genuine energy that I haven’t even found in people in fucking real life like I just find it insane that I can find that with someone who doesn’t even know I exist
babe im so proud of u for going to therapy and please never feel forced to share if you would like to remain private. Love you !
the way mai is so real. literally says everything we all think but forget to say
Girl I broke up with my boyfriend after a one year relationship and idk why but your videos make me feel so much better! Keep up the great work
Damn i’m just happy to know that i’m not the only one who’s confused with her life and as a result becomes a hater of literally anyhting😅 Love you for being so vulnerable knwoing how the internet can be cruel❤️💗
I love her content so much! Mai is unique and fun and I always get so excited whenever she posts. Love you Mai!
GIRL ofc you are my favorite TH-camr. I showed your channel to my boyfriend and we watched you together but sometimes I come home and he watches you alone, it’s awesome. Wearing you tree of life hoodie right now actually
Mai is like the older sister we all need and love ❤
My boyfriend of 2 years suddenly broke up with me this week and your videos are really helping me through it, thank you❤
Yes you are actually the only TH-camr I watch and continue to stay consistent. I found ur channel in my team 10, and David Dobrick era you are the only one I still support. I LOVE YOU MAI been watching since I was 13 now I'm 19 😊
i am so picky about liking or watching youtubers but your videos are so nice, def alr becoming one of my fav youtubers
every time Im having a bad day I would always watch Mai's video and it would always make me have a better day
You are the best thing to watch after a fight with my family you never disappoint me, always making me laugh. Thank you Mai, and ur definitely my favourite youtuber 😉
i love how real mai is, i feel like you don’t see that often on the internet.
17:24 This is so insanely true. When your self confidence is low, and when you constantly give yourself shit, then it’s really difficult to be kind to others
as a soon to be 16 yo living in a toxic ass household... you help me a lot. You're my only motivation I have been watching you for almost 3-4 years now
me getting MY personality back after watching you, yes sis😌❤
I’ve been traveling alone the past 3 days and I’m in the airport with 3 flights to go and have been watching u for comfort and to show me I can do it😂🫶🏼 also I’ve been livinggg in my alchemai hoodie, perfect hoodie and a literal need for traveling🫶🏼u killed it girl!
BPD is something that really does get in the way of self love and loving others, I totally related to a lot of what you’ve been saying. I’m glad you’re back, been having a rough 2 weeks as well so hearing all the advice you’re giving yourself is really helpful and encouraging ❤️ I hope you recover well from both crashes btw
girl remember you are human! we love you always. You’re freaking amazing.
I’ve been watching you for years now usually I don’t comment, but fr i love watching your videos especially when I’m stressed and just wanna hear ab someone’s life then my own💀 thank you for always providing QUALITY content
I’m 9hrs late but Mai is the kind of bestfriend I’d bring on a long ass car drive because I’d never get sick of her😂❤
I know how hard anxiety can be..praying for you Mai
Girl no complaints about the hour that this was poasted 😂😂 always have open arms for a Mai Pham GRWM at 2am ❤❤
SHE’S BACK!! 🥹 I’ve really missed you Mai!! I felt like since you moved here I stopped watching your vids cuz…you just didn’t seem like you…I was really happy for you, thinking maybe you had less drama and I’m happy for your life to get better but I honestly came here for your crazy honest drama cuz my life is the same 😢. I still hope you have less drama and less stress but I’m so glad this style of ChAoS is back 🎉
its never a good idea to let your ex back into your life, no matter who left who, why or how, no matter how much they “prove” to you that they love you and want you back, this is life testing you, yous broke up for a reason, it can be hard to resist if you’re still attracted to them. as humans, we have strong feelings and emotions and sometimes we give in to what we want, but that doesn’t mean its a good idea…
it’s best to take a break from relationships and figure yourself out so you can truly understand who you are and what you want in your love life. also you’re on the right track with the like ‘self manipulation’ to trick your brain into thinking positively, thats how i started learning to love myself, you also have helped me alot over the years 😘
anyways mai, you look amazinggg in this video, blue is definitely your colour, white too, and red.. actually all colors tbh 😂 your makeup is flawless too its so satisfying to watch. lovinggg the long videos, you gotta post more often i feel like its been months 😭 unless its stressing you out then take your time girl, put you first. loving you ❤
It’s a good day when Mai posts an over sharing on FaceTime video I just discovered your channel recently and I love you ❤
Watching Mai while being stressed about school (it literally just started) my therapy ong
The way she went from talking about her accident to her wanting the perfume for a long time 😭
You're literally my comfort person, thanks for always being so real. You're the best
mai ive been watching you for awhile now and literally you are my comfort youtuber. you motivate me to get up and just simply live!!
I need more videos of you with Lena lifts 😩 you too are so fun to watch together, and I’m glad you’re back Mai ❤ edit: I resonate with you when you mention living alone and talking in comfort of just yourself and a camera likeeee it’s not easy living with others 😂 I moved out at 19… I am 19😂. 9:05 I definitely can understand you when you say watching a TH-camr change the style of their channel to their relationship bc for me, I came to see her and not him. I usually just stop watching and move onto another TH-camr. 11:12 gworllll same, it’s like that with me too! Like why now ughhh… 😩 but Mai that is crazy coincidence like the world knows what it is doing. ✨ delulu is the solulu, absolulu ✨ The end result you look gorgeous 😍 and I am so happy to hear that you are alright bc you had a concussion then before that an accident? O.m.g. I am praying for you girl ❤ be safe
Having a partner does not mean you need to make it about them. It is important to still have your YOU time, your Mai time, your friends and your life apart from them. That makes a healthy relationship. I hope whatever you decide, that you're happy with it, I would not think different of you for having a relationship, it's part of life.
Definitely sounds like a lot of life’s growing pains in this video lol but the beauty is that YOU GOT THIS! Keep pushing boo!
I started to watch your videos almost a year ago, when I moved alone and needed company, and you have been with me ever since ❤ please never stop uploading 🎉
I’m so proud of you for getting help and having the self awareness that you have. You are a big woman and I never realized we are very close in age. Please remember you are building an empire and you neeeeed to take it easy.
Girl you had me realizing how much I should be grateful for!
does anyone know what happened to her latest video?? i watched part of it and then went out to do something on my phone and then it said that the video was private and then was gone
Yeah i clicked on the notification and it said that the vidéo is private
START. THAT. PODCAST. PLEASE. This video immensely helped me get through notes for a class.
girl the right guy will be your best friend and will make you happier and more fun, not dull your personality!
girl i live for your videos- literally watched it while i got ready this morning to motivate myself to get out of bed lmao, we missed you but also understand why you aren't posting all the time!
MAKE A PODCASTTT
Girl why the heck is ur new video on PRIVATE like i was wanting to watch it it was private and then i watched this i was like wait WHY IS THE BALI VLOG PRIVATE?!?!?
Y did u delete ur new video