Can totally understand where you're coming from...I know there's sometimes where you feel a bit lost and you know you have to do something...anything to get out of the depression...it isn't some switch that just happens...it might be gradual...might be something you just ignore and keep telling yourself, i can do this and so you bury it...but at some point, it needs to come out...I hope that you won't get too many trolls here but therapy and getting professional help is always a good option...thanks for sharing.
Depression isn't talked about often enough, and the few times it is? It's not in a serious manner. I applaud the vulnerability you've shown here, talking about your symptoms. I was blessed(?) to not experience the crippling sadness that a lot of people feel, but my MDD manifests in some noticeably different ways. My Depression isn't just being "sad"; it's like having late night melancholy... all the time. A sort of dull, quiet understanding that I don't value (and never will value) life in the same way someone mentally stable does. They view the blue sky and think "damn, that's pretty"; alternatively, for me, It's all rather... beige. Not ugly, but definitely not pretty, so I have to find/value other items of beauty. Some days, I simply don't find that thing to value, and I go to bed. Maybe i'll find it tomorrow. For example (which totally isn't related to me at all, trust me): When someone gets a new car, they're naturally elated, but then they simultaneously get annoyed when all I can offer is an ineffectual "that's pretty cool" and move on with myself. I'm being coded as annoyed or detached, but that's not how I mean to come across. I just don't have the emotional depth or lexicon to outwardly express my feelings and thoughts, and I may never have that ability. The best I can do is take my medicine, go to the therapy sessions, and work towards a future where that's possible for me. Trauma, Depression, Anxiety... all these mental health issues have some really nuanced and interesting manifestations, and it's always interesting to hear how someone else experiences the label you've also been given. This is a really great video to me for that reason.
Society was bad but after Covid it became way worse. People treat you like family but as soon as you get a disability and fall a month behind in rent they treat you like the plague. People suck. He wants me to move out but I’m not working due to cataracts and dmv took my license because of cataracts and he’d rather me and my cat live in my truck when it’s 110 degrees every day.
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Can totally understand where you're coming from...I know there's sometimes where you feel a bit lost and you know you have to do something...anything to get out of the depression...it isn't some switch that just happens...it might be gradual...might be something you just ignore and keep telling yourself, i can do this and so you bury it...but at some point, it needs to come out...I hope that you won't get too many trolls here but therapy and getting professional help is always a good option...thanks for sharing.
Depression isn't talked about often enough, and the few times it is? It's not in a serious manner. I applaud the vulnerability you've shown here, talking about your symptoms. I was blessed(?) to not experience the crippling sadness that a lot of people feel, but my MDD manifests in some noticeably different ways.
My Depression isn't just being "sad"; it's like having late night melancholy... all the time. A sort of dull, quiet understanding that I don't value (and never will value) life in the same way someone mentally stable does. They view the blue sky and think "damn, that's pretty"; alternatively, for me, It's all rather... beige. Not ugly, but definitely not pretty, so I have to find/value other items of beauty. Some days, I simply don't find that thing to value, and I go to bed. Maybe i'll find it tomorrow.
For example (which totally isn't related to me at all, trust me): When someone gets a new car, they're naturally elated, but then they simultaneously get annoyed when all I can offer is an ineffectual "that's pretty cool" and move on with myself. I'm being coded as annoyed or detached, but that's not how I mean to come across. I just don't have the emotional depth or lexicon to outwardly express my feelings and thoughts, and I may never have that ability. The best I can do is take my medicine, go to the therapy sessions, and work towards a future where that's possible for me.
Trauma, Depression, Anxiety... all these mental health issues have some really nuanced and interesting manifestations, and it's always interesting to hear how someone else experiences the label you've also been given. This is a really great video to me for that reason.
rare topic in the gaming space but it was good. people need to vent and get it out , bet someone will listen
Society was bad but after Covid it became way worse. People treat you like family but as soon as you get a disability and fall a month behind in rent they treat you like the plague. People suck. He wants me to move out but I’m not working due to cataracts and dmv took my license because of cataracts and he’d rather me and my cat live in my truck when it’s 110 degrees every day.
thanks for talking abt this!
I don’t drink or to drugs and games are my escape too. Even with cataracts. I mess up a lot because I can barely see but I still try to play.
Family is not always there for you.
Sending good vibes 🫡
Also eat salt with iodine in it. A lot of people don’t even realize that may be causing some problems.
Provavelmente você não vai ler esse comentário, mas sei como você se sente. A sensação de vazio eterno que você temta preencher com algo mas você nunca se sente satisfeito.... Basicamente jogar é a única maneira de você se sentir melhor, se sentir alguém de verdade ou uma pessoa melhor.
talks about depression...Playing destiny 2
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