@@KandiCraftsAndCats Those are the best people, I try to do it when I don't see timestamps but I'm usually on my TV with music. Wishing the best for those people though 🫶
time stamps !! ^_^ i wait for you - alex g | 00:00 - 02:31 need 2 - pinegrove | 02:32 - 05:26 i was all over her (sped up and cut off) - salvia palth | 05:27 - 05:57 not allowed - tv girl | 05:58 - 08:43 pretend (cut off) - alex g | 08:44 - 09:13 sarah - alex g | 09:14 - 12:06 (SHE LOVES ME LIKE A DOG‼
i wait for you - alex g | 00:00 - 02:31 need 2 - pinegrove | 02:32 - 05:26 i was all over her (sped up and cut off) - salvia palth | 05:27 - 05:57 not allowed - tv girl | 05:58 - 08:43 pretend (cut off) - alex g | 08:44 - 09:13 sarah - alex g | 09:14 - 12:06 16 mirrors - alex g | 12:07 - 13:03 inside out - duster | 13:04 - 15:07 mary (sped up) - alex g | 15:08 - 17:47
To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well. • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need. •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight (not mine! but copy paste it around!!)
my birthday is in 50 minutes..But my gf is out of town and cant rlly talk to me cause its a church thing so this music always reminds me of her so im basically with her ty
chat i remember when i was falling asleep on ft with him with my airpods on so he shared his screen and played i wait for you because at that time it was my fav song... i miss him.
If you don’t mind me asking what happened? Cause u said u miss him and I’m just curious, if you don’t feel comfortable with sharing if it’s something bad or something there’s no need to answer I’m just wondering and I don’t wanna push you to tell a complete stranger about that
If he left you, he didn’t deserve you. Hunny, you deserve the world itself. So a boy left you? No big deal. You have friends. Family. People care about you and love you. It may not feel like it, but trust me hun, you are needed on this earth.
lol i bet everyone here (inculding me) listens to these type of songs for stress relief, therapy, study and sleep music. i know theres more but i have homework.
✨To everyone who's studying with this music✨: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. 📖 I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸 (not mind! but copy paste it around!!) :))))
To anybody reading this... I'm proud of you. You're handsome. You're pretty You're amazing just the way you are. You're going to get better. You're great at what you do. You're impressive. You deserve attention. You deserve love. You should continue with what you like to do. You're not annoying You're not weird. Feel free to vent in the comments. I'm here for ya🙌
I wish to move, I wish to be well, I wish to breathe without thinking of her. She never leaves, these scars never have healed. To all the women whom which I loved. You've hurt me, you've degraded me. My body is peeling a thousands miles through the treacherous land and sea. The chains that scrape upon my neck, the whips that have scarred my back. The memories that never left my morsel of a body, why must you stay? Why musn't you leave? You left suddenly, you abused me suddenly. Nothing seems new, I always wanted to know. To say how much I loved you, yet now, now your with someone new. You've been dirtied by him and idk how i can see you for the upcoming future. How must we be friends when you left me after everything. I'm never sure what to say anymore, to the simplistic fact that you choose him over I, and to him simply degrading into a wasteland. It hurts. That boy is dying yet even still its him over I. You may laugh, flirt, cook, call me names and call me sweet. Yet those actions are simply a trap. The weathering storms have degraged by body, I feel overwhelmed after all this time. After these years passing, after this year passing. It hasn't changed, the quiet may help me, yet now theres never any surprises. To any girl I've laid in bed with, you were there showing me the way. To forceably talking, moving, cleaning, to hanging and smiling a stretch fold. You've ruined me. I was simply but a young boy, learning and having the curiosity of a giant. Yet now, now I know the truth. Not just of women, but of the world. The secerets we tell ourselves are hidden, we're deceptive, and I am lonely. I wish to move, I wish to be well, I wish to breathe, I wish to seek and see without a hindrance dragging me towards the coroners of hell. I'm pushed down, soaking and drowning in my own liquid sorrow. Why must you come back, why must I think of you in times of least importance to most ideal times of my life. I've learned to hide my pain, to only speak to others treating them to what I hadn't been obscured by. As everything moves on I'm trapped, obscured within my own concious, within my own mind. Eventualy soon ill be back to school, to living a life, and i wont even realise because im barely conscious outside of my head. My own daydreams are chained within a birdhouse made of pure metal bars. I have nothing to file down this jail, I have nothing to help me stand. To move an inch would be a considerable miracle. Again why must you hurt me? Why must I be trapped? Someday I seek betterment, to move on. Forgetting and pushing never was the smartest choice. In the end it only hurt me more. I'm not angry, but nor am I happy. I tend to feel nothing for I am afraid to feel. To let others in isn't easy. I'm only let down for every person let in. When will someone take care of me, love me for me? Why must booze and endless narcotics be the accesible answer? Brother I see your reasoning, why you feel the way you do. Your pain is far greater than I, and I am gratefulfor how you protected me. I thank you, and I wish to grow within your infinite absence. I apologize for not understanding earlier, I may have been to late by endless years. However, I'm here now for what it counts. Everything moves and pushes on brother, as will i. To the different personalities I may ascertain in the near future. To the disembered families and people, I apologize. I'm not sure what I'll do as I grow. But somehow, within someway, I'll be a hideous monster. If you kill me you'll be giving me a relief. So do as you wish, as will I. To the different emotions enveloped within each story within this passage. I thank others for reading and understanding... goodbye...
I read this whole thing, though I may be a bit young and can’t understand some of it, I can understand that you’re going through pain, I would like you to know some people on the internet understand you more than people in real life and I hope you get better and heal from the scars people have left even though it may take a while, I wish you the best and hope things start going good
Man i use to smoke and vape to be cool then i stard to smoke vape and drink to hide the pain but now i just turn it into anger and oush people away because i dont wanna smoke anymore.. younger me though life was hard because i was drinking the pain away but when life gets hard u feel there is no use for anything anymore not even yourself...
Are you ready? One day my best friend, Stella, and I were at a cabin. This cabin was in the woods, deep in the woods. I woke up to see my best friend missing from her bed. I asked my mom "Where's Stella?" she said "Oh honey she's in the back" I ran to the back of the cabin to see my best friend talking to this boy. This boy whos wearing a black Nike hoodie, said "Hey my name's Jamal" I said "Okay" Stella said "Bye" and walked away, he also walked away but into the woods. I was very weirded out by "Jamal's" vibe but brushed it off. Couple hours later maybe its like 6 PM a knock on the door 2 times, Stella and I are home alone, Stella said "I'll answer it stay here" I obvi didn't stay in the room, instead I watched waiting by the stairs, once Stella opens the door we see Jamal again. Stella said "Hey Jamal, you weren't suppose to come right now, she's not asleep yet" I was confused, I ran to my bedroom and Stella closed the door. I thought she was talking about my mom, and probably wanted to invite a boy over and I'm a kid so I was chill with it. Anyways its 2 AM my mom is still not home and Stella suggest we go to sleep I said okay she grabs her sleeping bag and lays it down in my room, she says goodnight and I do aswell. I fall into a deep sleep but then something feels off so I wake up and Stella is missing from her bed again. I hear someone's voice, close to Jamal's voice but I'm unsure because I'm half awake. Then I hear footsteps, and run to my bedroom window. I see my mom's car, and call her, but no answer. Still at the window, but then I hear a scream, a really weird scream, distant but close. I look into the woods, I kinda see a shadow figure of a woman, but unable to see all the way. I hear Stella's voice calling out my name and look around don't see her. I find a way down from the roof, once I get down I hear Stella's voice again, only this time closer. I walk more into the woods, going to her voice. Then I see the shadow figure running at me, I start running back to the cabin lock all my doors, and run to my room and look for a weapon, but then my bedroom door slowly opens, Stella being there with the Shadow figure, and Jamal. I stood there in fear, frozen in fear. Stella got closer with the shadow figure, and Jamal... *PART 2*: As Stella, The shadow figure, and Jamal got closer I was standing still until a little voice said "run." as soon as I snapped out of whatever was happening, I ran to my bedroom window, and jumped out of it. My leg got stabbed by a sharp item but it was night and I couldn't see, either way I still ran as fast as I could. I ran and ran and ran. I see a street and run to that street then I see my mom's car again only this time she's in it. I tell her what happened and she said "Okay, okay get my phone, and call the police." I tell her her phone's dead, but then I realize she's driving back to the cabin..."Mom, what are you doing?!" I asked. "I'm going home sweetheart." she said smiling. "You're not my mom." I said. I then see the cabin, with Stella, Jamal, and The shadow figure. I'm still in the car, I look in the backseat and see a bat, and a flashlight. I grab both and run again. Then all of a sudden my mom grabs me, and shakes me. Stella is watching like she's scared or something. Jamal is standing there crying for the first time. "What's going on?" I ask myself, then I realize I'm in the hospital... *Part 3*: "What's going on?" I ask myself, then realize I'm in the hospital. I get really quickly, look at the date, and see it's October 15th 2024, I'm confused because my dream or whatever it was, took place in June... I ask again but out loud "What's going on?" Stella responds with "You were in a coma for 2 months, are you okay?" I answer with "Yeah I'm fine" my mom then asks "Honey, do you know what day it is?" I answer with "yeah it's October 15th." A doctor then comes in and gets everyone out of the room besides me, she puts me on the bed, and starts acting weird, and asks weird questions. "So what's the last thing you remember?" the doctor asks "I remember-" I say but then someone the doctor says "The cabin?" I look up and see the shadow figure reaching out but this time I see more clearly. The shadow figure being a woman, long black hair, red dress, and dark circles for eyes, smiling creepily at me. I scream "No, no, no stop. Stay away from me!" This time I'm not waking up. The woman gets out a knife and cuts me. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13. Goodbye" the woman says to me. "Oh no, I've done it again, I've let you get the best of me. Why are you always out for me? WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!?" Part 4 WARNING S/H I wake up, my hand covered in 13 cuts, bleeding so much. My mom in the ambulance with me, this time she's real. I see 3 police officers with, my therapist, and Stella. We get to a hospital, and they rush me to a room. I'm in the room and Stella says "I wish I never left you. You said you needed me and I chose a stupid boy. I'm so sorry." I say "It's not your fault Stella, I should of called my therapist." My mom and the therapist walk in. The therapist asks "Why did YOU cut YOURSELF 13 times, Niyah?" I reply with "I'm sorry, I just felt like I deserved it. Mom please help me" I start crying hard. My mom says "Oh it's okay sweetheart, I can't believe I let this happen. I left you alone when you needed me the most." My mom ended up taking me out of the hospital after 2 weeks, and my therapist started checking up on me more. No one ever knew I started S/Hing again. I was always happy even when I was a kid. Stella started asking more about my problems, and my mom started changing although everything was a bit different, it felt the same. I saw the shadow figure a few times but I got meds to help, and when I did see the shadow figure up close I noticed it was my younger self. Maybe she needed help too but was too afraid to speak up because of how she was abused and scared that if she did speak then she would get hit, and bullied at school. *That's the end for my story. I love you all so much. I put a lot of effort to this story and if you do use it for something then please put @miss.aryy12 for creds. If you are ever going through a problem talk to someone even when your scared somethings gonna happen always talk to someone you trust it could have a good impact on your life*
i just went to a campground in lake tahoe on an rv trip and the rlly cute boy asked me for my number and we hung out everyday, he became my boyfriend and this morning i left the campground. we live 8 hours away from each other. i've never cried harder.
a day doesn’t go by where I don’t think of you. I try to move on, but your death still haunts me. I know it’s not what you would have wanted, I’m sorry kiyoko. You’re the love of my life, I will never forget you. maybe someday we can meet again, my love.
1 month clean :). I love myself now. But im insecure a bit still but a tiny bit. My friends. My family. Are the reason im still alive. If it werent for them, i wouldnt be here right now.
This is actually amazing, I'm so happy to hear that there are people getting better and I know I struggle a lot but seeing others get better makes me still have hope for myself so just seeing this makes me so happy and I just want you to know that I'm very proud of you and there are so many more people out there that need you and care about you. A whole future is ahead of you and you should experience all your dreams before cutting it short. God has faith in you (or if you don't believe him that's totally understandable and you are still loved) ❦
timestamps for peeps who cant be bothered to just skip it in chapters 0:00 I wait for you by Alex G 2:33 2 need by Pinegrove 5:27 i was all over her sped up by Salvia Path (apparently) 5:58 Not allowed by TV girl 8:43 Pretend by Alex G 9:16 16 mirrors by Alex G 13:06 idk sorry 15:08 Mary by Alex G edit oct 20: i didnt know there was alr timestamps by some other lovely person sorry-
im studying 2 this but pretend brings back memories of this girl who I used 2 be friends with for 6 yrs and now it ended she would sing this in a van on our way 2 california
I play this while blowing the sweet smoke from a peach flavored vape out the window and drive out of town, hair in the wind music in the air... there's nothing quite like it.
guys help there's this girl and she's rly pretty and shy and kind !! she loves hello kitty, quadrobics, odetari, 6arelyhuman, kandi and indie animation !! I've liked her since late June of this year and I don't know if she likes me back but I think she might be pansexual or lesbian?? idfk Btw if ur seeing this and u know who I am and think I'm talking abt u I'm so sorry 😭😭
![pov: you're in love. | playlist [timestamps]](/img/n.gif)
Help why is hello kitty smoking💀
EDIT: PIN/HEART THIS COMMENT PLEASE ITS ALMOST BLOWN UP
It went through some stuff dude😔
everyone needs a break sometimes man
@@sleepzlessreal
iTs AeShEtIc ✨
She's had enough.
I love when playlists have timestamps, I wish people used them more often
its so amazing or there is that person int he comments who put the times < 3
@@KandiCraftsAndCats Those are the best people, I try to do it when I don't see timestamps but I'm usually on my TV with music. Wishing the best for those people though 🫶
they're in the description :)
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... Good playlist tho
if you're here... your music taste is superior
Thanks❤️
0:31
thank you, im just simply depressed
@@cieramills8808 same lmao
@@cieramills8808 same 😅
I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO JS LISTENS TO THIS GENRE EVERYDAY
its called indie / indie rock / indie pop ^_^
Yessss❤❤ me too
So real. It likes never gets old😭
Like*
Fr
time stamps !! ^_^
i wait for you - alex g | 00:00 - 02:31
need 2 - pinegrove | 02:32 - 05:26
i was all over her (sped up and cut off) - salvia palth | 05:27 - 05:57
not allowed - tv girl | 05:58 - 08:43
pretend (cut off) - alex g | 08:44 - 09:13
sarah - alex g | 09:14 - 12:06 (SHE LOVES ME LIKE A DOG‼
tysm!! and earlyy
tyy
i love you
you seem really sweet ☹️💕 BUT TYSM
Thankkkkk uuu❤
I will never understand why the strangers in the comment sections of these playlists are more supportive than our parents
Aw fr but if u ever need help I’m here❤❤
fr im on my moms acout dont mind the pfp
Fr
Real 👴👍
Currently reading “The Outsiders” and getting ready for bed. This playlist makes this experience 100X better. Thank you.
the outsiders is so good
@@vugvo it really is until chapter 7
it’s so good but sad at the same time
@@ashlynndancez exactly, I’m allowed to read ahead of the class, so I already read 1/2 death scenes
HELP. SAME RN
i wait for you - alex g | 00:00 - 02:31
need 2 - pinegrove | 02:32 - 05:26
i was all over her (sped up and cut off) - salvia palth | 05:27 - 05:57
not allowed - tv girl | 05:58 - 08:43
pretend (cut off) - alex g | 08:44 - 09:13
sarah - alex g | 09:14 - 12:06
16 mirrors - alex g | 12:07 - 13:03
inside out - duster | 13:04 - 15:07
mary (sped up) - alex g | 15:08 - 17:47
you know the school depression is comin back when this is your music style
My oh my, i just fell asleep to this random playlist one night and now every night i just automatically click in this one 😥
Been looking for a playlist with these scrumptious songs and I've finally found it 😋
Bro i love this playlist sm , people call me emo for listening to this type of music 💀💀
This is definitely not Emo music what are they talking about 😬
real like i dont want to listen to taylor swift i rather like these even evven im not in a bad moood
@@hax..”how DAREEE you not like our preppy queen Taylor Swiftie 😡😝🎀🎀”
@@TreeBiaseddon’t worry Taylor will just shake it off
@@The_goofywolfie lol
i love all the songs on this playlist
To everyone who's studying with this music:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy
Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight
(not mine! but copy paste it around!!)
I listened to this while studying😊 its very relaxing
thank you very much
Yk it’s good when it starts with Alex G
REAL
@@ryry.115 it be 2025 nowww
THIS PLAYLIST IS SO GOOD WHATT
my birthday is in 50 minutes..But my gf is out of town and cant rlly talk to me cause its a church thing so this music always reminds me of her so im basically with her
ty
Happy birthday dude 🎉
Happy late birthday! ❤🎉
Awwwwww
Happy late birthday
happy really late birthday 😀 🎁🎊🎈🎉🎂
i listen to whatever this genre is while writing, you would think it would be used as a distraction but no it helps A LOT
I love the cover of this video😭🫶
Also ur playlists are my comfort:)
WE SMOKING W HELLO KITTY WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️
REALL
When ppl hit me I listen to this playlist, thank you for creating a space where I can just sit in cry in, thank you for making this playlist.
Im so sry about this! I hope you get better soon, and have the best friends Ever!!!!!!!! I’ve been going through this too but it will get better,!!!!
chat i remember when i was falling asleep on ft with him with my airpods on so he shared his screen and played i wait for you because at that time it was my fav song... i miss him.
awh hun, don't wreck yourself over it we love you.
If you don’t mind me asking what happened? Cause u said u miss him and I’m just curious, if you don’t feel comfortable with sharing if it’s something bad or something there’s no need to answer I’m just wondering and I don’t wanna push you to tell a complete stranger about that
If he left you, he didn’t deserve you. Hunny, you deserve the world itself. So a boy left you? No big deal. You have friends. Family. People care about you and love you. It may not feel like it, but trust me hun, you are needed on this earth.
crying while listening to this
Sameeee
if i listen to this before bed, i will NOT be waking up in the morning
i adore your taste in music
Perfect playlist to cry and think about life‼️ This makes me realize many stuff and helping myself is sometimes useful
Crying so hard rn knowing nobody cares
Ty
Real‼️god loves you! Even if you don't believe in him js know that he loves you and I love you‼️‼️
I care
I care even though I don’t know u I do care
I CARE✋😀
This playlist is a GEM
❤ i love all of these songs.
I actually fell asleep to this 😭😭😭
This playlist is perfect for a long car drive in nature 🪱🐛🦋🍃🪷🌱🥀
Omg literally me rnnnnn ❤
Ommgggg yess I need to do that
You got traumatized at school so your done. >>>
HELLO KITTY DOES NOT LIKE SELF HARM AND TAKING XANAX, SHE ENJOYS BAKING COOKIES WITH HER FRIENDS!!!!!
REAL 👏
Bro 8 listen to this everyday on my iPad before i sleep it really helps me sleep faster when I can’t sleep
listening to this while in the school bathrooms attempting do to cry >>>
Oh sad
I’m going to be that on girl
0:57 - i”ll wait for you
3:14 - I’m out
6:13 - not aloud
9:07 -pretend
9:21 -16 mirrors
13:53 inside put
16:13 Mary
this playlist is me after reading pages 149 and 150 of "if only i had told her" by Laura Nowlin 😭
I LOVE THAT BOOK AUGH
ALEX GGGGG I LOVE HIMMMMMMMMMM
great playlist 👍
my friends called this “basic white girl music”. WHAT. THIS IS THE BEST MUSIC TYPE.
this is anything but that 😭
2:32 is actually called need 2 btw! :)
Need 2 by pinegrove yeah :D
lol i bet everyone here (inculding me) listens to these type of songs for stress relief, therapy, study and sleep music. i know theres more but i have homework.
People say we are emo for listening to this but they just don't feel what we feel
I could overthink countless hours 2 this playlist
Also js made a playlist with all these songs tysm
TV GIRL!?! YASSS 😍😍
This made me sleepy after listening to it
Perfect timing I was just about to go to bed-
I love these songs❤❤ they all will forever live in my heart
✨To everyone who's studying with this music✨:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. 📖
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
(not mind! but copy paste it around!!) :))))
Thank you…for making this🖤
To anybody reading this...
I'm proud of you.
You're handsome.
You're pretty
You're amazing just the way you are.
You're going to get better.
You're great at what you do.
You're impressive.
You deserve attention.
You deserve love.
You should continue with what you like to do.
You're not annoying
You're not weird.
Feel free to vent in the comments. I'm here for ya🙌
I luv youuu
thank you
I wish to move, I wish to be well, I wish to breathe without thinking of her. She never leaves, these scars never have healed. To all the women whom which I loved. You've hurt me, you've degraded me. My body is peeling a thousands miles through the treacherous land and sea. The chains that scrape upon my neck, the whips that have scarred my back. The memories that never left my morsel of a body, why must you stay? Why musn't you leave? You left suddenly, you abused me suddenly. Nothing seems new, I always wanted to know. To say how much I loved you, yet now, now your with someone new. You've been dirtied by him and idk how i can see you for the upcoming future. How must we be friends when you left me after everything. I'm never sure what to say anymore, to the simplistic fact that you choose him over I, and to him simply degrading into a wasteland. It hurts. That boy is dying yet even still its him over I. You may laugh, flirt, cook, call me names and call me sweet. Yet those actions are simply a trap. The weathering storms have degraged by body, I feel overwhelmed after all this time. After these years passing, after this year passing. It hasn't changed, the quiet may help me, yet now theres never any surprises. To any girl I've laid in bed with, you were there showing me the way. To forceably talking, moving, cleaning, to hanging and smiling a stretch fold. You've ruined me. I was simply but a young boy, learning and having the curiosity of a giant. Yet now, now I know the truth. Not just of women, but of the world. The secerets we tell ourselves are hidden, we're deceptive, and I am lonely. I wish to move, I wish to be well, I wish to breathe, I wish to seek and see without a hindrance dragging me towards the coroners of hell. I'm pushed down, soaking and drowning in my own liquid sorrow. Why must you come back, why must I think of you in times of least importance to most ideal times of my life. I've learned to hide my pain, to only speak to others treating them to what I hadn't been obscured by. As everything moves on I'm trapped, obscured within my own concious, within my own mind. Eventualy soon ill be back to school, to living a life, and i wont even realise because im barely conscious outside of my head. My own daydreams are chained within a birdhouse made of pure metal bars. I have nothing to file down this jail, I have nothing to help me stand. To move an inch would be a considerable miracle. Again why must you hurt me? Why must I be trapped? Someday I seek betterment, to move on. Forgetting and pushing never was the smartest choice. In the end it only hurt me more. I'm not angry, but nor am I happy. I tend to feel nothing for I am afraid to feel. To let others in isn't easy. I'm only let down for every person let in. When will someone take care of me, love me for me? Why must booze and endless narcotics be the accesible answer? Brother I see your reasoning, why you feel the way you do. Your pain is far greater than I, and I am gratefulfor how you protected me. I thank you, and I wish to grow within your infinite absence. I apologize for not understanding earlier, I may have been to late by endless years. However, I'm here now for what it counts.
Everything moves and pushes on brother, as will i. To the different personalities I may ascertain in the near future. To the disembered families and people, I apologize. I'm not sure what I'll do as I grow. But somehow, within someway, I'll be a hideous monster. If you kill me you'll be giving me a relief. So do as you wish, as will I. To the different emotions enveloped within each story within this passage. I thank others for reading and understanding... goodbye...
I read this whole thing, though I may be a bit young and can’t understand some of it, I can understand that you’re going through pain, I would like you to know some people on the internet understand you more than people in real life and I hope you get better and heal from the scars people have left even though it may take a while, I wish you the best and hope things start going good
Man i use to smoke and vape to be cool then i stard to smoke vape and drink to hide the pain but now i just turn it into anger and oush people away because i dont wanna smoke anymore.. younger me though life was hard because i was drinking the pain away but when life gets hard u feel there is no use for anything anymore not even yourself...
Bro the songs make me cry 😭😃
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE *YOU* 😭
listening to this at 7:40 pm in the middle of sunset during a sun shower is so peaceful >0< (even tho I'm crying rn)
sounds pretty nice
currently cleaning my messy room bc it needs to be clean before my mom checks it tomorrow so now I have to pull an all-nighter😭😭
ratio
a playlist to *cry to before bed
Are you ready? One day my best friend, Stella, and I were at a cabin. This cabin was in the woods, deep in the woods. I woke up to see my best friend missing from her bed. I asked my mom "Where's Stella?" she said "Oh honey she's in the back" I ran to the back of the cabin to see my best friend talking to this boy. This boy whos wearing a black Nike hoodie, said "Hey my name's Jamal" I said "Okay" Stella said "Bye" and walked away, he also walked away but into the woods. I was very weirded out by "Jamal's" vibe but brushed it off. Couple hours later maybe its like 6 PM a knock on the door 2 times, Stella and I are home alone, Stella said "I'll answer it stay here" I obvi didn't stay in the room, instead I watched waiting by the stairs, once Stella opens the door we see Jamal again. Stella said "Hey Jamal, you weren't suppose to come right now, she's not asleep yet" I was confused, I ran to my bedroom and Stella closed the door. I thought she was talking about my mom, and probably wanted to invite a boy over and I'm a kid so I was chill with it. Anyways its 2 AM my mom is still not home and Stella suggest we go to sleep I said okay she grabs her sleeping bag and lays it down in my room, she says goodnight and I do aswell. I fall into a deep sleep but then something feels off so I wake up and Stella is missing from her bed again. I hear someone's voice, close to Jamal's voice but I'm unsure because I'm half awake. Then I hear footsteps, and run to my bedroom window. I see my mom's car, and call her, but no answer. Still at the window, but then I hear a scream, a really weird scream, distant but close. I look into the woods, I kinda see a shadow figure of a woman, but unable to see all the way. I hear Stella's voice calling out my name and look around don't see her. I find a way down from the roof, once I get down I hear Stella's voice again, only this time closer. I walk more into the woods, going to her voice. Then I see the shadow figure running at me, I start running back to the cabin lock all my doors, and run to my room and look for a weapon, but then my bedroom door slowly opens, Stella being there with the Shadow figure, and Jamal. I stood there in fear, frozen in fear. Stella got closer with the shadow figure, and Jamal...
*PART 2*: As Stella, The shadow figure, and Jamal got closer I was standing still until a little voice said "run." as soon as I snapped out of whatever was happening, I ran to my bedroom window, and jumped out of it. My leg got stabbed by a sharp item but it was night and I couldn't see, either way I still ran as fast as I could. I ran and ran and ran. I see a street and run to that street then I see my mom's car again only this time she's in it. I tell her what happened and she said "Okay, okay get my phone, and call the police." I tell her her phone's dead, but then I realize she's driving back to the cabin..."Mom, what are you doing?!" I asked. "I'm going home sweetheart." she said smiling. "You're not my mom." I said. I then see the cabin, with Stella, Jamal, and The shadow figure. I'm still in the car, I look in the backseat and see a bat, and a flashlight. I grab both and run again. Then all of a sudden my mom grabs me, and shakes me. Stella is watching like she's scared or something. Jamal is standing there crying for the first time. "What's going on?" I ask myself, then I realize I'm in the hospital...
*Part 3*: "What's going on?" I ask myself, then realize I'm in the hospital. I get really quickly, look at the date, and see it's October 15th 2024, I'm confused because my dream or whatever it was, took place in June... I ask again but out loud "What's going on?" Stella responds with "You were in a coma for 2 months, are you okay?" I answer with "Yeah I'm fine" my mom then asks "Honey, do you know what day it is?" I answer with "yeah it's October 15th." A doctor then comes in and gets everyone out of the room besides me, she puts me on the bed, and starts acting weird, and asks weird questions. "So what's the last thing you remember?" the doctor asks "I remember-" I say but then someone the doctor says "The cabin?" I look up and see the shadow figure reaching out but this time I see more clearly. The shadow figure being a woman, long black hair, red dress, and dark circles for eyes, smiling creepily at me. I scream "No, no, no stop. Stay away from me!" This time I'm not waking up. The woman gets out a knife and cuts me. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13. Goodbye" the woman says to me. "Oh no, I've done it again, I've let you get the best of me. Why are you always out for me? WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!?"
Part 4 WARNING S/H I wake up, my hand covered in 13 cuts, bleeding so much. My mom in the ambulance with me, this time she's real. I see 3 police officers with, my therapist, and Stella. We get to a hospital, and they rush me to a room. I'm in the room and Stella says "I wish I never left you. You said you needed me and I chose a stupid boy. I'm so sorry." I say "It's not your fault Stella, I should of called my therapist." My mom and the therapist walk in. The therapist asks "Why did YOU cut YOURSELF 13 times, Niyah?" I reply with "I'm sorry, I just felt like I deserved it. Mom please help me" I start crying hard. My mom says "Oh it's okay sweetheart, I can't believe I let this happen. I left you alone when you needed me the most." My mom ended up taking me out of the hospital after 2 weeks, and my therapist started checking up on me more. No one ever knew I started S/Hing again. I was always happy even when I was a kid. Stella started asking more about my problems, and my mom started changing although everything was a bit different, it felt the same. I saw the shadow figure a few times but I got meds to help, and when I did see the shadow figure up close I noticed it was my younger self. Maybe she needed help too but was too afraid to speak up because of how she was abused and scared that if she did speak then she would get hit, and bullied at school. *That's the end for my story. I love you all so much. I put a lot of effort to this story and if you do use it for something then please put @miss.aryy12 for creds. If you are ever going through a problem talk to someone even when your scared somethings gonna happen always talk to someone you trust it could have a good impact on your life*
I read all of this word by word and this is amazing thank you
@@HeartMu3ic ofc!!
Loved this playlist sm❤❤
Listen before bed
At 13:06 all I can hear is " Stewie it's not your fault" "I know" Stewie Stewie " it's not your fault" " I know" ...
I miss him..
banger after banger
i just went to a campground in lake tahoe on an rv trip and the rlly cute boy asked me for my number and we hung out everyday, he became my boyfriend and this morning i left the campground. we live 8 hours away from each other. i've never cried harder.
hope you’re doing okay, he sounds super sweet
I dont get why these song are better than my mom hugging me.
Everytime I listen to this I'm transported back to my 6th grade classroom
I love this❤
listen every nigh for almost a year now before bed..
playing roblox and listening to this at 1 am is the best feeling ever.
people call me emo for listening to this music 😂😂
Real
this is not emo at all
Same
its just called having good music tastes😭
Frrrrrr bro💀 some people if I like if I listen to this at school, some people say are you depressed like no I’m not I like this song💀💀💀💀
i listen to this type of music often, my brother asks me if i'm depressed because of my music taste lmfaoo
Same
I like I was all over her normal speed plus it already a short song but I love this playlist
a day doesn’t go by where I don’t think of you. I try to move on, but your death still haunts me. I know it’s not what you would have wanted, I’m sorry kiyoko. You’re the love of my life, I will never forget you. maybe someday we can meet again, my love.
1 month clean :). I love myself now. But im insecure a bit still but a tiny bit. My friends. My family. Are the reason im still alive. If it werent for them, i wouldnt be here right now.
This is actually amazing, I'm so happy to hear that there are people getting better and I know I struggle a lot but seeing others get better makes me still have hope for myself so just seeing this makes me so happy and I just want you to know that I'm very proud of you and there are so many more people out there that need you and care about you. A whole future is ahead of you and you should experience all your dreams before cutting it short. God has faith in you (or if you don't believe him that's totally understandable and you are still loved) ❦
@@RainsVlogs13 thanks :)
I love 'I wait for You' by Alex G
doesnt everybody
hello kitty to hello asthma
yep
timestamps for peeps who cant be bothered to just skip it in chapters
0:00 I wait for you by Alex G
2:33 2 need by Pinegrove
5:27 i was all over her sped up by Salvia Path (apparently)
5:58 Not allowed by TV girl
8:43 Pretend by Alex G
9:16 16 mirrors by Alex G
13:06 idk sorry
15:08 Mary by Alex G
edit oct 20: i didnt know there was alr timestamps by some other lovely person sorry-
9:16 isn't 16 mirrors..
"I wait for you" always makes me cry for absolutely no reason😭✋️
Same 😭💔
Hello kitty has unlocked a new achievement!: Lung cancer.
i’ll wait for youuuuu.
"I'm out" Is need 2 by pine Grove.
timestamps loving
im studying 2 this but pretend brings back memories of this girl who I used 2 be friends with for 6 yrs and now it ended she would sing this in a van on our way 2 california
That's so sad.. But dw my bff since 1st grade just left so your not alone and it will get better soon ❣
Me making a playlist and picking a random playlist to not go sleep too and reads the captions. “How does it know me so well?”
noo the poor hello kitty 😭😭
thanks
ALEX G DETECTED
also the second one is Need2 :)
I love this
thx for the playlist I need😄😁
I MISS HIM.
I like the songs ❤😊
AY ITS MY PFP
now what would you do if i made this comment my pfp?
@@furryloser3what would you do if I made both of these comments my pfp?
@@TwxieTurnerwhat if I made all of these comments my pfp?
reading 'Thus spoke the plant', listening to the rain with this playlist in the background- 🤌🙌
Nothing compares to the fever dream😧
I play this while blowing the sweet smoke from a peach flavored vape out the window and drive out of town, hair in the wind music in the air... there's nothing quite like it.
Don’t vape it will hurt you
alex g >>>>>
pass me that joint hello kitty
guys help there's this girl and she's rly pretty and shy and kind !! she loves hello kitty, quadrobics, odetari, 6arelyhuman, kandi and indie animation !! I've liked her since late June of this year and I don't know if she likes me back but I think she might be pansexual or lesbian?? idfk
Btw if ur seeing this and u know who I am and think I'm talking abt u I'm so sorry 😭😭
express your feelings. You're gonna regret not doing it in the future.
You should express your feelings, if it goes wrong it's not going to matter in 10 years ♡