Sad multifandom || I just want it to be over
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ย. 2020
- Okay hey, While making this I started to cry and I hope that it gets in your feels too.
There is a lot of fandoms in this so if you want to know one specific just comment :)
#multifandom #fandom #sadmultifandom
I’m tried of giving,
I’m tired of no one noticing me
I’m tried of feeling tried all the time,
I’m tried of having brain fog
I’m tried of people thinking I’m overreacting
I’m tried of acting happy
I’m tried of making others happy
I’m tried of people tell me to stay strong
I’m tried of not having anyone
I’m tried
So tried…….
Tried of life…
Why why, why do I feel like this?
I’m tried of not being loved….!
Tha same here life is tough 😰😰😰😰😰😰😰
Laying in my bed not wanting to survive
The knife lying beside me
So easy to slide
Right up my wrist right down my thigh
Don’t wanna kill myself
but dont wanna be alive
Ye I’m awake just tryin not to cry
This life is hard the days go by
Into a wall ye that’s where I wanna fuckin drive
200kmh down the fuckin road
A car accident ye that’s what I want them to be told
It’s difficult bro when no one fucking cares
I got family I got friends but ain’t no one fucking there
They want the best for me that’s the worst part bro
Like I speak and they listen it’s jsut, I don’t fuckin know
The crazy thing is I don’t even have it bad
My life’s fucking great but I’m always fuckin sad
They say happiness is a choice bro I couldn’t agree less
I wish there was a way to think myself outta this mess
If there was a button where I’d jus disappear
Like suicide ye but there’s so much fear
The easy route ye that’s what they call it
It’s nothin but easy otherwise I’d hav don it
It’s fuckin craxy man this thing called depression
I’d even be out drinkin on the session
But my mind still goes like what direction
You gunna go after this
Gunna go home go to bed
And still feel like shit
Lifes impossible when ur this fucking low
They say it’s a phase little do they know
This pains been goin on forever yo
I can’t remember the last time I felt geniunly happy
I’d say I was still in a fucking nappy
You’d think this shit would jsut fuckingo away
Dragging me down every single fucking day
It ain’t going nowhere see it’s decided to stay
And ruin my fucking life, well done, fair play
You’ve accomplished something u cunt of an illness
Only 16 but drowning with stress
It’s not jsut stress that holds me back
Anxiety depression panic attacks
Sounds like a lie but trust me it’s facts
A teenager man I’m to young to die
I’ve got to say you’ve thrown everything you could try
Anxiety depression suicidalness the lot
Makes me think back to when I was asleep in a cot
Was I happy back then,
Or just happier than now
Cus happier than now is still so fuckin down
Let me know what you think 👍
😥😥
whether thats a poem or song lyrics thats fucking sick bro
@@courtneyyork-taylor9061 thank you so much it’s kinda jsut sum rap type thing I wrote when I was feeling down
Hold on love...ive been there and I made it through. I found my trigger and I stayed the fuck a way from it. Find yours and set boundaries to protect your peace. Happiness is a result of you finding your peace.
Love all the way from Kenya. ❤️
I hope you're getting better.. Much love :)) you've put those words so beautifully 👍
Wakin up just wanting to cry
Don’t see why I can’t just die
It’s difficult that not wanting to be alive
Going through everyday beggin not to survive
Swerve into a bus
Jump infront of a train
Anything jus to get rid of the pain
Sometimes I cut myself just for fun
See physical pain is the easy one
It transfers the pain straight from my mind
And into my body it helps for sometime
The thing is u can deal with that pain just pop sum pills and you’ll be okay if only it fuckin worked on ur brain that way maybe I’d be happy for a day
Not even a day jsut for an hour
Maybe then I’d have a tearless shower
They saying cryin helps man I don’t agree just makes me feel weak that makes me angry see I know I’m not weak I’m physically strong but mentally man that’s a whole nother song can’t go to the gym to strengthen ur brain u can go to school but that just worsens the pain
It’s difficult man it really is
If only there was a way to cope with this
Addiction is bad but it’s so fucking easy when the drink makes something finally please ye
They say stay away from the drugs and the drink but what happens when it’s the only way you can think
Without being stress or depressed or upset, this illness man it has me on the brink
The brink of just giving up entirely
Struggling through school so fuckin tiredly
Have to stick with it tho its what keeps them happy if only they knew it made me feel so crappy
Feeling lik shit every single day
Tryin to find a reason to stay
To stay on this earth to stay alive Only good outcome is if I die
Life’s fucjing shit
when ur this fucjin down
Sometimes i wish id jusy fucking drown throw myself in a lake or of a cliff
Only time I’m happy is smokin a spliff
It’s not even real that’s the worst part man my life’s fucking good I have it great
Good family and even better mates I’ve let it run and now it’s to late
I’m trapped in my mind like a fuckin prisoner if only Theres a way to just disappear
how tf has this happened to me I should be happy awake and free instead I’m trapped inside of my brain trying to get away from this fuckin pain I feel inprisoned like a fuckin zoo animal it’s genuinly fuckin criminal the fact I’m so young but riddled with this struggling through life with no fuckin purpose
see I know that this illness is fake the problem is the pain is real and that’s so fucking shit Cus it’s the pain that you feel.
I see and feel you brother, we gotta stay strong. We say '' whenever there is a challenge, it always comes with a gift.'' Try to stay calm and have a faith in yourself. God always knows and sees our pain. He has a good reason, something we didn't hear or see. Take care wish you the best of luck
😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰 life is tough
The man smashing the kithen ??
The spirit is broken
🕊✌😉👍🕊
154 film anyone know ?
Which Song at 3:11?
where is the sound of the girl from 0:33-0:59 from?
Miracles from heaven
@@emelie4524 thank you so much
Background song title?
Saturn by Sleeping at Last
@@aasdf6460 tq
And the lady in the kitchen who is she
1:39 what's the movie name?
One Tree Hill
What song is thei
Saturn by Sleeping at Last.
154 to 211 scene anyone know what this is who the woman is ?? Film
Natalie Portman from Brothers!
Is the film.called brothers
Movie? 04:20 ?
One tree hill!!
Shows ???
0:00 = One Tree Hill
0:06 = Hemlock Grove
0:10 = Game Of Thrones
0:14 = Outer Banks
0:21 = Little Women
0:24 = Scream mtv
0:26 = One Tree Hill
0:31 = Stranger Things
0:36 = Scream mtv
0:46 = 13 Reasons Why
0:51 = One Tree Hill
0:56 = Outer Banks
1:01 = Little women
1:06 = 13 Reasons Why
1:09 = Good Will Hunting
1:16 = One Tree Hill
1:19 = Little Woman
1:21 = One Tree Hill
1:24 = Game Of Thrones
1:28 = Switched At Birth
1:38 = One Tree Hill
1:48 = Scream Mtv
1:52 = Outer Banks
1:54 = Brothers
2:12 = Game Of Thrones
2:15 = Sons Of Anarchy
2:28 = Game Of Thrones
2:33 = Sons Of Anarchy
2:36 = Hemlock Grove
2:41 = Game Of Thrones
2:46 = One Tree Hill
2:56 = Switched At Birth
3:08 = The Notebook
3:19 = Little Woman
3:23 = Game Of Thrones
3:30 = Skins uk
3:32 = Euphoria
3:34 = Outer Banks
3:35 = Shameless us
3:42 = Skins uk
3:54 = Scream mtv
3:56 = One Tree Hill
3:59 = Little Woman
4:09 = One Tree Hill
4:25 = Sons Of Anarchy