IM WALKING MY DOG AT NIGHT AND IVE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED & IN MY FEELS AT THE SAME TIME

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  • @Alexandria-Rose
    @Alexandria-Rose 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +8198

    Speaking of Sakura, that's why there's a Sakura flower at the end of the videos with "that dude" it was in dedication to her wasn't it? I never forgot. It's heartwarming whenever I see it.

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +568

      Yeah, it makes me happy and feel comforted every time I see the flower

    • @deadg1rlinthep0ol
      @deadg1rlinthep0ol 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +491

      i feel so bittersweet whenever i see that he still puts the sakura flower at the end, in a good way though :,) you can tell how much he truly loved her

    • @akarriia
      @akarriia 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +298

      Always wondered why there was a sakura flower, but may Sakura rest peacefully

    • @0nly.StarieNaria
      @0nly.StarieNaria 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +154

      No wonder why that was there, oml im finna cry

    • @LexiThomas-z7g
      @LexiThomas-z7g 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +45

      Poor sakura 😢

  • @salcamara4684
    @salcamara4684 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3556

    0:23 Rest in peace Sakura, May this game be closure for you dude love you jay !!

    • @urbanzs
      @urbanzs 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ☹️☹️💖💖

    • @Zeglnaytt8
      @Zeglnaytt8 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      immmmm going live 🔥😃

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +37

      It made me hella sad when Jay gave us the news, may she rest in peace

    • @Choerrycoke
      @Choerrycoke 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      I cried when I saw the video, may sakura rest in peace

    • @siredquinn
      @siredquinn 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +18

      @@Zeglnaytt8no one cares

  • @kuroshi_anaki
    @kuroshi_anaki 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1847

    So i think the story is that the mc lost his family during the crash in the highway, and when he came home he only had the dog left that somehow survived the typhoon. He lived life depressingly after surviving the crash, and the dog was already old, so when bonta died the mc wanted to take his own life because there was no one else in it. But somehow, after bonta already passed peacefully in his sleep, he still woke up to save his owner who hxng himself, and gave the mc a "second chance", especially because he blamed himself for his family's death in the highway (survivor's guilt). He survived the attempt, and decides to just live until it's his time, until he can meet his family and the dog again.

    • @sayurikazuya2544
      @sayurikazuya2544 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +318

      Just my theory, but every night when Bonta barks, Bonta actually sees grim reaper n trying to shoo them away bcs of how many times mc tried to take his life. N there's a belief that animals can see something that humans don't

    • @itsyeet1247
      @itsyeet1247 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +62

      @@sayurikazuya2544YOU’RE PAYING FOR MY THERAPY 😭😭😭

    • @FroggyPheb
      @FroggyPheb 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +34

      ⁠@@sayurikazuya2544PROOF BONTA IS THE BEST DOG😭

    • @Imsodownbad69
      @Imsodownbad69 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Also maybe the rope MC used was Bonta's leash, he said it was very old and might break easily so he mustn't get too far from Bonta.

    • @Yesyesyuyu123
      @Yesyesyuyu123 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      😢

  • @kkamajwi
    @kkamajwi 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1726

    "ぼんた", the dogs name is backwards for the "田んぼ”(たんぼ), which means rice fields. the ones where they would take walks together

    • @SpiritTakoizu
      @SpiritTakoizu 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +35

      ignore the other dude, i care, thanks for this interesting info!

    • @kkamajwi
      @kkamajwi 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +27

      @ lmfao their comment got deleted but i saw it. thanks tho! i appreciate you 🫶
      the svtfoe pfp they had was wild

    • @fawnsicles
      @fawnsicles 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      thats really cool actually !

    • @SpiritTakoizu
      @SpiritTakoizu 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      @ the combo of both the pfp and the username was wild as hell 😩😩😩😩😩

    • @kkamajwi
      @kkamajwi 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@SpiritTakoizu
      "Diddy_biggestfan09" is crazy... OMG THEY CHANGED THEIR PFP TO A STARVTFOE BUT SEXUALIZED-😭😭😭 BOR WHY SHE GOT HER BOOBS OUT

  • @curielux
    @curielux 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1449

    Rest In Peace, Sakura. I know your pain, Jay.. we gotta keep them in our hearts and minds. Love when little synchronicities happen and keep them close

    • @Synchronicities-
      @Synchronicities- 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Did you say my name :)?

    • @DragonGirl2000
      @DragonGirl2000 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Exactly, and R.I.P Sakura 😔🙏🕊🌸

  • @theoceanback
    @theoceanback 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1989

    i hope that sakura is resting easy seeing how successful and happy you are now ❤

    • @Zeglnaytt8
      @Zeglnaytt8 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      immmmm going live 🔥😃

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      I hope Sakura knows she'll always be in our hearts 🌸

    • @MelClemente-k6r
      @MelClemente-k6r 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@Diddy_biggestfan09 all you post is garbage gacha content stop talking for no reason.

    • @suslvxz
      @suslvxz 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Who is Sakura

    • @Ethereal_Amaryllis
      @Ethereal_Amaryllis 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@suslvxzhe said in the video his dog that passed

  • @Zaw517
    @Zaw517 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +449

    Your sister is the GOAT for making a shirt for you. It’s good to have family care for you and I’m glad that your family is carrying in the memory of Sakura

  • @enbyeonjvn
    @enbyeonjvn 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1174

    17:20 i know you didn't finish your sentence, but as someone who actually does live in the middle of nowhere, with no other houses for a mile or more, we have curtains on every single window. It's weirdly scarier than being in a town where you're more likely to actually have someone at your window 💀

    • @Unknown_cannibal
      @Unknown_cannibal 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +75

      Well yeah you live in a place distant from others it would be a lot stranger for something to be at your window/door, I live in a neighborhood and I still get scared from seeing the trees moving or hearing a sound at night😭. I wanna live in a distant area because I love being alone but I have a fear that I'm not ACTUALLY alone and that something is there watching.

    • @strwbrrii.tae313
      @strwbrrii.tae313 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      ohmigowdd another moa kubzscouts fan .ᐟ.ᐟ ♡՞݂ɞ̴̶̷ ·̥ ɞ̴̶̷՞݂♡

    • @enbyeonjvn
      @enbyeonjvn 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +26

      @Unknown_cannibal YES EXACTLY !!!! 😭😭 it's like "it's so unlikely there will be someone here... but what if..."

    • @enbyeonjvn
      @enbyeonjvn 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@strwbrrii.tae313 yesss hello :]

    • @MandaManda-k4l
      @MandaManda-k4l 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You get me​@@Unknown_cannibal

  • @ch3ezits
    @ch3ezits 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2618

    "I LOVE YOU JAY!!" I scream as the nurses drag me back to the asylum

  • @Blood2777
    @Blood2777 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +682

    That explains the Sakura flower at the end of "THAT DUDE🌸". Sorry for your loss man.

    • @Bliss4uu
      @Bliss4uu 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      ohhh...

  • @androidluvsklei
    @androidluvsklei 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +695

    Jay please try out the "Deep Sleep" and "Don't Escape" game series.
    Why I think you would like them:
    1.) Really cool and unique pixel style
    2.) Deep Sleep has a horror aspect
    3.) Point and click games
    4.) Really good for a solid series (multiple videos)!

    • @Caziti
      @Caziti 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      Hope Jay sees this

    • @Zhaaspace
      @Zhaaspace 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      OMG YESS

    • @leoz_land
      @leoz_land 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      omg yess i love those games so much

    • @mariabetito1476
      @mariabetito1476 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Don't forget about jay's love of games with strategies involved. Those always received the "it is my last video on this game" treatment. 🙃🙃

    • @51Devs
      @51Devs 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      fangan

  • @paintingkrew
    @paintingkrew 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +437

    it sucks with pet loss, it's like a lingering pain that will never go away, keep your head up high and know Sakura is always with you ❤

    • @KamiraMei
      @KamiraMei 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Womp womp ngl...

    • @This_Is_B0T
      @This_Is_B0T 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

      ​​@@KamiraMei dang bruh you didn't get a nibble. You might need some better bait.

    • @Movedtopinterest
      @Movedtopinterest 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      ​@@This_Is_B0T You did amazing ngl

    • @This_Is_B0T
      @This_Is_B0T 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @Movedtopinterest thx ✌️

  • @Bendyeon
    @Bendyeon 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +53

    Did not expect to be bailing my eyes out at the end. I have never had a dog even and I it still hit so hard for me. I truly appreciate that dogs exist in this world. All dogs go to dog heaven.

  • @star..zz0
    @star..zz0 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +720

    i’m so sorry for the loss of sakura, she was gorgeous and such a sweet baby. ❤

    • @Zeglnaytt8
      @Zeglnaytt8 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      immmmm going live 🔥😃

    • @star..zz0
      @star..zz0 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

      @ excuse me

    • @2_OP
      @2_OP 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      ​@@star..zz0just a bot, pay it no mind

  • @miaa9569
    @miaa9569 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +328

    Anything related to animals always makes me emotional. I'd give up anything for my pet to live longer with me. Even if I have to share half of my life, I will do it without hesitation. I miss my cat so much. Sending love and hugs for everyone that went through this❤❤

  • @bluebhoney2775
    @bluebhoney2775 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +95

    THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED WHEN THEY SHOWED BONTA LAYING LIKE THAT NOOOOOOOO

  • @tatipork
    @tatipork 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +146

    i love Jay’s fanbase so much😭😭yall r so sweet😭

    • @JoeyJordisonRealNOTclickbait
      @JoeyJordisonRealNOTclickbait 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +26

      literally like i love how respectful they are about his loss even though its been a while now its actually amazing 😭

  • @nataliaculum8274
    @nataliaculum8274 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +136

    i cant believe its already been two years since sakuras passing. i remember watching the video and I was sobbing horribly. may she rest in peace, I love seeing the sakura flower at the end of each video

  • @Bambie_won
    @Bambie_won 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +95

    This hits hard. I had lost my dog back in 2022 and it's hard. It was in 4 days and this game made me remember it. This game made me relive the painful days since it was the same except my dog died at 4 years. Rest in peace my lovely Dolli, I'll love you forever

  • @redacted6392
    @redacted6392 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +269

    She will always be by your side Jay 🌸 She seen you grow up and I'm sure she's happy to watch over how far you've come.

  • @Katsu-_-Mikio
    @Katsu-_-Mikio 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +145

    One I want to say I’m sorry about Sakura and I understand how you feel my doggo passed away last week. Also I want to say thank you for always putting a smile on my face during the worst times. If I was down and out of it I would watch your videos and instantly my day became so much better. Thank you for doing what you do, keep it up. We all love you, thank you Jay for being an amazing content creator.

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @Diddy_biggestfan09 you play gacha life dawg, be fr

    • @iizrarr
      @iizrarr 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      THE USER HELP ME​@@highsourjamapple9141

  • @Joss_Rockss
    @Joss_Rockss 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +17

    Got into a car crash today, ive been so on edge all day and Jays videos help sm. I love you Jay you are indeed that dude.

    • @christinaltiina
      @christinaltiina 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      I’m so sorry that happened to you but glad that you found a way to get your mind off of it

    • @HiHello-ht2zu
      @HiHello-ht2zu 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Maybe watching this one video wouldn't be a good decision.

  • @mx_bec
    @mx_bec 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    This actually made me cry. The way that dogs always know, always want to be by us, we dont deserve them.

  • @carterfrost4533
    @carterfrost4533 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +116

    Im so sorry for your loss jay, we love you and you will always have our support. Because the way i see it is we aren't just a fan base, we're a family

  • @devannayoung7941
    @devannayoung7941 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +76

    It is truly sad to lose a beloved pet. They become such an important part of our lives. RIP Sakura.🕊 I lost my dog last year, and it was the worst pain ever. He was a little brown Yorkie with big eyes, and he always slept with me in my bed, even though he had his own. I swear he could read my mind. When I was feeling shitty, he would spin around and lie on his back for me to pet his belly. He was an old dog, and I knew it would happen eventually, but I never thought it would come so soon. Damn, I miss him.💔😭

    • @myroslava4789
      @myroslava4789 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I lost my dog last year too (technically last year. July 2024). I feel you, my dog was also old and I new it was coming but it still wasn't easy or something I accepted right away. May your Yorkie rest in peace, he sounded amazing ❤️

  • @pandapooley1550
    @pandapooley1550 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +17

    animals are sooo important for our health and im so glad Sakura was able to bring you so much love and comfort while she was with you, I just know that shes still always cuddling up with you whenever you go to bed and going with you wherever you go. she'll always be your Sakura. I hope your having a great day and thank you for always being a comfort for me

  • @sholven
    @sholven 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +17

    I have a pomeranian who is abut to turn 12 this March. She's the daughter of my first dog and I've been with her every day since she was born. She's very healthy and energetic (though she's just now recently recovering from kennel cough) but I dread the fact that I know her time is nearing. She's the one person that keeps me grounded to reality and eventually became my ESA. I don' know what I'll do when I lose her or even where I'm going with this comment but we're with you Jay and thank you for everything you do for us and I know Sakura was so lucky to have someone like you in her life

  • @kateedits755
    @kateedits755 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +73

    God damn that ending made me cry like a baby...
    Ik I can never have pets for this very reason
    And I still watch all those dog movies and cry like they're my own 🫂

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +10

      Fr, I have pets but I'm afraid of when they're gonna go. This game has me in my feels

    • @kateedits755
      @kateedits755 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@highsourjamapple9141 bro 🥹🫂... We're here for you(?)
      idk what to say... I'M SORRY-

    • @kateedits755
      @kateedits755 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@highsourjamapple9141 bro 🥹🫂

    • @user-ky9ti5pu5y
      @user-ky9ti5pu5y 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@highsourjamapple9141 same 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Starshinebella
    @Starshinebella 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +37

    Really miss Sakura , she was a very sweet little pup and everyone will miss her. Now everyone lets enjoy this king play this game!
    Ps: Anyone miss when Jay would watch old horror stories or animations? It feels like yesterday when he posted one.

  • @nyan2317
    @nyan2317 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +42

    You see ghosts of your family when you were walking Bonta. The wife with the light truck, the son running and screaming with the red blood dripping guy taking a jog, and the daughter exploding into a fireball with hay fires tryna make grilled chicken out of you.
    Wonder what else we missed.

  • @dearestgrace9304
    @dearestgrace9304 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +36

    Pet loss sucks, I lost my childhood dog a few years ago and although I know he’s gone it’s like he never left. I think it’s so cute that the little flower is in the outro for her! May Sakura rest in peace. 🌸

  • @ohnoitsmiki
    @ohnoitsmiki 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +67

    Here I was, clicking on a video to watch during my lunch break, and here I am, in the bathroom after my lunch break, crying on the toilet.
    Loosing a childhood dog is hard, I still remember my good boy, Maka, an Australian Shepard border collie mix. The part about Bonta climbing the stairs really hit me hard cause Maka struggled to climb the stairs when he got older. I still feel Maka around me during hard times, and I know Sakura is still with you Jay 🌸

  • @TBS3_860
    @TBS3_860 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    My first cat died one year ago, on January 3rd of 2024, at the age of 3. It's so hard to believe that he's gone. And hearing you talk about your first dog and how she was so close to you, so sweet, and being with you through your sick day reminded me of him and how much I wish he was still here.
    Your dog truley loved you. Thank you for this video; I always enjoy watching and waiting for you to upload. ❤
    Your that dude

  • @Xyouami1292
    @Xyouami1292 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    "We miss you sakura" we all say in unison as tears drop down our eyes

  • @albusbumblebee
    @albusbumblebee 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +24

    speaking of sakura, i recently went through the same exact thing. my childhood dog, krypto, was put down at 17 last april because he had a stroke and wandered off. he was a lovely dog, and i never experienced losing a dog before either. but he was old and suffering and im glad hes young and happy and maybe even playing with sakura in doggie heaven right now ❤ so sorry for your loss and im glad you honor so much of her memory. ❤❤ rest in peace, sakura 🌸 🐾

  • @vividbaddog
    @vividbaddog 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    youre so, so open about your life and i find it so sweet. rip Sakura 🌸🕊️

  • @WUMDINGUS
    @WUMDINGUS 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    ong i had no idea its been TWO YEARS
    rest in peace Sakura, i hope youre having all the greatest treats and chewing on the squeakiest toys 🌸🩷

  • @kyramccarthy1124
    @kyramccarthy1124 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +45

    21:05 has me crying

  • @jerrielrosario365
    @jerrielrosario365 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +50

    0:50 I’m sorry Jay

  • @tobitania
    @tobitania 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    best believe sakura is looking down at you smiling and is proud of what you've achieved, jay! YOU'RE THAT DUDE! 🌸

  • @shatteredjar
    @shatteredjar 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +88

    rest in peace, sakura! never back down!! you're that dude, and sakura was that dog!

  • @katiexv
    @katiexv 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    thank you for putting a smile on my face Jay. love you, stay safe.

  • @miakkoh
    @miakkoh 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +29

    Jay don’t ever feel bad about being in your feels. It’ll be two years for me in February losing my senior pug. I’ve cried so many times from then and now, I like to think of it as how much love we still have for our pets and how they’ll always be with us❤

  • @averyangelus2262
    @averyangelus2262 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    Rest in peace Sakura, we all love you and the tee is really cutee!

  • @Oliviaw.s
    @Oliviaw.s 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    never in my LIFE did i think that I would start crying watching jay play a horror game. This game quite literally had me in tears because of Bonta. I have a dog of the same breed which I unfortunately have to put down soon so the ending of this game hit me so hard, or maybe i just cry when it involves dogs. Still crying while im writing this. Rest in peace sakura.

  • @JeansNotJeans
    @JeansNotJeans 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    When I see the pink flower at the end of your videos I always smile because it's so sweet, I can't believe it's been two years since I started to smile at the flower

  • @moon-cg9xm
    @moon-cg9xm 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    People say that grief is love that has no place to go. Pet grief is so valid and losing a pet is so difficult. You must miss Sakura so much but I know that when she was here with you, you showered her with love and care, so remember that she only has good, loving memories of you. Excited to watch your video! 🌸💗

  • @Exøsañe
    @Exøsañe 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    I still have my first dog, I can't IMAGINE what I'd do without her, her derpy looks, her bounces (yes she bounces) her trots her woofs, I CANT live without her I'm sorry for your loss jay dogs are too pure to stay forever! 🌸

  • @cottenfluff9594
    @cottenfluff9594 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Sakura is best doggy! Love the little sakura flower in the Outro, always reminds us of the best doggo! Rest in peace little angel, she had the best family ever, love the shirt by your sister Jay! It's very thoughtful. Thanks for making our days all the time! ❤ I've lost many animals and I know the pain all too well.

  • @axsim9977
    @axsim9977 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    It’s funny how this actually made me cry so much, I lost my baby of 6 years 2023 on Halloween and this reminded me that she’ll always be with me❤️‍🩹 Hope our dogs are having the best time up there.

  • @Sebster4r
    @Sebster4r 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Rest in peace sakura !! I never forgot when she first passed i think it's the first time i remember jay crying on camera i love seeing the Sakura emoji at the end just a little sign shes always with you , happy anniversary Sakura we all love you , your forver a member of the scouts fam
    I just wanna say later that night I ended up having a breakdown due to grief from my own dog , I think bonta got us all in our feels

  • @courtneylovee
    @courtneylovee 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +70

    I’ve been horribly sick and barely been able to get out of bed. A new kubz scouts video was exactly what I needed thank you!

    • @Zeglnaytt8
      @Zeglnaytt8 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      immmmm going live 🔥😃

    • @sw.556
      @sw.556 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      Hope you feel better soon💯❗️

    • @highsourjamapple9141
      @highsourjamapple9141 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      I hope you get better and recover fast after watching this Jay video

    • @courtneylovee
      @courtneylovee 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@sw.556 thank you!

    • @courtneylovee
      @courtneylovee 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@highsourjamapple9141 thank youu!!! 🩷

  • @elicoolfr
    @elicoolfr 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    Rest in peace sakura 🩷 I'm sure she is in a much better place now

  • @AliciaTshula
    @AliciaTshula 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    How come we ain’t seeing a single f*cking tear for Jay?! I’m bawling crying rn😭😭😭

  • @lisatwilley
    @lisatwilley 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    The Jacksepticeye throwback was hilarious 😂😂❤❤❤ love this dude for so MANY reasons ❤❤❤❤

  • @kurama.6702
    @kurama.6702 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This made me so emotional. Reminds me of how I will never be able to relive those moments with my dog. She always knew how to cheer me up. May Sakura rest in peace 🌸.

  • @its_Pixyx
    @its_Pixyx 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    Rest in peace Sakura i know shes proud of you jay and we are to dw shes watching from above for sure 💜

  • @eggueguchannel
    @eggueguchannel 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    Strange...Watching this video on the day that makes 3 years since i lost my own dog...Rest in peace all good doggos. You'll never be forgotton

  • @ywrsso
    @ywrsso 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +30

    rest in peace sakura ☹️ im so sorry for your lost jay, im sure she's in a much better place now to rest.

  • @FreakZestyFest
    @FreakZestyFest 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +29

    14:10 Sorry y'all, thats my blood clot 🥰

    • @Scar.Scar-
      @Scar.Scar- 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Crazy

    • @FreakZestyFest
      @FreakZestyFest 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@Scar.Scar- 😛

    • @whosabbythoo
      @whosabbythoo 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      living up to your username

    • @FreakZestyFest
      @FreakZestyFest 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @whosabbythoo indeed

  • @destonhater1
    @destonhater1 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    I'm so sry for ur lost Jay!Sakura is in a better place now

  • @justyuki5336
    @justyuki5336 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    im sorry about your loss of a beautiful soul. Im sure she lived her best life and had the greatest memories with you ❤

  • @rushboi1430
    @rushboi1430 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    Aw im so sorry to hear that jay! R.i.p Sakura!

  • @DevruignFelipe
    @DevruignFelipe 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +32

    "WE LOVE YOUR SHIRT, PAPI JAY" we all say in unison while smiling

    • @Brahmanrbg
      @Brahmanrbg 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      what if I touch you instead

  • @a.sillykitty
    @a.sillykitty 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +15

    25:11 THE SILENCE WAS SO LOUD😭😭

  • @hurmmmmphhhamm
    @hurmmmmphhhamm 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    the "look for him too" was probably another way to say he was gonna try take his own life

  • @NastymcMasty
    @NastymcMasty 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

    Havent watched your content in ages. Good to see you are still doing well and doing the content you love (i hope). Hope your kid is doing well too. Much love

  • @Nyx_yx
    @Nyx_yx 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    rest in peace Sakura, and i just wanted to say Jay i absolutely love watching your videos and hearing you talk, rn im not doing well with my mental health and there's no one who i can reach out to and just watching your videos is my favourite thing idk watching your funny videos lightens up my day!

  • @jadedf33n
    @jadedf33n 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    21:46 & 31:20 deadass had me cackling😭 but rest in peace Sakura i know shes watching over you in dog heaven proud🌸.

  • @Madisongreyofficial
    @Madisongreyofficial 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

    we love you Sakura 🌸

  • @papapercy
    @papapercy 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Hi Jay, recently 3 of my cats died. Yesterday marked the 2 months from when one of them died. When you talked about how she would stay by your side no matter what when you didn’t feel good, it reminded me of my cat. Everytime I was crying he came and laid by my side. Im so sorry for your loss, and im just here to say I understand your pain. ❤️

  • @taylorhughes1106
    @taylorhughes1106 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I am so very sorry for your loss Jay. I love that you have such a big heart!

  • @sour-apples
    @sour-apples 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    10:25 when the alien showed up, my brain just added the rizz sound affect😭

  • @Casper_cos
    @Casper_cos 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’ve had a rough couple of months and this video genuinely brought me to tears. I’m still tearing up typing this. The game was honestly so powerful. For the longest time I’ve struggled with my mental health so badly that I’ve considered doing something terrible a couple of times. I’ve almost gone through with it in the past, especially after the death of someone who I never considered would die. Thankfully I met a man who’s helped me in ways he’ll never understand. Most days aren’t easy, and I still have those thoughts from time to time, but with him by my side, it’s getting better. Thank you for posting this video even though it wasn’t easy. Your videos make an impact on people like me, and just how you’re here for us, we’re here for you too.

  • @KirigayaHibiki
    @KirigayaHibiki 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Dang ya'll. I didn't expect that I'll actually tear up to this video..
    Fly high, sakura 🐶🌸

  • @falmingi6350
    @falmingi6350 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Early gang! We love you Jay, and so did Sakura. So sorry about your loss, always the hardest to lose pets❤

  • @portalplaz
    @portalplaz 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    4:30 kubzscouts gettin turned into the Karma Police music video got me crying

  • @luvhjackyy
    @luvhjackyy 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    sakura was a good dog and she knows you loved her so much and she knows you took well care of her,we all love you jay!!

  • @SsnowyVr
    @SsnowyVr 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +17

    Jay has made it so far and raised me n my siblings and we all still love him sm,I always look forward to his daylee posts even the ones at 5am. I always say his intro out loud 😄

  • @kemiya4uu
    @kemiya4uu 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Ilysm jay, you’re literally my fav TH-camr, keep up the good work❤ (and omg that shirt is so amazing) 💕

  • @melaniexox
    @melaniexox 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    We love you!! Rest in peace Sakura 🌸

  • @jseuruu
    @jseuruu 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    ❤Oh yeaahh, Jay's voice and vids = therapy

  • @Variaficationify
    @Variaficationify 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

    Been following you since the early Yansim days, but didn't know about the loss, man. It's so easy for pets to start feeling like family, so sorry for the loss, though I'm 2 years late. My gf still finds herself breaking down a couple of times in the year when she's reminded of her cat, which passed in 2023.

  • @uhoh6036
    @uhoh6036 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    jay!! it is ok to be in your feels!! losing Sakura is heavy and sad. and it is ok to let yourself feel sad about the situation. we all relate and feel with you too! sorry for the loss. 💔

  • @JustYuki
    @JustYuki 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    After watching this video, this really made me miss my dog.
    January 5 2025 was the day I lost my second dog, Luna. The sweetest good girl my family ever had, she was taken too soon by untreated distemper. I still have a video of her during December 31 around 12PM where we all celebrated a new year and you could clearly see the tiredness in her eyes but my girl fought for us to join in this new year.
    Next day, she had her first seizure and every vets were closed, we were devastated that we couldn't get any help for her besides TLC, it took another two days until we can finally get her to the vet. My heart broke to see her suffering; how she twitched, the discharge from her eyes and nose, the seizures...
    January 4 2025, It was a 40 minutes drive to the specialized vet where we left her in. Her usual beautiful brown eyes had gray and my sweet girl was so weak she couldn't wag her tail anymore but when my dad carried her, she instantly nuzzled close to him.
    I didn't know she was saying goodbye by then. I got to see her one last time before the next day when we got the devastating news that she collapsed, the doctors did everything they could but eventually, we lost Luna.
    We were heartbroken, she gave us so much joy and received so much pain. She's buried in our house where she can guard our little home forever in spirit.
    Thank you, Jay, for this video. It really makes us appreciate our pets no matter if they're a cat or a dog or even a pet turtle. Cherish them, love them and they'll return it ten fold.

  • @Meramera
    @Meramera 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Rest in peace Sakura. She truly was a happy baby because she got to spend her life with you Jay

  • @knnyslunch
    @knnyslunch 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    jay nailed that old jacksepticeye outro

  • @akyuamia
    @akyuamia 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss, rest in peace sakura. The best dog ❤

  • @mexlodiiii
    @mexlodiiii 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    rest in peace sakura, she was beautiful

  • @shionlaw01
    @shionlaw01 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I also lost my cat two years ago on this very month, so I feel you in the feels and I remember you posting about Sakura. Sakura was a lovely dog, and I'm sure she's watching over you too. Our families will always hold a special place in our hearts and we carry their love for us in our memories and hearts.

  • @Xo_Beanie_MorningStar_Xo
    @Xo_Beanie_MorningStar_Xo 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Rest in peace Sakura 🕊️ i know the feeling of losing an animal, back in 2017 i lost my Chihuahua and i blamed myself for her passing, she was the first dog to pass away on me and it still affects me

  • @ang1.228
    @ang1.228 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’ve never cried to your videos ever, but watching this made me think of my dog as well and this definitely made me emotional

  • @Ngh-harder-zhenya
    @Ngh-harder-zhenya 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    Judging from the intro and the title i know jay we're serious about being scared that much😂

  • @numbawunvlogger
    @numbawunvlogger 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    i don’t know why but the most random things are embedded in my brain. one of them was when you said the flower on the “THAT DUDE 🌸” was about sakura. love you jay !!

  • @theelysianfairy
    @theelysianfairy 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Two things I'm scared of, Dogs and Darkness, LES GO, also the Sakura shirt is so cute 🥺 rip

  • @casshasnolife3689
    @casshasnolife3689 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Just lost my other childhood dog at the end of november, after losing my first one in 2021, we got our first snowstorm of the year. He wasnt built for the snow, but he always loved it, so i brought his collar outside with me like we used to when he was alive. Itnever gets easier but your grief is just proof of the love you shared. Rip sakura, forever loved and in your heart, i hope your grief only gets less and less heavy

  • @rarakirasagi
    @rarakirasagi 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    always in our heart sakura

  • @Emily-qm1ex
    @Emily-qm1ex 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Sakura, what an amazing name! :)
    I’m sorry for your loss I know what it’s like to lose a dog ❤️ but always remember they will always be by your side and in your heart not matter what 💕

  • @_Choco_
    @_Choco_ 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    This video was hitting me in the feels man

  • @BlackFlowerAbowe
    @BlackFlowerAbowe 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm so sorry for you loss,Jay... I lost my dog also 6years ago and I understand how you feel ❤ I'm sure Sakura is watching you from above and is proud of you what you achieved ❤