GRAEPHYRE - Ineffable
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- Fire from Gray ~ Phoenix from Ashes ~ Graephyre. Visual art drawn & edited by: me.
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"When your intellectual insights challenge older generations and are met with resistance.
When you're open to correction, yet your reasoning and intuition are often sound."
- Proverbs 12:1 "Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but whoever hates correction is stupid." (discipline is about structure, proven tradition and established consensus.. ..and correction is also addressing all that too, sorry for over-explaining it, just wanted to be extra clear about my quote intention)
"I identify as non-human, acknowledging my distinct view of existence that doesn't fit humanity.
I identify as non-human, acknowledging my distinct experience that doesn't fit humanity."
- i hope one day will re-identify as human again; they should not be given ownership over "humanity" (neither the literal word itself and its definition, nor the larger concept our entire history fits under.) but be challenged and taken the ownership back from (if it ever was theirs to begin with); we are all distinct experiences, mutations, some more awake than others; and it doesn't need to be a majority of us to prove what pushes humanity forward; a small minority is all it takes, sometimes just an individual; you only need to feel meaningfully connected with a key minority, it's not about the numbers; we're living an era where we're gaslighted about what equality should be (with re-definitions), and about the importance of diversity of skin deep color, of recreational intimate preferences.. and not at all meaningfully addressing the diversity of experience, minds, ideas (ideas can get particularly dangerous... too much entropy, obsoleting old tricks of self proclaimed overseers) --- the outliers are the true nature and potential of humanity; humanity is about transcendence, and transcendence is never gonna happen through conformist, sleep walking majorities, be they tens of billions.
Apologies, I must have missed the notification for your comment.
There is nothing wrong/incorrect about not being human. There are others who look "human" but we are not. Call it hybrid, call it whatever. Human beings can keep their routes to self destruction with religions like "science", their doomsday clock, mutual assured destruction, and Abrahamic faiths etc.. Humans are offended by my existence (e.g. My being more mature, intuitive, empathic, observant, truthful, brave, wise, and more comfortable with sexuality than all the "adults" around me since I was 8 years old.). Humans' "greater" society labeled me a deviant, a 93d0phile, an abuser, and an evil, just for living in/by the truth. I have made contact with other NHI, and I know I'm not the only one. The only reason I'm still here is because I have a k-9 to care for; I succeeded where the veterinarian failed multiple times and I'm home feeding her which has turned out to be the most difficult job I've ever had (since there is extremely limited info on this for a shihtzu). I sacrificed big and easy paychecks, and the standard socialization (masking/faking) to care for my pup (she would have died by now if I didn't). Why is it okay for many others to self-proclaim Non-Human (Even Lil Wayne has an album called "I am Not a Human being"), but when I do it, it's a problem? Didn't "Jesus" supposedly clarify to his contemporaries that the Tanakh rightfully proclaimed "ye are Gods"; as well as proclaiming for himself that He is God in the flesh? Being human is merely a categorical choice; No one makes that choice for me. E pluribus unum; I AM the One True God. Thank you for your comment, and listening to my audio-artworks.
@@foodwatermusic
is anyone individual truly worthy of taking at heart what they "proclaim"?
is any one group worthy enough to shape your life by their frame / labels / smears ?
if you have something to defend, you will not be able to do it by giving up "territory" like that,, in the face of individuals or groups "proclamations", nor by misidentifying what there is to defend.
Humanity is in ourselves, and it's our duty to show it off as its expression of excellence and growth; not something we expect -- disappointed and rejected -- to "kindly' be indulgently recognized by some authority figure/group (an authority we ourselves misplace relevance in).
btw: a group like that is much more plausible to have lost humanity through its formation/evolution, towards an inferior state...(sure, a state showing human traits, but inferior to what they should get busy ascending towards) look at some political ideological tribes, manifesting collective intelligence of a lying, narcissistic, tantrum throwing kindergarten age child.
anyways, i am not here to "force" you by text towards my view, i just wanted to get a glimpse into your reasoning, and you into mine.. i just hope you keep a door open for changing you mind for what truth might "potentially" be as we figure this big puzzly thing out.
@@Dm3qXY Thanks for your concern. I am what I am. I see where you're coming from and while I don't foresee myself ever "changing my mind on being human", your perspective is valid for sure. The degree in which I am jaded about humanity can change; that door is always open. The truth is my making n.h.i. contact might be the primary reason I can't accept the human identity at face value, or really at all at this point.
I'm not concerned with worthiness, no. I have a sense of pride in going against the grain. Language is an inherently flawed form of communication. Many people say words are the most powerful aspect of human life, or words are magik, or words are spells. I agree words are spells, but their magik only works on those who revere them.
And I do give up territory; I give unto caesar what is his (e.g. If I drive his roads, I obey the speed limit. If I use his money, I pay his taxes.), but he has no jurisdiction on my body, or whoever's body, or bodies I'm with).
I don't have any expectations of humanity and they can live how they want as long as they don't directly tread on me. I consider human authority very relevant, but only to them.
Remember there is no real consistent thread of humanity other than they are adaptable and malleable (I have never been malleable, even as a toddler, and for good reason, not tantrum throwing). There are Hitlers or Stalins on one hand, and Jesus' or Buddhas on the other. There are horrors and loves committed in the name of the opposites. Plato's allegory of the cave is an accurate representation of humanity's susceptibility to cling to their Stockholm syndrome as long as they're going with an established norm. I would argue that the one who realizes the shadows are merely shadows is on an evolutionary leap, no longer fitting in the category of his ignorant acquiescent snitch contemporaries. Even the hospitals are filled with for-profit motives, and though their establishment and availability to all including the homeless is a sign of the potential for human compassion; there are also weapons development and for-profit military industries with budgets several times larger than budgets for preventative care. There is no money in prevention. Have you seen the popular video here on YT of the spinal surgeon who quit because he realized that he wasn't actually helping his patients, often making them worse off, unless he helped them with prevention, but then those patients wouldn't come back for surgery, technically losing the hospital money.
Also, humans are subject to human-made laws. I am basically an outlaw (e.g. Cannabis or mushroom use), and I refuse to give my individual sovereignty up (Not that I consider myself a "sovereign citizen", because I am not a citizen under any jurisdiction on earth). I live here, and I do partake in the goods that Babylon has to offer those who fall on hard times. I mind my own business, I harm no one, thus I break no laws.
It could be said that I live by natural law, but even that goes too far as there are many manifestations considered to be "unnatural" but are actually beneficial. Thank you, you've help me clarify these thoughts. I hope you stick around to hear my new upcoming works. 🙏
@@foodwatermusic of course i'll stick around, you won me a while a go.. :)
Thank you for taking the time, again, for getting back with another ample response, it is appreciated; i do want to add something, but i'll leave it for a future time, i'll let you enjoy your Sunday for now.
in the mean time, (not my quote) let each of us go "do something that looks like cheating, but is not"!
@@Dm3qXY I like the quote, sounds like another day of just being. I'm open if you want to keep discussing, sure.
Btw, When did you first find my channel? Like, what was the first song you heard if you remember? I've fallen away from the only people (in real life) who I knew ever listened. Other than that there are some people online (that I "knew" briefly) who I think might be listening but I don't know for sure. I have no idea really who any of my subscribers are. I might do some vlog type videos to maybe gain traction, but I'd kinda rather do that on a separate channel.