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  • @justraeven9009
    @justraeven9009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +343

    You know it’s getting bad again when you start watching these video’s again...

    • @sophiepeters8678
      @sophiepeters8678 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope your okay

    • @justraeven9009
      @justraeven9009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sophiepeters8678 I will be :)) I hope you are doing good aswell and otherwise that things will be better and you can get a smile on your face. I wish that for you 🙌🏻

    • @andriasong3570
      @andriasong3570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I feel it slowly coming again. And we're about to have our exams too and idk if I can do good in this state

    • @mairashah6316
      @mairashah6316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@andriasong3570 now I think I am not alone who is facing all this

    • @estellaho7535
      @estellaho7535 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yea.,.

  • @mariana457
    @mariana457 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    And after 8 months, I am here again watching this kind of videos, feeling so lonely and small right now...

    • @skfarha7851
      @skfarha7851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Please don't feel so

    • @Mikeget17
      @Mikeget17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      U not alone 🙂💔

    • @mariana457
      @mariana457 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Mikeget17 Thank you for that reminder :)

    • @thesoapingllamas5131
      @thesoapingllamas5131 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are a larger than life masterpiece who deserves everything life has to offer.

    • @mariana457
      @mariana457 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thesoapingllamas5131 Thank you for that!! I am doing so much better now 😌

  • @alenawoolcot-felvus2060
    @alenawoolcot-felvus2060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    They won't allow us to share or show anyone this video... Yet it is the most honest... Truthful one....

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yes my content is declared offensive by TH-cam :(

    • @chamilawickramanayaka8913
      @chamilawickramanayaka8913 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ayya8929 yes because for many people talking about depression is "offensive" but only the people who fight with it know how "offensive" it is to deal with it....

    • @taraelizabethdensley9475
      @taraelizabethdensley9475 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I found it

    • @Fetchestofthemall
      @Fetchestofthemall ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ayya8929 what could possibly be offensive about this? That makes me mad and very confused at the same time but what else is new? I’m never understood and I don’t understand this world we live in so of course they would declare the most NON OFFENSIVE , real life shit offensive SMH

  • @zeenoyb
    @zeenoyb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    I'm so numb atm.. Oh well... I tried, they didn't care. Alone is all I get. Disappointment is all I deserve. My fault for having hope in the first place ✌🏾

    • @brt_timii
      @brt_timii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Don't say that...it's never your fault🥺❤️

    • @veri157
      @veri157 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      its not your fault! im proud of you for being here and still holding on! youre so strong. i love you

    • @sansei_4578
      @sansei_4578 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@veri157 can u just tell me that either?

    • @veri157
      @veri157 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sansei_4578 i love you and i’m proud of you! you’re doing great :) despite all the things that have happened: you’re still here! you’re still fighting! i am soo proud that you’re still here and i know that the world is better with you!

    • @sansei_4578
      @sansei_4578 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@veri157 wanted to tell u thanks girl I'm feeling really great however not sure about your sexuality ...
      but I want you to know that you really made my day so then I would read your comment as much as I can whenever I'm feeling like that...it kinda scares me that I'll feel Bad again :/ just tsmm love u and I know all the good things will happen to u either :>>>

  • @amylamb7794
    @amylamb7794 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I’ve been sexually assaulted and abused in real life and online. I’ve been bullied in real life and online. I have struggled with depression and anxiety and ptsd and adhd and autism. And suicide attempts and self harm for years and I would make myself sick and starve myself and drink and all of that was like at 13-16 years of age I’m now 21 and still struggling definitely with loneliness. I feel so alone I don’t know how much more I can take but I’m still here.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands you, i'm here for you! You are not alone in this, okay?

    • @annabelleovidia5733
      @annabelleovidia5733 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm proud of you.

    • @kenabee
      @kenabee 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I've never related to a single post in my entire life. I've gone through the exact things.....and im 21....I'm not sure how much more I can take

  • @tibokerstens4027
    @tibokerstens4027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Every time I trust someone they show me why I shouldn’t

    • @morgannecarr3628
      @morgannecarr3628 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I understand stand that. I can’t trust anyone anymore not even my mom!

    • @claudiadebruijn2234
      @claudiadebruijn2234 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i also know , it makes you losing faith in humanity, when every time you trust someone and they let you down after you showed them your vulnerability

  • @shahidhanabiha985
    @shahidhanabiha985 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    How does it feel to meet and talk to people who feel like you and understand what you're going through?? this video gives you that feeling ❤️

  • @elbrady12-37
    @elbrady12-37 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Im here because im going through depression, waking up looking at yourself through mirror knowing this is what you going to look like, know its going to be the same shit day you had yesterday where you pretend to smile because thats what your expected to do, SMILE.

  • @camsalvatore1371
    @camsalvatore1371 3 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    This is amazing, I love watching this knowing that we don’t all have the friends, family girlfriends/boyfriends realise that’s how we feel and the hardest part is trying to reach out for help. We’re all playing in the shadows, but we all have each others videos to relate to - amazing edit 💙

    • @ashleyblaise5145
      @ashleyblaise5145 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Popi

    • @ashleyblaise5145
      @ashleyblaise5145 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      P

    • @nicydarko552
      @nicydarko552 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just found out that I am really depressed and I thought that it was normal not to feel happy or sad the hardest part is not knowing that you are depressed or anxious etc

  • @maddylosinger3642
    @maddylosinger3642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I’m the ‘perfect’ one. That’s what my friends say. But anytime I try to talk about any type of feelings they ignore it and start talking about boys

  • @hazelnawood
    @hazelnawood 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I keep coming back here everyday since a few days ago. I find this video helps me to articulate what I'm feeling inside since it's been getting bad again for me.

  • @lettucecabbage9851
    @lettucecabbage9851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I'm not crying it's either the stupid ninjas cutting onions everywhere or my eyes are sweaty 👁️👄👁️

  • @S1r1123
    @S1r1123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I wish I could leave my own body but I'm stuck in here

    • @Ymr268
      @Ymr268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you the way that you here. But that’s still okay to be here. That’s our emotions, happens inside. Stay it there, realize but don’t let it to cover you completely. Take a breath. Make yourself a exit that you can stand there. I’m not good but still not bad at the same time. Just hold it inside, accept way that it appears. Don’t let you cover and squeeze you. You’re here for you. Remember 🙏🏽

  • @stephandutoit9814
    @stephandutoit9814 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I love this video so much!

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      very glad you like it ! :)

  • @nadiaweasley6367
    @nadiaweasley6367 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    This needs more likes and views

    • @leamarie7927
      @leamarie7927 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It’s 5 days old 😂 it needs time

    • @nadiaweasley6367
      @nadiaweasley6367 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@leamarie7927 oh well

    • @nadiaweasley6367
      @nadiaweasley6367 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@leamarie7927 plus I didn’t realise it was five days old lmao

  • @frederikkehansen8016
    @frederikkehansen8016 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    THIS IS THE BEST ONE IVE HEARD

  • @balletgirl9496
    @balletgirl9496 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m thinking to myself I can’t do it anymore but I’m trying so hard i can’t…

  • @jesseroberts556
    @jesseroberts556 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I put on my smile, my mask. Then go out everyday and act like I'm okay and happy. But, I'm not. I hurt. I am dying everyday on the inside, screaming in agony. Nobody cares. Nobody gets it.😔

  • @bratatimukherjee8738
    @bratatimukherjee8738 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I wish I could cry and let go of few things

  • @elizasmys
    @elizasmys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Nobody sees the pain

  • @chicanova1359
    @chicanova1359 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Welcome to your daily therapy...🖤💫

  • @chansdevon9443
    @chansdevon9443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I have never cried so much to one of these I fell like when. I watch them it's the only time I Express myself so thank you

  • @AnAn-tv9mw
    @AnAn-tv9mw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Today... Someone tell me " you are different now. I miss the old you ".
    But. Noone know, what i have been through for a long long time. The life pushed me down in many ways, in many times.
    I tried.
    I cried.
    I failed.
    And have to live for myself everyday. I dont wanna die... And dont wanna live eithe...

  • @yazpeguerra7891
    @yazpeguerra7891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Being alone is the hardest part I encountered every minute of my life until now . No one can care about me ,to love me, I wanna die in this time .. to stop this feeling 💔

  • @leamarie7927
    @leamarie7927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Amazing!!!

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks you !

  • @ezzosangelena4799
    @ezzosangelena4799 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am here again after a month again crying and nobody cares..

  • @jessicatabares24
    @jessicatabares24 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel like watching these multifandoms I feel normal. I’m not alone with these thoughts…

  • @moondoff
    @moondoff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I wish someone could help me, but truthfully I don't think it's possible. No one understands how I've actually lost my shit. I can't ever explain it properly because I'm not smart in a normalised way, I can't use words to entice people into wanting to read or help me. I'm constantly helping others in an instant because I know what it feels like when you don't have someone to listen to you, to give you love. Yet I've been drowning since I was born. And I'm not exaggerating, since..I..was..born. life for me is because less and less worth it. I feel like friends aren't actually my friend's, half of my family are dead, half of my other family are toxic. I fall in love easily and then get destroyed easily. I don't even fight for people to stay in my life, I let myself push them away. I'm lost, I've always been lost.

    • @moondoff
      @moondoff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@viiiioleta wow you are awesome for writing that, and it is very true, don't forget you are awesome too. If you ever want to talk to me, because I can understand how you feel I'm here also 😊 my Instagram is harrisonhardyy

  • @smarakmohanta1445
    @smarakmohanta1445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I am not okay and I don't know what to do.

    • @naomikarpets1687
      @naomikarpets1687 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey, God love you, all be good

    • @smarakmohanta1445
      @smarakmohanta1445 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@naomikarpets1687 thank you, God be with you

  • @AS-bj1ig
    @AS-bj1ig 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Its getting bad again , i am going in that loophole again and i want someone to drag me back . Please don't let me fall in it . Its like hell down there . I don't fe anything and i am sad all the time . I hate that feeling

  • @abhilipsapatra5571
    @abhilipsapatra5571 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i literally felt all those characters... nothing moved me this much istg!!✌✌✌

  • @demosmc3141
    @demosmc3141 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yeah I not okay watching this again and again 😭I know no one can understand that my heart is broken I wanna wanna wanna die 😭😭💔can you hear me I'm screaming 😫😫😫

  • @imranshikhon1949
    @imranshikhon1949 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm in pain🥺

  • @ChiefWraps
    @ChiefWraps ปีที่แล้ว

    Damn back here again🚶😒😮‍💨 people lose to their demons everyday, be strong... be safe❤️

  • @hybrid_tutor
    @hybrid_tutor 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Reality is having said maximum to make someone feel that you love them...
    And knowing you were not the first to start loving... They were the one who stated it....
    Nothing has changed... U r still being manipulated by your feelings...

  • @lisouu0103
    @lisouu0103 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love your video, congratulations 🙏 does anyone know which movie the person speaking is from during the entire beginning of the video?

    • @galareynoso7276
      @galareynoso7276 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s from The End of the Fucking World

    • @lisouu0103
      @lisouu0103 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks, do you know which episode?

  • @spins_jj9820
    @spins_jj9820 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing vid, great edit, you should he bigger

  • @n_i_g_e_lhairstyle8706
    @n_i_g_e_lhairstyle8706 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Its surprisingly to kno that your not along in this jus check the views n likes out of all the videos we are here in this

  • @morasmovies
    @morasmovies 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    It seemed everything is going the right way, path that I was hoping for. And then... I said too much, expressed my feelings... So here I am, alone again.

  • @Sumbu-254
    @Sumbu-254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Number 5😩😩

  • @jiandemin2225
    @jiandemin2225 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm not ok :):

    • @sarabahi1720
      @sarabahi1720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too

    • @khanamad8805
      @khanamad8805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You will be okay! Very soon hope:')

    • @jiandemin2225
      @jiandemin2225 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@khanamad8805 ❤️

  • @Seb4041
    @Seb4041 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wish I could break down and have someone hold me. But I gotta do it

  • @_.abby.starr._
    @_.abby.starr._ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Y'all I'm so tired....I can't 💔💔

  • @mysoundofficial1047
    @mysoundofficial1047 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    im not gonna live long.

  • @keeswayze7975
    @keeswayze7975 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m not okay…

  • @Isabelle-yf2rv
    @Isabelle-yf2rv 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?

  • @ليوون-غ1س
    @ليوون-غ1س 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm not okay

  • @طوطه-ق9ع
    @طوطه-ق9ع 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    💔🖇️"

  • @jessiefox-uw4xg
    @jessiefox-uw4xg ปีที่แล้ว

    i hate lieing to the people i hate saying im ok bt its all a a big lie im not

  • @lucysmith6401
    @lucysmith6401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    What is the title for 0:48?

    • @reem774
      @reem774 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The perks of being a wallflower

  • @londiwesibiya9538
    @londiwesibiya9538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Everybody hates me, it's okay coz I hate me too

  • @talyasoll
    @talyasoll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    1:53 what movie is that?🙏

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This movie is called Bombshell :)

  • @mariajoseculebro2956
    @mariajoseculebro2956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    What song is???

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Lung

  • @maddylosinger3642
    @maddylosinger3642 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I got better.. now I have to watch a second divorce. And apparently it’s my fault my siblings parents won’t be together.

  • @lisa7354
    @lisa7354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    What movie/series are 0:26

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its Skins

  • @akhilch7749
    @akhilch7749 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    1:51 what series is that... someone plz answer

  • @cruzalvarez4th864
    @cruzalvarez4th864 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It's gonna be a mess my whole fucking life ! 😭

  • @hashimaspan
    @hashimaspan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I need help

  • @44andra44
    @44andra44 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    From what movie is the scene from 1:52 ?

  • @Maddness_Of_A_Witch
    @Maddness_Of_A_Witch 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is this a show?

  • @alarmsquadnj
    @alarmsquadnj 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The 😢

  • @lisa7354
    @lisa7354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    And 0:51

    • @ayya8929
      @ayya8929  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Its from Teen Wolf

  • @musiclove1235
    @musiclove1235 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Anyone know what song this is?

  • @ItzYaGurlBriii
    @ItzYaGurlBriii 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    If y’all know the movies or shows can y’all comment them

    • @szdigi
      @szdigi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Skins UK , stranger things, the vampire diaries, teen wolf, riverdale, ginny and georgia, 13 reasons why, Jane the Virgin, the 100, bombshell (these are the ones I know)

    • @zarahdevisscher6218
      @zarahdevisscher6218 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The good doctor, pretty little liars , elite, euphoria, 5 feet apart (i think)

  • @shaneillgohome6620
    @shaneillgohome6620 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Were is 2:47 2:51 from witch movie

  • @Madison.Bignall
    @Madison.Bignall 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Song name?

  • @gurdarshankaurgill4504
    @gurdarshankaurgill4504 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    0:40 What movies it that?

  • @andresurbina9298
    @andresurbina9298 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    where is :41 from

  • @alarmsquadnj
    @alarmsquadnj 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    😓

  • @sansei_4578
    @sansei_4578 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Comforming Vids are my type :/

  • @NonaNona-fi5og
    @NonaNona-fi5og 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    0:42 what movie is that?

  • @nocopyright5962
    @nocopyright5962 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    2:38 movie name ?

  • @estellaho7535
    @estellaho7535 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hate what isee

  • @lelia5289
    @lelia5289 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    0:54 what movie is that?

    • @Zoeemama8108
      @Zoeemama8108 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The 100

    • @lelia5289
      @lelia5289 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Zoeemama8108 not after

    • @Epona252624
      @Epona252624 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lelia5289 skins 🙂

    • @lelia5289
      @lelia5289 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Epona252624 thanksss

  • @emelildeniz
    @emelildeniz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2:31 what movie is that?

  • @laliKaulitz
    @laliKaulitz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    2:31 What movie is that ?