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I’ve been gone for a few months, life hasn’t been the best recently so I decided to make an edit, I haven’t done it in a while. I forgot how much I loved it. This is kind of a vent and just a visual representation of how I’ve been feeling.
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I just want to say thank you for all the support on this edit, i see all your comments and i hope best for all of you
Much appreciated I love your channel a lot ,thanks for being there and caring so much ,we need more people like you in this world ,
Hey what do you edit on?
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i love how fiona said that carl blew something up with as much pride as she did lip being top of his class. she knew they were very different and she was proud of their accomplishments even if they weren’t the same
What movie/show is that please?
@@gypsyspiriit2242 shameless
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
Scene breaks me every time she says "U were my mother too!!"
@@gypsyspiriit2242 Shameless
The worst feeling ever is being in your own house, and feeling like you need to go home.
bruh this hits, when home doesn't feel like home anymore
Megha Ghosh fr. It’s seriously the worst because you don’t even have a place you can call as your *”safe place”.*
Because the place you’re supposed to call your *”safe place”* is what’s causing you pain.
Ooh at least I'm not the only one
I had that feeling all the time.
when outside, wanted to go home.
when at home, still wanted to go home.
but the home I wanted to leave to was on the other side.
i was the first kid but different moms and I feel like the black sheep. nobody loves me
“How come he don’t want me man” broke me then and still breaks me to this day. I’ll always wonder why my Father didn’t want me.
:(( im sorry love. you are so loved
please don't ever think there is something wrong with you. it is not your fault, and it will never be.
i feel you…my dad hasn’t been in my life my whole entire life and this scene always gets me at 5 years old and 14 great birthdays.
Don't feel bad my biological mom aka my donor didn't want me either after she abused me ,she just abandoned me and left me ,so I know what it's like I never had a mother .
@@kyloren9061 aww i’m so sorry! nothing can compare to that!
I really relate to Shameless when Fiona gave her mom shit. My dad was never their I helped raise my younger siblings. I carried that weight.
That's exactly my life and exactly why I will always say Fiona deserved better
Bro you guys are so strong! I wish you both the best ❤❤
The first shameless scene is just everything. The acting is pure.
Emmy Rossum is incredible
@@joannexedits Sexy Too😏
@@joannexedits And Hot
What hurts the most is seeing my parents being loving and kind to other peoples kids. Seeing how I wanted to be treated.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you.
@@supravietuitoriblog547 Thank you. ❤️ I appreciate it.
@@native_princess_pr7792 I'm glad!
My dad met this woman and immediately fell in love with her daughters child and I’m just there holding back so many tears. Like why couldn’t I have that treatment? It’s all good tho we don’t need them.
I can’t cry because if I do I’m weak. I have to put a smile on my face because others depend on my positivity to help them through their own sadness. All these years I wished for a mom to hold me and let me feel these feelings that I hide away. To tell me everything was gonna be ok. That I was her baby forever and always. But she left. Maybe I just wasn’t worth the struggle, maybe it was best that she left. But It’s about 15 years later and I feel lost and alone longing for a mother that’ll never show. But like everything else it’s whatevers I’m fine I’m ok I’ll survive
Hiding doesn’t make you any stronger. Putting on a smile for others is weak. Many people do it but not many people can admit that they are hurt. It’s take a bigger person to real with themselves
That sucks but holding that in is gonna make it a million times worst, to the point that it's gonna eat u inside out.
samee its like i had to pretend to be bubbly
You get to cry because you are strong. It was all a lie that they kept alive so so long that we believe it now(emotions aren't weakness). You cry because you are strong. And you cry as loud and as long as you feel like it!
My dad did the same
"But I'm here now"
I fucking HATE that comment... yeah you're are NOW, where were you when shit was hard? When we needed you? When I needed you?!
Oh right that doesn't matter that you've been gone 6 years, because you're here now huh?
@@LuLu-Sil I strongly agree, when I needed them the most, there were not there but when I don't, they come running.
@@LuLu-Sil But the sad part is when I first met my mom after so many years, I didn't feel anything
It's the fact that they leave you. Sure their there but where where they before when you needed them.
WELL WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS STRUGGLING. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WASH’T GOOD ENOUGH AND THATS WHY YOU LEFT. YES YOU’RE HERE NOW BUT YOU WEREN’T HERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST. YOU CAN’T JUST LEAVE AND COME BACK LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED! I LEARNED EVERYTHING MYSELF. I DID IT ALL WITHOUT YOU. So don’t even lie to yourself thinking I’m just going to welcome you back with open arms…
The scene with Klaus and Mikael absolutely broke me.
It's one of the rare moments when he breaks and it was heartbreaking and so sad😭
The worst part of life is when someone who gave you all the memories you have becomes a memory
Hello Random Person, Everyone needs to hear this. YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM, NO ONE IS PERFECT, YOU ARE PRICELESS :), THERE IS ONLY ONE OF YOU , KEEP ON GOING , IT'S WORTH IT , EVEN IF YOU DON'T SEE IT YET, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! Your skin isn't paper don't cut it,Your size isn't a book don't judge it, Your face isn't a mask don't hide it, Your life isn't a movie don't end it. I care
this is so cute🥺❤️ thank you.
You’re amazing ❤️
i disagree highly ... most of my own aunts , uncles , and even most of my own cousins and older cousins don't care about me or even accept me for who i am and or are even there for me ... the 1 cousin i had she was the only true best friend i had and she was always there for me .... losing her i lost a major part of me , if my own cousins don't want to be there for me or accept me for how i am then i won't be there for them , idfc if it's selfish they did that 2 me when we were younger ... even my 2 ex girl besties and 2 ex guy besties / crushes and my long distance ex were never there 4 me . even after i had a bad seizure years ago ... people suck
I reminded myself if I never moved in the same state as my dad, he would still not be contacting me at this moment..he left me and he was going to leave me for good if it weren’t for me moving..now he has a new family and I just don’t fit in the equation :/ just wow I’m his blood and I feel like a burden. I’m jealous because the new family gets to do so much with him and I get told about it :( all the stuff I always wanted to do with him, they got to do with him first and I’m still waiting for my happy ending
I know how you feel :( same thing happened with my dad and his new family, i know if hurts because he’s your dad, but it does get better after some time, it gets easier :( I’m sorry you’re going through that though
I feel wills pain in his speech from fresh prince I grew up without a dad yeah I had a step dad but knowing my dad isnt dead but never wants to be found is hell.
I’m so sorry love:( 💕
only a year after my father left my mother when she was pregnant with me, he started a family with another woman. It's not that he wasn't ready, he just didn't want ME. he told my mother to abort me and I only met him twice when I was about 7 or 8. First time was in a McDonalds, we talked and I met his girlfriend who he has a family with. Second time he came to my house with his family and I met my baby brother and sister. That was the last time because I was terrified of sleeping anywhere my mother wasn't and when she told him no anyways because I don't know him, he freaked out and accused her of keeping me from him like he wasn't the one who left in the first place.
I'm so sorry ! U deserve so much more than that ! Hope it gets all better ❤️
"you dont think I had it in me, to allow my father to grow?" woah, chills.
This is what a child feels when their parent walks out on them. Sadness, Betrayal, Denial, Heart broken, Anger, and not feeling good enough. Why did he leave? Why wasn’t I enough? When a parent walks out on a child, That child feels worthless. And when the parent tries to come back? The child doesn’t know how to respond, They start acting out and they don’t behave. Always wondering why they weren’t good enough that their father/mother didn’t stay, Crying until early hours of the morning because they miss their parent. It’s even worse when you know they are alive and have the choice to be with you but they still choose everything over you. Atleast if he was dead I would know he didn’t have a choice to try and contact me. It hurts even more when he is alive and could easily contact you but no, You aren’t good enough for that. He betrayed me, He was supposed to be my father but I was never good enough.. Until he came into my life. He gave me a meaning to life, He helped teach me what a father really was/is, He taught me what a real father is even if we aren’t related by blood. This man took me in when I was broken and un-healed, He took me into his family and they opened me with wide arms. This man healed me in more ways that one, He has been there for me since day on and has loved me the way a father should. We may not be blood but that means nothing because in my eyes? He is my real father. Thank you to my father (Step-dad) that raised me taught me how to cook, clean, bake, do homework, work on cars, Play with animals, How to make friends, To be respectful, How to defend myself and the list goes on and on. Thank you for everything, Dad.
when my birth dad did that when i was 7 yrs old all i felt was hatred and disgust . to this day i feel nothing and just can't be bothered 2
I went the whole video, and then that last part, "how come he don't want me", part, got me. :(
These would make me cry or feel somthing but not no more lol
The fresh prince of bel air part always makes a man cry
This hurts so much more when neither of your parents ever really been around but I thank god he gave me my grandma, Tina, and my aunt to love.
❤️❤️
wow! this just let me breakdown to the ground and cry....let the rain fall from my eyes and feel pain in it's rawest form....Tears....
I don't know why I haven't broke down to the floor and broken down. I just can't.
Parents don't have to leave to make you feel like this. They don't have to outright abandon you for it to feel like they did. Sometimes it's cause they're always gone. Sometimes it's cause they'd rather be out with their friends drinking all night at the bar. or in the next room over, yelling and screaming while you lay in your bed alone as you have been all day. Sometimes it's when you can hear them on the phone with their friends talking about how ungrateful, how apathetic, how useless you are, and you can't say a word against it. Cause what happens if you do? You get yelled at, grounded, ignored, hit, isolated. And eventually that starts to weigh on your soul and you finally begin to realize that after all these years that they never cared about you. That this isn't how things are supposed to be. And you can't do anything about it, besides sit and over think every single thing they've ever said and wonder where you went wrong for them to do this.
Wish I was the Fiona type and yelled out my emotions. I kept everything inside and that only gets worse over time.
Shameless
The fresh Prince of Bel air
Shameless
Girl meets world
The fresh Prince of Bel air
The originals
The fresh Prince of Bel air
Ty!
I'm haunted my mother abused me emotionally physically and mentally ,left me and abandoned me ,gave me up ,my father took his life ,ptsd and depression yeah wish I could of picked my own life ,didn't ask for it ,if I could re do things I wish I could have a better life .hurts bad till this day
I'm so sorry for you. I hope your life gets better ❤️
@@its.diot08 thank you very much for the love ,it definitely will ❤️
When I saw these movies I feel there children anger in there heart cause they have parents but they left when they are born ,the most painful is when you are studying hard and working hard on your own and sometimes in school when have meetings in school no one attend in you ,only by yourself no one asked how’s your day,and when your birthday comes no one greeted to you ,nothing at all
It's hard when someone you love disappears.
Both of my parents walked out on my developmental years. They were there but they checked out. My mom was checked out for 5 years (age 12-18) my dad id see two weeks at most a year. It hurts knowing they’re right there at a fingers touch but they won’t ever be there mentally or physically for you
I’m so sorry love:( you are so loved, dm me if u ever need to talk @ ugh.joanni
When it comes to my real dad even with a great stepdad that cares for me. I miss him sometimes. And i feel like if my real dad doesnt love me it would be hard for someone else to love me like a boyfriend or something.. i am jealous of people that has a great biological dad that stays with them(i dont want to feel this way...😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭 im literally sobbing while writing this) i try to forget him but i- i just cant😭😭😭😭😭
This is perfect🥺❤️
thank you :')
“How come he don’t want me?” I relate so much. The pain of not knowing or understanding why your own parent didn’t live you.
This hit home for me
They ask why you cry, why you're sad not because they care but because they have too. Because I came back for them and all they saw was an attention seeker
This is exactly what i need to cry so thank you so much for making these vids
There is nothing in this world, universe, life could fix what my father and my family has broken in me 💔 I could never be normal again
I don't understand why she left tbh I was 9 when she decided to leave I didn't understand why I was confused I stayed at that doorknob begging her not to leave me but she left anyways I still got to see her but I never felt like she never loved me she found someone new other than my dad which I was happy I just wish she'd hold me hug me and just tell me she loves me but instead she makes everything about her and barely wants to see me(my mom lives in Missouri so I rarely ever get to see her and if I do that's if she wants me so yeah just needed to get this off my chest)
Everything will be okey ❤️
I was fine before klaus came on
My dad left me when I was a baby and watching this video has made me think that’s it best just to let him go
Both my parents left me, my dad was abusive to my mom and left me when I was a baby, I guess the pain that my dad gave my mom just ruined her, because she ruined me as well. She left me and dumped her new baby on me and her mom (my grandma) now my mental health is so bad that the hallucinations are becoming More real everyday. I’m so broken from them, that I can’t even love my own sister because she’s my half sibling, same mom different dad, and her dad was awful, abusive. I’m really at my breaking point. I’m just 17, but I don’t think I can make it another year.
You gotta find a way to keep fighting ik it hard but you gotta keep fighting
You gotta find a way to keep fighting ik it hard but you gotta keep fighting
One time when I was young me and my dad were watching that episode of the Fresh prince of bell air and I asked him to never leave me and now he’s gone and has a new family and I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again bc he don’t want to see me
I hate it man. I was just starting to be happy again. Hopeful. I have a good job, I pay for my own shit, I pay for half of everything in this house, I don’t ask for shit, I don’t do anything to hurt anyone. I just met a really nice guy and all of the sudden my mom burst through the door today, calling me every name under the sun. Called me a whole in every way possible because I told my boyfriend he could stay over after he literally made such an effort to come see me today after work. And he was so tired I didn’t want him to drive home. And she just ruined it for me. She assumed the worst of me and gave me every moral lesson she could, and when I mustered up the courage to speak and called her on her bullshit, when she’s literally brought men into our house TO SLEEP and literally kicked me out every weekend, mind you I was only 18, so she could bring him over, suddenly, she had an excuse for it. Whatever I do is so goddamn sinful but she, oh no, she’s got the upper hand on morality. She is so much better than me.
No she isn’t. She was a whore during her teenage years thus how she ended up pregnant at 16. Her mother raised me for 2 years until she found a man that would take us. Then separated, stole his business, got back together with him, had a child, broke up again but still lived together. Made me go through years of physical, verbal and emotional abuse from him and did nothing to put an end to it cause she was too comfortable not paying bills and keeping all of her money. Then she waited no time to bring my brother’s soccer coach home when we finally moved. Then broke up with him and got together with a man she knew from high school but hadn’t seen in years and kicked me to the curve and my brother to his dads house when he came over every weekend. I was 18 and having to sleep in the streets cause she made me feel like I had absolutely no one on my side. My little brother had to convince her to let me stay and meet him one night. She didn’t like this. Then he came over almost every night, even when I expressed discomfort and told her I didn’t feel safe around him cause he was displaying toxic behaviour. Then she broke up with him a thousand times leading to him breaking into our building and staying outside our door until she let him in. And so on and so forth. But she obviously knows best.
My parents left me at a young age and after 15 years I don't even care about them anymore because they haven't even sent a card or talked about me, they wouldn't even be there for my funeral
I been living through a lot of past lives.
I always wondered what I did wrong for my parents to not want nothing to do with me. Then when I get grown to have something to do with me just to abuse me.
I had to pretend i was sick but in reality i was crying drowning in my own thoughts cuz i was hungry
When ur re-watching shamless and you realize just how much ur egg donor aka birth mom is just like monica in everyway 😂. Its kinda sad but I guess some parent's only give a shit bout themselves.
You know how i cried. My tears wouldnt run down i would hold it. And drink it and drown it inside do nobody would hear me choke into tears holding till the morning. So they would think is just a fever. My heart bleeded because all i wanted was food.
4:04 felt :(
I’m sorry love :(
In the first clip what is the series/movie called
the show is called ‘Shameless’ it’s really good, I totally recommend! (it’s really mature so I hope you’re atleast 15+)
@@joannexedits thx and yes I am over 15
Shameless
@@joannexedits what season and episode ???
@@forestthe_bit0754 it was season one and episode 9, also make sure you watch the us version and not the british version if you want to see that clip!
Actions speak louder than words
Here’s to the kids whose parent(s) were never there when they needed them the most
Asolutely love the edit!
I felt Fiona's pain the most she really deserved better
She really did. in my opinion she’s the reason shameless is what it is!
Not even injections help no medicine.
They never shared FOOD.
The legacy.
They were there. Just not for me.
:(( I’m sorry love
she wasnt there to help me serve my first volleyball but i got pretty good at it didnt i ? she wasnt there to see me go to my championships, she wasnt there for when i learned how to drive, ive got thru 16 good birthdays without her and i will go to college wihtout her
I'm be like yeah where were you ? I defended you mom for dad abusing u. I didn't know u was my mom. I defended grandma when brother threw the fucking curtain at him. That's not how a man treats his grandma. And his mom
Not me relating to all of these-
I did break stereotypes.
I don't accept apologies.
This is edit reminds me of my dad who didn't want me the only time he wanted to know me was when he wanted to argue with my mom and made my mom so pissed off because she always chased him to have a relationship with me
I am just stock.( Frozen) It's like I'm listening to my life . There is so much I want to know about Me. My life . The worst thing is my life since I remember was Hell no (Love from my parents ) always felt pushed away .And now after I went thru so much and not doing the same to your children. so they don't feel what I felt all my life .I have done the same .I'm not there .For them now .And that's the most hurting thing I hate about me .so if I could turn back time I would but I can't .I just pray one day they will forgive me and talk to me .
With hatred eyes.
You sent me to the usa when all i wanted was food.
I did write another letter. You did read it when i was here in my apartment.
I had to cover it really good with pen. Cuz im good at it hiding my own pain. I know. And i knew all this time is not that i know. Cuz i know all this time. I knew. All this time. Is just me being quiet. I dont want to talk about it.
Will hit hard 🤕🤕
If I see this is happening . I'm gonna hate my parents more and not gonna say nothing. And leave.
Never here an pain
How come he don't love me man still hurts
I can relate to Fiona so much both my mother and father are drug addicts. All my life my parents have constantly been in jail and prison. At one point my dad's sister (my aunt) and my uncle kept me and my brother with them because they treated us like their kids. when my parents would get out of jail we'd never know if we would have a home. my aunt and uncle let all of us stay which there wasn't really any room for us but they let us STAY! but when we moved out of their house we were constantly moving. then in 2010 or 2011 my mom and dad split up and met my mom and my brother lived with a family friend until 2012 cause my mom was drinking and driving one night with six kids in the car... me being in that car so my mom got arrested and I and my brother have been with my mamaw for 10 years. over the years my mom has gone to rehab after rehab and jail over and over again but every time she never learns her lesson. she owes me $7000 which is ridiculous but I was young and dumb at 16 cause I thought she was doing good but I was so wrong. my dad on the other hand stop showing any love towards me and my brother he has for kids but only acts like 1 is his which was from his girlfriend 9 years ago. he just stopped showing any interest in us but I DONT NEED HIM BECAUSE HE WAS NEVER THERE FOR ME WHEN I DID NEED HIM!!!!! IM 19 NOW AND I DON'T EVER WANT HIM BACK IN MY LIFE... HE NEVER CALLS OR TEXTS SO I'M JUST DONE WITH HIS BULLSHIT...
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I love these videos
Thank you💕
Please pray I no longer choose drugs over my son im broken n if I get high again I'm not coming back 💔
Love all my kids they got me n my fam ❤️
im glad they have such a loving mother! what an amazing gift to your kids❤️
Grandma did to me in the car ur my best friend.
The klaus one
Im not materialistic.
I did knew how to play basketball all alone i did knew how to fight all alone. I did got mad when somebody said ur adopted. In school. And i won the fight
People just manifesting me to feel what love is. But no. All i WANTED WAS FOOD. PUTIN.
In the corner i did mention ur name putin.
And I said nothing. In my mind I'm not used to this. I slept in her car facing the window in the back.
Cuz i was nothing to them.
Does anyone know what the first clip is? Like what movie or show it it, what’s it called?
shameless!
@@joannexedits thank you, im going to watch that
Real food makes me vomit. Im mot used to it.
Klaus😭
Warum musste ausgerechnet bei Klaus die Musik so laut sein
whats the show from the first few seconds of the video
I am gonna be a better father.
First scene is what show?
Shameless great show so underrated. I think u can watch it on Netflix.
My dad's been there but he might aswell have been a fucking ghost I hope he has fun slowly realising I love him less everyday
😭2:46🤧
My life as a child real men cry I got over everyone leaving me an started being doing everything for myself now I have kids they will have a childhood I grew up to quick
Not all. When a man doesn't care about his daughter or son . they would actually try or just show them or family. That's not family. Sometimes blue is thicker than blood.
What is the name of this movie please?
0:46😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤦
What’s the name of the movie/series in the first clip?
Shameless
@@deadenfp6025 thank you 😊
This is why i have so much anger for u putin.
Omg 😭😭