Dear God please forgive ME for all the times I engaged in immoral acts as a child with other children. Forgive the older kids for the acts I witnessed. Forgive that younger girl for her immoral act against my will. Forgive ME for my immoral acts. Thank you for the gift of forgiveness. May her story begin the journey of healing for alot of people today! It did for me.
how old were u?? I think that’s they call playing doctor as children and they say it’s pretty common amongst children. Will someone still be a virgin if they did that as a child??
@@runningforyou2266 also we had a boarding school at our church, and the “locker rooms” were open to boys and girls, AND the showers too. Looking back there is no way we would’ve gotten away with this had CPS found out. Naptime was a joke because all the kids pretended to be sleep until the chaperones walked out to run errands. Disturbing all around. My childhood wasn’t horrible . I had many happy memories at the church. But there was some distinct occurrences that NEVER should’ve happened.
This story definitely resonated with me. I married young, age 23, because I didn’t want to continue sinning against God. I never once asked God if He wanted this for me. I stayed with that man for 17 years because 1)I knew God hated divorce 2) I took my marriage vows seriously 3) I believed God would save my marriage. Adultery, criminal activity, abandonment, a 7 year prison term were only the tip of the iceberg of what I encountered. I remained faithful. I never entertained other men, kept my kids in the church and surrounded myself with other believers. Like the young woman mentioned, food became my vice and I too became unrecognizable. God did get the glory from my experience and blessed me with two of the greatest gifts ever, my beautiful children. In the end, I eventually left and divorced him and my life has never been better. God has promised that my latter years will be better than my former years and He has sent me a love that He confirms is from Him. I also lost over 100 pounds and have fallen in love with the woman that God has purposed me to be. God gets all of the glory🙌🏽
Did I miss something? You divorced your husband and fell in love with a woman? How would that be pleasing to God? Hopefully you at least treat each other as sisters.
For child-on-child molestation to be so common, I'm wondering if parents need to start first - covering their families with prayers; second - having more conversations with their children about right/wrong; and lastly - monitoring their children's environment a little more frequently. The enemy is so busy, but the blood of Jesus redeems ALL. 😭🙌🏾
Amen, parents/ mothers your priority is your children...If you were molested as a child & you continues to not protect your children searching for identity & they to become molested...This becomes a Generational DNA'...Your 1st. Ministry is Your Children...Not a Name for Yourself'..Too many children killed, molested, in unsafe foster care because their mothers' poor priorities.😢.😢😢😢😢❤
I can relate to her story.😢God hates divorce because He knows what it does to our hearts but He does not hate people.. I stayed in the marriage for 5 years when there was a lot of sexual immorality my husband was addicted. We divorced. But it took years to recover from the insecurities that that left me with. I understand what God meant when he said we must love God and be loved by God above any other relationship..
I thank God for your connection to my testimony because it shows we do not endure alone. Trials and storms may break us, but the Potter, our Heavenly Father, takes those broken pieces and puts them back together again. Making us whole in Him. Once we truly understand and receive the unconditional love of God we realize that there is truly NO GREATER LOVE! The love that first loved us 💛
Very well said. I am in a similar situation but I and my husband are expecting our 2nd baby together so at the moment we are quiet but I cannot hide the pain he has caused by cheating on me while pregnant. He talks about leaving me but I pray the Lord makes him repent and I can truly forgive
I can relate to parts of her story. I come from a very broken family and generations of divorce. I waited until very late in my 30’s to marry and did everything in my power to have a biblical marriage. I hated divorce. When I got married I thought I would be different from my family. Stay married. My spouse was insecure and became very controlling. Everything I did was wrong in his eyes. He eventually wanted a divorce. Prior to being married we went to church together, did marital classes with our pastor, refrained from sex until marriage, etc. Yet, I chose wrong and it went very badly. It’s crushing when you think you are following what Jesus wants for you and yet it falls apart. Looking back, my spouse did not have a relationship with Jesus. He just went through the motions and his true colors came out when life got challenging.
It is challenging when you do right by God and your significant other does not have even desires to please the father first. It is not good for man to be alone and that’s why he sent the son of man. Life is a vapor. Jesus is coming so very soon 🔜 🙏🏼
Same with me. My ex husband pretended to serve Jesus. He was going thru motions. He abused me terribly. Cheating too. I wanted biblical marriage, he didn't. We have to be careful because people pretend to love Jesus. It's rampant these last days. After divorce I came across many men faking it. Many. Be careful y'all.
Wow, never give up, though! And I pray God fills your heart completely and Heals your brokenheartedness. See, Jesus wants our hearts, truly. Give your all to Jesus in the seasons to come. And he also chooses spouses. ❤ Now doesn't mean that they are gonna be perfect but union between 2 very different people can get messy. Without Jesus definitely falls apart. Keep Enjoying your season with the Lord. ❤
@@jonathankabasele985 There is always 2 sides. But she's telling her side. I didn't read her bash him, he just wasn't right. I'm sure she took accountability for her role as she chose him and married him. She is now sharing her testimony. 🙏🏽
This showed up just in time. GOD told me to run from my husband. My husband is still hunting/taunting me using God to try to get me back. It like another level of mental abuse. I was litterly just crying. I knew God wasn't in my marraige. I know i have to let it go but so many people have their opinions. Which muddy the clear message I got from God. I am glad this reaffirms that God will not hold me to a marriage he did not orchestrate.
One thing my pastor always says is that God HATES divorce but he will always LOVE the divorcee no matter what. God loves you ❤ and a divorce will NEVER take that love away .
I Praise God for this witness, once i really thought divorce is a curse but when the Lord come into my life delivered me from the abusive life and took me out of the death pit and took me out of that man's house and started healing me and saying me that he will bless me with new life! Blessed be the Lord !
30:19 to 30:25 "In the moments when I said - "God I'm done with You" - You were still there for me". THAT'S HEEEEAVY!! Thank You heavenly Father for NEVER, EVER giving up on me when l gave up on us BOTH!!🙌🏾😭
The Bible says that you can get a divorce when there’s adultery. That’s why it’s important that you read the word for yourself. Staying the a toxic marriage (where there is adultery) is not the Will of God. The Bible also says the men should not be harsh with their wives. God hates divorce but doesn’t want that for marriage.
True I had to divorce my husband because he tried raping my 9 yr old daughter and didn't see anything wrong with it also he was sending his dxxx pics to many women it was hurtful I did try to work on our marriage many times before all this but he wasn't up to it he just wanted to do his way ,I prayed and fasted for God's will in our marriage to be restored but it wasn't God's plan he showed me who this man really was a predator and we divorced after I caught him trying to force himself onto my daughter I went crazy but God is good he knows what is best ,his word says can 2 walk together if they don't agree you can't stay in a marriage with someone who does not want to work with you to make it work
Oh my gosh! You poor sweetheart and your daughter. Please make sure you break off everything connected with him to both of you through deliverance. @@admar6934
I agree. I am separated from my husband pending divorce. He cheated and was verbally and emotionally abusive. At one time he even got physical. I prayed to God through out the years, wondering if I was going to go through that pain for the rest of my life. I personally believe it was God who gave me the strength to let go of that marriage because it had negative effects on me and the kids. So here I am. Single mum and God is taking care of me and my kids.
The Bible also says that God is sovereign, and he is a forgiver of sin. We have to stop letting the world have these strong holds on us. That makes us believe that God is not good, and that God is not a father to us my earthly father would not want me to stay in trash, regardless of what it is so if my earthly father doesn’t want that for me, and I know the heavenly father, who is much better than him, would never want that for me as well.
The way the devil isolates us, make us feel unwanted and feed us his lies is crazy - he is a mater illusionist! The devil had me believing God hated me for such a long time - somethings I still battle with religious OCD but Im learning so much about God's faithful love. Praise God for my deliverance!
God loves you so much and the enemy is just jealous that he rejected that love and now he has to live with that decision for eternity and doesn't want us to have the access that he doesn't. Continue to open your heart to receive the Love of Christ. That unconditional, indescribable, love. The feeling of true safety, security, and peace. God's love will never run out for you. 💛
People y'all better get the true meaning of what's going on this is not the way ,Jesus do things descent and in order this is our of order,this young man has no ideal what he's talking about he just getting paid
So much I can relate too. I went to a Catholic School and My mom used to pick up the kids of a family friend. One day she went to pick them up, but we didn't have school that day and I had nowhere else to do so I stayed with them. I was about five years old, and they were watching Nightmare on Elm Street, I was terrified and didn't want to watch the movie so one of the older girls said she would take me to the other room to play. She said we were going to play "doctor". She brought out that fake kit we all had in the 80's and got undressed and wanted me to examine her. At my little young age, I was extremely grossed out and did not want to play this game. I decided watching nightmare on elm street was a better fate. I could tell she got really nervous when I told her I didn't want to play and I wanted to watch the movie. After that, I began having night terrors and sleep paralysis. I also didn't think God was real if he let that happen. It wasn't until I was in my mid 20's that I found truth and how to protect myself against evil entities. I feel a lot of us have been tricked this way. I feel we believers need to pray for those to be set free from the traps of the enemy.
Wow, thank you for sharing that! It's no coincidence that the enemy tries to attack us since we were babies. Its biblical! he knows the destiny God has over our lives so he tries with every tactic he can to try to stop it. BUT GOD! I praise God that you came into the love of Jesus and began to understand His love for you. I pray that you continue to be delivered and set free from any attack of the enemy and that you become impenetrable to his attacks to the point where the bounce right off you. Prayer is a might weapon that we are privileged with and I stand with you in prayer for those who are in bondage to be set free 🙏🏾
I can relate to her childhood so much it hurts. Thankful for his forgiveness. Her discussing how she felt empty and couldn't figure out what it was is so real! I was searching for him too for a very long time and didn't even know it. BUT GOD will find you and snatch you out of the world and reveal his glory to you. Thank you for sharing such a powerful beautiful testimony.
BUT GOD! All glory and honor to Him! So thankful for His forgiveness and unconditional love. I praise Him for the void He fills that makes us whole. May God continue to reveal that love to you over and over again 💛
I had a similar incident happen to me when I was a child as well. I was either 12/13 years old when it happened. I won't go into much detail. Only to say it was a family friend and he, yes he molested me and I thought it was a normal thing. Afterwards, I walked for over 35 years in that way!!! Until the Lord Jesus Christ brought me COMPLETELY out of Homosexuality! Not even the temptation remains to this day!!! Although there are other things God helps me through them ALL!!! He CAN Help you too!!! If you want it!!! He CAN Help ANYONE Just get yourself or your friend to a Bible Believing Church and Repent and Believe and be Baptized in his name and blood symbolically speaking!!! i.e. going down in water!!! And Brother/Sister you will be SAVED!!!!!!! Do Not return to your Old way of Life!!! God EXPECTS you now to Walk with Him!!! Until he Comes to Collect his BRIDE!!! Amen!!!
I went thru same. Childhood molestation and more. A spirit of lust imprints itself in your soul. Attracting others with same spirit. Bind and dismantle it in Jesus's name.
God does hate divorce but He also hates adultery and doesn't want His to have to endure such things. Being cheated on is biblical grounds for divorce but He will also honor those marriages that choose to forgive each other and push through and continue on together. I'm looking forward to hearing this one cause I've been divorced and many times I've wondered if it was right for me to get remarried but I've already remarried and i don't think two sins cancels the previous sin out so i genuinely repented and am still in my now marriage serving Jesus with all my heart with my wife that also serves Him with all her heart.
Same here. I thought I did the right thing by marrying and having children with my then husband. Well, sad to say he cheated on me and had another child with the other woman. Leaving me broken-hearted, confused. I had no choice but to push through with my three children. God made a way for me when I didn't know it (I wasn't born again then).
@@trestarichardson406 I'm sorry for those headaches you've endured. I've been divorced but wasn't at my consent and free will. I know the heartache very well. It felt like literal death but without physically dying. The pain would not stop. I thought my heart would explode. I did not think I could make it through it but Jesus.... Jesus is amazing and makes ALL things new!
@@willhall7777I completely understand.. me and my husband have been separated 2 1/2 years now and I have stalled because I have been contemplating if God will honor another marriage or if I will have to stay single the rest of my life since he hates Divorce
Today marriage and family don't resemble YAH married at all. Most men and women r contrary to the call. The one and only rewrite our past n. Futures. There's a sacrifice but not for
When she said " her faith was not in man and i had to realize to my faith was not in God my faith was in man and so thats why it was so easy that when man disappointed me my faith was GONE. So im showing her your faith has to be soley in GOD. " at about 36min
Amen! I played house with my cousins too. Thank you Lord for forgiving us. Sis I got married at 20 too and divorced my former husband after 6 years. We was together over a decade. He wasn’t a believer though. I had to realize too that I never asked God about him. Thank you Jesus for bringing us through and helping us to overcome those trials. God bless you all!
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE: Divorce: 31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE). READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
great testimony. Back in the 80's God told me not to marry a certain women. I didn't listen to god, and I spent the next 25 years going through hell on earth. it completely ruined my life. sin is not worth it.
But God works all things together for good and for HIS glory! Only a miraculous GOD could turn water into wine and bring beauty from ashes! May GOD bless you and show you his love and draw you into HIS precious embrace! All our healing starts here!
I love the way you articulated your story. Many of us experienced childhood trauma, and it extended into our adult lives. I think the Lord for salvation. May he continue to use you for his Glory!
There is something demonic and so evil that adultery does to people in marriage, it kills the person's soul in ways beyound explanation. It is my prayer that no one child of God has to go through it. Amen.
I too pray that no one ever has to endure adultery to any degree. I am thankful to serve a God who will take that pain and hurt and use it for His glory. The word says He is near the brokenhearted. Thank you for watching my testimony 💛
Married and divorced twice. Both times the Holy Spirit tried to warn me and talk me out of it but I did not listen. But God still took care of me and blessed me with beautiful daughters and grandchildren. I can now tell them to let God pick who you date and who you marry.
Such an unintelligent comment, you do know the Holy Spirit comes from The Most High, so if the Holy Spirit tried to warn you and you did what u wanted to do why do you think The Most High came back and done something for you when you was disobedient to his spirit?? Make that make sense, that was not the Holy Spirit who came and worked things out, that was your father who this world was given to! Second if your first husband is still alive you can’t remarry, and you divorced 2 times!! You need to go and study the world and repent, that’s not Tge Most Hogh who talking to you, you right it’s God but it’s the God of this world and not The GOD of the Bible!!
God hates divorce, separate but no remarry because you' feel you're bless still don't change the word of God,Your are married to your spouse as long as he or she lives,no in between,happy then it's not from God,He hates divorce people
I'm a 61 years old woman, and this story touched me sooo Much, that i began to cry, and talk to Jesus and the Holy Spirit, about my own life. Thank you so very Much. God bless you and your lovely daughter❤
Feel like it was the separation of the wheat & Chaff ... the goat & the sheep. My direct report told me he believed it was the book of Revelation. I read that book as soon as I got off the phone & God dropped the veil for me. The very same person who said that to me was the first to roll up his sleeve to attend sporting events and travel for our work. I refused to get the vax and that same person took my job!
@@laurenbrown869 I agree!! And I've seen a ton of people wake up and realize that they didn't need to be under a pastor but discovered they grew and learned much more directly from The Teacher, The Holy Spirit. He is coming back soon...
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE: Divorce: 31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE). READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
God rescued me too. I was also non vocal about things I was dealing with. I was depressed for years but no one knew. The pressure of keeping "it" together is what forced me to keep going and ignore myself. I became very ill as a result. When I tell you that Jesus rescued me and made me whole again, He recovered the years that I lost. He propelled me forward. HE IS EVERYTHING.
OMG!! This testimony is so much like mine to the point that I wrote a book about it in 2020. I'm so grateful for this reminder of how good He is. I'm sure this will be so freeing and will be a blessing for so many. Thank you for this! May God continue to bless you and your family. 🙏🏾
If you read the scriptures around that verse in Malachi it becomes very clear what God hates is when people treat a spouse like an object to use then dispose of. Man has used it to keep women ashamed and supporting the unrepentant. Even God does not support the unrepentant. Scripture translates scripture, read carefully. Don’t just take things as man says. This author who is respected by Lysa Turkheurst (and other theologians), who is a Christian sister helps on her channel to get a clearer understanding on marriage here’s one video on divorce and what the Bible says: th-cam.com/video/pQCzwDVd58I/w-d-xo.htmlsi=c4LK-egOSyMRBOVL *Edit: typos and to add a link.
Bro please be careful when speaking for The Most High! That is an incorrect statement! He speaks thru is thru his word, give book, chapter and verse for that statement you can’t because it’s not written!! You are a liar and the truth is not in you! Scripture says if they come preaching another gospel and that’s what that is, you can’t read that know where in the Bible!!
@@yahuahforever3169 I’m fine with you not understanding what I’ve said. God gives grace to His children regarding those who sin against them. He gives grace for divorce in the old and new testament. I’d never want to lead someone against truth so if you doubt: go read your Bible. Follow my link to someone who teaches at length what is wrong concerning things in marriage. Read the entire chapter in Malachi concerning divorce. The translation from King James stated hates divorce but many say:““For the man who does not love his wife but divorces her, says the Lord, the God of Israel, covers his garment with violence, says the Lord of hosts. So guard yourselves in your spirit, and do not be faithless.”” Malachi 2:16 ESV THIS is a type of treatment. Leaving because he no longer LOVES. That is a wrong reason to leave. But you need to consider all of God’s word when making serious choices. God does NOT want us SUPPORTING sin. So, maybe separate a wicked one harming you. I don’t have the final say. Read and choose for yourself.
Stay in the word of God, especially when you are feeling your LOWEST. Pray, praise him, read your Bible, do daily devotions, ask God to direct your path. Don't look to the left or the right, but always look to the hills for where your help comes from. Believe that God has a husband just for you, however he needs for you to be spiritually ready for this Godly man, and he needs to be spiritually ready for you, but God will give us the desires of our heart, because he keeps his promises. He is an on time God. Abraham and Sarah had their baby 😊 not when they were young, but it happened on God' timing. Continue to be blessed 😊🙏🙏🙏
Amen. I had a similar experience in that I married out of the will of God . I didn't go to hell but I did go through hell. I also had to take responsibility for my sin and recover from the fall and move on past the hurt and allow God to heal and restore me. Never give up on God because He will never give up on you.... Abundant GRACE 👑
I so appreciated this testimony and my heart felt such compassion for her. I'm in a relatable situation and so it spoke to me, personally. I thank God for saving and helping this precious woman and now she is helping others to be free!
Wow, what a great testimony! This is a friend of a friend. I was looking at her and I was like where do I know her from. I remember her showing her before pics and I couldn’t believe it and now I hear her testimony! What it took for her to get that way then get to where God brought her. This is so cool! Hearing what God brought her from! Wow! Thanks for your testimony about Your daughter too. I can relate to that too!
Testimonies are actually so helpful and healing. From watching a previous testimony, I learned about child-on-child molestation. I just thought that was something I did in the past that was bad and sexually immoral even when I came to Christ. Not knowing it’s a form of abuse. Wow
I actually didn't realize it was a form of abuse until after Holy Spirit revealed it to me. I too until that point thought it was something that "just happened" and maneuvered it as that. I'm so glad God is exposing so many tactics of the enemy so that they can be destroyed from blood lines in Jesus name!
Delafe testimonies, I was so gutted to see no testimony yesterday, glad to see the notification today. Thank you so much for your hard work, it is making a difference ❤️
I am going through the same journey too. God is keeping me alive by his grace and mercy. Pray for your spouse's salvation. We are to remain unmarried or reconcile not remarry (this is God's word) He has a plan. Wait on him and trust him.
Once again…..I relate to this story in so many ways. Lord, please let your will be done for us and give us eyes to see and ears to hear, let us be obedient and worship only you. Protect us in the name of Jesus. Give us strength and power and love and wisdom. Holy is your name Jesus.
Thank you for your testimony, I had a similar bitterness-apathy-combo after my divorce despite a lifetime of being a christian beforehand but it took a decade for me to leave abuse because God hates divorce and it wasn't until I truly came back to God that I healed. Christ's love is by far the best.
Amen I was also molested from age 6-12.. n I thought it was normal too so much that I started having sex at 13 n I thought that it was right to making men happy n slept with alot of ppl till I started being called a *ho*e n then I realized from my female friends mom called n told my dad n that's when I realized I was getting molested in multiple ways n I found that the Lord still considers us to still be a virgin since we didn't willfully do it but I did engage but didn't know it was wrong n I wasn't of age of accountability .. but so once I realized I was sleeping around n really felt dirty.. then I got raped at 13 n then again at 15.. its among story but my mom never was a mom n after she found out n it was her side of the family that was molested me so I held a grudge against her for a long time n started doing drugs n alcohol n did then till I was in my 30's n one day I was in bad withdrawal n cried out to Jesus n surrender allowing him into my life , with in 24 hrs I was delivered n set free n I became born again n all my worldly desires switched to Holy desires n I was being completely changed from the inside out, I knew it was the Holy Spirit changing me cause I could have never stopped drugs on my own so he gets alll the glory.. hes still working with in me he also took all the "friends" i had n started taking them out of my life till I had no friends cause he was started to change my situations n surroundings n the Holy Spirit led me to a channel called @Chris Garcia hes a wonderful pastor n he thought me how to be with the Lord n how to worship then I was led to a church n the Lord gave a few of the spiritual gifts like one is faith its 1 of the gifts of the Holy Spirit n I started learning about how ppl get healed n then I was healed a few times from different things like he healed my kidneys back to functioning at 100% n i have learning disabilities having trouble understanding what I read n I hate to real always have n he showed me n said if I read the Bible I will understand it so I'm reading it every morning n sometimes through the day. So when the Lord saved me it was so beyond what I could never do or think !! The Lord wants a personal relationship with all of us n if u come to him just as u are still living in sin he will forgive u n transform u n completely change ur life to something u could never imagine!! But u gotta let him.. u gotta surrender ur will for his n as u let him lead u u will learn to trust him.. always say yes to God n u will live a completely fulfilling life! All the years of drugs n alcohol that I did I realized I was searching n trying to fill a huge void n tried everything to fill it but 9nly God can fill the voids n he will show u how loved u are! Hes amazing n I pray this testimony helps atleast 1 person, I pray this in Jesus mighty Holy perfect powerful righteous Beautiful loyal worthy faithful merciful Name ABOVE ALL NAMES Amen ✝️🧎♀️🙌🙏🙌🛐🎉❤ p.s he also tool away my mental illnesses he took my depression n all my anxiety ect... trust him n u will never EVER regret it!!❤❤❤❤
Thank God for you Marie. "The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: The Lord make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: The Lord lift up his countenance upon thee and give thee peace." Numbers 6:24-26
Whew! "It was me who left, but You never left....even in the moments where I said 'God, I'm done with you,' You were STILL there for me." Praise be to the faithful, covenant-keeping God!! When we are faithless, He remains faithful! Sister, thank you for your testimony to the praise of God's glorious grace!
I’m praying for all people to be saved: my spouse was cheating, on crack, spending all money on drugs- I had to work (2) jobs to pay bills- feed the kids, clothe the kids.. it was years later but I got a divorce- he wouldn’t leave so I left.. I despised him so much because he was free to leave- I talked with him and told him he was free to leave me, so I could have a life…
I can relate to some part of her testimony and my prayer is that God honestly show me what my purpose is. There is an emptiness that needs to be filled up by Him. I need to feel that warm embrace and the assurance that I am His and He’s got me.
😢😢🛐 "...You never asked Me if that was the person I had for you. You never once invited Me into that marriage. ...But I'm still going to gain the glory for Myself; I'm still going to bless you with the gift of a child. ..."❤😢🛐✝️🌹💒 Thank you for the courage and humility for such an honest sharing. Thank you. Sorry for all your pain! Thank you for giving it all to God again. God bless you richly.❤😢✝️🌹
God said let no man put asunder what He put together!... Most of the time He wasn't the one who put it together (most people pick who they want vs who God picked) so then those marriages are out of His protection because He didn't put it together to begin with!
AMEN!!! My ex-stepfather molested me for years and my mom divorced him. The church literally used scriptures from the bible to tell her to stay with him. That marriage was not a God-ordained marriage.
Amen That's one of the things the Lord taught me Lots of marriage , God didn't PUT TOGETHER Some choose out their own will, some we put together by match-making, some stumbled together, some just together etc As believers in Christ we should wait on the Lord and allow Him to show us, who is our spouse
That party where she talked about God getting the glory and showing her favor and giving her a child made me cry. I have been heavily wrestling why God gave me twins in a toxic relationship and that part made me feel the reason ❤
🥹 i'm so happy you could resonate with that. Children are truly a gift from God. Before they were formed in your womb God had a plan, and though the plan may not have made sense to you (ie. toxic relationship) God still saw it fit for them to be here and chose you for that assignment to see it through. To God be the glory! Praying many blessings over you and your children. May you train them up in the way they should go 💛
I can totally understand her testimony. My husband raped me after I came home from spinal fusion. I stayed for 20 years and was angry at why God did not heal the marriage and change him. After 4 years of searching and looking for some love in all the wrong people, I let it all out and told God how angry I was and how hurt. My husband when I confronted him said "well that was a mistake". A MISTAKE? He wouldn't work and support us and I was sooooo angry. The Lord let me vent and when I was done He said "I will not interfere with a person's will". That one statement brought me back to where I needed to be. I understand this lovely woman's testimony.
This testimony just made me realize that there was molestation in my childhood! Thank you Jesus for showing me why I did what I did as a teen and ypung adult!
I had that same experience with Him. He wrapped His arms around me, I felt my back against His chest, His arms around me, He held me, it was so warm, comforting and safe. At that moment, I knew without a doubt that God was real.
I can relate to this testimony as I too was married to a man who is a preacher of sorts... who cheated repeatedly on me in the marriage initially within the first 8 months of being married, with several women, lied repeatedly, changed the goal posts,and attempted to sabotage my character once challenged...basically an evil narcissist. I hold no malice for the guy but really do question the person who 'introduced' me to him... It was demonic set up and whilst I forgive them, really see both these men as colluding in a demonic prank which could have had terrible consequences for my life....but for God.
This is one of the most powerful testimonials I've had the enjoyment of listening to. She is awesome, and im so glad our king Jesus showed her grace. AMEN!
I appreciate this testimony. It seemed raw, real, and honest. This testimony enlightened me. I've never been married, but I did resonate with a lot of things she said. Seek, ask, and you will receive the glory of god. GOD BLESS YOU. 🙌
I've never been married either so that's why every time the video popped up in my recommended I would scroll past it, but today when it popped up again I clicked on it and so glad I did. There was so much more then I expected and such a blessing.
I loveeee this interview soo much and I’m soo sorry that you went through any of that! But you had too, to reach lots of people with your story, young girls, young women and even boys and men! Thank you so much for sharing your story, it truly touched my heart to hear about the God WE serve and that He was able to prove/ show you exactly where He was throughout your life just shows how good He really is.. May God continue to bless you ❤️
God Bless You and your precious daughter ✝️ Thank You for sharing your testimony ❤ it is very encouraging! I could feel the Father’s presence in your words. 💕
My heart truly breaks and this is so common among our children, it’s relatable especially being molested by a female from the age of 6 as well it set off an anger and fear inside that lasted throughout my adulthood
When she said God still have to get the glory and gave her a Child😭😭 Lord I have been asking why God gave me a daughter from a man who was just passing by😭.. thank you sister for your testimony❤❤❤
I literally just finished praying about my ex we are going through divorce right now & this came up. It has been the most exhausting experience 😩🙏🏾 by God’s grace
Just know that GOD authorizes divorce because of Adultery! Divorce doesn’t mean remarriage, scripture is clear the only time you can remarry is if your spouse dies! You are to remain divorced or reconcile with your spouse! If your spouse is still alive anybody you have sexual relations with you are committing Adultery! GOD isn’t going to let you out of the convenant you made with him that easy, you entered into a contract with him, do you want him breaking his promise to you?? I think not! Don’t take my word for it go research it on your bBible! Just fyi
@@yahuahforever3169 Yeah I don’t think there’s reconciliation when a child is involved , no thanks and God gave me another spouse like I learnt he can give and he can take away. I think it’s stupid to think that we own anyone or anything unless it’s for the glory of God, I’m African and we deffo know the importance of covenant and spirituality but that also can be broken taken the right protocols, God’s spirit and just like the chanting of words made during the covenant words can also be uttered to break the covenant. 🙄🙄🙄
He hates divorce but he also hates his chikdren getting hurt, thats not love. And he loves us this much ➕. I am going through divorce and I prayed about it and it took me 6 months to go forth. God finally allowed me to know it was okay to go forward because he has more for me than the abuse. Amen Glory HALLELUJAH
Know that COD speaks to is thru his word( BIBLE) if you read it, he will tell you what is permitted and what is not, what you think or how you feel is irrelevant only what his word says!
If it matches in his word, you know it's from God. Moving on to another marriage, I would do some deep spiritual studying on this and the scriptures will reveal not what you feel but what is biblically real.
God hates divorce. He says to the man thou shalt not treat her (the woman) treacherously. Why did he say so ? Because it can lead to divorce when people treat one another treacherously. Again there is an exception to divorce when Christ says it’s ok to leave. He said except for fornication. However this does not overlook the ground of forgiveness if the wrong doer is repentant and if the wrong is wiling to remain. Also Paul gave his own opinion. For those with the unbelieving it was granted to leave if there would. Howbeit the Lord would give his own stance saying it is permissible for the woman to leave if she wants nevertheless providing room for reconciliation. In the Old Testament divorce came by the hardness of the heart of man. This Christ addressed and it was ok for the woman to become another man’s wife
@@shelterblessed8623 Read Mark 10:11-12 and Luke 16:18 Jesus said it and not Paul. Also read Romans 7:2-3 and 1 Corinthians 7:10-15 and 39 of the same chapter and Tell me if you feel the same after reading it. :
@@Barmargroup Did you read the scripture you quoted. Did you hear the words of Christ in Mark ? When he said except for fornication ? Did he provide the only lawful basis which was not for any reason as it was in Deutoronomy 24 ? Yes he did ... Men would usually put their wives away for any reason but Christ said except for fornication ... He made it even stricter. Now Paul speaks in Corinthians 7 while he mentions the mind of the Lord as well. God hates divorce but he also said thou shalt not treat her treacherously . The woman at the well, no one knows her ordeal, but Christ said to her the one you are now with is not your husband.
Thank you so much for your testimony. The title attracted me because I've been trying to wrap my mind around my divorce. Some of it feels obvious -I picked the wrong person. I couldn't accept it, it's been 10 years. Because of how careful I was about picking a partner, I still missed the mark! That was very painful to admit. And I was also mad at God. I also went through molestation as a kid and, like you said, had no one to share it with. You repeating you searched for your why it's exactly what I've been trying to express, thanks for saying it the way you did. On parenting, your testimony resonated with me. I feel the only thing I got right is to be a good mom, and as you said, it shouldn't be my why, either. I realized how generational it is. And I am trying so hard to do it right, on my own free will! I'll listen to this again and again. You described my deepest thoughts! Be encouraged!
Praise God! Glory to God that you not just listened to my testimony but that you resonated with it. I pray that God brings you healing, freedom and peace. That He shows Himself to you in new ways and that through it all He continues covering you in His true love. God bless you
God love his creation, thats it.... He expects from You to love yourself and love your fellow humans...and to love HIM as well.... Behave, love, life is simple....
Wow. This really just spoke to me. Eating and drinking were my vice. These are the 2 things that I struggle with so immensely. And it all started with infidelity and not really knowing God. Like literally Christmas, Easter, Sunday school but I never understood, being introduced to adult content at an extremely young age by other young individuals. This is God rn speaking to me I know this. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m only about a third of the way but I am going to finish watching this. I’m realizing what the disconnect has been. Praise God for opening my eyes and using your story to help me! Thank you so much for sharing!!!!!!!
Glory to God! I'm so beyond humbled that through my testimony He spoke to you! And this right here is why I shared. If only for ONE person to find healing, freedom, understanding, or whatever they needed to be drawn closer to God and have Him pick up the pieces then it was all worth it! I am here for you, if you ever need/ want to talk please reach out to me & just know you aren't alone! Don't fall for the tactic of the enemy that brings shame, embarrassment, fear, guilt. Those aren't of God and by being open honest and transparent we cancel and destroy his lies! God bless you 💛
I, too, have experienced child on child molestation with cousins and neighbors most of them girls. At one point, I became the perpetrator as the child. I did reach out to some of them to apologize. I felt shame for years because of it. And finally got free. Those acts at the time led to perversion and homosexual ideations in my mind at a young age. I, too, thought i was gay at one point as I was grossed out by men. But God delivered me out of it quickly. I got free from masturbation at 12. And been free since. 🙌🏾 I resonate with her testimony as a child!
Praise God for delivering you and setting you free! Though it is sad that you resonate with that part of my testimony, I find solace in knowing that one I'm not alone and that the best part of the similarity is that God did not forsake us! May you continue being the chain breaker of your bloodline and destroy every curse the enemy tried to attack you with in Jesus name 🙏🏾
Considering that scripture says God hates divorce, except on account of adultery, I think it’s safe to say he hates the adultery even more than divorce. I’m not sure why so many people are taught to skip the rest of the scripture. Also the Bible talks about a man not providing for his family being worse than a non believer. There are multiple biblical reasons for a scriptural, at least separation if not full divorce. I have always understood it to mean God hates the acts that push a person to divorce. Not just the divorce itself.
I absolutely understand every experienced she going through. As a God fearing man she the kind of woman a man like me dream to be with. She is gifted. She has proof to be walking with Jesus Christ. I hope God will continue to reward her abundantly. And by the way she is so so beautiful inside and out.
Thank you for sharing your testimony.. the way your heart spilled over when you shared of Jesus coming to you was so apparent of the power of God. Bless you sis and keep fighting the fight!! ✝️♥️
OMG I went to through the same type of marriage which broke me. I drank wine every night and I was depressed and anxious and was just “existing” just like you said. I too could have killed myself or someone else driving under the influence but thank the Father, he always allowed me to make it home safely 🙏🏽. I divorced my ex husband and I had to sit with the same thing, GOD was never in nor did he ordain that marriage. I chose that man and I made a horrible choice. The devastation of the emotional, verbal, mental abuse and affairs took a real toll on my health and I was diagnosed with autoimmune disease. But all of this made me turn toward GOD and I had to do some self reflection, repenting and deliverance from spirits I didn’t know I was carrying and that took several years even after the divorce. but just like with you, he was with me through all of it. I never gave up on GOD and in fact I found favor with him and he is who gave me the strength to keep going when I would have been ok with not being here anymore. I’m in such a better place spiritually, mentally, emotionally and even physically and now I know what real love looks like through him. ❤
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE: Divorce: 31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE). READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
First of all I want to say thank you for choosing to share y9ur beautiful testimony woman of GOD. As you mentioned in your testimony GOD told you that HE was going to get the glory out of this and HE is. Isn't GOD good? Isn't HE patient, loving, kind, patient, trustworthy, and amazing? Isn't HE indeed an on time GOD? You see how it ALL works together for OUR good. HE even factored our mistakes and shortcomings into the equation. GOD indeed NEVER EVER makes mistakes. Stay strong. Keep going. I PRAY YOUR STRENGTH IN THE LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. Thank you, for, choosing to be open, humble, honest and transparent.
The devil comes to lie steal an destroy us ❤😇❤🤗❤ Jeremiah 29:11-13 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
I truly enjoyed listening to your story! Thank God for the outcome! Thank God for Salvation in Him! Which is why He died for us! We were Created to serve Him! So, I say to you my dear Sister, KEEP GOING! God Is truly, truly everything that we need!!!Thanks for sharing!!!
Accountability is repentance and an act of obedience!! Thank you for showing us the act of repentance and reminding us who is our reason. Thank you!!! Love to you Rin!! ❤
Girl. I have been there. That is why I wrote the song Where Are you Oh Lord. Andrea Foster. Thanks for sharing. This brought me to tears. you are a blessing to so many
That scripture is in Malachi but I believe people choose to take that scripture out of context. Just like they do with other scriptures in the Bible. The whole chapter explains what that scripture means in more detail to me. I pray that we choose to submit to the spirit if GOD daily, always, and constantly in JESUS' NAME. So that we can have a better understanding of who GOD is and HIS WORD. WE can't one or the other without choosing to do that on a daily basis.
Young lady thank you so much for your testimony in Jesus name. Your whole testimony resonates with my own life, and I am an elder now and have never spoken a word of what I went through throughout my life. I have never called the Lord into my situation and hearing you have made me realise where I have gone wrong and am going wrong. My marriage was the worst thing, I cry even today at the pain I endured and what my children endured. My dark place has held me for many years, even after getting baptised, I was still not in the right place. I have always felt alone and muted through horror, fear, embarrassment, not being believed and simply that no cared or could see and help me. In Jesus name I thank you through him for your words, it has helped me this day. May the Lord keep blessing you and may you keep reaching out to women as Jesus planned for you to do. Dear God thank you for leading me to this testimony, to know that others are going through or have gone through the situation I was in, and you have now removed that darkness from them, gives me hope. I believe that you will do the same for me and I am ready. In Jesus name I pray. Amen
Your testimony has really spoke me I went thru almost everything u did and it all led back to Jesus and I'm so thankful for that I love your testimony thank u ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you Linda for sharing your most amazing and insightful testmony. And special thanks to the host for asking insightful questions. To God be all the glory for his saving love and grace!
God hates divorce never the person. Divorce still happens even in the christian community . And sometimes God allows it . And adultery you do have permission to divorce.
I love your story. Thank you for being transparent. You may never know how many people you have Blessed. May God continue to Bless you on your journey. 😍
I’m blessed that God had this video in my feed and led me to watch it because I could relate on so many levels. She encouraged me deeply 🙏🏼📖❤️ Thank you God for her testimony and allowing me to get back focused on you and strengthing my relationship with you 🙌🏼
Praise God! Glory to God that from the word of my testimony He was able to speak to you through it. I pray that you continue to draw closer to Him and that your faith is fortified. That He gives you a deeper revelation of His Word and who He is and takes your relationship tot he next level in Jesus name. 💛
I clicked on this video because you looked like candace owens and im glad i did their was alot of similarities in your testimony and mine thank you for sharing it really helped me thank you
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE: Divorce: 31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE). READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV) CDM CHURCH TH-cam: th-cam.com/video/ZffNHxXa3aQ/w-d-xo.html
Her story is REAL and powerful! Because I remember so when I was raped, molested, abused and abused mentally & physically in my marriage, HE WAS FAITHFUL AND HAD NEVER LEFT ME! I had went thru a angry stage and HAD TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!! We all be so quick to blame God for everything that WE DO when it’s all SELF INFLICTED!!! God does give us FREE WILL!! We have to give God GLORY, HONOR & RESPECT! While we accusing him we need to be respecting him and take accountability!! I LOVE HER MESSAGE because it reminded me of my MESS I went thru!! God chooses US, we don’t choose him, and he patiently waits for us to “Come out among from them”!! CHOOSE JESUS TODAY!! 🔥🔥🔥🌹🌹🌹
Young Lady you Blessed my heart to hear your Testimony of what you experience. You are forever in my Prayers. It's all right to turn your back on Humanity never ever turn your back on The True And Living Eternal GOD because He will never ever turn His back on you. Yes Pray but let the Lord talk to you and listen to Him not with your Physical Ear but with your Spiritual Ear. I pray that your Testimony will Reach the Heart of everybody Especially The Heart of the Young Generation.
This testimony is A MIRACLE!!! TRUTH!!!! AND HAS OPENED A REVELATION/TIONSSSSS IN ME THAT HAVE SET MORE OF ME FREE IN CHRIST, THRU CHRIST, FOR CHRIST, AND JUST CHRIST.. MORE OF CHRIST, LESS OF ME, BCZ CHRIST IN ME IS ALL I NEED, IS WHATS BEST FOR ME, BCZ HE LOVES ME, AND ONLY ME!!! ...AND YOU!!!!! ...AND YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU, AND ALL OF US!!!!! HE IS ALL THINGS, AND ALL ANYBODY NEEDS, BCZ HE IS EVERYTHING!!!!
God is with us despite our circumstances. Jesus is there but our free will interferes until we surrender and then He intervenes. I had similar circumstances but when I surrendered my will to the Lord, He changed my “narrative”. Jesus Christ is the love of my life.
He loves you, and you are his, that's why you gone through so much for nothing. I admired and blessed your testimony . Jesus is love. And we all not make the best choice till he shoe us his light. Love you ❤and bless you by how much I've ❤️ been touched. Hallelujah. Amen
Thank you, Sista for your testimony, your word of encouragement, and your prayers. God bless you and your daughter, in Jesus's Holy precious and mighty name, Amen.
Sad reality is that certain believers exploit the word and hold abused woman in bondage whilst the spouse is allowed to cheat, abuse and control and when you don't know the word, this can be used to keep you in bondage. So important to study the word. God is not a God of bondage but a God of order, peace and freedom. My advice to anyone going through this is stand on the word and don't allow anyone to convince you otherwise and live free and truly experience the love of God.
Mike Winger has an exhaustive video (3 hrs long) covering everything a person might need to know about divorce and remarriage. I suggest it highly for anyone looking for answers. He even addresses the whole "perpetual adultery" argument that some people support or worry about. God bless you all.
Dear God please forgive ME for all the times I engaged in immoral acts as a child with other children. Forgive the older kids for the acts I witnessed. Forgive that younger girl for her immoral act against my will. Forgive ME for my immoral acts. Thank you for the gift of forgiveness. May her story begin the journey of healing for alot of people today! It did for me.
Amen 🙏🏾
AMEN!
how old were u?? I think that’s they call playing doctor as children and they say it’s pretty common amongst children. Will someone still be a virgin if they did that as a child??
Started about 4 years old. Ended when I moved around 12.
@@runningforyou2266 also we had a boarding school at our church, and the “locker rooms” were open to boys and girls, AND the showers too. Looking back there is no way we would’ve gotten away with this had CPS found out. Naptime was a joke because all the kids pretended to be sleep until the chaperones walked out to run errands. Disturbing all around. My childhood wasn’t horrible . I had many happy memories at the church. But there was some distinct occurrences that NEVER should’ve happened.
This story definitely resonated with me. I married young, age 23, because I didn’t want to continue sinning against God. I never once asked God if He wanted this for me. I stayed with that man for 17 years because 1)I knew God hated divorce 2) I took my marriage vows seriously 3) I believed God would save my marriage. Adultery, criminal activity, abandonment, a 7 year prison term were only the tip of the iceberg of what I encountered. I remained faithful. I never entertained other men, kept my kids in the church and surrounded myself with other believers. Like the young woman mentioned, food became my vice and I too became unrecognizable. God did get the glory from my experience and blessed me with two of the greatest gifts ever, my beautiful children. In the end, I eventually left and divorced him and my life has never been better. God has promised that my latter years will be better than my former years and He has sent me a love that He confirms is from Him. I also lost over 100 pounds and have fallen in love with the woman that God has purposed me to be. God gets all of the glory🙌🏽
Amen!!! Hallelujah 🤍🤍
Did I miss something? You divorced your husband and fell in love with a woman? How would that be pleasing to God? Hopefully you at least treat each other as sisters.
@@betrion7 the woman that I am in love with is myself. I said that “I have fallen in love with the woman that God has purposed me to be.”
@@lashawndascroggins3590 ahh, sorry for misunderstanding - I didn't want to call you out but English is my third language and I've misread that 😅🙏
Not a problem, God bless 🙌🏽
For child-on-child molestation to be so common, I'm wondering if parents need to start first - covering their families with prayers; second - having more conversations with their children about right/wrong; and lastly - monitoring their children's environment a little more frequently. The enemy is so busy, but the blood of Jesus redeems ALL. 😭🙌🏾
Amen, parents/ mothers your priority is your children...If you were molested as a child & you continues to not protect your children searching for identity & they to become molested...This becomes a Generational DNA'...Your 1st. Ministry is Your Children...Not a Name for Yourself'..Too many children killed, molested, in unsafe foster care because their mothers' poor priorities.😢.😢😢😢😢❤
All of this!
I agree and I do have these conversations periodically with my children.
Facts it’s true your spot on
I have a question - what is sooooo irresistible about being a low life that then brings on even more feelings of Low Self Esteem ?
I can relate to her story.😢God hates divorce because He knows what it does to our hearts but He does not hate people.. I stayed in the marriage for 5 years when there was a lot of sexual immorality my husband was addicted. We divorced. But it took years to recover from the insecurities that that left me with. I understand what God meant when he said we must love God and be loved by God above any other relationship..
Thank you for sharing, and yes it does take a long time to recover from insecurities.
I thank God for your connection to my testimony because it shows we do not endure alone. Trials and storms may break us, but the Potter, our Heavenly Father, takes those broken pieces and puts them back together again. Making us whole in Him. Once we truly understand and receive the unconditional love of God we realize that there is truly NO GREATER LOVE! The love that first loved us 💛
3 years for me. But I knew I had to get out that marriage… it was not covered by the LORD.
Very well said.
I am in a similar situation but I and my husband are expecting our 2nd baby together so at the moment we are quiet but I cannot hide the pain he has caused by cheating on me while pregnant. He talks about leaving me but I pray the Lord makes him repent and I can truly forgive
@@elizabetp1919 i’m praying for you… it’s tough but you deserve better than that.
I can relate to parts of her story. I come from a very broken family and generations of divorce. I waited until very late in my 30’s to marry and did everything in my power to have a biblical marriage. I hated divorce. When I got married I thought I would be different from my family. Stay married. My spouse was insecure and became very controlling. Everything I did was wrong in his eyes. He eventually wanted a divorce. Prior to being married we went to church together, did marital classes with our pastor, refrained from sex until marriage, etc. Yet, I chose wrong and it went very badly. It’s crushing when you think you are following what Jesus wants for you and yet it falls apart. Looking back, my spouse did not have a relationship with Jesus. He just went through the motions and his true colors came out when life got challenging.
It is challenging when you do right by God and your significant other does not have even desires to please the father first. It is not good for man to be alone and that’s why he sent the son of man. Life is a vapor. Jesus is coming so very soon 🔜 🙏🏼
Same with me. My ex husband pretended to serve Jesus. He was going thru motions. He abused me terribly. Cheating too. I wanted biblical marriage, he didn't. We have to be careful because people pretend to love Jesus. It's rampant these last days. After divorce I came across many men faking it. Many. Be careful y'all.
Wow, never give up, though! And I pray God fills your heart completely and Heals your brokenheartedness. See, Jesus wants our hearts, truly. Give your all to Jesus in the seasons to come. And he also chooses spouses. ❤ Now doesn't mean that they are gonna be perfect but union between 2 very different people can get messy. Without Jesus definitely falls apart. Keep Enjoying your season with the Lord. ❤
Always two side to a story 😊
@@jonathankabasele985 There is always 2 sides. But she's telling her side. I didn't read her bash him, he just wasn't right.
I'm sure she took accountability for her role as she chose him and married him. She is now sharing her testimony. 🙏🏽
This showed up just in time. GOD told me to run from my husband. My husband is still hunting/taunting me using God to try to get me back. It like another level of mental abuse. I was litterly just crying. I knew God wasn't in my marraige. I know i have to let it go but so many people have their opinions. Which muddy the clear message I got from God. I am glad this reaffirms that God will not hold me to a marriage he did not orchestrate.
*HUGS* Fast and pray Sis!! God is working. During your fast, you're going to hear His voice ❤
One thing my pastor always says is that God HATES divorce but he will always LOVE the divorcee no matter what. God loves you ❤ and a divorce will NEVER take that love away .
I Praise God for this witness, once i really thought divorce is a curse but when the Lord come into my life delivered me from the abusive life and took me out of the death pit and took me out of that man's house and started healing me and saying me that he will bless me with new life! Blessed be the Lord !
@arulreiza7973 I believe he will. I said a little prayer for you. ❤️ ...Sharing helps so much, so thank you.
@MossPoleEjay Thank you. Fasting is hard, but I understand it is essential. You are reaffirming what's been shown to me. Thank you.
30:19 to 30:25 "In the moments when I said - "God I'm done with You" - You were still there for me". THAT'S HEEEEAVY!! Thank You heavenly Father for NEVER, EVER giving up on me when l gave up on us BOTH!!🙌🏾😭
GOD IS A MERCIFUL GOD........................HE LOVES YOU EVEN IF YOU ARE IMPERFECT!! PSALM 51 (NKJV)
Hallelujah 🙏🏽
The Bible says that you can get a divorce when there’s adultery. That’s why it’s important that you read the word for yourself. Staying the a toxic marriage (where there is adultery) is not the Will of God. The Bible also says the men should not be harsh with their wives. God hates divorce but doesn’t want that for marriage.
True I had to divorce my husband because he tried raping my 9 yr old daughter and didn't see anything wrong with it also he was sending his dxxx pics to many women it was hurtful I did try to work on our marriage many times before all this but he wasn't up to it he just wanted to do his way ,I prayed and fasted for God's will in our marriage to be restored but it wasn't God's plan he showed me who this man really was a predator and we divorced after I caught him trying to force himself onto my daughter I went crazy but God is good he knows what is best ,his word says can 2 walk together if they don't agree you can't stay in a marriage with someone who does not want to work with you to make it work
Oh my gosh! You poor sweetheart and your daughter. Please make sure you break off everything connected with him to both of you through deliverance. @@admar6934
I agree. I am separated from my husband pending divorce. He cheated and was verbally and emotionally abusive. At one time he even got physical. I prayed to God through out the years, wondering if I was going to go through that pain for the rest of my life. I personally believe it was God who gave me the strength to let go of that marriage because it had negative effects on me and the kids. So here I am. Single mum and God is taking care of me and my kids.
Remarriage is adultery. The one allowance was fornication like Mary and Joseph b4 sex
The Bible also says that God is sovereign, and he is a forgiver of sin. We have to stop letting the world have these strong holds on us. That makes us believe that God is not good, and that God is not a father to us my earthly father would not want me to stay in trash, regardless of what it is so if my earthly father doesn’t want that for me, and I know the heavenly father, who is much better than him, would never want that for me as well.
The way the devil isolates us, make us feel unwanted and feed us his lies is crazy - he is a mater illusionist!
The devil had me believing God hated me for such a long time - somethings I still battle with religious OCD but Im learning so much about God's faithful love.
Praise God for my deliverance!
The devil told me God could never heal my childhood sexual abuse. He did!
God loves you so much and the enemy is just jealous that he rejected that love and now he has to live with that decision for eternity and doesn't want us to have the access that he doesn't. Continue to open your heart to receive the Love of Christ. That unconditional, indescribable, love. The feeling of true safety, security, and peace. God's love will never run out for you. 💛
Halleluuujah 🙌
PLEASE READ PSALM 51 FOR MERCY OF GOD!!!
@@danilaroche1156can u share with me your testimony
Why did this video have me in tears? It's because I see myself in her..
Jesus is my EVERYTHING.
My protector
My friend
My advocate.
People y'all better get the true meaning of what's going on this is not the way ,Jesus do things descent and in order this is our of order,this young man has no ideal what he's talking about he just getting paid
I went to high school with this young lady. I’m so happy to see how far she’s gotten. I only clicked to confirm it is her. Hey Laurinda
So much I can relate too. I went to a Catholic School and My mom used to pick up the kids of a family friend. One day she went to pick them up, but we didn't have school that day and I had nowhere else to do so I stayed with them. I was about five years old, and they were watching Nightmare on Elm Street, I was terrified and didn't want to watch the movie so one of the older girls said she would take me to the other room to play. She said we were going to play "doctor". She brought out that fake kit we all had in the 80's and got undressed and wanted me to examine her. At my little young age, I was extremely grossed out and did not want to play this game. I decided watching nightmare on elm street was a better fate. I could tell she got really nervous when I told her I didn't want to play and I wanted to watch the movie. After that, I began having night terrors and sleep paralysis. I also didn't think God was real if he let that happen. It wasn't until I was in my mid 20's that I found truth and how to protect myself against evil entities. I feel a lot of us have been tricked this way. I feel we believers need to pray for those to be set free from the traps of the enemy.
Wow, thank you for sharing that! It's no coincidence that the enemy tries to attack us since we were babies. Its biblical! he knows the destiny God has over our lives so he tries with every tactic he can to try to stop it. BUT GOD! I praise God that you came into the love of Jesus and began to understand His love for you. I pray that you continue to be delivered and set free from any attack of the enemy and that you become impenetrable to his attacks to the point where the bounce right off you. Prayer is a might weapon that we are privileged with and I stand with you in prayer for those who are in bondage to be set free 🙏🏾
I can relate to her childhood so much it hurts. Thankful for his forgiveness. Her discussing how she felt empty and couldn't figure out what it was is so real! I was searching for him too for a very long time and didn't even know it. BUT GOD will find you and snatch you out of the world and reveal his glory to you. Thank you for sharing such a powerful beautiful testimony.
BUT GOD! All glory and honor to Him! So thankful for His forgiveness and unconditional love. I praise Him for the void He fills that makes us whole. May God continue to reveal that love to you over and over again 💛
Same! Amen!
I had a similar incident happen to me when I was a child as well. I was either 12/13 years old when it happened. I won't go into much detail. Only to say it was a family friend and he, yes he molested me and I thought it was a normal thing. Afterwards, I walked for over 35 years in that way!!! Until the Lord Jesus Christ brought me COMPLETELY out of Homosexuality! Not even the temptation remains to this day!!! Although there are other things God helps me through them ALL!!! He CAN Help you too!!! If you want it!!! He CAN Help ANYONE Just get yourself or your friend to a Bible Believing Church and Repent and Believe and be Baptized in his name and blood symbolically speaking!!! i.e. going down in water!!! And Brother/Sister you will be SAVED!!!!!!! Do Not return to your Old way of Life!!! God EXPECTS you now to Walk with Him!!! Until he Comes to Collect his BRIDE!!! Amen!!!
I went thru same. Childhood molestation and more. A spirit of lust imprints itself in your soul. Attracting others with same spirit. Bind and dismantle it in Jesus's name.
God does hate divorce but He also hates adultery and doesn't want His to have to endure such things. Being cheated on is biblical grounds for divorce but He will also honor those marriages that choose to forgive each other and push through and continue on together. I'm looking forward to hearing this one cause I've been divorced and many times I've wondered if it was right for me to get remarried but I've already remarried and i don't think two sins cancels the previous sin out so i genuinely repented and am still in my now marriage serving Jesus with all my heart with my wife that also serves Him with all her heart.
Same here. I thought I did the right thing by marrying and having children with my then husband. Well, sad to say he cheated on me and had another child with the other woman. Leaving me broken-hearted, confused. I had no choice but to push through with my three children. God made a way for me when I didn't know it (I wasn't born again then).
@@trestarichardson406 I'm sorry for those headaches you've endured. I've been divorced but wasn't at my consent and free will. I know the heartache very well. It felt like literal death but without physically dying. The pain would not stop. I thought my heart would explode. I did not think I could make it through it but Jesus.... Jesus is amazing and makes ALL things new!
@@willhall7777I completely understand.. me and my husband have been separated 2 1/2 years now and I have stalled because I have been contemplating if God will honor another marriage or if I will have to stay single the rest of my life since he hates Divorce
@@shay9262 same here, gone gonna be 2 years since me n my wife separated n have been stalling myself
Today marriage and family don't resemble YAH married at all. Most men and women r contrary to the call. The one and only rewrite our past n. Futures. There's a sacrifice but not for
When she said " her faith was not in man and i had to realize to my faith was not in God my faith was in man and so thats why it was so easy that when man disappointed me my faith was GONE. So im showing her your faith has to be soley in GOD. " at about 36min
Yes! That really stood out to me too 🙌🏽
Yep your faith is in God alone , Jesus will never leave or forsake you
Amen! I played house with my cousins too. Thank you Lord for forgiving us. Sis I got married at 20 too and divorced my former husband after 6 years. We was together over a decade. He wasn’t a believer though. I had to realize too that I never asked God about him. Thank you Jesus for bringing us through and helping us to overcome those trials. God bless you all!
After what happened to you, was priority # 1 protect your children 😢
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE:
Divorce:
31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE).
READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
great testimony. Back in the 80's God told me not to marry a certain women. I didn't listen to god, and I spent the next 25 years going through hell on earth. it completely ruined my life. sin is not worth it.
But God works all things together for good and for HIS glory! Only a miraculous GOD could turn water into wine and bring beauty from ashes! May GOD bless you and show you his love and draw you into HIS precious embrace! All our healing starts here!
Same here I married a man I shouldn't have even given a conversation to. Spent 20 years in a hell he created for me. He basically took my life.
@@amart1086only Ahayah takes life and gives life healings to you❤
I love the way you articulated your story. Many of us experienced childhood trauma, and it extended into our adult lives. I think the Lord for salvation. May he continue to use you for his Glory!
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There is something demonic and so evil that adultery does to people in marriage, it kills the person's soul in ways beyound explanation. It is my prayer that no one child of God has to go through it. Amen.
I too pray that no one ever has to endure adultery to any degree. I am thankful to serve a God who will take that pain and hurt and use it for His glory. The word says He is near the brokenhearted. Thank you for watching my testimony 💛
Married and divorced twice. Both times the Holy Spirit tried to warn me and talk me out of it but I did not listen. But God still took care of me and blessed me with beautiful daughters and grandchildren. I can now tell them to let God pick who you date and who you marry.
Such an unintelligent comment, you do know the Holy Spirit comes from The Most High, so if the Holy Spirit tried to warn you and you did what u wanted to do why do you think The Most High came back and done something for you when you was disobedient to his spirit?? Make that make sense, that was not the Holy Spirit who came and worked things out, that was your father who this world was given to! Second if your first husband is still alive you can’t remarry, and you divorced 2 times!! You need to go and study the world and repent, that’s not Tge Most Hogh who talking to you, you right it’s God but it’s the God of this world and not The GOD of the Bible!!
Amen!!!
Most definitely wait on God there are demons in people that seek after you. The enemy knows our desires ! Always ask God for confirmation
God hates divorce, separate but no remarry because you' feel you're bless still don't change the word of God,Your are married to your spouse as long as he or she lives,no in between,happy then it's not from God,He hates divorce people
I'm a 61 years old woman, and this story touched me sooo Much, that i began to cry, and talk to Jesus and the Holy Spirit, about my own life.
Thank you so very Much.
God bless you and your lovely daughter❤
Wow, praise God. 🥺 thank you so much! Glory to God that you were moved through the word of my testimony. God bless you 💛
This is so accurate. I was there with the New Age. But I was blinded. Thank God for waking me up!!!! Thank you Jesus for rescuing me
The amount of people who woke up or were born again during the pandemic is INCREDIBLE!!
Feel like it was the separation of the wheat & Chaff ... the goat & the sheep. My direct report told me he believed it was the book of Revelation. I read that book as soon as I got off the phone & God dropped the veil for me. The very same person who said that to me was the first to roll up his sleeve to attend sporting events and travel for our work. I refused to get the vax and that same person took my job!
@@laurenbrown869 I agree!! And I've seen a ton of people wake up and realize that they didn't need to be under a pastor but discovered they grew and learned much more directly from The Teacher, The Holy Spirit. He is coming back soon...
Each one teach one. It truly helps others to speak up & out. So many suffering in silence
Im some instance persons found God for the first time!!
Your testimony was everything I needed to hear. I've also made decisions without asking God and have been living with the consequences for decades....
Decades... I'm right there with you!
One of the many precious things about our God, his mercy! He will redeem the time for us❣️ 🙏🙏🙏
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE:
Divorce:
31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE).
READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
God rescued me too. I was also non vocal about things I was dealing with. I was depressed for years but no one knew. The pressure of keeping "it" together is what forced me to keep going and ignore myself. I became very ill as a result. When I tell you that Jesus rescued me and made me whole again, He recovered the years that I lost. He propelled me forward. HE IS EVERYTHING.
PRAISE GOD! Hallelujah! I'm glad you could resonate with that part of my testimony. He truly is EVERYTHING! God bless you 💛
OMG!! This testimony is so much like mine to the point that I wrote a book about it in 2020. I'm so grateful for this reminder of how good He is. I'm sure this will be so freeing and will be a blessing for so many. Thank you for this! May God continue to bless you and your family. 🙏🏾
Father cares more about individuals than a covenant. He does NOT want us supporting wickedness.
If you read the scriptures around that verse in Malachi it becomes very clear what God hates is when people treat a spouse like an object to use then dispose of. Man has used it to keep women ashamed and supporting the unrepentant. Even God does not support the unrepentant. Scripture translates scripture, read carefully. Don’t just take things as man says.
This author who is respected by Lysa Turkheurst (and other theologians), who is a Christian sister helps on her channel to get a clearer understanding on marriage here’s one video on divorce and what the Bible says:
th-cam.com/video/pQCzwDVd58I/w-d-xo.htmlsi=c4LK-egOSyMRBOVL
*Edit: typos and to add a link.
Bro please be careful when speaking for The Most High! That is an incorrect statement! He speaks thru is thru his word, give book, chapter and verse for that statement you can’t because it’s not written!! You are a liar and the truth is not in you! Scripture says if they come preaching another gospel and that’s what that is, you can’t read that know where in the Bible!!
@@yahuahforever3169 I’m fine with you not understanding what I’ve said. God gives grace to His children regarding those who sin against them. He gives grace for divorce in the old and new testament. I’d never want to lead someone against truth so if you doubt: go read your Bible. Follow my link to someone who teaches at length what is wrong concerning things in marriage. Read the entire chapter in Malachi concerning divorce. The translation from King James stated hates divorce but many say:““For the man who does not love his wife but divorces her, says the Lord, the God of Israel, covers his garment with violence, says the Lord of hosts. So guard yourselves in your spirit, and do not be faithless.””
Malachi 2:16 ESV
THIS is a type of treatment. Leaving because he no longer LOVES. That is a wrong reason to leave. But you need to consider all of God’s word when making serious choices. God does NOT want us SUPPORTING sin. So, maybe separate a wicked one harming you. I don’t have the final say. Read and choose for yourself.
And: I’m definitely not speaking for Father. He protects His truth and so can you, by reading it daily. The truth is certainly in me. I’m not perfect.
Stay in the word of God, especially when you are feeling your LOWEST. Pray, praise him, read your Bible, do daily devotions, ask God to direct your path. Don't look to the left or the right, but always look to the hills for where your help comes from. Believe that God has a husband just for you, however he needs for you to be spiritually ready for this Godly man, and he needs to be spiritually ready for you, but God will give us the desires of our heart, because he keeps his promises. He is an on time God. Abraham and Sarah had their baby 😊 not when they were young, but it happened on God' timing. Continue to be blessed 😊🙏🙏🙏
Amen
Amen. I had a similar experience in that I married out of the will of God . I didn't go to hell but I did go through hell. I also had to take responsibility for my sin and recover from the fall and move on past the hurt and allow God to heal and restore me. Never give up on God because He will never give up on you.... Abundant GRACE 👑
It’s interesting. Recalls the time the Israelites put away their wives and children from pagan peoples, in an attempt to repent and serve God.
I so appreciated this testimony and my heart felt such compassion for her. I'm in a relatable situation and so it spoke to me, personally. I thank God for saving and helping this precious woman and now she is helping others to be free!
Wow, what a great testimony! This is a friend of a friend. I was looking at her and I was like where do I know her from. I remember her showing her before pics and I couldn’t believe it and now I hear her testimony! What it took for her to get that way then get to where God brought her. This is so cool! Hearing what God brought her from!
Wow! Thanks for your testimony about Your daughter too. I can relate to that too!
Testimonies are actually so helpful and healing. From watching a previous testimony, I learned about child-on-child molestation. I just thought that was something I did in the past that was bad and sexually immoral even when I came to Christ. Not knowing it’s a form of abuse. Wow
I actually didn't realize it was a form of abuse until after Holy Spirit revealed it to me. I too until that point thought it was something that "just happened" and maneuvered it as that. I'm so glad God is exposing so many tactics of the enemy so that they can be destroyed from blood lines in Jesus name!
@@Droppingknowledge7 Ameeeeeen 🙌🏾
Delafe testimonies, I was so gutted to see no testimony yesterday, glad to see the notification today. Thank you so much for your hard work, it is making a difference ❤️
I am going through the same journey too. God is keeping me alive by his grace and mercy.
Pray for your spouse's salvation. We are to remain unmarried or reconcile not remarry (this is God's word) He has a plan. Wait on him and trust him.
she can remarry. Adultery breaks the vows,
She can remarry. Please stop .
She actually can remarry. Pastor Mike Winger has a great Bible study on biblical divorce and remarriage 🤍
No, @jocosobe that's my interpretation of God's word as well. Many blessings to you.
You are correct dear.
Once again…..I relate to this story in so many ways. Lord, please let your will be done for us and give us eyes to see and ears to hear, let us be obedient and worship only you. Protect us in the name of Jesus. Give us strength and power and love and wisdom. Holy is your name Jesus.
Thank you for your testimony, I had a similar bitterness-apathy-combo after my divorce despite a lifetime of being a christian beforehand but it took a decade for me to leave abuse because God hates divorce and it wasn't until I truly came back to God that I healed. Christ's love is by far the best.
Amen I was also molested from age 6-12.. n I thought it was normal too so much that I started having sex at 13 n I thought that it was right to making men happy n slept with alot of ppl till I started being called a *ho*e n then I realized from my female friends mom called n told my dad n that's when I realized I was getting molested in multiple ways n I found that the Lord still considers us to still be a virgin since we didn't willfully do it but I did engage but didn't know it was wrong n I wasn't of age of accountability .. but so once I realized I was sleeping around n really felt dirty.. then I got raped at 13 n then again at 15.. its among story but my mom never was a mom n after she found out n it was her side of the family that was molested me so I held a grudge against her for a long time n started doing drugs n alcohol n did then till I was in my 30's n one day I was in bad withdrawal n cried out to Jesus n surrender allowing him into my life , with in 24 hrs I was delivered n set free n I became born again n all my worldly desires switched to Holy desires n I was being completely changed from the inside out, I knew it was the Holy Spirit changing me cause I could have never stopped drugs on my own so he gets alll the glory.. hes still working with in me he also took all the "friends" i had n started taking them out of my life till I had no friends cause he was started to change my situations n surroundings n the Holy Spirit led me to a channel called @Chris Garcia hes a wonderful pastor n he thought me how to be with the Lord n how to worship then I was led to a church n the Lord gave a few of the spiritual gifts like one is faith its 1 of the gifts of the Holy Spirit n I started learning about how ppl get healed n then I was healed a few times from different things like he healed my kidneys back to functioning at 100% n i have learning disabilities having trouble understanding what I read n I hate to real always have n he showed me n said if I read the Bible I will understand it so I'm reading it every morning n sometimes through the day. So when the Lord saved me it was so beyond what I could never do or think !! The Lord wants a personal relationship with all of us n if u come to him just as u are still living in sin he will forgive u n transform u n completely change ur life to something u could never imagine!! But u gotta let him.. u gotta surrender ur will for his n as u let him lead u u will learn to trust him.. always say yes to God n u will live a completely fulfilling life! All the years of drugs n alcohol that I did I realized I was searching n trying to fill a huge void n tried everything to fill it but 9nly God can fill the voids n he will show u how loved u are! Hes amazing n I pray this testimony helps atleast 1 person, I pray this in Jesus mighty Holy perfect powerful righteous Beautiful loyal worthy faithful merciful Name ABOVE ALL NAMES Amen ✝️🧎♀️🙌🙏🙌🛐🎉❤ p.s he also tool away my mental illnesses he took my depression n all my anxiety ect... trust him n u will never EVER regret it!!❤❤❤❤
Good grief thanks for the biography baby 💕
Thank God for you Marie. "The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: The Lord make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: The Lord lift up his countenance upon thee and give thee peace." Numbers 6:24-26
Whew! "It was me who left, but You never left....even in the moments where I said 'God, I'm done with you,' You were STILL there for me."
Praise be to the faithful, covenant-keeping God!! When we are faithless, He remains faithful! Sister, thank you for your testimony to the praise of God's glorious grace!
I’m praying for all people to be saved: my spouse was cheating, on crack, spending all money on drugs- I had to work (2) jobs to pay bills- feed the kids, clothe the kids.. it was years later but I got a divorce- he wouldn’t leave so I left.. I despised him so much because he was free to leave- I talked with him and told him he was free to leave me, so I could have a life…
May God richly bless you 🙏🏾
I can relate to some part of her testimony and my prayer is that God honestly show me what my purpose is. There is an emptiness that needs to be filled up by Him. I need to feel that warm embrace and the assurance that I am His and He’s got me.
😢😢🛐 "...You never asked Me if that was the person I had for you. You never once invited Me into that marriage. ...But I'm still going to gain the glory for Myself; I'm still going to bless you with the gift of a child. ..."❤😢🛐✝️🌹💒
Thank you for the courage and humility for such an honest sharing. Thank you. Sorry for all your pain! Thank you for giving it all to God again. God bless you richly.❤😢✝️🌹
God said let no man put asunder what He put together!... Most of the time He wasn't the one who put it together (most people pick who they want vs who God picked) so then those marriages are out of His protection because He didn't put it together to begin with!
AMEN!!! My ex-stepfather molested me for years and my mom divorced him. The church literally used scriptures from the bible to tell her to stay with him. That marriage was not a God-ordained marriage.
Amen
That's one of the things the Lord taught me
Lots of marriage , God didn't PUT TOGETHER
Some choose out their own will, some we put together by match-making, some stumbled together, some just together etc
As believers in Christ we should wait on the Lord and allow Him to show us, who is our spouse
That party where she talked about God getting the glory and showing her favor and giving her a child made me cry. I have been heavily wrestling why God gave me twins in a toxic relationship and that part made me feel the reason ❤
🥹 i'm so happy you could resonate with that. Children are truly a gift from God. Before they were formed in your womb God had a plan, and though the plan may not have made sense to you (ie. toxic relationship) God still saw it fit for them to be here and chose you for that assignment to see it through. To God be the glory! Praying many blessings over you and your children. May you train them up in the way they should go 💛
Children are definitely gifts from GOD Psalms 127:3
YOU MUST ALLOW GOD TO CHOOSE FOR YOU AT THE CHURCH AND NOT IN THE WORLD.............
I can totally understand her testimony. My husband raped me after I came home from spinal fusion. I stayed for 20 years and was angry at why God did not heal the marriage and change him. After 4 years of searching and looking for some love in all the wrong people, I let it all out and told God how angry I was and how hurt. My husband when I confronted him said "well that was a mistake". A MISTAKE? He wouldn't work and support us and I was sooooo angry. The Lord let me vent and when I was done He said "I will not interfere with a person's will". That one statement brought me back to where I needed to be. I understand this lovely woman's testimony.
Rape is actually sexual immorality- a point the church seldom is willing to acknowledge in marriage.
This testimony just made me realize that there was molestation in my childhood! Thank you Jesus for showing me why I did what I did as a teen and ypung adult!
I had that same experience with Him. He wrapped His arms around me, I felt my back against His chest, His arms around me, He held me, it was so warm, comforting and safe. At that moment, I knew without a doubt that God was real.
I can relate to this testimony as I too was married to a man who is a preacher of sorts... who cheated repeatedly on me in the marriage initially within the first 8 months of being married, with several women, lied repeatedly, changed the goal posts,and attempted to sabotage my character once challenged...basically an evil narcissist. I hold no malice for the guy but really do question the person who 'introduced' me to him... It was demonic set up and whilst I forgive them, really see both these men as colluding in a demonic prank which could have had terrible consequences for my life....but for God.
I love how she expresses herself so effortlessly. God Bless her and keep her.
Thank you. All Glory to God!
This is one of the most powerful testimonials I've had the enjoyment of listening to. She is awesome, and im so glad our king Jesus showed her grace. AMEN!
I appreciate this testimony. It seemed raw, real, and honest. This testimony enlightened me. I've never been married, but I did resonate with a lot of things she said. Seek, ask, and you will receive the glory of god. GOD BLESS YOU. 🙌
I've never been married either so that's why every time the video popped up in my recommended I would scroll past it, but today when it popped up again I clicked on it and so glad I did. There was so much more then I expected and such a blessing.
I loveeee this interview soo much and I’m soo sorry that you went through any of that! But you had too, to reach lots of people with your story, young girls, young women and even boys and men! Thank you so much for sharing your story, it truly touched my heart to hear about the God WE serve and that He was able to prove/ show you exactly where He was throughout your life just shows how good He really is.. May God continue to bless you ❤️
Thank you so much 🥺 all glory to God! & you're so right! In the midst of the storm it didn't feel good, but to HAD to happen! Praise God 💛
God Bless You and your precious daughter ✝️ Thank You for sharing your testimony ❤ it is very encouraging! I could feel the Father’s presence in your words. 💕
What a precious precious person. God loves her so much and now she feels His love!!!
My heart truly breaks and this is so common among our children, it’s relatable especially being molested by a female from the age of 6 as well it set off an anger and fear inside that lasted throughout my adulthood
When she said God still have to get the glory and gave her a Child😭😭 Lord I have been asking why God gave me a daughter from a man who was just passing by😭.. thank you sister for your testimony❤❤❤
Of Course Sis. We can thank God for the precious gifts of our children in spite of it all!
I literally just finished praying about my ex we are going through divorce right now & this came up. It has been the most exhausting experience 😩🙏🏾 by God’s grace
Just know that GOD authorizes divorce because of Adultery! Divorce doesn’t mean remarriage, scripture is clear the only time you can remarry is if your spouse dies! You are to remain divorced or reconcile with your spouse! If your spouse is still alive anybody you have sexual relations with you are committing Adultery! GOD isn’t going to let you out of the convenant you made with him that easy, you entered into a contract with him, do you want him breaking his promise to you?? I think not! Don’t take my word for it go research it on your bBible! Just fyi
Ignore that recent comment, good for you and May God bless you 🎉
@@afrofaeriesamen 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I agree
@@yahuahforever3169 Yeah I don’t think there’s reconciliation when a child is involved , no thanks and God gave me another spouse like I learnt he can give and he can take away. I think it’s stupid to think that we own anyone or anything unless it’s for the glory of God, I’m African and we deffo know the importance of covenant and spirituality but that also can be broken taken the right protocols, God’s spirit and just like the chanting of words made during the covenant words can also be uttered to break the covenant. 🙄🙄🙄
He hates divorce but he also hates his chikdren getting hurt, thats not love. And he loves us this much ➕. I am going through divorce and I prayed about it and it took me 6 months to go forth. God finally allowed me to know it was okay to go forward because he has more for me than the abuse. Amen Glory HALLELUJAH
Know that COD speaks to is thru his word( BIBLE) if you read it, he will tell you what is permitted and what is not, what you think or how you feel is irrelevant only what his word says!
If it matches in his word, you know it's from God. Moving on to another marriage, I would do some deep spiritual studying on this and the scriptures will reveal not what you feel but what is biblically real.
God hates divorce. He says to the man thou shalt not treat her (the woman) treacherously. Why did he say so ? Because it can lead to divorce when people treat one another treacherously.
Again there is an exception to divorce when Christ says it’s ok to leave. He said except for fornication. However this does not overlook the ground of forgiveness if the wrong doer is repentant and if the wrong is wiling to remain.
Also Paul gave his own opinion. For those with the unbelieving it was granted to leave if there would.
Howbeit the Lord would give his own stance saying it is permissible for the woman to leave if she wants nevertheless providing room for reconciliation.
In the Old Testament divorce came by the hardness of the heart of man. This Christ addressed and it was ok for the woman to become another man’s wife
@@shelterblessed8623 Read Mark 10:11-12 and Luke 16:18 Jesus said it and not Paul. Also read Romans 7:2-3 and 1 Corinthians 7:10-15 and 39 of the same chapter
and Tell me if you feel the same after reading it.
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@@Barmargroup Did you read the scripture you quoted. Did you hear the words of Christ in Mark ? When he said except for fornication ? Did he provide the only lawful basis which was not for any reason as it was in Deutoronomy 24 ? Yes he did ... Men would usually put their wives away for any reason but Christ said except for fornication ... He made it even stricter. Now Paul speaks in Corinthians 7 while he mentions the mind of the Lord as well.
God hates divorce but he also said thou shalt not treat her treacherously . The woman at the well, no one knows her ordeal, but Christ said to her the one you are now with is not your husband.
Thank you so much for your testimony. The title attracted me because I've been trying to wrap my mind around my divorce. Some of it feels obvious -I picked the wrong person. I couldn't accept it, it's been 10 years. Because of how careful I was about picking a partner, I still missed the mark! That was very painful to admit. And I was also mad at God. I also went through molestation as a kid and, like you said, had no one to share it with. You repeating you searched for your why it's exactly what I've been trying to express, thanks for saying it the way you did. On parenting, your testimony resonated with me. I feel the only thing I got right is to be a good mom, and as you said, it shouldn't be my why, either. I realized how generational it is. And I am trying so hard to do it right, on my own free will!
I'll listen to this again and again. You described my deepest thoughts! Be encouraged!
Praise God! Glory to God that you not just listened to my testimony but that you resonated with it. I pray that God brings you healing, freedom and peace. That He shows Himself to you in new ways and that through it all He continues covering you in His true love. God bless you
God love his creation, thats it....
He expects from You to love yourself and love your fellow humans...and to love HIM as well....
Behave, love, life is simple....
Wow. This really just spoke to me. Eating and drinking were my vice. These are the 2 things that I struggle with so immensely. And it all started with infidelity and not really knowing God. Like literally Christmas, Easter, Sunday school but I never understood, being introduced to adult content at an extremely young age by other young individuals. This is God rn speaking to me I know this. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m only about a third of the way but I am going to finish watching this. I’m realizing what the disconnect has been. Praise God for opening my eyes and using your story to help me! Thank you so much for sharing!!!!!!!
Glory to God! I'm so beyond humbled that through my testimony He spoke to you! And this right here is why I shared. If only for ONE person to find healing, freedom, understanding, or whatever they needed to be drawn closer to God and have Him pick up the pieces then it was all worth it! I am here for you, if you ever need/ want to talk please reach out to me & just know you aren't alone! Don't fall for the tactic of the enemy that brings shame, embarrassment, fear, guilt. Those aren't of God and by being open honest and transparent we cancel and destroy his lies! God bless you 💛
WOW! WHAT A TESTIMONY! I PRAY YOU CONTINUE YOUR WALK WITH GOD MY SISTA😊AND MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER 🙏❤️
I, too, have experienced child on child molestation with cousins and neighbors most of them girls. At one point, I became the perpetrator as the child. I did reach out to some of them to apologize. I felt shame for years because of it. And finally got free. Those acts at the time led to perversion and homosexual ideations in my mind at a young age. I, too, thought i was gay at one point as I was grossed out by men. But God delivered me out of it quickly. I got free from masturbation at 12. And been free since. 🙌🏾 I resonate with her testimony as a child!
Praise God for delivering you and setting you free! Though it is sad that you resonate with that part of my testimony, I find solace in knowing that one I'm not alone and that the best part of the similarity is that God did not forsake us! May you continue being the chain breaker of your bloodline and destroy every curse the enemy tried to attack you with in Jesus name 🙏🏾
@@Droppingknowledge7 Yes yes yes amen my sister indefinitely! ❤️
Considering that scripture says God hates divorce, except on account of adultery, I think it’s safe to say he hates the adultery even more than divorce. I’m not sure why so many people are taught to skip the rest of the scripture. Also the Bible talks about a man not providing for his family being worse than a non believer. There are multiple biblical reasons for a scriptural, at least separation if not full divorce. I have always understood it to mean God hates the acts that push a person to divorce. Not just the divorce itself.
I absolutely understand every experienced she going through. As a God fearing man she the kind of woman a man like me dream to be with. She is gifted. She has proof to be walking with Jesus Christ. I hope God will continue to reward her abundantly. And by the way she is so so beautiful inside and out.
Thank you for sharing your testimony.. the way your heart spilled over when you shared of Jesus coming to you was so apparent of the power of God. Bless you sis and keep fighting the fight!! ✝️♥️
OMG I went to through the same type of marriage which broke me. I drank wine every night and I was depressed and anxious and was just “existing” just like you said. I too could have killed myself or someone else driving under the influence but thank the Father, he always allowed me to make it home safely 🙏🏽. I divorced my ex husband and I had to sit with the same thing, GOD was never in nor did he ordain that marriage. I chose that man and I made a horrible choice. The devastation of the emotional, verbal, mental abuse and affairs took a real toll on my health and I was diagnosed with autoimmune disease. But all of this made me turn toward GOD and I had to do some self reflection, repenting and deliverance from spirits I didn’t know I was carrying and that took several years even after the divorce. but just like with you, he was with me through all of it. I never gave up on GOD and in fact I found favor with him and he is who gave me the strength to keep going when I would have been ok with not being here anymore. I’m in such a better place spiritually, mentally, emotionally and even physically and now I know what real love looks like through him. ❤
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE:
Divorce:
31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE).
READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
First of all I want to say thank you for choosing to share y9ur beautiful testimony woman of GOD. As you mentioned in your testimony GOD told you that HE was going to get the glory out of this and HE is. Isn't GOD good? Isn't HE patient, loving, kind, patient, trustworthy, and amazing? Isn't HE indeed an on time GOD? You see how it ALL works together for OUR good. HE even factored our mistakes and shortcomings into the equation. GOD indeed NEVER EVER makes mistakes. Stay strong. Keep going. I PRAY YOUR STRENGTH IN THE LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. Thank you, for, choosing to be open, humble, honest and transparent.
The devil comes to lie steal an destroy us
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Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
I truly enjoyed listening to your story! Thank God for the outcome! Thank God for Salvation in Him! Which is why He died for us! We were Created to serve Him! So, I say to you my dear Sister, KEEP GOING! God Is truly, truly everything that we need!!!Thanks for sharing!!!
Thank you so much. All glory to God!
Accountability is repentance and an act of obedience!! Thank you for showing us the act of repentance and reminding us who is our reason. Thank you!!! Love to you Rin!! ❤
love youuuu ! 💛
Powerful testimony, love you my sister, you're a beautiful soul. I can relate to many parts of it. May God bless you for being honest in Jesus' name
Thank you so much. God bless you 💛
Jesus died for all sin because we couldn't obey the laws of God. Even divorce, drug addiction, and alcoholism ❤
Girl. I have been there. That is why I wrote the song Where Are you Oh Lord. Andrea Foster. Thanks for sharing. This brought me to tears. you are a blessing to so many
That scripture is in Malachi but I believe people choose to take that scripture out of context. Just like they do with other scriptures in the Bible. The whole chapter explains what that scripture means in more detail to me. I pray that we choose to submit to the spirit if GOD daily, always, and constantly in JESUS' NAME. So that we can have a better understanding of who GOD is and HIS WORD. WE can't one or the other without choosing to do that on a daily basis.
Yup
The Law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus is whom we follow
Young lady thank you so much for your testimony in Jesus name. Your whole testimony resonates with my own life, and I am an elder now and have never spoken a word of what I went through throughout my life. I have never called the Lord into my situation and hearing you have made me realise where I have gone wrong and am going wrong. My marriage was the worst thing, I cry even today at the pain I endured and what my children endured. My dark place has held me for many years, even after getting baptised, I was still not in the right place. I have always felt alone and muted through horror, fear, embarrassment, not being believed and simply that no cared or could see and help me. In Jesus name I thank you through him for your words, it has helped me this day. May the Lord keep blessing you and may you keep reaching out to women as Jesus planned for you to do. Dear God thank you for leading me to this testimony, to know that others are going through or have gone through the situation I was in, and you have now removed that darkness from them, gives me hope. I believe that you will do the same for me and I am ready. In Jesus name I pray. Amen
Your testimony has really spoke me I went thru almost everything u did and it all led back to Jesus and I'm so thankful for that I love your testimony thank u ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you Linda for sharing your most amazing and insightful testmony.
And special thanks to the host for asking insightful questions.
To God be all the glory for his saving love and grace!
We have to study to show ourselves approved. We also study God's word for protection. Don't let anyone tell you a lie.
Father may we always know your will........such a beautiful testimony.........always God begins to reveal Himself!!....
God hates divorce never the person. Divorce still happens even in the christian community . And sometimes God allows it . And adultery you do have permission to divorce.
I love your story. Thank you for being transparent. You may never know how many people you have Blessed. May God continue to Bless you on your journey. 😍
Glory be to God. Thank you💛
You are precious 🌞 Thank you for your testimony 🙏 God bless you
I’m blessed that God had this video in my feed and led me to watch it because I could relate on so many levels. She encouraged me deeply 🙏🏼📖❤️ Thank you God for her testimony and allowing me to get back focused on you and strengthing my relationship with you 🙌🏼
Praise God! Glory to God that from the word of my testimony He was able to speak to you through it. I pray that you continue to draw closer to Him and that your faith is fortified. That He gives you a deeper revelation of His Word and who He is and takes your relationship tot he next level in Jesus name. 💛
I clicked on this video because you looked like candace owens and im glad i did their was alot of similarities in your testimony and mine thank you for sharing it really helped me thank you
DIVORCE: WARNING OF ""ADULTERY"" FROM THE BIBLE VERSE:
Divorce:
31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for SEXUAL IMMORALITY, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits ADULTERY ( IF THERE IS NO IMMORALITY INVOLVED IN THE MARRIAGE).
READ THE BIBLE: Matthew 5:31-32 (NKJV)
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Her story is REAL and powerful! Because I remember so when I was raped, molested, abused and abused mentally & physically in my marriage, HE WAS FAITHFUL AND HAD NEVER LEFT ME! I had went thru a angry stage and HAD TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!! We all be so quick to blame God for everything that WE DO when it’s all SELF INFLICTED!!! God does give us FREE WILL!!
We have to give God GLORY, HONOR & RESPECT! While we accusing him we need to be respecting him and take accountability!!
I LOVE HER MESSAGE because it reminded me of my MESS I went thru!! God chooses US, we don’t choose him, and he patiently waits for us to “Come out among from them”!!
CHOOSE JESUS TODAY!! 🔥🔥🔥🌹🌹🌹
God hates abuse more than divorce
Young Lady you Blessed my heart to hear your Testimony of what you experience. You are forever in my Prayers. It's all right to turn your back on Humanity never ever turn your back on The True And Living Eternal GOD because He will never ever turn His back on you. Yes Pray but let the Lord talk to you and listen to Him not with your Physical Ear but with your Spiritual Ear. I pray that your Testimony will Reach the Heart of everybody Especially The Heart of the Young Generation.
Praise God! Amen! Thank you so much for watching my testimony and I am truly humbled that it blessed you! 💛
This testimony is A MIRACLE!!! TRUTH!!!! AND HAS OPENED A REVELATION/TIONSSSSS IN ME THAT HAVE SET MORE OF ME FREE IN CHRIST, THRU CHRIST, FOR CHRIST, AND JUST CHRIST.. MORE OF CHRIST, LESS OF ME, BCZ CHRIST IN ME IS ALL I NEED, IS WHATS BEST FOR ME, BCZ HE LOVES ME, AND ONLY ME!!! ...AND YOU!!!!! ...AND YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU, AND ALL OF US!!!!! HE IS ALL THINGS, AND ALL ANYBODY NEEDS, BCZ HE IS EVERYTHING!!!!
Every one of these Delafe testimonies are SO INCREDIBLE ! WOW ! HALLELUJAH GLORY TO GOD HALLELUJAH GLORY TO GOD
Wow, so sorry you went through all that sis
God is with us despite our circumstances. Jesus is there but our free will interferes until we surrender and then He intervenes. I had similar circumstances but when I surrendered my will to the Lord, He changed my “narrative”. Jesus Christ is the love of my life.
Thank you for sharing your story it will help a lot of people
He loves you, and you are his, that's why you gone through so much for nothing. I admired and blessed your testimony . Jesus is love. And we all not make the best choice till he shoe us his light. Love you ❤and bless you by how much I've ❤️ been touched. Hallelujah. Amen
Thank you for your testimony. God bless you 🙏🏿
Thank you, Sista for your testimony, your word of encouragement, and your prayers. God bless you and your daughter, in Jesus's Holy precious and mighty name, Amen.
Sad reality is that certain believers exploit the word and hold abused woman in bondage whilst the spouse is allowed to cheat, abuse and control and when you don't know the word, this can be used to keep you in bondage. So important to study the word. God is not a God of bondage but a God of order, peace and freedom. My advice to anyone going through this is stand on the word and don't allow anyone to convince you otherwise and live free and truly experience the love of God.
Thank you so much! Praise God
Mike Winger has an exhaustive video (3 hrs long) covering everything a person might need to know about divorce and remarriage. I suggest it highly for anyone looking for answers. He even addresses the whole "perpetual adultery" argument that some people support or worry about. God bless you all.
People Please read your Bible for yourself and don’t just rely on the Preacher spoon feeding you. He wants a personal relationship with you.
AMEN!!!! 143!