existential grappling is so real for me right now. and loneliness. but in my case, i’m considering ending my marriage… i compromised my values and boundaries for this relationship, and now i’m so miserable and alone. being single is a gift in this world overrun by crazies.
when i connected the dots on the Heart song just before you fully explained, i felt like a woman in a lifetime film who has just figured out her husband is having an affair. like if i was standing my knees would have buckled
Nisa you really feel like I’m listening to my big sister whenever I watch you videos, I lost her four years ago and comfort for me comes from the strangest of places, thanks for doing what you do ❤
I’m a college freshman and it’s so comforting to know that I’m not the first young woman to feel lost and confused. Your videos are such a comfort to me x
Absolutely ENTHRALLED by your examination of Heart's "All I wanna do is make love to you". Like, I always thought it was about sex, but you brought it home being about a baby and I can never see it another way again.
the way i CACKLED at "niche pisa" 😂😂😂 thanks for the existential reflection goodness, i'm in a very similar place of "i know change is coming but i don't wanna do the things cuz gah change is scary" but hey at least horror movies and ridiculous music will always be there for us!
FINALLY, someone who understands the unreasonable boiling rage I feel when a man spits on the ground, ESPECIALLY when it's in the spot I'm going to walk in. like why! i've been watching horror movies this month that i was too scared to watch before. last night it was gonjiam: haunted asylum...yikes
@@cyborgsaiko literally, it's been a while since I've watched a movie and felt scared. Not "disturbed", not grossed out, but FRIGHTENED. by just some GHOSTS. it was fun lol
@@kkuudandere YESS exactly HAHAHHA very rarely i get scared by horror movies.. but when That scene….. and then the other scene where they were in that building basement thing LORD have mercy ,, u should watch incantation if u haven’t ☝️🤓
I'm so sorry to be parasocial but I watched this video as I felt a panic attack coming on, and it helped me feel so sO much better, thank you so much, Nisa 😭🥰
You are always such a joy :> Sending up a little prayer that your future spouse drops out of the sky tomorrow and is so cartoonishly perfect that you never need to date again, because dating is, as you said, the absolute worst.
Dating has definitely become significantly worse in the last half a decade. It wasn't amazing before that, but like 5 years ago it really went down the drain dramatically and it has only been getting worse since. I remember being able to meet someone, schedule a date and actually go on that date. Now, it's like everyone is binging dates in a state of frenzy and not only is it hard to find a good match, the ones who would be a good match are too booked to reply to you. Yesterday someone random DM'd me with "are you cool" and laughing emoji reacted to their own opening. Why can't we just say hi anymore?
And then when you even get to the relationship bit, these people have a lot of baggage and make it your problem. And hey, everyone has baggage! Too people don’t know how to live with theirs though and as they say: “hurt people hurt people .” Yeah I’m gonna be alone forever
@@pumpkincat3291 I have a very low bs tolerance and imma be honest, it's not even worth calling anyone out. They never want to acknowledge anything whatsoever is wrong with them or their behavior, and I'm nobody's momma to try to reeducate them once I've made myself clear. It sucks that when I've been vulnerable and let others in they have done exactly the bs I heavily suspected they would, and this has happened with many different types of guys others actually consider nice people. Being dysfunctional is normalized and there's no way for me to explain to people why what they don't realize is bad is actually bad because they refuse to listen. It's a lost cause at this point. Only a cosmic amount of luck can match two people that are actually good enough to be in a relationship and are what the other likes and is attracted to.
@@toxihex876 hi i know this comment is from literally an entire month ago but this resonated with me so fucking deeply i feel like im losing my mind actually. AND YOURE SO RIGHT it is so bleak out here. im a sophomore in college right now and people are just so openly judgy to each other, constantly talking bad about peoples looks behind their backs. even people i considered romantic prospects suddenly turn when they feel close to you and start telling you the things they hate about everyone else. honestly scary. but maybe its because people in their early 20s are demons
My gf and I were watching Gentlemen Prefer Blondes tonight (it's on TH-cam for free rn) and immediately put this video on afterwards to listen to while getting ready for bed and we had the exchange, "Does... does Nisa seem like Jane Russell to you?" and you DO, your facial features are so on point, not to mention your absolutely auspicious wit.
bro the last guy I dated made me play D&D with him and his friends and it fully went until THREE AM and I was so supportive and then this man dumped me six weeks later 😭like damn I really did that for nOTHING
I love DnD and other RPGs but man I NEVER understood how people can do those marathon sessions that last four hours plus. Gimme a good three-ish hours and end with a juicy plot development
Been watching since 2017. I’m 31 and also have no energy to meet new people. My favorite humorist, I hope you know how appreciated and adored you are by us ❤.
i graduate college in 2 months after taking 6 years for undergrad and feeling like it would never happen so i needed this! i thought i would be moving in with my partner after i graduate but we are long distance and i live at home… so… cant keep putting off my life forever 🫣 love your videos!!
thank you soOoo much for this video, it couldn’t have come at a better time, there was something so viscerally comforting about listening to you talk about the same things I’m going through and feel so painfully alone in..! It actually made me tear up. It’s so weird how someone across the world feels so much more relatable than anyone I see daily irl haha
wow … the universe always brings me back to you at the perfect time …. i was literally just sitting here feeling sad and lonely (after doing my makeup and hair even tho i haven’t left the house or seen anyone) and wanted a video of someone just chatting but they r all so boring … but then i see this and i love u and ur never boring and ur talking about EXACTLY what i am going thru rn (also graduated recently and then felt extremely lost and am still not even sure what to do with myself xx and i was in a toxic relationship for all of college so i have no close connections and am now single and confused !!!). thank u for posting this i appreciate u
omg... i experienced the most devastating friendship break up a day before my birthday a year ago and hearing you go thru a break up on valentine's day and being able to laugh about it 2 yrs later is very comforting to know. i hope to laugh about me own experience one day
OKAY BUT THE HEART THING. I used to have that song on my dnd character's playlist and I listened to it one too many times and had the same realization of how weird it is lmfao
Hi Nisa! You're not alone in the existential thinking. I'm only a sophomore in my undergraduate degree, and yet every day I worry over not liking what I'm studying, should I change my major/transfer, and/or if taking the easy route is the best option. Most days, I just want to drop out or at least take a leave of absence for my own sanity, and yet here I am today still trucking through. It's tough, but it's really good to know that other people deal with this and yet they are okay. Thank you for a great video!
no because WHY was I literally just relistening to your "i'm going to talk at you for a half hour" video to accompany me while I cleaned my room, the timing is uncanny
I always come back to your videos when I feel alone and out of place. Watching makes me feel like a good friend is just talking about whatever comes to mind and it’s not awkward it feels cozy. Thanks a lot.
I really felt it when you said “I’m tired of being the only person in my life.” But a also really really to being a 27 year old child bride 😂 Maybe I’ll grow up when I’m 30
i just started the video but have to say: i also just finished grad school (literally handed in my master's thesis about a week ago) and have also been pushing away all existential questions for the past 3 years, but i am _not_ ready to face them yet. so i'm just distracting myself with the 10 billion creative projects i've been putting off for years :D
suspiria lovers rise up !!! i tried to show a friend that movie and they just did not get it lol. I am also going through some huge transitions (turning 25, losing frienships, feeling lost) and the fear of knowing nothing is going to change unless you make the changes is so horrible? but im trying to frame it as theres so many possibilities for me to seek what i want! this video brought me a lot of comfort, thank you for your humor!
I know how you feel. I graduated in July and since then I've just been doing NOTHING becuase I want to take as much time to chill as I possibly can before starting real life and working towards my goals. It's scary and lonely. I've also been having a spiritual awakening and rediscovering myself since I went no contact with my ex a couple of months ago. Shit's getting real.
I think about my death row meal all. the time. I found out in my early twenties that I couldn't ever eat a slice of bread anymore because of my ~silly~ intestines not enjoying the *vibes* gluten brings to my inner world. If i were to ever commit a crime so heinous that the state wants to kill me, I would load up on all the glutinous food i haven't been able to eat. I wouldn't even have to worry about the symptoms because just as i'm wishing i could die because my stomach is on fire, they'd be wheeling me away. I think about this every time i go out to eat with friends with no food allergies
Girl YES I'm so with you about men spitting outside. Earlier this year I was visiting Arlington National Cemetery and called out a stranger for spitting into some plants. Like???? What has to be going through your head to think that spitting outside is totally okay at ARLINGTON NATIONAL CEMETERY
The reason the man is a hotel concierge at the end of the music video is because he never found a home from the hotel and was forced to work there forever.
Ugh! I have been obsessed with 2017 Suspiria for years! I love it so much! I haven't watched Tenenbre, but I am heartbroken to hear you didn't like it, since I have been enjoying the original triology so far.
Nisa my pisces bretheren you are so great. Ive been watching you for a few years now and i just dont think i could ever get bored w u. Such a way w words such great blend of creativity and vulnerability and humor.. u are a treasure to this godforsaken world
i love how she speaks. the journey she goes through each topic, with hard turns into something completely different works so well as an engaging thing to listen to. you never know if shes gonna follow through on something or completely disregard it, so it keeps your ears perked.
This was such a great video! I can't even put into words the talent you have in inviting us into your mind. Can you by any chance make your Spotify playlists available? :)
idk how you are always exactly one step ahead of me in lifem im 26 soon and finishing my masters next year and dont want to commit. everything you are saying is speaking to me
you making and posting this video at this time in my life has to have some sort of cosmic meaning. I’m moving into my first ever apartment next month and I was super excited about it but today I learned that my job is downsizing soooooo that’s GREAT. I was offered a seasonal spot while I get something more permanent but yeah, lotta major life changes happening rn
Susperia is my favorite horror movie too! i regularly play the theme song by Goblin on rainy days while looking blankly outside and wrapping myself in a ballet cardigan!
I think I comment this on all your videos but you truly are one of my favorite people on this app. I never click on a video faster and I could listen to you talk forever
I watched Lake Mungo like a few months ago and I'm still thinking about it! I will check out some of the other horror movies you said you enjoyed too. Was not expecting horror movie recs from this video but feeling blessed. ^_^
14:30 on a serious note i relate a lot to your thinking and i looked into adhd a bit ago and that explained a lot for me theres a buncha reasons you might feel terrible other than adhd but its worth giving a quick search, maybe autism too, they overlap a lot. recommending tiktok instead of google, cuz its hard to relate to cold medical articles, but hearing actual people speak on it makes a lot more sense, 'tleast for me. or a mix, whatever who cares
Nisi, I can relate to everything you said about trying to put in some effort to get the life you want. Also, you are so funny. I was just admiring your hair, when you broke in with your aside to explain that your hair was still wet, and that it looked better later. Your hair is gorgeous! Please, can you do an updated lipgloss collection video? I love hearing how passionate you are about clear gloss. Oh, and I also like when you do your "Franken" lipgloss and eyeshadow creations! And, ew! When men spit on the ground or even worse,..., hold one nostril and snort out of one nostril and stream of snot,..., EWWW!!!! Yuck!
I've been having to do a lot of literary analysis for my college classes (I'm a bio major with requirements to take English) so when I heard the flower/seed line I went "huhhhhh?????" That is an insane plot
that all i wanna do is make love to you tangent reminds of my reaction i had to the song your wedding by shinhwa. that song is about a guy who goes to HIS BROTHER'S wedding and starts thirsting after HIS BROTHER'S BRIDE. i had so many questions. has the singer never met his sister in law? why is your brother's wife only hot to you now? the lyrics mention that the bride is the singer's first love, so the first woman you ever fell for was YOUR BROTHERS WIFE AT THEIR WEDDING?? or does that lyric imply that they've met before, lost contact and now are meeting again under these circumstances? what is the lore there?? i miss when songs had deranged narratives like that. how do you even come up with these things?? i have to imagine that it's the lyricist trauma dumping
My death row meal would be all of the cheese and dairy deserts that I’m severely allergic to. Junior’s cheesecake from Brooklyn will be part of it. Crème brûlée. Omg. The gastrointestinal agony alone would make me happy to be put out of my misery.
I have a question bc I'm genuinely curious and I don't get it. why do you enjoy horror movies and what makes you call a horror movie beautiful? I know that many people feel that way, but to me, it's like saying "I just had a really painful dentist visit and it was beautiful. I want to do it every day in October" that aside, I really love your videos and I relate to having to make big life changes and feeling scared about it 100%. this is one of those videos that came just at the right time.
I realized I'd want my mom to cook my last meal and that made me really sad. thinking about eating that food and knowing she's there but not seeing her. and then I tried to see if anyone requests a family members food and found absolutely no answers :(
They used to play that song all the time at the roller skating rink when I was in late elementary school. Yeah connecting the dots I was like what did I just hear?
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i could listen to u talk about anything for DAYS
existential grappling is so real for me right now. and loneliness. but in my case, i’m considering ending my marriage… i compromised my values and boundaries for this relationship, and now i’m so miserable and alone. being single is a gift in this world overrun by crazies.
overrun by crazies is almost an understatement
Wishing you all the best! ✨
Maybe stop compromising and then see how your spouse adjusts? Also couples therapy?
Did not expect to be going through HEART LORE today but here we are, folks.
when i connected the dots on the Heart song just before you fully explained, i felt like a woman in a lifetime film who has just figured out her husband is having an affair. like if i was standing my knees would have buckled
Some people are teenage girls in their twenties, some are September girls in October
Nisa you really feel like I’m listening to my big sister whenever I watch you videos, I lost her four years ago and comfort for me comes from the strangest of places, thanks for doing what you do ❤
I’m a college freshman and it’s so comforting to know that I’m not the first young woman to feel lost and confused. Your videos are such a comfort to me x
not even a minute in and im right there with you. what do you MEAN im responsible for the trajectory of my own life once its off a set course 😭😭😭
Absolutely ENTHRALLED by your examination of Heart's "All I wanna do is make love to you". Like, I always thought it was about sex, but you brought it home being about a baby and I can never see it another way again.
calling urself a femcel and nichepisa within like 10 minutes of each other really got me good and i needed to get got after today thank u
the way i CACKLED at "niche pisa" 😂😂😂 thanks for the existential reflection goodness, i'm in a very similar place of "i know change is coming but i don't wanna do the things cuz gah change is scary" but hey at least horror movies and ridiculous music will always be there for us!
The analysis of “all I wanna do is make love to you” by heart was hilarious
I love your vlogs so much. Especially since we’re “age-mates” and I too am comforted in seeing other women my age experience similar feelings.
Ngl if I could live comfortably spending time with myself in a semi-secluded cottage in the woods, that would be my dream life.
FINALLY, someone who understands the unreasonable boiling rage I feel when a man spits on the ground, ESPECIALLY when it's in the spot I'm going to walk in. like why!
i've been watching horror movies this month that i was too scared to watch before. last night it was gonjiam: haunted asylum...yikes
OMG GONJIAM IS SO GOODDD it scared the hell out of mee 😭😭
@@cyborgsaiko literally, it's been a while since I've watched a movie and felt scared. Not "disturbed", not grossed out, but FRIGHTENED. by just some GHOSTS. it was fun lol
@@kkuudandere YESS exactly HAHAHHA very rarely i get scared by horror movies.. but when That scene….. and then the other scene where they were in that building basement thing LORD have mercy ,, u should watch incantation if u haven’t ☝️🤓
@@cyborgsaiko i LOVED incantation 🤭🤭
I'm so sorry to be parasocial but I watched this video as I felt a panic attack coming on, and it helped me feel so sO much better, thank you so much, Nisa 😭🥰
You are always such a joy :> Sending up a little prayer that your future spouse drops out of the sky tomorrow and is so cartoonishly perfect that you never need to date again, because dating is, as you said, the absolute worst.
Dating has definitely become significantly worse in the last half a decade. It wasn't amazing before that, but like 5 years ago it really went down the drain dramatically and it has only been getting worse since. I remember being able to meet someone, schedule a date and actually go on that date. Now, it's like everyone is binging dates in a state of frenzy and not only is it hard to find a good match, the ones who would be a good match are too booked to reply to you. Yesterday someone random DM'd me with "are you cool" and laughing emoji reacted to their own opening. Why can't we just say hi anymore?
And then when you even get to the relationship bit, these people have a lot of baggage and make it your problem. And hey, everyone has baggage! Too people don’t know how to live with theirs though and as they say: “hurt people hurt people .”
Yeah I’m gonna be alone forever
@@pumpkincat3291 I have a very low bs tolerance and imma be honest, it's not even worth calling anyone out. They never want to acknowledge anything whatsoever is wrong with them or their behavior, and I'm nobody's momma to try to reeducate them once I've made myself clear. It sucks that when I've been vulnerable and let others in they have done exactly the bs I heavily suspected they would, and this has happened with many different types of guys others actually consider nice people. Being dysfunctional is normalized and there's no way for me to explain to people why what they don't realize is bad is actually bad because they refuse to listen. It's a lost cause at this point. Only a cosmic amount of luck can match two people that are actually good enough to be in a relationship and are what the other likes and is attracted to.
@@toxihex876 hi i know this comment is from literally an entire month ago but this resonated with me so fucking deeply i feel like im losing my mind actually. AND YOURE SO RIGHT it is so bleak out here. im a sophomore in college right now and people are just so openly judgy to each other, constantly talking bad about peoples looks behind their backs. even people i considered romantic prospects suddenly turn when they feel close to you and start telling you the things they hate about everyone else. honestly scary. but maybe its because people in their early 20s are demons
@@lucasrosenberg683 well sadly things haven't changed for a month. I haven't even had a crush on anyone in more than a year.
My gf and I were watching Gentlemen Prefer Blondes tonight (it's on TH-cam for free rn) and immediately put this video on afterwards to listen to while getting ready for bed and we had the exchange, "Does... does Nisa seem like Jane Russell to you?" and you DO, your facial features are so on point, not to mention your absolutely auspicious wit.
you sayin "whatever I think it's just because it's September" and it being OCTOBER !! you are the voice of a generation
bro the last guy I dated made me play D&D with him and his friends and it fully went until THREE AM and I was so supportive and then this man dumped me six weeks later 😭like damn I really did that for nOTHING
I love DnD and other RPGs but man I NEVER understood how people can do those marathon sessions that last four hours plus. Gimme a good three-ish hours and end with a juicy plot development
I’m on the precipice of a big & difficult life change and this video is making me cry
Been watching since 2017. I’m 31 and also have no energy to meet new people. My favorite humorist, I hope you know how appreciated and adored you are by us ❤.
i graduate college in 2 months after taking 6 years for undergrad and feeling like it would never happen so i needed this! i thought i would be moving in with my partner after i graduate but we are long distance and i live at home… so… cant keep putting off my life forever 🫣 love your videos!!
watching this while doing my makeup, you’re like the cool older sister i never had
thank you soOoo much for this video, it couldn’t have come at a better time, there was something so viscerally comforting about listening to you talk about the same things I’m going through and feel so painfully alone in..! It actually made me tear up. It’s so weird how someone across the world feels so much more relatable than anyone I see daily irl haha
wow … the universe always brings me back to you at the perfect time …. i was literally just sitting here feeling sad and lonely (after doing my makeup and hair even tho i haven’t left the house or seen anyone) and wanted a video of someone just chatting but they r all so boring … but then i see this and i love u and ur never boring and ur talking about EXACTLY what i am going thru rn (also graduated recently and then felt extremely lost and am still not even sure what to do with myself xx and i was in a toxic relationship for all of college so i have no close connections and am now single and confused !!!). thank u for posting this i appreciate u
omg... i experienced the most devastating friendship break up a day before my birthday a year ago and hearing you go thru a break up on valentine's day and being able to laugh about it 2 yrs later is very comforting to know. i hope to laugh about me own experience one day
Seeing that this vid is 30 mins 🙏🙏 *CHEF KISS*
Your transparency on topics is INCREDIBLY comforting
Hope everything starts to feel better ❤
The "all I wanna do is make love to you" discovery journey is truly an original one 😂
OKAY BUT THE HEART THING. I used to have that song on my dnd character's playlist and I listened to it one too many times and had the same realization of how weird it is lmfao
Hi Nisa! You're not alone in the existential thinking. I'm only a sophomore in my undergraduate degree, and yet every day I worry over not liking what I'm studying, should I change my major/transfer, and/or if taking the easy route is the best option. Most days, I just want to drop out or at least take a leave of absence for my own sanity, and yet here I am today still trucking through. It's tough, but it's really good to know that other people deal with this and yet they are okay. Thank you for a great video!
no because WHY was I literally just relistening to your "i'm going to talk at you for a half hour" video to accompany me while I cleaned my room, the timing is uncanny
I always come back to your videos when I feel alone and out of place. Watching makes me feel like a good friend is just talking about whatever comes to mind and it’s not awkward it feels cozy. Thanks a lot.
I really felt it when you said “I’m tired of being the only person in my life.” But a also really really to being a 27 year old child bride 😂 Maybe I’ll grow up when I’m 30
I love these chatty, sit-down videos so much ♥️
i just started the video but have to say: i also just finished grad school (literally handed in my master's thesis about a week ago) and have also been pushing away all existential questions for the past 3 years, but i am _not_ ready to face them yet. so i'm just distracting myself with the 10 billion creative projects i've been putting off for years :D
I always love whenever you post your sit down videos and just talk, I find it so comforting and easy to put in the background
suspiria lovers rise up !!! i tried to show a friend that movie and they just did not get it lol. I am also going through some huge transitions (turning 25, losing frienships, feeling lost) and the fear of knowing nothing is going to change unless you make the changes is so horrible? but im trying to frame it as theres so many possibilities for me to seek what i want! this video brought me a lot of comfort, thank you for your humor!
I know how you feel. I graduated in July and since then I've just been doing NOTHING becuase I want to take as much time to chill as I possibly can before starting real life and working towards my goals. It's scary and lonely. I've also been having a spiritual awakening and rediscovering myself since I went no contact with my ex a couple of months ago. Shit's getting real.
Still obsessed with referring to the band Heart as a single character in the story of the song
I think about my death row meal all. the time. I found out in my early twenties that I couldn't ever eat a slice of bread anymore because of my ~silly~ intestines not enjoying the *vibes* gluten brings to my inner world. If i were to ever commit a crime so heinous that the state wants to kill me, I would load up on all the glutinous food i haven't been able to eat. I wouldn't even have to worry about the symptoms because just as i'm wishing i could die because my stomach is on fire, they'd be wheeling me away.
I think about this every time i go out to eat with friends with no food allergies
BABE WAKE UP NISIPISA POSTED
finishing school and feeling unmoored is such a trip. thank u for your relatable insight as always
I *really* needed this video and everything you had to say about change right now. I so appreciate your channel ❤
Girl YES I'm so with you about men spitting outside. Earlier this year I was visiting Arlington National Cemetery and called out a stranger for spitting into some plants. Like???? What has to be going through your head to think that spitting outside is totally okay at ARLINGTON NATIONAL CEMETERY
The reason the man is a hotel concierge at the end of the music video is because he never found a home from the hotel and was forced to work there forever.
6:26 is my EXACT thoughts. I cackled at "so you hate whimsy?" It''s the middle of the night I hope I didn't wake the neighbors
Ugh! I have been obsessed with 2017 Suspiria for years! I love it so much! I haven't watched Tenenbre, but I am heartbroken to hear you didn't like it, since I have been enjoying the original triology so far.
Nisa my pisces bretheren you are so great. Ive been watching you for a few years now and i just dont think i could ever get bored w u. Such a way w words such great blend of creativity and vulnerability and humor.. u are a treasure to this godforsaken world
it's so interesting to me that there's not that much overlap between your tiktok vs TH-cam audience
i love how she speaks. the journey she goes through each topic, with hard turns into something completely different works so well as an engaging thing to listen to. you never know if shes gonna follow through on something or completely disregard it, so it keeps your ears perked.
nisa i am so glad you are on the internet because this is the exact big sister reflection i need to hear. slay broad city reference
This was such a great video! I can't even put into words the talent you have in inviting us into your mind. Can you by any chance make your Spotify playlists available? :)
Not spotify but Nisa has a youtube playlist called 'codename: B.O.P.S.' she shared a while ago
Thank you so much :)@@theanonsisters
idk how you are always exactly one step ahead of me in lifem im 26 soon and finishing my masters next year and dont want to commit. everything you are saying is speaking to me
You fr are my safety blanket when I'm going through something so thank you for making these vids they help ❤
LAKE MUNGO WAS SO GOOD OMFG. THE SCENE WHERE SHE SEES HERSELF????
I have screamed at my reflection after I caught myself leaning over naked so you’re so valid for the moment you had with your arm
you making and posting this video at this time in my life has to have some sort of cosmic meaning. I’m moving into my first ever apartment next month and I was super excited about it but today I learned that my job is downsizing soooooo that’s GREAT. I was offered a seasonal spot while I get something more permanent but yeah, lotta major life changes happening rn
I’m getting exhausted just listening to you broach the topic of having to meet new people in order to meet new people. Brutal.
i listened to the song as you narrated it, what a journey
BUT HOW ARE ALL OF YOUR HORROR MOVIE TAKES SO RIGHT! You even named my two favourite remakes!!
You’re so relatable I love your videos 🫶🏾☺️
Literally, the only youtubers content I consistently watch. LOVE YOU!
Clapping for you finishing grad school, huge accomplish!
A huge accompleesh indeedle. Also u r a q t ❤
having the song playing on a tab quietly in the background as you went over the story was increadbale
FINALLY SOMEONE BRINGS UP NICHE!!! I have a visceral reaction when someone says niCH.
i just wanna say, this is my first video of yours and it was a ride.
I like to imagine that the guy in the Heart music video was never able to get a ride home so he just lives/works at the hotel now
no quick favour to have a wonderful day for u at the end??? HEARTSHATTERING
Susperia is my favorite horror movie too! i regularly play the theme song by Goblin on rainy days while looking blankly outside and wrapping myself in a ballet cardigan!
as soon as you said a song by Heart i knew exactly where you were going and i wasn’t disappointed by the commentary
I think I comment this on all your videos but you truly are one of my favorite people on this app. I never click on a video faster and I could listen to you talk forever
THAT SPECIFIC NIGHTCORE VIDEO LMAOOOOO
going through a breakup rn and this video made me feel so much better.
I watched Lake Mungo like a few months ago and I'm still thinking about it! I will check out some of the other horror movies you said you enjoyed too. Was not expecting horror movie recs from this video but feeling blessed. ^_^
I knew what Heart song you were talking about before you even said the name! lol. My roommate and I had the same reaction in college
thank you so much for the new video!! i also love horror movies, so i loved hearing you talk about them! 😊
14:30 on a serious note i relate a lot to your thinking and i looked into adhd a bit ago and that explained a lot for me
theres a buncha reasons you might feel terrible other than adhd but its worth giving a quick search, maybe autism too, they overlap a lot.
recommending tiktok instead of google, cuz its hard to relate to cold medical articles, but hearing actual people speak on it makes a lot more sense, 'tleast for me. or a mix, whatever who cares
You always post one of these right when I need it! Thanks for being one of my favorite friendship simulators on here :)
The twist if the song is mind-blowing 😮 and I feel about marriage the same way that you do.
you always make me laugh more than Commedia dell'arte plus! you make me smile nisipisa.
Nisi, I can relate to everything you said about trying to put in some effort to get the life you want. Also, you are so funny. I was just admiring your hair, when you broke in with your aside to explain that your hair was still wet, and that it looked better later. Your hair is gorgeous! Please, can you do an updated lipgloss collection video? I love hearing how passionate you are about clear gloss. Oh, and I also like when you do your "Franken" lipgloss and eyeshadow creations! And, ew! When men spit on the ground or even worse,..., hold one nostril and snort out of one nostril and stream of snot,..., EWWW!!!! Yuck!
I've been having to do a lot of literary analysis for my college classes (I'm a bio major with requirements to take English) so when I heard the flower/seed line I went "huhhhhh?????" That is an insane plot
Not me just having a late 20s breakdown then pulling up this video 🥴
that all i wanna do is make love to you tangent reminds of my reaction i had to the song your wedding by shinhwa. that song is about a guy who goes to HIS BROTHER'S wedding and starts thirsting after HIS BROTHER'S BRIDE. i had so many questions. has the singer never met his sister in law? why is your brother's wife only hot to you now? the lyrics mention that the bride is the singer's first love, so the first woman you ever fell for was YOUR BROTHERS WIFE AT THEIR WEDDING?? or does that lyric imply that they've met before, lost contact and now are meeting again under these circumstances? what is the lore there??
i miss when songs had deranged narratives like that. how do you even come up with these things?? i have to imagine that it's the lyricist trauma dumping
I just started a new job and mannnnn did I need to know I'm not alone with change sucking
My death row meal would be all of the cheese and dairy deserts that I’m severely allergic to. Junior’s cheesecake from Brooklyn will be part of it. Crème brûlée. Omg. The gastrointestinal agony alone would make me happy to be put out of my misery.
I was just thinking about u!!! Thank you for posting ❤
ugh thank you for uploading on my lonely saturday night
u look so gorgggg. The lighting is so chefs kiss
I love spitting on the ground outside ❤❤❤
Saw a dude spit on the train floor on the red line the other day and had to stop myself from screaming. Anyways congrats on graduating lol
🎶I'm sorry, I can't be, perfecttttt🎶
extremely good movie recs I will promptly be watching the ones I haven't seen
I have a question bc I'm genuinely curious and I don't get it. why do you enjoy horror movies and what makes you call a horror movie beautiful? I know that many people feel that way, but to me, it's like saying "I just had a really painful dentist visit and it was beautiful. I want to do it every day in October"
that aside, I really love your videos and I relate to having to make big life changes and feeling scared about it 100%. this is one of those videos that came just at the right time.
I realized I'd want my mom to cook my last meal and that made me really sad. thinking about eating that food and knowing she's there but not seeing her. and then I tried to see if anyone requests a family members food and found absolutely no answers :(
i’m part of class of 2025 on a leave of absence for mental health. you’re giving me hope 🗣️
LITERALLY was just thinking I would love watching one of your vids❤❤❤
They used to play that song all the time at the roller skating rink when I was in late elementary school. Yeah connecting the dots I was like what did I just hear?