hi lovely ppl !! i uploaded this video so long ago that i'd forgotten about it, only to find that people were still watching & subscribing, so thank you sm ! i do have a new video (i've been trying to improve my editing *skills*) but i'd love if anyone wants to check it out: th-cam.com/video/VbEq1JPknmY/w-d-xo.html side note - it does make sad to see so many of you struggling, i hope you know you're not alone, my channel is small but i'm here & try to respond to comments !! so know you deserve to take up space x have a nice day :)
when i was at food court at the mall today eating i felt so disgusted with myself and so broken , it was like every bite made me feel worse and i wanted to just scream and break down but i didn't cause i don't need or want anyone to think i am weak or struggling to love myself cause it's out of my control
@@sydneykidney06 it's been that way 4 me for so long , i am going to visit some family in lebanon this coming summer and eating infront of them is gonna be so hard and be disgusting . me and food and snacks just don't mix period
and in most cases it is not attention seeking, acting out to be seen, being better than anyone else, just an exhausting effort 24/7 to hate yourself a tiny bit less and feel in control, even though You just keep losing everything that once mattered... and You are witnessing it completely alone, lonely at least while not knowing how and what and... why anymore. "It's only in your head" AND yet IT EATS YOU ALIVE. Keep fighting beautiful people! You are stronger than this! There is always a way out. Hang in there; i believe in ALL of US.
@@jesusm9846 It goes both ways I think, I feel better everytime I see my weight going down, i've actually become overweight but now I have lost 21kg (46lbs) and I feel great, but I do hate it when the weight goes up... I rather die thin than to be fat tho. My family thinks im well now cause im not skinny anymore, I bet they gonna start fucking me up when I lose enough, than I can tell them, the signs were there all the time, don't fkn come caring now just because I lose the weight again.
i am going to speak to my fam doctor by a phone appointment on the 31st of this month ... i am going to tell her that i can't stand how i look and that what i see sickens me and disgusts me to my core ... even eating breakfast this morining disgusted me cause the calories make me feel so bad and gross
kpop kookie BTS a lot of people struggle with more than one eating disorder sometimes, it's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. try to be as honest as you can with those around you. stay strong my lovely, you can do this xxx
@@roseproductions3200 it just keeps getting worse every day, I just want to be normal, but I'm not ready to recover. I'm only 13.... none of my friends understand or believe me because I dont "look like someone with an eating disorder" I dont know what to do....thank you for the nice reply.
kpop kookie BTS there is no look for an eating disorder, through treatment I have met people varying dramatically but each suffer in different ways. you're so young my lovely and I'm so so sorry you're going through this much pain. I don't think you ever feel ready to recover, someday you will come to realise that there is much more for life to offer you than your eating disorder ever can. recovery is so hard but it will be worth it xxx
@@roseproductions3200 I was doing good and recovering well but I'm relapsing hard, I just feel constant hate for my body, my friends are just ignoring all the signs I'm trying to put out, your words made me feel happy for once and I don't mean to sound desperate but I need someone to tell me I have a reason to keep going.
It sucks to know that you grow up hearing about eating disorders thinking you would never deprive yourself of food because you love it and then you become everything you were trying not to be. You become this self hating moody monster who just wants to be skinny but still wants to eat. You become this person who knows there not sick enough for help. You become confused on what you want. You only want to be skinny. But you end feeling fat ashamed and broken. You cry until you can’t you just want to be skinny no matter what it takes.
I recovered, but I still feel like I’m so fat, I’m not skinny, I wanna be skinny, I’m tired of binging, tired of being mentally ill but physically healthy.
I've always had a problem with eating but now I'm starting to not eat and I feel so happy I feel so in control even if I binge and purge it's ok I make that choice and because I'm rn like 200 pounds when I start to lose weight no one will notice they will congratulate me because I'm losing weight that's all anyone cares about so now I get to feel powerful not eating and in the end I'll just be pretty
You are still pretty when you eat you shouldn’t starve yourself.Maybe now you feel like you have the control but it will be so hard when you realised you’ve lost the control.So please eat there are better ways to lose some weight if you even have to lose it.Remember that you are perfect in your one way and thats good.
I did that and lost 40 pounds in a short amount of time but ya know what? I still feel fat and I can’t stop now I’m addicted to it. If you do this you will never think you are skinny enough. I get chills all the time, I faint and am always light headed and although my body image is a little better, it’s bad shit to get into man
I don't have an ED, but every time I try to skip lunch. It makes me happy to be hungry. I keep thinking about calories and stuff. Sometimes I can't control myself and I eat something, but I feel so guilty. I'm at the weight I wanted to be, but I want to lose more weight. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want vacation bc I know I won't be able to skip lunch all the time
When ur at the point of hurting yourself, it’s cuz nothing else hurts anymore. Your words don’t hurt us, it’s just the same things we tell ourselves everyday. We do things we like and we don’t like it. We buy the things we want and we don’t want them. We hurt ourselves and it doesn’t hurt. Fuck all the happy endings and forever afters that don’t give a shit about ppl like us.
i understand, i know it feels exhausting to be in such pain, & doing it to yourself because you feel so awful about yourself. i don't know you, but I'm with you, stay strong ❤️
Anyone going threw this, i truly hope you are ok and get well. You are beautiful, the scale doesnt decide if your pretty or not. Same with the mirror, how you are is beauty, the real you, please get better💕💕🌍
I've never attempted suicide but there are a few times that I've come close. and I think about those nights a lot. sometimes i feel like because I didn't try to kill myself I'll never be/have been truly depressed "enough" to count. so sometimes I find myself almost regretting not attempting. I think "would my parents/family/educators take me more seriously when I say I can't do something because of how miserable i am? Would I have gotten help so much earlier? How would my life be?" but then I also have to remind myself, "If you were successful you would have no life to wonder about and you would've shattered your family's hearts. you would've never had the experiences you've had between that time and now. You would have never gotten better, even if it was only temporary" I don't know if this comment is more for me or for the person reading it but I guess we just both have to keep going to see
It's like what you feel isn't bad enough, I get, I'm the same in a way but I don't what to say I guess just opening up to someone you trust might help,
Ok so I don’t have an ED or at least haven’t been diagnosed with it but I can’t eat, like when I do I try to get myself to just throw it back up. And when I’m not eating it feels good, I’m proud that I’m starving myself because I’m never skinny enough. I feel accomplished and good with myself when I don’t eat. I keep track of how long I go without eating and get anxious over things as little as what things I drink. Every time I step on the scale and see the number go up even just a couple numbers I get angry with myself. It’s getting harder and harder to eat, and I keep watching/reading things like this to trigger myself. I get anxious when I miss a workout and constantly think I’m not doing enough of it. I find myself thinking about working out and when and how much I should do constantly. I always think about how I want the time to go by faster so I can starve myself longer. I avoid going places where there is food because I don’t want people to make me eat, or see me eat if I do. I constantly compare myself with other girls and every time I look in the mirror all I see is fat, no matter what people tell me. Whether they tell me I’m thin or not it never changes the way I view myself. But the thing is I feel fine, like I don’t care if I’m unhealthy or anything because I don’t feel bad. I don’t want to tell anyone because I don’t think they’ll believe me. And I don’t even know what’s going on. Does anyone else relate?
I want a big body , I don't like being skinny , no matter how much I eat I don't gain weight :( and I don't think I ever will, due to me not eating properly, my low iron, anemia :(
I relate to your story Taylor, at first not eating made me feel in control, because before that I used to binge eat which was something I couldn't control, sometimes I make myself throw up to stop myself from feeling so hungry, but honestly I prefer feeling empty than feeling fat. I used to exercise then binge eat after but for a while I was getting better, it's just now I've not been eating and throwing up. Someone recommended I made a food plan, to help make sure I eat, so far I'm still struggling but it made me feel like I was one step closer to getting better. However you mentioned just throwing everything back up, I recommended you talk to someone about that as it can be extremely dangerous, but I think I understand how you feel, if you don't think anyone will believe you try talk to an online professional you can usually reach them by email, phone, text... Often they're just there to listen which can help a lot. I wish you the best! 💚
I don't have a ED but I'm so skinny and everyone thinks i have it. Once a teacher told me that I should go to a doctor. So I was there and he said I have anorexia but I don't (I eat 5 Times a day..). So since this I have social anxiety and other anxiety disorders and depression. Yayy 😭 Btw sorry for my grammar I'm learning english and can't speak it very well..
⚠️TW ED⚠️ ok so i don't know if i have an eating disorder and i don't want to self diagnose but i don't really eat breakfast or lunch ever, i'm never hungry anymore, i hate eating normal amounts and i feel really bad if i eat, i sometimes feel sick if i eat and i constantly distract myself to not eat...
I know it's so difficult to reach out for help, but thank you for opening up 💗 maybe if you don't feel ready to see a doctor, there are many eating disorder charities you can try (diagnosed or not). first steps are the hardest, but I believe in you ❤️
I stopped eating lunch in school in 6th grade because I was embarrassed and this girl I’ve known my whole life we always had a competition of who was smaller and she had lost weight so I stopped eating lunch thinking nothing of it and I think that when my eating disorder started because I stopped eating breakfast also I’m in 10th grade now I don’t eat breakfast or lunch and barley dinner all to find out in 8th grade I wasn’t overweight because of what I ate it’s because I had hypothyroidism which is basically where your metabolism is slow and you never feel full this whole time I thought it was abt what I ate how foolish because now I still have a eating disorder I just can’t get rid of
I’ve never really told anyone about this no one knew but I’m 12 and I have anorexia and I’ve been treated with anorexia my family noticed and i’m in the hospital tubed so I’m gonna be a couple months out so I’m gonna be just fine
both disorders are totally valid in equal, & you deserve to recover from them. i know dealing with bulimia must be so painful, but keep going, you can do this ❤️
@@roseproductions3200 Thank you so much ❤️ The worst thing about it is that I'm even overweight because I still gain weight because I can't purge all the calories in a binge 😢 This all happened because I starved myself so long. Eating disorders ruin lives no matter which one.
im not sure if i had anorexia i honestly can’t remember what i thought, i think i was just starving myself from all the stress.. and i also had bulimia for a couple years it was really bad.. i no longer dee food the way i used to.. everytime i eat anything i get flashbacks, remembering having to throw it all up..
I have an eatingdisorder since years but never really noticed it. But now it's getting worse every day. I'm eating less every day because I'm feeling so unwell and everyone is talking about my weight. Mostly my Family. When I'm not eating I'm too skinny and should eat more. But when I'm eating they tell me I shouldn't eat that much and I'm eating too much for my weight. I don't know how I should talk about it because I think I lose myself more every day and that's scares me. (btw sorry for my English I'm from Germany)
Hey I’m from Germany too. Right know I’m really struggling with eating way too less and a do not look like someone with an Ed. A made diets with my mom since I was 13. And a always had a really bad relationship to food… but right know it’s getting worse every day and nobody notice and I’m not ready to tell or to “recover” (I don’t know wether I can talk about recovery because it’s just my mindset and my metabolism. Because my body is still normal weight)
I don't know if i have a eating disorder because i dont like to eat . I always want to skip my meals and i always lay in bed. Whenever i dont eat i feel happy . Can somebody tell me do i have a eating disorder
Hi just want to ask idk if I have an eating disorder or not but I just feel the urge to eat and like I binge eat alot it is literally like I cannot satisfy this big hole in my stomach and then after I am done I just have all these bad thoughts and hatred for myself and how I look and mostly I just feel like I have reached my limit but I just can't stop myself even when I don't want to eat and I just eat these huge amounts of food in one go is there smth wrong? or is it just me
I’m struggling with Ed and it’s really sucks at school bc my stomach starts to make this weird noises in class and it’s always very embarrassing and everybody looks at me. I know it’s because I skip breakfast but do you have some tips I can prevent this? Also I’m in recovery so “just eat more” will not help a anorexic person.
Troian Bellisario (AKA Spencer Hastings from Pretty Little Liars) who plays a role as an anorexic girl in a movie called “Feed”. She also struggeled with anorexia in real life.
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hi lovely ppl !! i uploaded this video so long ago that i'd forgotten about it, only to find that people were still watching & subscribing, so thank you sm ! i do have a new video (i've been trying to improve my editing *skills*) but i'd love if anyone wants to check it out: th-cam.com/video/VbEq1JPknmY/w-d-xo.html
side note - it does make sad to see so many of you struggling, i hope you know you're not alone, my channel is small but i'm here & try to respond to comments !! so know you deserve to take up space x
have a nice day :)
It starts hurting so much more when someone points it out. Because its not just you hating yourself but other people as well.
when i was at food court at the mall today eating i felt so disgusted with myself and so broken , it was like every bite made me feel worse and i wanted to just scream and break down but i didn't cause i don't need or want anyone to think i am weak or struggling to love myself cause it's out of my control
@@celestialphoenixqueen9258 I hear you it can be so hard especially in public places.
@@sydneykidney06 it's been that way 4 me for so long , i am going to visit some family in lebanon this coming summer and eating infront of them is gonna be so hard and be disgusting . me and food and snacks just don't mix period
I don’t get hungry anymore but I keep eating and I can’t stop
Me too :(
Me too...
Same
Here for you loves❤
That can be called binging, when you eat 100s to 1000s of calories in one go, not stopping even though you feel sick
"An eating disorder doesn't make you love yourself, it just adds to what you hate about yourself" (Micheal, 2021).
and in most cases it is not attention seeking, acting out to be seen, being better than anyone else, just an exhausting effort 24/7 to hate yourself a tiny bit less and feel in control, even though You just keep losing everything that once mattered... and You are witnessing it completely alone, lonely at least while not knowing how and what and... why anymore. "It's only in your head" AND yet IT EATS YOU ALIVE. Keep fighting beautiful people! You are stronger than this! There is always a way out. Hang in there; i believe in ALL of US.
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@@jesusm9846 It goes both ways I think, I feel better everytime I see my weight going down, i've actually become overweight but now I have lost 21kg (46lbs) and I feel great, but I do hate it when the weight goes up... I rather die thin than to be fat tho. My family thinks im well now cause im not skinny anymore, I bet they gonna start fucking me up when I lose enough, than I can tell them, the signs were there all the time, don't fkn come caring now just because I lose the weight again.
i am going to speak to my fam doctor by a phone appointment on the 31st of this month ... i am going to tell her that i can't stand how i look and that what i see sickens me and disgusts me to my core ... even eating breakfast this morining disgusted me cause the calories make me feel so bad and gross
This edit really hits home...
I was struggling with just anorexia but now I'm starting to purge, and binge. I'm just a whole mess
kpop kookie BTS a lot of people struggle with more than one eating disorder sometimes, it's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. try to be as honest as you can with those around you. stay strong my lovely, you can do this xxx
@@roseproductions3200 it just keeps getting worse every day, I just want to be normal, but I'm not ready to recover. I'm only 13.... none of my friends understand or believe me because I dont "look like someone with an eating disorder" I dont know what to do....thank you for the nice reply.
kpop kookie BTS there is no look for an eating disorder, through treatment I have met people varying dramatically but each suffer in different ways. you're so young my lovely and I'm so so sorry you're going through this much pain. I don't think you ever feel ready to recover, someday you will come to realise that there is much more for life to offer you than your eating disorder ever can. recovery is so hard but it will be worth it xxx
@@roseproductions3200 I was doing good and recovering well but I'm relapsing hard, I just feel constant hate for my body, my friends are just ignoring all the signs I'm trying to put out, your words made me feel happy for once and I don't mean to sound desperate but I need someone to tell me I have a reason to keep going.
What is the name for all of this film ?
It sucks to know that you grow up hearing about eating disorders thinking you would never deprive yourself of food because you love it and then you become everything you were trying not to be. You become this self hating moody monster who just wants to be skinny but still wants to eat. You become this person who knows there not sick enough for help. You become confused on what you want. You only want to be skinny. But you end feeling fat ashamed and broken. You cry until you can’t you just want to be skinny no matter what it takes.
I hope you’re recovering.
I recovered, but I still feel like I’m so fat, I’m not skinny, I wanna be skinny, I’m tired of binging, tired of being mentally ill but physically healthy.
@@picklejuice8210 I don’t know if it is possible to stop caring about my weight. But thank you
@@hessaaa4914 It’s very possible. Please talk to someone and get help before it gets worse.
same 🤪🔫
"Tired of being physically healthy but mentally I'll" that one hit a little too close to home
I've always had a problem with eating but now I'm starting to not eat and I feel so happy I feel so in control even if I binge and purge it's ok I make that choice and because I'm rn like 200 pounds when I start to lose weight no one will notice they will congratulate me because I'm losing weight that's all anyone cares about so now I get to feel powerful not eating and in the end I'll just be pretty
This
You are still pretty when you eat you shouldn’t starve yourself.Maybe now you feel like you have the control but it will be so hard when you realised you’ve lost the control.So please eat there are better ways to lose some weight if you even have to lose it.Remember that you are perfect in your one way and thats good.
same, i was 198 less than a month ago and the weight is just dropping off. its a terrible cycle but I feel better about myself.
i know you don't believe me, & i don't know you, but i promise you are beautiful regardless of how much you weigh. stay strong ❤️
I did that and lost 40 pounds in a short amount of time but ya know what? I still feel fat and I can’t stop now I’m addicted to it. If you do this you will never think you are skinny enough. I get chills all the time, I faint and am always light headed and although my body image is a little better, it’s bad shit to get into man
I never stopped eating or started vomiting, but looking in the mirror is my worst fear. I hate the way that I look and I hate that
No you’re beautiful and everyone else sees that now it’s your turn:))
I don't have an ED, but every time I try to skip lunch. It makes me happy to be hungry. I keep thinking about calories and stuff. Sometimes I can't control myself and I eat something, but I feel so guilty. I'm at the weight I wanted to be, but I want to lose more weight. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want vacation bc I know I won't be able to skip lunch all the time
Then you do have an ED
@@miisty22 I don't know. It's not a problem. In weekends I eat 2 meals
@@noa2678 an eating disorder is not about not eating yk. Its more. I recommend getting help, i hope u get thru this x
@@miekeogier8781 I'm sorry I know that, but it's very hard to hear. It will be okay thank u
@@noa2678 no I get that. I have bulimia myself and it was very hard to hear. If u ever want to talk u can always talk to me
When ur at the point of hurting yourself, it’s cuz nothing else hurts anymore. Your words don’t hurt us, it’s just the same things we tell ourselves everyday. We do things we like and we don’t like it. We buy the things we want and we don’t want them. We hurt ourselves and it doesn’t hurt. Fuck all the happy endings and forever afters that don’t give a shit about ppl like us.
i understand, i know it feels exhausting to be in such pain, & doing it to yourself because you feel so awful about yourself. i don't know you, but I'm with you, stay strong ❤️
It's when you're lowkey recovering and then you get the "you look better" comments 🤗🤗
Anyone going threw this, i truly hope you are ok and get well. You are beautiful, the scale doesnt decide if your pretty or not. Same with the mirror, how you are is beauty, the real you, please get better💕💕🌍
Thank you
it's even sadder when you don't feel any emotios when you watch those videos.... i am so empty god
Same When I Watch it. I don’t really feel anything 😢. But saddly when I see stuff like eating disorders. I Can relate to it so much. 😰😭
Why are they all so good looking?
@Enina Odigie Speak English I understand not your abbreviations
I've never attempted suicide but there are a few times that I've come close. and I think about those nights a lot. sometimes i feel like because I didn't try to kill myself I'll never be/have been truly depressed "enough" to count. so sometimes I find myself almost regretting not attempting. I think "would my parents/family/educators take me more seriously when I say I can't do something because of how miserable i am? Would I have gotten help so much earlier? How would my life be?" but then I also have to remind myself, "If you were successful you would have no life to wonder about and you would've shattered your family's hearts. you would've never had the experiences you've had between that time and now. You would have never gotten better, even if it was only temporary"
I don't know if this comment is more for me or for the person reading it but I guess we just both have to keep going to see
It's like what you feel isn't bad enough, I get, I'm the same in a way but I don't what to say I guess just opening up to someone you trust might help,
still working through my anorexia. it just seems to come back every time I think this is the final time
As time goes by the more I realize I'm not okay
Ok so I don’t have an ED or at least haven’t been diagnosed with it but I can’t eat, like when I do I try to get myself to just throw it back up. And when I’m not eating it feels good, I’m proud that I’m starving myself because I’m never skinny enough. I feel accomplished and good with myself when I don’t eat. I keep track of how long I go without eating and get anxious over things as little as what things I drink. Every time I step on the scale and see the number go up even just a couple numbers I get angry with myself. It’s getting harder and harder to eat, and I keep watching/reading things like this to trigger myself. I get anxious when I miss a workout and constantly think I’m not doing enough of it. I find myself thinking about working out and when and how much I should do constantly. I always think about how I want the time to go by faster so I can starve myself longer. I avoid going places where there is food because I don’t want people to make me eat, or see me eat if I do. I constantly compare myself with other girls and every time I look in the mirror all I see is fat, no matter what people tell me. Whether they tell me I’m thin or not it never changes the way I view myself. But the thing is I feel fine, like I don’t care if I’m unhealthy or anything because I don’t feel bad. I don’t want to tell anyone because I don’t think they’ll believe me. And I don’t even know what’s going on. Does anyone else relate?
I want a big body , I don't like being skinny , no matter how much I eat I don't gain weight :( and I don't think I ever will, due to me not eating properly, my low iron, anemia :(
I relate to your story Taylor, at first not eating made me feel in control, because before that I used to binge eat which was something I couldn't control, sometimes I make myself throw up to stop myself from feeling so hungry, but honestly I prefer feeling empty than feeling fat. I used to exercise then binge eat after but for a while I was getting better, it's just now I've not been eating and throwing up.
Someone recommended I made a food plan, to help make sure I eat, so far I'm still struggling but it made me feel like I was one step closer to getting better. However you mentioned just throwing everything back up, I recommended you talk to someone about that as it can be extremely dangerous, but I think I understand how you feel, if you don't think anyone will believe you try talk to an online professional you can usually reach them by email, phone, text... Often they're just there to listen which can help a lot. I wish you the best! 💚
It's really messed up,when people say their gonna help you, then do nothing of the sort
I always put my old leggings around my waist to serve as a reminder that I need to be skinny
I don't have a ED but I'm so skinny and everyone thinks i have it. Once a teacher told me that I should go to a doctor. So I was there and he said I have anorexia but I don't (I eat 5 Times a day..). So since this I have social anxiety and other anxiety disorders and depression. Yayy 😭
Btw sorry for my grammar I'm learning english and can't speak it very well..
Are you there
Being skinny doesn’t make you have anorexia.
Got the satisfaction of almost passing out in practice today
⚠️TW ED⚠️ ok so i don't know if i have an eating disorder and i don't want to self diagnose but i don't really eat breakfast or lunch ever, i'm never hungry anymore, i hate eating normal amounts and i feel really bad if i eat, i sometimes feel sick if i eat and i constantly distract myself to not eat...
I know it's so difficult to reach out for help, but thank you for opening up 💗 maybe if you don't feel ready to see a doctor, there are many eating disorder charities you can try (diagnosed or not). first steps are the hardest, but I believe in you ❤️
this hits right at home i feel happy to not be eating and I don't know hot to stop this feeling that not eating is the only way to be pretty
I stopped eating lunch in school in 6th grade because I was embarrassed and this girl I’ve known my whole life we always had a competition of who was smaller and she had lost weight so I stopped eating lunch thinking nothing of it and I think that when my eating disorder started because I stopped eating breakfast also I’m in 10th grade now I don’t eat breakfast or lunch and barley dinner all to find out in 8th grade I wasn’t overweight because of what I ate it’s because I had hypothyroidism which is basically where your metabolism is slow and you never feel full this whole time I thought it was abt what I ate how foolish because now I still have a eating disorder I just can’t get rid of
I’ve never really told anyone about this no one knew but I’m 12 and I have anorexia and I’ve been treated with anorexia my family noticed and i’m in the hospital tubed so I’m gonna be a couple months out so I’m gonna be just fine
wishing you a speedy recovery, & thank you for sharing with us ❤️
You can do this.
I think for me the saddest thing is that I am still battling everything I was before I got pregnant and secretly wanting it back. The eating problems
For some reason I have an obsession to look like Emma Chota and I try to live without food but I eat more and I hate it
i feel nothing. here from europa!
This one hits a lot
I wish myself back to anorexia because then I was disciplined. Now my bulimia makes me loathe myself so much I want to die
both disorders are totally valid in equal, & you deserve to recover from them. i know dealing with bulimia must be so painful, but keep going, you can do this ❤️
@@roseproductions3200 Thank you so much ❤️ The worst thing about it is that I'm even overweight because I still gain weight because I can't purge all the calories in a binge 😢 This all happened because I starved myself so long. Eating disorders ruin lives no matter which one.
im not sure if i had anorexia i honestly can’t remember what i thought, i think i was just starving myself from all the stress.. and i also had bulimia for a couple years it was really bad.. i no longer dee food the way i used to.. everytime i eat anything i get flashbacks, remembering having to throw it all up..
I think that's also called wannarexia (sorry if it's spelled wrong)
I feel so fat sometimes I feel like to die😭😩everryone judge me about being fat💔i never loved myself,I just want to be skinny
Same here idk why being skinny is our only beauty standard
Tw !!!!
It doesn’t feel like hunger. I feel weak and my body is shaking and that my body can’t take it anymore. But I can’t eating . I am scarred…
Pls do it for yourself, I hope you are doing better now
I have an eatingdisorder since years but never really noticed it. But now it's getting worse every day. I'm eating less every day because I'm feeling so unwell and everyone is talking about my weight. Mostly my Family. When I'm not eating I'm too skinny and should eat more. But when I'm eating they tell me I shouldn't eat that much and I'm eating too much for my weight. I don't know how I should talk about it because I think I lose myself more every day and that's scares me.
(btw sorry for my English I'm from Germany)
I also have the feeling that my family is searching things I do wrong and make me feel more worse for it than I should.
Hey I’m from Germany too. Right know I’m really struggling with eating way too less and a do not look like someone with an Ed. A made diets with my mom since I was 13. And a always had a really bad relationship to food… but right know it’s getting worse every day and nobody notice and I’m not ready to tell or to “recover” (I don’t know wether I can talk about recovery because it’s just my mindset and my metabolism. Because my body is still normal weight)
@@larawolf3123 have you visited any nutritionist? Maybe they can help you.
what are all the films or series that you got these clips from??
I don't know if i have a eating disorder because i dont like to eat . I always want to skip my meals and i always lay in bed. Whenever i dont eat i feel happy .
Can somebody tell me do i have a eating disorder
Hi just want to ask idk if I have an eating disorder or not but I just feel the urge to eat and like I binge eat alot it is literally like I cannot satisfy this big hole in my stomach and then after I am done I just have all these bad thoughts and hatred for myself and how I look and mostly I just feel like I have reached my limit but I just can't stop myself even when I don't want to eat and I just eat these huge amounts of food in one go is there smth wrong? or is it just me
i feel the same. i almost cant be full after eating. i'm just trying these 2 days to eat nothing i know its bad but idk how can i do
I don’t even know what wrong with me anymore there not point and trying to fix me there no point
i always go by one day at a time. things can always get better 💗
i miss being skinny
What movie is that scene with the person taking the pills looking at the computer from?
I’m struggling with Ed and it’s really sucks at school bc my stomach starts to make this weird noises in class and it’s always very embarrassing and everybody looks at me. I know it’s because I skip breakfast but do you have some tips I can prevent this? Also I’m in recovery so “just eat more” will not help a anorexic person.
Sometimes holding your breath when you feel it coming stops it or even sucking in your stomach while it passes can help lessen the sound
I don't like food anymore, i don't feel hungry yet i can't stop eating. I hate it, i hate it so much
If I binge eat I don’t eat until the next day. I made a schedule.I don’t eat dinner but I eat breakfast. And then I switch. I messed up my life.
Everyday, it's either starve or eat too much. I hope it'll kill me one day
I've lost my appetite and I just don't want to eat anymore I mean I'm plain out fat
What are the names of the films that can be seen in the video?
To the bone, 13 reasons why, skins UK, pretty little liars, men women and children, cyber bully these are the ones I know
Can someone tell me
What movies these are ?!
To the bone
13 reasons why
Those are the only ones a i know
Red Band Society
Feed, Skins UK really first seasons (Hanna Murray - Cassie), Empty (short on YT as well), rest might be some Gossip Girls maybe?!
could someone tell me the movie at 23/24 seconds
I’m never hungry anymore plus I haven’t eaten in 3 years and somehow did not die or lose weight nothing happened to me
?
where is the clip 1:30 from
What is clip 1:01 from
Cyberbully
It’s getting bad again…
Does anyone know the tv show at 1:59?
My best guess is Empty - short film th-cam.com/video/P65pajLA9io/w-d-xo.html
@@pannatoth5967 thank you so much! :)
@@SA-wb2hc Anytime! It would be 100% better if the CC would wrote all down at the first place.
@@pannatoth5967 me too! :)
@@pannatoth5967 What is 1:59?
Names pls
What actress 1:26
elle fanning 💗
what is clip 0:53 from?
Troian Bellisario (AKA Spencer Hastings from Pretty Little Liars) who plays a role as an anorexic girl in a movie called “Feed”. She also struggeled with anorexia in real life.
Wich show is it by 1:09 ?
skins
1:59?
what show at 00:40 ?
It’s either pretty little liars or feed
Whats movie on 1:54
It's called "CyberBully"
Here's the link to it on TH-cam: th-cam.com/video/D_gIFO12QFs/w-d-xo.html
What’s 1:11 from?
skins uk 🙂
👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
What do u mean
What film?
The Clip at 1:34 where is it from?
it's from red band society
@@Lilly________ thanks, but I meant the spesific scene.. but I think I will start watching the whole show
I think it's either the 2nd or 3rd to last episode of the show. Basically it's when Emma is discharged from the hospital
I just finished season 1 of Red Band Society. It was awesome, I wish it could have a second season. Emma is awesome and my favorite character.
Jesus loves you!
Does anyone know where 0:07 or 0:24 are from?
First is thirteen reasons why
These disorder edits are cringe.
what show at 2:52 ?
Men, women and children. Netflix
the one youre watching,what else would it be?