Close friendships that face the unknown together yet... my voice is growing distant to them, the weight of the chains won’t let me move closer, their voices are fading to the unknown, we were supposed to face it together, the cold thick fog blocks my sight, maybe I’ll find someone within my center, maybe hearing their voice again is the treasure. Thank you for making this, I can't really express what type of feeling this gives me but thank you.
Maybe we live to give ourselves the illusion that they were that friend. Because we crave that trust and reliability so much. There will be someone, just make sure you don’t feel to bad about people who never really cared the way you did.
@@InfiniteLife.. I totally understand. Tears are an outlet of our deepest emotions, happy and sad. Trust me, you are not alone. This song has touched us all, deeply within our hearts.
This song makes you reflect on the stuff that you've been going through your entire life, all the downfalls, hardships, pain, suffering and lots more. Can't tell you how many times I've listen to this, but its worth listening too.
In June of 2021 I had a biopsy done on my leg because they thought I might have a cancerous tumor. The days leading up to it were not fun and extremely stressful for me and my family. They didn’t let me run or bike weeks before the biopsy as to not mess up the results. When we went in to the Doctor to hear the results after the biopsy, they found that what they thought was a tumor wasn’t a tumor at all! My bones were just healing in a very unusual way. Relief washed over my family and I and we went home truly happy! It was over 100 degrees that day but when I got home the first thing I wanted to do was bike. I put my headphones in and biked to an empty parking lot in the blazing heat. I played this song. Biking faster and faster along with the song I almost got tears of joy in my eyes. Truly one of the most cathartic moments in my life. So thank you for this wonderful song 🙏
This makes me feel depressed and full of positive energy at the same time like.. First Im falling into a deep hole of emotions but shortly after Im happily vibing to it
Three years ago I had a group of friends that I was very attached to, and one night I made a big mistake, everyone started to arguing about their behaviour to each other and about me. that night we all scattered. I couldn't sleep at all so I remember very well that I was listening to this song in the morning of that night. I was sitting on the terrace before sunrise and watching the blue sky like the one on the thumbnail while crying. Uh time flies and this song brings many memories with it.
That songs feels like goodbyes... Compulsory ones.... The ones that hurt so much, the ones that leaves scars.... The ones that leaves you sinking in your sorrows... The song is somewhat painful but a must listen yk.
I first heard this song around 5 years ago and it’s been in my music playlists ever since, and whenever I listen to it, it gives me a feeling of nostalgia.
When I listen to this song, It makes me realize how bad I’m really actually am on the inside. Not to sound weird but I have no motivation in my life right now, I sit in my room in darkness. This song really does help me let out my pain though. So thank you
I know I'm some random stranger but I just happened to read your comment, and I know how you feel. You need to remember yourself , remember who you were before the world got to you. That's where your power lies.
All my regrets and mistakes appear when I listen to the beginning of the song. As it builds up, I remember when I was getting pulled up from my darkness and it all starts to get intense. I search for you, the person who saved me. As we get to the middle of the song I start to realize something was wrong, I already lost you. My denial shows, and everything stops hurting. At the end of the song, I just hear your voice echoing. "It's ok, you're ok."
I'm not depressed anymore, but I was for a long time. Songs like this are what give a lot of us comfort when in that state. When you're alone, lights off, in bed, headphones in, maybe you're crying, maybe you're just in a daze; surrounded by nothing but the music. It's a surreal experience, one that I imagine not many have had in human history, life is crazy huh..
I won't say I'm depressed right now, but after breaking up with my girlfriend, some part of me is definitely dead. I'm trying to do self-development, get away from myself and do something to help me get out of this state. I'm having a really hard time going through all of this right now, and I don't know how much more time I'm going to have to spend on self-destruction.
I set in my mindset of remembering my past when listening to this song. Turned off the lights, closed my eyes, and let the hollow blue from the video and the amazing song take me back to where I found myself hurt or alone. This song literally gave me shivers and I am grateful that I was able to experience it.
@@bonjr2854 I remember playing with a god-tier silver border widow named "YEET" in low masters and thinking it was cool... then I watched ur vid... and now my alt account is named YEET.
If you can see your problem from another perspective, you reveal more information about it Information about how it works and how to restrict it in ways
"a song that apparently finds you" Man, it really did. I'm so happy/sad about it too, the beat drop really hits you with a whole wave of emotions. 10/10
I found this song at the start of a pretty rough year for me. When I first heard it, it was like a fascination at such a new sound that it seemed to grip me. I kept coming back to it as I slipped in to deeper and darker places, as it was the first song that started to almost physically hurt when I listened too it with the situations occurring in my life. The beat and eeriness seemed to encapsulate everything going on at the time. 4 years on, I come back to it and it makes me reflect looking back on how much progress I have made from where I fell too. It’s such an incredible song in that it has three different meanings to me for the different periods of my life. Fascination, pain and reflection. This may be a very over the top comment that I haven’t articulated particularly well but thank you for what you created Bonjr. Really a true piece of art in my eyes and what music is.
i have a similar thing with one of Flumes albums. it grew all over me in a time of new growth and huge pain and loss. for years after i couldn't listen to it. now i love it for reflection. bless you.
this song feels like accepting you fell into a hole, but finally accepting that makes you able to see what’s wrong and you’re finally figuring out who are you and what you need in order to be able to stand up for yourself. Accepting you’re not okay isn’t bad, it’s a good thing that’ll lead you to do better and grow up in a good way. Not everything in this life is about being positive all the time, it’s about dealing with those emotions and accepting them and use the as a way to help yourself to learn and grow.
found this song in a roblox game, and loved it ever since. sadly the creators became problematic so that game is no longer, but this song brings me back all the memories i had in that game. it reminds me of the friends i made. i love this song for that reason and the fact it helps me calm down whenever i need it
this song feels so full of emotions, but so empty at the same time. i listen to it every single day, it's been almost 2 years. it's my absolute favorite. it perfectly describes how i feel deep inside. thank you for making and releasing this song. sending love ♥
Have you found a great man named Jesus Christ he can help you with all your troubles just trust him and follow him with all your heart and you will find peace he died for you and he loves you and he proved that for dying on the cross for ours sins and rising on the third day
Bonjr i dont think you know how much this song means to me. Around the winter 2020 i was at my lowest ever, i cant explain how depressed i was. I would walk long walks around the whole city alone just listening to music, your music and mostly this song. Those walks were the only thing that made me think of other things than how miserable life was then. I get huge flashbacks from then when im listening to this song. Its a truly beautiful song that deserves all the recognition it gets! Again i just wanna thank you for being a massive help during those times and how big this song means to me!
@@daviesuasaventuras776 I hate that they took it off. I swear this song came into my life right when I needed to hear that. I'm glad I heard it before they took it off.
I wanted to find this song because I just felt like I needed to hear it. I forgot the name of the song. Then I was scrolling through tiktok and the account of this song shows. And now I’m here listening to this masterpiece. One thing I learnt from this is that life has plans for everyone so never give up. Listening to this is a motivating sadness, it’s like I gotta pick myself up and keep going because at the end ik everything will work out well.
cold winter school night, 2:39am outside on the porch looking at the moon and stars, blasting this song on my headphones, smoking a fucking cigarette. man. life. it really hits sometimes you like a trucking just thinking about the past, it really does. thank you bonjr for connecting me. never stop releasing dope music. (legit almost every song you’ve made is in my sleeping playlist xD)
I've listened to this song for years. It's always been a song of countless emotions it reminds me of times I love but also regret. This will always give me a sense of nostalgia and pleasure but at the same time a sense of sadness because of the time spent while listening to this. Boy women sure are complex.
Just lost my dog suddenly overnight, he was barely 2. Everytime i tried to calm him down before he left i kept saying "it's ok, you're ok." It made me think of this song. It so perfectly encapsulates that feeling of those necessary goodbyes and how we dont always get to choose when to say them. It hurts so much but ill always be thankful that he came to stay at our house
Every month, I come back to this. Always early in the morning, tired, and I just zone out. Songs like this are more than music, they become an experience. That pause before the drop, never fails to give me chills. The only way I could ever describe this song, is like slowly walking up hill, through a cloudy and rainy mountain. You're alone, thinking of all the things you've ever gone through, contemplating if this trip is worth it. You get closer and closer, things start slowing down, you feel like you're ready to give up. Then you reach the top, and boom. Everything is okay, you're okay. It's sunny, warm, calm, and you're at the top of the world. It just hits you in a way that a lot of songs can't even do with words, let alone a single instrumental, with such simplicity. This song man, bonjr has a way of knowing exactly how to make you feel everything all at once.
Still beautiful after a few years of returning. This song still feels like the world in silence, when you stop listening to the voices that tell you everything you should be. It feels like the rawness of life, the ups and downs that give you whiplash as you crumple above the bumps. It feels like the eventual rise that you yearn to reach for, the earnestness of continuing forward despite the adversities. Whenever the world is silent and there aren't any voices to urge the haze, this is the song I think of.
i have very distinct memories from late 2019 listening to this at rainy nights. the orange color of streetlamps and the chill that slips through my clothes... this song was a chapter of my life. and now im back here again. like nothing has changed.
i recently went to the beach, you know how the ocean is at night and it always becomes windy and cool enough to almost feel purifying. i listened to this song a lot when i was there, specifically at night, or right before night, when the sky was seemingly grey, and the winds blew, the energy from this song just really brings me back to that sort of purified, calm, no worries, feel. every time.
I remember listening to this song a bit ago, i didnt think much of it. But now coming back to it, or really more like it coming back to me (serious this song basically only ever appears at random) it feels more calm and releaving, like letting go of everything and letting the wind take you to what you know isnt better but still just going with the flow.
Song has been in my arsenal for quite a long time. If you're still reading these, thank you for crafting this gem. Has really anchored me in some really hard times.
That's what I feel to my exbestfriend. This year I ended our friendship because I loved her. She loved me too but in different way that's why I had to do it. It was really hard. We was really close to each other. I got out of friendzone and I'm so proud of myself
i love how song artists are able to convey such a deep message within a song that has no lyrics. and its able to make millions of people feel so many different things, this song is quite different and i love how unique and sombar it feels. its tranquil yet enchanting in a dark and illusive way. but anyway i thank artists like you and many more for making music like this
Whenever I listen to this I feel like a new person, it's a beautiful sadness, I kind of reminisce over memories that are so wild that I'm not even sure it happened, almost like my neverland. I say I'm sure most don't exist and didn't happen, but through more thinking I feel like it just didn't happen for me. I experienced someone elses dreams. I could the whole time, I just need this song to set me in the vibe sometimes. These memories like neverland will take me to a summer vacation, real friends, cornfields, real memories made. I feel like we made hikes on large hills, always super late, we brought flashlights. Dark but lit dim somehow. A lot of firsts. It's just a song
Today is my first time listening to this song, i put my headphones in and turned all the lights off, it was so peaceful i will always remember and come back to this song when something is wrong. i love this song
This song.. it’s a masterpiece I always listen to it when I’m not having a good day with a playlist I made. This song makes me comfortable enough to say that I’m myself and that I can be whatever I choose. I’m glad this song found me. Thank you bonjr.. ;3
This is song may represent falling down in your life but i think if u listen this more u feel that vibe that artist want's to fell with us and when we fallen to the bottom encourage us to fly on the surface and life normal as we used to do.
I remember finding this song around the end of 2018, and ever since then, it has my favorite, my soundtrack, if you will. And I just wanted to say thank you, Bonjr, for going through whatever it was you did and coming out the other side. I don't know what it was that made you feel the way this song feels, but thank you for still being here to share it through such impactful sounds of calm and chaos.🖤🌌
bu şarkıyı ilk çıktığında spotify'dan dinlemeye başladım. daha yeni yorum yapma şansım oldu. gerçekten derine sürükleyen hayatın her detayını size gösterebilen, sözsüz fakat anlamlı ve benim için çok değerli şarkılardan birisi. greetings from turkey
I’ll be honest this song gives me goosebumps every single time. It helped me through a terrible situation a couple years ago. Now I can say I’ve healed from that moment, but as you know, life keeps throwing shit at you. I will trust the process, and keep pushing on, and this song will continue to be there for me. I will get through this.
This song is everything to me. It’s so painful yet soothing. Everything is perfect. The beginning is so subtle. Just enough to make you question if you’re still alive. Then pause. You hear heartbeats. I am alive. But coinciding with that the sound of chains rattling. Alive yes but not living. Your heart beats faster and the chains shake harder as you decide you want to break free and feel again. You don’t want to be trapped there in the chains (hindrances, regrets, painful memories) Suddenly, the beat comes in almost like proof you ARE trying to escape. Another pause. You’re free? Then, like the rising action in a novel, you hear the music get busier and louder almost like rage that has been building all that time time you were shackled. You let it out. All your frustrations, all your pain. Screaming, sobbing right at the climax of the melody…then it goes soft like forgiveness and peace over the things you endured the things that were out of your control…and then it fades out to silence leaving you satisfied, born anew and ready to start living again. My deepest appreciations to the artist behind this. Even if what i just described isn’t what you intended for this song’s message to be…it gives me hope, it brings me sorrow, but most importantly it makes me feel alive. So thank you so much.
This song means a lot to me. I was in a weird place back in 2018 and when I couldn’t find a song with lyrics that conveyed how I felt- I found this. So, thank you.
i hope you know how many times for the past year this song has helped me through dark times, it evokes a feeling i will never in my life be able to accurately describe.
this song taking me back to start of corona virus.. everybody scared, empty streets, empty mall, just me with facemask and this masterpiece in earpods on repeat.. felt like in some postapocalyptic movie.. weird memories, weird nostlagia, but i love it..
I’m glad this popped in my recommended. Life is unexplainable and full of surprises. Personally, my life recently has been condolence trash. Relationship ended, web development job fell through, lost my friends, family caught covid, i caught covid. It’s been hard to stay, i’m currently at my lowest i’ve ever been and i feel myself slipping to go even lower. I can’t handle this horrible adventure we call life and what it brings. I can’t handle being so unhappy I can barely process emotions or even smile at the things i used to smile at before. I can’t keep relationships, friendships, my family says i’ve been distant and drifting. It’s all so hard to keep up with and I just want it all to end, so I can finally have peace. So I can finally be free
I listened to this song at my lowest thinking about the worst things you can, that was 2 years ago. Now i'm listening to it at my happiest thinking about everything im going to do in my future and how much of my life i'm going to live. This song has been through the depths with me.
you didn’t find this song, it chose you. wherever you came from, it chose you for a reason. keep pushing, you’ve got this.
I love this, thank you ❤️
Hope life’s amazing on your side of things:)
❤️
Thanks, i was really needing to read this ❤️
I love this
I needed to hear that thank you so much ❤
Can we just take a second to appreciate the fact that the artist reads the coments and replies
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it’s been 2 years now, but i keep coming back to this song
UwU
Sadly, same
Fuck, has it really been 2 years??? Goddamn
me tooo
Bruh how?
Close friendships that face the unknown together yet... my voice is growing distant to them, the weight of the chains won’t let me move closer, their voices are fading to the unknown, we were supposed to face it together, the cold thick fog blocks my sight, maybe I’ll find someone within my center, maybe hearing their voice again is the treasure.
Thank you for making this, I can't really express what type of feeling this gives me but thank you.
Maybe we live to give ourselves the illusion that they were that friend. Because we crave that trust and reliability so much. There will be someone, just make sure you don’t feel to bad about people who never really cared the way you did.
This song always pops up when i need it the most.
I will keep it as my comfort secret.
Same
just got word from WARP that this will be the official version ;3
yay!!💙
Who is warp?
awesome
@@David-in4ft Boards of Canada's label
@@David-in4ft publishing company, most likely.
i will never not love this song no matter what version or how many uploads of it
Why do you love this song so much?
What do you think about?
How does it make you feel?
@@christopherreed8152 it made me cry the first time I listened to it 🥲
@@InfiniteLife.. I totally understand.
Tears are an outlet of our deepest emotions, happy and sad.
Trust me, you are not alone.
This song has touched us all, deeply within our hearts.
You got featured comment :)
This song is a miracle
If I am depressed, it makes me stronger
If I am normal it makes me depressed
so everytime it leads you to be stronger basically
@@arturomartini6900 haha
exactly
This song makes you reflect on the stuff that you've been going through your entire life, all the downfalls, hardships, pain, suffering and lots more. Can't tell you how many times I've listen to this, but its worth listening too.
In June of 2021 I had a biopsy done on my leg because they thought I might have a cancerous tumor. The days leading up to it were not fun and extremely stressful for me and my family. They didn’t let me run or bike weeks before the biopsy as to not mess up the results. When we went in to the Doctor to hear the results after the biopsy, they found that what they thought was a tumor wasn’t a tumor at all! My bones were just healing in a very unusual way. Relief washed over my family and I and we went home truly happy! It was over 100 degrees that day but when I got home the first thing I wanted to do was bike. I put my headphones in and biked to an empty parking lot in the blazing heat. I played this song. Biking faster and faster along with the song I almost got tears of joy in my eyes. Truly one of the most cathartic moments in my life. So thank you for this wonderful song 🙏
This makes me feel depressed and full of positive energy at the same time like.. First Im falling into a deep hole of emotions but shortly after Im happily vibing to it
Exactly how I feel
That my friend is the feeling of melancholy
This song always just appears when I need it the most
Three years ago I had a group of friends that I was very attached to, and one night I made a big mistake, everyone started to arguing about their behaviour to each other and about me. that night we all scattered. I couldn't sleep at all so I remember very well that I was listening to this song in the morning of that night. I was sitting on the terrace before sunrise and watching the blue sky like the one on the thumbnail while crying. Uh time flies and this song brings many memories with it.
I know what it's like to lose your best friend in the world. I'm with you.
@@eunicechua3471 people come and go
And I aim to be a nice place for others to look back on when time has been well spent
People say this reminds them of sorrow.. somehow its the pure sense of peace and relief..
I will always remember this song... The one song that helped me through my recently and ongoing suicide battle. Thanks Bonjr, you amazing artist.
That songs feels like goodbyes... Compulsory ones.... The ones that hurt so much, the ones that leaves scars.... The ones that leaves you sinking in your sorrows...
The song is somewhat painful but a must listen yk.
This hits the right frequency for my soul.
💯
I’ve always said if you can make someone feel emotion with music without singing you’re doing it right. You are, man.
I first heard this song around 5 years ago and it’s been in my music playlists ever since, and whenever I listen to it, it gives me a feeling of nostalgia.
I played this while sitting in the dark on a hill looking down at the lake and it gave me chills.
When I listen to this song, It makes me realize how bad I’m really actually am on the inside. Not to sound weird but I have no motivation in my life right now, I sit in my room in darkness. This song really does help me let out my pain though. So thank you
There is comfort in darkness, perhaps even more offered in eternal darkness
Jesus is the light
I know I'm some random stranger but I just happened to read your comment, and I know how you feel.
You need to remember yourself , remember who you were before the world got to you.
That's where your power lies.
@@Prashi11111 I'm,,, I'm going to use this. Thank you.
@@benpaul6454 prove it
I leave this comment here as a solemn testament that I was a proud fan of bonjr way before they blew up.
idk if i've blown up hah, but i'm doing alright so far ;3
@@bonjr2854 I think he means it in an optimistic way :D at least thats how I perceive it because I believe you're on the come up !!
well i commented and listened on this ages ago, so count me in
All my regrets and mistakes appear when I listen to the beginning of the song.
As it builds up, I remember when I was getting pulled up from my darkness and it all starts to get intense.
I search for you, the person who saved me.
As we get to the middle of the song I start to realize something was wrong, I already lost you.
My denial shows, and everything stops hurting.
At the end of the song, I just hear your voice echoing.
"It's ok, you're ok."
I'm not depressed anymore, but I was for a long time. Songs like this are what give a lot of us comfort when in that state. When you're alone, lights off, in bed, headphones in, maybe you're crying, maybe you're just in a daze; surrounded by nothing but the music. It's a surreal experience, one that I imagine not many have had in human history, life is crazy huh..
I won't say I'm depressed right now, but after breaking up with my girlfriend, some part of me is definitely dead. I'm trying to do self-development, get away from myself and do something to help me get out of this state. I'm having a really hard time going through all of this right now, and I don't know how much more time I'm going to have to spend on self-destruction.
I set in my mindset of remembering my past when listening to this song. Turned off the lights, closed my eyes, and let the hollow blue from the video and the amazing song take me back to where I found myself hurt or alone. This song literally gave me shivers and I am grateful that I was able to experience it.
Imagine realizing that your favorite artist plays overwatch... THEN YOU SEE HIM IN YOUR GAME.
yoooo what hahaha
Yooooooooooooooooooooooooo that should have been sick
@@bonjr2854 I remember playing with a god-tier silver border widow named "YEET" in low masters and thinking it was cool... then I watched ur vid... and now my alt account is named YEET.
W h a t ?
This song help people with finding what's the problem inside our heads, it's like if we could heal what is wrong with our mind
Indeed
If you can see your problem from another perspective, you reveal more information about it
Information about how it works and how to restrict it in ways
Worst part of this song was.. it ended💔
Wdym
Nothing ends, brother. It just travels
@@joe.black-mortem.angelos travels sometimes goes to the wrong path
@@tolozed3935 All paths are necessary
These the types of songs that should go viral. Artists that create music that gives you a feeling like these do deserve so much more recognition.
"a song that apparently finds you"
Man, it really did. I'm so happy/sad about it too, the beat drop really hits you with a whole wave of emotions. 10/10
I just love this song, its so comforting, idk how to explain but it feels like home
UwU
same 😭🖤
yessss 🥰
I found this song at the start of a pretty rough year for me. When I first heard it, it was like a fascination at such a new sound that it seemed to grip me.
I kept coming back to it as I slipped in to deeper and darker places, as it was the first song that started to almost physically hurt when I listened too it with the situations occurring in my life. The beat and eeriness seemed to encapsulate everything going on at the time.
4 years on, I come back to it and it makes me reflect looking back on how much progress I have made from where I fell too.
It’s such an incredible song in that it has three different meanings to me for the different periods of my life. Fascination, pain and reflection.
This may be a very over the top comment that I haven’t articulated particularly well but thank you for what you created Bonjr. Really a true piece of art in my eyes and what music is.
Good luck and godspeed ✌🏻️
May you get all the good things you want for life..!🙇♂️
Perfectly.articulated
i have a similar thing with one of Flumes albums. it grew all over me in a time of new growth and huge pain and loss. for years after i couldn't listen to it. now i love it for reflection.
bless you.
Fun fact: you see this when you crying
I was not crying, but you bet I am right now 🥲
i dont cry when i see it, i cry as it plays
or getting yo sick sucked
This song is like a summertime sadness but make it winter, staring into the night sky, seeing some stars and feel at least okay with yourself
Still one of my daily songs. Still hasn't lost its meaning. ❤
I’ll leave a part of my spirit and memory here
This song is an example of a mental breakdown
I've been listening to this song for four years, it helps me in my worst days.
this song feels like accepting you fell into a hole, but finally accepting that makes you able to see what’s wrong and you’re finally figuring out who are you and what you need in order to be able to stand up for yourself. Accepting you’re not okay isn’t bad, it’s a good thing that’ll lead you to do better and grow up in a good way. Not everything in this life is about being positive all the time, it’s about dealing with those emotions and accepting them and use the as a way to help yourself to learn and grow.
found this song in a roblox game, and loved it ever since. sadly the creators became problematic so that game is no longer, but this song brings me back all the memories i had in that game. it reminds me of the friends i made. i love this song for that reason and the fact it helps me calm down whenever i need it
There’s something about this song, the picture of the song everything gives me some kind of relaxing feeling.
what artist(s) do you think would be perfect on this?
None, this is perfect
@@AngelMartinez-wf4zu facts
Plz request to other artists... don’t kill this song. Let it be always with BONJR
This is a masterpiece done ruin it 😍
S h r e k
Nah, this is perfect as is.
this song feels so full of emotions, but so empty at the same time.
i listen to it every single day, it's been almost 2 years.
it's my absolute favorite. it perfectly describes how i feel deep inside.
thank you for making and releasing this song. sending love ♥
Have you found a great man named Jesus Christ he can help you with all your troubles just trust him and follow him with all your heart and you will find peace he died for you and he loves you and he proved that for dying on the cross for ours sins and rising on the third day
@@Francisco_Jimenes17 I am Jewish
Remember kids if you don’t sin a little Jesus died for nothing (I’m kidding please don’t come at me)
אח שלי קום יש לנו עולם לכבוש
@@demoncutter1674 אני בדרך
Bonjr i dont think you know how much this song means to me. Around the winter 2020 i was at my lowest ever, i cant explain how depressed i was. I would walk long walks around the whole city alone just listening to music, your music and mostly this song. Those walks were the only thing that made me think of other things than how miserable life was then. I get huge flashbacks from then when im listening to this song. Its a truly beautiful song that deserves all the recognition it gets! Again i just wanna thank you for being a massive help during those times and how big this song means to me!
this a great rest stop every so often
This song sounds like the stages of growing up. Happiness to emptiness
One day it will be ok.
I hope.. 💙
It will, just make sure you do your part to make it so. Good things come, make sure you actually want what you think, and be ready for it
words can’t even explain how this makes me feel.
снова так во время у меня в рекомендациях. в этом году все намного лучше, чем в прошлом. спасибо, что спасаешь каждый раз. правда, спасибо...
"I don't love you anymore."
I didn't know that you loved me in the first place.
That part was weird, but they fixed it
@@daviesuasaventuras776 I hate that they took it off. I swear this song came into my life right when I needed to hear that. I'm glad I heard it before they took it off.
@@PORKBELLYDBZ they still have that version if you want it
@@daviesuasaventuras776 where??
@@PORKBELLYDBZ in 1 hour versions
There are those songs you can never get bored of...
I wanted to find this song because I just felt like I needed to hear it. I forgot the name of the song. Then I was scrolling through tiktok and the account of this song shows. And now I’m here listening to this masterpiece. One thing I learnt from this is that life has plans for everyone so never give up. Listening to this is a motivating sadness, it’s like I gotta pick myself up and keep going because at the end ik everything will work out well.
Man, this song reminds me of my military duty, used to listen to it every evening when i was in gym
cold winter school night, 2:39am outside on the porch looking at the moon and stars, blasting this song on my headphones, smoking a fucking cigarette. man. life. it really hits sometimes you like a trucking just thinking about the past, it really does.
thank you bonjr for connecting me. never stop releasing dope music. (legit almost every song you’ve made is in my sleeping playlist xD)
So true man
This song is the meaning of perfection in a dark world, it’s the light that fuels the sun, without this we will all be lost
after all my hardships and setbacks this song has finally found me and i understand why, wish me luck
“a song that apparently finds you”
looks like the algorithm decided to let this song find me today.
5/3/22 1:26 am. One of the toughest days of my life and this song just HITS all the right spots on my brain. Thank you for the beautiful music.
I lost him a couple days ago. He was my first love and he meant the world to me.i find myself lost and i have been listening to this song
if you’re reading this, thank you for being here.
Thank you..keep on keepin on. 🙌🕊
"When you will realise that Everybody loves you, but nobody likes you gonna experience that this is The lonliest feeling in The world"
He's my spirit animal lol
I've listened to this song for years. It's always been a song of countless emotions it reminds me of times I love but also regret. This will always give me a sense of nostalgia and pleasure but at the same time a sense of sadness because of the time spent while listening to this.
Boy women sure are complex.
Just lost my dog suddenly overnight, he was barely 2. Everytime i tried to calm him down before he left i kept saying "it's ok, you're ok." It made me think of this song. It so perfectly encapsulates that feeling of those necessary goodbyes and how we dont always get to choose when to say them. It hurts so much but ill always be thankful that he came to stay at our house
Every month, I come back to this. Always early in the morning, tired, and I just zone out. Songs like this are more than music, they become an experience. That pause before the drop, never fails to give me chills. The only way I could ever describe this song, is like slowly walking up hill, through a cloudy and rainy mountain. You're alone, thinking of all the things you've ever gone through, contemplating if this trip is worth it. You get closer and closer, things start slowing down, you feel like you're ready to give up.
Then you reach the top, and boom. Everything is okay, you're okay. It's sunny, warm, calm, and you're at the top of the world. It just hits you in a way that a lot of songs can't even do with words, let alone a single instrumental, with such simplicity.
This song man, bonjr has a way of knowing exactly how to make you feel everything all at once.
Can we thank bonjr for this amazing effort and helping me calm my anxiety. I fucking love you bonjr, keep posting songs and be your best.
Still beautiful after a few years of returning. This song still feels like the world in silence, when you stop listening to the voices that tell you everything you should be. It feels like the rawness of life, the ups and downs that give you whiplash as you crumple above the bumps. It feels like the eventual rise that you yearn to reach for, the earnestness of continuing forward despite the adversities. Whenever the world is silent and there aren't any voices to urge the haze, this is the song I think of.
i have very distinct memories from late 2019 listening to this at rainy nights. the orange color of streetlamps and the chill that slips through my clothes... this song was a chapter of my life. and now im back here again. like nothing has changed.
i recently went to the beach, you know how the ocean is at night and it always becomes windy and cool enough to almost feel purifying. i listened to this song a lot when i was there, specifically at night, or right before night, when the sky was seemingly grey, and the winds blew, the energy from this song just really brings me back to that sort of purified, calm, no worries, feel. every time.
I remember listening to this song a bit ago, i didnt think much of it. But now coming back to it, or really more like it coming back to me (serious this song basically only ever appears at random) it feels more calm and releaving, like letting go of everything and letting the wind take you to what you know isnt better but still just going with the flow.
Song has been in my arsenal for quite a long time.
If you're still reading these, thank you for crafting this gem. Has really anchored me in some really hard times.
This song reminds me of it. That's why this song is worth a diamond. I hate you, but I love you-
That's what I feel to my exbestfriend. This year I ended our friendship because I loved her. She loved me too but in different way that's why I had to do it. It was really hard. We was really close to each other. I got out of friendzone and I'm so proud of myself
i love how song artists are able to convey such a deep message within a song that has no lyrics. and its able to make millions of people feel so many different things, this song is quite different and i love how unique and sombar it feels. its tranquil yet enchanting in a dark and illusive way. but anyway i thank artists like you and many more for making music like this
Finding this song, by accident proves there can be happy accidents 💙💙
This song gives me nostalgia and puts me in a weird cold, vulnerable place that I remember as a child.
The first time I listened to this song a few years back was the first time I felt truly calm and at peace.
Whenever I listen to this I feel like a new person, it's a beautiful sadness, I kind of reminisce over memories that are so wild that I'm not even sure it happened, almost like my neverland. I say I'm sure most don't exist and didn't happen, but through more thinking I feel like it just didn't happen for me. I experienced someone elses dreams. I could the whole time, I just need this song to set me in the vibe sometimes. These memories like neverland will take me to a summer vacation, real friends, cornfields, real memories made. I feel like we made hikes on large hills, always super late, we brought flashlights. Dark but lit dim somehow. A lot of firsts. It's just a song
Today is my first time listening to this song, i put my headphones in and turned all the lights off, it was so peaceful i will always remember and come back to this song when something is wrong. i love this song
frequencies are mad mon - great feel
This song is what the voice of my melancholic soul would look like
Mark my words. Music majors will have to study this in 20 years.
agreed
maybe
This song.. it’s a masterpiece I always listen to it when I’m not having a good day with a playlist I made. This song makes me comfortable enough to say that I’m myself and that I can be whatever I choose. I’m glad this song found me. Thank you bonjr..
;3
i didn’t know what people were talking about till the beat dropped and i just layed in my bed thinking wow i miss her
every now and then youtube bring this back to me. i am now spiritually connected to this
This is song may represent falling down in your life but i think if u listen this more u feel that vibe that artist want's to fell with us and when we fallen to the bottom encourage us to fly on the surface and life normal as we used to do.
love this
@@bonjr2854 i love yours songs
I remember finding this song around the end of 2018, and ever since then, it has my favorite, my soundtrack, if you will. And I just wanted to say thank you, Bonjr, for going through whatever it was you did and coming out the other side. I don't know what it was that made you feel the way this song feels, but thank you for still being here to share it through such impactful sounds of calm and chaos.🖤🌌
bu şarkıyı ilk çıktığında spotify'dan dinlemeye başladım. daha yeni yorum yapma şansım oldu. gerçekten derine sürükleyen hayatın her detayını size gösterebilen, sözsüz fakat anlamlı ve benim için çok değerli şarkılardan birisi. greetings from turkey
I’ll be honest this song gives me goosebumps every single time. It helped me through a terrible situation a couple years ago. Now I can say I’ve healed from that moment, but as you know, life keeps throwing shit at you. I will trust the process, and keep pushing on, and this song will continue to be there for me. I will get through this.
this song feels like drowning, being in love, angry and winter
This song is everything to me. It’s so painful yet soothing. Everything is perfect. The beginning is so subtle. Just enough to make you question if you’re still alive. Then pause. You hear heartbeats. I am alive. But coinciding with that the sound of chains rattling. Alive yes but not living. Your heart beats faster and the chains shake harder as you decide you want to break free and feel again. You don’t want to be trapped there in the chains (hindrances, regrets, painful memories) Suddenly, the beat comes in almost like proof you ARE trying to escape. Another pause. You’re free? Then, like the rising action in a novel, you hear the music get busier and louder almost like rage that has been building all that time time you were shackled. You let it out. All your frustrations, all your pain. Screaming, sobbing right at the climax of the melody…then it goes soft like forgiveness and peace over the things you endured the things that were out of your control…and then it fades out to silence leaving you satisfied, born anew and ready to start living again. My deepest appreciations to the artist behind this. Even if what i just described isn’t what you intended for this song’s message to be…it gives me hope, it brings me sorrow, but most importantly it makes me feel alive. So thank you so much.
This song means a lot to me.
I was in a weird place back in 2018 and when I couldn’t find a song with lyrics that conveyed how I felt- I found this.
So, thank you.
i hope you know how many times for the past year this song has helped me through dark times, it evokes a feeling i will never in my life be able to accurately describe.
1:39 vibe bruh 😢❤️
Found this song during covid 4 years ago and it brought me through some hard times. I still listen whenever things get rough
it’s the fact that my mind was going in circles and this gem found me again. it makes me feel at ease
I think it’s been around two years since I started listening to this, and once in a while i’ll go and find it again. This is such a great song, man.
actually, description has the reason, the video finded me
this song taking me back to start of corona virus.. everybody scared, empty streets, empty mall, just me with facemask and this masterpiece in earpods on repeat.. felt like in some postapocalyptic movie.. weird memories, weird nostlagia, but i love it..
It’s nice to see people still enjoying this
I’m glad this popped in my recommended. Life is unexplainable and full of surprises. Personally, my life recently has been condolence trash. Relationship ended, web development job fell through, lost my friends, family caught covid, i caught covid. It’s been hard to stay, i’m currently at my lowest i’ve ever been and i feel myself slipping to go even lower. I can’t handle this horrible adventure we call life and what it brings. I can’t handle being so unhappy I can barely process emotions or even smile at the things i used to smile at before. I can’t keep relationships, friendships, my family says i’ve been distant and drifting. It’s all so hard to keep up with and I just want it all to end, so I can finally have peace. So I can finally be free
I listened to this song at my lowest thinking about the worst things you can, that was 2 years ago. Now i'm listening to it at my happiest thinking about everything im going to do in my future and how much of my life i'm going to live. This song has been through the depths with me.