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  • @leosmith3414
    @leosmith3414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2089

    “No matter how much i do to change, I’m left with me” 😩😩😩😩 god that hit home.

    • @Rose-xe7oj
      @Rose-xe7oj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I wish you the best! I wish there was more I could say or do as a stranger on the internet, but I really mean it! 💕

    • @nidalaldibs5634
      @nidalaldibs5634 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      What show or movie was that from?

    • @pepwalk64
      @pepwalk64 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Could be worse.
      I don't even remember who I am or I was anymore.
      I've tried so hard for so long to fit in and not lose people.
      Now I don't even have myself.

    • @hollywoodnarrator5799
      @hollywoodnarrator5799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@pepwalk64 you are not alone me to I tried 4 year to make some one feel special for me but at the end she left me with alone
      Never try to understand my feeling for her
      Never appreciate me

    • @ray-annarodney2952
      @ray-annarodney2952 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      God*

  • @laama59
    @laama59 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3035

    Cheers to the people who've been hiding their real feelings for someone's happiness.

    • @amp4s18
      @amp4s18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I'm hiding my feelings from last 15 year's.. For Her.. But still waiting for Her.. And I will wait for Her my entire life..

    • @ariari3982
      @ariari3982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      For my mom, she hurts me more then anyone in this world could, but even through our arguments I will love her and try not to cry in front of her.

    • @dylanmacphail7977
      @dylanmacphail7977 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah…

    • @Yash-ov7sl
      @Yash-ov7sl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Man i am finding it hard now to hide now... 😔

    • @ha.ri_24
      @ha.ri_24 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks

  • @randallaquino1979
    @randallaquino1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +354

    “I've had the worst week of my life and i needed you” Damn, those words made me cry,😭💔

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You don’t need anyone but God. that’s the first thing you need to know

  • @mcdonaldzidya2219
    @mcdonaldzidya2219 3 ปีที่แล้ว +863

    "We accept the love we think we deserve" The punch in that line almost took me out

    • @riyamitawa
      @riyamitawa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What does this line mean??

    • @artificialintelligence9283
      @artificialintelligence9283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@riyamitawa depending on how you see yourself, you will accept low forms of love because you think you are not worth anymore than that so hence “we accept the love we think we deserve”

    • @riyamitawa
      @riyamitawa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@artificialintelligence9283 and what if i accept high form of love ?

    • @riyamitawa
      @riyamitawa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@artificialintelligence9283 tysm

    • @TM-hy8sw
      @TM-hy8sw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@riyamitawa Then search for it and don't stick for people who don't value you

  • @shadyrys618
    @shadyrys618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1020

    Whenever I'm hurt (most of the time), I come here and watch these videos and cry. It makes me feel better. Thanks a lot.

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      No, Thanks to you!

    • @jai0231
      @jai0231 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Not able to cry is different kind of pain
      Even I cried over days but suddenly they stopped for once and for all then after a few weeks don't know the reason maybe according to my search history youtube suggested me these kinds of videos later after watching few of them I cried I cried straight up for an hour making people happy is not that necessary these but relieving there pain is compulsory (actually when true and honest people face betrayal or unnecessary hate they pay for the things they never done)......🥺🥺🖤🥀🥀

    • @nathanbuckman3282
      @nathanbuckman3282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Agreed

    • @tushardas4105
      @tushardas4105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Do U Know What Feels More Better That we Are Not Alone like this Suffering

    • @Dnde0527brandon
      @Dnde0527brandon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Makes you feel like you’re not alone yunno

  • @hemanthreddy5636
    @hemanthreddy5636 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    "I don't love you, I like you as a human being" that hit me so bad when she said it. She was my top priority. And I'm not perfect but I loved her more than anything and was ready to leave everything behind to be with her. It just hurts.

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bro. when it’s real. everything is perfect. you’re probably not even old enough to be wanting a wife. but if you are. stop chasing women. and if it’s your fault that she left then freaking change. and man up. do the right thing. blacc out and get it right. and call out to Jesus. He is not just real. He is reliable

    • @MrShanetafoya
      @MrShanetafoya 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@UDGMTVLINK bad advice like fr

    • @Mr.Guy202
      @Mr.Guy202 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@UDGMTVLINK Jesus is coming soon, but this comment is prejudice on multiple levels. What fruit does it bear?

    • @littleharry7977
      @littleharry7977 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@UDGMTVLINKthis is some bad advice

  • @scrimzz2164
    @scrimzz2164 3 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    This reminded me of that one saying “Using a white crayon on a white paper is like loving someone who doesn’t love you back

    • @shadyrys618
      @shadyrys618 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This 😢😢🥺🥺

    • @scrimzz2164
      @scrimzz2164 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@shadyrys618 what

    • @shadyrys618
      @shadyrys618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@scrimzz2164 I said "This" cz what you said was 100% true and I am exactly going through same thing!

    • @scrimzz2164
      @scrimzz2164 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@shadyrys618 oh okay,gl

    • @barbaram2912
      @barbaram2912 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Killing eve,

  • @tme101man3
    @tme101man3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +351

    Everyday I saw this on my feed - coming soon; going to be the best yet - I waited, and waited, then I waited some more. Now it's here! I watched it and I can honestly say, it was totally worth the wait. Thank you!!

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      thank you so much.❤️

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @SheikhMumtarinAli
    @SheikhMumtarinAli 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    3:38 “why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?” Because they don’t know if the ones they are liking is the right one or not, they just love them anyway and get hurt in return anyway 😊

  • @ikee6520
    @ikee6520 3 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    It's so sad that the their is nobody i can tell for my pain, i just need a little comfort sometime.

    • @KikiCo-ky4kq
      @KikiCo-ky4kq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      But don't you see? We are all here. And we are all ready to listen. ❣️

    • @lizmanjarini1864
      @lizmanjarini1864 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm here, if you need someone to listen and tell you it will be okay

    • @hollywoodnarrator5799
      @hollywoodnarrator5799 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are not alone you can tell me any time

    • @Mr.Preside2568
      @Mr.Preside2568 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You rent alone

  • @zaydadon8472
    @zaydadon8472 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I've never been close enough to someone to know love. This hurts more than being rejected or having my heart broken mostly because I know I'm a great person, I know somebody is looking for me, but I put myself in a box because I've just been alone so long its become the norm, and that to go out and build relationships id have to make change to my lifestyle and make a conscious effort to reach out to people. I've become addicted to my fallacy of love that I'm more comfortable with the feelings I feel from movies and music than from another human being.

    • @sansabhushrestha7623
      @sansabhushrestha7623 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      OH MY GOD, I literally feel every single word in this comment. I thought I was alone feeling this way and always blamed myself for not being able to do sth about it.

  • @David13579
    @David13579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    The last one I really like, and I think Tom Holland is the best Spider-Man so far,
    Peter is emotional and he shouts at a Happy but he knows that it isn’t fair and immediately apologises for it.
    He’s not just your friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man, he’s a good person, he’s a kind person.

  • @eh9147
    @eh9147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    “we accept the love we think we deserve”

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

    • @Mr.JackGiles1089
      @Mr.JackGiles1089 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Troopa Records amen 🙏

  • @zainabshahid356
    @zainabshahid356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    0:19 when she says these line I got tears everytime because I can relate with that scene. Some time I struggle to feel something happiness sadness I think I forgot how to react with these emotions. But sometimes I dont wanna be ok I wanna run hide

    • @adiplays..8259
      @adiplays..8259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here...do u know what movieor series scene this is?

    • @indriesdiana6397
      @indriesdiana6397 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@adiplays..8259 Killing Eve

  • @Dread3781
    @Dread3781 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Friends, family, crush, strangers have made me feel like shit, half of this video basically said what was in my mind and what I felt so you don't know how many times I watched this video over and over again

    • @shaikah.khushim290
      @shaikah.khushim290 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry cause that happened to u.

    • @nuralysa7362
      @nuralysa7362 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      same “)

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @madhavgoyal81
    @madhavgoyal81 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    idk why but after sometime spending happily n normally i still end up being here on these videos 😔😔😔

  • @Resacon1990
    @Resacon1990 3 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    I was not prepared for the ending. I love watching these videos you do, they're always so incredible, but this one really took my heart at the end. Thank you for creating such beautiful work.

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank you ❤️❤️

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @HannahBrown-xs3ht
    @HannahBrown-xs3ht 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It never gets better when you're back here again

  • @kudrithfavour6808
    @kudrithfavour6808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I don't feel anything right now, people think I'm just acting up but dude friends have hurt me, people who I opened up to

    • @asshyk123
      @asshyk123 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Am sorry dear . Kudrith I will be here if you need someone to talk too dear

  • @bobdebrueken8568
    @bobdebrueken8568 3 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    This is a masterpiece

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thank you so much

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @camsalvatore1371
    @camsalvatore1371 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    It’s so hard playing in the shadows, no one knows what we’re really capable of

  • @sumantgovekar
    @sumantgovekar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    That Spidermam scene😢
    Still makes me cry🙁

  • @samrafarooq830
    @samrafarooq830 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I cried,begged but he left
    Now i am alone with his memories😢

    • @BankerslifeMH
      @BankerslifeMH 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i do believe that the word forever isn't made for people or for our love ones it's made for memories
      these memories stick with us and make us vulnerable most of the times

  • @abdulbahri3706
    @abdulbahri3706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Wow, this truly hits all the spots, resonates with everything I feel, think and contemplate upon, please continue your brilliant work!

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @mgb2172
    @mgb2172 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    "There is just... so much pain, and I don't know how to not notice it..."

  • @iconicfandom9677
    @iconicfandom9677 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    you know you're going back again when you are watching these after years and trying to cry again

  • @Greeed155
    @Greeed155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    John Shelby is the most badass celebrity out there

  • @puppybooidk1832
    @puppybooidk1832 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    A line I think about a lot is "There is SO much pain." and I think about the bad stuff that's happened to my friends and how bad things has happened to all of them and wonder about all the pain that happens in the world. And it makes me cry

  • @lewislee31
    @lewislee31 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I have no friends,no family, most of my loved ones are gone and passed i miss them so much ,😔🥺but its okay i make it through everyday i fight everyday cause i know I can't quit, please whoever is struggling please don't quit i love you ,you matter,you have a friend in me ,ive been through hell and back im still here ,i don't even know how im still standing this life is hard af brother 😢

  • @Koolkid80
    @Koolkid80 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Hey, just thought i’d share with you my favorite quote! “happiness isn’t a destination it’s how you travel there” -one of my coaches told me this

  • @jn-qy3hq
    @jn-qy3hq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    She was the best and the worst thing that ever happens to me..

  • @kyloren9061
    @kyloren9061 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your not alone ,sometimes I feel sad too just don't ever give up ,

  • @volkankrdg7930
    @volkankrdg7930 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Great work Cengiz!
    That’s really beautiful, thank you.

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      no, thank you for your words!

  • @paulridgeeldoncollado8418
    @paulridgeeldoncollado8418 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Whenever i feel so emptied out i always watch this videos. And i realized that its only I can understand myself,the people around me didn't understand a thing about me, about the pain that I'm going through in this f*cking life. Im so dependent that im still waiting for someone to save me from this lonely life.

  • @-ZOMB
    @-ZOMB 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This video made me feel so understood, but at the end I felt alone and grateful for this video.

  • @bTheNomad.
    @bTheNomad. ปีที่แล้ว +6

    10 years and I still think about her 😅

    • @NightLife360
      @NightLife360 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You still have pictures and videos together.

  • @tyholbert527
    @tyholbert527 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Jjs quote 0:55 I’m just tired of being scared all the time not knowing why..trying to change and not knowing ..how.. shit hit me.

  • @fayed300
    @fayed300 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    the worst thing about me is that i dont feel anything now i forget how to be happy 😌

  • @needhelp2987
    @needhelp2987 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I don't feel anything, is this normal? I'm trying to cry because I wanted to release the pain. But I can't

    • @witccha5851
      @witccha5851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same here! It was easy once for me to cry but since years i cant cry anymore

    • @Enigma-ym7uc
      @Enigma-ym7uc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      At first, it may seem "not normal". But over time, it's become a normal thing to be... *empty* . And that's ok, we're here for you, bud.

  • @aifis_zaara
    @aifis_zaara 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It hits really different when you have family issue and this is related to family stuffs

  • @sinesipholili4325
    @sinesipholili4325 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Your videos helped me through my dark phase,thank you and keep the videos comin.
    Love from RSA.❤

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      no thank you ❤️

  • @takashishirogane5464
    @takashishirogane5464 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    thank you man... ill always come here and watch your stuff man

  • @kjmcswag2499
    @kjmcswag2499 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The best feeling ever, in my opinion, is when you are hugging someone that is sad, and they just won't let go of you.

    • @UDGMTVLINK
      @UDGMTVLINK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽

  • @BigTime1D
    @BigTime1D 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    “You guys are bad friends” It’s been years of me wanting to say this to them. I just can’t

    • @morgannecarr3628
      @morgannecarr3628 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel that. So bad, I want to scream at katlin and tell her how bad she hurt me but I can’t

  • @mmmmm1169
    @mmmmm1169 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I used to watch this and feel sad… now I can’t feel nothing, I’m dead inside!

  • @gauravrathi8675
    @gauravrathi8675 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    There was someone for whom I fell deeply ! But say it destiny or life , she never reciprocated the same way. For 7 years! 7 years she made me feel for her but within 7 seconds when I asked her finally she shattered Everything! Thanks to her actually for taking the happy hallucinations of what we could have been and leaving heart jolting pain.

  • @samuelgomez5337
    @samuelgomez5337 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm tired of not being able to cry and just be left with the empty feeling

    • @Mr.Preside2568
      @Mr.Preside2568 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Don't feel alone we're all in this

  • @nickbrown7756
    @nickbrown7756 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I needed a good cry. It helps..

  • @josephb8499
    @josephb8499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    1:15 ... she’s crying about 1 week.. I’ve had and entire year of solitary. No one was there for me. Every damn day I wanted to die. I felt nothing for so damn long, all I’ve wanted was one person to ask me if I was okay. And untill this day I have no one. But I’m so much better now because I’ve been done listening to my stupid head. I listen to my heart now.

    • @vipulnavadkar5246
      @vipulnavadkar5246 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Take care

    • @xyzjo987
      @xyzjo987 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I been alone my whole life. No brother no sisters no cousins no father. No real close relationship with my mom. I take 5 melatonin pills every night to sleep. I take even more on holidays. I'm only proud of not falling into drug addiction or alcoholism. Hope I didn't speak to soon.

  • @shadowmarvel0737
    @shadowmarvel0737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Wow this is so good! The clips so sad !! Hits deep that's for sure my fav part is the Gwen and Peter just wow perfect scenes 😍

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      THANK YOU!!!!

  • @cy4n1d.e
    @cy4n1d.e 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yk youre fcked up when this kinda vids can’t make u cry anymore

  • @ashun7686
    @ashun7686 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Literally wake up thinking I have to just repeat the same thing I'm both physically and emotionally drained I'm tired and I'm sick of acting ok for others I'm numb this made me realise I need to go get some help

  • @rogue7023
    @rogue7023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    bro gwen's death makes my eyes sweat everytime

  • @alpha.king1001
    @alpha.king1001 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this hits me hard 😭... thanks for making this kind of content. this helps some people to understand there hidden feelings. keeps up the good work..🙂

  • @kalvin187douglas
    @kalvin187douglas 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    3:37
    Charlie: why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?
    Mr. Bill Anderson: we accept the love we think we deserve….
    Damn this lines hits so hard to me

    • @jeffery5716
      @jeffery5716 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mr anderson welcome back we missed you

  • @wokeupbricked
    @wokeupbricked 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    *Idk but gwen stacy's death hit me the most hard.*

  • @Aspire_Wings
    @Aspire_Wings ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Everybody has got wholes in their heart. Some are dine by family and some buy themselves.

  • @mohdibrahim3735
    @mohdibrahim3735 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    4:04 There is so much Pain and I don't know how to not notice it 😭😭 every scene every part relate somewhere in my life every day I'm watching this video

  • @azlies3949
    @azlies3949 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sometimes when you watch something sad and you cry its not because its sad you cry because you know what it feels like
    Im sorry for the grammar :)

  • @faiadnibir7360
    @faiadnibir7360 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I watch this everyday 💔

  • @rollertoaster3980
    @rollertoaster3980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    tony's death still hits hard even now

  • @satyanshmittal7603
    @satyanshmittal7603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Just accept it bruh...At the end of the day, love is materialistic.

  • @Mariiiiaah
    @Mariiiiaah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    amazing, seriously. I love you and this video, omg! ♥️✨ i cried, a lot. tks!

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @541Pro
    @541Pro 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    this is a masterpiece

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you ❤️

  • @Books-and-coffee0
    @Books-and-coffee0 ปีที่แล้ว

    I still can't get over the fact that my dearest friends just stopped communicating with me after I became severely ill. It's been 7 years and the pain of my sickness is nothing compared to the pain of betrayal and their unexplained behaviour. Sometimes I still can't sleep because of that.

  • @LeNguyen-jk9xk
    @LeNguyen-jk9xk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    All the emotion i feel, don’t feel real to me.
    I create a facade on the outside so I can fit in with others.
    My real self is all bottled inside of me because I’m afraid of how others will treat me if they knew the real me.
    This is the life I’ve been living for the last 10 years.

    • @BipoIarbear
      @BipoIarbear 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      We learn how to act for our audiences 🥺

  • @gtaipan7422
    @gtaipan7422 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Peter Parker kept a promise from Gwen's father. Promise saves lives for as long as we keep it.

  • @Vividemotions_me
    @Vividemotions_me 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I didn't think I would be able to cry but this really made me cry 💔

  • @Itskingbbq
    @Itskingbbq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    No matter how many times I’m hurt, I’m always there for them. For her. Whenever she needs something, I drop everything for her. But when I need something, I’m left alone. I subdue all of my pain and I push it down so I can feel something. Because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of being hurt again. I don’t want to be left alone to die in the darkness again. Every time I think I’ve found the right girl, I immediately get hurt by her. I’m broken. I’ve been broken and put back together so many times all the pieces are just smushed into spots now. I don’t recognize myself anymore. I’m done with it.
    All of it. It’s over. I’m done with girls hurting me because I’m the ONLY DECENT PERSON THAT THEY’VE EVERY DATED LET ALONE LOVE. I’M THE ONLY PERSON WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THEM AND TRULY LOVES THEM. I’m done. Until I find the one, I’m done.

    • @backwoodsliving204
      @backwoodsliving204 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Don't give up on love...love is everywhere we look and exists for you...if you believe...;) You will find the "one" keep your head up

    • @Itskingbbq
      @Itskingbbq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@backwoodsliving204 Thank you. I won’t give up. I just remembered that I don’t ever give up. It’s one of my morals. So doing so now, would be against my morals. So I will keep trying. I won’t give up. Not again. So I will keep my head up. Thank you

    • @backwoodsliving204
      @backwoodsliving204 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Itskingbbq Glad you remembered!!! Don't be afraid to try again. Hopefully you have or will soon

  • @Ambush1173
    @Ambush1173 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am tired of being scared all the time not knowing why I am tired of being trying to change and not knowing how , no matter how much I change , I am left with me
    I can relate it to every single word

  • @26harshparekh66
    @26harshparekh66 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    When things really hurt you realize that no one will come to save you ,you gotta save yourself

  • @woecans
    @woecans 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    ah cengiz, yaktın beni cengiz

  • @ddddsam7875
    @ddddsam7875 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am in pain for 6 years i don't know how much I can hold. i feel like broken, alive dead . or nothing else i can feel.

  • @novakedits3878
    @novakedits3878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    hello person reading this, if this reaches anyone. we're from different parts of the world, we lead different lives, we are different people. but yet, this piece, this video, has brought us together. and i will never meet you, but just remember we're still connected by this piece- by simply listening to it, together. it's crazy how the internet can bring people together, huh? and i hope you're doing more than "okay," and if you aren't, remember: you will be okay, and that's a promise. please be easy on yourself- it's been a tough year, i know, but we're almost over it, and you will be happy. i don't know how much you'll remember of this, but i'm glad that our lives intertwined in this little way. have a nice day, or night, and lastly, nice life. And remember that Jesus loves you so much and I love you too 💖💖💖💖💖💖

    • @achaloijudith
      @achaloijudith 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I needed to hear this ❤

  • @danieljackson3257
    @danieljackson3257 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It’s sad nobody has empathy for those of us who want to love and feel for people it’s just not In us and we don’t know why. Most people think everybody can

  • @deaks25
    @deaks25 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:07 Oh man that hits hard. I wish I had the strength to get that out of me. The people around me aren't bad friends but it seems like they don't notice and I wish I had it in me to say "I'm not ok and I need you"

  • @stumpsteph2153
    @stumpsteph2153 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wow was really surprised to see Quantico being used in this! I’m glad tho, happy when I see ppl use lots of other great TV shows and not just the same old ones everybody takes clips from

  • @lesliesnow3791
    @lesliesnow3791 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Am I the only one who sees these kinds of videos when I want to cry especially at night in my bed

  • @dallasmoses4936
    @dallasmoses4936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It sucks hiding your feeling of being depressed just to keep your family happy but I guess that’s my purpose

  • @dieudonnecelestine3895
    @dieudonnecelestine3895 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The moment you start playing these before you sleep and when you wake up, Only God can save you.

  • @kiranverma8668
    @kiranverma8668 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just dnt hve any words to explain myself to anyone

  • @mondlisithole2357
    @mondlisithole2357 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    They always hit home ......thank you

  • @rra10509
    @rra10509 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nahhh you really killed me with those last ones 😭😭😭😭

  • @viveksingh-pe4zd
    @viveksingh-pe4zd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    They say time heals everything every morning i ask myself does it does it......

  • @musicbeast_
    @musicbeast_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    AWW THE EDIT+SYNC+COLOURING GOT MY HEART FLATTERED IM VERY VERY HAPPY I GOT TO HELP YOU REACH YOUR MILESTONES ! Alright, first of all, your timings honey ! They're perfect e I love them so and the parallels ahht sim ! You're so freaking talented ! The video got me so nervous ! You really did such a great job on impressing me ! Ilysm ! Thank you for this absolute perfect masterpiece !

  • @nandinimehta7023
    @nandinimehta7023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love your videos 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 They are the best

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you so much ❤️

  • @sonsvdl4344
    @sonsvdl4344 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've been killing my happiness for someone I loved and now I realized I was never good enough he just used me... And I was opening up for him too easy

  • @ranadeepdas7
    @ranadeepdas7 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    No one bares the pain with you. Remember that.

  • @eellistailr3246
    @eellistailr3246 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Made me catch feelings.
    Ik clips are in description but which one is "why do nice ppl date bad ppl?"

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The Perks of Being a Wallflower

  • @nobodyhere8288
    @nobodyhere8288 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Same feeling...really again..i dont know how much i try to be good i remain alone..im at the verge of breaking down.. like time will u pls stop i dont wanna do this anymore .. pretending like there is nothing wrong..i dont get exited at anything nowadays..i get anxiety thinking about tomorrow..and depression thinking about past...its been like this for years.. first i thought it wil pass away..but now im sure its not leaving me..may be really something is wrong with me and everyone can see it except me..i really dont know what to do anymore no interest in future no friends ( only when there is a need for them they can see me unless im just invisible) no one understands me in my family.. feeling like there is nothing left for me..its 4 am here im hiding in the comment section

    • @rushikeshbankar8250
      @rushikeshbankar8250 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yo don't put yourself down like that buddy ur not the only one who has been suffering... we both been through similar shit..so i know how u feel...but If you ever need a friend then hit me up man..... just sharing everything with a stranger will make you feel 10x better.....if you ever feel alone or want someone to talk to...im here...

  • @yours_debbie
    @yours_debbie ปีที่แล้ว

    Last 5 years, I've watched this. And now, I'm here again , so messed up

  • @roshellesaenz3997
    @roshellesaenz3997 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I daydream about running away or just disappearing, not sure what’s holding me back

    • @roku89107
      @roku89107 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The what if holds us back.

  • @krupabhavsar3827
    @krupabhavsar3827 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i just loved this edit 😍🥰🥰🥰

  • @kyrcamille9106
    @kyrcamille9106 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    no not gwen NOT GWEN y'all I'm sobbing
    thank you for making this

  • @raniakhan2172
    @raniakhan2172 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    There is soo much pain and i don't know how not to notice it

  • @brandieatieno9074
    @brandieatieno9074 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this edition how detailed it is thank you

  • @missunknown5277
    @missunknown5277 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We cannot change anything and this will be with us forever but please never let your child come here

  • @Iknowwhoami
    @Iknowwhoami 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wanted to share my story...
    So my mum actually loves me a lot. But she had never let me hang out with my friends. She always gives excuse what will she tell to my dad if something happened to me. Now i am a college student. I hang out with my friends sometimes but she doesn't like that. Some of my friends wanted to go on a tour so they invited me. My mum said no and we had an argument. She always says that you dad have been spending a lot of money on you. You should be more sensible. He provides you everything before you ask for them. I mean i never wanted a macbook, phone or etc. I just want to enjoy my life...

  • @praveennagadesi5599
    @praveennagadesi5599 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your edits 🔥

    • @cengizsm
      @cengizsm  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this means a lot to me thanks ❤️

  • @vitki_thorson
    @vitki_thorson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Peter and Tony is the greatest relationship ever. I grew up fine and well with my parents. But I have never know a love like that…. Wait….. in every bit of honesty, right before the movie came out. My son would tell me I love you 1,000…. And repeat it.
    I miss you Tony. You saved me through so much… Robert… you also did too, you brought so much light to my life. I hope we cross paths one day